I’m so sad but not depressed, I want a hug but I don’t want to be touched, I wanna bottle it up but I want to talk about it, I wanna feel included but I want to be alone, I’m always the second option. I just wanna be happy again Edit: Thank you so much to everyone who cares. You made me feel better and I hope you’re all blessed with happiness and prosperity
You know what’s the best thing about this comment section, it’s that everyone can talk about their problems anonymously without feeling the need to be quite. And when someone replies, it’s like their comforting them, like a therapist would. I know it may be sad, but it’s actually kind of beautiful, in a really tragic way. Like we’re all connected with our problems and sadness.
And after all, is just some empathy that some Radom person said to us because they don’t know anyone and we are just telling our problems and people are helping us without knowing the trash we are, god... we are trash as humanity... cool! I guess... God I sounded so edgy help Bananana🥶🥶🥶
yea like i am trying to explain myself and they dont understand so i stopped and didnt do it again even once so like i became the friend who they talk to about their feelings and like i relate to some of them but i dont tell them cus im thinking that they might just say im copying them;-; like its like flexing that i have a more complex life than them that imexagerating my life;-;
everything's so tiring lately, and this song helped me burst out the tears I've been holding in the past 2 months. bad timing tho, I have class in 2 hours lmao to anybody reading this and also bursting out in tears, cry it all out. No one's going to stop you, your feelings are valid. You are enough, you don't need to satisfy others nor reach their standards. Don't push yourself too much, don't give up. There's always someone you can lean on, even a thing shshshs I tell my problems to a pillow sometimes. I know it's draining you and you're tired and want to rest, do so. Just enjoy every moment even if it's pain.
I feel so worthless, I pushed everyone away because I needed time to myself, I ghosted all of my friends, I'm doing horrible in school, and I'm not even funny, so what am I left with?? Myself, like its always been, nobody is ever there all because I push them away. That's great isnt it lol, i domt think they cared anyways and its probably for the best, im always the problem I always have to find someway to ruin everything. I just wanna leave this place, I don't wanna do this anymore, and no i dont wanna die i just wanna leave everything behind and go away and disappear forever, but I cant, isnt that great huh, well i am only left with myself in the end so I'm used to it, it's always been like that, in the final stage, the end of the road, that last and final episode there is...nobody :)
needing time to yourself is fine but in the end being nobody and being left alone hurts ive always been alone and despite not being alone anymore i still feel like that... but if you want a friend from the internet ill drop my discord and you wont be left alone again
@@existingfortheweekend2724 it's ok, and it's not that I have friends I just ghost them and I feel like it's my fault cause they try to reach out for me but sure my discord is jett #9999 :)
Hey I’m not sure but are u ok u could have just wanted this song for fun but if ur not doing alright plz hit me up if u wanna talk I’m good at listening my sc is tristendelony19 I wanna make sure ur ok
My God, I'm so lonely So I open the window To hear sounds of people To hear sounds of people Venus, planet of love Was destroyed by global warming Did its people want too much too? Did its people want too much? And I don't want your pity I just want somebody near me Guess I'm a coward I just want to feel alright And I know no one will save me I just need someone to kiss Give me one good honest kiss And I'll be alright Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Ooh, nobody, nobody, nobody I've been big and small And big and small And big and small again And still nobody wants me Still nobody wants me And I know no one will save me I'm just asking for a kiss Give me one good movie kiss And I'll be alright Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Ooh, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, no
My God, I'm so lonely So I open the window To hear sounds of people To hear sounds of people Venus, planet of love Was destroyed by global warming Did its people want too much too? Did its people want too much? And I don't want your pity I just want somebody near me Guess I'm a coward I just want to feel alright And I know no one will save me I just need someone to kiss Give me one good honest kiss And I'll be alright Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Ooh, nobody, nobody, nobody I've been big and small And big and small And big and small again And still nobody wants me Still nobody wants me And I know no one will save me I'm just asking for a kiss Give me one good movie kiss And I'll be alright Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Ooh, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody Nobody, nobody, no
Currently crying knowing that no one will ever understand my pain -1 year later: im here again, when i posted this comment i wasnt okay but now im even worst i got send somewhere where’s there’s other kids my age who are suffering the same as me and now they think I’m "better" so I get to come home every Saturday and Sunday but in reality I’m not okay. I wish I could come back to the day where I first posted this comment, I was getting bullied that’s why I wasn’t really okay but it was definitely better that what I’m suffering right now.
