I miss the old me. I hate everything about the new me. I wanna go back. But I cant. Theres no point in trying. I'm fed up of the same stuff every day. I wanna hide away. From everything. I dont wanna die. I just want the pain to end.
i relate to that so hard bruh...but we have to face the reality man...and try our best to hustle through it...thats our only option... reality is harsh but its real🖤
Hey, you. Yes, you. Stop reading the comments. Just... stop. Just sit back and listen to the music. Understand what the words mean. Stop thinking that you'll never be enough. Because you are. I don't even know you, but I would move all hell for you. You matter. You're important. I love you, now love yourself. You deserve to love yourself.
Wow, because of this comment you saved all the depressed people, wow. Bravo. I just have no words for you. This is just ridiculous, this can't help even a bug.
idk tbh..my parents know i'm depressed. they prolly don't know how much. but i don't think they even care. i put on such an act they don't even notice anymore
@@bibbles4life695 I used to feel the same way and I'm helping a friend who's parents genuinely don't care. They watched her gag up her pills in the front yard and they did nothing but kick them out of the walk. But I promise someone cares even if it isn't your parents. I know it may not feel like it, but you deserve to be happy
Man you don't really realise that you've lost yourself completely until you just sit straight for a minute wondering wtf happened to the old version of you. And you feel sad and ashamed and weirdly proud and stronger all at the same time. It still hurts. But now it's more of a dull ache.
@@gabyola a big hug to you. I can't promise it will get better, but I promise you'll get through it. You'll learn to. Until then I hope you never give up on what once made you happy.
Since this is where to express your feelings publicly I just want to say that I’ve lost my self My thoughts drown me every night I cry myself to sleep a lot . This song is so relatable
Roudaina Abushufa My thoughts drown me every night too. I know the feeling and I won’t say it gets better but it does have ways of coping better than crying yourself to sleep. Stay strong ! ❤️🤗
Anyone who's struggling and reading this, I automatically love you for holding on. You're doing so well. I know it's hard but take it one day at a time. Breath thought those hard times. ❤️
I really miss myself that silly kid who used to stand up for others ( *they never stood for me* ) Who loved his mother ( *she abandoned me* ) Who was loyal ( *loyalty got me cheated* ) Who used to forgive ( *I wasn't even at fault* ) Who was kind ( *kindness can't get you through with life* ) Who believed in God ( *God is just an illusion created by one's weakness* ) Who lived to help others ( *living life for others is just hypocrisy* ) Who was right ( *I'm not wrong the one what's wrong is this world* ) Who tried to stop bullies ( *now I can see why they enjoy bullying so much* ) I hate her....him....them for making me this way ( *thanks for making me stronger* ) No one can understand what it feels like to have these voices coming from inside ( *_it actually feels good_* )
This song has really helped me get through my addiction and recovery. Not sure if others see this song the same way but I relate to it perfectly. I lost myself that night, when I tried drugs for the first time. Ever since drugs I’ve been running away from everything and everyone I loved. Beautiful song ❤️ 3 months sober
who else lost him/herself during quarantine? quarantine changed me so much… i´m so shy, boring, quiet and scared of everything! i hate it! i´m forcing myself to be the old me and it works. but it changed me. in such a bad way! i wanna be the old me...
i feel so empty and i am hurting. i was once such a happy spirit and so full of life but i let so many things hurt me. i patiently waited for the pain to stop and i was so nice for too long, even to the people who hurt me most. i can’t keep waiting anymore.
I hope everything gets better for you, and that you catch the other half, making new memories. Maybe, if we focus on on thing at a time, then the past would only be a dull ache.
@@desirae5022 I'm really glad you were able to connect to the song in that way, means a lot to me to know other people relate. Thanks for all the kind words!
I was 16 years old when I lost myself. It was that night Nov. 24th 1996 when I threw it all away and the part about recalling his mothers words hits me to my core really hard because my mom begged me to stay home that night. Appreciate this song and its good to know there are people out there who I can relate to.
