Well said and seconded and shared with my ex-wife. Who is fight her demons. The world truly needs this kind of powerful testimonial... In tears, but hopeful ones.. Thank you, Ashley, for this amazing song🤘😎🤘
I feel like she was always a storyteller, she's just become more personal and better at telling her own stories. I remember in 2015 she said that she didn't consider herself a good singer but she had to sing bc she couldn't imagine someone else singing her songs. NOW she's much better and more confident all around. to the point where she's said she'd like to write songs for others. particularly Rihanna. it's been so awesome to see her grow and evolve. and yes, manic is incredible. she bares herself and she makes herself vulnerable but in a confident way. so it shouldn't make anyone ever want to use it against her bc it's just so real and beautiful. (bc unfortunately, in her position, ppl look for ammunition is the only reason I said that last but) x
In Manchester last week she changed the lyrics and said 'i remember this girl with pink hair in Manchester, she said "Ashley you gotta promise us that you won't die cos we need you" and honestly i think she was right' and I've never heard a room erupt into tears and cheers as much my God. Edit: Happy Birthday Halsey! We all love you so much💕💕💕💕💕
@@christelaye Yeah but alot of artists do this too. Too many to count. But replying to op now: I agree. Very powerful and moving line of lyrics, no, poetry
This is so sad. My dad just died and loved Halsey just as much as I did. We were so excited for this new album and when i heard her voice and just remember him driving around listening to Hopeless fountain kingdom.(Thx for the support. I just really wish he could listen to it.)
this comment made me feel so sad. play the songs. play them over and over again, even when it hurts. sing them out loud, write them down, print the lyrics. i’m sure he’ll enjoy every song, every word through you. stay strong girly, it will never hurt any less but it will get easier to cope with at some point. 🤍
little but important things to note: - the echo at "eastside", a clip from one of her previous songs, at around 0:30, calls back to how even when she was commercially successful she was still unhappy - the conversational tone at "oh my god theres no way thats me" - in the verse that starts at 1:00 theres one bad statement for every good statement ("i've quit smoking/recently i've tried", "bought another house/never go outside") - again, the conversational tone in the line "i forget half the people who i've gotten in bed" - the desync between the instrumental and the lyrics in the line "hoping my father would finally call me", as if shes rushing to get the words out for such a painful line - the inflection on where she says "love of my life" at 1:36 - when she speaks at the end shes almost mumbling, disappointed and ashamed about something so trivial - the instrumentals drop out, she sings acapella and all that is left on screen is her portrait, one that went from a realistic drawing to a messy outline, symbolizing how much of herself she has lost
-"Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder. But then I realize that I'm no higher power" In AA / NA belief in a higher power is part of recovery. Halsey is humbled by the fact that she couldn't make the woman she describes as the love of her life choose her over cocaine.
@@annaholton18 She doesn't have one. She's pretending to connect with a superstar, but all of Halsey's bars are very hard to relate to unless you're also a superstar. But people like to pretend they can relate to celebrities to make themselves feel better.
Pink hair in detroit was right, when I first heard you, it was when my dad had committed suicide, all I did was replay your music it was the only thing that was even close to the emotions I was feeling, It was the only thing that comforted me when nothing else could, it was the only music that help me feel completely sane when I was completely insane.... It’s crazy how just one song can keep you breathing when you can’t seem to do it yourself. I have always related to your music in some kind of way even if it meant something completely different to others and you. Please keep being genuine and beautiful inside and outside.♥️
The first drawing-- realist perfection. Flowing hair and features just right. She looks straight out of a magazine. Halsey. She's a dream, only in monochrome. But look closer, no, she actually has hues of color etched on every inch of her skin. Her hair is really not that long, it's chopped and shorter than what attracts mass-appeal. But she looks the same, her eyes look the same. Almost like a puzzle that was put back in its place. That's Ashley. Imperfect, broken and supremely real. We love you.
She didnt randomly come up with the name Halsey. She dated a guy significantly older than her and he lived on Halsey Street, thus creating her musical alter ego.
