@@VivecI think people like seeing shroom reports the most because it’s the most “common” psychedelic that people do. Seeing what they’re getting into, along with how well you tell the stories. Along with relatable to people have done shrooms.
@@VivecStay Strong mate, in regards to your struggles with the K!!! Many of us, myself included are all Too familiar with addiction struggles!!! Youre NEVER alone in your challenges!! Much Love to you Vivec & Cheersmate!!
i had the opportunity to trip on every weekend (225-300ug), idk maybe like 30 trips within a year and i learned so much about me and everything that exist, but here's the thing: If you want to change something then you have to be the change. The real work starts in the sober state and theres no workaround. You really have to work on yourself, if you dont like your situation. The Universe is with you, you just have let go and let life take care of you. Trust the process. Give yourself one year, stay consistent and see the changes in your inner world. Even the external world will reflect your inner world. Love is the energy that creates everything that exist. Dont believe me, find it out for yourself, but dont just use it to get high. One trip can include every aspect of life. From joy to crying out emotions, you would not think about on daily basis. Stay safe and respect this gift from nature. No need for insane amount of these substances.
Yes, I believe this 100%. I’ve been microdosing off and on for a couple years which has helped me with depression and spiritually. But I feel like I need a good macro to “reset”. Love your comment ❤
Your monologue towards the end really resonated with me man. I havnt had a psych experience in Over a year, and before that it was like 2 years. And Of the most recent experiences, they were all pretty confusing and enlightening in their own way. I definitely obtained some of that psychedelic wisdom and experienced the “afterglow” of them all, but they were all so different and didn’t seem to make much sense. It’s only now at 23, reflecting on my experiences at 19 and 20 that I feel like I’m STARTING to meaningfully integrate those experiences. Through conversations, life experience, experimentation, you name it. It’s almost as if psychs rebuilt my blueprint for how to process life. And now that I’m experiencing more and more, I’m able to see more than just a blueprint. Im able to contextualize different situations, thought patterns, mine and others behaviors, based on that blueprint. I have said this probably too many times to count, but psychedelics didn’t save my life, they gave me my life back.
At 15 grams of enigma. I felt everything and sensed the ability to end it peacefully in complete bliss.. I made the trip stopped because I found that life is worth living. Despite the suffering we go through.... white light. Thats what everyone says. I've never seen it. I enjoy this life. No matter how much I don't know how to appreciate it
Most I've done is 12g at once, I started losing my mind at the peak, repeating the same thoughts over and over without control and thinking I was going to go crazy and be put in a nuthouse, then suddenly, I realized they were just thoughts, and everything fell silent. I felt like a newborn baby. My skin looked like millions of grains of sand in the most beautiful high definition. Walking felt brand new, like floating on a feather, and all I could do was smile and feel grateful, for what just felt like hell, helped me grasp the notion of heaven. I intend to do 20g one day, and will make a legitimate report of that experience when the day comes. Love the vids, keep up the great work 🙏
I used to do shrooms and acid all the time in my early 20s and think i was on to some spiritual awakening but it just took me further from reality. Then i had a horrible trip that gave me really bad ptsd and never did it again
I once took DXM at a high amount, I saw this white light. It surrounded everything, until it was literally ALL I could see with my eyes open, or closed, and I was scared because I thought I had become blind, and then was stuck thinking about how much I had messed up my blessing of being able to see… I was then stuck for a long time in my mind just begging for my ability to see again and I swore that I would never try to trip again. Panic set in and I believe it strengthened the trip because after this, and I was able to see again… I got stuck in a time loop, of getting up from my computer chair, walking down the hallway, and laying on my bed, closing my eyes, opening them, and BAM, I was back at the computer again… SCARED! This time loop of going from the computer chair to the bed, happened over and OVER again, until… it didn’t. Good times 😂
My last shroom experience (4.5-5 gram ) extreme loneliness like black hole that had nothing but emptiness. Wasn’t scary but eventually I got used to it. Can’t imagine doing 10 let alone 20.
You were in the Void! That’s beautiful! You were past it all! The void. Take advantage of that when it comes and just be here now and be in the moment. To not have anything or anyone take you from your moment is the void. Beautiful
Good for you. Too many psychonauts are addicted/obsessed with persistently seeking something beyond themselves to the point that they lose their connection with sober reality.
I took 5g of GT and smoked around .5g of live resin and it caused me to completely black out and when I came to, I have no idea who I was where I was or who my wife was. Totally worth it.
Reality is truly infinitesimal. Zooming into the (sub)atomic scale we begin to observe the Hiesenberg Uncertainty principle. Take for example the electron. We cannot observe its location whilst also knowing its momentum. As such “[the principle] states that there is a limit to the precision with which certain pairs of physical properties, such as position and momentum, can be simultaneously known.” Electron orbitals are not the same as the orbit of the earth, they are more like “clouds”, these clouds represent the most statistically likely area within which the electron could exist. To me (and this is the part I have trouble explaining because I cannot quantify it to you in words) this makes everything subatomic almost like a… drumroll… FRACTAL! Everything is so infinitely small. Fractalism is observed from the way that beaches have too many (infinite) contours that cannot be cartographed onto a geographic map. The map would hold too much data to even be printed. The world has a set amount of energy as far as we know, but within it there is still an infinity. It’s naive to assume we are everything, our small bubble. There must be universes on scales infinitely larger AND smaller than ours.
