🔔 TIME STAMPS 🔔 INTRO 0:00 PILE 1 {Ocean Jasper} 8:28 PILE 2 {Smokey Citrine} 51:25 PILE 3 {Selenite} 1:27:13 PILE 4 {Pyrite Matrix} 2:07:38 ☠ Please be aware of scammers in the comments impersonating me. I will never message you to offer readings. You can ONLY book readings with me by emailing moonmothgoddess@gmail.com ☠
Thank you, BEAUTIFUL soul siSTAR ❤🙏🏻✌💫😇🕯🧙♀️❣❣ Sending you lots of loving supportive energy at this time. I'm also living in 2 places at the moment and it is so hard but I'm on the same property, not flying across state lines...you are a WARRIOR GODDESS 🙌💪💪💪🙌❣❣
Watching this and while I can appreciate what your saying from a spiritual level, I have a diagnosis of CPTSD and its not as easy as simply saying the past is in the past and letting it go, it literally alters the course of your brain chemistry, that can take a life time of healing, blessed be
Pile 2: spot on Ik what my shadow is it’s self esteem issues worth overthinking anxiety emotions and sometimes over doing things. It’s slowly healing and getting better tho. I do love hard but now more careful with it ❤ and love it can wait. But yes I have a feminine and masculine wounds due to my childhood. ❤️I was and still have a problem of ppl pleasing or being self sabotaging. Never had a strong relationship with either parents especially my mom. And wanting to free myself from them
Pile 3: thank you, darling! Life can be really, really hard sometimes. I'm trying to work on myself, but all the doors seem to be closed... and I feel lost in that place of "stillness" now. I'm feeling overwhelmed, but not a victim!
Pile 2 here. Thank you. I needed this reality check and a reminder. Also, never feel timid giving your messages when it comes to shadow-work. It is what it is. People NEED to hear unadulterated truth about themselves in order to heal the wound and evolve. So yeah your reading was 💯 on point. Im working on my issues. Its painful and very difficult. Thanks again. 😊
Pile 2. I needed to hear how toxic I am to myself. Letting rejection bring out the negativity I feel about myself. Obsessively holding on to people that don't care about me. My shadow side has been taking over my life and I really need to find the strength to pull myself out of this. Thank you for your empathy and kind way you deliver the messages when most needed.
Pile #3- Thank you so much. You described me and my situation perfectly. I know I need to heal, it's just been very hard to do so. Thank you for saying, "you matter." I have a hard time believing that at times, but it was good to hear.
I've chosen pile 3. And guess what. While I am listening. I am sitting in the sun, in a white long dress with short sleeves. And also the rest fits. I love the way you do your readings ❤ you are so gifted ❤
Pile 3 yes everything I see w my eyes closed or not everything most of the time I see nothing once I seen the family of a person I was doing reiki on but as they were young but all the other stuff I’ve seen is thousands of every scary thing we’ve ever seen in the movies and thousands of ones we’ve never seen morphing into each other. My deep need to connect & insatiable curiosity makes me watch every second but I know there’s more that’s just all I’ve seen. ❤ Spot on.
Pile four really hit home on every level. Especially the isolating part. As a Medium & Lightworker I don't want anyone to see that side of me. But then I have to remind myself that I am just as Human as everyone else and it's okay to be vulnerable...that's where our strength lies 🙏🏻 . Thank you for another GREAT Reading, Monique 🤗💕✌❣❣
Omg pile 3 😮. So me and I’m glad I’m not alone hiding in my darkness. Been through so much trauma but very psychic !!! ❤️❤️. Thank your for these messages. Made me cry when you said you’re proud of me 😢.
When I listen to you, I feel like I can actually talk. I don't know why but I feel something with you and I feel like I can actually talk about things. And it feels great. You're awesome 🫂
Monique exudes such genuine empathy in her readings that she can call up those emotions in me over the internet! I love that she gets emotionally involved in each and every read and you can tell she is feeling all that pile feels, that is why you can take her explanation of your shadow easily as it’s done with compassion and love. ❤pile 3 and I did cry.