me too. because im always the "silly, goofy, immature, funny" friend. but im not. just because it looks like that on the outside doesnt mean its the same on the inside. if you know what i mean. like its so hard being the funny friend trying to make everyone happy, but then just be left out....😐🔫
I understand all of your pain you've all been through yet you're still here, i'm so proud that you're here just lying around. If nobody ever told you, You're loved and your feelings are valid, you should've never been through that pain and suffering you're in. Feel free to vent in the comments but i'll be here, even then. It's okay to mess up and lose people, not everyone leaves and new people would come in to make it brighter. It's okay to not have good grades, you tried your best and i'm so glad you did. It's okay to be overweight, you're beautiful and i understand people look at you differently but i look at you like you're a bright diamond. It's okay, your mistakes and flaws doesn't matter aslong as you're alive here with me, hold on abit alright? We'll go through this, i promise you. A breakup, a depressed session, an abandoned loved one, relatives degrading you, being raped and not wanting to come out, fear. We will all go through this no matter what, i love you okay?
to all the people in the comments going through hardship- I just wanna say that, although I am just a stranger on the internet, whatever it is you've been through or are going through, I wish you nothing but love and happiness. You will heal these wounds. I'm rooting for you.
it would be nice to just have someone to talk to. im always the last choice. my friends always think I’m ok. they think im perfect. they think i don’t have anything going on in my life. i just want to feel loved by someone. someone’s happiness. someone’s joy. someone’s future. i just want a hug from someone that feels how i feel.
I might not know exactly what you feel, but like you I want to be loved by someone too and to be someones joy too, and I know theres not much I can do to help you out, except say that they are waiting for you and you will find them soon. Trust that you will have this soon. Also I'm sending virtual hugs, idk if that's helps or not.
I LOVE YOU!! I COMEPLETELY UNDER STAND YOU OK?? PLEASE KNOW THAT I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU. ID LOVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND OR EVEN A VENTING BUDDY GOT THAT?? YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! 💗💗💗💗💗
I know I'm just a rando on the internet, but Pls dont think that way, because you'll meet many people in you life and although some may have left and they dont deserve you, but trust me, someone is out there who wants you, who wants to love you, and wants to make sure your happy and well loved. Trust me you'll get though this.
I’m not someone who cries very much and I’m pretty much apathetic with my emotions. But I’ve had a rough time and I needed this so bad. I’ve been crying to this and it feels nice to let it all out for once.
I love you my sweetest treasure, please don't ever feel that your alone. You are loved dearly, and are so very special. You deserve to be held and told how wonderful you are. No matter how people may treat you, just know you are only worthy of the best. People have funny ways of showing love sometimes, but that doesn't mean they don't. I adore you, and so do many others. It's going to be okay I promise you darling. Know you are cared for, You deserve so much more.
WAIT HOW DO U START A RELIGION I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE SAY like for an example "melanie martinez is my religion" but like what does it mean to start a religion?
Hey I know its so random aaa but I feel as if there's really no purpose of life, I've been really unmotivated. Not really doing anything except sitting in my room with music thinking about life. I usually get screamed at by my parents, don't really have any friends. I mostly feel tired all the time. I dont like myself, honestly I dont even know why I keep living. There's something I'm holding on too but I'm not sure what it is, I question if I will ever find out. I will just keep on hoping it gets better. Sorry this is random just wanted to express myself to random people cause I think maybe ill be judged less?
keep hanging on, I know it's hard but just do as best as you can. Even if you think nothing important there is, if you ever want to talk it's fine and if you don't that's fine too. just remember don't change yourself for other people.
Oh course theure purpose to your life, and in sorry your feeling this way, but truste months way you feel right now is like a cloud. Like a cloud it will cover, surround and rain all over you, but like a cloud it will pass. You'll get though this trust me, be strong
Hi it feels weird telling random people about my problems but I feel the same way. It’s like I’m in a endless loop I don’t have any motivation to move or do schoolwork. I do the same thing everyday I don’t know how to change it. I don’t think anyone will see this but if u wanna talk my disc is pigeon#9276
hi, my name is jordan, and i am a traumaholder/protector of a system. this song is something that i can relate to on a personal level. not even my family wants me, if i told my best friend he would leave me instantly. i live with a lowkey abusive household and all i want is to get my headmates out of here... but n o b o d y seems to care.
