So powerful. Thank you guys for the transparency and sharing your journey. Going trough tough times the last few months on the mental health side, so this is inspirational and helpful. ❤️
@@KristyAMo Watching this now after your big win this weekend is just incredible. As a poker player myself this is so relatable, mental health is such an important component of long-term success in this game, so seeing fellow players open up + take steps to better themselves and become more spiritually in-tune is refreshing, thank you for sharing this experience. And having a partner like Kristy in your corner is such a blessing. Could not be happier for u two, congrats one the massive tournament win, best of luck with the little one on the way! All the best!!
Mushrooms saved my life 🥺 I treated my very first experience as an aya_huasca experience, I literally met myself as a small child. First thing she asked me "why do you hate me so much?" I went in with the purpose of healing my depression,anxiety, but I healed my most important self hate.
Oh my gosh, I got goosebumps when I read "why do you hate me so much?" I felt that. What a journey you've been on-- a difficult but worthwhile one. Thank you
So glad his mindset shifted from happiness to wellbeing and peace. The goal in life isn’t unlimited happiness, it’s being at peace no matter the circumstances
I have never done shrooms before. I suffer from PTSD/depression anxiety from childhood abuse. I tried the mushroom chocolate bars for the first time for a week straight. For the first time in my life. I felt normal and happy even after it wore off. I am also in therapy. But I feel it's the best choice I've made.
Oof! You went all in 😊. I use shrooms once in a blue moon, in ceremony, when I wish to connect with higher wisdom/soul self. It never fails. I used psychedelics often as a teen. LSD was the first drug I ever did. I believe psychedelics can be used responsibly with great benefit. It's all about your intent. Bon voyage ✌️ ❤
Thanks for sharing! My question is where to get them from, safe ones 😇 @@shegally I have done some research online (mostly youtube!) & saw so many positive experiences & outcomes from doing this ❤ I'm living in Australia 🇦🇺 ...
@BloodNote Exactly that. Would not forget the feeling after my first week of microdosing. I was "What? This is better than all 'treatments' I had in 20 years. And I am still getting overwhelmed when I talk about my first proper shroom experience.... what a revelation... eye opening, regression, and memories which I have never known were there..... Follow the path. It is the right one
I battle depression and loneliness and anxiety as well as PTSD from past trauma in my life. I really should know better than to watch videos like this because it is really hard not having someone there to turn to, to lift me up when I fall. Watching videos like this makes me realize how cursed i really am to have no one there for me. But yet I watch videos like this hoping one day I could possibly have someone in my life that truly loves me and is there for me to lift me up rather than tear me down. I am 57 years old and and have never known what it's like to be truly loved or to know i mean something to someone even though I been married twice. First wife was unfaithful the entire marriage, the second wife was a full blown narcissist. My entire life i have gone it alone. Even my own mother made no time for me or ever had anything loving or encouraging to say to me. Never once heard her ever say she loved me while growing up. Nit that those words mean anything anyway. Especially after hearing them from two women who's actions told otherwise. Those three words are just empty meaningless words to me now.
You watched this video because you’re seeking relief from the pain/exhaustion. You’re not alone. You were fearfully and wonderfully made. There is a way out of the cloud. You will find it.
Just wanted to share with you @grounded7362: You still have you. I learned the hard way too; childhood trauma with narcissistic parents (divorced when I was 4 years old) and a psychotic grandmother. Continued the trauma bond with a narcissist boyfriend and later became husband. Left him recently, after 23 years in a tumultuous relationship. Lost my inner voice. Anyways, I tried the psychedelic mushrooms with the intention to heal, or to feel right but mostly to feel the love for me. To be in love with my inner child (for the first time). I didn't have anyone around during or after the session. It was fine, ya know. Hope this resonates with you. Love and light!
Hey man.. I'm from Australia, a bit younger than you are but I am moved by your response. I would love to be your pen-pal, or just an online buddy. I will reach out directly, please know you are not alone in what you're feeling and experiencing. The world is a cruel place, full of sick people. Mental health can be a tough time. We need to be there for one another, as often as we can be. Sending you prayers, thoughts, and love, Brother! May God Bless you. 🤍
If you're still struggling, don't be distracted by the details in someone else's story.. The path to healing is possible with or without a significant other in life, this story involves someone learning to utilize the true potential of their specific situation, with a partner he wasn't allowing to support him, which is an unhealthy way to have a close relationship and only part of what he needed to learn and come to terms with to find a more positive path. The concept is the same no matter the situation.. to be realistic about personal circumstances and take responsibility for the steps that can be taken to improve things, this in itself increases self esteem and with the right attitude can lead to true self love. There are many ways, particularly with a compatible therapist, with or without mushrooms etc that can lead to the realizations required and change in habits for this to occur. 🙏✨✨✨
You guys are such an amazing couple, and it's so sweet how supportive and loving you are to each other. Personally, microdosing has helped me so much personally, and I fully believe in psychedelic therapies for so many things, including depression, drug addiction and PTSD. Thank you to both of you for being brave enough to put this out to the world to benefit from.
EVELYN! Man, I think of you often. Thanks so much for your message. Yes, I've heard a ton of positive experiences from people who micro-dose. Miss you and hope you're well.
This is so beautiful that it brought tears of joy to my eyes. I use psilocybin to combat PTSD and SEVERE depression and with treatment with providers I am VERY grateful for this gift from nature to bring healing to those who need it ...