Pile 3! @neptunechildtarot Thank you thank you for being proud of me/us!! What ever I did or accomplish, nobody ever tell me they are proud! That made me more critical of myself and I never tell myself that I love or proud of myself! So thank you thank you for those kind words!❤😢
I'm pile 3, very dark but loving light in me, reconnected but connected, I am the loving shadow and I feel like I'm waking up to a new path, love your readi g hun❤❤🖤😈😇
You wont believe this but (pile 3) I wear a partial for my front teeth and my dentist has stretched out for past month - upcoming 5 I say 5 more visits for perfect fitting and I thought this is ludicrous? How what why? Then I thought my ego. This bothers me a lot not having my two front teeth and I thought this time is for me to get a hold on reality and my ego. Confirmation. Also I suffered from BPD a lot my life but have aged out of the huge highs & low lows. This can happen and I noticed it happening 10 years ago. But my root sacral & solar plexus slowly healing. Thank you for your information Im rejuvenated & Im going to thank my shadow self for helping me by keeping my front teeth out of my way until I know in my soul what really matters. Bless your heart thanks again!❤
Pile 2: I honestly gave up on dating because I got tired of being disappointed, and it seems like when I evaluate prospects for intentions and stability, everyone fails to meet even the minimum standards. It tends to be far and few in between people I actually like to begin with. The other day, I realized I'm not really willing to make myself vulnerable anymore.
My mother used to criticize me about how much longer it took me to walk as a baby and compare to my older sister. Now that I have my own child I know that tummy time is pivotal in building the muscles needed to stand up off the floor. These were muscles that were extremely weak until I started my weightlifting journey. My growth was delayed and my abilities were judged harshly for not having adequate care as a baby along with many other things that were mostly as a result of being neglected, abused, and misjudged. I may not be perfect but I realize neither is my life situation...I will not beat myself up about my perceived failures because that helps no one. My child needs a balanced mother not someone stuck in the past or scared of the future.
pile one and it resonated so deeply . I’m definitely in a season of growth and self improvement and it’s been a rocky road considering how much shame and guilt I’ve had to work through but i feel enlightened and determined to push forward and keep affirming myself and my goals.
Wow.. not me literally painting a picture of a shadowed girl running through a field of grass into the sunset as i watch pile 3. 🤯 My jaw just about hit the floor..
Pile 4 . . . Hiding because I don't want to spoil pile 4 for someone else to pick... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Shadow work for me has been an exercise in serving justice for the way I was fractured into light and shadow in childhood (religious upbringing). I appreciate my shadow because she's often the better character between my two sides. She is what makes me real and not just a Litrle-Miss-Perfect, goody-two-shoes Barbie doll. Without my shadow I'm a fake like the frauds I grew up with, and I refuse to be like them. My shadow might be a lot more of a "sinner" than I like to admit I am, but dammit she is real and raw and she is her own kind of pure. This message about wanting acknowledgement is almost like a thank-you for already having done it. I have a long way to go, but "me and my shadow" seem to be getting along--even though she did run my mouth last night and I almost got Zucked oops but honestly I don't care, it's 98% meaningless b.s. nonsense on that platform anyway, with 2% celebrations and happy life updates. My shadow doesn't like seeing those celebrations because I'm envious that I don't have my own celebrations and happy life updates, but whatever. I'll get mine. They'll all see.
I was drawn to Pile 3 right away, like I did not even see the other piles. Everything was true and resonated. I cried the whole time. Thank you for the reading. Love you too, you are may favourite.
i’m gonna be honest: i’ve never seen your channel pop up until tonight, but i just felt drawn to this video and wow. i chose pile 3. and boy, oh boy. it was… a little too close to home. so painfully, painfully close to home. i’m a 40 yo infp. when i was 15, i received my first kiss. from a man 10-15 yr older than me. i was young, stupid, and believed that he loved me. because it wasn’t a one-time, violent assault and because i genuinely didn’t understand (like i do now that i’m an adult) what was happening, i slowly started shutting down. by the time i was 20, i was almost completely non-functioning. i did nothing but lay in bed, get up to eat and take care of other necessary human things, and went back to bed. anytime anyone tried to interact with me, i was a monster. a raging, bitter, toxic monster. i was in my late 20s before things started to change. and they were slow changes. it’s been over 10 years, and i’m definitely improved. but i always feel like i’ll always be “behind” everyone else. not just in terms of “status” or anything, but it’s that social immaturity. i’m immature for 40 because i shut down for so long that i never grew. i just… stopped. i froze. it’s a struggle to ask for help, because at this age, ppl expect you to be at a certain place and mindset. and i’m not there. and it’s just… so frustrating. and obviously there’s a lot more… intimate and intricate… details, but this just hit so close to home. and i know i need more help. i know i have a lot more catching up to do. but it’s… ugly. and maddening. and painful. i really need to hear a lot of this tonight.