Jordan I’m so very sorry please hang in there even if you don’t want to , please find someone who will make you feel good about your self because you’re better than you think people who go through trama are always so nice and easy to talk to and be friends with so please hang in there bud🙂
You and I are much the same, Jordan. I am apart of a system as well. My duty is to protect those in mind. I am certain you are a valiant and honorable individual; keep fighting. -Carnelian
I just wanna be a kid where I don’t have to worry about what people think about me, and be so energetic, unaware of anything. Thinking life is just made of kittens and rainbows and never grow up, I have no purpose in life I’m so fucking useless :D
no. you are NOT useless. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT SAY THAT ABOUT YOURSELF OK?? 😡 YOU ARE NOT USELESS, YOU ARE USEFUL. YOU ARE LOVED. YOU WILL BE HAPPY. PLEASE BE WELL OK?? 💗💗💗I LOVE YOU BABES
a year passed where all it took was the smallest time away from my peers to change. a version so repressed deep down that by the time they resurfaced i was so comforted and dove in . i lost all my friends and can only maintain few online friendships but my god, im so tired and burnt out of everything and everyone. i need space and to be left alone but i want someone to care and let me know what i’m doing is enough. i just need the world to stop and someone to hold me.
Never heard this song before but this makes me ✨Sad✨ now I'm thinking about all the anime characters I simp over that have died or times I've cried over anime 😭
you matter. you are loved. you are needed. you are wanted. you are more than you can imagine. you are more than you think. you are worth so much. you are important. you are somebody. you are wanted here with the rest of us. no matter what, there will always be people here for you. don’t forget that. i love you all. please, if you ever need to talk, i am here
I suffer from depression and anxiety.The words NOBODY keep repeating in my head.When i heard this i cried so much my notebook was wet with tears.I wish everything was fine,family issues,criticism,body shamed.THEY made me hate living.THIS song shows me that im ALONE and that NOBODY CARES.
I just wanted someone to really care about me I walked away from everyone and no one missed me it's like I'm just a hobby for everyone when they're bored I'm trash
Don't think that you worth something you can talk to me if you want its ok if you don't want to respond just always think your worth something your not a piece of trash
Please never think that low of yourself, your worth is not based on how other people treat and see you, your worth so much more than that. Your not trash and the fact that this happened means that they are not worth your time and you need to find people who are and who deserve the wonderful and unique person you are. Please dont think low of yourself because of what some people think.
Love you are not trast! you're worth so MUCH more! I love you and i hope ur doing ok. YOURE LOVED. I promise sending lots of love, take care of yourself :)
I JUST IMAGINE RYO AND AKIRA HANGING OUT AND THEY DOIN SILLY THINGS AND THEYRE TAKING PICTURES TOGETHER IN THE VIDEO AND ITS JUST SO WHOLESOME AND I LOVE IT
"i want someone to be here for me, i want to talk to someone, i want to hug someone, i want someone to care for me, i want to cry in someone arms, to screams in someone arms, to make me comfortable, to help me, to tell me that im not cringe, to tell me that its okay to cry, to tell me everything its alright even if its not, to make me like the living, to make me alive, to make me happy, to be here when i need". "but nobody"
my mum used to love me and care about me but after she divorced my dad shes lost herself. i want her to praise me and love me so i can be happy again. i want a hug but i dont want to be touched. i want to be loved but i want to be left alone. god im so lonely...
We are in different countries. I read what you wrote and I'm really sorry for you. I don't know you but I love you. Feel free to write to me whenever you want. Whenever you feel alone, come and read this comment. You are not alone, it will be over soon. Although we are in different countries, I want to support you.
I honestly can't live on anymore. I don't wanna get better, but at the same time I do. I feel like everything is my fault whenever I do something, which it is. I get yelled at constantly, I can cry for hours it seems like. I can go on days without eating. I've tried so many ways. I wanna disappear, so bad. This is song relates to me so much, because in the end, there's nobody there. Nobody, nobody. At all.