Do you have to take mushrooms everyday to beat PTSD? I’ve been looking for help everywhere and now I’ve landed on magic Mushrooms, however I am terrified and don’t know what to do
Thanks so much for sharing such an intimate experience with us so that we can learn and grow with you, and most importantly, support you. Sending virtual hugs to both of you. I cried 5 months ago when you posted about Dallas and shedding tears again tonight. RIP Dallas girl 🐾🖤
Psychedelic help a lot and they’re like a cheat sheet to life, but you could also experience the same things. Psychedelic amp tf out whilst being sober, meditation and astral projection are key.
Mushrooms helped me as a shy and confused 25-year-old to become an outgoing and (more) successful adult. Now I am almost 30yrs old and look back with gratitude to what the psychedelics did for me.
I do microdose on shrooms and other psychedelics and I can say it has improved my daily attitude. I'm more focused and feeling less trauma. You don't do it to trip, you take a mini dose to ease your brain receptors. I can confirm have had some of the most profound mind bending experiences a human can have in their life.
Mushrooms are the best compound I've ever taken. They killed my cigarette addiction instantly, they redefined my relationship with myself, with others, and with reality as a whole. They're also the most terrifying thing I've ever done. When trying to microdose you need to find a good mycologist who’s willing to take you through the entire process.
8:20 That wasn't amnesia. That was ego death. All sense of self and who you are is erased from your brain for as long as that ego death lasts. And it is one of the most beautiful, yet terrifying things a human being can ever experience.
your face at the beginning vs after treatment is like night and day. you look so much lighter and happier! I pray that you continue to find more lightness, joy and laughter for the rest of your life!
You’re SO massively blessed you have her….you have each other. Many of us are going through life’s downswings, needing that support, and don’t have anyone and no other choice but to deal with it internally
As someone who's been on the healing journey with these medinces for over a year, I just wanted to say Thank You to you and your husband for being open and holding your own space. This medicine works in amazing ways, and like your husband said - it doesn't all just happen at once...it takes some time for the snow flakes of a shaken snow globe to settle back down. I hope you guys are doing well.
This video reminded me how much I miss going outside just to play basketball and mess around with my girlfriend and this is also a way to deal with downswing that I deal with myself I would say its healing to dribble the bad emotions from poker the way you dribble the ball. I would imagine that I've put all the negativity and things I don't control into the ball and gain satisfaction from throwing. Never used drugs and I also rarely drink alcohol and playing poker especially when sh.. hits the fan takes a huge toll on me. Thank you for reminding me to go out and have these little things which don't bring money but are useful for the mind so that we stay focused and composed. I wish you goodluck in finding who you really are and who you want to be, to all of the people watching this vid. ;) ♥ Stay positive
Thank you so very much for sharing your stories. You’re both so courageous and will help a lot of people by doing this. I’ve done Ketamine infusions for PTSD and think it’s helped but sometimes I think it’s hard to tell. I didn’t know that MDMA was now more widely available and because of this video I’m going to seek it out. Much love to you both!
I am currently in the pursuit of mental health maintenance. I live in an area that is devoid of mental health help. So I decided to study psychology, where I met this really cool polish girl, and we discussed our shared support for psychedelic assisted therapy. She introduced me to her husband who is a veteran and shroom grower who has suffered from PTSD. I am on my second day of psilocybin microdosing. Wish me luck! ❤
What a beautiful couple. I totally understand the coming back to reality & not fully understanding what things are & people. I did a real high dose of lsd once & got to talk to my passed on sister, hit a state of bliss, time travelled over & over telling myself it's ok to let go. You're not alone my friend. The answer is love.
I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?
Wow. I‘m experiencing very weird emotions. You two are next level lovely. Rare to find sometimes. And you participating in the beauty and wisdom of psychedelics is the icing on the cake. I think I‘m going to subscribe🥰
So proud of y'all for sharing this experience. And Andrew, you are a champion for tackling your issues, instead of letting them on you. Yes, there are no silver bullet treatments.... but the commitment to growth that you demonstrated IS the Silver bullet. Thank you for the positive example
Hey Cody. Thank you so much for your thoughtful response and for recognizing how hard to is tackle your issues. It's easier in the moment to turn away, but harder in the long run. Appreciate you.
Thank you for sharing this important story. I'm so grateful that Andrew (and you two as a couple) have had such a healing experience through the process and wish you both continued health and joy and play in your respective journeys. ❤
So amazing to hear how you can legitimately go from a down swing to the mountain top. I am in my downswing personally and see this as inspiring! I love you guys! Keep doing amazing 👏
Thank you so much for sharing. Very brave and considerate of you both to be so open about this while hoping to raise awareness. I wish you provided a bit more info on how to find therapists who offer this kind of treatment as well as pricing and how long this type of therapy is recommended etc. If you happen to make anymore content on this subject, please try to include more of the logistics if you can. Thanks again for a great and helpful video.
Hey Thomas! I'm so sorry I missed this. I hear you. If you'd like the information from us, please feel free to DM Andrew or me on instagram. Appreciate your thoughtfulness.
Hey friend, don't feel like you're going to extreme lengths to feel normal. It's not true. This stuff has been used for thousands of years. None of us feel normal most of the time, we're a part of the same journey 😊
I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?
Love that it allowed him to reconnect with things that are vitally important for his ongoing mental and physical health (ie. connections with loved ones, the outdoors and recreation). Most of us know this, but we don't 'feel' it and thus don't engage. Psilocybin and LSD strongly promote the 'feeling' portion of our base knowledge and thus make us more likely to engage with new pathways and solutions. Best of luck in both of your healing journeys!
