Hey you know what? Hes singing what he feels inside!!! Most dont know how to deal when their relationship or marriage is in jeopardy. I couls totally identified with that song which believe or not, I could totally identify myself with that song
in my opinion, metalists write the best sad, relatable, emotional songs ever. such as snuff and for slipknot, vermilion pt 2. This is a great song, the raw emotion in his voice. truly a masterpiece
Lyrics: Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself And I won't listen to your shame You ran away, you're all the same Angels lie to keep control Ooh, my love was punished long ago If you still care don't ever let me know If you still care don't ever let me know
Why steal the moment from Taylor? Twice... I think if corey enjoyed it he would try to make eye contact with said person who is singing with him. But i think it annoyed him(Corey). maybe he just a big fan who is like Dwight Schrute
can anybody else use words other than haunting or beautiful, usually paired??? The crowd just hollers along!!! A football stadium isn't "hauntingly beautiful" lol
i tried listening to acoustic versions of vermilion pt. 2, but honestly crowds should stay silent during quiet intimate songs that require decent amounts of vocal technique. all i could hear was how absolutely tonedeaf the crowd was
I keep telling people, there isn't beating a rock concert. The pain in the lyrics written are felt by all. You go to a rap show to get high. You go to a rave to feel love. You go to a rock show to remember why you loved it all anyway.
I listened to this on loop when I lost my dog over a year ago. I literally had to force myself to get up and just go to work. The level of pain pet death hits you, I don’t wish it on my enemies. Time is our ally. Just remember guys, “this too shall pass.” I love you Marty!
Just lost my 10 year old dog baby boy 4 months ago. Reading this comment and then listening to this song again just made me cry. From 1 stranger to another, love you and hold your head up. All pups go to heaven! Someone once told me grief is just another stage of love with nowhere to go 💙🪽🤞🏽
I'm so sorry !!! I have been through the exact same pain back in 2018. Worst part ....my dog used to love it when I used to sing this song to him. The pain will never go away but stay strong ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ lots of love
I think it's because this intro is slightly different that the official album/single version. I can play the guitar (a bit) but i don't know the name of the first chord played here, or the name of the first chord played on the official version, but they are definitely not the same chord. This one is higher in pitch than the original. If it was the original chord that was played, they would have known instantly. Well, the die hard fans would have, anyway. I could name any Slipknot song for 1 piece of music before .5 The Grey Chapter. After Paul died and Joey was fired Slipknot were never the same for me. I'm looking forward to their new album, but i miss Paul and Joey so much! Joey is the person who made be obsessed with Slipknot. I was learning to play the drums and a friend gave me a Slipknot tape (yes, a cassette tape! lol). It was 1999 so the tape was their self titled album Slipknot. I was just blown away! And been hooked ever since! I met my GF through Joey and my 2nd daughter's middle name is Jo, names after Joey.
@@reconnaissance7372 he actually said it in an interview I think that the song was about how he would talk to a girl and he had fillings for her and he told her how he felt and she said she didn’t feel the same way and he made the song out of sadness to the rejection idk if worded it correctly but that’s what I remember at least
My wife passed away on 6/10/23. This was always our favorite song you did. She had an amazing version on acoustic she'd play, when she could, it was very hard for her too. She had a very hard and tragic upbringing and this song just hits all those feelings. Thank you for this song. Thank you for those memories. We were lucky to see Slipknot for the first time, for both of us, the last time they played here in Seattle at Climit Pledge Arena. We knew you wouldn't play this song but you did and we swore you played it just for us. It was like no one else was there, just us 3. You're amazing Corey, if you ever see this, Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. This song has brought so many good memories and now I just cry when i try to listen to it. It's mostly happy tears. Much love from Seattle WA
Send my deepest condolences. All those memories is what we live for. Stay strong were all out here. Sending some support from Florida. When I read your message I started tearing up. Choice Chance Faith
My English is bad, but i think you understand.... i wish wlyou're and you' re Family zhe best, and i feel with you..... sorry for the articulashion? I:m from Germany, sorry
This really touched me . The struggle is real. Bless you and your wife. Wishing you strength for the road ahead. Hang onto those happy times you had with her!
For me it was "If I can change I hope I never know." Imagine wasting your life feeling one way and then waking up to it too late. Then you just get to spend the rest of your life in regret.
@@robertgardner1561 yes sir. I recently lost the only woman I've ever truly loved to a bullshit misunderstanding and she ignores me like I'm not even here. fuxk love
Being 26 now, this was MY SHIT all throughout middle school. Kids. Enjoy being young while it last. Once you’re of age and grown it goes by so. So fast.
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint... My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you go So Break Yourself Against My Stones And Spit Your Pity In My Soul You Never Needed Any Help You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself And I Won't Listen To Your Shame You Ran Away - You're All The Same Angels Lie To Keep Control... My Love Was Punished Long Ago If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know If you still care, don't ever let me know
It remind me my girlfriend energy before her coma, when she wake she forgot everything, me, her old life, her feeling, but she don't forget this song. In one song, I feel I'm the only one who will remember about our magnificent 3,5 years together. This song is the only connection I have with her
14-years ago today we lost a great human being and bass guitarist in (#2) Paul Gray who formed the group Slipknot along with Corey Taylor that is still around and selling out every show they perform. Paul was only 38-years old and gone way too soon.😔 I was fortunate to meet Paul and Slipknot and he was truly a great human being with a big heart. Thanks to Paul Gray, his music and my thoughts and prayers are with him still to this very day.🙏💔 R.I.P... 4/8/72 - 5/24/2010...
