Monica, My dad was a Vietnam vet. He saw many of his friends killed. Later in life when he was willing to talk about it he said something I will never forget. “Trauma never leaves you. You make peace and learn to coexist with it.” I watched many interviews of these extraordinary survivors of that evil day. I understand what my father meant.🙏🏿
What an incredible woman!!! Hearing her story brings such tears! “Find the beauty out of the ashes” is just the most beautiful way to look at such a horrific tragedy! She certainly has been “touched by an angel” and continues to bless other people by sharing her faith and courage! God bless for sharing!
yes she has remarkable courage we need to do so much more and better of a job of preventing gun violence across the country its horrible how little improvement has really been made in reducing and preventing the relentless epidemic of gun violence that very much exists everywhere in america for decades
Total girl crush there at the end. Speaking seriously now, I know she feels afraid whenever she sends and picks up her kids from school, it's still great to see that you CAN move past what happened. Forgetting is impossibe, but healing is possible.
Your a wonderful lady. I will keep your beautiful children in my prayers as I keep my own. May God bless and keep all the little children at schools and daycare centers across the country and world. Send your angels to stand guard over them and guide them daily. Amen.
Still thinking of all those caught up in this tragedy and all those affected by it and sending my love. Kudos to Kacey for all she's doing. She's an inspiring lady :)
I dont know why but when she said she felt a hand touch her back and she thought it was an angel I thought of Rachel she was the first one that died and she said she still believed in god before dying and she always was obsessed with hands and wanted to touch peoples hearts.
Nicole Nicola galindez do your research Rachel was never asked if she believed in god and her lunch partner had backed this up. Val Schnurr was the only one asked if they believed in god
Toni Whitt actually Richard Castaldo is the one who told everyone exactly what was said to her. She was shot from a ways away and so was Richard. Then they approached them and Eric grabbed her by her hair and lifted her head up and said, and I quote, “Eric said, ‘Do you still believe in God?’ And Rachel said, ‘You know I do.’ And Eric said, ‘Then go be with him’ and he shot her in the head.” This is not something he has ever said differently. So maybe you need to do the research. The other person who has been said to have been asked about God was Cassie Burnall and that was the one who people claim did not happen.
This is so sad from every angle. I do feel for the parents of the shooters as well. One of the mothers actually did a ted talks and I feel sorry for her as well. The parents I feel like you can't always watch everything your kid does. What if they really showed no signs around you? It's so hard from every aspect.
Yeah well one of the students killed outside the school was walking out of the school with friends to have a smoke in a park nearby. When it's your time to go it's your time to go no matter where you go or what you do so therefore your comment is irrelevant...
A lot of amputees have babies and hold them just fine. True it would be harder and thank goodness she made it. So sorry for the people who didn’t. I was in High school when this happened. Everyone was scared to go back the next day
I've NEVER seen such cowardice from law enforcement officers and swat teams in my entire life!!! They should have all been up on charges!!!! Pathetic!!!~
I know right? To live with that fear everyday you left your kids at school I would have moved. Sorry USA you are a great country but you have a gun problem!
Adolfokid Rochelero no we have a heart problem. You can ban all of the guns you can, but people still get them illegally despite there being the laws we have. I do agree some loopholes should be closed and background checks should be mandatory, but it's a heart problem.
She is so sweet! I am so glad she was spared. I remember that day I was at Kansas State University in Manhattan KS when this happened and my 2.small.kids were in school
If that's what you feel comfortable with, good for you. Your kids. Your choice. I home school my son, not due to fear ( I live in a country that has never had a school shooting so far, touch wood, so do not know this fear) but due to many other reasons, school just wasn't right for him, his sisters attend school however. And he is extremely bright, reading and doing maths work at a higher level than his peers, and despite what some of these comments might have you think, he is very friendly, can have conversations with anyone and find common ground and has a lot of friends and attends a lot of extracurricular activities to ensure the social side is kept up. They will only be socially isolated if you allow them to be and there are plenty of ways to make sure that doesn't happen.