Hi kristy, really enjoyed this video, specially about the way you two interacted with each other during the crisis. Just last night I listened to your interview with poker stories podcast and found it really fascinating. Then started checking on you both on youtube and ended up here. I love poker a lot and l relate to everything you two have talked about. And also it’s nice to see such a successful and good human being couple in the poker community. All the best 🙏
So grateful for this video! I have a stressful job as well and it was beautiful to see how you wanted to take away Andrew's pain! I feel like my girlfriend has felt the same way. This video really helped me.
Raw, Powerful, Humanizing and Beautiful Mijo! This is why you are THE PRIDE OF THE FLEET! I love all my kids equally but today is your day to shine💙 You are a strong man who will never stay down and I am sooo proud of you 💪🏼
Everyone inherits experiences and memories from their bloodline/ancestors. Psilocybin activates the brain to unlock this. My first trip brought up experiences/visuals of medieval times. I saw the inside of a castle with wood furniture and beautiful colored rubies that decorated the walls. I literally felt like i was back in time. I walked outside to my back yard and it immediately felt like I was in a atrium. It was night and I felt so uncomfortable with any lights on or anything powered or modern. It just didn't feel right. I turned off the main circuit breaker to turn everything off. I didn't have any on hand, but I wanted to light candles or torches. I felt in charge, like an important figure or in a high value position and part of a big family. I actually felt happy and in place for once in my life. After my trip, I did alot of research online about what I saw and experienced. Come to find out, after researching my last name, the name came from a medieval king and royal family! Truly a life changing experience.
I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?
Wow you’re pretty good at film or video making I thought the quality of the video was amazing. I wish your partner the best he seems like a very caring person. I pray he gets better and continues to love life. And I think his dog is watching over him now. My dad has bad depression and anxiety I really want to get him into psilocybin but apparently it’s not legal. We don’t want to break the law.
Thank you for sharing❤ I think its so importent for everyone ( not just women) to open up to someone they trust. So i think you ( both) are a rolemodel.
Stumbled on this video and so grateful for the time you took to document the experience! Any continued long-term benefits for your husband after the experience?
I went through something like this. Creatine, daily work outs, lots of hiking along with a couple of decades of therapy really turned it around for me.
Thanks alot for putting this out there. Much appreciated. Downswings in poker over an extended period of time can be soulcrushing, and do some weird things to a persons psyche.
Great production skills made this super enjoyable. Playing people for money is not something I can relate to, and seems contraindicated to the connections of love that mushrooms bring, but I was appreciative of Andrew for sharing the feelings and the lessons, and I could really relate to them. Watching the whole thing opened my mind, without drugs!
Thank you so much for your message. Andrew has a way of articulating what he's going through. We're so happy you found it relatable and that you had a few discoveries without having to have amnesia like Andrew :)
Hi guys...i know you got so much going on and congrats for all thats coming your way. I'm just about at the bottom on 1st big shroom trip....see you in Vegas soon for a vege cocktail
I need to relate up front, that I too was engaged in a competitive stressful “soulless” profession by choice, gotta pay the bills, and do what works for you, I get that 100%. Psychedelics are medicine for the soul, they have taught me that it is okay to relax and trust the uncontrollable process of life, “let the chips fall where they may”. This idea being expressed here about “the streak” is conceptual poison. It only exists because of the power it is fed. You might want to unmask that phantom in a session.
Dude, simultaneous combination of two potent, yet different psychedelics? This is NOT on the usual recommendation list. I wonder what your respective dosages were. Depending, that is a hell of a go, my friend.
Andrew has the life so many of us only dream of. An amazing woman in your life who is there for you to support and help you and build you up no matter what is going on in your life is a real blessing. A man can overcome anything in life with a good woman in his life to be there for him when he is at his lowest moments.
I’m trying to find a way for my husband to move through the grief of losing his son (my stepson, although I don’t like that word!). We have both experienced a huge loss, and coping is tragically difficult. It’s been 5 months today since we lost our son. 💔 I think mushrooms could help my husband despite his bad experience in the past.
Yeah ego dissolution happens when you do large doses. You literally won't know who or what you are. Or even be aware that you took drugs/know what drugs are. The "therapist" leaving during that is so problematic and they need to be held accountable.
I was looking for this comment, the fact that he just left and let her deal with it is shocking. As someone who had the same effect of amnesia when waking up if I didn't have my trip guide and proper setting I would have probably gone into a panic attack or worst.
I like this guy, we’d definitely be friends if we met haha. Great vibes from him, calm and peaceful demeanor. He seems like he’s not too ego-centered and laidback. I would never have taken him for a poker player lol
I have to say, it is not a good practice to take any kind of psychedelic an hour after mdma has kicked in. You will experience the come down and rapid serotonin drop before or during the peak of the psychedelic so mdma needs to be taken once the mushroom begins to give effects. Mdma is also better paired with LSD.
I recovery my confidence playing 50 to 109 tournaments on acr and drinking a lot of beer when I’m playing. Having 2 nights a week with da boys, drink, talk, laught.
Its kinda sad that you'd been going to therapy and nobody told you straight out you had simple situational depression with anxiety as a 2ndary consequence of your job and how to solve it with simple lifestyle changes and got you to that nitty gritty place of knowing what you really want and need without having to resort to drugs that are usually only prescribed to the most damaged people with ptsd. I'm happy you got peace but holy shit how much wasted money was in that process that a good psychologist and a new career could've saved you lol
If he went with a new career, he would have missed out on the $1.4 million he recently won in a poker tournament (check out recent video on this channel).