Thank you for showing me this song, it reminds me of the time i ran away from home bc oc my mental health, it does hurt listening to the song but it also makes me smile while thinking about all the crazy stuff that had happened during that time
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every freaking cent in this world. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- brookie, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Oh my god thanks I really needed this when I read all of this you seemed like you care for everyone I really needed this it’s been hard for me well I won’t get into detail then I start venting and, ETC so this is what I’ll be saying is that I really needed this :)
I need to learn how to run away from my past. I'm so lost rn and it sucks! But I'm glad I have wonderful friends that will always be there for me when I need them. Dont be ashamed to ask for a crying sholder, stay strong and keep your heads up.
2020-2021 covid pandemic time frame got me addicted to this song. It's helped me so much! I love your work Munn! You're very talented! When music knows you better than anyone else... I've replayed this song over and over again so many times lol
"Sending so much love to everyone who feels like they’re never chosen as the best friend, as the partner, as the favorite. sending love to all of you who have been treated and felt like second best. sending love to all of you who have felt rejected and unwanted. to all of you who have had to try really hard to fit in because you felt like you never will. you are so loved. you will be seen and heard by the right people. you can trust that you are valuable and not defined by other people’s perceptions of you. if someone doesn’t see your worth, it doesn’t mean it isn’t there."
@munn listened your song via flash video... loved it thats why searched it and now listening again n again... means its on repeat man😊 stay blessed 😇 n keep singing for us
i wish my old me would come back the one who would have friends and a good relationship with her mom the one who had good grades the one who didn't cry herself to sleep everynight the one who would make people proud the one who wasn't confused about life i wish she would come back now
The old who had good grade, damn that hits. I guess I'm a bad student, I'm always getting bad grades. Now I feel like starting a music career. I'm bad with books, if I will never be a pediatric dentist
@@shakurwonders5216 Heya! Hopefully u r safe and healthy ! Sir please don't give hope ! It's great that you're heading towards something new but doesn't determine the fact that you can't pull off other things! Actually it happened the same with me but trust me I got back to track now I m again the same good grader! It takes lot of time , effort and patience! You'll pull it off dea💗r ! All the best for your future ! Do remember me 😉!!
This is my life story i playsted this song in my playlist i lissen it onder the shower😂 i love this channel i love the music i like music that most peopel dont now ❤💜💚💛💙
This song.. I can relate to it so much. I lost my mother a little more than a month ago because of cancer that has been eating her alive for the past year to the point she could not even change her sitting position without any help (she could not lay down she always sat on the bed with tons of pillows behind her back and she would sleep that way aswell) and ever since it happened i had my feelings caved in, my anger, sadness, just everything and that got me to the point of losing myself. I feel like im a different person now and I also think that im losing faith in even my own life. The pain is unbareble and this song hit me. For other peoples sakes I hope you don't relate to the song the same way I did, if you did, be strong, let's all hope the wound heals eventually.
For those who are broken, I send you this hug, I know that you cannot feel it, but pretend you do because I love you, and God is always watching you, so try your best to be happy but do not hide your sadness, let it out, hiding it will make things worse, because someone will always listen to you, and that someone does care for you, you know who it is, God himself❤️❤️.
"Can't let my past catch me now.." Sadly my past have catched me... Mentally.. Didn't have a good time in my old school... 7th grade I got bullied by two girls I thought were my friends but never had been when I'm thinking about it... And because of them I get so much easier into a depressing sad mood.... Isolate myself from being social... Trying to fight but it's hard...
This song means the world to me ❤️ so relatable to the point where it’s scary ❤️ ty so much for letting us see your pain and thoughts 🙏 helping letting my own pain out❤️
This is a song that you should listen to after someone you loved left to bring you up and continue to move forward and bring yourself up and continue on to life.
*me crying at night in my room* -parents barged in slowly without me noticing- Dad : hey, look at our daughter... Mom : pfft, she's fine. She's just overdramatic.. Don't mind her Dad : yeah right, kids nowadays.. Me : -pretend didn't hear them- :-(
The part when he said "I lost myself that night, I threw it all away" hit me hard. On Halloween night I stood up against my mother and defending LGBT and she looked in my phone and saw I was gay and she outed me to my whole family and got a priest to bless me. Then they would call me names and got rid of all my privacy and threatened me, then they acted like I was the bad guy. I used to be a pastel boy that loved animals and helped everyone and everything, Now I'm a suicidal boy who stays alone and doesn't let anyone in anymore. I beg the universe at times to bring my younger self back.