@@ironfae Fucking hate how people always take shit so damn serious and think they know everything. Even though Corey wrote the song doesnt mean it was all him that made it. Joey did the drums and there were others that also played guitar. It's a SLIPKNOT SONG!!! WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY KNOW SHIT!!!! I'm on your side 100% man. And sorry for this being all crazy and shit but people like that piss me off.
@@SercanSalkir It wasnt all Corey who made the song. Sure he wrote it but it's a Slipknot song. Corey didnt do the drums, Corey didnt publish it on his own. So what you said was wrong.
I have a long story behind getting into this song, but finally it makes sense. Your partner knowing everything about you, ditching you, utilising no contact method, being 'friends', not being fully guilty in the relationship despite making mistakes etc. I cant explain it, but this is one of the greatest songs ever written and although ive listened to it for 20 years, it finally makes sense due to what im going through. Ive explained it poorly but in a nutshell it explains the difference of emotions men and women go through in the breakdown of a relationship when the man does not want it to end but the women always comes out on top. Genius.
There is something about this performance and melody that transcends the lyrics and the background behind the lyrics whatever it may be. It captures emotion that is so visceral that it makes me cry and be optimistic about life at the same time. Amazing. Thank you Corey
“I had him lay a scratch track down in the studio. Then I went in late at night, without telling him, and laid down some drums… When he heard it the next day, he started crying. It's Corey's masterpiece." - Joey Jordison. Rest In Power.
This is a Very Touching, Beautiful, Painful Song. Seeing the pain in Corey's face and eyes hit me hard. I felt that pain once. I swore never again. My husband and I now have been together 11years. It was hard to see him leave the first time in 1988. We have known each other 36 years.
@@gypsy9415 are you a gypsy? Also, I’m sorry to hear that but happy for you that it worked out. So you’re with the same guy? He left you in ‘88 and u swore never again and then got back together? (I’m genuinely asking... it sounds like an intense story and I wanna make sure I understand what you said).
What a beautiful and yet hauntingly sad song. Corey's heartfelt vocals give me goosebumps every time I hear it.. ❤ It took the death of hope to let you go
It’s crazy how you can hear him choke up. This song came from a dark place and has been a song I come back to when I’m feeling down. I personally think it’s the greatest song ever recorded.
Exactly. I think it's the modern "Tears In Heaven" and the only real difference is that the emotional baggage comes from different places in this song, whereas we all know why the other is sad. It's like Corey gets reminded of everything hard he's been through during this performance and it connects to the pain of everyone listening, the way his voice breaks into a pained growl during some parts is the saddest shit I've ever heard performed.
@@CanalDoPelpa it reminds me of where I once was. So yeah when I feel myself going back to that place, I listen to this song and it smacks me in the face and brings me back to where I am currently. Back to reality. Music is powerful kkkkk
LETRA: Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me, let me go And run away before i know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If i'm alone i cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Oh, my smile was taken long ago If i can change i hope i never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight So save your breath, i will not hear I think i made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then i could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Uh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself And i won't listen to your shame You ran away, you're all the same Angels lie to keep control Uh, my love was punished long ago If you still care, don't ever let me know If you still care, don't ever let me know
The two lines that get me every time: I only wish you weren’t my friend, then I could hurt you in the end.” And If you still care, don’t ever let me know.” It’s like he ripped those outta my soul.
I constantly find my way back to this performance… I live through music and this acoustic version has so much raw emotion behind it… I wish for once I didn’t resonate to this song the way I do but it is what it is …
I know I'm probably never going to get noticed on this comment. I just wish you would see this. This song got me through our year lockdown. committed suicide a year ago. this song helped me not to take the last sheet of pills and not to pull the trigger. After a year I still feel the same. being emitted to a facility the day after tomorrow on the 16/03/21, on the verge of trying to commit the same action.. wishing to overcome my depression. Just know i listened to this song before i tried to despise my fate. This kept me from dying. With tears in my Eyes.. I thank you sincerely Corey Taylor. You literally saved my life.
Stay with us. I've had my own battles with anxiety and depression. I'm glad to see you are seeking help. Just keep fighting. When you are carrying that weight, it takes so much strength just to get up. You are stronger than you know. Just have to let the weight go.
Ok I went back and tried to listen to it again to see if I was just in a mood and didn't appreciate it. This time I had my girl listen. Her response with a smug look on her face like someone just farted was " is that Christian music". I shit you not. I couldn't make it 15-20 seconds on my second attempt. I tried.
I'm afraid to write a word for this legend and for this song. All I can say is I'm sincerely thankful to Corey Taylor for giving us this awesome masterpeice.
This is my favourite version of Snuff. His voice, the emotions he transmits through his singing, the intensity he puts in every line, the crowd singing with him, the dim lighting. Its such a powerful performance. I just love this version so much.
The pain behind his voice... Even when the crowd claps and cheered for him when he started playing the guitar He stayed humble...and sad Pain does not go away... It stays inside us...as much deep as we bury it...thank you corey
Burying the pain only causes festering. You don't hold it down. You be like Corey and bring it out and turn it into something positive. Best of luck, wasn't trying to come off as a "dad" or whatever, just saying it's not healthy keeping shit down all the time. It'll eat you up and snuff you out.
I think every man can relate to this song, we've all had this experience but Corey just put it into words so finely, its amazing. I feel the same way he did (and by the looks of things still does) when he wrote this piece.
My wedding song💗💛 powerful indeed love you guys from the depths of my heart thank you for the joy u giving me. Awesome anybody that has so so got a problem they need to go suck a d$ck and choke on it..💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💞💕🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍💗🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️❣️🤍❣️
Imagine the balls it takes to front Slipknot, then go out, and own the stage solo with incredible emotional stuff that hits home like this. He did the oil and water thing, it's his.