I’ve come to a similar conclusion on this. The more I think about reality, it seems like the only logical conclusion is absolute infinity. Everything must be made of something, infinitely making up other things. If something exists in 3d space, it has to be made up of something which can be broken down further. Like in math, if a number exists, you can divide it and get a smaller number, then divide that number again etc.. and technically, that number will never reach absolute 0 or nothingness.
my highest dose was 2 4g chocolate polkadot (8g in total) The original plan was 6.5 but i said fuck it and did 8 And when i did this I called upon my deceased grandfather to be present with me. When i felt a Hug in my soul i kept saying I promise And didn't stop saying it. Then i was shown visions of me being a boxing champion . And there i was sat on my ass tripping 8g with my grandfather showing me what else life is going to show and teach me. Please psychonauts Trip At your own dose. Never Overdo what you think you cannot do. Not with mushrooms.
My grandpa died Dec 2nd the last time i tripped was Nov 26th I'm gonna keep this in the back in my mind to maybe manifest a similar experience I don't care if it's drug caused if My brain can convince me I'm in the presence of his soul I'm gonna be happy.Thank you for sharing this experience man
I've reached the void trough weed and meditation. The release of dmt trough pineal gland is really intense. Two eyes to look and one to see. Once i realized what is going on, i started to include i am affirmations. I also like meditation frequencies. Its fun but nothing for daily meditation. I just go with the flow and dont force it. It comes by itself, when you are ready for it.
I always go for big doses but last week I had 3g of 🍄. I had the biggest ego death ever. I saw that I had died trillions of times and there was no one else in this world, but me. All the people that ever lived was me. I then realised that death was actually an illusion, then i realised that being a human was an illusion, I was never a human, all the lives i thought i lived were all illusions. I was alone and I created everything including the individuals that I was but nothing was real. The only thing that was real was me and, I pretended that i was a human, the world and everything that we see in this world. I didnt want to come back to this body or any body but there was nothing else to do, no one to interact with and it felt lonely so i decide to come back to the body.
@U-inverse369 Interesting! I'm not sure what you mean by spiritual knowledge or super consciousness. In my experience. Knowledge and wisdom, including philosophies, scientific methods. Theories and theologies are all a part of the illusion and are all false. Only pure awareness without any content is REAL. Everything else is unreal.
That was not an ego death, you said that you "didn't want go back to the body" that is ego, because it's a duality, you and the body.. In ego death there is nothing to realise but your self. Who are you that died trillions of times? Maybe you had it, and then your mind just created a story about it, trying du figure things out.. what the fuck just happened.
@drk1610 I think there are many levels of ego death. Language is a result of logic, and what was revealed is beyond logic and human understanding. There's no words to explain the revelation, so one has to make a concept and a story out of it. But thank you for your input 🙏
I dont have enough space for any full thought here but thankyou brother for your words, many neurological pathway connections, realizations of my own situations through out of body experience... the highest plane, being a part of the ifinite mind is so amazing in its self, there isnt any words to describe that. I send love and positive energy to anyone reading this; im signing out✌🏾🤟🏾☯️🧘🏾♂️ -deedawg
Last April I ate 3 quarters of an ounce, 21-22 grams. I had been collecting them from cow pastures in Southeast Texas. I will never do that again. It was way to intense and lasted far to long.
I think it is very important to remember that "we" are just as responsible for creating reality as any god, deity or being. It is so incredibly important for people to realize and tend to their vast power in any kind of psychedelic experience! Reality is not woven with one thread. It is infinite pieces of thread which all intertwine. YOU are a thread!
Thanks friend for taking the time to make and share these kinds if stories! Been learning and researching erowid and all the materials avaliable around 16 years now Grateful and deadicated! Being able to listen to these Informative stories in audio format is very convenient and beneficial for my current work situation, schedule and renewed growth mindset.
I wish the way the DOC was consumed woas included. I just got a half oz of pen envy and i ate two caps (first time trying rshoom) and just got sick and felt super overwhelmed by everything. I'm thinking about trying the lemon tek method. I just want to trip. See things. Hear things. Feel things. Think things. Advice?
that singularity in essence is God. since he is the point of all creation. In the Quran its stated that he veils himself from us using light. same as many people on their trips witness this white light. we wont be able to break through it. we cannot comprehend him in our human state of understanding, only after we die we will be able to. but i think whats also fascinating is that. the patterns and other worldly states we experience on psychedelics are found as formulas in the creations of god aswell. for example the leaf or trees. uses formales that goes on to infinity. everything in creation has a formula that goes on to infinity signifying gods infinite understanding. like there are man made patterns we use to recreate these things but it was already in creation before we discovered it. id recommend checking out divine coding where they speak on this subject
see i never done dmt but i swear i've had some gnarly mushrooms trips that i'm like bro there had to be some dmt in these mushrooms cause ain't no fucking way i'm seeing this shit just off the mushrooms..😂
The most shrooms I have taken was 14 grams. This white room they speak of scares me almost… I closed my eyes and saw vivid white lights, and it was the most joyful magical experience I ever had… to get stuck in that would be beautiful but creepy…
The first time i ever took mushrooms was amazing. I laughed harder than ever before, had some cool visuals, (part of which was also some shadows which i had control over and found i could at will move around on the table with my mind). However, the best part by far was a profound empifinny, but it is hard to put into words and i have trouble remembering it properly. It was like i had this deep realisation that my mind had been making my life particularly difficult for me and that most of my problems didnt really exist (mainly in relation to socail dymanics and socail anxiety which i struggled with). I think perhaps because i saw that these social dynamics dont actually exist, but cant be sure as i couldnt properly hang on to this feeling or properly remember what i tapped into. I also got a profound feeling of how money is not a real currency and that i should be more generous and less attached to it. I have no idea how much i took, but since then only took them a couple more times at much lower doses, but never again felt this feeling. Despite not fully being able to recal this feeling/sense i still feel it changed my life for good, at least a little.