Hey, im another gay kid who was outed. It wasnt to that extent, but ive been ostracized by my community and its so hard. There are so many of us, and some day we’ll be able to come together. Stay strong ❤️
There's absolutely nothing wrong about you, the ones that are wrong are the ones that surround you right now. Not being able to express yourself, who you are, to the fullest can be asphyxiating. But one day you'll be able to surround yourself with the right people, another community, friends, family that is not your blood. Who understand and accept who you are. It will get better, really.
"I Lost Myself That Night" That first stansa hit me, Nawala din ako dahil sa anxiety ko, diko na control yung emotion ko but look at me now after 6 months of fighting in my emotional breakdown, I'm here now in the middle of a happiness just keep fighting because God always with us ❤️ so Girl/Boy Keep fighting 😘
holy moly this is amazing 🤯🤯
Thank you so so much!!! that means a ton! Would love to get in contact with you guys! Thanks again!
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Man. I'm not sure why. But this song is what I needed today. When you upload I always get really happy, thank you Ethereal music!
Thanks 💕
Glad you liked my song!
@@itismunn pls keep writing such songs! u are an amazing artist and write such beautiful relateable songs...so thank u...best of luck!
@@EtherealMusicYT thank u so much for uploading such songs on ur channel...it never lets me down!
@@itismunn you amaze me mate
I miss the old me.
I hate everything about the new me.
I wanna go back.
But I cant.
Theres no point in trying.
I'm fed up of the same stuff every day.
I wanna hide away.
From everything.
I dont wanna die.
I just want the pain to end.
Why do I relate so badly to this.. I hope you're doing alright love xx
😢I hope you'll be okay soon.... God bless you! ❤
Good luck bro
i relate to that so hard bruh...but we have to face the reality man...and try our best to hustle through it...thats our only option... reality is harsh but its real🖤
@@arryanrana2212
We can't escape from reality😷
Who else felt it when he said “ I lost myself that night, I threw it all away”
Greg Kaltenborn ❤️
Christopher Murphy yeah I feel you but we gotta stay strong
@@christophermurphy517 I'm Sick of been strong I feel like giving up
😔
David Parkinson i now it feels hard right now but stay strong
Hey, you.
Yes, you.
Stop reading the comments.
Just... stop.
Just sit back and listen to the music.
Understand what the words mean.
Stop thinking that you'll never be enough.
Because you are.
I don't even know you, but I would move all hell for you.
You matter.
You're important.
I love you, now love yourself.
You deserve to love yourself.
❤️
😊
I thought this comment was going to be about to go back to studying instead of reading the comments :)
I love ths comment
Deserve like
Wow, because of this comment you saved all the depressed people, wow. Bravo.
I just have no words for you.
This is just ridiculous, this can't help even a bug.
i really enjoy your music because it really relieves my stress from studying
I thought I'm the only one who listens this channel while doing assignments/maths.
Me too
And keep me away from it
Wow, just wow
Does our parents even notice that their happy little kids lost a long time ago.
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No because we all put up such a good act they just assume otherwise..
idk tbh..my parents know i'm depressed. they prolly don't know how much. but i don't think they even care. i put on such an act they don't even notice anymore
Nope
@@bibbles4life695 I used to feel the same way and I'm helping a friend who's parents genuinely don't care. They watched her gag up her pills in the front yard and they did nothing but kick them out of the walk. But I promise someone cares even if it isn't your parents. I know it may not feel like it, but you deserve to be happy
I missed myself
I missed to stand for myself
I missed my braveness
All of this are gone because afraid the reaction of the people I know
I know what you're feeling, I feel the same
Same:(
Same..
Same
I dont miss my self past and now.
"When parents say they know you"
No, you knew me
#Sad #Brocken😔😔🖤🖤😔🥀🖤😔🖤🥀🥀😞😞
Its not their fault they have lost themselves years ago
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Man you don't really realise that you've lost yourself completely until you just sit straight for a minute wondering wtf happened to the old version of you. And you feel sad and ashamed and weirdly proud and stronger all at the same time. It still hurts. But now it's more of a dull ache.