its not your fault. please grasp on a little longer, there'll be a time where your glad that you stayed. i love you so so much feel free to come back anytime and vent
Me too... And the one i trust the most is my best friend but i feel like she's pushing me away slowly for her groupchat... It hurts because it feels like she trust the groupchat more than her own best friend... Me... Her OWN best friend who understands her... All along it was like playing "tag" with depression... It got me... Have a good day btw... ❤️
Aight time to rant :( so i feel so lonely and i havent been able to sleep well and i feel so tired all the time. I feel like ive let fear take over my life and my school grades arent doing well either, i just want to get my life together and im having trouble keeping my friendships because i just cant call or text them back because i dont have the strength to and i just feel so pointless. also ty for reading this :)
Bro honestly same u need help w ur hw? And if u tell ur friends like copy and paste the same to all so it’s easier they would understand most likely and be there for you when your ready
i feel like im trapped all the time, ive been hurting for so long, for15 years and still nobody has cared enough to notice the pain and how much hurt i am in n feeling rn. it gets to the point where i bottle up all my emotions and it ends up getting to where its js too overwhelming to handle all at once- and it makes it so difficult to js deal with on my own
This is the song I listened to on repeat while one of my closest online friends left the internet, she haven’t come back yet so I’m still here, I’ll update if she ever comes back lol :)))
she told me she cared about me, she made me feel safe, she told me my parents where wrong that i was loved, yet she proved them right all i wanted was her and now i dont have her, and its all my fault
She loved you. Just because it went away remember love is a chemical reaction in the brain, She just not be smart enough to have still loved you. You are amazing
This song makes me sad and happy at the same time because it’s like someone is telling me that there’s nobody for me but there is a person telling me this which means that there is a person willing to tell me something like that. Which is in a strange way comforting but horrifying. Sorry if this made no sense
how's your week going? Have you eaten yet? How do you feel about everything thats going on in your life? we could talk through here if youd like. Just two strangers seeking comfort
I'm always the happy person who comforts everyone, when they come with a problem to me. But when I have a problem, then they just change the subject or ignore me.
What you should understand about wanting to be the main character in your life is that you'll suffer. A lot. Sure, you'll also suffer as a side character, obviously. But the pain you go through as the main character is so fucking unbearable. You feel like you're drowning and everyone's just watching you and instead of helping, they just watch and do nothing in the end. And that's how you start to rely on yourself, to build yourself up. It's gonna be tough, yea, but in the end, you'll be a survivor. Not a hero. No one expects you to be tough and stronger after everything you've been through and that's okay. It's okay to not be a hero sometimes, it's okay to hurt, it's okay to cry because of some dumb shit, everyone does that. What you shouldn't do is blame yourself for everything in your life and not let everyone walk over you. As the main character, so many people will walk over you, use you for their own entertainment before dropping you like a piece of plastic. It will happen. A lot, actually. But in the end, once you managed to pick yourself up again and learned that change is okay? That you not 'being the same person you were before' is completely fine? You'll be unstoppable. The pain is temporary. You're the one who makes the change, as dumb as it sounds it's true. You're the one who decides how long the pain should last before you decide to pick yourself up. I believe in you. I really do. And i hope this made sense because I think a lot and can't put everything into words but- please keep on living for me, okay? Whoever you are, I see great potential in you. Whenever you feel like no one cares, I do. I'm a stranger but I care. Just because we don't know each other does not mean that i do not care. Keep your head up and keep on surviving. You got this. Now show everyone that you're not as weak as they think you are.
@@khadeejaOmar why do you think so? because side characters 'aren't important?' that's not true. side characters ARE very important. they impact the story. a story without any side characters and only main characters is not considered a full story. therefore, you matter. your suffering matters. all it requires is for the right 'main character' or even side characters to be around you to make you realise that your pain is also a part of this story. you genuinely matter.