Just tried shrooms for the first time in Tahoe only one cap. Kid you not I can’t drink anymore. I can a little but not like I use to. The feeling is as if I’m going to offend something. I have more respect for my body post my small “microtrip”. I have a fuller cap and stem still I haven’t taken yet. Want to this weekend. Love your channel and your voice! And thanks for sharing your personal struggles and experiences as well. It shows vulnerability and makes you very approachable and comforting. Wishing you the best new year mate, from Sonoma, CA
Practicing guitar while listening. What a vibe. This trip really reminds me of the lyrics from “the white” by Heretoir. From beauty, to darkness, to strength and beauty once again. Illuminate.
you can become directly conscious of what reality is. its your own perceptions. you are literally a god imagining himself into existence. we are god conscioussness devided into infinity. its beautiful¨ edit: watched the whole video and i see that you came to the same realisation ;)
There is no "Your Truth" there is only "The Truth" Water is water regardless of what container the culture places it in and what word they use to describe it. It is always water, ngam (น้ำ), wasser etc.
Dude i feel you on the ketamine.. my new year’s resolution is to go 3 months without ket. So far so good but god damn i miss my shield. I can’t even shower the same, the feeling of water sting’s my skin. My stutter’s gone but the mental aspect is driving me insane.. i can’t eat i feel like I’ve been placed on this planet with no instruction’s. I’m glad you’re doing the same. I hope you can do it dude. Reality is infinite ❤ i hate the feeling of my skin i hate the feeling of clothes touching my skin. But you know what? Id do it all again ten fold 😊 🙌🏻 good luck matey ill think of you while im ripping my hair out. 😂
You need to let go of your old reality and just learn to except the new one that’s what tripping is about it helps your brain see things differently and that’s gives you a different perspective on things but number one think accept everything and what you can’t except change and what you can’t change you must except you just have to have faith in yourself that you will make the right decisions as the time arises👍👍
It’s basically impossible To have total control over every variable and if you do, your not living as a human you should adapt and change accordingly because in the end we all just want to be happy and healthy and to know we did the best we could
White on the spectrum of color is technically all the colors together and black is the absence of color so reason would suggest that all those fascinating colorful fractal patterns do converge together and you would only perceive white through your vision
I'd like to preempt this post by saying I have never done any psychedelics of any description. However, I have meditated very deeply. A couple of years ago I was meditating and I'm not sure how long for but at one point all the noises outside completely stopped and my whole mind went a brilliant white as if something had completely sliced through reality. In reflection it's the best I've ever felt and I felt like weightless nothing, as if my psyche had been poured from my body and back into a universal oneness we all come from and return to. Seems to be parallels to this white room you discussed.
It puts compassion and forgiveness in my heart even for the many people who have hurt me in the past, to know that truly we are all one. I believe consciousness is God and we are all part of it.
Most I ever ate was 12g, my very first time tripping at 15. I had no idea how strong shrooms were and thought since I could smoke a half a zip of trees that I could handle nearly as many shrooms. Needless to say, since then I've never gone beyond 7g and I'm much happier for it. Lol
Same, I drink maybe 2L of water before, while and bathroom intervals. Water is life, oven the mushrooms say so. I was told , always have water and fruits by your side. Trip wisely. Diet the day you want to trip, have respect for the mushrooms. They are wise
Reading this cause I’m planning on doing 10g. Dunno if it’s dumb cause my main motivation is to attempt to cure my visual snow + tinnitus. Appreciate any thoughts/feedback
To be honest, I’m not certain psilocybin mushrooms can guarantee a physical recovery such as that - yet, who knows, mushrooms work in mysterious and healing ways and there is absolutely no harm in setting that intention, manifestation is powerful. I would also recommend that you set another intention that focuses on gaining some insight into spiritual growth, in whatever area in your life that might be needed. As for the 10g, I would only recommend taking such a dose if you are a more experienced psychonaut with a few journeys under your belt, as that kind of experience can keep your journey on the right path rather than down a spiral. Though, all this is honestly only my opinions from my past experiences, so really just do whatever you’re called to do and trust your intuition above all else. Hope you have a good trip man
@@a1xlex Thank you very much for your advice! The trip ended up making my snow & tinnitus worse (I left out the part where shrooms caused the onset to begin with). As for spirituality, its as if life gave me these symptoms to tell me I need to start taking better care of myself. The trip itself was beautiful, lots of geometry and warm thoughts around what's important, minus potentially having a seizure and thinking I'm gonna die from poison mushrooms. Gonna not touch anything for a month and see if it clears. Otherwise I'll probably seek medical attention. This is not fun to live with lol.
4.5 was the most I could muster the courage to eat and I got fucked up. I felt like I traveled through space and time through a worm hole. Was definitely quite the experience.
Ok whoa 😮. I listened to this while falling asleep and had a full on lucid dream that I was on mushrooms at my friend Dan's house and had an insane breakthrough trip. It seemed very real and like it had been around 15 hours as I went through the entire experience of an actual mushroom trip. I felt the relief one feels when the existential dread of an intense shroom experience begins to abate. When I started to come down I realized that the room I was in was trashed by my antics with things scattered all over the floor. As I continued to come back to reality I realized that what I thought was a goblin of some sort was my friends little brother watching me and giggling through a window next to the door. I heard his mom complaining to him about having to babysit me the night before while I lost my mind on the shrooms. She was saying something like "what the fuck, Danny, you guys gotta be more careful when you do this kind of shit". I opened the door to the room and stepped out into the hallway and they seemed relieved. His mom started to say something but Dan cut her off, smirked and said "you all good bro? We're glad you're back." I just rubbed my head and shook it yes. Then I started to wake up for real and I realized the whole thing was a dream and I had experienced the entire thing in the span of about 20 minutes. The feeling of relief I had upon realizing it was just a dream was extreme. Like when you wake up late for work or school but then you remember it's Saturday x100. I was so grateful. That might have been the most realistic dream I've ever had. I can't get over how crazy that was, I had a 15 hour extreme mushroom journey during a 20 minute nap. I legit thought it was all really happening. I feel like there's more to say about this profound experience but for now I'll just leave this. Holy shit, that was absolutely nuts!
