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Frank Ocean - White Ferrari Outro Slowed + Reverb - 1 Hour Loop HD
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- Опубліковано 20 лис 2020
- Frank Ocean - White Ferrari Outro slowed and reverb for 1 hour straight.
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u sound like a sweet n nice person 🙁❤
@@arishark0205 haha thank you
You should do an hour of Forever by ilyTOMMY and it should be only the part where he is actually signing
No further work required champ, go rest you’ve earned it. This is perfect.
@@arishark0205 pppp
" I'm sure we're taller in another dimension, you say we're small and not worth the mention" - How does that not break your heart?
Hi sorry I don’t understand this line :( I love the outro though just could never make out what he was saying/meaning.
@@AA-rq4zs it’s different for everybody we all relate to music based on our personal events and experiences . Things that occur to us help us understand the lyrics
@@AA-rq4zs the way I see it is being small is not being important enough, not enough happening, boring, so him saying I’m sure we’re taller in another dimension could mean like that they have more love for each other, work better and do more awesome things than what they probably do
You’re tired of movin you’re body’s achin hurts so bad
The way i see it is in another dimension you two see more eye to eye. “I’m sure we’re taller in another dimension”. In another timeline you guys worked out but in this one, you didn’t.
omg the adventure time photo brings back so many memories
Great show
@@aaronvisuals5383 yeesir
ikr
@@aaronvisuals5383 :(
Can't believe it's already been 2 years. Doesn't even feel that long ago.
(On a side note, how tf is it almost March again)
im just scared she doesn't exist. im tired of experiencing memories with people that aren't her.
Your life doesn't revolve around her. Make memories for yourself, work on being the best version of yourself and the right one will fall the path you made for yourself. Move forward pal. Cheers!
Bruh felt this one...
she's there I promise. you guys will meet when the times right. Byt you can learn to live without her for a little longer. hm? she's there
@scyko Bro honestly I was the same way. You aren't ever going to find someone like her again, and that's ok. You just got to appreciate what you had and open yourself up to different experiences and a different person and you will find love again.
Hey everyone make sure to treat your pillows with respect, there's no one else to catch your tears at night
I abuse them :)
I have a large teddy bear that I always sleep with and whenever i drop him or throw him off the bed, I say sorry lmao.
@@chimichim.i that's cute
@@jt2214 0_0
@@chimichim.i that's really cute
Quite honestly, I’m at the point where I don’t know where my life is going. I feel more lost than I’ve ever been. They say these are supposed to be the best years of your life but I’m finding that hard to believe. I don’t even really get sad anymore... just numb. I’m at this in between where I’m not really sad but I’m not happy either. I just go through the motions of life and I don’t have any real control over any of it. The future scares me, but the past feels like a distant memory. I wish I could go back to my childhood, when things were simpler. I’m scared of whats to come... of growing up.
FREAKING RELATABLE😦
U should see a therapist lol ❤️✌️
felt that
Your problem is that you swim in a ocean of emotions everything out, you think that clears your mind but it just creates a mess, stop letting it all out.
This... I’ve been drowning in this for the past couple of weeks and I can’t seem to see anything past it. Just wanna ask, does it ever get better?
She never existed, it was all a dream, my imagination, all in my mind.
Damn
my fault to fell in love with here
yo dickhead you okay?
wake up
remember God loves you all and made you all beautiful and amazing PLEASEE don’t forget it! Please try to pray today and remember it will all be okay! Take your time! Jesus died for your sins! Jesus thought we were worth saving remember that! Your life matters, to God if you think no one cares about you remember what Jesus did for us and remember God loves you forever and always.
There is a type of sadness where you just can't cry anymore.. You just feel so broken and you don't have a way to let it out.... What do I do?
Just breathe, focus on your breath and let out all your emotions slowly
@@jejotan you just helped me so much, haven’t been able to cry in weeks. I feel so much more better:))
@@kayleez6658 Awww!! It's so sweet to hear that from someone.. It's good that you are feeling better but if you ever need to cry again, please do because I don't want anyone to hold it in and have a mental breakdown until they can't handle it anymore! That just happened to me last night so I am not proud.. But just hang in there! Keep fighting and remember that everyone loves you angel!
remember God loves you all and made you all beautiful and amazing PLEASEE don’t forget it! Please try to pray today and remember it will all be okay! Take your time! Jesus died for your sins! Jesus thought we were worth saving remember that! Your life matters, to God if you think no one cares about you remember what Jesus did for us and remember God loves you forever and always.
write
Frank is probably the only artist that can get me in my feels.