Pile #4, TY Monique, your reading opened a lesson from spirit to keep moving forward and to suffer fools gladly, even when I the one being the fool. Lol
Pile 2, totally resonated with me. It's something I've realised last year, that I have had repetitive patterns of behaviour regarding relationships, and this year I've been working on that. I've realised it's because I didn't have that emotional connection and fulfilment from my father, and I've been desperately looking for it elsewhere, only attracting unavailable (physically, mentally or emotionally) people. My father always provided me with everything I needed (not what I wanted), but he's very emotionally detached. He never gave me a hug or kind words of comfort. When asked for help, he would just tell me to deal with it, and to not be weak, so yeah, very masculine energy. All this reading made a lot of sense. Thank you so much for it.
Pile 2 totally resonated. I’m a cancerian so yes emotions run deep and when I love, I love with everything inside of me. I recently split from someone that was noncommittal, in and out, he took me for granted and I finally realized I deserved better but it took 4 years. I have been working on my self esteem and working on grounding my energy. I absolutely love this reading I'm totally ready to work on myself.
Pile one Resonated I felt it and I was like. I gotta go watch it after my first pile. And I was correct. There were some things in here that I needed to hear from myself.
All of it but especially P2 ❤ really resonates Monique, you described my heart and wounds and shadow so well, my wounded feminine and mother wound…you said it better than any therapist I’ve ever had in the past, thank you
Pile 3 is so what I needed to hear! Definitely resonates for me! It’s interesting to hear your example of the woman running through the fields towards the bright light because I had a very interesting dream last night. I was running through this wide forest with fog in the distance and there were multiple shadow figures just scattered about. I could feel fear in my chest as I was running and I thought to myself if I don’t get outta here soon then I’m gonna be stuck with them. So I was running towards this big boulder ahead of me because that felt like an exit for some reason. As I got closer to the boulder and bright light flashed and then I woke up! As I woke up I could immediately realize that my whole body was breathing heavy when the dream was occurring. The part about us feeling drawn to help people is true for me especially! I have since been so interested in earth bound spirits and I genuinely do feel bad for them and would like to help in any way if I can. So I been listening to reiki and frequencies to increase my psychic abilities. Thank you for this reading! I have some work to do but I want to do it because I don’t want to continue in this state for some more years!
I picked pile 2 and I can't tell you how spot on this is and was a very deep message and I was finally ready to hear. Thank you So much. ❤ I found your channel a couple of months ago. The messages are always spot on.
Pile 2 here Came across this just when I needed it 🙂 Everything you said was true and not a surprise. I'm working on breaking these cycles and healing I know where the root cause is too Thank you so much for this reading 💖
Pile 4. Yeah for the first time in my life I'm really trying to accept my sexuality. This is hard when a parent is judgmental about these things. But with an important relationship on the horizon this can no longer be pushed away
Pile 4 is spot on! The energy is exhausting, but I'm working through all of it. Healing has been ugly for me but well worth it. I was raised a catholic and never accepted as a witch. I'm working through inner child trauma, I've never been able to be myself. Thank you SO much for this beautiful reading. It resonated so deeply for me. Blessed be.
Pile 3 Im afraid they’ll take the little that’s left & then what? I’ve seen scenes open up in the kitchen like a screen but the scene was people terrified screaming running. Once i was half astral half on the couch. I am empathic I love people animals & love. Just yet to experience love real. ❤
Pile 3, I used to yell "you matter" to myself when I was in the car alone. I thought I wouldn't cry when you said some of you will cry. My eyes filled with tears😢 I dont know who I am and I dont think no one can help me find me, if I am struggling to find myself.
Yeah, my mother does these things because she's a narcissist. And yes, I act on that sometimes not all the time. Anymore much now but I do still act on it. And I am working on that. It's hard though
I have been very observant I am always observed it. I watch when I look Listen. Yeah, I have no problem with that. I'm aware of everything and anything.