i ate a golden teacher cap probably no more then .7 on an empty stomach last week at 4:13 pm by 5:07 i was already loosing my marbles. i knew i was in trouble if i was peaking before the hour mark. i believe it beat me up so bad because i've been eating a bit too often. so it's time for a good break atleast till spring time ❤
I chewed 11 grams of golden teachers was that messed up during last mouthfull my mate had to tell me to swallow lol anyways i will say best drug ever, safe with the right people and surroundings and indescribably unbelievable the walls were wavy like the ocean and somewhat i knew why the universe was created madness
You should trust your words more you are flowing information in an honest fashion that is all anyone wants to hear. Trust your perception lad no apologies
Ive heard of someone going to an “all white” place on ayahuasca. Apparently the entire group did. I cant remember where i heard this, but apparently the shaman who brewed it retired after that night because he cooked it too intense
10 I got to the point of single pointedness, I knew I was good, breathing wasn’t felt, standing wasn’t felt, laying down didn’t change anything, laying down cause floating/falling feeling, wim hot method wasn’t working, smoking didn’t do anything, me knowing it’s going to be like this for a long while..
I.can only imagine the gut discomfort from eating 4 oranges and 20g of shrooms 😂
Lemon tekk takes away the nausea
Your poop is liquid at that point.
@@nickallen6970 nah
if he strained the lemon tek he might not expierience as big discomfort
@@veq_9525that kills the potency though and is a big waste
I love your shroom reports. Do more shroom reports please
I like to keep things as varied as possible but I do aim to post a shroom report every week or two since people seem to enjoy them the most
@@VivecI think people like seeing shroom reports the most because it’s the most “common” psychedelic that people do. Seeing what they’re getting into, along with how well you tell the stories. Along with relatable to people have done shrooms.
@@VivecStay Strong mate, in regards to your struggles with the K!!! Many of us, myself included are all Too familiar with addiction struggles!!! Youre NEVER alone in your challenges!! Much Love to you Vivec & Cheersmate!!
Your a shroom
i had the opportunity to trip on every weekend (225-300ug), idk maybe like 30 trips within a year and i learned so much about me and everything that exist, but here's the thing: If you want to change something then you have to be the change. The real work starts in the sober state and theres no workaround.
You really have to work on yourself, if you dont like your situation. The Universe is with you, you just have let go and let life take care of you. Trust the process. Give yourself one year, stay consistent and see the changes in your inner world. Even the external world will reflect your inner world. Love is the energy that creates everything that exist. Dont believe me, find it out for yourself, but dont just use it to get high.
One trip can include every aspect of life. From joy to crying out emotions, you would not think about on daily basis. Stay safe and respect this gift from nature. No need for insane amount of these substances.
Yeah, that's true!
@@IsabellaWallace-yj3mgfaxx
Lol guy talking "no need for insane amount od these substances" tripping 30 times + a year XD
Sounds like you fucked your brain up g
Yes, I believe this 100%. I’ve been microdosing off and on for a couple years which has helped me with depression and spiritually. But I feel like I need a good macro to “reset”. Love your comment ❤
Your monologue towards the end really resonated with me man. I havnt had a psych experience in Over a year, and before that it was like 2 years. And Of the most recent experiences, they were all pretty confusing and enlightening in their own way. I definitely obtained some of that psychedelic wisdom and experienced the “afterglow” of them all, but they were all so different and didn’t seem to make much sense.
It’s only now at 23, reflecting on my experiences at 19 and 20 that I feel like I’m STARTING to meaningfully integrate those experiences. Through conversations, life experience, experimentation, you name it.
It’s almost as if psychs rebuilt my blueprint for how to process life. And now that I’m experiencing more and more, I’m able to see more than just a blueprint. Im able to contextualize different situations, thought patterns, mine and others behaviors, based on that blueprint.
I have said this probably too many times to count, but psychedelics didn’t save my life, they gave me my life back.
At 23 trust me, even without drugs your life is Gona make much more sense in the next 10 years
At 15 grams of enigma. I felt everything and sensed the ability to end it peacefully in complete bliss.. I made the trip stopped because I found that life is worth living. Despite the suffering we go through.... white light. Thats what everyone says. I've never seen it. I enjoy this life. No matter how much I don't know how to appreciate it
Most I've done is 12g at once, I started losing my mind at the peak, repeating the same thoughts over and over without control and thinking I was going to go crazy and be put in a nuthouse, then suddenly, I realized they were just thoughts, and everything fell silent. I felt like a newborn baby.
My skin looked like millions of grains of sand in the most beautiful high definition. Walking felt brand new, like floating on a feather, and all I could do was smile and feel grateful, for what just felt like hell, helped me grasp the notion of heaven.
I intend to do 20g one day, and will make a legitimate report of that experience when the day comes.
Love the vids, keep up the great work 🙏
i could hardly walk on 4g
Yes, I felt shaky at walking, while on 5g. Only walked to get to toilet to take piss and back. Spend most of the experience lying down in bad...
Please don’t do 20gs my guy, whatever you’re looking for isn’t worth it, safe trips tho 🙏
@@nosliwil5605 Unless the goal is to get lost in the mind's labyrinth.
Try taking 3 grams a day for 20 days straight I felt I was re living the same scene everyday losing my damn mind
I used to do shrooms and acid all the time in my early 20s and think i was on to some spiritual awakening but it just took me further from reality. Then i had a horrible trip that gave me really bad ptsd and never did it again
Can we dig into this journey a bit more for the sake of fellow psychonauts?
