How Ayahuasca Change My Life - trauma, depression, relationship, finding hope again
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Oh! Emi, I’m so sorry you have been struggling. I am 78 years old and do your exercises 6 days a week. After I finish I say thank you Emi. Close your eyes and receive my gratitude. It’s in the ethers waiting for you. It comes every day. Love from Carol 🇨🇦
would you consider to add any warnings on the potential harm in ayahuasca use? to me it seems to be a stimulant drug with side effects. Seems not too appropriate to portrait it as an alternative to antidepressants as a public figure.
I think you should consider doing a little more research about psychedelics before commenting about this topic. Seems not too appropriate to talk about something you know nothing about.
@@chenyinlao6341 please enlighten me, any medical background in the ones supervising their use?
Totally agree with you. Not enough evidence about safety right now. To be fair, it seems she is simply sharing her own experience with it (didn’t finish watching the whole vid). For me, I love her workouts, but for other health advice, I think I’ll rely on recommendations from healthcare professionals.
Hi im telling you that only Jesus can change your life forever i mean not temporarily Jesus loves you no pill or drug can get you out of something only Jesus can get you truly out of depression and way more He loves you so much and wants you to come to Him instead of anything else. He will give you true peace that you cannot even describe. Peace even if your going through something hard.
Agree 100% it is a drug that makes you see things. It is not reality. It can cause you to be an addict. I don't disagree that folks have good experiences but I grown up with people who do drugs some heavier than others and they will don't all have nice experiences
glad you're doing better emi, love your work ❤
Thanks Emi, so timely, I need these words now.
Before going on an Ayahuasca trip...make sure the retreat is on the level and are done by good people and reputable (and/or have people you know watching over you). Amber Lyon mentioned on Joe Rogan's podcast that some shamans conducting the ceremony can be shady and may take advantage of your body while you're in the psychedelic state
They made it so commercial that they r not selling the drink made of real plant, but dmt in disguise!
I agree with your statement. In my area, when it comes to shamans, many simply take advantage. I have never practiced myself, but numerous news reports have warned about the dangers. Too often, cases involve shamans who claim to offer treatment, provide hypnotic drinks, and render the drinker unconscious. Consequently, many individuals are robbed or assaulted (raped) without realizing it. It's crucial to conduct thorough research before engaging in any such activities to stay safe. Otherwise, you might find yourself sinking deeper into depression later on.
Hi im telling you that only Jesus can change your life forever i mean not temporarily Jesus loves you no pill or drug can get you out of something only Jesus can get you truly out of depression and way more He loves you so much and wants you to come to Him instead of anything else. He will give you true peace that you cannot even describe. Peace even if your going through something hard.
@@rachael5611 you can spread your beliefs and the word of god but please don't impose it on others who seek out different ways of treatment. You may know that Jesus is the only thing that can help/change your life, but not everyone thinks that way, and it's important to respect everyone, as we all have different ways of treating negative issues in our life :)
Wow! Thank you for sharing this experience 😮 I have chills listening ❤
Ive been working out to your videos since pandemic started and you've been a great inspiration not to give up despite feeling disheartened. I know behind cameras that can be easier said than done. I truly hope you find peace and happiness. We all deserve that and its a continuous work to keep it. I pray that you continue fighting for your happiness.
“Jehovah is near to those that are broken at heart; and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”-Psalm 34:18. ❤
Thank you so much for all this info Emi, I've always wondered what it's like, your video gave me a detailed view of it! So happy to see you're not depressed anymore, also - LOVE your dress!
Hi im telling you that only Jesus can change your life forever i mean not temporarily Jesus loves you no pill or drug can get you out of something only Jesus can get you truly out of depression and way more He loves you so much and wants you to come to Him instead of anything else. He will give you true peace that you cannot even describe. Peace even if your going through something hard.
Beautiful Emi, Jesus is the way the truth and the life. He will fill the void in your heart and heal your pain ❤
Amen ❤
Yes he is the only way to satisfy your soul. No matter what you do, you again come back to that void. The feeling that you got , depression out of nowhere is your soul telling that it needs Jesus who's the only one who can satisfy it. Our souls are created to have constant connection to Him. When it's missing it'll act out in the form of anxiety, depression etc. I pray that you find the true happiness through Jesus ❤ God bless you Emi ❤
Yess, Jesus is the only way through whom our soul is truly satisfied. No matter what we try we again come back to the same place but it's only Jesus who can fill it. Our souls are created to have constant connection with God and when it's not happening it acts out in the form of depression, anxiety etc. i pray that you find the true satisfaction through Jesus. God bless you Emi 💕
You are glowing Em! ✨Thank you for sharing your experience, we love to see you thriving. (:
Hi Emi, thanks for sharing & am glad to know you find a way to heal your trauma. Remember to be happy, it’s a choice we have to choose. Take care.