I recently tried mushrooms with a therapist trained in guiding PTSD and trauma survivors. It was rather expensive, but after a decade + of various forms of talk therapy, which was helpful, l needed something that talking and intellectualizing could not address. It was very helpful in terms of getting some insight into what some of my unmet needs were....things that I have been carrying around for 40 + years. It wasn't psychedelic for me, but I don’t know that it needed to be. It was a day long session and the therapist spent 90 minutes after the session to help me reorient and ordered a taxi for me checked in on me that evening. I recommend it for anyone feeling stuck in trauma.
Not judgement of you at allll. Rather epathy for you. Those professionals around you should've kown better and done better than just take your $ endlessly without actually adressing basic shit first. I'm glad you found healing and peace, i'm just sad it took so long and so much $$ wasted when they should've done better for you. @@KristyAMo
Gambling is ups and downs same with tripping on psychedelics. The good thing about psychedelics is your not completely messed up after a 8hours. He's a hustler and liar. I'm pretty sure that's what poker players do....
Very interesting. I wanted to mock it but I enjoyed it and learn a lot. mushroom, still not sure, but the perspective on life challenges and relationships was spot on.
Thanks for sharing! My question is where to get them from, safe ones 😇 I have done some research online (mostly youtube!) & saw so many positive experiences & outcomes from doing this ❤ I'm living in Australia 🇦🇺 ...
Man,,, I was with you until you said 'my trauma from poker'.. Not winning at a game for a while for you is traumatic? You need more than shrooms. You need to really feel actual trauma and get some real perspective.
It's different for everyone. Everything is relative, besides why do something as insanely stressful as gamble without some unique perspectives or experiences in life. I personally couldn't deal w that. Not gonna ascribe gambling dependence on this dude I don't know enough but I do know that gambling dependence has the highest suicide rate of all dependencies
My friend is thinking about using mushrooms for Therapy. We live in the San Francisco Bay Area. You mentioned that you went to Oakland for the therapy. Can you please tell me where you went? I thought we had to go to Oregon to get this therapy, since it is legalized there. Thanks.
I was saved by this mycologist when I was suffering from depression and trauma. His been my guide for years now. he got LSD, DMT, MUSHROOMS, and CHOCOLATE BAR and more...
I'm getting that life should be framed around play and good times, even while your working. Fresh air and fun exertion, part of the diet for lifting the spirit. Thanks.
It's crazy how simple it is, but making time for PLAY. For doing things simply because you enjoy them (without numbing out of course). Thank you for your message and for watching.
Thank you to everyone for watching this video. I am grateful to share this experience with you all.❤
So powerful. Thank you guys for the transparency and sharing your journey. Going trough tough times the last few months on the mental health side, so this is inspirational and helpful. ❤️
You're the love of my life.
@@KristyAMo Watching this now after your big win this weekend is just incredible. As a poker player myself this is so relatable, mental health is such an important component of long-term success in this game, so seeing fellow players open up + take steps to better themselves and become more spiritually in-tune is refreshing, thank you for sharing this experience. And having a partner like Kristy in your corner is such a blessing. Could not be happier for u two, congrats one the massive tournament win, best of luck with the little one on the way! All the best!!
What were the doses for both psychodelics and what was the timing of taking them?
Pls where he had thé therapy
Mushrooms saved my life 🥺 I treated my very first experience as an aya_huasca experience, I literally met myself as a small child. First thing she asked me "why do you hate me so much?" I went in with the purpose of healing my depression,anxiety, but I healed my most important self hate.
Oh my gosh, I got goosebumps when I read "why do you hate me so much?" I felt that. What a journey you've been on-- a difficult but worthwhile one. Thank you
Wow that’s amazing. I have been wanting to try psychedelics for these many reasons going on in my personal life
Your response seriously resonated with me. Thank you for sharing your experience. 😊
Oh my f*** God, thats profond AF
I don't think I can keep going much longer
So glad his mindset shifted from happiness to wellbeing and peace. The goal in life isn’t unlimited happiness, it’s being at peace no matter the circumstances
I have never done shrooms before. I suffer from PTSD/depression anxiety from childhood abuse. I tried the mushroom chocolate bars for the first time for a week straight. For the first time in my life. I felt normal and happy even after it wore off. I am also in therapy. But I feel it's the best choice I've made.
Oof! You went all in 😊. I use shrooms once in a blue moon, in ceremony, when I wish to connect with higher wisdom/soul self. It never fails. I used psychedelics often as a teen. LSD was the first drug I ever did. I believe psychedelics can be used responsibly with great benefit. It's all about your intent. Bon voyage ✌️ ❤
Thanks for sharing!
My question is where to get them from, safe ones 😇 @@shegally
I have done some research online (mostly youtube!) & saw so many positive experiences & outcomes from doing this ❤
I'm living in Australia 🇦🇺 ...
@BloodNote Exactly that. Would not forget the feeling after my first week of microdosing. I was "What? This is better than all 'treatments' I had in 20 years.
And I am still getting overwhelmed when I talk about my first proper shroom experience.... what a revelation... eye opening, regression, and memories which I have never known were there.....
Follow the path. It is the right one
I think it's so dangerous if you have preexisting darkness/ trauma in your subconscious
I battle depression and loneliness and anxiety as well as PTSD from past trauma in my life.
I really should know better than to watch videos like this because it is really hard not having someone there to turn to, to lift me up when I fall.
Watching videos like this makes me realize how cursed i really am to have no one there for me.
But yet I watch videos like this hoping one day I could possibly have someone in my life that truly loves me and is there for me to lift me up rather than tear me down.
I am 57 years old and and have never known what it's like to be truly loved or to know i mean something to someone even though I been married twice.
First wife was unfaithful the entire marriage, the second wife was a full blown narcissist.
My entire life i have gone it alone.
Even my own mother made no time for me or ever had anything loving or encouraging to say to me.
