When you fall into p*rn again..

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  • @yairium
    @yairium 22 дні тому +666

    woah woah woah.... i was about to.. until you uploaded this woah.

    • @Bofa331
      @Bofa331 22 дні тому +54

      Don’t do it

    • @Bofa331
      @Bofa331 22 дні тому +87

      Hold those thoughts captive in Jesus name!! Flee from it, do not entertain it. God bless you, we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us, and there is nothing we’ve experienced that isn’t common to man, acknowledge God in all your ways, he’s always watching even if you don’t think so, God bless❤

    • @MG4-h8h
      @MG4-h8h 22 дні тому +37

      Every time u feel like doing it, just call the name of Jesus and flee from it. I pray that u will be delivered from temptation and that u are saved in Jesus mighty name. Amen. Remember that u are never alone. God is always with u, he will never forsake. U are precious and I know u will overcome this. Bless u brethren

    • @WARRIOROFGOD-t5i
      @WARRIOROFGOD-t5i 22 дні тому +7

      @MG4-h8hbro you everywhere!! You are child of God amen. You going to heaven.
      I am suffering like guy commented this. I did wished I want to be in hell because I’m nothing and Jesus denied me as I’m evildoers

    • @a_lonelyghost1414
      @a_lonelyghost1414 22 дні тому +8

      STAY STRONG BROTHER THERE IS SOMETHING AMAZING WAITING IF YOU JUST HOLD ON

  • @yairium
    @yairium 22 дні тому +242

    praying for the both of us and everyone seeing this.

  • @campbtaf
    @campbtaf 22 дні тому +523

    I fell just moments before you posted this and God immediately brought me to this video. It brought me to tears, you expressed my feelings perfectly. The Holy Spirit is moving in power.

    • @gguidedproductions
      @gguidedproductions  22 дні тому +79

      Wow thank you for sharing that. This video was literally my diary and it’s only through the Holy Spirit that it’s being used to touch people. All glory to Jesus 🙏🏾

    • @MelonLord1010
      @MelonLord1010 22 дні тому +15

      @@campbtaf I did to….right before this video…..and then i get this notification…..and i instantly clicked on it

    • @lunabyte_
      @lunabyte_ 22 дні тому +12

      Yall this happened to me too, God works in such beautiful ways I guess

    • @ItsMeMikeTyson
      @ItsMeMikeTyson 22 дні тому +14

      Same. Fell awhile ago. Asked God for forgiveness. It’s hard to believe, but His faithfulness is greater than my feelings.

    • @Rewardmakerkharjahrin
      @Rewardmakerkharjahrin 22 дні тому +7

      Same

  • @RayMak
    @RayMak 21 день тому +103

    I feel you brother

    • @Mjs3274
      @Mjs3274 19 днів тому +3

      its you :0

    • @Fahad-369
      @Fahad-369 17 днів тому

      You geniunely do?

    • @LucasLucas-nf4ld
      @LucasLucas-nf4ld 16 днів тому

      Ray Mak holy cow I haven't seen you comment in years

    • @jacob1369
      @jacob1369 15 днів тому

      He's still alive 😮

  • @MelonLord1010
    @MelonLord1010 22 дні тому +288

    I’m so freaking done!!!! I fallen so many times!!!! I’m so many times…..i don’t even know if God loves me anymore…..I fell today…..I feel like I repent but do I actually mean it?! I’m sitting here crying….cause i relate to this video so much!!

    • @bueczkaa9152
      @bueczkaa9152 22 дні тому +38

      Jesus always loves You remember that and when You feel You will fall just start praying He will deliver You

    • @zaab433
      @zaab433 22 дні тому +20

      Jesus said john 10 my sheep hear my voice and I know them and they follow me I give them eternal life and they shall never perish my father in heaven is above all and no one will snatch them out of the fathers hands

    • @oliwiasiemienczuk1912
      @oliwiasiemienczuk1912 22 дні тому +10

      God surely loves you

    • @brandynicolecommodore45
      @brandynicolecommodore45 22 дні тому +10

      God and Jesus love you do much. Don't stop trying! You are loved and we all know this world is hard but you're strong 💪 don't give up. Pick up your cross and keep on trying. Take it hour by hour 😊

    • @MelonLord1010
      @MelonLord1010 22 дні тому +7

      @@brandynicolecommodore45 Thank you all…..im not going to give up….cause that’s when the devil wins….im going to stop….i will let God take the wheel….i give it up all to Him!!