Anne Marie Hochhalter shared her story too and it was a sad one that involved later on the suicide of her own Mother. While I feel for Hochhalter she also, even 10 years later, when she spoke, displays a type of snotty attitude that was typical in some teenagers back then. I cannot protest to know what went on in those boys minds but we all were young once and often times jealousy as well as inferior feelings come about when you see person(s) you think has the kind of lifestyle you want. Some Eric and Dylan shot out of just reaction or reflex because they didn't care. The students just happened to be there or where they were at that time. Neither Eric or Dylan were thinking past high school and it was all like a game to them. When you suffer in your mind you look for things that motivate you to keep on going. Unfortunately, revenge is a powerful motivator. When kids should be worrying about making the grades and they have to worry about who will pick on them on any day that isn't a school of learning. It does not breed a healthy environment. Things happen also to make kids change their minds on making a life altering decision. Might be something as simple as a popular kid takes the time to talk to them like they are somebody. Nothing wrong with being athletic but you can also use that talent to be a positive role model in the classroom and all around the school. Winning an athletic event is a short lived thrill just like drugs, alcohol, and showing someone else you are physically stronger to, in your own warped mind, impress someone else. These lessons and so many others related to picking on other kids or as it referred to as bullying were around LONG before Columbine occurred. Sadly it takes a tragedy far too often before certain people will get the message.
At the time you mention; Anne Marie Hochhalter was still angry at the parents of the shooters. Anne Marie was put through the wringer after the shooting; aside from having to get used to life in a wheelchair, Anne Marie also had to deal with the stress of media intrusion. Though when her mother Carla committed suicide; Anne Marie also had to deal with her grief over the suicide of her mother and renewed stress over media intrusion. When asked if Columbine drove her mother to commit suicide; Anne Marie is quick to say no and explains that her mother had struggled with Depression for years, so while Columbine didn't cause her mother to become depressed or commit suicide, it didn't help. When Dylan's mother Sue Klebold broke her silence in February of 2016 by publishing a book that is titled "A Mother's Reckoning: Living in the Aftermath of Tragedy" and also sitting down with ABC News anchor Diane Sawyer on the ABC News program "20/20"; Anne Marie published an open letter to Sue Klebold on Facebook, this letter was one of forgiveness instead of condemnation. Anne Marie explained that her decision to forgive Sue Klebold stemmed from the realization that holding onto the feelings of anger and hatred towards Sue was doing nothing for her aside from weighing her down.
I’m here 4 years later to tell you your mother should have swallowed you. How dare you critique how a person who is paralyzed from the waist down after surviving a shooting at school acts! Your parents failed raising you. People are allowed to be angry and upset after they’re gunned down at school.
If you watch the interviews of the shooting victims from Columbine, and the victims from Parkland..... they're two different breeds of humans... The Columbine generation are very emotionally attached to one another...the Parkland generation are very much emotionally dead/detached, and seem very narcissistic.....why such a contrast in the generation's demeanor?.....Columbine was before cell phones were popular or even affordable.....students of today have their faces in their phones....I think it's proof that cell phones and easily accessible internet are what's killing today's children's emotions ...the Columbine kids interacted face to face, they connected on a more "exchanging of energies" a one on one kind of connection, it's ALL they had, today's generation...their best friend is a cell phone.....no one can tell me that this isn't a factor in the emotionally detached, narcissistic demeanor/behavior of today's generation of teens.... it's killing their souls....before their bodies even die....their hollow shells....where the Columbine kids are very full of spirit and emotion.... they're more human, where today's kids are emotionless, detached robots
Very sad and still clearly a torment for this lady every single day and will likely continue to do so. The Angel she mentioned, may have not been an angel (depends on what you choose to believe), when someone is facing imminent death in front of their eyes, the brain can release a massive amount of euphoria (similar to taking ecstasy) in order to ease the individual's torment, its the brains way of reducing the suffering and can also help to save the individual's life ( in some cases), due to improving 'executive functions' potentially allowing the individual to think and act in the event. During complete fear the brain often freezes and people panic and do irrational things that can often lead to their demise, i'm not saying this is the case for this lady, maybe an angel did save her life: who knows. However, just another avenue to consider. I am a psychology student and close to the end of my degree, so i'm aware of what the brain can do in certain scenario's, sadly we will never know. I hope this lady finds peace in her life and well done to her not giving up.