What happened ? Horror visuals or ?what ?
Complete psychosis. Hearing voices and thought everyone was out to get me. Thought i was on the truman show
@@Southsidebum :/ shit
@@Southsidebumaye i been having those psychosis truman show trips recently.
I once took DXM at a high amount, I saw this white light. It surrounded everything, until it was literally ALL I could see with my eyes open, or closed, and I was scared because I thought I had become blind, and then was stuck thinking about how much I had messed up my blessing of being able to see… I was then stuck for a long time in my mind just begging for my ability to see again and I swore that I would never try to trip again. Panic set in and I believe it strengthened the trip because after this, and I was able to see again… I got stuck in a time loop, of getting up from my computer chair, walking down the hallway, and laying on my bed, closing my eyes, opening them, and BAM, I was back at the computer again… SCARED! This time loop of going from the computer chair to the bed, happened over and OVER again, until… it didn’t. Good times 😂
Awww
glad u had a good time but maybe lay off the gas station deliriants
@@aryanaep5036 this was like 20 years ago. Calm down
idk what about my comment wasnt calm@@sko0bysnack587
@@aryanaep5036not a deleriant
My last shroom experience (4.5-5 gram ) extreme loneliness like black hole that had nothing but emptiness. Wasn’t scary but eventually I got used to it. Can’t imagine doing 10 let alone 20.
You were in the Void! That’s beautiful! You were past it all! The void. Take advantage of that when it comes and just be here now and be in the moment. To not have anything or anyone take you from your moment is the void. Beautiful
Interesting so has this basically all been mapped out in different stages? @simplysurreal6139
Claim your space within the void
I always get scared in the void
That's how I feel normally..
All psychedelics did for me, was made me appreciate how awesome being sober is! heh. Happy new year, 2024 will be crazy and thanks for all the vids.
You gotta take enough
Awesome man I’ve had similar feelings trippy balls and just thanking god being sober when I wake up haha
Good for you. Too many psychonauts are addicted/obsessed with persistently seeking something beyond themselves to the point that they lose their connection with sober reality.
I hate tripping as soon as it ends I praise God amd feel much better.
maybe you are already very close to your true self. as someone with trauma, stacked upon trauma i definetly feel the call
I took 5g of GT and smoked around .5g of live resin and it caused me to completely black out and when I came to, I have no idea who I was where I was or who my wife was. Totally worth it.
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Reality is truly infinitesimal. Zooming into the (sub)atomic scale we begin to observe the Hiesenberg Uncertainty principle. Take for example the electron. We cannot observe its location whilst also knowing its momentum. As such “[the principle] states that there is a limit to the precision with which certain pairs of physical properties, such as position and momentum, can be simultaneously known.” Electron orbitals are not the same as the orbit of the earth, they are more like “clouds”, these clouds represent the most statistically likely area within which the electron could exist. To me (and this is the part I have trouble explaining because I cannot quantify it to you in words) this makes everything subatomic almost like a… drumroll… FRACTAL! Everything is so infinitely small. Fractalism is observed from the way that beaches have too many (infinite) contours that cannot be cartographed onto a geographic map. The map would hold too much data to even be printed. The world has a set amount of energy as far as we know, but within it there is still an infinity. It’s naive to assume we are everything, our small bubble. There must be universes on scales infinitely larger AND smaller than ours.
I’ve come to a similar conclusion on this. The more I think about reality, it seems like the only logical conclusion is absolute infinity. Everything must be made of something, infinitely making up other things. If something exists in 3d space, it has to be made up of something which can be broken down further. Like in math, if a number exists, you can divide it and get a smaller number, then divide that number again etc.. and technically, that number will never reach absolute 0 or nothingness.
20 grams! Good lord. I thought 8 grams I would never come down
my highest dose was 2 4g chocolate polkadot (8g in total)
The original plan was 6.5 but i said fuck it and did 8
And when i did this I called upon my deceased grandfather to be present with me.
When i felt a Hug in my soul i kept saying
I promise And didn't stop saying it.
Then i was shown visions of me being a boxing champion .
And there i was sat on my ass tripping 8g with my grandfather showing me what else life is going to show and teach me.
Please psychonauts Trip At your own dose.
Never Overdo what you think you cannot do. Not with mushrooms.
My grandpa died Dec 2nd the last time i tripped was Nov 26th I'm gonna keep this in the back in my mind to maybe manifest a similar experience I don't care if it's drug caused if My brain can convince me I'm in the presence of his soul I'm gonna be happy.Thank you for sharing this experience man
I've reached the void trough weed and meditation. The release of dmt trough pineal gland is really intense. Two eyes to look and one to see. Once i realized what is going on, i started to include i am affirmations. I also like meditation frequencies. Its fun but nothing for daily meditation. I just go with the flow and dont force it. It comes by itself, when you are ready for it.
It feels really good 😊, thou!
i need to know the way
@@quandaledingle4001 the way of water
I always go for big doses but last week I had 3g of 🍄. I had the biggest ego death ever. I saw that I had died trillions of times and there was no one else in this world, but me. All the people that ever lived was me. I then realised that death was actually an illusion, then i realised that being a human was an illusion, I was never a human, all the lives i thought i lived were all illusions. I was alone and I created everything including the individuals that I was but nothing was real. The only thing that was real was me and, I pretended that i was a human, the world and everything that we see in this world. I didnt want to come back to this body or any body but there was nothing else to do, no one to interact with and it felt lonely so i decide to come back to the body.
Thats pretty close to spiritual knowledge and understanding of super conciousness. 3.5g is currently my sweetspot, dont need more.