This song has been the best song I've heard in a very long time. Her rawness... it touches my heart. Ashley, you are so beyond needed in this world, we can't express that enough. You've saved me from doing so many harmful things to myself for who knows how many times. Thank you for existing and continuously blessing us with your amazing talents
I just wanna say that this song absolutely crushed me. This is one of those song where I was sold on the first note. The lyrics are beautifully heartbreaking. Like I can’t stop crying. Jesus I just wanna give her a hug. Also the lyric “Ashley you gotta promise us that you won’t die cause we need you and honestly I think that she lied”really hit fucking hard. Because my name is Ashley and I’ve felt this emotion throughout different moments in my life. That lyric was really personal and it hit me deep. I really admire an artist that’s willing to expose their true selves unabashedly to the world. Halsey is more than just a singer she is an artist in so many forms and I’m thankful for her. I’m thankful for Ashley.
"lost the love of my life to an ivory powder" always makes me think of colours, which she's said refers to losing someone you love to addiction and "seeing the colours drain out of them" (I think).
That line really reminds me of this line “Got a girl with California eyes And I thought that she could really be the one this time But I never got the chance to make her mine Because she fell in love with little thin white lines” from her song bad at love. Shes saying she met the love of her life but addiction to heroin killed the person she loved so she never got to be with them again.
The girl with pink hair was right because of you I found my will to live.i was on the edge so close then i found you and suddenly I felt wanted so thank you so much 💜
did the line "lost the love of my life to an ivory powder" connect to the line from "Bad At Love" when she sang "got a girl with California eyes/and i thought that she could really be the one this time/but i never got a chance to make her mine/cuz she fell in love with thin white lines"? Like is she singing about the same person? this song hit really hard. it was raw and genuine and i loved it.
Revealing these raw emotions and being this honest is a TALENT. I would rather conceal my emotions than show it to my friends and Halsey is strong enough to show them to the whole world. And thats why I need you, Ashley.
Her songs are really really cool, weird but not in a bad way, in a very vulnerable and exceptional way by speaking in riddles that I just can’t seem to solve. Its really like those songs that you’re trying so hard to find and listen to when all you want is for someone to lend an ear, look you in the dead of the eye, and croon softly “I know how you feel.” Thank you for this Halsey, we appreciate you so much.
I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and the line "and its just these things that I'm thinking for hours and I'm picking my hair our in clumps in the shower" hits HARD and makes me tear up every single time
I feel like the verse about her love overdosing on an “ivory powder” relates to the girl that fell in love with “little thin white lines” in bad at love.
I know how difficult it is to pick a favorite song. Since every song is both incredibly and terrifically filled with meaning. But this one is a definite contender. There's not a moment that passes where I can't listen to the song and smile out one side of my face while the other side blooms a single tear in memory of the memories that I had to endure and survive just to be here now halfway smiling from both sides.
After I heard the album and especially this song 929, I fall in love with Halsey more. "Manic" is one of the greatest albums I saw, its beautiful how Halsey tells us a story within a song and by that story it educates us that life is very serious and so is love Love you Halsey💛
my bf just broke up with me and i realised that the line "i wasnt in love then and im still not now" represents me rn so "im happy i figured it out" thank you ash
I love, love, love the album so much. I’ve had one of the worst months of my life and hearing this album for the first time yesterday made me forget all about it, just for a little while. The music she’s made in this album gave me some real hope.
when she sings "soft and slow watch the minutes go count out loud" I can imagine that this is how it sounds when she'd be singing her baby to sleep. so dreamy
damn bro. never heard this song but for whatever reason it was on my homepage today and im sittin here drinkin my coffee thinkin abt "the love of my life" that i also lost and i been healing and learning that i wasnt actually in love then and im still not and what a relief it was to finally figure that out. and then she said those exact same word and its moments like these when everything just feels so surreal
This song is raw and honest in a way that I crave more than anything. Listening to this on repeat is the reason I began writing again, after years of feeling too numb to put a pencil to paper. If I hadn't started writing again, I couldn't be typing this. You're here for a reason.
“And who do you call when it’s late at night when the headlines just don’t paint the picture right when you look at yourself on a screen and say oh my god there’s no way that’s me” the part I relate the most to in the entire album
This is the sort of thing that song writing is all about. Experiencing the world through someone else's story. There aren't many ways to do that. Beautiful song, honest and bittersweet
It's the saddest song I've ever heard. I mean, I know that probably there are millions of such songs which describe other/bigger problems. But this one, it just hits me so bad.