Swear
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You're tired of movin', your body's achin'
We could vacay, there's places to go
Clearly this isn't all that there is
Can't take what's been given
But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
Primal and naked
You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned
It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
And we're free to roam
remember God loves you all and made you all beautiful and amazing PLEASEE don’t forget it! Please try to pray today and remember it will all be okay! Take your time! Jesus died for your sins! Jesus thought we were worth saving remember that! Your life matters, to God if you think no one cares about you remember what Jesus did for us and remember God loves you forever and always.
I remember being here months ago when it was bad, but now it’s getting better. Way better. Life for me finally has some purpose. I have friends, I have good grades, I am happy. Everything does get better eventually. I promise.
so lovely to read this, i hope things have been going well for u even if the bad n good does come in waves. i’m glad u found purpose in ur life
why can’t he just love me back😂😂😂😂 i am literally giving all i have
Gosh I wanna be a kid again. I miss playing out. I miss being carefree. I miss not having a care in the world about anything. I miss actually living my life. I miss seeing the world in colour. Now the world is just monochrome. No colour, no life. Everyday is a loop. Just repeating the same things everyday. It’s hard to do the smallest things such as get out of bed. I cry myself to sleep every night. And as soon as I wake up I cry. I have so many things I want to do. But things are stopping me. Hurtful things that people have said, no motivation, bad mental health. It feels like something is trapping me and I don’t know what to do. It hurts so much but I can’t do anything about it. I just want someone to help me. But I can’t risk letting someone into my life. I can’t risk getting hurt again. It’s happened too many times. Either that or people will just leave me. I’m so fed up of being hurt. No one notices. No one at all. And people that I’ve told don’t even check up on me. They don’t care. They don’t care. No one cares.
It’s your life, the worlds your oyster😁 you are loved, i love you
I care and love you from the bottom of my soul
This version makes me want to steal my mom’s car and just drive away from my town and never come back. And I’m not mad at that thought but I can’t leave my little sister here with our dad or mom, I can’t take her with me because I wouldn’t know where to go with her. So I’m somewhat mad at it but not really.
I hate this town so much. :/
Damn hope things get better for you sometime soon
we could vacay, there's places to go..
remember God loves you all and made you all beautiful and amazing PLEASEE don’t forget it! Please try to pray today and remember it will all be okay! Take your time! Jesus died for your sins! Jesus thought we were worth saving remember that! Your life matters, to God if you think no one cares about you remember what Jesus did for us and remember God loves you forever and always.
In the morning, I crave to hear her voice and at night, I crave to have her in my arms. It’s been 4 months and the pain of losing her hasn’t gone away. I cry every other night, and I can’t seem to understand why she left. For the first time ever, I saw a future with the love of my life. I would have done anything for her, BE anything for her. A part of me blames myself for letting her leave, for letting go. I’ve gone through heartbreak before, but this is different...I feel like I lost my best friend, a piece of family, apart of me.
hope it’s going good man
I miss a person I never met. I miss them. So much. I just *don't* know *who* they are.
Exactly same here
Bro were just lonely
remember God loves you all and made you all beautiful and amazing PLEASEE don’t forget it! Please try to pray today and remember it will all be okay! Take your time! Jesus died for your sins! Jesus thought we were worth saving remember that! Your life matters, to God if you think no one cares about you remember what Jesus did for us and remember God loves you forever and always.