One of the most interesting reading… I actually really liked and embraced this one… I was drawn to three of them. Thank you for your vulnerability. I know there was a reason I found you first as my very first tarot reader and it just clicked today why you were the one who came across my feed. Thank you moon moth goddess 🦋
Pile 1&4 i rly need a decompression room so i can meditate and come down from the day. When I get home I feel like a brick! Ive been going thru alot this year i started therapy in january and been doing the throws of healing. Im trying to see my potential and know that i can do anything i put my mind to! I have it in me I just need to believe! ❤ ty i needed that tough love reading! 😊
Hey Monique, thank you for this reading. I chose pile 2 (with the water card) and it resonated very much, and was insightful & valuable. I recognized myself in these messages. You are a great reader, and I always feel you as a healing presence. You can read for me with honesty any time, and I feel at ease and safe with that (even when it is speaking about vulnerable things or shadow layers)- as you do it with love and intentions of empowerment & healing. I appreciate your videos on here a lot. My gratitude.... 💘💗💕🖤💕💗💘
And when I take a positive breath. I feel all this stuff in that moment. I write it down or I'll listen to music. Or I'll do my poetry, or I'll draw it out. Or I'll color I'll do things to let it go.
Yes, and that's what I think about this s*** with my mom. I need to not carry that anymore Some things are still there with me. My mother. And it's difficult, but I'm still working on things with that.
See, cause The Thing is with me. I always felt that I was protecting my own self throughout my whole entire life. Which I know I was and that's the masculine side of me because I'm a tomboy. I wish I was like I'm a boy, that is the truth.
That's actually what I'm doing now I have a page for shadow cell and I'm writing things down as I listen to You. I'm gonna go back and listen to these raids again and right more stuff down.
I was young and naive sensitive. Didn't know much at all and I and II aint gonna lie. I did let things happen. I didn't stop it. I didn't know much. I got hurt in the process. I went through it all I did.
I will tell you I'm still learning I just learned this. No, I'm still learning a lot of stuff. And because of my disability learning disability. I'm happy that I don't know everything and anything. I'm happy that I can still learn. I love learning.
🔔 TIME STAMPS 🔔
INTRO 0:00
PILE 1 {Ocean Jasper} 8:28
PILE 2 {Smokey Citrine} 51:25
PILE 3 {Selenite} 1:27:13
PILE 4 {Pyrite Matrix} 2:07:38
☠ Please be aware of scammers in the comments impersonating me. I will never message you to offer readings. You can ONLY book readings with me by emailing moonmothgoddess@gmail.com ☠
Thank you, BEAUTIFUL soul siSTAR ❤🙏🏻✌💫😇🕯🧙♀️❣❣ Sending you lots of loving supportive energy at this time. I'm also living in 2 places at the moment and it is so hard but I'm on the same property, not flying across state lines...you are a WARRIOR GODDESS 🙌💪💪💪🙌❣❣
Watching this and while I can appreciate what your saying from a spiritual level, I have a diagnosis of CPTSD and its not as easy as simply saying the past is in the past and letting it go, it literally alters the course of your brain chemistry, that can take a life time of healing, blessed be
Pile 2: spot on Ik what my shadow is it’s self esteem issues worth overthinking anxiety emotions and sometimes over doing things. It’s slowly healing and getting better tho. I do love hard but now more careful with it ❤ and love it can wait. But yes I have a feminine and masculine wounds due to my childhood. ❤️I was and still have a problem of ppl pleasing or being self sabotaging. Never had a strong relationship with either parents especially my mom. And wanting to free myself from them
Pile 3: thank you, darling! Life can be really, really hard sometimes. I'm trying to work on myself, but all the doors seem to be closed... and I feel lost in that place of "stillness" now. I'm feeling overwhelmed, but not a victim!
Boy oh boy...Spirit has an incredible sense of humor 😂😂😂 ! The DARKNESS is very, very REAL inside at this time 🙃🔥😡🔥🤬...
OMG... Help us all...
No one ever says this but I feel that anger, outbursts can occasionally be divinely guided.
Pile 2 here. Thank you. I needed this reality check and a reminder. Also, never feel timid giving your messages when it comes to shadow-work. It is what it is. People NEED to hear unadulterated truth about themselves in order to heal the wound and evolve. So yeah your reading was 💯 on point. Im working on my issues. Its painful and very difficult. Thanks again. 😊
My pile was #3 I just want to say thank you Monique for you kind words 🩷 I felt your tears through the screen and made me cry because I really relate.