Never once heard her ever say she loved me while growing up.
Nit that those words mean anything anyway.
Especially after hearing them from two women who's actions told otherwise.
Those three words are just empty meaningless words to me now.
You watched this video because you’re seeking relief from the pain/exhaustion. You’re not alone. You were fearfully and wonderfully made. There is a way out of the cloud. You will find it.
Just wanted to share with you @grounded7362:
You still have you.
I learned the hard way too; childhood trauma with narcissistic parents (divorced when I was 4 years old) and a psychotic grandmother. Continued the trauma bond with a narcissist boyfriend and later became husband. Left him recently, after 23 years in a tumultuous relationship. Lost my inner voice.
Anyways, I tried the psychedelic mushrooms with the intention to heal, or to feel right but mostly to feel the love for me. To be in love with my inner child (for the first time). I didn't have anyone around during or after the session. It was fine, ya know.
Hope this resonates with you. Love and light!
Hey man.. I'm from Australia, a bit younger than you are but I am moved by your response. I would love to be your pen-pal, or just an online buddy. I will reach out directly, please know you are not alone in what you're feeling and experiencing. The world is a cruel place, full of sick people. Mental health can be a tough time. We need to be there for one another, as often as we can be. Sending you prayers, thoughts, and love, Brother!
May God Bless you. 🤍
If you're still struggling, don't be distracted by the details in someone else's story.. The path to healing is possible with or without a significant other in life, this story involves someone learning to utilize the true potential of their specific situation, with a partner he wasn't allowing to support him, which is an unhealthy way to have a close relationship and only part of what he needed to learn and come to terms with to find a more positive path. The concept is the same no matter the situation.. to be realistic about personal circumstances and take responsibility for the steps that can be taken to improve things, this in itself increases self esteem and with the right attitude can lead to true self love. There are many ways, particularly with a compatible therapist, with or without mushrooms etc that can lead to the realizations required and change in habits for this to occur. 🙏✨✨✨
Ketamine treatment might be helpful. Either infusion or nasal spray.
Mushrooms told me that gambling is one hell of a drug.
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You guys are such an amazing couple, and it's so sweet how supportive and loving you are to each other. Personally, microdosing has helped me so much personally, and I fully believe in psychedelic therapies for so many things, including depression, drug addiction and PTSD. Thank you to both of you for being brave enough to put this out to the world to benefit from.
EVELYN! Man, I think of you often. Thanks so much for your message. Yes, I've heard a ton of positive experiences from people who micro-dose. Miss you and hope you're well.
This is so beautiful that it brought tears of joy to my eyes. I use psilocybin to combat PTSD and SEVERE depression and with treatment with providers I am VERY grateful for this gift from nature to bring healing to those who need it ...
Do you have to take mushrooms everyday to beat PTSD? I’ve been looking for help everywhere and now I’ve landed on magic
Mushrooms, however I am terrified and don’t know what to do
Thanks so much for sharing such an intimate experience with us so that we can learn and grow with you, and most importantly, support you. Sending virtual hugs to both of you. I cried 5 months ago when you posted about Dallas and shedding tears again tonight. RIP Dallas girl 🐾🖤
Jinny! Thanks so much for watching. Still crushing at the tables? Hope you're well.
There is so much to love about these 15 minutes of magic. A beautiful story, so beautifully told.
Thank you so much! I love youuuu. Must have been all those storytelling classes we took.
Psychedelic help a lot and they’re like a cheat sheet to life, but you could also experience the same things. Psychedelic amp tf out whilst being sober, meditation and astral projection are key.
Mushrooms helped me as a shy and confused 25-year-old to become an outgoing and (more)
successful adult. Now I am almost 30yrs old and look back with gratitude to what the psychedelics did for me.
I do microdose on shrooms and other psychedelics and I can say it has improved my daily attitude. I'm more focused and feeling less trauma. You don't do it to trip, you take a mini dose to ease your brain receptors. I can confirm have had some of the most profound mind bending experiences a human can have in their life.
Mushrooms are the best compound I've ever taken.
They killed my cigarette addiction instantly, they redefined my relationship with myself, with others, and with reality as a whole. They're also the most terrifying thing I've ever done. When trying to microdose you need to find a good mycologist who’s willing to take you through the entire process.
8:20 That wasn't amnesia. That was ego death. All sense of self and who you are is erased from your brain for as long as that ego death lasts. And it is one of the most beautiful, yet terrifying things a human being can ever experience.
🙏🏽❤️🙏🏼
Once you open your belly button window, you understand
Life is permanently temporary opportunity.
5+ decades and still here sharing loving kindness.
your face at the beginning vs after treatment is like night and day. you look so much lighter and happier! I pray that you continue to find more lightness, joy and laughter for the rest of your life!
I was going to comment this same thing. He looked like a different person. So transformative.
your guys' love for one another is unmatched, this was worth the watch and empowering in many ways!
You’re SO massively blessed you have her….you have each other. Many of us are going through life’s downswings, needing that support, and don’t have anyone and no other choice but to deal with it internally
I feel you. its the same for me. No support system what so ever.
Take care 💜
As someone who's been on the healing journey with these medinces for over a year, I just wanted to say Thank You to you and your husband for being open and holding your own space. This medicine works in amazing ways, and like your husband said - it doesn't all just happen at once...it takes some time for the snow flakes of a shaken snow globe to settle back down. I hope you guys are doing well.
