the day you killed yourself - xójira (Official Music Video)

Lyrics
I remember the look on your face
I can see the happiness just erase
It should have just been my soul to take
I just can't let us both die in vain
How could you leave me here all alone
How could you leave me here all alone
Credits:
Video Producer, Editor, Director: Daniel Kugler
/ groovydk
Music Producer: Anticonbeatz
/ anticonbeatz
Actors: Rosa Herrera, xojira
/ nu_waves
/ strangerbeing

[@ozandenuzuysal9157]

İon think anyone was expecting this

[@starrycat127]

i wasnt!! remembering when the original song had around 1.6k views.

[@zachamilcarpalmacastillo9606]

Not really xd

[@Moi_Gospodin1337]

@@starrycat127 original release now have 1.9M views

[@theengineer_0]

Neither do I.

[@starrycat127]

@@Moi_Gospodin1337 its so crazy, im glad hes getting the recognition tbh.

[@cosmo3940]

14 years ago today you left me here all alone. I miss you father, I'm sorry you were alone.

[@shyblfy]

I'm sorry for you bro

[@AnimalAlmighty]

🙏🏽

[@itsjestjay]

You’re strong ❤

[@starrycat127]

omg!! remember listening to this a around year ago when it first came out and I was on the verge of doing it. life isnt really better but im feeling better.

[@samugames0]

❤

[@Fl1p_Ph0ne]

❤ I'm glad you're still here bro

[@Blissfulmistt]

Glad You're here brother! Hope Ya Live A Happy Life Dude!

[@aliasonline1]

hang in there. lmk if u someone to talk to.

[@MrCreepie2302]

what did help you back then?

[@nikpante]

Bro, you published this video on the day Kurt Cobain took his own life. It’s been 30 years now.

[@crodz]

"How could you leave me here all alone"
This specific line was what made me think about what my friends and family would be thinking had I committed a year ago. I still have thoughts and scenarios, but they're not common nor do they drive me to attempt like I previously did. If anyone is thinking about suicide, ask yourself this: What would your friends and family truly think if the person they cared about and loved the most up and left them alone?

[@MothTornado]

I found this song when I was in a state where I could start venting my emotions into the UA-cam search engine with that hope that someone could just say it back to me and I could finally be normal. This song has made me feel like I am with other people who want to let out their emotions too. Thank you for this

[@auradish9618]

I lost my friend this year in January and found out on my birthday that they had passed away two nights before. The last conversation we had I told them how I loved them and am so glad to have them as my friend an they said they hoped to make it for my bday.. that night they passed away. I cant even explain how devastated and heartbroken I am now. Eternal love, may you be in gentler places. Rest easy Line.

[@chiggerwood]

I felt this song, hard. When my brother killed himself it was like living in the shock wave of a never ending nuclear blast. I still sometimes ask him how could you leave me here all alone. Maybe one day I'll get an answer.

[@itsjestjay]

Bless you, hope your doing well

[@justinmeaney2492]

LYRICS
I remember the look on your face
I could see the happiness just erase
It should have just been my soul to take
I just can’t let us both die in vain
How could you leave me here all alone
How could you leave me here all alone

[@rockharvey4225]

Eventually, i will. But for now im just gonna sit on the side lines and just....watch

[@era_alt]

:(

[@itsjestjay]

You better not! Watch all the way through, friend. ❤ much love and blessings to you, dude.

[@TheTroll2001]

A music video portraying this song is a gift I never thought I'd recieve

[@escasso28]

Música incrivelmente bem composta e obviamente cheia de sentimentos intensos misturados. Agradeço por estar aqui e por você compartilhar com o resto de nós suas emoções . Se cuida ,mano .

[@starrycat127]

the atmosphere and feel of this is amazing aswell 🤍🤍

[@WolfBotTaillour]

underrated asf artist

[@Fl1p_Ph0ne]

This song helped me a lot.
I discovered this song almost a year back. At the time I was really depressed and suicidal. The song gave me a reason to keep living. I didn't want to betray my friends and family by leaving them. Sadly depression won a couple times so I tried to end it, but I have a massive skill issue if it comes to killing myself, so I'm still alive. (I'm sorry if the joke was inappropriate)
Now everything is going way better. Something just clicked in my head and now I don't want to die anymore. I'm trying to get rid of some bad habits that I got from the mental state I was in and after that I will finally find my peace. Just comes to show that you'll actually be alright someday.
For people struggling with similar problems, don't ever give up. People love you even though your mind says they don't. You can do it, you can find peace and happiness ❤. Stay safe!

[@Aress__]

If no one has said this before, even if I don't know you, I am proud of you. I hope you can find your own peace in life. Remember, we are all on this journey together :’)

[@Fl1p_Ph0ne]

@@Aress__ thx bro, I'll try my best

[@starrycat127]

im glad your here, keep going 💖i was struggling with a self harm addiction since 2020 and im 6 months clean so far, i hope your surrounding urself with good people and positive energy. I wish you luck with getting rid of those bad habits and I hope this peace stays among us who have it.

[@sergeypro14]

UA-cam recommended to me official audio, then i went to the channel and saw that two hours ago was posted official video! So, it is very good work.

[@brsrkr65]

this music saved my life...