I feel it now
@@gabyola a big hug to you. I can't promise it will get better, but I promise you'll get through it. You'll learn to. Until then I hope you never give up on what once made you happy.
@@dhanya0332 thank you so much..
It means a lot for me✨
Ikr
For me it's when i experience a bit of feelings i've always felt back then :)
please don't be sad, try to find yourself and get rid of ALL negativity around you.
i needed this message and im sure someone else does too.
❤️
oh my gawd!!!! THANKS NOW ALL MY SADNESS AND NEGATIVITY IS GONE THANKS FOR TELLING ME TO NO BE SAD LIKE THAT WAS SO EASY. Bruh it's not that easy
@@carlitoselcaballo9776 damn, it was just to lighten up your day and let you know your not alone lol, stupid why you getting all mad?
what if you cant find yourself.....every thing you think of scares u:/
I try to find myself but it is to hard and all the negativity gets me like if a was a sponge and negativity was the water
Since this is where to express your feelings publicly I just want to say that I’ve lost my self My thoughts drown me every night I cry myself to sleep a lot .
This song is so relatable
Roudaina Abushufa My thoughts drown me every night too. I know the feeling and I won’t say it gets better but it does have ways of coping better than crying yourself to sleep. Stay strong ! ❤️🤗
When you're ready, tell someone. It gets better.
It makes me feel like i just wanna go down an empty road with nature and nothing but me, endlessly
I want to die.
If i was a thread know its burning slowly
Anyone who's struggling and reading this, I automatically love you for holding on. You're doing so well. I know it's hard but take it one day at a time. Breath thought those hard times. ❤️
❤️🎶🎧
"I can't let my past drag me down..."
And it will before u even see or realize it.
Balinda Dodds
It already has for me 😭😰
Itz_Amethymarine Wolfy samee I cry every night cuz I keep remembering shit😭
It always haunt me, no matter how hard I'm trying to ignore it
Never let it get too you to much. Trust me that's a dark road to go down.
I really miss myself that silly kid
who used to stand up for others
( *they never stood for me* )
Who loved his mother
( *she abandoned me* )
Who was loyal
( *loyalty got me cheated* )
Who used to forgive
( *I wasn't even at fault* )
Who was kind
( *kindness can't get you through with life* )
Who believed in God
( *God is just an illusion created by one's weakness* )
Who lived to help others
( *living life for others is just hypocrisy* )
Who was right
( *I'm not wrong the one what's wrong is this world* )
Who tried to stop bullies
( *now I can see why they enjoy bullying so much* )
I hate her....him....them for making me this way
( *thanks for making me stronger* )
No one can understand what it feels like to have these voices coming from inside
( *_it actually feels good_* )
And to think I was alone in this thought process
Finally someone understands!
I thought I was alone.
And through all this God still loves you amazing isn't it
@@TheRandomHambone can't see him loving me dude
Why is this song not popular?!
hopefully one day!
3.9mio is not popular ?
@@deinemudda2095 this comment was posted when it wasn't popular yet, so this comment doesn't make sense now
I'd rather be heartless than having my heart in pieces
This was on 'Born Without a Heart'
I wish
@@mandalynn8677 yupp
Yeah
I agree!!!!
This song has really helped me get through my addiction and recovery. Not sure if others see this song the same way but I relate to it perfectly. I lost myself that night, when I tried drugs for the first time. Ever since drugs I’ve been running away from everything and everyone I loved. Beautiful song ❤️ 3 months sober
3 months, and a year??
Good I’m proud of you,
I can feel the emotions in the lyrics and his voice. I love it.
The begining sounds like waves from Dean Lewis
Edit: well shit I didn’t think people would notice 😳thx for the likes I guess 😂
Provably Dean Lewis
exactly
•Leontine•
Yea!
Still like the song tho
omg thank you so much and bless you it reminded of a song so much but i could not get which one😂😂
Kinda sounds like Someone you loved and Faded,well,to me
who else lost him/herself during quarantine?
quarantine changed me so much… i´m so shy, boring, quiet and scared of everything! i hate it! i´m forcing myself to be the old me and it works. but it changed me. in such a bad way! i wanna be the old me...
Same .