I honestly want this played at my funeral. It’s absolute perfection. I listen to it on repeat when my depression gets really bad; like suicidal bad. But this song has saved me many times from doing something stupid. Funny how a song can affect you so deeply as Snuff has for me. 🖤
Back again for my daily fix of this masterpiece. The lyrics & how he uses them are imo defo some of the best song lyrics ive ever come across. Pure talent. Cheers Corey for making 3 mins of my day feel amazing.🎉
I think Corey is awesome but I have to say when it comes to that phrase, he sings like an angel and screams like the devil, i have to say Chester Bennington from linkin park owns that accolade.
Fck Slipknot, Joey did everything for the band never cared for him, they used him when he was useful the moment he got sick he was kicked out of the band. Sick human being man.
I'll never forget , basic training at FT. Jackson , SC. Our whole busload of privates on the way to the shooting range, we sang this loud and perfectly harmonized... Gives me goosebumps.
Yep. I got into Slipknot about 2 decades ago when I was a kid in junior high. As I got older my musical tastes changed and morphed (and sometimes disappeared entirely)... but there are those few songs that come out every few years... in loss, darkness, tragedy, and sometimes in healing. They sit in that “🔴 PLAY IN CASE OF EMERGENCY” playlist in my Spotify account. Like a group of friends I hope to never need ever again, but know they’ll be there when I inevitably do... waiting to teach me things or make me realize something I’d never learned before. This song is up there.
This is my little way of saying thank you from my heart for your likes and comments on my personal and fan pages. I and my management are saying a big thank you. Much love from me to you We Appreciate All Of It.
I always feel like a lost cause, and it cost me the love of my life. I feel like ending everything, and i fight it every hour of every day. Thank you for posting this
"if you still care don't ever let me know"
that hurts at the bottom of my heart
yea it does, real hurt that you can't ignore
There is a better one: "It took the death of hope to let you go"
Same shit dude
That one and "I only wish you weren't my friend, so I could hurt you in the end" are my life right now.
i came to comment about the same part as Gabriel, but in only six comments i break in a plethora of good shit... lol My heart hurts 😂
0:25 The guy that screamed "YEEEAAAHHHH" as soon as he figured out what song Corey was playing. so precious.
that guy can't no longer speak. He has acquired the voice of the gods.
@@emiliof7333 Double negative....
@@SamJohn2012 shut up Samantha, he didn't do nothin.
@@jamesmcvey5871 Yeah, that'll happen. 🙄
@@SamJohn2012 r/whoosh
3:08 that man in the crowd hit that perfectly and nobody did anything. He deserves appreciation.
Everyone cheered and clapped
@@Rosegoldshawwty oh shoot I didn't even realize that. I just assumed it was for Corey
What? I didn’t hear anything
even I can do this. nothing special..i can actually sing this whole song the same scale
@@imaybestupid9707 fucking deaf bro
We don't look for old songs, we look for the memories they carry.
This is me, today.
Me too. Even if they hurt.
Beautiful! ❤
I couldn’t have said it better!
@@ecky6059especially when they hurt!
No heavy autotune and whatnot, just a man and his guitar pouring out his raw soul and talent
What *_knot_*
Hey you know what? Hes singing what he feels inside!!! Most dont know how to deal when their relationship or marriage is in jeopardy. I couls totally identified with that song which believe or not, I could totally identify myself with that song
@@omarromero6942 same here! So true lines
@Robert Scott Idiot
yes man
That crowd singing along is unreal
"When you're happy, you enjoy the music but when you're sad, you understand the lyrics.
That is so true......
It fucking hurts
Frank Ocean ♥️
Dammm....im not even sad right now but I've been there and that hit home right there.
you feel the lyrics and emotions
in my opinion, metalists write the best sad, relatable, emotional songs ever. such as snuff and for slipknot, vermilion pt 2. This is a great song, the raw emotion in his voice. truly a masterpiece
I concour..100 percent.
Take it back to the 80s, feel the pain in the lyrics to Metallica Fade to Black.
Avenged Sevenfold- So Far Away, Dear God and Seize The Day
I don't doubt it but have you listened to crywank?
One more light , Linkin park
Lyrics:
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your lights
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not care
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care don't ever let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know
What a sing!!! #^%*@&$
I ment "what a song", stupid keyboard 🤣
Thank you
Arif Haikal thanks 😊
Cheers for uploading the lyrics 😊
"If I can change I hope I'll never know."
One of the best lyrics I've heard, says so little but also so much at the same time.
Hope is a desperate mans currency
Ignorance is not always bliss
Best part of this acoustic version was the fact whole crowd is so well synced and in tune. Incredible. Love and respect from Finland.
finland gang
Right on my friend
just throwing a little USA out there.. much love my friend! and i couldn't agree more.. that audience background is just idk hits deep for me!
It's like the audience is in just as much pain.
American in Finland feeling this jam while it's blizzarding outside
the one guy screaming his lungs out after the first chord change is a legend
YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
Think about that everytime I listen to this. It's like he is boosting Corey!
I heard someone tell the guy to stfu
can you say when exactly?
@@SpiderBatmanable 0:24
We need more singers like this Guy and the Guy from slipknot.
Point scored. That made me laugh, even though I was crying because of the song.
This is a r/woosh moment in the making
And the one from stone sour too!
They are the same
@@ThrillingCore ummm....dude....thats the joke....*sigh*
No hyperbole here: I genuinely believe this is one of the great acoustic performances of all time across all genres. Truly incredible.
It's admirable how the human's pain can be transformed to this masterpiece of music..
totally agree
amen.