"im always the one whos there for everyone when theyre sad but wheres everyone when im sad..?" "i just want someone to hug me and tell me everything is gonna be alright" udeuigw just some random thoughts i had while this video- anyways is everyone here okay? if yall need someone to talk to im here! we'll fight trough this hard time together! i love you all
i litteraly hate my dad sm but i love him it's so complicated,and plus my mom has been judging me over my weight and keeps talking about it and it makes me not wanna eat or do anything.(i really needed to vent about this ilysm
@@kait7323 hey sorry for the late response (I got a new phone and had to log in again but kinda forgot my password lmao) but it’s gonna be alright, I’m sorry that your mom keeps talking about your weight and trust me, every body type looks pretty. I kinda wish I could give you a hug right now but sadly I can’t- but please remember that there are a lot of people who love you (including me :))
i just hate my emotions so much. they get in the way of everything. i wanna get yelled at and not cry or be mad, i wanna live life with no emotions. everytime i have emotions everytime something bad happens. i just hate it so much. i get help and i can vent to people it never works i feel so bad for just existing. i just dont want to exist anymore i dont want to die though. its a endless wheel of emotions that will never be stopped no matter how fast or slow its going
ive always seen story or calmest panic attack comments under this song but its never a lie, see i have really bad anxiety and trust issues im writing a book in my spare time to show the world that everyone can learn about others change there lives, and to never blame yourself for the past. your not worthless and if you ever need a friend this anti-social loser will be here, hell ill drop my discord in a second if you need someone that badly
@@ruthgarcia770 ooo if you wanna be friends you can add my discord also mines going to be called “Flowers” after the heavy influence of flowers in my story
i was crying when this played since when this was playing, i was drawing some note saying “I hate myself bro” and then someone wrote “the pretty one” and pointed to my avatar (this was in roblox free draw 2.) they scribbled on the “hate” part and wrote love above it, that made me cry because ive never been called pretty before. whoever’s parents raised them must be proud. *
ok im sorry but i put in my earbuds, it was 8:36 pm, and me and my family were heading home from dinner. it's february 32rd, a chilly bitter night.. black sky, clouds covering the stars and my only hope of getting taken away from hell by aliens.. i roll down my window and click play on this song. i stick my head out the window feeling the cold prickly air against my face like a dog. i space out listening to the song, as the cold air hits my face hard. i realize my face is numb as i come back to reality when suddenly i hear the words, "nobody.. nobody". the words echo in my ear. the song goes to the louder part of, "nobody!! nobody!" blinking back tears i feel so disgusted.. not in myself, in my family. how.. how and why am i letting them treat me like this.. why am i letting them hurt me.. the, "why" turns into, "why me" why me.. why am i the one that has to go through this. why.. please. someone please take me away from this. whether you are from a different planet, galaxy, or universe.. please. i dont wanna be here anymore. i wanna be alive, but not here. i want to sit on my roof and vape, i want to kiss a girl, i want to party until i pass out, i want to have sex, i want to get my dream job, i want to feel. i want to feel more besides for this bitter cold air against my face. please. something. anything. why does nobody love me.. why does nobody want me to feel.. please.
No one knows, I don't remember the last time a actually felt pure hapiness. I can put on a smile but I'm broken on the inside. I've let my mom down and I miss grandpa and grandma so much. I always visited my grandpa after school because I didn't have any friends to be with. I was with him and my grandma to the end. To the last seconds of they're life. I'm crying while I'm writing this which feels good. Because I haven't been able to really cry in months. It's nice to feel something. I just want them back, I miss them so fucking much and I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is shit right now.
i wish i could be honest to my aunt, cousin, grandma and everyone else i love without getting judged. i had better grades, more friends and normal parents. the internet makes me feel safe but my aunt tries to ''protect'' me from the dangers that exist on the internet, but she never cared about anything like that. i wish i could have someone to talk to irl, but no one understands me. dont come at me with hate, i already had a bad day.
Since no one know who I am irl Im just going to say it. I don't like being alone, I don't want anyone to pity me, I don't want anyone to use me so I would finally feel useful. I'm also a human I have feelings I'm tired I don't like doing their work I don't like getting hurt for someone else popularity give me a break. Even when I do everything for them they still leave me. Ik im weird ugly dumb and useless but at least just hold my face and tell me you need me. I tried to help everyone when have a problem, but why don't anyone save me when I'm in pain? I'm tired of walking, eating, sitting alone in class . Just love me, hug me, and stay forever that's all I wanted
*runs to the room then hugs* Don’t worry, I’m just a friendly comment came in to ur room saying that everything is okay ! Edit: I know that I suck at writing but it’s okay (:
I feel empty and cold . People say they love me but I feel like they just say it to make themselves feel better. I don't like saying it back and I hate being loved. My "friends" barely talk to me . I really don't have any motivation and I have testing all week. People say don't kys but I get angry every time I look at people and I'm considering it a lot now
im always the one thats left out, it doesnt matter how much people there are in the friend group, im just left out. when i message something they leave it on read but when someone else does they reply instantly. i just wanna let my emotions out but im scared of losing them. i wanna vent but i dont want them to think i vent for attention. i just wanna be loved again
I took 9pills of my leftover medicine last night wishing that i would never wakes up but i woke up on morning- my body felt weaker, my emotions can change like a rollercoaster- my mood is unknown, I don't eat, my mouth always drier than before, and at last i thought, nobody really loves me- and i just wanted a hug..i just wanted a hug...