@U-inverse369 Interesting! I'm not sure what you mean by spiritual knowledge or super consciousness. In my experience. Knowledge and wisdom, including philosophies, scientific methods. Theories and theologies are all a part of the illusion and are all false.
Only pure awareness without any content is REAL. Everything else is unreal.
You really saw through it, dear.
I do love the trip, although I don't take much dose 😊
That was not an ego death, you said that you "didn't want go back to the body" that is ego, because it's a duality, you and the body.. In ego death there is nothing to realise but your self. Who are you that died trillions of times? Maybe you had it, and then your mind just created a story about it, trying du figure things out.. what the fuck just happened.
@drk1610 I think there are many levels of ego death. Language is a result of logic, and what was revealed is beyond logic and human understanding. There's no words to explain the revelation, so one has to make a concept and a story out of it. But thank you for your input 🙏
Im convinced that you see your own true beliefs on trips, and you dont actually get a new sense of reality. Its fake.
I dont have enough space for any full thought here but thankyou brother for your words, many neurological pathway connections, realizations of my own situations through out of body experience... the highest plane, being a part of the ifinite mind is so amazing in its self, there isnt any words to describe that. I send love and positive energy to anyone reading this; im signing out✌🏾🤟🏾☯️🧘🏾♂️
-deedawg
Last April I ate 3 quarters of an ounce, 21-22 grams. I had been collecting them from cow pastures in Southeast Texas. I will never do that again. It was way to intense and lasted far to long.
i would have lost my marbles lol
Have you recovered? How has life been since then
I think it is very important to remember that "we" are just as responsible for creating reality as any god, deity or being. It is so incredibly important for people to realize and tend to their vast power in any kind of psychedelic experience! Reality is not woven with one thread. It is infinite pieces of thread which all intertwine. YOU are a thread!
Thanks friend for taking the time to make and share these kinds if stories! Been learning and researching erowid and all the materials avaliable around 16 years now Grateful and deadicated! Being able to listen to these Informative stories in audio format is very convenient and beneficial for my current work situation, schedule and renewed growth mindset.
Ps idk i think shadow the hedgehog but be cool in real life! Buy he was my favorite Sega character
I ate 15g years ago and the only thing I did was wiggle around on the floor like a worm for hours n hours
😂😂
Damn, I’m definitely doing this but wish me luck on my 3.5 grams tonight with a girl I like
Good luck bro, it’s gonna be great, just let go into the experience and enjoy
@@psilopsychic just sobered up. honestly all I can say is, it was beautiful
@@d33zuts92how did it go? Did you partake in mind blowing sex?
I wish the way the DOC was consumed woas included. I just got a half oz of pen envy and i ate two caps (first time trying rshoom) and just got sick and felt super overwhelmed by everything. I'm thinking about trying the lemon tek method. I just want to trip. See things. Hear things. Feel things. Think things. Advice?
that singularity in essence is God. since he is the point of all creation. In the Quran its stated that he veils himself from us using light. same as many people on their trips witness this white light. we wont be able to break through it. we cannot comprehend him in our human state of understanding, only after we die we will be able to. but i think whats also fascinating is that. the patterns and other worldly states we experience on psychedelics are found as formulas in the creations of god aswell. for example the leaf or trees. uses formales that goes on to infinity. everything in creation has a formula that goes on to infinity signifying gods infinite understanding. like there are man made patterns we use to recreate these things but it was already in creation before we discovered it. id recommend checking out divine coding where they speak on this subject
Always a good day when Vivec posts :) Thank you!
Oh boy.... here....we...go!!! I love your mushroom trip reports. High dose mushroom trip always reminds me of DMT.
see i never done dmt but i swear i've had some gnarly mushrooms trips that i'm like bro there had to be some dmt in these
mushrooms cause ain't no fucking way i'm seeing this shit just off the mushrooms..😂
It is the exact same thing..
The void is a beautiful experience! Be here now. To not think or have thoughts is the void! What a reset.
The most shrooms I have taken was 14 grams. This white room they speak of scares me almost… I closed my eyes and saw vivid white lights, and it was the most joyful magical experience I ever had… to get stuck in that would be beautiful but creepy…
Off course, really scared of been stuck, but still keep taking it😂.
I just love the trip, what's your highest trip so far?
The chemical components of mushrooms and dmt are very similar so in high doses it can feel very similar just as the trip report states.
I love shrooms. Best thing ever
Same here, it really wonderful
The first time i ever took mushrooms was amazing. I laughed harder than ever before, had some cool visuals, (part of which was also some shadows which i had control over and found i could at will move around on the table with my mind). However, the best part by far was a profound empifinny, but it is hard to put into words and i have trouble remembering it properly. It was like i had this deep realisation that my mind had been making my life particularly difficult for me and that most of my problems didnt really exist (mainly in relation to socail dymanics and socail anxiety which i struggled with). I think perhaps because i saw that these social dynamics dont actually exist, but cant be sure as i couldnt properly hang on to this feeling or properly remember what i tapped into. I also got a profound feeling of how money is not a real currency and that i should be more generous and less attached to it.
I have no idea how much i took, but since then only took them a couple more times at much lower doses, but never again felt this feeling. Despite not fully being able to recal this feeling/sense i still feel it changed my life for good, at least a little.
Just tried shrooms for the first time in Tahoe only one cap. Kid you not I can’t drink anymore. I can a little but not like I use to. The feeling is as if I’m going to offend something. I have more respect for my body post my small “microtrip”. I have a fuller cap and stem still I haven’t taken yet. Want to this weekend. Love your channel and your voice! And thanks for sharing your personal struggles and experiences as well. It shows vulnerability and makes you very approachable and comforting. Wishing you the best new year mate, from
Sonoma, CA
I love the post report commentary mate. Long time fan keep up the good work.