Oh to be able to take the broken bits and turn them into beautiful music
It's sad to have to say this but... I'm at my most creative self during my most darkest and saddest times in life.
Facts
3:06 There's a guy in the audience holding that "ooooh" perfectly! Stellar job, man!
Love that guy!
1:55 too
Why steal the moment from Taylor? Twice... I think if corey enjoyed it he would try to make eye contact with said person who is singing with him. But i think it annoyed him(Corey). maybe he just a big fan who is like Dwight Schrute
That was iconic
@@louislahey5476 he literally asked the crowd to help him out. Why would he get mad?
"Angels lie to keep control" is such a powerful and true lyric.
The crowd singing in the background is hauntingly beautiful!
We've all been there.
can anybody else use words other than haunting or beautiful, usually paired??? The crowd just hollers along!!! A football stadium isn't "hauntingly beautiful" lol
i tried listening to acoustic versions of vermilion pt. 2, but honestly crowds should stay silent during quiet intimate songs that require decent amounts of vocal technique. all i could hear was how absolutely tonedeaf the crowd was
I keep telling people, there isn't beating a rock concert. The pain in the lyrics written are felt by all.
You go to a rap show to get high.
You go to a rave to feel love.
You go to a rock show to remember why you loved it all anyway.
it adds something you can't add in a studio
the audience's reaction to this performance is everything. every single person in that crowd holds immense respect for corey, for good reason.
Real
todo mundo goza
Very true. If only he wasn’t all anti-right wingers 😞
@@MisterK-YT WTF IS that supposed to mean.
@@tommyechoes3520 probably means he's a snowflake right winger
I listened to this on loop when I lost my dog over a year ago. I literally had to force myself to get up and just go to work. The level of pain pet death hits you, I don’t wish it on my enemies. Time is our ally. Just remember guys, “this too shall pass.” I love you Marty!
Just lost my 10 year old dog baby boy 4 months ago. Reading this comment and then listening to this song again just made me cry. From 1 stranger to another, love you and hold your head up. All pups go to heaven! Someone once told me grief is just another stage of love with nowhere to go 💙🪽🤞🏽
I'm so sorry !!! I have been through the exact same pain back in 2018. Worst part ....my dog used to love it when I used to sing this song to him. The pain will never go away but stay strong ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ lots of love
No autotune, no pitch correctors, one take for all... pure talent. Respect Corey!!
É o mengao rapaz 🖤❤️
Saudações rubro negra Senhores🍷🗿
disse genildosousa
Yeah, so many artists have songs like this.
no stupid shit. the real deal. ARTIST
Nobody knew the song until the first chord change. That change is so iconic.
goosebumps...
What I was thinking. That 2nd one there was no doubt what it was
Why didn’t they even pop
I think it's because this intro is slightly different that the official album/single version. I can play the guitar (a bit) but i don't know the name of the first chord played here, or the name of the first chord played on the official version, but they are definitely not the same chord. This one is higher in pitch than the original. If it was the original chord that was played, they would have known instantly. Well, the die hard fans would have, anyway.
I could name any Slipknot song for 1 piece of music before .5 The Grey Chapter. After Paul died and Joey was fired Slipknot were never the same for me. I'm looking forward to their new album, but i miss Paul and Joey so much! Joey is the person who made be obsessed with Slipknot. I was learning to play the drums and a friend gave me a Slipknot tape (yes, a cassette tape! lol). It was 1999 so the tape was their self titled album Slipknot. I was just blown away! And been hooked ever since! I met my GF through Joey and my 2nd daughter's middle name is Jo, names after Joey.
@@SR1Records This version is in Am, the original version is F#m
“It took the death of hope to let you go” that’s an absolutely heartbreaking lyric
Every lyric of this song is deep and very personal to corey taylor. Guessing its written for an ex love.
@@codysroom6303 with the final line, i wouldn't be surprised if the relationship ended with the girl cheating on him
@@konobuzoggu239 Could of been one sided. And he just loved her fully.
@@reconnaissance7372 he actually said it in an interview I think that the song was about how he would talk to a girl and he had fillings for her and he told her how he felt and she said she didn’t feel the same way and he made the song out of sadness to the rejection idk if worded it correctly but that’s what I remember at least
@@nativedarkwolf6282 beautiful
I love how you can feel the emotions Corey is going through during the performance. The lyrics are so strong, they break hearts of stone everytime.
My wife passed away on 6/10/23. This was always our favorite song you did. She had an amazing version on acoustic she'd play, when she could, it was very hard for her too. She had a very hard and tragic upbringing and this song just hits all those feelings. Thank you for this song. Thank you for those memories. We were lucky to see Slipknot for the first time, for both of us, the last time they played here in Seattle at Climit Pledge Arena. We knew you wouldn't play this song but you did and we swore you played it just for us. It was like no one else was there, just us 3. You're amazing Corey, if you ever see this, Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. This song has brought so many good memories and now I just cry when i try to listen to it. It's mostly happy tears. Much love from Seattle WA
Sorry for your loss mate 🙏 I hope you’re doing well.
I'm lost of words😢
Send my deepest condolences.
All those memories is what we live for.
Stay strong were all out here.
Sending some support from Florida.
When I read your message I started tearing up.
Choice
Chance
Faith
My English is bad, but i think you understand.... i wish wlyou're and you' re Family zhe best, and i feel with you..... sorry for the articulashion? I:m from Germany, sorry
This really touched me . The struggle is real. Bless you and your wife. Wishing you strength for the road ahead. Hang onto those happy times you had with her!
"I only wish you weren't my friend, so then I could hurt you in the end." Never had a lyric hit me so deeply and personally
Amen
Yep. Same
For me it was "If I can change I hope I never know."