i cant stop crying to this song.i have internet friends and i find our relationship toxic.whenever i try to talk about my problems they would say "noone asked" "Same same LMAO" i just want to feel comfort but my feelings always ends up as a joke.but when my other friends try to rant they would comfort them.i said once "noone cares HAHAHAHA" to one of my friends who were ranting and the others just ssid "stoplaughing this is serious." But,you guys laugh at my problems? Why,are my feelings not valid? Everyday i always try starve myself and try to kms.i always ask them if they are okay,if they have eaten yet,if they have problems.i keep following the "treat others the way you wanted to be treated" But i always end up getting treated the exact opposite.i know they arent my therapist to listen and cure my mental health but i wish they atleast cared about me.
hey ik your going through a lot and even though i might not help a lot, i still have to try yk? if you want i can give you my discord and ill try my best to understand and i promise i wont take it as a joke :]]
@@got_hacked_by_a_13_year_ol48 i really appreciate that you want to try comforting me,but im okay rn.i just wanted to get that feeling out of my chest before it gets worse
Im reminded every night of the thought that I might forget, I might forget how to live, I might forget how to take care of myself again, I might forget what I built up over the years, I might forget how to do the thing I've always done, and this song helps stop the thoughts from flooding in, like tape to a dam leak
The amout of people that relates to this song is scary. Please, know i'm very proud of you! You are just fine as you are, know that there always be some poeple you can hug.
Vent TW i guess? : The "I'm so lonely" hits so hard- All my friends left without even asking if I was okay.. I feel as if it's my fault. I now am starting to believe that I have social anxiety because I can't do anything with other people without drowning in my own thoughts. I have no friends because of it and I'm too scared to make any. I hate going outside. I feel like a burden and as if I annoy everyone I do have left. I have no one left.
I just feel so lonely, I want friends but I don’t want people to see me. I wish I could just talk to someone. My family doesn’t allow me to hang out with any of my friends because of their religion and it hurts so bad because when I don’t hang out with them they get mad and I feel like they don’t care that I’m trying so hard. I just want someone to be with, my mom always says I’m over reacting because I don’t show that I’m in pain. My mom is always worried about everyone but me, I feel so alone, like I have no one who loves me, no one who wants to be with me. I just want to be able to hang out with people without having to make sure my mom isn’t home before me, I wish I didn’t have to sneak out so I don’t get beat for going to a friends house. I wish that I could not have a panic attack when I get home to late and my mom is home and get in trouble for hanging out with the people i want to be with the most, she always says I have plenty of friends at the Kingdom Hall but when the meetings are over I don’t get a single text saying “I miss you” “we should hang out” “I wish you were here right now” because their all fake, I only have friends at school but I can’t even see them, it hurts so much because I just want to be happy, my friend quit sh for me but I’ve never there with her because I’m not allowed to. It hurts so bad because I feel so alone, I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live in a world where I’m forever alone, I wish my mom would understand that I need friends so I don’t turn to other methods like sh and vaping to feel something, I wish she knew what I’m going through but I also wish she didn’t. I feel nothing but loneliness, I have friends but I can’t be with them and that’s worse then having none for me, because it’s the pain of being away from someone that you love but aren’t allowed to, I constantly watch all these girls in my school and on UA-cam living their best lives with their friends. I literally have 6 siblings but I’m not allowed to see them either, my mom takes her rivalry’s with them and shoves them on me because she can’t deal with them, I can never be with anyone, I’m cursed to be forever alone. When I ask if I can see my siblings I’m told I’m too young, when I ask to hang out with my friends I’m told they are bad for me, so is being alone better then being with somebody I love, is torturing myself with blades better than seeing my siblings? Why am I being put in this situation at such a young age, nobody should have to be alone, so why me? Why was I born to a life I never wanted? Why was I made just to suffer? Why can’t I just be happy? I want to be happy.
Ive felt so lonely and sad for the past 2 days because my mum wouldnt allow me to go to my best friends house. My best friend is the only one that makes me laugh, brings me so much delight. She thinks that his family is going to be busy :/
the anime is devilman crybaby and its only on Netflix that I'm sure of
The first episode 💀
@@jaylin3719 IK I WAS LIKE "WHY WE GOIN SO FAST"
@@jiya50six 😔
@@jiya50six nekosama
Yeah
I’m so sad but not depressed, I want a hug but I don’t want to be touched, I wanna bottle it up but I want to talk about it, I wanna feel included but I want to be alone, I’m always the second option. I just wanna be happy again
Edit: Thank you so much to everyone who cares. You made me feel better and I hope you’re all blessed with happiness and prosperity
I can’t give you a real one but *hugs* that’s the best hug I can do online 🥲
me too wanna hug virtual anyway *hugs you*
Same (here’s a hug)
༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ
same it fucking sucks when u feel something but push it away ughhh
Literally me
You know what’s the best thing about this comment section, it’s that everyone can talk about their problems anonymously without feeling the need to be quite. And when someone replies, it’s like their comforting them, like a therapist would. I know it may be sad, but it’s actually kind of beautiful, in a really tragic way. Like we’re all connected with our problems and sadness.