I've never once had a bad trip with mushrooms, but I dont have to fuck around to find out. 20 Gs you're going to the spirit realm. 😂
Most I did was 9 grams (accidentally) at 15 gotta make a report about that some day
I did 9 grams of gt last july, changed my life for good
@@adanlv It screwed me in a lot of ways but I don’t do opiates anymore or any other drugs
@@recklessrhino6544 glad it helped you get rid of that addiction 🫂, I realize these plants are medicines that heals us from alot of things.
No one knows THE TRUTH. I think it might be the time to finally write my report.
Always fast before you partake.
20 grams? Oh my jesus lord on a motor bike. I ate 4.5 grams and that was messed up enough as it is.
Practicing guitar while listening. What a vibe. This trip really reminds me of the lyrics from “the white” by Heretoir. From beauty, to darkness, to strength and beauty once again. Illuminate.
All I saw was 20g shrooms, "the heart..." so in my mind I filled in, "of darkness" 🍄💀
Beyond 10 grams is like a few hour of smoking dmt breakthrough. Love it
Same here, but haven't tried 10 grams!
Draenai starting zone music is so good with this!
Beautiful choice, sir.
Good ear 😎
you can become directly conscious of what reality is. its your own perceptions. you are literally a god imagining himself into existence. we are god conscioussness devided into infinity. its beautiful¨
edit: watched the whole video and i see that you came to the same realisation ;)
There is no "Your Truth" there is only "The Truth" Water is water regardless of what container the culture places it in and what word they use to describe it. It is always water, ngam (น้ำ), wasser etc.
This is gonna be a great watch to prep for tomorrow’s trip 🍄🍿
Dude i feel you on the ketamine.. my new year’s resolution is to go 3 months without ket. So far so good but god damn i miss my shield. I can’t even shower the same, the feeling of water sting’s my skin. My stutter’s gone but the mental aspect is driving me insane.. i can’t eat i feel like I’ve been placed on this planet with no instruction’s. I’m glad you’re doing the same. I hope you can do it dude. Reality is infinite ❤ i hate the feeling of my skin i hate the feeling of clothes touching my skin. But you know what? Id do it all again ten fold 😊 🙌🏻 good luck matey ill think of you while im ripping my hair out. 😂
Try 5-meo-dmt. It resets all addictions.
i make trip report videos :) just started, will be uploading multiple times a week. let me know your favorite substances please
Brilliant, I'll check your channel out!
Salvia and DMT are my favorite trip reports
Out of curiosity, where are the main places that you look to find these trip reports?
Erowid, reddit & shroomery
This is approaching the ALIEN 👽. This is approaching kilindi iyi master level.
Love the content man, really a good story teller in my eyes. Some more LSD Stories would be great
Do you take them?
Had 8 grams last time, best night of my life. Laughed for 3 hours straight. Jesus Christ.
What was it like
You need to let go of your old reality and just learn to except the new one that’s what tripping is about it helps your brain see things differently and that’s gives you a different perspective on things but number one think accept everything and what you can’t except change and what you can’t change you must except you just have to have faith in yourself that you will make the right decisions as the time arises👍👍
So if you can develop this mindset no matter what happens you will remain unfazed and that is called peace
It’s basically impossible
To have total control over every variable and if you do, your not living as a human you should adapt and change accordingly because in the end we all just want to be happy and healthy and to know we did the best we could
I've done 20 grams but only once , it was beyond words
I tried 2.5g and didn’t really experience anything?? Any idea what I did wrong. I had a warped sense of time but that’s it. No visuals or anything..
White on the spectrum of color is technically all the colors together and black is the absence of color so reason would suggest that all those fascinating colorful fractal patterns do converge together and you would only perceive white through your vision
I'd like to preempt this post by saying I have never done any psychedelics of any description. However, I have meditated very deeply. A couple of years ago I was meditating and I'm not sure how long for but at one point all the noises outside completely stopped and my whole mind went a brilliant white as if something had completely sliced through reality. In reflection it's the best I've ever felt and I felt like weightless nothing, as if my psyche had been poured from my body and back into a universal oneness we all come from and return to. Seems to be parallels to this white room you discussed.
It puts compassion and forgiveness in my heart even for the many people who have hurt me in the past, to know that truly we are all one. I believe consciousness is God and we are all part of it.
I ate 20 grams a couple years back. Took about 30 minutes or so to get them all down. It's a lot of mushrooms.
You're tripping and some dude is in the corner chanting. Get me out of there!
I did a 28g trip and watched the matrix movies. Terrifying and fun experience 😂
Basically we’re all inside a piece of cheese
Most I ever ate was 12g, my very first time tripping at 15. I had no idea how strong shrooms were and thought since I could smoke a half a zip of trees that I could handle nearly as many shrooms. Needless to say, since then I've never gone beyond 7g and I'm much happier for it. Lol
“ITS ALL A SIMULATION * dr. Zoidberg noises, “WOOP WOOP WOOP” 😂
Reminds of that dude on Destiny...
Same, I drink maybe 2L of water before, while and bathroom intervals. Water is life, oven the mushrooms say so. I was told , always have water and fruits by your side. Trip wisely. Diet the day you want to trip, have respect for the mushrooms. They are wise
i did an ounce in a smoothie on 3 different occasions but i can only remember one of them very vividly, that trip changed my life perspective
Bro I tool 5.1gs first time and I just got really high ngl
Reading this cause I’m planning on doing 10g. Dunno if it’s dumb cause my main motivation is to attempt to cure my visual snow + tinnitus. Appreciate any thoughts/feedback
To be honest, I’m not certain psilocybin mushrooms can guarantee a physical recovery such as that - yet, who knows, mushrooms work in mysterious and healing ways and there is absolutely no harm in setting that intention, manifestation is powerful. I would also recommend that you set another intention that focuses on gaining some insight into spiritual growth, in whatever area in your life that might be needed. As for the 10g, I would only recommend taking such a dose if you are a more experienced psychonaut with a few journeys under your belt, as that kind of experience can keep your journey on the right path rather than down a spiral. Though, all this is honestly only my opinions from my past experiences, so really just do whatever you’re called to do and trust your intuition above all else. Hope you have a good trip man
@@a1xlex Thank you very much for your advice! The trip ended up making my snow & tinnitus worse (I left out the part where shrooms caused the onset to begin with).