This comment stabbed me in the heart. It made me remember how I used to not know who I was. I tried to end my life, secretly. In that time I didn’t feel alive. I didn’t feel like I had a purpose to be here. And now, I feel like I really deserve it. I believe that I deserve to here. I finally have a purpose. As a daughter, big sister, little sister, girlfriend, and friend. I now have people I can trust. I can be happy around. And if I’m being honest. Everyone. Has been at there lowest, no matter how old you are. I’m only 15, and I’ve experienced some messed up stuff. But the whole reason I’m writing this is to remind you. One day, it can be in one month, six months, or plenty of years. You’ll eventually find yourself. I miss this old me. But the past does not define my purpose. Or future. I’m proud of you. - lola.
i like to vent to this song alot . I go to sleep with this. I think how im not worth it. How im making my life harder living as a bisexual person. Im just so depressed. My parents use slurs towards me and i want to die honestly but i cant i have to be strong. I mean why did i fail so many times there has to be a reason. I really like this song
Damn I can’t even imagine how hard that must be on you. I don’t want to tell you something you’ve probably heard before but it takes a lot of strength to deal with everything you’re going through, but I know you’ll be able to, so just know you’re loved whether you can see it or not. If you ever want to talk or vent or anything my insta’s in the description ❤️
Stay strong I promise it gets better :)
I'm in a similar boat. I'm pansexual and in the past few months it's been pretty rough dealing with alot of self hatred and alot of thoughts about how much trouble I'd cause by speaking up about my feelings. So I suppress alot. I dont mean to but it keeps things from being more difficult than they already are but the pressure is crushing sometimes. Music and art has always been my escape and this song with the reverb and slowed effect really hits a spot in my soul. Sounds strange but sad songs help remind me that I'm not alone and gives me a place to sort of leech on the vibe and at the same time a place to put my feelings. Allows me to fully feel and be open with myself about how I feel. Art is the medium I work in as a way to Express but also my escape from reality for a time.
Combine music like this or some of my other favorites with art is where I find my release from this world while still being here.
Find your escape. A temporary one but one none the less. It'll help even if only for a moment.
You are not alone here, but it can feel that way.
Remember that there are others out that that feel as you do but also that love you. And if you ever find yourself on the edge or in a place of feeling like you dont want to be here anymore, give yourself a reason. Even if you dont believe it. Keep fighting. We'll get through this someday.
Hope your new year is better. Be well❤🌞
Keep going you deserve happiness and love
so imma just let it out, sometimes i feel alone and i dont wanna live if i cant act and do what i love if i cant do things and feel alive then whats the point of living. i dont wanna just exist, i wanna be alive.
I couldn't understand myself recently, but reading your comment, I think this has been what's bugging me. What's the point of being here if I don't feel alive? I haven't decided yet if this thought makes me want to chase excitement, or give up.
We miss Frank so much that we break his songs into pieces just to savor each of them even more.
Hi to the person reading this! I just wanted to let you know that you are loved for who you really are, now you may be asking "Who loves me.. I'm all alone.." well I love you, God loves you, your great great and more great grandparents love you! They're looking at you from heaven! Don't think of going there now.. I know you're depressed but just keep fighting! You got this! You aren't alone and never ever quit! I'm here with you, everyone is beside you walking you through your path in life. It's okay to take breaks, it's okay to stop! I stop too. So have a nice day and you don't deserve to hurt yourself anymore! Ilysm!
Thank you for existing. It takes one to know one, whatever the reason that youre here listening to this is I hope you heal.
Ugh this song, the adventure time treehouse and the rain. I feel like I’m walking across the field to knock on the door and go inside. This makes me feel so calm and safe. I needed this, thank you :)
Who else didn’t expect it to hurt them this bad
me
You know when u really listen to the lyrics it’s even more beautiful
Its funny how a mix of resentment, regret and happy memories can make you feel emotions you didn't even know existed.
i immediately felt tears starting to form right after I clicked. thanks
another depressive episode season 15
Y’all ever cry so hard your back cracks??
Lmao what 💀
i really needed to cry, thank you lol
Same😎
Glad you enjoyed
You deserve the world for making this ♥️
Thank you so much man, glad you enjoyed
remember God loves you all and made you all beautiful and amazing PLEASEE don’t forget it! Please try to pray today and remember it will all be okay! Take your time! Jesus died for your sins! Jesus thought we were worth saving remember that! Your life matters, to God if you think no one cares about you remember what Jesus did for us and remember God loves you forever and always.