It does. That's a beautiful analogy. Thank you
This video reminded me how much I miss going outside just to play basketball and mess around with my girlfriend and this is also a way to deal with downswing that I deal with myself I would say its healing to dribble the bad emotions from poker the way you dribble the ball. I would imagine that I've put all the negativity and things I don't control into the ball and gain satisfaction from throwing. Never used drugs and I also rarely drink alcohol and playing poker especially when sh.. hits the fan takes a huge toll on me. Thank you for reminding me to go out and have these little things which don't bring money but are useful for the mind so that we stay focused and composed. I wish you goodluck in finding who you really are and who you want to be, to all of the people watching this vid. ;) ♥ Stay positive
Thank you so very much for sharing your stories. You’re both so courageous and will help a lot of people by doing this. I’ve done Ketamine infusions for PTSD and think it’s helped but sometimes I think it’s hard to tell. I didn’t know that MDMA was now more widely available and because of this video I’m going to seek it out. Much love to you both!
LOVE THIS KRISTY! So real, raw, and enlightening!
THanks, Shana my girl!
From someone who understands psylosibin, mdma, and trauma...You responded perfect when you showed up at the therapy session. I hope it helped🙏
Thank you so much. I think it gave him a lot of peace to move forward.
I am currently in the pursuit of mental health maintenance. I live in an area that is devoid of mental health help. So I decided to study psychology, where I met this really cool polish girl, and we discussed our shared support for psychedelic assisted therapy. She introduced me to her husband who is a veteran and shroom grower who has suffered from PTSD. I am on my second day of psilocybin microdosing. Wish me luck! ❤
What a beautiful couple. I totally understand the coming back to reality & not fully understanding what things are & people. I did a real high dose of lsd once & got to talk to my passed on sister, hit a state of bliss, time travelled over & over telling myself it's ok to let go. You're not alone my friend. The answer is love.
I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?
They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle?
*PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle
thank u kristy and andrew for sharing, this was so so so good, keep making videos
Your encourage means a ton. Thank you. I will.
I cried my eyes out watching this. Thanks so much for sharing 🙏🏼 ❤
Good thoughts to you. I'm about to have a related experience for the first time in my 61 years, and I'm grateful for these real, honest stories.
how do I cry with every video I've watched so far.and I just discovered you guys. thanks for being so honest with us! ❤️
Do you have advice on mushrooms?
You are such a talented creator with such soul to your work, complemented and enhanced by your use of image, sound and narration ❤️
Wow. I‘m experiencing very weird emotions. You two are next level lovely. Rare to find sometimes. And you participating in the beauty and wisdom of psychedelics is the icing on the cake. I think I‘m going to subscribe🥰
Hey Mona! Thank you so much for watching
Thanks for sharing your story! It is so true that we all need to be careful not to take on the world ourselves. Vulnerability is a beautiful thing!
So proud of y'all for sharing this experience. And Andrew, you are a champion for tackling your issues, instead of letting them on you. Yes, there are no silver bullet treatments.... but the commitment to growth that you demonstrated IS the Silver bullet. Thank you for the positive example
Hey Cody. Thank you so much for your thoughtful response and for recognizing how hard to is tackle your issues. It's easier in the moment to turn away, but harder in the long run. Appreciate you.
Thank you for sharing this important story. I'm so grateful that Andrew (and you two as a couple) have had such a healing experience through the process and wish you both continued health and joy and play in your respective journeys. ❤
I like you two. It's heartening and inspiring to see a couple who resonate so sweetly and sympathetically with eachother. _Best wishes to you both._
So amazing to hear how you can legitimately go from a down swing to the mountain top. I am in my downswing personally and see this as inspiring! I love you guys! Keep doing amazing 👏
Keep improving, one foot in front of the other. GL
Thank you so much for sharing. Very brave and considerate of you both to be so open about this while hoping to raise awareness. I wish you provided a bit more info on how to find therapists who offer this kind of treatment as well as pricing and how long this type of therapy is recommended etc. If you happen to make anymore content on this subject, please try to include more of the logistics if you can. Thanks again for a great and helpful video.
Hey Thomas! I'm so sorry I missed this. I hear you. If you'd like the information from us, please feel free to DM Andrew or me on instagram. Appreciate your thoughtfulness.
You’re an awesome wife and your husband deserves a lot of praise as well for pursuing his own healing. What an absolute LEGEND.
Thank you guys for sharing your journey through the process. It helps spread awareness of other forms of therapy! ❤️
YES! Thank YOU for watching
Hey friend, don't feel like you're going to extreme lengths to feel normal. It's not true. This stuff has been used for thousands of years. None of us feel normal most of the time, we're a part of the same journey 😊
I really want to try lsd, or magic mushrooms but i don't know where or how to get them, I can't find a source any recommendations??
I could remember the first time i went on a trip, it was so thrilling I felt like I was deep into the sea
I have enjoyed lot's of trips from ket, lsd but i have never tried magic mushrooms before hope 2grams isn't bad for a starter
/Malachi_tripp/ got psych's
shroom trip is so nice, but having a Mycologist who will recommend you the dosage is the best option
@Angela carter yeah, he's got magic mushrooms, chocolate bars, lsd, dmt and other psychedelics
Krysty your attitude and way of Caring and support your husband Is Beautiful .
I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?
They operate on Telegrams and Instagrams with the below handle?
*PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle
Love that it allowed him to reconnect with things that are vitally important for his ongoing mental and physical health (ie. connections with loved ones, the outdoors and recreation). Most of us know this, but we don't 'feel' it and thus don't engage. Psilocybin and LSD strongly promote the 'feeling' portion of our base knowledge and thus make us more likely to engage with new pathways and solutions. Best of luck in both of your healing journeys!