  • @camthegamer1239
    @camthegamer1239 22 дні тому +70

    "When I'm just as broken as them!" Hit hard.

  • @brandynicolecommodore45
    @brandynicolecommodore45 22 дні тому +153

    Im praying for EVERYONE reading this. I know its a struggle. I got awakened by sexual feelings in my dream last night and I feel gross. Ive been doing so good. It was a dream that had nothing to do with sex. I don't masturabate aned have been celibate for years.
    All of a sudden im angry at my neighbors today and I dont know why im understand such spiritual attack when I was just fine a couple days ago.
    I needed to confess this because sometimes when im in the right path with God, and a mistake happens I feel like a failure and that God has given up. Thats the trick of the enemy though and WE ALL have come too far to stop trying. WE ALL just watched this video and are confessing out sins and thoughts. This is church right here.
    Dont give up. In Jesus name I say this.
    Amen ✝️ 😊

    • @bootlegflowey8004
      @bootlegflowey8004 22 дні тому +5

      I understand that feeling, but just so you know, wet dreams are not a sin, because they're involuntary, meaning you have no control over them. God bless, and remain faithful 🙌✝️

    • @brandynicolecommodore45
      @brandynicolecommodore45 22 дні тому

      ​@@bootlegflowey8004thank you for your kind words. ✝️

    • @leonard9636
      @leonard9636 22 дні тому +1

      Thanks lady from the internet

    • @Manical
      @Manical 22 дні тому

      I Don’t wanna like say anyone’s sinning or this or that but I’ve gone through a lot of these wet dreams things and while in the dream it feels involuntary it pretty much is but I noticed when I got closer to God and trusted in his grace when a wet dream came again I was able to resist it, it’s like in dreams our hearts are on autopilot and wtv is in our heart is what we’ll choose to do in the dream. But if it’s our heart it means God can work in it.
      Besides That tho I also had a fantascination of what dreams are and I believe God showed me this verse “In thoughts from the visions of the night, When deep sleep falleth on men,”
      ‭‭Job‬ ‭4‬:‭13‬ ‭KJV‬‬
      Like thoughts and those come from us how those visions happen I got no idea 😂 but man I say this all that Christ can help us in every part, and these wet dreams be so devastating to my day when it starts but he’s working in me.

    • @brandynicolecommodore45
      @brandynicolecommodore45 21 день тому

      In my dream it wasn't even sexual it was literally a feeling that came over me. I beleive it was a spirtaul attack because im celibate and have been for years.

  • @AppleSauce_Dealer
    @AppleSauce_Dealer 22 дні тому +163

    How does this guy never fail to make all of his videos so cinematic and relatable, real talent.

    • @LanderConqueror
      @LanderConqueror 22 дні тому +4

      Because when he passes through a tribulation he just records it. Its real.

    • @AppleSauce_Dealer
      @AppleSauce_Dealer 22 дні тому +4

      @ of course it real! I mean the editing and time it takes too still then record them and be actual good quality, is real talent.

  • @IAFOJC7
    @IAFOJC7 22 дні тому +51

    This is undoubtedly the most relatble video I’ve seen on UA-cam. That feeling is horrible, knowing you’ve been stuck in a loop that seems to never end. But, God provides a way out. It’s up to me and you to choose wether to take it. Stay strong, my brothers and sisters. Stay strong. For in the end, it’s so worth it. Amen

    • @braydenrobinson5146
      @braydenrobinson5146 19 днів тому

      What happens when you no longer feel bad about it. That's where I'm at. Ive hear that if you no longer feel bad about it then you've went too far. Well looks like I there. I dont even know why I still try to do good when I literally went too far.

    • @IAFOJC7
      @IAFOJC7 19 днів тому

      @@braydenrobinson5146 I was there once. My tip would be to grow closer to God by reading his word daily. New Testament, man. That way you’ll feel guilty and convicted. That’s when you know you’re changing. From then keep growing, and you’ll eventually not want to sin. That’s almost where I’m at. Hope this helps

  • @ThelastWPRIME
    @ThelastWPRIME 22 дні тому +42

    Oh my, bro I really feel this way. Man you’re so relatable it’s scary, this world is so wicked and evil, but God is so, so good!

  • @For-Zone334
    @For-Zone334 22 дні тому +37

    Lord Jesus Christ, may you restore him in Jesus name I pray amen .

