I'm glad you took the energy to spread awareness about the goodness of MDMA psychotherapy. This will be a very essential tool for many mental health disorders in the future. Peace.
Oh. Yeah, I gave it a good go, but basically it didn't work for me. I have heard from others, maybe with less intense issues, that it helped them, but for me I had to be off meds, and I could only tolerate that for a brief time as I can't really work when I am off of meds. And I need to pay bills, etc. But basically, it didn't work for me. :-(
Yeah, that must’ve been hard when there was a tug and pull between the functioning with meds and giving light-dosage go’s with the MDMA while off medication. I hope your journey’s otherwise still soaked with things that are working for you right now.. how has that been going if I may?
Cobie Langham Oh it wasn’t a light dose. Lol. Things are okay. I have a new therapist which I think is the best one I’ve had yet so I’m holding out some hope...
Thank you for sharing your experience Lena. It's really helpful to those of us who need this but can't find much information for obvious reasons. How long was the session? I've read that sessions are usually 6 + hours.
Feta Cheese Lena Do you feel you would've benefited more with a longer session? From what I've researched you would need a much longer session. I wonder if a therapist would suspect you're taking MDMA if you ask for a 6 hour session lol
At $200/hr it's not feasible to do 6 hours. I'm not rich, yo. But I did ask for a 2 hour session, and he now knows what I am doing. Next time 2 hours is the plan, but that's still $400 to dish out in one day.
Hi Lena, I suffer from severe, severe anxiety disorder. It all started with my first panic attack back in March 2014, which forever changed my life after that. I started going down a really deep rabbit hole of despair, irrational fears. The whole thing has left me with PTSD, severe generalized anxiety, and an eating phobia that forces me to mostly drink my food. It's been such a tragic experience, but I'm fighting. I want to try MDMA to help me get over my anxiety, trauma, and eating phobia. I need help trying to find this MDMA.
Brigham Yen I feel your pain and wish you luck. It hasn’t been a quick fix for me and I am still struggling. I will try again maybe in the spring with longer sessions. Good luck.
@@FetaCheeseLena quick question: for the issues you confronted during your mdma session, have those feelings abated? My question is, is the issues you're still experiencing stuff you didn't really confront while under mdma, or the mdma didn't really work.
Brigham Yen It was only one memory that I worked on and while it felt powerful to express what needed to be expressed (for the first time) all my ptsd symptoms are still the same so I still feel the same frustration. I am going to do a long session though - like 4-5 hours and see if that takes me further.
I'm glad you took the energy to spread awareness about the goodness of MDMA psychotherapy. This will be a very essential tool for many mental health disorders in the future. Peace.
Seriously looking forward to hearing more about your pursuits and treatment(s) with MDMA. This is seriously amazing to hear.. so hope-evoking.
Oh. Yeah, I gave it a good go, but basically it didn't work for me. I have heard from others, maybe with less intense issues, that it helped them, but for me I had to be off meds, and I could only tolerate that for a brief time as I can't really work when I am off of meds. And I need to pay bills, etc. But basically, it didn't work for me. :-(
Yeah, that must’ve been hard when there was a tug and pull between the functioning with meds and giving light-dosage go’s with the MDMA while off medication. I hope your journey’s otherwise still soaked with things that are working for you right now.. how has that been going if I may?
Cobie Langham Oh it wasn’t a light dose. Lol. Things are okay. I have a new therapist which I think is the best one I’ve had yet so I’m holding out some hope...
Thank you for sharing your experience Lena. It's really helpful to those of us who need this but can't find much information for obvious reasons. How long was the session? I've read that sessions are usually 6 + hours.
A B Well you can do it anyway you want. I didn’t tell me therapist so it just a normal session, so like 1.5hrs.
Feta Cheese Lena Do you feel you would've benefited more with a longer session? From what I've researched you would need a much longer session. I wonder if a therapist would suspect you're taking MDMA if you ask for a 6 hour session lol
At $200/hr it's not feasible to do 6 hours. I'm not rich, yo. But I did ask for a 2 hour session, and he now knows what I am doing. Next time 2 hours is the plan, but that's still $400 to dish out in one day.
I don't know if you've seen the Vimeo video (search for PTSD and MDMA), but he did three 3hr sessions and said his PTSD was cured.
Feta Cheese Lena I hear you lol. My sister is pretty much suicidal so whatever it takes. Thank you so much for all these updates by the way!
Hi Lena, I suffer from severe, severe anxiety disorder. It all started with my first panic attack back in March 2014, which forever changed my life after that. I started going down a really deep rabbit hole of despair, irrational fears. The whole thing has left me with PTSD, severe generalized anxiety, and an eating phobia that forces me to mostly drink my food. It's been such a tragic experience, but I'm fighting. I want to try MDMA to help me get over my anxiety, trauma, and eating phobia. I need help trying to find this MDMA.
Brigham Yen I feel your pain and wish you luck. It hasn’t been a quick fix for me and I am still struggling. I will try again maybe in the spring with longer sessions. Good luck.
@@FetaCheeseLena quick question: for the issues you confronted during your mdma session, have those feelings abated? My question is, is the issues you're still experiencing stuff you didn't really confront while under mdma, or the mdma didn't really work.
Brigham Yen It was only one memory that I worked on and while it felt powerful to express what needed to be expressed (for the first time) all my ptsd symptoms are still the same so I still feel the same frustration. I am going to do a long session though - like 4-5 hours and see if that takes me further.