Hello beautiful
@@donaldphilip6496 Me? Or her?
Khiarah MartinCulet you
Khiarah MartinCulet that’s good..I’m from California..can I have your number or email address so we can chat about ourselves more private
i feel so empty and i am hurting. i was once such a happy spirit and so full of life but i let so many things hurt me. i patiently waited for the pain to stop and i was so nice for too long, even to the people who hurt me most. i can’t keep waiting anymore.
the pure emotion in your voice is what makes this amazing. “she’ll always haunt me” :(
"I can't let my past catch me..."
I've never stopped running :'(
@@itismunn This song expresses what I'm going through. Thanks for putting the words I couldn't say into a song. You have an amazing voice by the way.
I hope everything gets better for you, and that you catch the other half, making new memories. Maybe, if we focus on on thing at a time, then the past would only be a dull ache.
@@desirae5022 I'm really glad you were able to connect to the song in that way, means a lot to me to know other people relate. Thanks for all the kind words!
I was 16 years old when I lost myself. It was that night Nov. 24th 1996 when I threw it all away and the part about recalling his mothers words hits me to my core really hard because my mom begged me to stay home that night. Appreciate this song and its good to know there are people out there who I can relate to.
The instrumental from 0:00 to 0:13 feels so painful yet so beautiful.
항상 좋은 노래 듣고 있어요 ❗❗
Thanks. I needed this song so much today. Now I feel better. Thanks a lot
Thank you for showing me this song, it reminds me of the time i ran away from home bc oc my mental health, it does hurt listening to the song but it also makes me smile while thinking about all the crazy stuff that had happened during that time
Just the way he sings this song. And the way he sings the line "I know they'll catch me" gives me goosebumps 😍
Thank you for the kind words :)
Hello Emily, how are you doing?
Wow! So proud of where life is taking you Munn! You are going to go so far!
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every freaking cent in this world.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- brookie, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Oh my god thanks I really needed this when I read all of this you seemed like you care for everyone I really needed this it’s been hard for me well I won’t get into detail then I start venting and, ETC so this is what I’ll be saying is that I really needed this :)
Wow🌹
@@vanny_bany
@@Phungle-l2w I am so glad I could help you:) Dont give up I love you
🥺🥹😔😪💯💯🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🎶🎶🎶
I need to learn how to run away from my past. I'm so lost rn and it sucks! But I'm glad I have wonderful friends that will always be there for me when I need them. Dont be ashamed to ask for a crying sholder, stay strong and keep your heads up.
I love your uploads, some songs I can relate to and, overall, songs that give me and let me feel emotion.
Thank you
After promoting sounds, this is the channel with the best music ❤️❤️🙌🏾
I can't believe I found such an accurate and wonderful song!!! Tottaly made my day
Keep up the good work
Glad you could connect with my song!
“Can’t let my past drag me down” 😭 😭😭😭😭🥺
I can’t believe anyone and I am not living I am just existing here on this planet.
2020-2021 covid pandemic time frame got me addicted to this song. It's helped me so much! I love your work Munn! You're very talented! When music knows you better than anyone else...
I've replayed this song over and over again so many times lol
I can't let my past drag me down
I can't let my past catch me now
These lines are so on point 🖤
I love the song great voice and lyrics. Your past should not drag you down.👍😊❤️
No it shouldnt 🙏
Thank you so much! I agree
Sure hope things are better for you now. These lyrics are relatable to many. Past is under the blood of Christ. Time to move forward.
i can't let my past drag me down.this line hits me it's too relatable to my life
This song is so good. He is so underrated. Relate sm to this I needed this
This song is so underrated...it deserves more👍🏽
When I receive such recommendations without searching I really feel like UA-cam understand me the best 👌
So glad you like it!!!
Same
I really needed to cry and this helped me, so thank you
you're welcome :)
This is one of the most beautiful songs I've heard...
Thank you so much!
This is such an amazing song. Relatable. Most of munns songs are ❤❤
Really glad you like it :)
It's crazy how many people come back to this everyday. This song is legendary💕
2022 anyone??