Imagine wasting your life feeling one way and then waking up to it too late. Then you just get to spend the rest of your life in regret.
I felt that lyric in my soul and she's not a friend anymore so I wish I would of done the emotional damage back then.. still feel it in my soul!
@@robertgardner1561 yes sir. I recently lost the only woman I've ever truly loved to a bullshit misunderstanding and she ignores me like I'm not even here. fuxk love
Being 26 now, this was MY SHIT all throughout middle school. Kids. Enjoy being young while it last. Once you’re of age and grown it goes by so. So fast.
❤❤❤ 💯% TRUTH!¡! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
keep blinking and you will be 37... :d
@@MickRaven1 hah! Who is counting
I'm 23 and I already feel like life is going by too quick
sophomore in hs dude im already worried abt aging not necessarily aging like being old but missing all the time i had being young and naïve
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...
So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.
Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
My own was banished long ago / It took the
Death of Hope to let you go
So Break Yourself Against My Stones
And Spit Your Pity In My Soul
You Never Needed Any Help
You Sold Me Out To Save Yourself
And I Won't Listen To Your Shame
You Ran Away - You're All The Same
Angels Lie To Keep Control...
My Love Was Punished Long Ago
If You Still Care, Don't Ever Let Me Know
If you still care, don't ever let me know
Neftali Serna tnx bro
Thx
:'( such a deep song
you da real mvp
Neftali Serna yes!!!
"it's crazy how one song can bring back thousands memories."
hell yeah lol 1 day behind u brother but i get it
Me still crying to it😢
It remind me my girlfriend energy before her coma, when she wake she forgot everything, me, her old life, her feeling, but she don't forget this song. In one song, I feel I'm the only one who will remember about our magnificent 3,5 years together.
This song is the only connection I have with her
@@anti-bien-pensants6470 keep working on her and take this song as a link between both of u. Bless u and good luck with the process
And tears
14-years ago today we lost a great human being and bass guitarist in (#2) Paul Gray who formed the group Slipknot along with Corey Taylor that is still around and selling out every show they perform. Paul was only 38-years old and gone way too soon.😔 I was fortunate to meet Paul and Slipknot and he was truly a great human being with a big heart. Thanks to Paul Gray, his music and my thoughts and prayers are with him still to this very day.🙏💔 R.I.P... 4/8/72 - 5/24/2010...
Great group!!!! What a bunch of great people
Pain in his voice.
Love in the crowd’s.
Unforgettable!
Thank you Slipknot.
Thank you COREY TAYLOR*
you were going well till the last part :D
My bad! Thank you Corey.
Happy NOW fuckers?
The song was released on a Slipknot album, not a Corey Taylor single.
@@ironfae Fucking hate how people always take shit so damn serious and think they know everything. Even though Corey wrote the song doesnt mean it was all him that made it. Joey did the drums and there were others that also played guitar. It's a SLIPKNOT SONG!!! WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE ACT LIKE THEY KNOW SHIT!!!! I'm on your side 100% man. And sorry for this being all crazy and shit but people like that piss me off.
@@SercanSalkir It wasnt all Corey who made the song. Sure he wrote it but it's a Slipknot song. Corey didnt do the drums, Corey didnt publish it on his own. So what you said was wrong.
Someone said that Corey can switch from a complete psychopath to a broken kid.....love you man!!
Psychopaths are good actors 😅
@@martinhromocuk8631 but still doing the job
@@nickpaps9223 👍
Nick Paps maybe a grounded ,intelligent and caring person. IMHO.
Most psychos started as broken children, all they needed was to be understood.
"It took the death of hope to let you go" is one of the realest, and most heartbreaking lines ever written
Those words have marked my heart in such a way....I get it.
Sure is 💔
Lost souls
❤❤❤
I have a long story behind getting into this song, but finally it makes sense. Your partner knowing everything about you, ditching you, utilising no contact method, being 'friends', not being fully guilty in the relationship despite making mistakes etc. I cant explain it, but this is one of the greatest songs ever written and although ive listened to it for 20 years, it finally makes sense due to what im going through. Ive explained it poorly but in a nutshell it explains the difference of emotions men and women go through in the breakdown of a relationship when the man does not want it to end but the women always comes out on top. Genius.
💔
The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory.
💔
Wow…😢. Be missing my grandpa now…never looked at it like that.
I feel that rn
What a fantastic & tragic - in equal parts - comment. 👏🏻
Or they don't want you anymore
There is something about this performance and melody that transcends the lyrics and the background behind the lyrics whatever it may be. It captures emotion that is so visceral that it makes me cry and be optimistic about life at the same time. Amazing. Thank you Corey
Want to see a metal-head cry?
Corey Taylor: hold my feelings
Metallica dyers eve and unforgiven got me so hard
@rick ramper I cant find the song you posted 🙈
We're people too bro.
Diinchjen Din it’s not a song at all bruv ,
Korn- daddy is a pretty sad song too
“I had him lay a scratch track down in the studio. Then I went in late at night, without telling him, and laid down some drums… When he heard it the next day, he started crying. It's Corey's masterpiece." - Joey Jordison. Rest In Power.
This is a Very Touching, Beautiful, Painful Song. Seeing the pain in Corey's face and eyes hit me hard. I felt that pain once. I swore never again. My husband and I now have been together 11years. It was hard to see him leave the first time in 1988. We have known each other 36 years.
@@gypsy9415 are you a gypsy? Also, I’m sorry to hear that but happy for you that it worked out. So you’re with the same guy? He left you in ‘88 and u swore never again and then got back together? (I’m genuinely asking... it sounds like an intense story and I wanna make sure I understand what you said).