So great to see you evolving from materialism to spirituality and creating a balanced life❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you for sharing, Emi. Keep learning and growing.
Protect urself and keep a healthy and balanced life in all aspects. May you live with discernment.
Hi Emi my name is Gloria and I love your workouts. Not doing them now but I did them in the past. I have some issues with my knees but am getting better. I will start doing more now so I will look at your leg exercises. So sorry about your split up. You are an attractive girl and can start a new life and be happy in the future. Stay healthy and positive. I love your workouts.
This is amazing. Thank you for sharing.
AMAZING VIDEO. THANK YOU FOR SHARING.👏 ❤
miley cyrus had a really bad trip on ayahuasca. Stay safe y'all
Exactly! People overlooked the danger and also lots and lots of FAKE ones. They made it so commercial nowadays that ppl who went there r not even consuming the REAL plant. Lots of them r selling dmt in disguise! But travellers r not aware of that or they simply ignore the fact n live in their dream.
Yeah it's not for everyone though
Hi im telling you that only Jesus can change your life forever i mean not temporarily Jesus loves you no pill or drug can get you out of something only Jesus can get you truly out of depression and way more He loves you so much and wants you to come to Him instead of anything else. He will give you true peace that you cannot even describe. Peace even if your going through something hard.
Same here - worst experience of my life.
Are u miley cyrus?
Thnaks for your sharing. I had quite a different life path but somehow i feel strong resonance with the emotions you talked about in this video and the previous one u talked about your relationship. Thank you
Thanks so much for sharing, Emi. ❤❤❤
Emi, what is the name of the retreat you went to? Why did you decide to specifically go to Columbia in the first place?
Thank you for sharing!
Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your experience. I love you chose a Holistic route vs big pharmaceutical, has a pill for everything. You're amazing, sending love and positive vibez ❤
I'm from Perú, from where it originated.
I'm personally someone attached to science and not very confident of what some people call traditional medicine, but if that helps you, I suppose you it's fine.
Btw, I've been following your channel for, I think, a year or two. Waiting for more exercise videos.
我是你的香港觀眾, 一直都喜歡你, 有睇你的片架!! 加油呀, 祝福你以後一直都開心平安, 內心一直都舒適自在! 支持你! 💗☺💪
I am really interested in this and so grateful that you shared such a personal experience with us. I know some people are triggered or concerned about this experience and they are saying very hurtful words. Hope that you understand where they are coming from and won’t let those comments bring you down.
Emi, thank you for your honesty and sharing your journey with us! Love what you do and I appreciate your openness to talk about your struggles, which most of us as well have. It takes courage to do so. You are an inspiration and a good friend and I wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart. I can recommend you Caroline Winkler channel, she talks a lot about depression and anxiety in a most fun, hones and no bs way. With those struggles it is always ebb and flow.
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Emi, what is the name of the retreat? Please let me know! Thank you
Thank you for sharing Emi❤ 🫂
thank you for sharing❤
I experienced a severe mental trauma 3 years back, the pain of separation. Even today if someone close to my heart makes their exit from my life, I get shattered. Recently it has happened that I had to part with a very special person in my life due to unavoidable circumstances, even I won't be able to see her again perhaps and that made my trauma come back, then I realised how special and lucky I am to be loved and cherished by so many people. I reminded myself that I am grateful to have my parents, my grandparents and my friends, and that has helped me get out of this terrible fear of loss. I know I am not completely over her but atleast I have tried to accept my life as it is, without her.
Hii emi thanks for. Your programs but can u plz make more programs u didn't uploaded from past 9 momths
Take care Emi.
Not good, so much information missing.... This is SO IRRESPONSIBLE.
well done :) so happy for you
take care, stay health
Thanks for sharing
Hi Emi, love your dress. Could you please tell me where to order?
Thanks for sharing !!! I wanted to try too but still considering , thank for your self experience information, You are brave to share , and i m glad now you feel a lot better , love you still :)) add oil !!
Pls, can you tell me where I can find the workout schedules of yours, that I find on Pinterest?????