[5/2/2007] The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) today proposed that makers of all antidepressant medications update the existing black box warning on their products' labeling to include warnings about increased risks of suicidal thinking and behavior
survivor030406 Yes Eric was on Zoloft. But antidepressants are supposed to raise your serotonin levels; which actually doesn't have an effect on your mental health. Serotonin is a hormone found in the stomach. The reason they still get sold despite proof that they don't work (Placebo on the other hand...) is because they sell immensly good. I know that because I was in the mental hospital for 3 months and had to take escitalopram, which is similar to Zoloft and my episodes got worse and worse. I did alot of research and that's how I found out the system is rigged. Doctors describe them because they get sponsored by pharmacies and they get teached in the university that they work. It's all business.
This is the first person I’ve ever heard who can say they felt a hand on your back An turn around An no ones there...my wife An I were arguing in 2004, an someone tapped me pretty good on the back An I jumped forward 5 ft, an of course no one was there...they are everywhere no doubt...had a lot of other encounters in my life...
Omg this news lady is SO awkward and weird... She's talking about this horror horrible thing yet she's so distracted by her "beauty' she seems to barely be paying attention? SO WIERD 😂😂
hi can someone tell me how us' high school's schedule generally is? i mean like how many hours students go to school and how long exactly is the lunch hour bc this survivor told that its very unlike of her to stay at school for lunch so im kinda wondering..
It would be nice if we were hearing about inspirational stories from students about other classmates. It takes commitment to do nice things too. I wish these guys or any people involved in such events understood that everything they were going through feeling like they did is all based in what they feel about themselves. Everything in life takes time and work. Kinda stupid to think that everything is about girls. To be honest it isn’t all about girls at all. It’s about feeling bad about ourselves and how we need to stop thinking so irrationally about things in life and take time to slow down and consider other possibilities. Anxiety ridden world we live in. And I know that people possess great power. That power even though difficult to use to help others because it can mean putting ourselves at risk is honestly the best thing you can do for yourself. Eventually all that power leads to a better world. Even if you don’t see the direct effects of it there is no denying the feeling you did something wonderful and life changing. I for one believe God was watching over her. Sometimes someone plays with my hair and it’s not during times of panic. I hope young people will also realize that coming from someone like myself who did not believe in God at all after something traumatic happened to me that down the line life got better and my faith is really strong now. Talk to people to if you are having bad feelings. I had no idea my sister was having thoughts of suicide but she told me and I was shocked but I’m very thankful she told me.
Evidently God's angels cared about Kacey Johnson but not about any of the 13 dead people. How fortunate for Kacey! Honestly, these religious people are so arrogant. It's sickening how sure they are that "the Lord" favors them over others.
I still don't understand why the SWAT team didn't enter the school. I get that there hadn't been shootings at schools much before Columbine but there had been public shootings so there must have been a protocol they could have adapted for the school right there right then. I'm just utterly confused how could armed men stand outside of school when 14 - 18 year old children were being murdered.
@@wildstickman982 they were swat they ade supposed to be prepared for any suitation period they let innocent kids and the teacher die they didnt die their jobs period
many don't care they should have went in saved as many as I could period.. you dont stand there listen to kids getting killed that you dont do. Do your job period.
@@madirishgirl76 Yes, I agree with you, in addition, as you say, it's the SWAT, they were numerous and armed so they could go back to high school to stop it in time. But idk. they wanted to blame on the fact that they were not prepared
So Jesus patted her on the back giving her a "blanket of peace"?? Isn't Jesus a cool dude? "Don't worry, you'll live, now take a shotgun blast"... Makes sense
Yes , it's in the transcribes from the basement tapes. Eric says it's for the s*it they gave them for the four years. It was a revenge attack , forget the garbage that MSM say.
This is so sad this happened to you all l saw this on the news wean this happened Bless all the victims and families RIP to all the victims God bless you all
I wish Dylan was still alive I believe he would've felt bad for what he did he was a normal kid dealing with depression but what made him do it is Eric Eric was crazy and psychotic idk why they got bullied tho there's kids at my school just like them and they don't seem to get bullied or anything
The only way to stop a lot of these people from their evil ways is a renewal of love for others.. A new commandment I give unto you, that you love one another; even as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another (John 13.34). ................................................... And the other "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil AND on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who (ONLY) love you, what reward do you have? Even the tax-collectors do the same? AND IF YOU ONLY GREET YOUR BRETHEREN, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the heathen do the same? You, therefore, must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect (Matthew 5.44-48).