I clicked on it immediately once you first posted it. 😂 I was sad for a moment when it said that it was taken off. 😮
haha, sorry about that 🤷♂️
@@EtherealMusicYT Don't be, it reminded me I was in a classroom, and I had work to do.😂
I fully feel this song. I remember stuffs that happened in my college life.
"Sending so much love to everyone who feels like they’re never chosen as the best friend, as the partner, as the favorite. sending love to all of you who have been treated and felt like second best. sending love to all of you who have felt rejected and unwanted. to all of you who have had to try really hard to fit in because you felt like you never will.
you are so loved. you will be seen and heard by the right people. you can trust that you are valuable and not defined by other people’s perceptions of you. if someone doesn’t see your worth, it doesn’t mean it isn’t there."
Hope you know, you're loved too.
@@samijaletsare2279 thank you
I really needed this right now. I just cant love myself anymore and i just feel broke. Music is all i got.
This is so amazing
I love to walk when’s raining,nobody notices I’m crying
Relax but pain
I do the same.
Imagine crying outside
Omg this is soooo beautiful
Made me feels
Anyone els relate
If so like
Angie m. Buchanan thanks so much!
I lost my both parents and I can related to this so much .. gives me chills to my spine when he says words of mothers .
Stay blessed all of u
That makes me remember so much bad memories... but let's smile
This song just hits different man
This slowed my heartbeat down, thank you for this upload and thank you Munn for such an amazing song
Take me back to those day where I was once myself 😕
Love the song! Excited to hear more from Munn!
thank you sir
Itttt comesssss and gooooessss, it carrieeeessa I swear💖
This hit deep, couldn’t have found it at a better time! X
Munn. Debo decir que su camcio es lo mejor que logro escuchar durante mucho tiempo es muy acertada y real. Gracias por tan buena canción.
I love your music taste 😍
If you love my taste, I'm sure I love yours aswell 😎
Hiiiiiii😚
This is my fav song and this reminds me of myself :>
I loved it dude.. ♥
@munn listened your song via flash video... loved it thats why searched it and now listening again n again... means its on repeat man😊 stay blessed 😇 n keep singing for us
that's awesome, thank you so much for listening!!!
This song its such I mood, I found it on Spotify and I fell in love with it straight away, I feel like for a week in only going to listen to this ❤️
Great 💖
I need a one hour version ....
there's a 10 hour version on youtube somewhere lol
i wish my old me would come back
the one who would have friends and a good relationship with her mom
the one who had good grades
the one who didn't cry herself to sleep everynight
the one who would make people proud
the one who wasn't confused about life
i wish she would come back now
The old who had good grade, damn that hits. I guess I'm a bad student, I'm always getting bad grades. Now I feel like starting a music career. I'm bad with books, if I will never be a pediatric dentist
@@shakurwonders5216 Heya! Hopefully u r safe and healthy ! Sir please don't give hope ! It's great that you're heading towards something new but doesn't determine the fact that you can't pull off other things! Actually it happened the same with me but trust me I got back to track now I m again the same good grader! It takes lot of time , effort and patience! You'll pull it off dea💗r ! All the best for your future ! Do remember me 😉!!
how are you doing ?
@Zainab Talha do you want to talk ?
I m here ..
I'm also missing old myself, where are me? I don't know
Guitar tone is awesome
Make me relax
I needed this song badly.
This song hits differently when you can relate.
Hello Ariana, how are you doing?
I loved the music 😍😍😍😍
this song calms me down and This song is AMAZING! Who agrees?
Thanks so much, glad you could enjoy my song and it could help you out!
Welcome to another wonderful UA-cam recommendations🥺💖
I’ve had a close worst week of my life I needed this
Hope you’re doing better now 🙏
I’m glad my song was able to help you! Hoping things get better for you ❤️
MUNN thank you. Have an amazing day or night!
This is my life story i playsted this song in my playlist i lissen it onder the shower😂 i love this channel i love the music i like music that most peopel dont now ❤💜💚💛💙
This song.. I can relate to it so much. I lost my mother a little more than a month ago because of cancer that has been eating her alive for the past year to the point she could not even change her sitting position without any help (she could not lay down she always sat on the bed with tons of pillows behind her back and she would sleep that way aswell) and ever since it happened i had my feelings caved in, my anger, sadness, just everything and that got me to the point of losing myself. I feel like im a different person now and I also think that im losing faith in even my own life. The pain is unbareble and this song hit me. For other peoples sakes I hope you don't relate to the song the same way I did, if you did, be strong, let's all hope the wound heals eventually.