Plant and nature stuffs are always healing for humans...Ayurvdeda has some plants too
Thanks
Emi! I’ve been a silent viewer of your videos for years now, but I just wanted to say that I’m so happy for you. Regardless of the haters and controversy around ayahuasca, it has clearly helped you in your healing journey and that’s all that matters. I’m glad that you were able to find peace and answers, even though the journey doesn’t end there. I’m rooting for you! ❤
Loved hosting you at LaWayra Emily 🤗
Exercise is best for depression, which is what you do and are brilliant at it 👌 It depends of course how severely depressed you have been as it’s not the same as feeling sad or down about situations which have light at the end of the tunnel, just stay safe 💜
emi, but that's a drug...
Pliss update content workout
Hi emi!! I really hope you would see this comment and kindly do a favour for me...Me and my mom have been doing your exercises for 2 weeks now..She truly likes ur videos...but she's been experiencing knee pain for a while now.. she's upset that she's not able to lose weight due to this.. I'm not able to look at her upset with no hope of losing over 30 kgs...Can you please make a video with exercises for ppl with thyroid issues and knee friendly? I would truly be grateful for you..Thank you so much...BTW I LUV UR VIDEOS!! 💕
Thank you for spreading awareness for Ayahuasca! It's such an underrated and understudied path of care, even in psychedelic-based treatments.
However, even IF you are NOT South America, there ARE other psychedelic-guided/based psychotherapeutic options!! It's an underrated and honestly, underappreciated path of self care (mainly cause of stigma). Some of these are Psilocybin based, and some may be MDMA based, so PLEASEEE try to reach out to these facilities (in most continents now really) if you are interested.
I don't take recreational drugs, but this path has intrigued me for a very, very long time (I study psychology, esp behavioral), so I was PSYCHED to see this video from one of my (only really) favorite fitness influencers. BIGGGG thank you! And I hope you feel calmer and happier with yourself!
Emi it's been a long time you haven't uploaded any workout especially a full body workout which is fat burning one and of 30 minutes ... Please it's a request to do it 😊
Can you make a video to lose weight for pair body shape
Not my life, not my business. Everyone has to walk their path and find their way on their own. I am not hear to approve or disapprove their path choices. I was here to listen to their experiences objectively. Some need to practice active listening because at the end of the day your opinion doesn't matter either.
Well when people broadcast their experiences one shouldn't be surprised if someone has something to add.
People shouldn't fear discussion.
Get to know God is the best cure for all kinds of mental illnesses. ❤❤❤❤ May the Lord bless you, Emi. Prayed for you. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
That's what I wanted to say. I wished she'd try God too. 😇
So true.
Hopefully people will come to this conclusion about life in general sooner rather than later.
This life is fleeting.
@@marie-antoniettebalungcas3995same❤ I'm pray for her❤😊
加油！❤👍!
因為四次ayahuasca 所以depression好返
比人講到話你唔試 ayahuasca 就不如返去香港睇精神科食藥 之後你因為唔想食藥而走去試?
但treatment之前未查清楚咩源頭、要做咩 淨係見到有位就入。。仲要係一個女仔係異國
頭2次treatment講到有幾唔願意、搞到喲人好似入左邪教咁瘋狂喊嘔etc.•仲要係自己第一二次就比個
treatment搞到 wingwing 地都照繼續因為20個人得自己一個quit 會好樣衰。。？乜野logic？？
個人認為 diagnose 左有 depression 就係一個長期病係會因為某啲野刺激而feel good 一陣 但之後又會長期
處於一個好低谷嘅狀態 而有 depression係需要有長期
嘅治療並非一步登天 所以其實你會唔會太快斷定ayahuasca嘅好？
聽你講依家有見therapist 不如同佢講下呢單野？始終人哋都係專業人士 可以比到你多啲意見:)
People get depression because of judgemental comments and unsolicited negativity like this. You may be speaking out what you think is good or correct but that’s just your opinion. It may be a better idea to speak with subtler and kinder words so that your message is actually received by the other end.
It sounded more like you were high and tripping. Glad it worked out though. Stay healthy and strong.
tbh I think in hk depression is in general over diagnosed. That's how psychiatrist earn money here. But in most times we are just experiencing depressive emotions. If interfered with right therapy, which also lacks in hk, ppl can soon get better.
I am halfway through the video and all I’m thinking… is this thing she is talking about just giving people hallucinations?
I love you very much ❤❤❤🇧🇩
Emi, I wanted to say... thank you for making workout videos for us. I owe a lot to you. But please, please, please be careful about this ayahuasca stuff. It sounds like many other 'miracle cures' that have been promoted extensively before. It is not good for you and may be dangerous. I hope you feel better soon...