I’m mad I can only like this once 😠💘💘
Every day I want to escape to a different world where things are different but in a good way. Like There's no pandemic and me and my friends all go to the same school and we get in trouble, but we don't give a single shit about it. In this world, I'm basically living in a movie about a badass and I just happen to be the main character. That could never happen because I need better friends that actually go to my school and I want to go to college, but at the same time going to college won't prevent me from dying. If anything it'll just take time away. The time that could be spent having fun with friends and having a relationship. BASICALLY what I'm trying to say; I hate my life.
It gets better even if you don’t see it right now not on some cliche shit but it does gets better . Everything gon be alright
it's okay that summer always comes to an end Ferb :(
sometimes i just feel like ill be alone in the end and i dont know if ill ever find someone that will love me as much as i love them
i hope u will yash, someone deserving of that love of urs who receives and gives back accordingly
*Adds to playlist immediately*
I’m in this state of overwhelming numbness and tiredness. Most days I just wanna breakdown and let it all out but there’s no time. I want to talk to people and get a job and not keep repeating and living the same fucken day. I want to talk to my friends. Hang out after school and do stupid shit but I can’t seem to form that connection with anyone. I need someone to talk to but I disconnect with everyone eventually. But not on purpose, it just happens. I just wanna be at peace with myself and maybe have a little bit of what everyone perceives to be happiness
Everyone stay strong we going to get through this ❤️
i miss him. it’s been so hard for me to love and trust and i never let my guard down but with him it was…different. he made me feel alive. nobody ever came close to making me feel the way he did. everything was fine and then one day it just wasn’t and now he’s gone. i wanna feel alive again.
i feel like this is about a couple, where one person is trying extremely hard and doing everything they can to keep the relationship stay together. they’re still in love with the other person even though the other person is tired of them, and has already given up.
@Olefile King yes!!
Hit different when u sit on your roof singing the lyrics and looking at the moon.
Yeaa
this song makes me feel different. ty
Can't let go of what they meant to you, how much happiness they brought you and how time kept going for them but froze for you.
felt like I have kept in my sadness for so long and now I feel so numb
I’m really fucking depressed rn so thank you
It’s going to be alright . Hold on tight
hi, happy new year everyone :)
twenty twenty was hard, but twenty twenty one will be in one way or another better physically and mentally. stick in there and prioritise yourself. it gets hard depending and caring about everyone else. just give up and live for you
buy those clothes, try new things, post that picture, fuck what they think. it’s your life, don’t let someone else tell u how to live it
i love you 🥺
2021 is hard too
@@molemoseima4507 definitly
I sing this in my car with the feeling in the pit of my stomach that I’ll never see my mom again. She’s been missing for over a month now and always struggled with addiction. I hope nothing bad has happened but if it did I just pray she’s in a safe peaceful place now. Hurts watching your parents never able to get over their trauma
HUG YOUR MOM RIGHT NOW
Did you ever see her again? I’m sorry
i’m imagining a tall treehouse in a small field surrounded by taller trees, it’s pouring down rain and all you can do is dance in the rain. you don’t feel alone, maybe you aren’t, maybe there’s someone you’re headed towards, but it’s a beautiful day.
this is a dangerous combo
This song is so comforting, I love Frank Ocean.
I feel like driving without looking back just driving and crying letting it all out
i love this song with my entire heart
Im sorry if this sounds awful, but....... the first person I ever fell in love with was my uncle. It was wierd when it happened first. He was the quietest person in the family, didn't talk much, didnt laugh much. He would always take my and my cousin (his daughter) out to the mall. I always thought he was so mysterious, yet, so intriguing. I would do my best to make him laugh and see him smile, it seemed like some sort of impossible task. The more time I spent with him, the more I noticed that he was such an awesome guy. One day, I spent an entire day with him and his family. That's when it happened, the first time I fell in love. I didnt know it was love at first, i was only 15 years old. I would describe the feeling at the time as an intense and overwhelming desire to be just like him in every way. I wanted to always be near him, always talk to him, I wanted to get into all the things that he was into. I was obsessed with making him laugh, I felt so special for being one of the only people he would laugh and smile at. I called him dad and he happily called me his son. I felt accomplished, satisfied, overjoyed for having felt so close to him. The next day after I left his house, my aunt told me he missed me and asked when I would go back. I was truly beyond happy.