And after all, is just some empathy that some Radom person said to us because they don’t know anyone and we are just telling our problems and people are helping us without knowing the trash we are, god... we are trash as humanity... cool! I guess...
God I sounded so edgy help
Bananana🥶🥶🥶
shut up please
I literally love u so much🥺
@@adrianadentaffee9483 why don’t u?
Sadly I am having the feeling
"My god, I'm so lonely.." felt that
Same
:(
lol, same.
Same :)
ok who
i wish i had someone to vent to and not feel like i was annoying them.
pls same i feel like i annoy everyone so i don't talk to ppl abt my feelings
yeah same
you can vent to me if you’d like.
yea like i am trying to explain myself and they dont understand
so i stopped and didnt do it again even once so like i became the friend who they talk to about their feelings and like i relate to some of them but i dont tell them cus im thinking that they might just say im copying them;-;
like its like flexing that i have a more complex life than them that imexagerating my life;-;
sheeee-
i didnt know it had an impact to tell someone problems like i didnt even know that i did a little dance after i commented 0-0
everything's so tiring lately, and this song helped me burst out the tears I've been holding in the past 2 months. bad timing tho, I have class in 2 hours lmao
to anybody reading this and also bursting out in tears, cry it all out. No one's going to stop you, your feelings are valid. You are enough, you don't need to satisfy others nor reach their standards. Don't push yourself too much, don't give up. There's always someone you can lean on, even a thing shshshs I tell my problems to a pillow sometimes. I know it's draining you and you're tired and want to rest, do so. Just enjoy every moment even if it's pain.
I’m crying so bad lol but this helped so fucking much...thank you❤️ you words(a strangers words) mean more to me than my own parents so thank you❤️
Thank you hope your doing well
@Glitch - Kun your feelings are valid. Always. Please remember that. I’m always here if you need to talk
thank you for this, this came at a very good time. i hope you also let yourself rest and remember to take care of yourself 💛 💛
@@d.o.6646 hope your doing ok :)
I feel so worthless, I pushed everyone away because I needed time to myself, I ghosted all of my friends, I'm doing horrible in school, and I'm not even funny, so what am I left with?? Myself, like its always been, nobody is ever there all because I push them away. That's great isnt it lol, i domt think they cared anyways and its probably for the best, im always the problem I always have to find someway to ruin everything. I just wanna leave this place, I don't wanna do this anymore, and no i dont wanna die i just wanna leave everything behind and go away and disappear forever, but I cant, isnt that great huh, well i am only left with myself in the end so I'm used to it, it's always been like that, in the final stage, the end of the road, that last and final episode there is...nobody :)
I swore that it was everything going on around that made me feel what I feel. When actually it was me all along. It was nobody but me.
needing time to yourself is fine but in the end being nobody and being left alone hurts ive always been alone and despite not being alone anymore i still feel like that... but if you want a friend from the internet ill drop my discord and you wont be left alone again
@@existingfortheweekend2724 it's ok, and it's not that I have friends I just ghost them and I feel like it's my fault cause they try to reach out for me but sure my discord is jett #9999 :)
@@jett610 my discord isnt working rn but when it is ill add you
Living life you’ll come across something that you can’t Control but that doesn’t give you a reason to shut out the world.
perfect timing i needed this.
Hey I’m not sure but are u ok u could have just wanted this song for fun but if ur not doing alright plz hit me up if u wanna talk I’m good at listening my sc is tristendelony19 I wanna make sure ur ok
My God, I'm so lonely
So I open the window
To hear sounds of people
To hear sounds of people
Venus, planet of love
Was destroyed by global warming
Did its people want too much too?
Did its people want too much?