What I like about this song is it’s like she’s actually telling a story. The way she talks in her songs, I love it. It makes this song so raw and memorable. I could play this song all night before I sleep
I'm going through that right now. My acne has never been worse. I cry all of the time. I just want to die, so it's over. Don't think it's the only thing happening to me now. One of my besfriends is a psychopath who actually tried to get me down and basically destroy me😢. I've lost three relatives in 2019. I don't know what to do. If I open up to my family they are just like: "Why are you so weak? I thought you were stronger!". It hurts. I want to end it
Swiftie Forever 13 its okayy, i dont think they will say that but please remember to stay strong i swear things get better with time and even if u dont think that rn one day u will and I believe ur still young u can do it💕 also try to talk to them maybe they will support u
I'm just finding this song at 29 and Im in love. I never knew her name was also Ashley and idk why but it made me connect to her creations way more... And made me feel less alone. I so appreciate Halsey (everything about her). 💜
this song hurts me so much for so many reasons and you know what’s the stupid one? if you weren’t famous, if we were a little closer in space, we genuinely could’ve been friends. i see so much of you in myself that sometimes i can’t listen to your songs because you talk about yourself the way i’m too afraid to admit about myself. i tried to stop smoking but i couldn’t help it it’s just something to do and i’m weak to the feeling of having something to do. i have houses over the world and i just travel from one to the other and i don’t interact with people because i feel like such a numb shell of myself that it seems so pointless and i feel so helpless that i just stay in my bubbles. you got a girl with pink hair in detroit? i got one with purple hair in houston. my best friend and i adopted kids together (15 and counting) and i remember every single kid i’ve ever talked to, ever, but god i’ve legit been in situations where people have gotten mad because i couldn’t for the life of me remember if/when i’d slept with them i took a long road trip and didn’t leave my car and sobbed and sobbed for hours because my father disowned me for so many things and i want to be strong i want to be independent but sometimes you just miss him and it eats you up i thought the girl from houston was the love of my life but she doesn’t i’m not in love her and she never loved me it was the idea of us and being normal that i loved and i lost my best friend to that powder and a gun. i’ve been dealing with a complete manic phase recently and it hurts so much my hand hurts so much from overdrawing everything because it’s not perfect and i need it to be and it’s not and it just hurts i could go on but my hands itch to do something and i have to listen otherwise i’ll break down and i can’t do that not again not so soon it’s the stupidest thing ever but it doesn’t stop me from thinking about it.
As so many other have said, pink-haired girl in Detroit didn’t lie! Your songs resonate with so many at a capacity that they probably couldn’t even imagine before hearing the words and sounds of your music, or your art in general. I found your music and your beautiful personality three years ago when my mother was attacked and we wound up homeless💕even now that my life is so much brighter, and I’ve surpassed that dark time, your music still has that same uplifting impact every time. I’m so grateful for you Halsey! We love you ❤️
The best on the album, very personal, yet very easy to reflect. pop is for bucket heads and have no meaning right. I am a guy and I got teary eyed. Thank you Halsey.
Hearing this in an arena full of people is like a knife to the chest. I hadn't listened to it much after the album came out, purely because it's too painful of a song, so when I saw her perform it, it hit me so hard that I just stood there with tears streaming down my face. I couldn't even film it, I felt like I shouldn't because it was so personal. I will never be able to thank her enough for everything and I hope that making this album and playing these shows helps her at least a little bit the way she helps us.
I feel like it's a blessing to call me like this great artist, every time I listen to this song along with "Ashley" lol, I really feel like it's talking to me too, Halsey I really love you
![Halsey - 929 (First Time Since 2020) Live at Fivepoints Amphitheater Irvine CA [4K]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Kpq0dqfTzLI/mqdefault.jpg)
I want to give her a hug and tell her it wasn't a lie, the world needs her
Well said and seconded and shared with my ex-wife. Who is fight her demons. The world truly needs this kind of powerful testimonial...
In tears, but hopeful ones..
Thank you, Ashley, for this amazing song🤘😎🤘
Same!! I'm so sorry that she has those thoughts and thousands of other ppl do to 💔 😔 😭
AMEN!!
facts
Me tooo 💙
This women is not being appreciated as she should be. She is TRULY BEAUTIFUL.
*woman
@@norscored maybe english isn't their native language ?
@@ephemere.5826 I didn't say it was now did i
@@norscored sorry , my comment wasn't supposed to be an attack !
@@ephemere.5826 😂
0:43 “B-side” is one of G-eazy’s albums which came out after when he and her broke up.
damn.
@@cs-goytleri6356 yep
Ironically, Him & I was on the A-Side of his album.