All of these emotions spiralled into madness though. I wasnt his son, so I couldn't live with him. I was always busy with school work, so I couldn't see him as much. It seemed at some moments like he had gotten colder towards me. He called me his son way less. While all of this occurred, I just prayed that things would go back to the way they were.
This story must sound so wrong. Because, like, who falls in love with their uncle?! I know, I must deserve some punishment, right? But trust me, I dont want to be in love with him. I wish I could just like someone else. But no one inspires me, intrigues me and has the same personality and appearance as him. I feel so lost sometimes. I would like to have a life like everyone else. Get married, have kids, a happy family. But I feel like it isnt possible. The only person I like is the person I am INCAPABLE of having.
Sometimes I just accept that I might die alone.......
If you made it this far, thank you. It's the first time I've ever given voice to these words. I just felt like screaming to the void.
Please pray for me.
It’s funny that whenever me and her are around friends we could talk for hours but as soon as we’re alone we don’t say a word to each other.
I can miss you and move on. I will forever be grateful ❤️
Thank you...Thank you, this really soothes the mind and spirit. Much needed in this chaotic world of mine.
I feel like I'm floating in water. Thank you for this.
There's a man who smiled all day and alone in the night listened to the whole 1hour thing and then took a deep breath, my heart goes out to you.
unlocked memories that you never experience before
Thank you life is hard and I really needed this to vibe to
Sometimes I wonder what's the point of life when I don't help😧
oh man i miss being genuinely happy
I have been listening to this song on repeat just thinking about life and now that I’m thinking it is really shitty like I gotta say life puts people in your life just to leave and in the end it’s only you weather you find the perfect friend perfect girl perfect wife there is always a breakup and that’s death and in the end your alone so what’s the point of life in the first place to have fun for a certain amount of years just to disappear into nothing and is all part of the past that really no one remembers or is interested in like it’s so hard
tysm for this i love you
All good, glad you enjoyed
This song makes me feel like I'm in a story book.. but it's a good song I love it!
This is giving me Bon Iver vibes 💕
It feels like I've been flooded with emotions this month. I've gone through so much in not even a month's time. change, growth but I think what I've also realized is that even though change and growth are good. it hurts..it can catch at some of your vulnerable states and then comes the flood of tears for me at least. it hurts because I know that nothing will ever be the same but I know that it is just how life goes yet it still hurts a lot. I try to live in the present yet always find myself sad in the present because this is the only time some things will be how they are. I know that it means I should cherish it and I do but we'll never be those kids again huh...well if you've read this whole thing, thank you and I hope everything works out for you, no matter what you're going through.
i hear you girl, stay strong :)
thank you for making this.
the goosebumps i got as soon as he started singing
i sat down and listened for the whole hour....magical
Okay king you killed this !!!!👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 loveeeee it
all these studio ghibli thumbnails are fr making it more emotional 😔🤚
Verse 4]
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You’re tired of movin', your body's achin'
We could vacay, there's places to go
Clearly this isn't all that there is
Can't take what's been given
But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
Primal and naked
You dream of walls that hold us in prison
It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
And we're free to roam
I love this. It deserves more views
haha thank you
this has my heart
thanks, i needed this :)
You’re a legend for making this 🙌
Perfect for when youre goin thru it. Better alternative than alcohol lol, thanks for uploading
i miss him sm.
16:16 The howls hit different I swear...
the song talks about a relationship frank had that was pretty unhealthy due to their heavy drug use, and that's where the name comes in, it could mean two different things, white Ferrari talking about the powder, or the drugs, and the other meaning the person he was in the relationship with, a white Ferrari is a delicate and expensive car, so you would want to take care of it and treat it well. In the ending part it says "I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
, you say we're small and not worth the mention" this indicates the thoughts of a depressing perspective, but he also says "Clearly this isn't all that there is
Can't take what's been given away" meaning that he's reminding them that there is importance and there is a life outside of the drugs and the life they were living at the moment. hope this helps :)
it’s going to get better.. keep pushing it will be worth it ❤️❤️❤️
thank you for this
i love him so much
omg this is so good
i remember watching adventure times when i was younger, agh. the memories, i would wait till the time was 3:00 pm, i would be sneaky and skip my afternoon naps to watch adventure times, i would bake chocolate chopped cookies, and eat them while watching it. I felt so peaceful, and free. i wish i never grew up. now im locked up in a cage, i cant get out.