Pile 2. I needed to hear how toxic I am to myself. Letting rejection bring out the negativity I feel about myself. Obsessively holding on to people that don't care about me. My shadow side has been taking over my life and I really need to find the strength to pull myself out of this. Thank you for your empathy and kind way you deliver the messages when most needed.
Pile #3- Thank you so much. You described me and my situation perfectly. I know I need to heal, it's just been very hard to do so. Thank you for saying, "you matter." I have a hard time believing that at times, but it was good to hear.
I've chosen pile 3. And guess what. While I am listening. I am sitting in the sun, in a white long dress with short sleeves. And also the rest fits. I love the way you do your readings ❤ you are so gifted ❤
Pile 3 yes everything I see w my eyes closed or not everything most of the time I see nothing once I seen the family of a person I was doing reiki on but as they were young but all the other stuff I’ve seen is thousands of every scary thing we’ve ever seen in the movies and thousands of ones we’ve never seen morphing into each other. My deep need to connect & insatiable curiosity makes me watch every second but I know there’s more that’s just all I’ve seen. ❤ Spot on.
Pile four really hit home on every level. Especially the isolating part. As a Medium & Lightworker I don't want anyone to see that side of me. But then I have to remind myself that I am just as Human as everyone else and it's okay to be vulnerable...that's where our strength lies 🙏🏻 . Thank you for another GREAT Reading, Monique 🤗💕✌❣❣
Pile 1: resonated for me, As an Aries moon, I am impulsive and reacting so fast..
wow wow wow. pile 3 is bang on... i feel like reaching out after that...
Omg pile 3 😮. So me and I’m glad I’m not alone hiding in my darkness. Been through so much trauma but very psychic !!! ❤️❤️. Thank your for these messages. Made me cry when you said you’re proud of me 😢.
When I listen to you, I feel like I can actually talk. I don't know why but I feel something with you and I feel like I can actually talk about things. And it feels great. You're awesome 🫂
Monique exudes such genuine empathy in her readings that she can call up those emotions in me over the internet! I love that she gets emotionally involved in each and every read and you can tell she is feeling all that pile feels, that is why you can take her explanation of your shadow easily as it’s done with compassion and love. ❤pile 3 and I did cry.
Pile 3! @neptunechildtarot Thank you thank you for being proud of me/us!! What ever I did or accomplish, nobody ever tell me they are proud! That made me more critical of myself and I never tell myself that I love or proud of myself! So thank you thank you for those kind words!❤😢
Pile 3.. this reading made me cry. This massage was really what I needed to hear. Thank you so much. Bless you🖤
I find it amazing that when you are trying to think of a word, I say a word out loud and thats the word you say. It happens often. 😁
I'm pile 3, very dark but loving light in me, reconnected but connected, I am the loving shadow and I feel like I'm waking up to a new path, love your readi g hun❤❤🖤😈😇
You wont believe this but (pile 3) I wear a partial for my front teeth and my dentist has stretched out for past month - upcoming 5 I say 5 more visits for perfect fitting and I thought this is ludicrous? How what why? Then I thought my ego. This bothers me a lot not having my two front teeth and I thought this time is for me to get a hold on reality and my ego. Confirmation. Also I suffered from BPD a lot my life but have aged out of the huge highs & low lows. This can happen and I noticed it happening 10 years ago. But my root sacral & solar plexus slowly healing. Thank you for your information Im rejuvenated & Im going to thank my shadow self for helping me by keeping my front teeth out of my way until I know in my soul what really matters. Bless your heart thanks again!❤
Pile 2: I honestly gave up on dating because I got tired of being disappointed, and it seems like when I evaluate prospects for intentions and stability, everyone fails to meet even the minimum standards. It tends to be far and few in between people I actually like to begin with. The other day, I realized I'm not really willing to make myself vulnerable anymore.
I am pile 3. Thank you M 🖤
My mother used to criticize me about how much longer it took me to walk as a baby and compare to my older sister.
Now that I have my own child I know that tummy time is pivotal in building the muscles needed to stand up off the floor.
These were muscles that were extremely weak until I started my weightlifting journey.
My growth was delayed and my abilities were judged harshly for not having adequate care as a baby along with many other things that were mostly as a result of being neglected, abused, and misjudged.
I may not be perfect but I realize neither is my life situation...I will not beat myself up about my perceived failures because that helps no one. My child needs a balanced mother not someone stuck in the past or scared of the future.
That's correct, there is a solution for every problem. I learned that throughout my years and I mastered that. Yes, that is correct.