Seems like many Columbine survivors became teachers or nurses. Thes young people trying to make a positive out of something so tragic.
And mental Healt workers
And mothers
It's a good thing they have managed to turn their pain into purpose.
Monica,
My dad was a Vietnam vet. He saw many of his friends killed. Later in life when he was willing to talk about it he said something I will never forget. “Trauma never leaves you. You make peace and learn to coexist with it.”
I watched many interviews of these extraordinary survivors of that evil day. I understand what my father meant.🙏🏿
And im binge watching Columbine again
Same I feel concerned for myself but im so morbidly curious
Me too
I understand
I have been doing that all this last week.
Bro same
Glad she made it. Some memories I bet she wishes she could forget.
It's so real seeing the faces of people who were in the library especially. God bless you Kasey!
What an incredible woman!!! Hearing her story brings such tears! “Find the beauty out of the ashes” is just the most beautiful way to look at such a horrific tragedy! She certainly has been “touched by an angel” and continues to bless other people by sharing her faith and courage! God bless for sharing!
I wonder if Eric was her shooter. Because what I've heard he was the most aggressive towards victims.
yes she has remarkable courage we need to do so much more and better of a job of preventing gun violence across the country its horrible how little improvement has really been made in reducing and preventing the relentless epidemic of gun violence that very much exists everywhere in america for decades
I love the way she talks... So easy to understand for a french girl of 15yo like me. also r.i.p all the victims ❤
kamiren exotic meek oh you’re edgy 🙄😒
Total girl crush there at the end. Speaking seriously now, I know she feels afraid whenever she sends and picks up her kids from school, it's still great to see that you CAN move past what happened. Forgetting is impossibe, but healing is possible.
I feel so sorry for this girl and all the survivors. What they went through. So sad
Your a wonderful lady. I will keep your beautiful children in my prayers as I keep my own. May God bless and keep all the little children at schools and daycare centers across the country and world. Send your angels to stand guard over them and guide them daily.
Amen.
Still thinking of all those caught up in this tragedy and all those affected by it and sending my love. Kudos to Kacey for all she's doing. She's an inspiring lady :)
she seems so nice
pssst, she probably was one of the kids who bullied them.
Brad Tallent why tf do you think that?
She just rubs me the wrong way, because she looks like one of those preppy snotty people you want to avoid.
Yea, I don't like her at all.
And that means she should have died? Stop with these comments!
This woman has such grace! The Lord was with her that day!
Yeah but the lord was like “ahhh screw the other kids though”
@@samkupper man stfu
@@chrishandsome4267 i’m not wrong, the other kids died and were wounded so god didn’t protect them.
@@samkupper maybe it was their time
@Дмитрий Годын wow you really think you’ve got it all figured out huh.. 😂
I dont know why but when she said she felt a hand touch her back and she thought it was an angel I thought of Rachel she was the first one that died and she said she still believed in god before dying and she always was obsessed with hands and wanted to touch peoples hearts.
Nicole Nicola galindez do your research Rachel was never asked if she believed in god and her lunch partner had backed this up. Val Schnurr was the only one asked if they believed in god
Toni Whitt actually Richard Castaldo is the one who told everyone exactly what was said to her. She was shot from a ways away and so was Richard. Then they approached them and Eric grabbed her by her hair and lifted her head up and said, and I quote, “Eric said, ‘Do you still believe in God?’ And Rachel said, ‘You know I do.’ And Eric said, ‘Then go be with him’ and he shot her in the head.” This is not something he has ever said differently. So maybe you need to do the research. The other person who has been said to have been asked about God was Cassie Burnall and that was the one who people claim did not happen.
Christie Lynn that never happened.. she was shot and killed from a distance ..
@@Ariez___ wrong
Shot multiple times tardmuffin
Aww, what a beautiful interviewer too, such a beautiful aura & done with such compassion & kindness, it really stands out!!! 🥰🥰🥰
I’m so happy Kacey Johnson that you survived my heart goes out to everyone who was effected by this
Me Johnson also 💓💓💜❤️💕💕🙏😥
This is so sad from every angle. I do feel for the parents of the shooters as well. One of the mothers actually did a ted talks and I feel sorry for her as well. The parents I feel like you can't always watch everything your kid does. What if they really showed no signs around you? It's so hard from every aspect.