Thats too crazy omg
Hey Emi, Im a fan, just wondering... PLS can you do energizing morning streches? 💪💪
people who agree
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Can’t believe you made a video on Ayaouscha I had been thinking about doing it for years, and after sooo much research and deliberation I finally have a retreat booked, then I see this video! 😍 crazy x
再找專業醫護人員了解一下吧，這種療法的問題是沒有找專業人士確認病況。
Ayahuasca is a consumer experience dressed up as spirituality. Remember, if spirituality doesn't require you to be better, like traditional Buddhism, Islam, Christianity, etc it is just more feel good bullshit
Do more excercise vedios Emi
Emi, would u mind to recommend the organisation who arrange this programme, and how to join? Thanks
Please don't get involved with this movement. It may seem good but it only leads to destruction. Jesus is the one who provides the true healing we need. This drug can't provide lasting healing, but is only a vice
Power is from within. We have the ability to manifest what we want
Where is chaad? Separated?
Yes
long time already
So proud of you and it’s just amazing to see your bravery in sharing this publicly.
I hope that this inspires others to consider plant medicine as a potential solution when they are suffering. 🍵🍄
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Uneasy to get through all of it. Lots of Hkers are having these issues. Add oil
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Jesus is the way, the truth and the life if you truly want lasting happiness. God bless
Yes Amen sister ❤ He is the only way ✝️
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everything that is described during use is as close as possible to conventional drugs, dangerous and can be lengthy. It's okay to live in sobriety. without altered drug states
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Drugs long term side effects a very slippery slope eventually pulls you downward and ruins many lives.
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no offense but what really happpend between u and chad am sryy I had to bring this upp
Emi , I hope you are ok and will stay strong. However I must say this video seems inappropriate , sending misleading messages. Also how would your parents feel.
Wishing you all the best , take care lady ❤
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You need Jesus Christ girl.
Why you have to go far away to cure your depression? while your depression root is come from your heart.
As you are the yoga practitioner i recommend Buddhism to solve heart and mind problems. And Stoicism to boundaries your mental to face reality and future.
I can’t imagine n a bit worried that this vid will be driving lots of people to try. The truth is they r making big bucks n it’s becoming so commercial that lots of merchants (shaman claim to be) r now selling fake ones with dmt instead of the real plant. 😢
Emi , Your a lovely lady and you seem smart but I hope you know that this is just a temporary fix after the thrill then comes the down fall ! because Satan is behind all of these feel good substance. Jesus loves you and wants you to know Him .prayers to you
Psychedelics heal.
Drugs in general only provide a bandaid over a deep wound that needs so much more. It's Jesus who provides the true healing we need.
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Whenever a rich person says "X ended my trauma, depression, relationship" they are just enjoying their most recent validation of their own narcissism. She took an expensive trip and now feels special. You can't afford the same trip so you aren't as special.
You totally missed the message and have definitely never experienced any teacher plants. Your comment is pure projection.
Real
What a hateful and negative message, I’m sure your own troubles in your life has motivated you to express this disgusting comment. I hope years from now you reflect on this and realise how close minded ur statement is
What a disgusting message. I feel sorry for you and your projection of the negativities in ur life
@@stephaniejohanna5783 real change is hard. Expensive vacations are easy.
Im sorry but Jesus is the only one who can make you a new creation, not any medicine, not any experience.
I read a comment on your Bali daily life vlog that the person pointed out you don’t have to pretend to be happy in Bali life
For some reason, I have the same feeling on that vlog too. You emphasize how great and fulfilling your life is in Bali, but it seems a bit fabricated and masked to me
Really appreciate you are opening your true situation and status to your viewers
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Oh no I’m so sad for her Jesus is the answer to every problem in life.
Hi im telling you that only Jesus can change your life forever i mean not temporarily Jesus loves you no pill or drug can get you out of something only Jesus can get you truly out of depression and way more He loves you so much and wants you to come to Him instead of anything else. He will give you true peace that you cannot even describe. Peace even if your going through something hard.
Yes thats true!
Many people have talked about seeing demons while on their trip. Dont be surprised if your depression returns. Filling your life with experiences will not fill that void that only Jesus can fill.
Kudos to Chad for dodging a bullet. I bet he's living a happy life now.
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Hi Emi, things like Ayahuasca are spiritually dangerous and only do harm instead of good. I urge you to turn to Jesus Christ. He has died for your sins and only He can offer true peace, fulfillment, hope and joy.