Amanda sure but I don’t recall it rn
@Amanda before the break up they were probably working on something for b side
Im loving this new Halsey. Shes not just a singer anymore shes becoming a storyteller, a true artist. Just love this honesty and raw vibe
I love this side of Halsey. Shes reminding me of Ani DiFranco, look up her song "not a pretty girl"
I agree with you, in her album manic it expresses so much emotion and I love discovering that.
I feel like she was always a storyteller, she's just become more personal and better at telling her own stories. I remember in 2015 she said that she didn't consider herself a good singer but she had to sing bc she couldn't imagine someone else singing her songs. NOW she's much better and more confident all around. to the point where she's said she'd like to write songs for others. particularly Rihanna. it's been so awesome to see her grow and evolve.
and yes, manic is incredible. she bares herself and she makes herself vulnerable but in a confident way. so it shouldn't make anyone ever want to use it against her bc it's just so real and beautiful. (bc unfortunately, in her position, ppl look for ammunition is the only reason I said that last but) x
And now she’s a mother ❤️
I wanted to like this comment but it’s at 929 and I couldn’t😂
In Manchester last week she changed the lyrics and said 'i remember this girl with pink hair in Manchester, she said "Ashley you gotta promise us that you won't die cos we need you" and honestly i think she was right' and I've never heard a room erupt into tears and cheers as much my God.
Edit: Happy Birthday Halsey! We all love you so much💕💕💕💕💕
Zara Salim she changes the place to wherever she’s performing at.
My name is Ashlee and that verse hit me hard
@@christelaye Yeah but alot of artists do this too. Too many to count.
But replying to op now: I agree. Very powerful and moving line of lyrics, no, poetry
Christel Aye true also in Amsterdam, i think it’s very sweet and cute it’s a little change but it actually means a lot
she did that for London too!! halsey live is just something else
This is so sad. My dad just died and loved Halsey just as much as I did. We were so excited for this new album and when i heard her voice and just remember him driving around listening to Hopeless fountain kingdom.(Thx for the support. I just really wish he could listen to it.)
Sorry for ur loss but i believe ur dad is in a better place now 💜
@M J would you like to see the obituary?
So sorry for your loss. He'll be your guardian angel now. Wishing you comfort and peace. 💙🕊️😇
Sorry for your loss 😟💔
this comment made me feel so sad. play the songs. play them over and over again, even when it hurts. sing them out loud, write them down, print the lyrics. i’m sure he’ll enjoy every song, every word through you. stay strong girly, it will never hurt any less but it will get easier to cope with at some point. 🤍
she references eastside when she mentioned the word, the same way she references hurricane on gasoline
and also Ashley
IKR
@@maxwojan4069 WHAT DID SHE REFERENCE? I MIGHT'VE MISSED IT
neil lencio and half on the “eastside” is a song she did w Benny blanco & Khalid
@@Jxstvib1ng i know
This song is so beautiful!! It speaks the truth which a lot of artists are not able to do. I absolutely love this song and Halsey!! ❤️
Ashley = Halsey ?
Yes. Ashley.
Halsey is a mix.
@@paxundpeace9970 Ashley is reserved to her friends and family, she hates when fans use her real name, so we use Halsey
Guys it’s called an ANAGRAM lol. The letters in Ashley (her real name) rearranged can also spell H-A-L-S-E-Y (her stage name)
She was born at 9:26 am and this song is 3 min. After finished singing this song, it's 929 when she was really born and alive..
I'm pretty sure this is the best comment I've ever seen
@@eguillotine2026 same here
Wow
Whoa you gave me chills
Then why does she say she was born at 9:29am
little but important things to note:
- the echo at "eastside", a clip from one of her previous songs, at around 0:30, calls back to how even when she was commercially successful she was still unhappy
- the conversational tone at "oh my god theres no way thats me"
- in the verse that starts at 1:00 theres one bad statement for every good statement ("i've quit smoking/recently i've tried", "bought another house/never go outside")
- again, the conversational tone in the line "i forget half the people who i've gotten in bed"
- the desync between the instrumental and the lyrics in the line "hoping my father would finally call me", as if shes rushing to get the words out for such a painful line
- the inflection on where she says "love of my life" at 1:36
- when she speaks at the end shes almost mumbling, disappointed and ashamed about something so trivial
- the instrumentals drop out, she sings acapella and all that is left on screen is her portrait, one that went from a realistic drawing to a messy outline, symbolizing how much of herself she has lost
-"Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder. But then I realize that I'm no higher power" In AA / NA belief in a higher power is part of recovery. Halsey is humbled by the fact that she couldn't make the woman she describes as the love of her life choose her over cocaine.