Pile 3 I live from my shadow low self esteem people pleasing staying small - ton of trauma - not really living for all I remember. ❤
Pile 1. Yes, I'm impulsive, short tempered and confrontational at times. I have Aries rising and Mars in Aries. I come by it naturally 😂
pile one and it resonated so deeply . I’m definitely in a season of growth and self improvement and it’s been a rocky road considering how much shame and guilt I’ve had to work through but i feel enlightened and determined to push forward and keep affirming myself and my goals.
You described me and my life. Right on the money..... spooky and eye opening. Thank you for your service 💚
Pile 3 🥺 thank you. I'm literally crying.
Wow.. not me literally painting a picture of a shadowed girl running through a field of grass into the sunset as i watch pile 3. 🤯 My jaw just about hit the floor..
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Shadow work for me has been an exercise in serving justice for the way I was fractured into light and shadow in childhood (religious upbringing). I appreciate my shadow because she's often the better character between my two sides. She is what makes me real and not just a Litrle-Miss-Perfect, goody-two-shoes Barbie doll. Without my shadow I'm a fake like the frauds I grew up with, and I refuse to be like them. My shadow might be a lot more of a "sinner" than I like to admit I am, but dammit she is real and raw and she is her own kind of pure. This message about wanting acknowledgement is almost like a thank-you for already having done it. I have a long way to go, but "me and my shadow" seem to be getting along--even though she did run my mouth last night and I almost got Zucked oops but honestly I don't care, it's 98% meaningless b.s. nonsense on that platform anyway, with 2% celebrations and happy life updates. My shadow doesn't like seeing those celebrations because I'm envious that I don't have my own celebrations and happy life updates, but whatever. I'll get mine. They'll all see.
I was drawn to Pile 3 right away, like I did not even see the other piles. Everything was true and resonated. I cried the whole time. Thank you for the reading. Love you too, you are may favourite.
Pile 3 The only way I connect w my guides is through a code i use and tarot readings. This is one of them.
i’m gonna be honest: i’ve never seen your channel pop up until tonight, but i just felt drawn to this video and wow. i chose pile 3. and boy, oh boy. it was… a little too close to home. so painfully, painfully close to home.
i’m a 40 yo infp. when i was 15, i received my first kiss. from a man 10-15 yr older than me. i was young, stupid, and believed that he loved me. because it wasn’t a one-time, violent assault and because i genuinely didn’t understand (like i do now that i’m an adult) what was happening, i slowly started shutting down. by the time i was 20, i was almost completely non-functioning. i did nothing but lay in bed, get up to eat and take care of other necessary human things, and went back to bed. anytime anyone tried to interact with me, i was a monster. a raging, bitter, toxic monster. i was in my late 20s before things started to change. and they were slow changes. it’s been over 10 years, and i’m definitely improved. but i always feel like i’ll always be “behind” everyone else. not just in terms of “status” or anything, but it’s that social immaturity. i’m immature for 40 because i shut down for so long that i never grew. i just… stopped. i froze. it’s a struggle to ask for help, because at this age, ppl expect you to be at a certain place and mindset. and i’m not there. and it’s just… so frustrating. and obviously there’s a lot more… intimate and intricate… details, but this just hit so close to home. and i know i need more help. i know i have a lot more catching up to do. but it’s… ugly. and maddening. and painful. i really need to hear a lot of this tonight.
Pile 3! Thanks for the confirmation!
Pile #4, TY Monique, your reading opened a lesson from spirit to keep moving forward and to suffer fools gladly, even when I the one being the fool. Lol
Pile 2, totally resonated with me. It's something I've realised last year, that I have had repetitive patterns of behaviour regarding relationships, and this year I've been working on that. I've realised it's because I didn't have that emotional connection and fulfilment from my father, and I've been desperately looking for it elsewhere, only attracting unavailable (physically, mentally or emotionally) people. My father always provided me with everything I needed (not what I wanted), but he's very emotionally detached. He never gave me a hug or kind words of comfort. When asked for help, he would just tell me to deal with it, and to not be weak, so yeah, very masculine energy. All this reading made a lot of sense. Thank you so much for it.
Pile 2 totally resonated. I’m a cancerian so yes emotions run deep and when I love, I love with everything inside of me. I recently split from someone that was noncommittal, in and out, he took me for granted and I finally realized I deserved better but it took 4 years. I have been working on my self esteem and working on grounding my energy. I absolutely love this reading I'm totally ready to work on myself.