  • @mellooozx
    @mellooozx 22 дні тому +84

    2 Corinthians 12:9 “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
    1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

  • @Souvenir_Pensive
    @Souvenir_Pensive 22 дні тому +14

    Proverbs 24:16 |The righteous falleth seventh times, But rise up again. but one disaster is suffice to overthrow the wicked.

  • @jess-just-a-biscuit
    @jess-just-a-biscuit 19 днів тому +8

    My mother texted me this chapter. I pray it helps others as it is helping me
    But now, Job, listen to my words;
    pay attention to everything I say.
    2 I am about to open my mouth;
    my words are on the tip of my tongue.
    3 My words come from an upright heart;
    my lips sincerely speak what I know.
    4 The Spirit of God has made me;
    the breath of the Almighty gives me life.
    5 Answer me then, if you can;
    stand up and argue your case before me.
    6 I am the same as you in God’s sight;
    I too am a piece of clay.
    7 No fear of me should alarm you,
    nor should my hand be heavy on you.
    8 “But you have said in my hearing-
    I heard the very words-
    9 ‘I am pure, I have done no wrong;
    I am clean and free from sin.
    10 Yet God has found fault with me;
    he considers me his enemy.
    11 He fastens my feet in shackles;
    he keeps close watch on all my paths.’
    12 “But I tell you, in this you are not right,
    for God is greater than any mortal.
    13 Why do you complain to him
    that he responds to no one’s words[a]?
    14 For God does speak-now one way, now another-
    though no one perceives it.
    15 In a dream, in a vision of the night,
    when deep sleep falls on people
    as they slumber in their beds,
    16 he may speak in their ears
    and terrify them with warnings,
    17 to turn them from wrongdoing
    and keep them from pride,
    18 to preserve them from the pit,
    their lives from perishing by the sword.[b]
    19 “Or someone may be chastened on a bed of pain
    with constant distress in their bones,
    20 so that their body finds food repulsive
    and their soul loathes the choicest meal.
    21 Their flesh wastes away to nothing,
    and their bones, once hidden, now stick out.
    22 They draw near to the pit,
    and their life to the messengers of death.[c]
    23 Yet if there is an angel at their side,
    a messenger, one out of a thousand,
    sent to tell them how to be upright,
    24 and he is gracious to that person and says to God,
    ‘Spare them from going down to the pit;
    I have found a ransom for them-
    25 let their flesh be renewed like a child’s;
    let them be restored as in the days of their youth’-
    26 then that person can pray to God and find favor with him,
    they will see God’s face and shout for joy;
    he will restore them to full well-being.
    27 And they will go to others and say,
    ‘I have sinned, I have perverted what is right,
    but I did not get what I deserved.
    28 God has delivered me from going down to the pit,
    and I shall live to enjoy the light of life.’
    29 “God does all these things to a person-
    twice, even three times-
    30 to turn them back from the pit,
    that the light of life may shine on them.
    31 “Pay attention, Job, and listen to me;
    be silent, and I will speak.
    32 If you have anything to say, answer me;
    speak up, for I want to vindicate you.
    33 But if not, then listen to me;
    be silent, and I will teach you wisdom

  • @anandjoshua7904
    @anandjoshua7904 22 дні тому +19

    LORD PLEASE RESTORE ME

  • @NickPorter-j2m
    @NickPorter-j2m 18 днів тому +4

    On the morning of October 6 2024, Jesus delivered me from a 12 year addiction to masturbation. Now I actually feel like myself for the first time in 12 years. The urge to do bad is gone.

  • @Darrius965
    @Darrius965 20 днів тому +5

    I feel...and saw this video latter on after in the day. I was still falling...cursing on games and letting anger just explode....
    But God

  • @TonytheMechanic-i5c
    @TonytheMechanic-i5c 20 днів тому +8

    That is when we have to forget our own understanding and trust what God said. He loves you no matter what and won’t stop. Be faithful, be strong.

  • @colemashburn3943
    @colemashburn3943 22 дні тому +4

    I felt incredible temptation an hour ago; and although I didn’t give in, I panicked as if I already had, because I kept telling myself that it was only a matter of time before I did.
    I was frustrated and enraged at the fact that I have kept falling into the same pit, the same darkness.
    I tell myself, “why don’t you believe Jesus gave you victory?”
    “Surely you are no child of God; no son of God would still struggle”
    “You missed something; you missed a revelation, a lesson from God, something that would set you free.”
    Jesus has given me victory. When I believe that, the temptation disappears. The urge disappears.
    But when I don’t, I wallow in self pity and self hatred, believing that climbing out of this pit is impossible.
    Lord, please give me strength. Remind me daily that Jesus Christ has given me a spirit of victory over sin. Amen.
    And Joshua, if you happen to read this, I hope you know how proud God is of you. You’re doing great things by utilizing your platform for the Lord.
    I’ll pray for both of us, that when temptation hits us, we turn to Jesus for strength!