damn you're just like me
I really hate myself for not being good enough. Being a disappointment is all I’m really good at. I like being by myself, that way I can’t hurt anyone and no one can hurt me. I’m just use to being lonely.
good enough for who exactly? because u are enough & u are good enough. i know it’s tough but u gotta be kinder & more gentler to ur soul because u don’t deserve such negativity.. i’m not sure what’s made u form that narrative of u being a disappointment but that’s not right. ur only human after all & i know ur trying ur best. i know things are easier said than done but don’t be afraid to open up through ur journey here, there is much kindness out there. finding comfort in urself is beautiful though & i hope u feel that way. u deserve so much love
@@rosina742 You're a hero for advising this young man the way you just did.
@@olefileking8005 oh no haha, just a simple reminder :) i mean no matter what, op deserves to feel noticed & loved… especially from them self tho. being ur true authentic self is so important, so i truly do hope they accept them self for the beautiful person that they are one day. but same for you! we’re all under this comment section for one reason or another hey, or perhaps just a youtube suggestion but either way i hope you’re doing okay! take care & i wish u well
@@rosina742 Thank you for being such a sweetheart❤ 6 months ago I was down bad due to a break-up & now I am perfectly healed.. I come here just to reflect on the growth I had mad and ended up seeing your comment.. If only you I interacted with you when I was depressed😅None the less, thank you and I hope you're in a great place too😁
@@olefileking8005 aw well i'm glad to hear that you're doing much better since then, keep on moving forward & i hope life continues to treat u well :) & also thank u so much
Thank yu for this 😩🌙🧝🏻♀️
i know he likes me back but i have really bad commitment issues i feel like if i do decide to be with him i'm just going to hurt him. i love him way to much the do that. he's perfect and im not he deserves someone who cant hurt him. i know that it will hurt me if he's with someone else but i just can't bring myself to do it. i'm in love with him but maybe when we are older. he's the person who keeps me going. i get excited to go to school just to talk to him. i look forward to track season because we sit next to each other on the bus. he's been my best friend for so long i'm so scared to lose him.
dang he hurt me again. every time i cry i always come back here.
maybe i'm heartless now?
thank you^^
i love him so much, he makes me so happy
im so scared he's going to leave
i started laughing hysterically, which led to crying while still kinda laughing. that's my ted talk !!!! ayo don't forget LOVE YOURSELF, keep smiling n all are beautiful >3< take care.
it hurts so bad. like my hearts on fire.
This pain is killing me
Used to cry to this. Reminds me of him now
i love you for this
Thank you, glad you enjoyed
@@aaronvisuals5383 yep i literally have a streak of listening to this every noght
aha thats so sick,
@@aaronvisuals5383 lol yea
Awesome 👌🏾
I want to look up into the stars on a clear night sky, and scream. Just scream and let everything out just for it to echo around me. I want to cry and laugh at the same time.
i hope u get to fulfill this
Theres this boy, i really really like him, hes one of the boys though, the boys as in a group of boys that judge people and are really rude, but this boy isnt, hes diffrent, i always look at him and class to find out hes actually looking at me aswell, im not sure how to say this but im not sure if he likes me or not, we dont talk, but we look at eachother alot, i think he goes through the same problem as i am, some what depression, hope he can be mine some day
thank you.
No problem
lets put to an end , love . im sorry . i hope you find so much better
doing god's work out here
My friend in Indonesia just died of sickness out of nowhere and im currently in the Netherlands. I still cant believe and hate that i cant do anything. Im so sad for her, she worked so hard and wanted to go to colege and still wanted to do a lot of things. We promised we will meet when i would go home, now i will only be able to visit her grave. RIP, i hope you can rest easy now.
i hope u were able to visit her, even if it wasn’t in the way u both wished. i’m so sorry. i hope you’ve been doing better.. take care