Pile one Resonated I felt it and I was like. I gotta go watch it after my first pile. And I was correct. There were some things in here that I needed to hear from myself.
Pile 1: 8:28 ~ Ocean Jasper and 27. Guardian Angel • Count On My Protection ~ (42:57)
{111, 22, 77, & 88}
Pile 2: 51:25 ~ Smokey Citrine and 3. Water • What You Feel ... ~ (35:48)
{22, 44, 55, & 88}
{11/11 & 555}
{11/11/11}
{77 & 888}
Pile 3: 1:27:13 ~ Selenite Wand and 19. Masks • Behind The Folding Screen ~ (40:25)
{11/11/11 & 77}
Pile 4: 2:07:38 ~ Pyrite Matrix and 23. The Mirror • Escaping My Own Image ~ (29:44)
{11/11, 44, & 55}
Pile 4: Messages received. I am going to take everything that I have received here and use it to grow even more. Thank you.
All of it but especially P2 ❤ really resonates Monique, you described my heart and wounds and shadow so well, my wounded feminine and mother wound…you said it better than any therapist I’ve ever had in the past, thank you
Pile 3 is so what I needed to hear! Definitely resonates for me! It’s interesting to hear your example of the woman running through the fields towards the bright light because I had a very interesting dream last night. I was running through this wide forest with fog in the distance and there were multiple shadow figures just scattered about. I could feel fear in my chest as I was running and I thought to myself if I don’t get outta here soon then I’m gonna be stuck with them. So I was running towards this big boulder ahead of me because that felt like an exit for some reason. As I got closer to the boulder and bright light flashed and then I woke up! As I woke up I could immediately realize that my whole body was breathing heavy when the dream was occurring.
The part about us feeling drawn to help people is true for me especially! I have since been so interested in earth bound spirits and I genuinely do feel bad for them and would like to help in any way if I can. So I been listening to reiki and frequencies to increase my psychic abilities.
Thank you for this reading! I have some work to do but I want to do it because I don’t want to continue in this state for some more years!
I used to be that way having a hard time letting go of people in situations. Long time ago I used to be that way.
OMG! I have been waiting for this one from you!! Thank you
Yes it's still here that is with my mom
Pile2 resonated so much, thank you!
I don't know whether you realises your Greatness. Thankyou Angel for your Service. So helpful.
I picked pile 2 and I can't tell you how spot on this is and was a very deep message and I was finally ready to hear. Thank you So much. ❤ I found your channel a couple of months ago. The messages are always spot on.
This message made me tear down 🤍 Thank you Monique @neptuneschildTarot! 🙏🏻💞💫
I love you Monique😭❤️Thank you for your healing words in pile 3 🥺
Pile 3 😔🌷🦋🌞 Thank You. ❤️
Thanks!
⭐🙏⚡Thankyou, 🌞🌙✨ Monique, 🌜🦋🌟 for another wonderfully insightful reading 🔮💫☄️
Pile 2 here
Came across this just when I needed it 🙂
Everything you said was true and not a surprise.
I'm working on breaking these cycles and healing
I know where the root cause is too
Thank you so much for this reading 💖
Thank you so much! Pile 2 describes my dynamics completely!
Pile one, spot on.❤
Pile 4.
Yeah for the first time in my life I'm really trying to accept my sexuality.
This is hard when a parent is judgmental about these things. But with an important relationship on the horizon this can no longer be pushed away
Very helpful.
# 1 Thank you🩷
Pile 4 is spot on! The energy is exhausting, but I'm working through all of it. Healing has been ugly for me but well worth it. I was raised a catholic and never accepted as a witch. I'm working through inner child trauma, I've never been able to be myself. Thank you SO much for this beautiful reading. It resonated so deeply for me. Blessed be.
4🃏Lots of truth in that. It resonates.
Yeah, I have seen people like that too I have and you know sometimes I do understand I don't know how but I do I can feel it
Piles 2 and 3, very acurate.