  • @yourfear07
    @yourfear07 10 днів тому +1

    3 months clean now. I just want to say thank you!

  • @MoltenHoniBun
    @MoltenHoniBun 19 днів тому +7

    My brother Josh, we are all here for you. We are all broken sinners behind these comments in need of God’s mercy. God bless you and may he deliver us all from evil

  • @namelessuser9585
    @namelessuser9585 22 дні тому +9

    You just made a perfect description of how ive been feeling, sometimes people describe me as someone i dont even know, i wish i was half as close to God as they think i am, the hardest part is stop doing what you like and start doing what He wants, i've been fighting this adiction for a long, long time, this has destroyed every part of me since i was just a child, honestly, i don't know how much more i can hold this "mask" of a righteous person, sometimes i just wish i hadn't been born.

  • @theforcedragon3781
    @theforcedragon3781 18 днів тому +2

    “I’m not being the perfect brother like I was taught to be” is when I broke..

  • @keilanarellano3621
    @keilanarellano3621 19 днів тому +4

    The timing is amazing when I fell into it again 😢 Heavenly Father plz forgive me, pick me up again and start over, and fill me up with the Holy Spirit so I can battle it with you❤

  • @BibleHive
    @BibleHive 22 дні тому +4

    Someone give this man an award.

  • @owlgirl6707
    @owlgirl6707 22 дні тому +9

    Wow… just wow. I feel you. This is so powerful, and very much reflects my life… thank you so much for this.

  • @joshthesmith77
    @joshthesmith77 19 днів тому +2

    I mainly fight lust and confusion about life and I pray for God to deliver me and show me my path forward. Please pray for me, I’ve never had anyone to mentor or help me to know what to do with my life and I’m tired of trying to be free from lust. God bless you all!

  • @DCAwsome
    @DCAwsome 22 дні тому +5

    How the Word cuts to the heart of every man/woman... I just went through this: angry at everyone (mainly my failures), inconsolable... leading to tears and finished by singing praise
    This was an experience like reading the Word: a mirror of myself
    Thank you sir for all you do and God bless you

  • @abrahamlikethat
    @abrahamlikethat 22 дні тому +6

    Thank for posting this video. Had been in a slump earlier today in my faith because of how much i had been attacked by the enemy. I asked God for someone I can relate to and low and behold our storys are almost identical. I still struggle with lust to this day. God bless you and continue to keep fighting.

  • @Riptide2
    @Riptide2 19 днів тому +1

    i struggle with sexual sin and i cant tell you how much i relate to this on a really personal level

  • @LucasMysin
    @LucasMysin 22 дні тому +2

    It is ok. The nightmare is over. You can rest now. Jesus is for you

  • @myckalaross8973
    @myckalaross8973 18 днів тому +3

    Brother Josh even though I don’t know you personally but Thank you Thank you Thank you for making this video because I’ve been feeling like this for the past few weeks. THANK GOD for you I’m definitely praying that GOD restores you as well as myself. GOD Bless you 🙏🏾❤️

  • @KaliLikesTirtles
    @KaliLikesTirtles 17 днів тому +1

    I fell today and god shown me this video and wow, i just cant believe how accurate the video was to me after i fell. Time to get back up and try to not look down or slip until the inevitable.
    I love you jesus and God, AMEN!

  • @Jsg95
    @Jsg95 20 днів тому +1

    I just messed up again watching something I know I shouldn’t of watched.. The first thing I did afterwards was get on UA-cam and this video popped up.. I’ve never seen this channel or even heard of it but this just shows Gods mercy & grace.. it’s so easy to get caught up living in shame & regret but at the end of the day God just wants you to come back to him. Seeing this video right after I fell back into sin is a reminder of the love that God has for me & all of us. It’s not his intention for us to live in sin but knowing that we have a savior who redeems us is so beautiful. “God give me the strength to overcome lust and sexual temptation. I thank you for your love, grace & mercy.”

  • @tyrellbrown4771
    @tyrellbrown4771 22 дні тому +2

    It's truly amazing how you've portrayed spiritual warfare,May we rely on the Holy Spirit to help us because on our own, we are weak.