2008 this song came out...joey died 2021
@@MusicmyZombie so...? The quote I shared was said by Joey...
Oh, damn, when I saw that you hade written “rest in power” I almost started to cry man😢
What a beautiful and yet hauntingly sad song. Corey's heartfelt vocals give me goosebumps every time I hear it.. ❤
It took the death of hope to let you go
Corey Taylor - Snuff (feat. That one guy in the audience)
YEP I WAS THINKING THE SAME
But that dude was pretty good at it tho
LMAO
good idea ngl
For real.
No one talking about the guy in the background singing those screams to perfection?
sounds like it wouldve been annoying being near that guy. let the artist take the spotlight anyone can hit a note
I get what you're saying, but you speak like someone who can't sing.
@@shckbuilds my comment before was to you... because not just anyone can hit a note. Spend some time making music and you'll realize this.
Lol I just heard it as i read this😂😂
Let the man be..he is enjoying himself
This Song ist one of the most beautiful Songs I have ever heard.
True pain
Holy shit, even the audience in this is incredible...
Observant Snack it helps that the audio of the mic is higher than the audience but they’re just loud enough to provide great backing
Great music attracts great audiences. Simple as that.
It's called True Fans!
It’s crazy how you can hear him choke up. This song came from a dark place and has been a song I come back to when I’m feeling down. I personally think it’s the greatest song ever recorded.
W comment
Exactly. I think it's the modern "Tears In Heaven" and the only real difference is that the emotional baggage comes from different places in this song, whereas we all know why the other is sad. It's like Corey gets reminded of everything hard he's been through during this performance and it connects to the pain of everyone listening, the way his voice breaks into a pained growl during some parts is the saddest shit I've ever heard performed.
You come back when you're feeling down and finish being destroyed kkkk
@@CanalDoPelpa it reminds me of where I once was. So yeah when I feel myself going back to that place, I listen to this song and it smacks me in the face and brings me back to where I am currently. Back to reality. Music is powerful kkkkk
@@capnprice0673 yes, and plus Eddie Vedder just after Chris Cornell passed too :-(
Music did not create pain and sadness it is pain and sadness that created music.
You are wise, sir.
mmmhmm
bro, I am so stealing that
Jeez, calm down edgelord
True.... So true
I’ve shown so many people this song.. every single person absolutely loved it..!! Amazing talent you guys have .. I enjoy sharing it ❤
"It took the death of hope to let you go" is haunting and so fucking heavy. Corey Taylor is magnificent.
Chills
Deadass
The whole song is a lyrical masterpiece
Ketzo agreed. That song still gives me chills. You could read it as poetry.
ebrandon98 I’m sorry.
Corey: "I'm gonna play you a very heavy song for me"
Crowd "Whooooooo, yeah"
I think that's always the right response in a concert setting no matter how heavy a song is
Creepy
The guy who shouted Rick astley
@@valifoecrusher5738 so glad you pointed him out I wouldn't have noticed. What a knucklehead.
Hahah that's awesome
fuel for the mind.
Rebecca Vocal Athlete OH HELLO RVA
Hi Rebecca❤️
thanks RVA wouldnt have heard this song if it wasnt for you. love
Fuel for the heart
👏🏻👏🏻
This song ages like fine wine, layers upon layers.
LETRA:
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if you love me, let me go
And run away before i know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If i'm alone i cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Oh, my smile was taken long ago
If i can change i hope i never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight
So save your breath, i will not hear
I think i made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then i could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Uh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And i won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Uh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know
Alexandre santo :))))
Alexandre santo thank you
Show
Só eu que canto junto com o corey?
>letra
He sings with his soul...., That makes this song special...... Greetings from Germany
Dany Go Special ;-P
Du hast ja so recht :)
Bro, he sings with his mouth.
Absolutely agree with you. Greetings from Russia!
@@FlakeybrutYT that is so insensitive of you to say
The two lines that get me every time:
I only wish you weren’t my friend,
then I could hurt you in the end.”
And
If you still care, don’t ever let me know.”
It’s like he ripped those outta my soul.
felt
Kristen Hicks same stuff here
i felt that
Kristen Hicks same
Veronica Kelly
U sold me out to save yourself. Hard words lol
I constantly find my way back to this performance… I live through music and this acoustic version has so much raw emotion behind it… I wish for once I didn’t resonate to this song the way I do but it is what it is …
"I couldn't face a life without your light, but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight." Breaks me down every single time.
When you realize they no longer care enough to fight!
Corey: I’m gonna need help on this song
That one guy in the audience: You got it boss!
My man passed the vibe check
He nailed it. Lol
That guy is really annoying. Almost ruins the show in my opinion
@@fatthorstumtum6593 nice opinion
❤❤❤
Corey's vocals are on another level of powerful. I can feel his pain through the speakers...
The SonicBlue2vGT he has one of the highest octave ranges ever
at least their real
Melde dich schnell das ist deine Zukunft
This is still one of the best live performances I’ve ever heard right up there with Eddie unplugged “black” Cory is a beast! 🤘🏽💪🏽
Alice in Chains "Nutshell" as well... Unplugged Version .... and try Nine Inch Nails "Hurt"
I know I'm probably never going to get noticed on this comment. I just wish you would see this. This song got me through our year lockdown. committed suicide a year ago. this song helped me not to take the last sheet of pills and not to pull the trigger. After a year I still feel the same. being emitted to a facility the day after tomorrow on the 16/03/21, on the verge of trying to commit the same action.. wishing to overcome my depression. Just know i listened to this song before i tried to despise my fate. This kept me from dying. With tears in my Eyes.. I thank you sincerely Corey Taylor. You literally saved my life.
I'm so glad you're still here.