The boy she talked is the youngest columbine victim steven Curnow.
RIP steve other 11 students 1 teacher also.
I'm soooo glad you made it. Everyone who survived that day was so brave and I'm proud of you. RIP to everyone who didn't survive
she's so strong and beautiful
The one day you don’t go to home for lunch. 😰
Lol
She has such a lovely peaceful way about her that is very calming and healing, doesn't she?
Wow. Bravo her. 4 kids going off to school each day whilst her heart is heavy. Goodness. She is truly remarkable. & a nurse.
And this kids is why you always go out and get stoned over lunch hour like i Did all through high school.
lmao faxx
Haha yeah bro
Daniel Taylor j
Same lol
Yeah well one of the students killed outside the school was walking out of the school with friends to have a smoke in a park nearby. When it's your time to go it's your time to go no matter where you go or what you do so therefore your comment is irrelevant...
1:06 tell me about the moment right before the shitting
Lmao I heard it!
Lmaaaao! I can’t unhear it.
well i had a mexican food the night before
I like the interviewer she seems genuine and she did her homework.
I never thought of them having kids in school right now... wow
The boy she was talking about was steven curnow
A lot of amputees have babies and hold them just fine. True it would be harder and thank goodness she made it. So sorry for the people who didn’t. I was in High school when this happened. Everyone was scared to go back the next day
Brandy H.2426 you missed the point
I've NEVER seen such cowardice from law enforcement officers and swat teams in my entire life!!! They should have all been up on charges!!!! Pathetic!!!~
hey seeing this awesome that lady she is beautiful great god bless
cherry boy I agree. I think it’s very wonderful.
shouldve went out for lunch...
KTA SANTANA should've gone
Fate wouldn't allow it...
I would've moved to Canada.
Adolfokid Rochelero yah at least if i was planning to have kids i would definitely move to canada
I know right? To live with that fear everyday you left your kids at school I would have moved. Sorry USA you are a great country but you have a gun problem!
Since 1989? In America is every month...
why not Britain were no school shootings happen
Adolfokid Rochelero no we have a heart problem. You can ban all of the guns you can, but people still get them illegally despite there being the laws we have. I do agree some loopholes should be closed and background checks should be mandatory, but it's a heart problem.
Beautiful both inside and out!
I wish the interveiwer would acknowledge her replies before just asking another question 😒
She’s a good looking lady. Seems to have a good grip after everything she’s been through.
She is so sweet! I am so glad she was spared. I remember that day I was at Kansas State University in Manhattan KS when this happened and my 2.small.kids were in school
How terribly sad that this has become a monthly event. What seemed so unusual and tragic has become a regular event in our public schools.
Seems like a Great lady/ Mom. blessings too her n family n her future!!!
i got the shivers while she was talking about the shivers and stuff
This is why I am homeschooling my son.
@Bails Dug yeah? You amend her? LOL okay.
@Bails Dug i think you fail to realize youre the crazy weirdos in the room. Good luck with that, I "amend" you 😂😂
Because sheltering him his whole life is such a great idea
If that's what you feel comfortable with, good for you. Your kids. Your choice.
I home school my son, not due to fear ( I live in a country that has never had a school shooting so far, touch wood, so do not know this fear) but due to many other reasons, school just wasn't right for him, his sisters attend school however. And he is extremely bright, reading and doing maths work at a higher level than his peers, and despite what some of these comments might have you think, he is very friendly, can have conversations with anyone and find common ground and has a lot of friends and attends a lot of extracurricular activities to ensure the social side is kept up. They will only be socially isolated if you allow them to be and there are plenty of ways to make sure that doesn't happen.