  • @andrewpowell6065
    @andrewpowell6065 22 дні тому +5

    Always bring tears to my eyes cause you guys make these videos and they show perfectly how I feel on the inside

  • @TerrenceII
    @TerrenceII 22 дні тому +2

    Can we all just recognize of how excellent Josh's acting is, this is phenomenal 👏🏾 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
    God Bless you, I pray you continue to succeed with what you're doing, regardless of your struggles and fights with the enemy. 🙏🏽

  • @isaiahm1576
    @isaiahm1576 17 днів тому +1

    I fell yesterday and today and I haven’t in a while and I prayed that God would call me and guide me to his path he’s set for me and here is this video guiding me back, glory to God and thank you man.

  • @Kukaul
    @Kukaul 22 дні тому +10

    God Bless You All Amen ✝️♥️✝️♥️✝️

  • @anu130483
    @anu130483 19 днів тому +2

    Oh my I was about to when this popped up I couldn’t be more grateful to god man u love you God I Love you so much Jesus and God oh my i love you god

  • @richardyoung626
    @richardyoung626 22 дні тому +2

    Failed so many times too with the same sin. Keep asking for forgiveness. Still waiting

  • @t.shaneholock693
    @t.shaneholock693 21 день тому +1

    We must remember that Jesus has paid it all! Today you woke up, today is another day to say God I can't do this without you, help me repent from my old ways because without you I can't even breath! Well done this video is great!

  • @ElijahJamesSSumat
    @ElijahJamesSSumat 17 днів тому +1

    Thank you for this testimony! God bless us all and our families!

  • @michael-pf9wx
    @michael-pf9wx 20 днів тому +2

    I failed today and I’m going to be strong again

  • @Deetheartist_444
    @Deetheartist_444 21 день тому +1

    All my Brothers n Sisters of Christ. To everyone that reads this comment you are not alone, I feel like this too all the time. I hate falling short of God's standards n I hate the world for making lust a normal thing when we fully know it's a sin. I pray for everyone n myself that the Lord guide us away from it, I almost fell into this Sin myself bc I felt the temptation of it n thought I could handle it on my own, sadly I was wrong. Thank you God for showing me this video to show I'm not alone.

  • @frahohen
    @frahohen 20 днів тому +1

    The only way to overcome temptation is to pray in the name of Jesus to rebuke all thoughts and images in your head in the moment. I fight now with god for a year against it and feel for the first time strong enough to go one more day without it every new day I do.

  • @Efesseroo
    @Efesseroo 18 днів тому +1

    I fell again rn after 5 months. There is nothing I can do I can't take time back. But I am going to be stronger and be better.

  • @ekekelanapoleon2550
    @ekekelanapoleon2550 22 дні тому +5

    thank you for capturing what many of us are going through❤️
    “No temptation has overtaken you except something common to mankind; and God is faithful, so He will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.” 1 Corinthians 10:13

  • @Noah-xv2ow
    @Noah-xv2ow 22 дні тому +4

    Love the vids man

  • @DanSullivanTV
    @DanSullivanTV 13 днів тому +1

    Do not fear.
    It was never your burden to carry, surrender all your doubts, pains, and fears to God. Jesus gave you his salvation on the cross.
    Lay it down at his feet, seek his love and not the hate of it.
    God is always here, you have to let him do his work.
    Jesus rescued me from 19 years of addiction over night.
    It’s not your fault, it’s not your job to clean your self before you get into the shower.
    Come as you are.
    God loves you and wants to set you free.

    • @DanSullivanTV
      @DanSullivanTV 13 днів тому

      Keep pushing through, till it’s a breakthrough.
      God has his hand out, reach for it and take hold.😊

  • @NewAgeJay64
    @NewAgeJay64 22 дні тому +1

    Ive been in this exact situation ever since I found God. My father's side of the family were proclaimed Christians but abused lied and worshiped Satan. My mother saved my life she sacrificed everything for me. So everyday I see her struggle I ask myself what am I worth if I can't be the son she needs me to be. The brother I need to be. The Saint I need to be. I feel like a failure every time I fall face first into the mud of sin and lust. I don't know how to get back up. But I've watched Joshes videos and they helped me, I too call him a man of God but this reaffirmed to me we all have our failures, pains and loses. Thank you Josh I think you just saved me today