Stay strong brother
Life doesn't get easier you just get stronger..........
Stay with us. I've had my own battles with anxiety and depression. I'm glad to see you are seeking help. Just keep fighting. When you are carrying that weight, it takes so much strength just to get up. You are stronger than you know. Just have to let the weight go.
Z
I love the fact that as soon as Corey played that second chord, the whole crowd instantly knew the song.
Those are fans right there.
No, they aren’t fans. They are family
cracks me up, the moment he strums that second chord, some guy in the crowds like "YEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAA"
Unfortunately they all seem to have their phones out while witnessing this incredible performance. This generation really has missed out.
@@teddy26yorks I'm 41 years old and I get it brother.
This is arguably one of the greatest songs ever written.
I definitely would argue with you about that. It's pretty bad. Actually pretty terrible.
@@govtissued3rdeye510 with all due respect to the sanctity of opinion, you need to get your ears checked
@@joaquin8416 I respect your right to like bad music. With all due respect of course.
Ok I went back and tried to listen to it again to see if I was just in a mood and didn't appreciate it. This time I had my girl listen. Her response with a smug look on her face like someone just farted was " is that Christian music". I shit you not. I couldn't make it 15-20 seconds on my second attempt. I tried.
@@govtissued3rdeye510 Well, it's obvious I'm gonna get nowhere talking about this song with you so let's just agree to disagree. Have a good day! Lol
Corey is easily one of the best metal singers of all time! Slipknot is awesome! ❤
The guy in the crowd singing backup at 3:06 is my spirit animal.. When Corey responds, what a feeling.
G j.g fhr0
damn im never going to get tired of this song
same
When my caffeine high ends, i listen to this song sigh..............
word
crust buckut I relate so much, but my ritalin binge instead of caffeine
Me either
“It took the death of hope to let you go”, one of the best lines ever along with “angels lie to keep control”
“It took the death of hope to let you go”. Exactly right......Seems he always knows when that is and tries to come back every single fkg time 💔
thankyou
This is so beautiful . His voice is 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻 haunting, emotional tune
2:17 😂 I love how the guy in the background repeats him like an echo just like in the recorded song😂
An adlib😂
XD
"I want to play you a very heavy song for me-"
"We love you Corey"
That's what such performances should be all about. You take some, you give some.
then before ya know it you get some😡
So emotional gives me chills every time I hear this
3:51 when he sings “angels lie to keep control” and looks up with so much sadness in his eyes man I just lost it there
I thought he says "Angel's like you control"
Also at 2:50 when he sings "Then I could hurt you in the end" 💔
@@giorgosgiorgoulis i know :(
Everytime I listen to this version, I fucking cry. cant help it. when you pointed this out I lost it.
Yess that's lyric and expression just claws deep to my heart...
Damn !!!
doesn't need to be heavy, to be heavy
When you run out of adjectives lol
Beautifully said
Oohhhhh I get it 😂😂
@@districthunter3636 but it wasn't any kind of joke, just the truth
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I'm afraid to write a word for this legend and for this song. All I can say is I'm sincerely thankful to Corey Taylor for giving us this awesome masterpeice.
I usually hate when the crowd sings with the artist, but this is beautiful and it's very fitting. We share empathy in our suffering.
pain shared is pain divided.
as with yours im sure oh well
whoever was in the audience singing did a great job
Listen to Aaron Lewis, it's been awhile, live and acoustic In London. Crowd was so In sync with Aaron it was nuts. Starts around the 4 minute mark
This is my favourite version of Snuff. His voice, the emotions he transmits through his singing, the intensity he puts in every line, the crowd singing with him, the dim lighting. Its such a powerful performance.
I just love this version so much.
Same original is great but this vocal performance is a lot better just need the original with these vocals
I bounce between this one and the studio version fs but both are so fucking 🔥
So fucking true he sang it from the bottom of his heart
With Joey or without … nope it’s with Joey every time… so not best version …
Agreed!
"Deliver me into my fate, If I'm alone I cannot hate"
-Corey Taylor
this line hits very hard 😐
And the lines that says "I couldn't face a life without ur light" and "you couldn't hate enough to love"makes me cry every time
Ironically if alone he'd be fine with nothing to sing about, or anybody to send him there.... kinda kills the song
@@kurtisdeakin thats kinda the fucking point dude!
@@kurtisdeakin Holy woosh
Its aid and not hate....
The Last "let me know..." aways takes me... a hugh from Brazil ❤❤
We need this version on Spotify ❤
Its actualy going on spotify the 20th! Its on 'cmf2b... or not 2b'
NOW IT IS!!!!
❤
@@kotkamies9110 I can’t find it
Fds escute aqui
Look for "Snuff live in London 2016"
The pain behind his voice...
Even when the crowd claps and cheered for him when he started playing the guitar
He stayed humble...and sad
Pain does not go away...
It stays inside us...as much deep as we bury it...thank you corey
yes i agree.you could not have said it better.
Pain does not go away, but like how cobblestones round out over time, the sharp edge of it fades away.
pain fades into scars always a reminder of something or someone who gave them to you. the past .
@@carrietaylor6920 like what you did there 😉
Burying the pain only causes festering. You don't hold it down. You be like Corey and bring it out and turn it into something positive. Best of luck, wasn't trying to come off as a "dad" or whatever, just saying it's not healthy keeping shit down all the time. It'll eat you up and snuff you out.
This song man, gets me every time
Mike Stankovich me too man
Mike Stankovich thas ride men 😔😭🤘
I think every man can relate to this song, we've all had this experience but Corey just put it into words so finely, its amazing. I feel the same way he did (and by the looks of things still does) when he wrote this piece.