I do. The exact same way
For those who are broken, I send you this hug, I know that you cannot feel it, but pretend you do because I love you, and God is always watching you, so try your best to be happy but do not hide your sadness, let it out, hiding it will make things worse, because someone will always listen to you, and that someone does care for you, you know who it is, God himself❤️❤️.
This song and all these comments... May the higher power bless us with courage to deal with everything everyone is going through...
So good!! Etheral Music you should do more of his songs ❤️
I can't let my past catch me now.
I can't let my past drag me down..
Bruh! I can feel it.
"Can't let my past catch me now.."
Sadly my past have catched me... Mentally.. Didn't have a good time in my old school... 7th grade I got bullied by two girls I thought were my friends but never had been when I'm thinking about it... And because of them I get so much easier into a depressing sad mood.... Isolate myself from being social... Trying to fight but it's hard...
Miss Waffle Be strong just throw the bad past away and move on and trust me it’s gonna be okay ♥️
Remember you're not alone. :) Seek healing from God.He will. Have faith and never lose hope! 😊
i can relate, thats exactly what happened to me
Yes I get that it's not easy, but never give up. You're strong and worthy and I'm sure you can push through and get through it no matter what it takes
I love this song . your voice is awesome
Thanks so much!!
This song means the world to me ❤️ so relatable to the point where it’s scary ❤️ ty so much for letting us see your pain and thoughts 🙏 helping letting my own pain out❤️
the most underrated artists make the best songs
Frrr
This is a song that you should listen to after someone you loved left to bring you up and continue to move forward and bring yourself up and continue on to life.
*me crying at night in my room*
-parents barged in slowly without me noticing-
Dad : hey, look at our daughter...
Mom : pfft, she's fine. She's just overdramatic.. Don't mind her
Dad : yeah right, kids nowadays..
Me : -pretend didn't hear them-
:-(
You are right they never know how we feel it's like I'm not anything to anyone
Omg, I felt this….I’m so sorry.
i feel you...
i just cant keep fighting
its destroying me.
I actually started crying when he said “I can’t let my past drag me down”
Me too
It's seriously crazy how relatable this is
"I can't let my past catch me now,
I can't let my past drag me down" living because of these words
Damn i was so disappointed when the video went black just now but yeyy here it is😍
I just had to fix the ending, sorry about that 😊
Its oke EM, your music is worth waiting for🧡
adoo 💚💛
@@shelly4031 🔥🔥✌🏽
The part when he said "I lost myself that night, I threw it all away" hit me hard.
On Halloween night I stood up against my mother and defending LGBT and she looked in my phone and saw I was gay and she outed me to my whole family and got a priest to bless me. Then they would call me names and got rid of all my privacy and threatened me, then they acted like I was the bad guy.
I used to be a pastel boy that loved animals and helped everyone and everything, Now I'm a suicidal boy who stays alone and doesn't let anyone in anymore.
I beg the universe at times to bring my younger self back.
Hey, im another gay kid who was outed. It wasnt to that extent, but ive been ostracized by my community and its so hard. There are so many of us, and some day we’ll be able to come together. Stay strong ❤️
@@katestarnes1709 Thank you so much
Then fake being straight
be proud of yourself...I'm proud ot you too❄❄
There's absolutely nothing wrong about you, the ones that are wrong are the ones that surround you right now. Not being able to express yourself, who you are, to the fullest can be asphyxiating. But one day you'll be able to surround yourself with the right people, another community, friends, family that is not your blood. Who understand and accept who you are. It will get better, really.
the lyrics in this song are a problem I face every night ")
Omg this is amazing💙💙💜💜 have to start listening to this song
"I Lost Myself That Night"
That first stansa hit me, Nawala din ako dahil sa anxiety ko, diko na control yung emotion ko but look at me now after 6 months of fighting in my emotional breakdown, I'm here now in the middle of a happiness just keep fighting because God always with us ❤️
so Girl/Boy Keep fighting 😘