[@snk-dwarf9043]

the song i've most listened in 2023 on spotify (i think 400)

[@samugames0]

Incredible taste

[@snk-dwarf9043]

@@samugames0 thanks

[@manuelalvarado913]

Love you man, thank you ❤️

[@SPeetah]

thanks a ton for making this, ive been using it to try and convince myself not to take my own life

[@itsjestjay]

Don’t know if my comment is gonna duplicate or not… anyway Im wishing well for you, there are plenty of reasons to keep going. You just gotta find or make your reasons, that’s my piece
Good day/night

[@SPeetah]

@@itsjestjay I appreciate it man

[@djvic4u]

This resonates so much... My sister lost her boyfriend because he took his own life. I wish I'd seen it earlier and maybe help him get through it. My sister's life would be so much easier... Please guys, if you feel suicidal, tell someone. I did and it's so much better now. Life is worth living and someone out there loves you, your family loves you. It took me time to realize it, but it's true.

[@Positive-Vibes-77]

Cool that this got a music video. I too, like many others, heard this about a year ago when I was in a bad place. I hope everyone is doing better 😊

[@xdenisx411]

i didnt think this song would hit even harder with a music video, boyy, was i wrong..... good job, bro, i love your music

[@timeblade]

I searched the song name and youtube recommended me to call a suicide hotline-

[@Sleazyweaza]

BRO I BEEN LISTENING TO THIS FOR LIKE 4 MONTHS . AND I AINT THINK THERE WOULD BE A MUSIC VIDEO...

[@rockharvey4225]

The first scenery is a beautiful side of nature..

[@caramel.moquax]

I LOVE THE ATMOSPHERE!! You did a great job, really 👏💝

[@xxluggixx2559]

I've been waiting for this!

[@samugames0]

One would've thought it couldn't be made better, but it seems it could, amazing ❤

[@dougmasson136]

This hits me right in the feels everytime without fail

[@h0m1cid3.m1ch1]

always loved this one

[@xanoxd]

like i imagined it.

[@cyh..7]

i was searching this up and didnt expect an official mv what

[@Sxcottie]

BEEN WAITING FIOR THISSSS 😍

[@Uniquity999]

I was obssessed with this song when it first came out it just had this feeling to it and amazing music video btw

[@vadimbeletsker2373]

give me so much negative vibes, and still cant stop listening

[@travelingwriterDraco]

This truly gives some heavy feelings, while peobably not intentional, it brings to mind some of the music from a game series i fell in love with a long time ago, Silent Hill. This is incredible.

[@ravyyiixi]

Amazing, as always

[@MPVR08]

You have an impact with the music you make, I'm certan.

[@lfhProject]

Love from Norway brother ✌️ such a beautiful song.

[@azaan.khanulhaqqahadrashee4917]

OMG YESSS I LOVE UUU BTW I USE THIS MSUIC A LOT FOR MY REELS AND STORIES

[@theguardianofpositivefeelings]

This song is my life, i love this song. And this song means a lot to me.

[@cybrs.]

Sometimes I want to go and sometimes I think about doing it but I always think about my siblings and and my parents. I feel incredibly guilty just thinking about it, I can’t do that to them

[@emmu__]

favourite song ever

[@diabolicalifornia]

I never thought there'd be a music video for this. Thanks Diego ❤ Love from Charles

[@theengineer_0]

I love this song and I cant believe this song will have a music video now.

[@citkey]

Welp found me a new artist 🔥

[@klausseverus]

kinda sucks that, if i do it then someone will end up relating to this song.

[@sandwichaelzucc8496]

Beautiful thank you

[@popcornpizza8869]

Love what you do

[@OraOratilwe]

it finally came back to me🥲

[@epic853official]

omg this is like my favorite song it got a mv 🔥😭🙏

[@jxsslyy]

i am in love with this song ❤

[@Nigai_Gah]

Heavy and true❤

[@OriginalGooseOG]

Jeez, its been a long ass time since I listened to this song. seeing this video flashed me back to a very bad time in my life.

[@freyagiselle]

THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG

[@ahmedfathallah4846]

what an artist

[@s0sorryyy_]

great work homie

[@sampletext4965]

Thanks man

[@Emi.ly66]

Supero essa nunca

[@richakaundilya9264]

I don't know why but listening to this song reminds me of a friends whom we lost to it in January... it's weird how he actually ended up doing it. We're just 14...

[@potatohunter3763]

nicely done

[@s3a_cr3atur3]

🖤🖤🖤

[@xXl3lackskillzx3]

🙏🏻

[@Sleeping.heart0]

""How could you leave me here all alone?""

[@laixan]

kmo m encanta está canción man

[@vrobvf3169]

Any other songs that sound similar to this???

[@henryeuronym6662]

❤

[@jvstmxtt]

oh neat

[@ghostfields]

❤❤❤

[@QuipCS]

What's this genre called?

[@7URB0STATION]

starting to prefer this typa music over rap

[@snk-dwarf9043]

YOOO YOU MADE A CLIP

[@chameanderson5495]

lindo

[@toxin797]

1:48 i dont think nothing can make me happy again, if so, why should i call it? nvm

[@toxin797]

@@groovydk123 loved by what? You?

[@kadupiv]

:O i was the 69 viewer

[@nayuta577]

tabs?

[@brookeen]

why now

[@SMB3039E.]

Help

[@theone-tg4ey]

If they try to stage my suicide again or etc. Spoiler alert I never suicide

[@khtoya]

wow thank you for your work thank you for your existence 🩷🖤

[@idiot9793]

Excellent work, keep pushing but don't push too hard

[@surely-replica]

i love ur music so mmuuuch

[@G_a_b_r_i_e_l]

🖤