"hope that my father will finally call me" CRUSHED ME
omg same
Omg..me too & i used to live in Milwaukee when i was 22yrs old....SO GOT ME! 💖💖💖💖💖
I can relate 😔
That line got me too, i think it has a lot to do with my love life and how i ''pick out'' men..not having a father in my life.
Same, sadly I can relate
"Don't meet your heroes 'cause they're all f*cking weirdos"
*SOOOO TRUEEEE*
That ain't true?
what's your personal experience with this? genuinely curious
Zileane with a Z not EVERYBODY THO!!!! 🤦🏿♂️
Guess I won't meet Halsey then :(
@@annaholton18 She doesn't have one. She's pretending to connect with a superstar, but all of Halsey's bars are very hard to relate to unless you're also a superstar. But people like to pretend they can relate to celebrities to make themselves feel better.
*This song is a true piece of art. Period.*
Pink hair in detroit was right, when I first heard you, it was when my dad had committed suicide, all I did was replay your music it was the only thing that was even close to the emotions I was feeling, It was the only thing that comforted me when nothing else could, it was the only music that help me feel completely sane when I was completely insane.... It’s crazy how just one song can keep you breathing when you can’t seem to do it yourself. I have always related to your music in some kind of way even if it meant something completely different to others and you. Please keep being genuine and beautiful inside and outside.♥️
❤
Laura ♥️♥️♥️
❤️❤️❤️
Arianna McElroy ♥️
♥️♥️♥️
when she said "and hoped that my father would call me", damn that stung me.
literally 😂
Same honey same
That hits hard
Yup
oh, same
The first drawing-- realist perfection. Flowing hair and features just right. She looks straight out of a magazine. Halsey. She's a dream, only in monochrome.
But look closer, no, she actually has hues of color etched on every inch of her skin. Her hair is really not that long, it's chopped and shorter than what attracts mass-appeal. But she looks the same, her eyes look the same. Almost like a puzzle that was put back in its place.
That's Ashley.
Imperfect, broken and supremely real. We love you.
This such a beautiful interpretation
🥺
wow
imagine being that pink haired girl from detroit
Ashley = Halsey
It’s Ashley unscrambled and turned into Halsey
she’s talking about herself
She didnt randomly come up with the name Halsey. She dated a guy significantly older than her and he lived on Halsey Street, thus creating her musical alter ego.
You make me cry 😭
This song has been the best song I've heard in a very long time. Her rawness... it touches my heart. Ashley, you are so beyond needed in this world, we can't express that enough. You've saved me from doing so many harmful things to myself for who knows how many times. Thank you for existing and continuously blessing us with your amazing talents
@halseyvevo needs to see this
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
Erika Gabrelle
that’s amazing she was such a positive influence on you. what is your trauma?
@halseyvevo
Erika Gabrelle glad I’m not alone. Her music has gotten me through some really hard time. And continues to do so
I just wanna say that this song absolutely crushed me. This is one of those song where I was sold on the first note. The lyrics are beautifully heartbreaking. Like I can’t stop crying. Jesus I just wanna give her a hug. Also the lyric “Ashley you gotta promise us that you won’t die cause we need you and honestly I think that she lied”really hit fucking hard. Because my name is Ashley and I’ve felt this emotion throughout different moments in my life. That lyric was really personal and it hit me deep. I really admire an artist that’s willing to expose their true selves unabashedly to the world. Halsey is more than just a singer she is an artist in so many forms and I’m thankful for her. I’m thankful for Ashley.
"lost the love of my life to an ivory powder" always makes me think of colours, which she's said refers to losing someone you love to addiction and "seeing the colours drain out of them" (I think).
But I realised I'm no higher power
# that following line was fire 🔥
@@goatdezsi3527 facts.
That line really reminds me of this line “Got a girl with California eyes
And I thought that she could really be the one this time
But I never got the chance to make her mine
Because she fell in love with little thin white lines” from her song bad at love. Shes saying she met the love of her life but addiction to heroin killed the person she loved so she never got to be with them again.
She means he loved drugs ( cocaine ) more than her or himself
Katie Moyer I’m pretty sure she’s referring to cocaine, not heroin
The girl with pink hair was right because of you I found my will to live.i was on the edge so close then i found you and suddenly I felt wanted so thank you so much 💜
Halsey = Ashley?