@@jasonok1436it is
Anne Marie Hochhalter shared her story too and it was a sad one that involved later on the suicide of her own Mother. While I feel for Hochhalter she also, even 10 years later, when she spoke, displays a type of snotty attitude that was typical in some teenagers back then. I cannot protest to know what went on in those boys minds but we all were young once and often times jealousy as well as inferior feelings come about when you see person(s) you think has the kind of lifestyle you want. Some Eric and Dylan shot out of just reaction or reflex because they didn't care. The students just happened to be there or where they were at that time. Neither Eric or Dylan were thinking past high school and it was all like a game to them. When you suffer in your mind you look for things that motivate you to keep on going. Unfortunately, revenge is a powerful motivator. When kids should be worrying about making the grades and they have to worry about who will pick on them on any day that isn't a school of learning. It does not breed a healthy environment. Things happen also to make kids change their minds on making a life altering decision. Might be something as simple as a popular kid takes the time to talk to them like they are somebody. Nothing wrong with being athletic but you can also use that talent to be a positive role model in the classroom and all around the school. Winning an athletic event is a short lived thrill just like drugs, alcohol, and showing someone else you are physically stronger to, in your own warped mind, impress someone else. These lessons and so many others related to picking on other kids or as it referred to as bullying were around LONG before Columbine occurred. Sadly it takes a tragedy far too often before certain people will get the message.
At the time you mention; Anne Marie Hochhalter was still angry at the parents of the shooters. Anne Marie was put through the wringer after the shooting; aside from having to get used to life in a wheelchair, Anne Marie also had to deal with the stress of media intrusion. Though when her mother Carla committed suicide; Anne Marie also had to deal with her grief over the suicide of her mother and renewed stress over media intrusion. When asked if Columbine drove her mother to commit suicide; Anne Marie is quick to say no and explains that her mother had struggled with Depression for years, so while Columbine didn't cause her mother to become depressed or commit suicide, it didn't help. When Dylan's mother Sue Klebold broke her silence in February of 2016 by publishing a book that is titled "A Mother's Reckoning: Living in the Aftermath of Tragedy" and also sitting down with ABC News anchor Diane Sawyer on the ABC News program "20/20"; Anne Marie published an open letter to Sue Klebold on Facebook, this letter was one of forgiveness instead of condemnation. Anne Marie explained that her decision to forgive Sue Klebold stemmed from the realization that holding onto the feelings of anger and hatred towards Sue was doing nothing for her aside from weighing her down.
I’m here 4 years later to tell you your mother should have swallowed you. How dare you critique how a person who is paralyzed from the waist down after surviving a shooting at school acts! Your parents failed raising you. People are allowed to be angry and upset after they’re gunned down at school.
If you watch the interviews of the shooting victims from Columbine, and the victims from Parkland..... they're two different breeds of humans... The Columbine generation are very emotionally attached to one another...the Parkland generation are very much emotionally dead/detached, and seem very narcissistic.....why such a contrast in the generation's demeanor?.....Columbine was before cell phones were popular or even affordable.....students of today have their faces in their phones....I think it's proof that cell phones and easily accessible internet are what's killing today's children's emotions ...the Columbine kids interacted face to face, they connected on a more "exchanging of energies" a one on one kind of connection, it's ALL they had, today's generation...their best friend is a cell phone.....no one can tell me that this isn't a factor in the emotionally detached, narcissistic demeanor/behavior of today's generation of teens.... it's killing their souls....before their bodies even die....their hollow shells....where the Columbine kids are very full of spirit and emotion.... they're more human, where today's kids are emotionless, detached robots
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libra42ful yeah I have to agree.
Perfectly said. I agree 💯 percent
GOD Bless this woman.
Now, why can't I say "You're so handsome!" to a guy without being accused of being gay?
Because Men don't speak like that. Woman are more preoccupied with looks.
@@MichaelAnthony-bw2kl BS. Men notice looks too. Our whole society is preoccupied with looks.
Very sad and still clearly a torment for this lady every single day and will likely continue to do so. The Angel she mentioned, may have not been an angel (depends on what you choose to believe), when someone is facing imminent death in front of their eyes, the brain can release a massive amount of euphoria (similar to taking ecstasy) in order to ease the individual's torment, its the brains way of reducing the suffering and can also help to save the individual's life ( in some cases), due to improving 'executive functions' potentially allowing the individual to think and act in the event. During complete fear the brain often freezes and people panic and do irrational things that can often lead to their demise, i'm not saying this is the case for this lady, maybe an angel did save her life: who knows. However, just another avenue to consider. I am a psychology student and close to the end of my degree, so i'm aware of what the brain can do in certain scenario's, sadly we will never know. I hope this lady finds peace in her life and well done to her not giving up.