Repent of your sins, turn to Jesus Christ and be saved. ❤️
People think they can reach enlightenment on their own but they don't realize how fallen they are. The perfect sacrifice only comes from Jesus Christ. He's the only one who can set us free.
Yes! I hope Emi sees this and finds Christ. Enough of this New Age poison.
Ok - but why only Jesus Christ when all of the religion and spiritual practices all point toward the same thing? You all have just said that ONLY Jesus Christ can save us but none can provide the reason. Why is his sacrifice related to us reaching enlightenment/being freed?
@@wwong1899 hi, just wanted to let you know that I'm writing up a response to your questions.
@@wwong1899 Other religions are works-based meaning that they focus on what you yourself must do to be accepted - you have to earn your way based on how moral you are or taking part in various rituals. Christianity is about grace. It is about sinners (which we all are) coming to Christ for the forgiveness and salvation that only He can give. We are saved not by our works or our own goodness but by faith in Jesus Christ through grace.
Salvation is in Jesus Christ alone. In John 14:6, Jesus says, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me". John 3:16 says, "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life". Jesus is the only perfect sacrifice for sin against a perfect and holy God because He is perfectly blameless.
Hi Emi, thank you for sharing this. I just want to let you know only Jesus is the answer in life. We can never find enough worth in ourselves because as humans we are broken. Only Jesus is perfect and He loves you. Praying for you to come to Christ one day. You don't need to consume anything but just confess that Christ is Lord.
Ayahuasca opens up the spirit world, and you will encounter the demonic spirit world. The devil is crafty, will lure you in with real good feelings. Then he will make you pay. Jesus is God and HE LOVES YOU. God forgives our sins and heals our trauma in Him.
I am genuinely interested in this - how did you know it opens up the “demonic” spirit world when (i suppose) you have not experienced it yourself? Did you get this piece of information from someone who has personal experience? And why would you put a label on this as a demonic spiritual world? I see many people are sharing their positive ayahuasca experience, would really want to learn about it - not just from these people but also from others with a different religion background or on a different spiritual path.
@@wwong1899 We know experiences like this opens a person up to the demonic spirit world because God said so in His Word, the Bible. One of the original languages of the Bible was Greek and the word pharmakeia (where we get the word for pharmacy) is often translated as witchcraft or sorcery. The biblical issue here seems to be combining the use of drugs with magic.
1 Peter 5:8 says, "Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour.
Matthew 12:43-45 says, "When the unclean spirit has gone out of a person, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, but finds none. Then it says, ‘I will return to my house from which I came.’ And when it comes, it finds the house empty, swept, and put in order. Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that person is worse than the first. So also will it be with this evil generation."
Ephesians 6:10-12 says, "Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places."
Leviticus 19:31 says, "Do not turn to mediums or necromancers; do not seek them out, and so make yourselves unclean by them: I am the Lord your God."
Isaiah 8:19 says, "When someone tells you to consult mediums and spiritists, who whisper and mutter, should not a people inquire of their God? Why consult the dead on behalf of the living?"
1 Corinthians 10:21 says, "You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons. You cannot partake of the table of the Lord and the table of demons."
Be careful what you research about the Bible; lots of false teachers and misspoken words out there either blatantly or unintentionally misdefining God's Word. I'd recommend getting a Bible with commentary from either John MacArthur or Timothy Keller.
@@wwong1899 Okay, my original reply got deleted! Don't know what's going on but Matthew 12:43-45 says, "When the unclean spirit has gone out of a person, it passes through waterless places seeking rest, but finds none. Then it says, ‘I will return to my house from which I came.’ And when it comes, it finds the house empty, swept, and put in order. Then it goes and brings with it seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they enter and dwell there, and the last state of that person is worse than the first. So also will it be with this evil generation."
There are many other Bible verses mentioning this topic. Some I can list below:
Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 1 Peter 5:8
When someone tells you to consult mediums and spiritists, who whisper and mutter, should not a people inquire of their God? Why consult the dead on behalf of the living? Isaiah 8:19
Do not turn to mediums or necromancers; do not seek them out, and so make yourselves unclean by them: I am the Lord your God. Leviticus 19:31
You cannot drink the cup of the Lord and the cup of demons. You cannot partake of the table of the Lord and the table of demons. 1 Corinthians 10:21
@@wwong1899 I tried responding to your comment and question twice but it somehow disappeared both times. I posted it as my own comment to see if it sticks and so far it's still there so I'm not sure why that was happening but check my answer there to your question