Great video man, you're a wonderful speaker. I share a lot of the same feelings and sentiments. You have a fiancé, I think that's another fantastic thing you can be grateful for. I also stopped drinking, it was a crutch I used to feel comfortable in social situations, now I have to force myself into those situations and it's really hard, however I almost never regret it. It's a constant struggle. I find if I get in a good groove of forcing myself into those situations, it opens up opportunities I didn't expect. But you have to ride that momentum, I often fall back into my old anti-social ways and then have to start over into forcing myself to get out there. Just never give up, theres lots of life and experiences for us out there, and none of us are going to make it out alive, so we might as well keep trying.
I often question what to do in my own free time. Then I remind myself it’s my choice- not to pressure myself with what I ‘should’ be doing with my free time. Then I stop thinking 😊 and just enjoy it before it’s gone. Today for my little Bit of free time I chose to watch UA-cam and stumbled upon this. Which I enjoyed . 😊 That was enough.
Upgrade and go harder with a clear goal. I'm planning a new YT channel right now. 6 month's of planning before i press record in April or so. I'm 43 soon and tired of the same old matrix-living. Time to get out of it and do what i really want and need to do. Stay strong.
Yep, I have many of these same thoughts, I'm in my mid-30s as well, and I will add that the parts of my life that feel inadequate are made adequate by a loving, dedicated partner, and surrounding myself with animals, dogs, cats, chickens and quail.
You could renamw this to "The Brutal Reality of Just Being". 47 years old and i still have these thoughts. I make an ok wage, I own my own house, I work out but..... I have no immediate family, my friends list is 0, I only leave my house to go to work (my gym is in my garage). I've let these thoughts and worries consume me for so long that they have became my reality. Now it is to the point that even the thought of interacting with others on a personal level can bring me to my knees in a panic attack. People should live in the now. Your past is to learn from. Your future is to prepare for. Do not worry about what you can't control or else your worries will end up controlling you like that have done with me.
39 years old here and I feel my world getting smaller every day. I don't know how long I can take this anymore. Not that I'm gonna do anything to myself. But I might get crazy impulses and become a nomad or something. Only to discover that I bring certain parts of me with me that I cannot escape. On the other hand, every day it becomes more clear there is not much to lose anymore. Might as well give in to yet other stupid illusion.
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Great video man, you're a wonderful speaker. I share a lot of the same feelings and sentiments. You have a fiancé, I think that's another fantastic thing you can be grateful for. I also stopped drinking, it was a crutch I used to feel comfortable in social situations, now I have to force myself into those situations and it's really hard, however I almost never regret it. It's a constant struggle. I find if I get in a good groove of forcing myself into those situations, it opens up opportunities I didn't expect. But you have to ride that momentum, I often fall back into my old anti-social ways and then have to start over into forcing myself to get out there. Just never give up, theres lots of life and experiences for us out there, and none of us are going to make it out alive, so we might as well keep trying.
I often question what to do in my own free time.
Then I remind myself it’s my choice- not to pressure myself with what I ‘should’ be doing with my free time. Then I stop thinking 😊 and just enjoy it before it’s gone.
Today for my little
Bit of free time I chose to watch UA-cam and stumbled upon this. Which I enjoyed . 😊 That was enough.
Upgrade and go harder with a clear goal. I'm planning a new YT channel right now. 6 month's of planning before i press record in April or so. I'm 43 soon and tired of the same old matrix-living. Time to get out of it and do what i really want and need to do. Stay strong.
Great video, thanks for sharing it. Very much appreciated and relatable thoughts.
Yep, I have many of these same thoughts, I'm in my mid-30s as well, and I will add that the parts of my life that feel inadequate are made adequate by a loving, dedicated partner, and surrounding myself with animals, dogs, cats, chickens and quail.
Thansk for sharing dude, very relatable
Felt/feel the majority of things you mentioned to answer your question
I do the same thing with the lollipop lady near me 😂
I guess most of our generation are inevitably “failures”.
You could renamw this to "The Brutal Reality of Just Being". 47 years old and i still have these thoughts. I make an ok wage, I own my own house, I work out but..... I have no immediate family, my friends list is 0, I only leave my house to go to work (my gym is in my garage). I've let these thoughts and worries consume me for so long that they have became my reality. Now it is to the point that even the thought of interacting with others on a personal level can bring me to my knees in a panic attack. People should live in the now. Your past is to learn from. Your future is to prepare for. Do not worry about what you can't control or else your worries will end up controlling you like that have done with me.
39 years old here and I feel my world getting smaller every day. I don't know how long I can take this anymore. Not that I'm gonna do anything to myself. But I might get crazy impulses and become a nomad or something. Only to discover that I bring certain parts of me with me that I cannot escape. On the other hand, every day it becomes more clear there is not much to lose anymore. Might as well give in to yet other stupid illusion.