[5/2/2007] The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) today proposed that makers of all antidepressant medications update the existing black box warning on their products' labeling to include warnings about increased risks of suicidal thinking and behavior
survivor030406 Yes Eric was on Zoloft. But antidepressants are supposed to raise your serotonin levels; which actually doesn't have an effect on your mental health. Serotonin is a hormone found in the stomach. The reason they still get sold despite proof that they don't work (Placebo on the other hand...) is because they sell immensly good. I know that because I was in the mental hospital for 3 months and had to take escitalopram, which is similar to Zoloft and my episodes got worse and worse. I did alot of research and that's how I found out the system is rigged. Doctors describe them because they get sponsored by pharmacies and they get teached in the university that they work. It's all business.
I was watching I'm not ashamed film, and it was sad, but we need to pray for everybody that needs protection from God and Jesus.
I thought they were gonna make out towards the end..
Mountain Man lmao me too
I remember Colombine like it was yesterday R.I.P. to all the victims and Condollences go to the families
Kacey Johnson is a pretty lady.
This stuff scary going to school not knowing if your going home or not
Lill Jazzz anywhere
Jazz Lee’Asia *you’re
Stay in school, study English more😉
4:42 did she just flirt with her?
lmao
No. She is telling her story of what had happened to her
There was only ONE PARENT that spoke. Makes me wonder about the other Parents. Not even to say "Sorry".
This is the first person I’ve ever heard who can say they felt a hand on your back An turn around An no ones there...my wife An I were arguing in 2004, an someone tapped me pretty good on the back An I jumped forward 5 ft, an of course no one was there...they are everywhere no doubt...had a lot of other encounters in my life...
Who are everywhere?????
Quem está em toda parte ?????²
Omg this news lady is SO awkward and weird... She's talking about this horror horrible thing yet she's so distracted by her "beauty' she seems to barely be paying attention? SO WIERD 😂😂
Two graceful women, good anchorwoman.
wow Dylan klebold was born on 9/11 and he died on 4/20
Wgaf
Who gives a damn dying fuck?
luis gill wgaf no significance there
Christmas is on December 25th and I took a shit on May 23rd.
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Remember this like yesterday I was 14
01:05 "Right before the shitting" What the fuck? lol.
What is her name? Want to watch some of her speeches if they are available online.
Kacey Johnson is her name; but at the time of the shooting at Columbine High School, she was known by her maiden name of Kacey Reugsegger.
hi can someone tell me how us' high school's schedule generally is? i mean like how many hours students go to school and how long exactly is the lunch hour bc this survivor told that its very unlike of her to stay at school for lunch so im kinda wondering..
7/8 hours for the entire day. my lunch hour was 43 minutes
She never stayed for lunch but she did that one day to read a magazine in the library? Seems fishy
THATS A LOT OF DAMAGE
who shot her? eric or dylan?
sa†urday nigh† wris† Δ Eric.
Quit your bitching
Rachel Scott anybody?
Eric Harris oh ok then
Don't forget that they were no dumb boys, they were mad at the bullys at first.
Rip steven
All the kicks the pumped up kicks
FantasticRaidz the hell please stop you dont know the lyrics
“Tell me about the moment right before the shooting” ummmmmmm she just did 🙄
Even if I am that Columbine survivor, I am better off moving to Niagara Falls Ontario or Niagara Falls New York even if I am a woman instead of a man.
It would be nice if we were hearing about inspirational stories from students about other classmates. It takes commitment to do nice things too. I wish these guys or any people involved in such events understood that everything they were going through feeling like they did is all based in what they feel about themselves. Everything in life takes time and work. Kinda stupid to think that everything is about girls. To be honest it isn’t all about girls at all. It’s about feeling bad about ourselves and how we need to stop thinking so irrationally about things in life and take time to slow down and consider other possibilities. Anxiety ridden world we live in. And I know that people possess great power. That power even though difficult to use to help others because it can mean putting ourselves at risk is honestly the best thing you can do for yourself. Eventually all that power leads to a better world. Even if you don’t see the direct effects of it there is no denying the feeling you did something wonderful and life changing. I for one believe God was watching over her. Sometimes someone plays with my hair and it’s not during times of panic. I hope young people will also realize that coming from someone like myself who did not believe in God at all after something traumatic happened to me that down the line life got better and my faith is really strong now. Talk to people to if you are having bad feelings. I had no idea my sister was having thoughts of suicide but she told me and I was shocked but I’m very thankful she told me.