  • @justinwatson7778
    @justinwatson7778 20 днів тому +1

    This…..is dangerously rough to watch 💔✝️ GOD help us

  • @afureishaka1254
    @afureishaka1254 19 днів тому +1

    😢 God helped me overcome p#rn
    I pray His grace 🎉 helps us all in Jesus name
    Jesus always causes us to triumph
    He did it for me and He's not gonna stop there

  • @angeldotel5786
    @angeldotel5786 19 днів тому +1

    such a powerful moment when josh breaks down and i realized that picture of Jesus reaching out His hand. the imagery bro 🤯 don’t know if that was internal or not but neat detail

  • @alxcus2962
    @alxcus2962 22 дні тому +6

    ... Just yesterday I fell to porn.
    This encapsulates... Everything... Perfectly.
    Wow. I just... No words.

    • @An_Ultrakill_Fan
      @An_Ultrakill_Fan 15 днів тому

      Same and today too, Every day that passes it seems like the temptation gets stronger and stronger..

  • @Andrewjones-g5z
    @Andrewjones-g5z 20 днів тому +1

    this is total i feel brother but i fail to express it in words. but to God be the glory bro. am 26years old living in Jamaica, this explosion is what i feel inside every single day, am afraid to ask for help & worst i don't know how to put it in words, so yea as you said try to do good while that's a mask to cover the evil inside me. now feeling a quote that says EVERYONE LOVES YOU BUT NOT EVERYONE LIKES YOU. Believe it or not sir you are speaking FACTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY GOD ALMIGHTY WHO CREATED HEAVEN & EARTH CONTIUE TO POUR OUT HIS RICHEST BLESSING UPON U SIR IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST... THIS IS EYE OPENING. TO GOD BE PRASIED! TO GOD BE THE GLORY!! THANK U HOLY SPIRIT, THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @JesusKnowsAllComeToHim
    @JesusKnowsAllComeToHim 18 днів тому +3

    Jesus please forgive me for failing you

  • @FazeAcai
    @FazeAcai 17 днів тому +1

    See brethren, in Romans 1:5 KJV, it is to be “obedience to the faith” which means the reason why we fall to sin, is because in that moment, we forsake the Word. What we shall do is have God be the center of our life, and live by his Word! Matthew 4:4

  • @dynamic436
    @dynamic436 19 днів тому +1

    My downfall was my pride,arrogance and biggest was lust porn and masturbation now im suffering from health issues everything is lost no matter how i try it cannot be make right and its hard for a person like me to change and come to God im still trying i hope ill make it

  • @GeotheMessenger
    @GeotheMessenger 22 дні тому +3

    Deep😢😢 I love you, my brother in christ.

  • @Kursedaim.backup.account
    @Kursedaim.backup.account 22 дні тому +5

    This spoke to me because I found corn at 3 and I still sin so much and have such bad anger issues I don't even know how God still loves me😭🙏

    • @ColdPalmer-pl
      @ColdPalmer-pl 22 дні тому +3

      I will pray for you, but uhm... Corn at 3 is pretty concerning... But nevertheless, my friend, God is with you and always will be. I will pray for you. Amen.

    • @Kursedaim.backup.account
      @Kursedaim.backup.account 22 дні тому +1

      @ ik it is I was a curious kid I don't remember how I knew what it was but I did but thanks brother I appreciate your prayers

    • @JESUSISGOD-77
      @JESUSISGOD-77 21 день тому +1

      @@ColdPalmer-pl bro ever watchingcornis concernig i pray for you bro

  • @DavidLukoson-om7rl
    @DavidLukoson-om7rl 19 днів тому +1

    Thank you for sharing this struggle with the word, you are a brave❤ man, and may God✝️ bless you for your honesty.

  • @Maistra077
    @Maistra077 19 днів тому +1

    Something I learned since having been delivered from this addiction. You had to cut it at the root. Simply ask the LORD to reveal to you why you keeping going back to this and ask the Lord to heal whatever the ROOT problem is.
    I hope this helps ❤

  • @bmangamer1234
    @bmangamer1234 11 днів тому

    This is exactly how I feel, nailed it Josh. People who see this comment pray for me and for everyone here.

  • @philipchella1338
    @philipchella1338 20 днів тому +1

    Acting and struggle is on point❤

  • @ekekelanapoleon2550
    @ekekelanapoleon2550 22 дні тому +4

    praise JESUS CHRIST

  • @Jel_lo865
    @Jel_lo865 22 дні тому +3

    I was about to watch until I say this get posted thank u god amen

  • @ZeDolphin-s4r
    @ZeDolphin-s4r 18 днів тому

    I have nearly the exact same life story. Every part of it is difficult. May the Lord help and guide those who also struggle on the narrow road of the Christian life. I pray blessings upon all those struggling right now.