@@paxundpeace9970 her real name is Ashley but if you mix the letters around some you get halsey
😁
😡
@@paxundpeace9970 what does it matter?
did the line "lost the love of my life to an ivory powder" connect to the line from "Bad At Love" when she sang "got a girl with California eyes/and i thought that she could really be the one this time/but i never got a chance to make her mine/cuz she fell in love with thin white lines"? Like is she singing about the same person?
this song hit really hard. it was raw and genuine and i loved it.
OMG
IKR!
www.tmz.com/2018/05/03/g-eazy-arrested-assault-cocaine-possession-stockholm-sweden/
It’s definitely about G Eazy
Right when she said that I connected it right to that verse in bad at love
omg yes
"Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder." My heart shattered
What thta line means? I dont understand 😭
Viola ynwa cocaine
@K. Calvert oof
Is this about G-Eazy or naw?
Oh!... Thank u!!
Revealing these raw emotions and being this honest is a TALENT. I would rather conceal my emotions than show it to my friends and Halsey is strong enough to show them to the whole world.
And thats why I need you, Ashley.
Her songs are really really cool, weird but not in a bad way, in a very vulnerable and exceptional way by speaking in riddles that I just can’t seem to solve. Its really like those songs that you’re trying so hard to find and listen to when all you want is for someone to lend an ear, look you in the dead of the eye, and croon softly “I know how you feel.” Thank you for this Halsey, we appreciate you so much.
I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and the line "and its just these things that I'm thinking for hours and I'm picking my hair our in clumps in the shower" hits HARD and makes me tear up every single time
i had to look twice when she said ashley, made it rly personal
i thought it’s impossible to love this woman more but this song proved i was wrong thank you ashley
omg, i NEED to hug Ashley and say: yo, that girl wasnt lying. We really need u, girl!!!
I feel like the verse about her love overdosing on an “ivory powder” relates to the girl that fell in love with “little thin white lines” in bad at love.
That’s what I thought as well
That's exactly what I thought!
I think it’s about who shall not be named on such an amazing song.
She's talking about substance abuse with Mary Jane she thought she was in love then but know she knows she wasnt
I know how difficult it is to pick a favorite song. Since every song is both incredibly and terrifically filled with meaning. But this one is a definite contender. There's not a moment that passes where I can't listen to the song and smile out one side of my face while the other side blooms a single tear in memory of the memories that I had to endure and survive just to be here now halfway smiling from both sides.
This song really got me SOBBING. the lyrics wow halsey. Ilysm. This really broke my heart. I just want you to be happy. I love you. So proud of you 😭💖
This is one of the most beautiful and deep song I've ever heard.
😂😂😂
This is my favourite song off the album cause of how real it is. The world definitely needs you Halsey 💕
For those of you don't know 0:44 *"B-side"* is G-EAZY's album which came out after they broke up. This is just genius by Ashley. *QUEEN*.
OMG... I wanna so bad punch him in the face! But karma it`s comming
I'd just like to say, in him and I, halsey said if he ever cheated she would cut his d*ck off. I'm waiting for it, its gonna happen soon
I love this song because it’s so honest and pure. I admire how people can pour out their thoughts in music and create a masterpiece.
Ashely’s giggles at the beginning were so cute🌸
After I heard the album and especially this song 929, I fall in love with Halsey more. "Manic" is one of the greatest albums I saw, its beautiful how Halsey tells us a story within a song and by that story it educates us that life is very serious and so is love
Love you Halsey💛
this song deadass broke my heart and ive never felt this sad after a song ever what the hell
The girl with pink hair in Detroit didn't lie.
You have inspired so many people.
my bf just broke up with me and i realised that the line "i wasnt in love then and im still not now" represents me rn so "im happy i figured it out"
thank you ash
I love how personal this is, but at the same time we can all relate in many places
oh man ashley really knows how to make me cry
For me you're not just a singer. You're artist. And this song showed me that you're also a human and I love you for it. Thank you for existing. ❤️
This is so poetic, pure art. I love how open she's being.
I love that this feels like you she is reading her diary entry to the world. Love love love!
It’s crazy how she can make such a sad song that you can still dance to and not feel so sad 😭 💗
I love, love, love the album so much. I’ve had one of the worst months of my life and hearing this album for the first time yesterday made me forget all about it, just for a little while. The music she’s made in this album gave me some real hope.