Hi kristy, really enjoyed this video, specially about the way you two interacted with each other during the crisis. Just last night I listened to your interview with poker stories podcast and found it really fascinating. Then started checking on you both on youtube and ended up here. I love poker a lot and l relate to everything you two have talked about. And also it’s nice to see such a successful and good human being couple in the poker community. All the best 🙏
So grateful for this video! I have a stressful job as well and it was beautiful to see how you wanted to take away Andrew's pain! I feel like my girlfriend has felt the same way. This video really helped me.
Thank you for watching. Sounds like you have someone who loves you so much. Wishing you well.
Raw, Powerful, Humanizing and Beautiful Mijo! This is why you are THE PRIDE OF THE FLEET! I love all my kids equally but today is your day to shine💙 You are a strong man who will never stay down and I am sooo proud of you 💪🏼
Thanks John ❤️❤️❤️🙏🏼 We miss you!
Everyone inherits experiences and memories from their bloodline/ancestors. Psilocybin activates the brain to unlock this. My first trip brought up experiences/visuals of medieval times. I saw the inside of a castle with wood furniture and beautiful colored rubies that decorated the walls. I literally felt like i was back in time. I walked outside to my back yard and it immediately felt like I was in a atrium. It was night and I felt so uncomfortable with any lights on or anything powered or modern. It just didn't feel right. I turned off the main circuit breaker to turn everything off. I didn't have any on hand, but I wanted to light candles or torches. I felt in charge, like an important figure or in a high value position and part of a big family. I actually felt happy and in place for once in my life.
After my trip, I did alot of research online about what I saw and experienced. Come to find out, after researching my last name, the name came from a medieval king and royal family! Truly a life changing experience.
Thank you for a great video and for sharing your experience guys!
Thank you for sharing your experiences. I love seeing both of your strengths and how you support each other! ❤
I'll link you up mycologist specialists who's been my guide for sometime now, they got Mushroom Lsd, Dmt, Mdma, Xanax, Adderall, Chocolate Bars, Gummies and more ship's locally and internationally discreetly?
*PHARMSTAIN?* is the handle
Wow you’re pretty good at film or video making I thought the quality of the video was amazing. I wish your partner the best he seems like a very caring person. I pray he gets better and continues to love life. And I think his dog is watching over him now. My dad has bad depression and anxiety I really want to get him into psilocybin but apparently it’s not legal. We don’t want to break the law.
Thank you for sharing❤ I think its so importent for everyone ( not just women) to open up to someone they trust. So i think you ( both) are a rolemodel.
Super interesting. I'm going to look into psychedelic therapy now. Glad I watched this video! Keep up the amazing content Kristy!
Stumbled on this video and so grateful for the time you took to document the experience! Any continued long-term benefits for your husband after the experience?
I went through something like this. Creatine, daily work outs, lots of hiking along with a couple of decades of therapy really turned it around for me.
Thanks so much for sharing your experience, all the best! ❤
What a beautiful story. Truly, truly moving.
Thx for filming this experience!
I absolutely love this. I hope you both get what you need out of this.
What lovely people, power to you both x :)
Thanks for sharing. This made me realize a lot of what I'm missing out on. Keep crushing Andrew and Krsity! Yall rock!
That makes me happy. What will you start doing? Thank you!
This is truly beautiful relationship
Sounds like it was an Awesome experience, I wish you all the best in dealing with this current situation in your life.
Thank you so much. We are doing very well two-months post!
Thank you so much for sharing this!!!
Thank you for watching
Thanks alot for putting this out there. Much appreciated. Downswings in poker over an extended period of time can be soulcrushing, and do some weird things to a persons psyche.
They really do. Thank YOU for taking the time to write this message.
8:16 That's not "amnesia". That's Ego Death.
Great story telling, thank you! Lovely couple ♡
Great production skills made this super enjoyable.
Playing people for money is not something I can relate to, and seems contraindicated to the connections of love that mushrooms bring, but I was appreciative of Andrew for sharing the feelings and the lessons, and I could really relate to them. Watching the whole thing opened my mind, without drugs!
Thank you so much for your message. Andrew has a way of articulating what he's going through. We're so happy you found it relatable and that you had a few discoveries without having to have amnesia like Andrew :)
Really beautiful video - Thank you! Also, that beard man! NICE!!
Awesome job and extremely helpful. Thanks guys
Appreciate you, Rob! And happy it was helpful. That was our only goal.
Hi guys...i know you got so much going on and congrats for all thats coming your way. I'm just about at the bottom on 1st big shroom trip....see you in Vegas soon for a vege cocktail
This was beautiful to watch and listen to, sending all my best wishes for you both 🙂
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I’m fighting opiate addiction. Mushrooms are helping me so much.
Thank you for sharing your story & current journey. 🙏
I need to relate up front, that I too was engaged in a competitive stressful “soulless” profession by choice, gotta pay the bills, and do what works for you, I get that 100%. Psychedelics are medicine for the soul, they have taught me that it is okay to relax and trust the uncontrollable process of life, “let the chips fall where they may”. This idea being expressed here about “the streak” is conceptual poison. It only exists because of the power it is fed. You might want to unmask that phantom in a session.
Thank you so much for sharing. The work is so deep.
Dude, simultaneous combination of two potent, yet different psychedelics? This is NOT on the usual recommendation list. I wonder what your respective dosages were. Depending, that is a hell of a go, my friend.
Andrew has the life so many of us only dream of.
An amazing woman in your life who is there for you to support and help you and build you up no matter what is going on in your life is a real blessing.
A man can overcome anything in life with a good woman in his life to be there for him when he is at his lowest moments.
I am very happy you shared your experiences and that you both seem to have benefited from Andrew’s treatment! 🍥
Yes, we have. Thank you so much.
your a great wife he's blessed to have you in his life !