As for spirituality, its as if life gave me these symptoms to tell me I need to start taking better care of myself.
The trip itself was beautiful, lots of geometry and warm thoughts around what's important, minus potentially having a seizure and thinking I'm gonna die from poison mushrooms.
Gonna not touch anything for a month and see if it clears. Otherwise I'll probably seek medical attention. This is not fun to live with lol.
I could barely handle 4.5g of shrooms and thought I had lost my mind. 20g I don't think I would ever come back to reality.
That's how it feels, but ain't ready to raise my numbers yet😅
4.5 was the most I could muster the courage to eat and I got fucked up. I felt like I traveled through space and time through a worm hole. Was definitely quite the experience.
Happy new year Vivec! Good luck with your resolutions man, we’re rooting for you!
I’ve only had the normal mushroom experience. But I see a bright light every day when I sit in meditation.
Was it in grams, how many?
@@IsabellaWallace-yj3mg I have only experienced 5 or less grams. My meditation is an hour to 2 hours a day.
ik as soon as u hit the alan watts errrmmmm u were gonna talk hindu ahahha
I’ve done 7 grams all at once
6:14 I can relate to this part right here
bah! he didn't even know or acknowledge his sense of self and bypass his ego, he observed others but himself, this is pretty mundane and generic 🤨🤨
Thanks for the work you do❤️I’ll be sending reports soon
“Reality is infinite” 🔥
Ok whoa 😮. I listened to this while falling asleep and had a full on lucid dream that I was on mushrooms at my friend Dan's house and had an insane breakthrough trip. It seemed very real and like it had been around 15 hours as I went through the entire experience of an actual mushroom trip. I felt the relief one feels when the existential dread of an intense shroom experience begins to abate. When I started to come down I realized that the room I was in was trashed by my antics with things scattered all over the floor. As I continued to come back to reality I realized that what I thought was a goblin of some sort was my friends little brother watching me and giggling through a window next to the door. I heard his mom complaining to him about having to babysit me the night before while I lost my mind on the shrooms. She was saying something like "what the fuck, Danny, you guys gotta be more careful when you do this kind of shit". I opened the door to the room and stepped out into the hallway and they seemed relieved. His mom started to say something but Dan cut her off, smirked and said "you all good bro? We're glad you're back." I just rubbed my head and shook it yes. Then I started to wake up for real and I realized the whole thing was a dream and I had experienced the entire thing in the span of about 20 minutes. The feeling of relief I had upon realizing it was just a dream was extreme. Like when you wake up late for work or school but then you remember it's Saturday x100. I was so grateful. That might have been the most realistic dream I've ever had. I can't get over how crazy that was, I had a 15 hour extreme mushroom journey during a 20 minute nap. I legit thought it was all really happening. I feel like there's more to say about this profound experience but for now I'll just leave this. Holy shit, that was absolutely nuts!
Diarrhea alert 😊
i ate a golden teacher cap probably no more then .7 on an empty stomach last week at 4:13 pm by 5:07 i was already loosing my marbles. i knew i was in trouble if i was peaking before the hour mark. i believe it beat me up so bad because i've been eating a bit too often. so it's time for a good break atleast till spring time ❤
Have a nice trip in 2024.
❤
Felt you on tha ket habit having to rebalance tha mind. I’m thinking about doing the same thing. With the same substance
“I hope I reincarnate as him” 😂❤ I’m tha same way folk
NOTHING IS FOREVER
I chewed 11 grams of golden teachers was that messed up during last mouthfull my mate had to tell me to swallow lol anyways i will say best drug ever, safe with the right people and surroundings and indescribably unbelievable the walls were wavy like the ocean and somewhat i knew why the universe was created madness
Bro rlly said next time I’ll just do 25 😂😂
From consciousness' perspective there is no nothing. I think you can't _be_ dead, because nothingness cannot be observed.
7 plus grams is pretty gnarly. Dunno how 20 would be for me.
I fear you may go insane. I can't imagine anyone doing 20gs. Please don't go beyond 20 lol please
Damn...and here I am thinking I took a lot on my 8g trip
Still a lot
ten-thousand holes in Blackburn-Lancashire
If everything is real, then nothing really matters.
After 4g of mushrooms I almost throw up because of bad taste. How did he done that?
Sick reports, I reckon you should put some gameplay from the avatar game in the background
Thanks
No, thank you!
You should trust your words more you are flowing information in an honest fashion that is all anyone wants to hear. Trust your perception lad no apologies
Ive heard of someone going to an “all white” place on ayahuasca. Apparently the entire group did. I cant remember where i heard this, but apparently the shaman who brewed it retired after that night because he cooked it too intense
10 I got to the point of single pointedness, I knew I was good, breathing wasn’t felt, standing wasn’t felt, laying down didn’t change anything, laying down cause floating/falling feeling, wim hot method wasn’t working, smoking didn’t do anything, me knowing it’s going to be like this for a long while..
Incredible, That's an experience!
Oh damn i just commented something about "the heart of reality" on your last one. I'm intrigued. Tjis should be good.
Great re-telling, thanks for taking us on the journey.
18:27 listen with headphones. Turn volume up. 😮