  • @Itsdasummer32
    @Itsdasummer32 22 дні тому +6

    The way I felt this 😢

  • @emmak4730
    @emmak4730 21 день тому +1

    I was literally shivering when watching this. The video is a clear description of what i have been going through. I just wish that i didn't fall into this addiction in the first place. I have been falling a lot this year and it has felt like hell. I am so scared that i might be so far gone because of how many times i have sinned. Its even so hard to pray knowing that i have sinned so many times i dont know how to stop myself. The perfect child persona you talked about in the video is so relatable . I don't even know who i am now and i just feel like i am watching myself just go through life. I hate that i love to do this sin. I am so tired of life and i am so scared that i am running out of chances to turn my life. I have so many people looking upto me but i cant just seem put myself together. LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME 😭😭

    • @TyTheTurnip02
      @TyTheTurnip02 20 днів тому

      You're Not Alone Man...You Never Will Be. And So will the rest of us.

  • @Upcast490
    @Upcast490 21 день тому +1

    Gang. This is a masterpiece. No one but God could have orchestrated smth like this. Like. Ive been through smth like this like multiple times. God bless my friend.

  • @jerridlillard4745
    @jerridlillard4745 19 днів тому +1

    I’ll used this. In case my pride takes over

  • @_DavidJ_
    @_DavidJ_ 16 днів тому

    Tears Brother Tears this is Beautiful and heartfelt

  • @codyb4016
    @codyb4016 9 днів тому

    “Am I doing it for your people or am I doing it for me? I don’t know, because I don’t trust myself”
    This one hit home. God delivered me from prn 3 years ago, but I still have other sins. I still struggle. Every word in this video this resonated deeply with me. I struggle with knowing God’s love for me. How could He love me? Why would He? But His Word is true and He promised to deliver me from this body of death. Praise Jesus! Thanks for your videos. If nothing else, it’s comforting to know that I’m not alone in the way I feel.

  • @kgag-p4f
    @kgag-p4f 22 дні тому

    man bro, you hit it on the nail, it was like watching myself through you, bless up brother, God will restore all of us.

  • @watermeloncat391
    @watermeloncat391 22 дні тому +2

    5 inspring bible verse (below)
    1. Psalm 34:18
    "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."
    2. Matthew 11:28-30
    "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."
    3. John 14:27
    "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."
    4. Isaiah 41:10
    "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
    5. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
    "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God."

  • @Bobbythediscipleofficial
    @Bobbythediscipleofficial 22 дні тому +10

    How many People Here are struggling with corn comment below

    • @WARRIOROFGOD-t5i
      @WARRIOROFGOD-t5i 22 дні тому

      Me, I disappointed myself. Idk why I did but my brain just being crazy about women.
      I don’t wanna do it.

    • @aceofspades6460
      @aceofspades6460 22 дні тому

      As much as I am ashamed by it I also realize the only way to move forward is to put it out there. It sucks but so does medicine taste yet it helps you. I know God can get me out of this but I feel like it is always me that is rushing to go back to that feeling, knowing the emptiness that I might feel afterwards, knowing that without God I am nothing but dust, knowing the blessings God has given me, and it hurts. So I am struggling with Corn and I just hope I can get closer to Jesus than closer to my website browser. 😞

    • @Unidentified_UnknownUser
      @Unidentified_UnknownUser 22 дні тому

      I do and I'm tired of it
      I know God loves me regardless and that jesus will forgive but I'm tired of disappointing him and I pray and I do feel the sin weakening I'll pray for all of you to 🖤

    • @leonard9636
      @leonard9636 22 дні тому +1

      Not just corn, lust in general... I hate it so much that I'm like that I'll take months or years only to relapse again

    • @pcdeltalink036
      @pcdeltalink036 21 день тому

      Been struggling with it for over 15 years now. Some days are better than others. Some days I do believe that he loves me. The bad days though, especially in previous years when the struggle was worse, like in the video I also wondered why he didn’t just kill me and send me to hell for how awful of a person I was. I spent years trapped on a performance treadmill thinking I had to be perfect to earn his love even though I knew that wasn’t what the Bible said. Even now I have to be very careful where my thoughts go and try to hold onto what I know is true even if I’m feeling the opposite. It’s hard and I truly wonder some days if the only “cure” for this fight is just waiting for either the rapture or my own death however far in the future that might be.