Evidently God's angels cared about Kacey Johnson but not about any of the 13 dead people. How fortunate for Kacey! Honestly, these religious people are so arrogant. It's sickening how sure they are that "the Lord" favors them over others.
This reporter looks like Kim Kardashian
Gabby Kroener that’s not nice
I still don't understand why the SWAT team didn't enter the school. I get that there hadn't been shootings at schools much before Columbine but there had been public shootings so there must have been a protocol they could have adapted for the school right there right then. I'm just utterly confused how could armed men stand outside of school when 14 - 18 year old children were being murdered.
Imbra Kim they wasn’t prepared for those situations
@@wildstickman982 they were swat they ade supposed to be prepared for any suitation period they let innocent kids and the teacher die they didnt die their jobs period
@@madirishgirl76 No listen, at the time there was no shooting in schools (or it was if I'm wrong) so they didn't know how to manage the situation.
many don't care they should have went in saved as many as I could period.. you dont stand there listen to kids getting killed that you dont do. Do your job period.
@@madirishgirl76 Yes, I agree with you, in addition, as you say, it's the SWAT, they were numerous and armed so they could go back to high school to stop it in time. But idk.
they wanted to blame on the fact that they were not prepared
Four kids?? No one needs more than two. Are you a glutton for punishment ??
MissyB 75 lol some people LOVE kids. I’m with you though, I have one already and two will be enough for me 😂
Wow thats amazing how shevsurvied
Oh, I'm going to cry 🤣
Where were you when those two guys needed helpm
Worst policework EVER.. - so bad that a lot of copycats wanted to joke police again..
i ship them
Tim Gunn Ship who?
What
Same lol
I always hear "the shitting" and not "shooting"
So Jesus patted her on the back giving her a "blanket of peace"?? Isn't Jesus a cool dude? "Don't worry, you'll live, now take a shotgun blast"... Makes sense
Watch out! Gullible Christian Sierra has been triggered! Can't handle 'perspective'.
@@SierrasCoolChannel well said Sierra!! ❤
Yeah the ones that died just didnt worship jesus as much. They didnt let jesus enter them enough.
I am dead from laughing, people are such religious nuts
@@chadgrov so everyone who doesn't """let jesus enter to his heart""" deserves to die? Pathetic.
Shes beautiful
Was it over bullies that made them shoot and no one help the boys with there bullies?
Yes , it's in the transcribes from the basement tapes. Eric says it's for the s*it they gave them for the four years. It was a revenge attack , forget the garbage that MSM say.
That’s irrelevant she did nothing to them…
Wonder if she ever talked with Sue Klebold
What did he yell at her? Which one shot her?
Eric shot her.
told her to stop bitching.
alejandra Rodriquez really?
darkwa2000 no it was Dylan
Drayven Crownen It was Eric.
Quit your bitching
Jesus. She’s super hot.
Chick is hot & has the best biceps ever. Of course she survived!
The host is so hot
igo0di they both are lmfao
lmaoo your sick
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igo0di simp
💔💔💔💪💪💪💜💜💜
Were they in jail?
No the killed themselves
This is so sad this happened to you all l saw this on the news wean this happened Bless all the victims and families RIP to all the victims God bless you all
I wish Dylan was still alive I believe he would've felt bad for what he did he was a normal kid dealing with depression but what made him do it is Eric Eric was crazy and psychotic idk why they got bullied tho there's kids at my school just like them and they don't seem to get bullied or anything
The only way to stop a lot of these people from their evil ways is a renewal of love for others.. A new commandment I give unto you, that you love one another; even as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another (John 13.34). ................................................... And the other "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the evil AND on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who (ONLY) love you, what reward do you have? Even the tax-collectors do the same? AND IF YOU ONLY GREET YOUR BRETHEREN, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the heathen do the same? You, therefore, must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect (Matthew 5.44-48).
Lucky you survived poor guy s ugh 😫💕💕🙏😥😥😈
Right...
The host / interviewer resembles Kim K sans all those plastic and looks beautiful as well.
Ps - ik she called survivor, Kacey (Johnson) beautiful. 😂
I was born in September 11 1997
There was an Angel there an Angel that let the others die but what ever Angels are not that powerful.
God bless her
She changed her last name?
She got married before she had 4 kids.