💗💗
❤️ashley has that aura ,my Queen 😍
And I wasn't in love then and I'm still not now
*AND I'M SO HAPPY I FIGURED THAT OUT*
What Halsey does is tremendous and I really admire the way she manages her disease by creating and not destroying. She's a real artist.
when she sings "soft and slow watch the minutes go count out loud" I can imagine that this is how it sounds when she'd be singing her baby to sleep. so dreamy
Now that she's actually pregnant, well yeah
I’m glad that halsey’s parents didn’t use protection ❤️
Thank you for being so vulnerable, Halsey. You have no idea how much it means to people who are struggling with a mental health condition
anyone else cried to this song too??
damn bro. never heard this song but for whatever reason it was on my homepage today and im sittin here drinkin my coffee thinkin abt "the love of my life" that i also lost and i been healing and learning that i wasnt actually in love then and im still not and what a relief it was to finally figure that out. and then she said those exact same word and its moments like these when everything just feels so surreal
Noooo this can't be the end of the album. It's a fricking masterpiece, literally left me wanting to play it all over again.
This song should have been a single or at the very least more widely known. It's the biggest banger on the album.
This song is raw and honest in a way that I crave more than anything. Listening to this on repeat is the reason I began writing again, after years of feeling too numb to put a pencil to paper. If I hadn't started writing again, I couldn't be typing this. You're here for a reason.
Damn...this was what I needed to cure my depression. Thanks Halsey we love u so much. Her voice is so freaking good.
This is what i love about Halsey. How she's so personal with her songs; involving us in every highs and lows. This song's so precious.
Manic is the best album of all time, so raw and relatable 💖
YESS HALSEYY!! This is my new jam. Please collab with me!! 😍
“And who do you call when it’s late at night when the headlines just don’t paint the picture right when you look at yourself on a screen and say oh my god there’s no way that’s me” the part I relate the most to in the entire album
"Cause we need you," and honestly, I think that she lied"... that hits hard...
She will always be my favorite.....always❤
This is the sort of thing that song writing is all about. Experiencing the world through someone else's story. There aren't many ways to do that. Beautiful song, honest and bittersweet
I love you Halsey 💖
It's the saddest song I've ever heard.
I mean, I know that probably there are millions of such songs which describe other/bigger problems. But this one, it just hits me so bad.
I haven't cried over a song like this since I heard Paramore's 26 for the first time.
LadyShahdMD - I can’t get through it without crying. Been a very tearful few days since Manic’s release
SAME
Who else liked the sketch till 1:53 😍😍😍 it was fricking cool .
What I like about this song is it’s like she’s actually telling a story. The way she talks in her songs, I love it. It makes this song so raw and memorable. I could play this song all night before I sleep
"Oh my god there's no way that's me" - me everyday in the mirror
Sana Mahmood 🥺💗💗things will get better
I'm going through that right now. My acne has never been worse. I cry all of the time. I just want to die, so it's over. Don't think it's the only thing happening to me now. One of my besfriends is a psychopath who actually tried to get me down and basically destroy me😢. I've lost three relatives in 2019. I don't know what to do. If I open up to my family they are just like: "Why are you so weak? I thought you were stronger!". It hurts. I want to end it
Swiftie Forever 13 its okayy, i dont think they will say that but please remember to stay strong i swear things get better with time and even if u dont think that rn one day u will and I believe ur still young u can do it💕 also try to talk to them maybe they will support u
@@salmanegmeldin thank you. I hope it's true😢. I'm scared to talk to them, I know it's gonna be the same
I'm just finding this song at 29 and Im in love. I never knew her name was also Ashley and idk why but it made me connect to her creations way more... And made me feel less alone. I so appreciate Halsey (everything about her). 💜
I wonder if when she says “ I lost the love of my life to an ivory powder” is the same girl with California eyes she mentions in Bad At Love?