I’m trying to find a way for my husband to move through the grief of losing his son (my stepson, although I don’t like that word!). We have both experienced a huge loss, and coping is tragically difficult. It’s been 5 months today since we lost our son. 💔
I think mushrooms could help my husband despite his bad experience in the past.
Yeah ego dissolution happens when you do large doses. You literally won't know who or what you are. Or even be aware that you took drugs/know what drugs are. The "therapist" leaving during that is so problematic and they need to be held accountable.
I was looking for this comment, the fact that he just left and let her deal with it is shocking. As someone who had the same effect of amnesia when waking up if I didn't have my trip guide and proper setting I would have probably gone into a panic attack or worst.
This was lovely, thank you for being there for your husband
Incredible video and so thankful to both of you for sharing.
Thanks, for watching Raj!!
Tash Sultana instrumentals. Geez that was bothering me to figure out lol. Nice video!
I like this guy, we’d definitely be friends if we met haha. Great vibes from him, calm and peaceful demeanor. He seems like he’s not too ego-centered and laidback. I would never have taken him for a poker player lol
Your natal chart will tell you whether you should gamble or not. I'm not supposed to: I lose, lose, lose.
Poker, or anything that has an uncertain income seems really stressful. Wish there was a way to have a good steady income that's not so stressful. 🌼🌼🌼
I have to say, it is not a good practice to take any kind of psychedelic an hour after mdma has kicked in. You will experience the come down and rapid serotonin drop before or during the peak of the psychedelic so mdma needs to be taken once the mushroom begins to give effects. Mdma is also better paired with LSD.
I recovery my confidence playing 50 to 109 tournaments on acr and drinking a lot of beer when I’m playing. Having 2 nights a week with da boys, drink, talk, laught.
Thank you for making the video.
A hippy flip is not mushroom therapy
Its kinda sad that you'd been going to therapy and nobody told you straight out you had simple situational depression with anxiety as a 2ndary consequence of your job and how to solve it with simple lifestyle changes and got you to that nitty gritty place of knowing what you really want and need without having to resort to drugs that are usually only prescribed to the most damaged people with ptsd. I'm happy you got peace but holy shit how much wasted money was in that process that a good psychologist and a new career could've saved you lol
Though your comment feels riddled with judgement rather than helpful advice, particularly with the "lol" at the end, I still appreciate your input.
If he went with a new career, he would have missed out on the $1.4 million he recently won in a poker tournament (check out recent video on this channel).
I recently tried mushrooms with a therapist trained in guiding PTSD and trauma survivors. It was rather expensive, but after a decade + of various forms of talk therapy, which was helpful, l needed something that talking and intellectualizing could not address. It was very helpful in terms of getting some insight into what some of my unmet needs were....things that I have been carrying around for 40 + years. It wasn't psychedelic for me, but I don’t know that it needed to be. It was a day long session and the therapist spent 90 minutes after the session to help me reorient and ordered a taxi for me checked in on me that evening. I recommend it for anyone feeling stuck in trauma.
Not judgement of you at allll. Rather epathy for you. Those professionals around you should've kown better and done better than just take your $ endlessly without actually adressing basic shit first. I'm glad you found healing and peace, i'm just sad it took so long and so much $$ wasted when they should've done better for you.
@@KristyAMo
Thanks for sharing!
Gambling is ups and downs same with tripping on psychedelics. The good thing about psychedelics is your not completely messed up after a 8hours. He's a hustler and liar. I'm pretty sure that's what poker players do....
Very interesting. I wanted to mock it but I enjoyed it and learn a lot. mushroom, still not sure, but the perspective on life challenges and relationships was spot on.
Thank you for watching it with an open mind. Hope you're well.
Awesome. Is that covet playing in the bg?
Apologies Kristy.
Always thought u only made poker videos.
This was awesome.
No apologies needed! I'm happy you're here. Thank you.
Thanks for sharing!
My question is where to get them from, safe ones 😇
I have done some research online (mostly youtube!) & saw so many positive experiences & outcomes from doing this ❤
I'm living in Australia 🇦🇺 ...
Loved it guys! Thanks for sharing. Thinking about doing the same thing
Man,,, I was with you until you said 'my trauma from poker'.. Not winning at a game for a while for you is traumatic? You need more than shrooms. You need to really feel actual trauma and get some real perspective.
It's different for everyone. Everything is relative, besides why do something as insanely stressful as gamble without some unique perspectives or experiences in life. I personally couldn't deal w that. Not gonna ascribe gambling dependence on this dude I don't know enough but I do know that gambling dependence has the highest suicide rate of all dependencies
My friend is thinking about using mushrooms for Therapy. We live in the San Francisco Bay Area. You mentioned that you went to Oakland for the therapy. Can you please tell me where you went? I thought we had to go to Oregon to get this therapy, since it is legalized there. Thanks.
where are the phrase magnets from? Witht the sentence: well-being is my heart and body at peace
Basic instinct is one of my favorit songs on mushrooms. It changed my life!
Thank you also showing very healthy love style in this video. It's rare.
I was saved by this mycologist when I was suffering from depression and trauma. His been my guide for years now. he got LSD, DMT, MUSHROOMS, and CHOCOLATE BAR and more...
Dude is on Instagram
@mrwrghttrip
I'm getting that life should be framed around play and good times, even while your working. Fresh air and fun exertion, part of the diet for lifting the spirit. Thanks.
It's crazy how simple it is, but making time for PLAY. For doing things simply because you enjoy them (without numbing out of course). Thank you for your message and for watching.