Thank you 💜🙏💜 continuing the work of the shadow self 🙌
Je t'aime aussi Monique ❤
Pile 3 Im afraid they’ll take the little that’s left & then what? I’ve seen scenes open up in the kitchen like a screen but the scene was people terrified screaming running. Once i was half astral half on the couch. I am empathic I love people animals & love. Just yet to experience love real. ❤
I love you and I am proud of you too Monique and the work you do ❤️ I sobbed while watching pile 3 😭❤️✨️
Yes, I have learned how to deal with loss throughout my life. I mastered that you. Because i've been thrown away a lot
Yes, sometimes it is unavoidable sometimes. But mastering is awesome cause I learned how to master things.
Pile 3, I used to yell "you matter" to myself when I was in the car alone. I thought I wouldn't cry when you said some of you will cry. My eyes filled with tears😢 I dont know who I am and I dont think no one can help me find me, if I am struggling to find myself.
Yeah, my mother does these things because she's a narcissist. And yes, I act on that sometimes not all the time. Anymore much now but I do still act on it. And I am working on that. It's hard though
I have been very observant I am always observed it. I watch when I look Listen. Yeah, I have no problem with that. I'm aware of everything and anything.
Yes the moon part that you're talking aboit is correct
Thank you for your love and light 🙏
Monique you do not understand how much I needed the messages from pile 2. I cried for majority of the reading. Thank you so much 🙏
One of the most interesting reading… I actually really liked and embraced this one… I was drawn to three of them. Thank you for your vulnerability. I know there was a reason I found you first as my very first tarot reader and it just clicked today why you were the one who came across my feed. Thank you moon moth goddess 🦋
You have been a source of guidance and help when I really need it. Thank you for all you do and your sincerity and kindness. (Pile 3)
Ohhh pile one landed deeply 🙏 thank you, thank you
Pile 1&4 i rly need a decompression room so i can meditate and come down from the day. When I get home I feel like a brick! Ive been going thru alot this year i started therapy in january and been doing the throws of healing. Im trying to see my potential and know that i can do anything i put my mind to! I have it in me I just need to believe! ❤ ty i needed that tough love reading! 😊
Hey Monique, thank you for this reading. I chose pile 2 (with the water card) and it resonated very much, and was insightful & valuable. I recognized myself in these messages. You are a great reader, and I always feel you as a healing presence. You can read for me with honesty any time, and I feel at ease and safe with that (even when it is speaking about vulnerable things or shadow layers)- as you do it with love and intentions of empowerment & healing. I appreciate your videos on here a lot. My gratitude.... 💘💗💕🖤💕💗💘
And when I take a positive breath. I feel all this stuff in that moment. I write it down or I'll listen to music. Or I'll do my poetry, or I'll draw it out. Or I'll color I'll do things to let it go.
Yes, and that's what I think about this s*** with my mom. I need to not carry that anymore Some things are still there with me. My mother. And it's difficult, but I'm still working on things with that.
Your pile #2 resonates me a lot. Thanks for your kind messages ❤
I resonated with pile 2. Thank you. Your set up is Beautiful! I am a new subscriber, look forward to many more readings.
I went through all that and I love myself very much
I have went through counseling. I have done everything I had to do I recover from myself.
And I am older now.
Thank you so much ❤ I needed to hear this.🙏❤
❤❤❤ Thank you soo much for this super deep and helpful reading 🙏❤🌸💕🌺🕯
I did that I will not throw out my ears instead of 4 myself. Say no and no people pleasing. I understand I yes I mastered that.
pile 2 and 4, thank you for the reading :)
Thank you Monique fir confirming what I have been adressing and working through . Spot on! 🥰 pile 1 ❤️
I've had some of these same things with relationships that I've had. To yeah, it's I have.
See, cause The Thing is with me. I always felt that I was protecting my own self throughout my whole entire life. Which I know I was and that's the masculine side of me because I'm a tomboy. I wish I was like I'm a boy, that is the truth.
Pile 3 is 💯. Thank u 🖤
I am compassionate with myself yes
Pile 3 is my pile 🐬
That's actually what I'm doing now I have a page for shadow cell and I'm writing things down as I listen to You. I'm gonna go back and listen to these raids again and right more stuff down.
Pile 1 hitting home in the first 2 minutes 😮
I was young and naive sensitive. Didn't know much at all and I and II aint gonna lie. I did let things happen. I didn't stop it.
I didn't know much. I got hurt in the process.
I went through it all I did.
I will tell you I'm still learning I just learned this. No, I'm still learning a lot of stuff. And because of my disability learning disability. I'm happy that I don't know everything and anything. I'm happy that I can still learn. I love learning.