  • @tj_thegoat2486
    @tj_thegoat2486 17 днів тому +1

    Guys, I fell into Lust last night and went to porn just from one video. It feels good at first, but when you're done, your mental health is terrible. Please pray and read the Word.

  • @OptimalVideos
    @OptimalVideos 22 дні тому +2

    buddy spitting bars but fr though i be feeling like that but i spoke to God until i got to school i actually still talked to God when i was in school it felt great and im hoping he can still heal me
    also buddy got some vocals i like his singing

  • @kaysenix2343
    @kaysenix2343 20 днів тому

    This sums up exactly how I feel these past few weeks, I just keep relapsing and the days got harder and I try harder to get better not only for myself but for God

  • @hiimnewhere9753
    @hiimnewhere9753 19 днів тому +1

    Thank u so much man 😭

  • @bacon6255
    @bacon6255 21 день тому

    Actual cinema bro
    The part where he starts saying he was supposed to be somebody perfect and the use of the build up sound was amazing, it felt like I was at a climax of a breakdown too,
    Hallelujah brother.

  • @DiamondCreeper78
    @DiamondCreeper78 21 день тому

    This has popped up several times on my home page and I kept ignoring it. I gave into temptation earlier today so this definetly hits.

  • @RashedMoll-s6h
    @RashedMoll-s6h 20 днів тому +1

    Remember, Jesus is still loves you

  • @AdrianConde-kn7rn
    @AdrianConde-kn7rn 20 днів тому

    This has gone on with me for a month and a half now. I'm so doubtful I'm so skeptical. I stopped trying. Thank you.

  • @VoiceofChristianityLouis
    @VoiceofChristianityLouis 22 дні тому +1

    I fell into this sin again and this reminded me of it and it led me to repentance.

  • @Vic-loves-yeshua
    @Vic-loves-yeshua 16 днів тому +1

    This video came at the perfect timing thank u 🙏🏾

  • @Antxieus-Editz
    @Antxieus-Editz 16 днів тому

    I love these Christian videos. I feel like my lust has decreased by a lot and that I have more restraint :)

  • @NeoSam175
    @NeoSam175 21 день тому +1

    Joshua just literally described how I exactly feel inside of me

  • @nxtcaliber3445
    @nxtcaliber3445 22 дні тому

    I sing with you in worship. Thank you for sharing this art and testimony, for it has blessed me.

  • @BunnyBoyy1
    @BunnyBoyy1 22 дні тому +3

    amazing! keep it up! i was needing this

  • @AlStowe-v7d
    @AlStowe-v7d 10 днів тому

    No words but simply put, Amen

  • @jeronboucher
    @jeronboucher 20 днів тому

    Felt
    Let the Lord keep using you my brother❤

  • @JumbleDrops1029
    @JumbleDrops1029 22 дні тому

    I dont think I can tell you how accurate this is to me as well. I have people that look up top me yet im as broken as they and and feel just as worthless. Praise be to God who can fix us

  • @Warthirium
    @Warthirium 22 дні тому

    No matter how many times I spiritually rend my clothing, No matter how many times I tear myself apart, Its all the same, I lay at an Altar I built years ago, I lay inside the old house of prayer with a few lit candles. My Flesh, The Filth, The Blood, The Scars, and the shame stain my soul. Without a voice, I suffer in silence. At some point, The fires will take me and theres nothing I can do

  • @entertheVision
    @entertheVision 18 днів тому

    Felt. Thank you for this powerful video God Bless

  • @ThomasRoss-ri3xr
    @ThomasRoss-ri3xr 22 дні тому

    I have spoken the very same words in this video to God, but I have blasphemed Christ in my anger telling him exact words "get off your pretty throne and help me", and now I feel awful and now i feel as if the Lord wont love and care for me anymore after that. I dont know what to do. I need help.

  • @joshuacostlow4285
    @joshuacostlow4285 22 дні тому +2

    Will put in a word for me next time you pray 😢

  • @FeniX90202
    @FeniX90202 22 дні тому

    I think this is about you, thats why im sad to hear you in this pain, i will pray for you and for others that are in need. You and i cant imagen how many lives have you helped to change, and one of them is me. So thank you, youre videos helped me to get closer to God.

  • @pcdeltalink036
    @pcdeltalink036 21 день тому

    Your words cut deep. They are words that I have said as well over the years at one time or another as I keep fighting this insanity.