“And I hoped that my father would finally call me” “and it’s just these things that I’m thinking for hours” so true.
this song hurts me so much for so many reasons and you know what’s the stupid one? if you weren’t famous, if we were a little closer in space, we genuinely could’ve been friends. i see so much of you in myself that sometimes i can’t listen to your songs because you talk about yourself the way i’m too afraid to admit about myself.
i tried to stop smoking but i couldn’t help it it’s just something to do and i’m weak to the feeling of having something to do.
i have houses over the world and i just travel from one to the other and i don’t interact with people because i feel like such a numb shell of myself that it seems so pointless and i feel so helpless that i just stay in my bubbles.
you got a girl with pink hair in detroit? i got one with purple hair in houston.
my best friend and i adopted kids together (15 and counting) and i remember every single kid i’ve ever talked to, ever, but god i’ve legit been in situations where people have gotten mad because i couldn’t for the life of me remember if/when i’d slept with them
i took a long road trip and didn’t leave my car and sobbed and sobbed for hours because my father disowned me for so many things and i want to be strong i want to be independent but sometimes you just miss him and it eats you up
i thought the girl from houston was the love of my life but she doesn’t i’m not in love her and she never loved me it was the idea of us and being normal that i loved
and i lost my best friend to that powder and a gun.
i’ve been dealing with a complete manic phase recently and it hurts so much my hand hurts so much from overdrawing everything because it’s not perfect and i need it to be and it’s not and it just hurts
i could go on but my hands itch to do something and i have to listen otherwise i’ll break down and i can’t do that not again not so soon
it’s the stupidest thing ever but it doesn’t stop me from thinking about it.
Keep fighting. Don't lose hope at all, it'll be time that will reward you with the sweetest things in life, and you'll see life is anyhow, beautiful 🖤
this hurts so much because I am the same..
929 made me fall in love with Halsey all over again.
She's so beautiful, her voice is so perfect, she sings with the heart and this leaves the most amazing letter
She just keeps getting more real and raw and I love it. I feel like i'm listening to a friend when I hear her music
righht!!!!!
she wasn't in love then but she is now , im so happy she figured that out ♥
HBD HALSEY!!!!!
“and i've stared at the sky in milwaukee, and hoped that my father would finally call me”, my favorite verses of the song.
i love how she has confidence to make this song. many other artists cant do this. love u halsey and love ur truth.
As so many other have said, pink-haired girl in Detroit didn’t lie! Your songs resonate with so many at a capacity that they probably couldn’t even imagine before hearing the words and sounds of your music, or your art in general. I found your music and your beautiful personality three years ago when my mother was attacked and we wound up homeless💕even now that my life is so much brighter, and I’ve surpassed that dark time, your music still has that same uplifting impact every time. I’m so grateful for you Halsey! We love you ❤️
"surpassing the dark time", must dramatically include you not verbally re-entering into the present. With all due respect and love. Let it be, Shhhh.
you are a true artist out there, ashley, and we do need you, girl, so please stay with us and do your thang
this world needs you alive as much time as possible. you have so much to give, i love you so much
The best on the album, very personal, yet very easy to reflect. pop is for bucket heads and have no meaning right. I am a guy and I got teary eyed.
Thank you Halsey.
WE ALL ARE HERE FOR YOU HALSEY!!! KEEP DOIN WHAT YOU ARE DOIN!! LOVE YOU.
She deserves the world
And nothing less than that
I belt this out when I need relief. This song is so healing .
Just beautiful. Sorrow yet beautiful.
I'm so fucking in love with this album
Neptuluna me too! What’s your favorite song? Mine is either this one or 3am
YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BISH SAME
Halsey: 929
Katy Perry: 365
Anne Marie: 2002
Taylor swift: 22
One direction: 18
Billie eilish : 8
Adele: 25
Me: 2020
Billie Eilish: 8
@@Ola-dp6yx yeah
5sos 18
Exo 24/7
IDK : 24
Halsey you make beautiful music I hope you know this and I hope you know the world need people like you ♥️
Thank you! You are an amazing raw soul, thank you for sharing yourself with me/ us, your rocking YOU! 🤍
Hearing this in an arena full of people is like a knife to the chest. I hadn't listened to it much after the album came out, purely because it's too painful of a song, so when I saw her perform it, it hit me so hard that I just stood there with tears streaming down my face. I couldn't even film it, I felt like I shouldn't because it was so personal. I will never be able to thank her enough for everything and I hope that making this album and playing these shows helps her at least a little bit the way she helps us.
And my tears are on their way again..
MusicCharts TV Did anyone ask?
I love this type of videos where she shows she’s a an artist in every aspect 😍
I feel like it's a blessing to call me like this great artist, every time I listen to this song along with "Ashley" lol, I really feel like it's talking to me too, Halsey I really love you
This entire album somehow sneaks up on me exactly when I need it, every time. I don't know the words to say thank you properly.
That girl with pink hair was right. Your music has saved me multiple times.
You inspire me to continue with my art. Ashley, promise us you won't die.