Mike Stankovich aCopacul
Copacul
This song hits me man, just like Corey, the lyrics makes me remember what happened to me, i feel exactly what he feels...
"I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end" that hurts even for a man
My wedding song💗💛 powerful indeed love you guys from the depths of my heart thank you for the joy u giving me. Awesome anybody that has so so got a problem they need to go suck a d$ck and choke on it..💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💞💕🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍💗🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️🤍❣️❣️🤍❣️
and the way his voice sort of breaks on hurt due to emotions gets me everytime
My ex wife.
I'm going through some stuff but that line makes me cry
Imagine the balls it takes to front Slipknot, then go out, and own the stage solo with incredible emotional stuff that hits home like this. He did the oil and water thing, it's his.
It takes no balls whatsoever, dumbass.
@@MrParkerman6 chill bro lmfao
@@MrParkerman6 who hurt you?
@@MrParkerman6 clown
@@MrParkerman6 it's actually very nerve-racking singing an emotional song in front of a crowd.
I honestly want this played at my funeral. It’s absolute perfection. I listen to it on repeat when my depression gets really bad; like suicidal bad. But this song has saved me many times from doing something stupid. Funny how a song can affect you so deeply as Snuff has for me. 🖤
Depression sucks. So glad you found a song to release to. Thoughts to you girl.
stay strong!
I’m with you on that 🖤
We a need a corey party together..
U ever need an ear... You know where to turn
Back again for my daily fix of this masterpiece.
The lyrics & how he uses them are imo defo some of the best song lyrics ive ever come across. Pure talent. Cheers Corey for making 3 mins of my day feel amazing.🎉
4 mins 👍
👍👍😅💐
Always was poxy ar maths 😂
he sings like an angel and screams like a devil, how is this possible?
I think Corey is awesome but I have to say when it comes to that phrase, he sings like an angel and screams like the devil, i have to say Chester Bennington from linkin park owns that accolade.
It’s the duality of man
Because hes corey taylor
@@AkkarinDarkmoor Chester is legend, he was best of best, ssory Chester, we didn't save you..
He was given an amazing gift. That kind of singing and screaming is beyond rare as a talent.
Hearing this song after the news just hits different I keep getting the chills first Paul and now Joey Rip legends😞🖤
How did he die?
Fck Slipknot, Joey did everything for the band never cared for him, they used him when he was useful the moment he got sick he was kicked out of the band. Sick human being man.
@@uchihasasuke9016 Goddamn right
@@justinbastian2293 nkbfu
@@maxculley9329 baby
This needs to be on Spotify. Along with the audience singing with him. So fucking powerful
I suggest u get UA-cam music it has all the songs posted on UA-cam and much better if you can’t find any underground bands some
I love when the audience sings along, what a great credit to a song! Definitely adds impact and power to the song!
Agreed. The power of the audience speaks to the strength of the song.
Spotify is trash
I'll never forget , basic training at FT. Jackson , SC. Our whole busload of privates on the way to the shooting range, we sang this loud and perfectly harmonized... Gives me goosebumps.
That "hurt" on "Then I could hurt you in the end" is always a swift stab to the heart.
You can hear his voice cracking... very emotional for him.. great song
He almost gave up and was about to break..
"All that was ripped apart when you refused to fight" hits me deep in my soul
Same brother 🙏🏽
Same here..
same bro
Same
Same 🙏
The worst part of grief is people thinking there is a timeline attached... i love you little brother and i miss you every day a little more
❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Well Said ❤❤❤
If this isn't played at my funeral, I'm not going.
That's the best shit I heard today dude lmao👍
Same lol
lol
Wait...
2nd that
This is how one man with guitar and microphone can touch hearts and souls of millions
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Still get goosebumps every time. No matter how many times I've heard this song. One of the greats songs ever written. Corey's voice is so hypnotic.
Yep. I got into Slipknot about 2 decades ago when I was a kid in junior high. As I got older my musical tastes changed and morphed (and sometimes disappeared entirely)... but there are those few songs that come out every few years... in loss, darkness, tragedy, and sometimes in healing. They sit in that “🔴 PLAY IN CASE OF EMERGENCY” playlist in my Spotify account. Like a group of friends I hope to never need ever again, but know they’ll be there when I inevitably do... waiting to teach me things or make me realize something I’d never learned before. This song is up there.
Me too
This is my little way of saying thank you from my heart for your likes and comments on my personal and fan pages.
I and my management are saying a big thank you. Much love from me to you
We Appreciate All Of It.
This is Corey’s best performance. Never gets old
The whole concert is amazing
Literally watched it hundreds of times
Favorite song
❤❤❤
Listen so many times to these song. I love this version..so strong and emotional.❤corey ❤
"Dad, why was my sister named Daisy?"
"Because your mother loves Daisies!"
"Thank's dad!"
"You're welcome Snuff."
Tbh snuff is a good name
DONNiX Official are you at all aware of what a snuff movie is
@@intesalty is this what i think it is?
@@georgemantz2490 its something u really shouldnt name your kid after
P
The way he held off from crying, you could see his face start to quiver and then he pulled himself back to sing an absolute belter
I don’t remember coming across such unbelievable words in a song.
It’s not just words. It’s making you feel what he feels
Blows my mind that this is the voice of slipkont and stone sour
It's scary how right you are man
its like I only feel
I always feel like a lost cause, and it cost me the love of my life. I feel like ending everything, and i fight it every hour of every day. Thank you for posting this
Sending healing vibes ❤
@@layniac0146 thank you
Its going to be alright, remember you are not alone. Happened to me aswell, its important that you accept it and move one
❤
@@StiX-66 tbh that just sounds toxic