And I don't want your pity
I just want somebody near me
Guess I'm a coward
I just want to feel alright
And I know no one will save me
I just need someone to kiss
Give me one good honest kiss
And I'll be alright
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Ooh, nobody, nobody, nobody
I've been big and small
And big and small
And big and small again
And still nobody wants me
Still nobody wants me
And I know no one will save me
I'm just asking for a kiss
Give me one good movie kiss
And I'll be alright
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Ooh, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, no
i love u
Thank you
Thank you
My God, I'm so lonely
So I open the window
To hear sounds of people
To hear sounds of people
Venus, planet of love
Was destroyed by global warming
Did its people want too much too?
Did its people want too much?
And I don't want your pity
I just want somebody near me
Guess I'm a coward
I just want to feel alright
And I know no one will save me
I just need someone to kiss
Give me one good honest kiss
And I'll be alright
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Ooh, nobody, nobody, nobody
I've been big and small
And big and small
And big and small again
And still nobody wants me
Still nobody wants me
And I know no one will save me
I'm just asking for a kiss
Give me one good movie kiss
And I'll be alright
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Ooh, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody
Nobody, nobody, no
Thank u 😩
Currently crying knowing that no one will ever understand my pain
-1 year later: im here again, when i posted this comment i wasnt okay but now im even worst i got send somewhere where’s there’s other kids my age who are suffering the same as me and now they think I’m "better" so I get to come home every Saturday and Sunday but in reality I’m not okay. I wish I could come back to the day where I first posted this comment, I was getting bullied that’s why I wasn’t really okay but it was definitely better that what I’m suffering right now.
Sometimes people misunderstood and rant about theirs, it's okay. I can try comforting and making you feel better, how's that?
Same..
🤓
me too. because im always the "silly, goofy, immature, funny" friend. but im not. just because it looks like that on the outside doesnt mean its the same on the inside. if you know what i mean. like its so hard being the funny friend trying to make everyone happy, but then just be left out....😐🔫
Pick me
I understand all of your pain you've all been through yet you're still here, i'm so proud that you're here just lying around. If nobody ever told you,
You're loved and your feelings are valid, you should've never been through that pain and suffering you're in. Feel free to vent in the comments but i'll be here, even then.
It's okay to mess up and lose people, not everyone leaves and new people would come in to make it brighter. It's okay to not have good grades, you tried your best and i'm so glad you did. It's okay to be overweight, you're beautiful and i understand people look at you differently but i look at you like you're a bright diamond.
It's okay, your mistakes and flaws doesn't matter aslong as you're alive here with me, hold on abit alright? We'll go through this, i promise you. A breakup, a depressed session, an abandoned loved one, relatives degrading you, being raped and not wanting to come out, fear. We will all go through this no matter what, i love you okay?
Thank you
to all the people in the comments going through hardship- I just wanna say that, although I am just a stranger on the internet, whatever it is you've been through or are going through, I wish you nothing but love and happiness. You will heal these wounds. I'm rooting for you.
This song plus those two just make it even sadder-
Finally, someone who understands the reasoning behind this-
@@rain4359 it fits so well.
it would be nice to just have someone to talk to. im always the last choice. my friends always think I’m ok. they think im perfect. they think i don’t have anything going on in my life. i just want to feel loved by someone. someone’s happiness. someone’s joy. someone’s future. i just want a hug from someone that feels how i feel.
I might not know exactly what you feel, but like you I want to be loved by someone too and to be someones joy too, and I know theres not much I can do to help you out, except say that they are waiting for you and you will find them soon. Trust that you will have this soon. Also I'm sending virtual hugs, idk if that's helps or not.
I LOVE YOU!! I COMEPLETELY UNDER STAND YOU OK?? PLEASE KNOW THAT I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU. ID LOVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND OR EVEN A VENTING BUDDY GOT THAT?? YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! 💗💗💗💗💗
"I've been big and small and big and small and big and small again and still nobody wants me, still nobody wants me"
I know I'm just a rando on the internet, but Pls dont think that way, because you'll meet many people in you life and although some may have left and they dont deserve you, but trust me, someone is out there who wants you, who wants to love you, and wants to make sure your happy and well loved. Trust me you'll get though this.
“quoting the song” replies with beautiful supportive message i fuck with that energy
What part is that
I’m not someone who cries very much and I’m pretty much apathetic with my emotions. But I’ve had a rough time and I needed this so bad. I’ve been crying to this and it feels nice to let it all out for once.
We can talk in the comments if youd like. Tell me everything thatsa bothering you. Theres no possible way to burden a stranger.
crying just feels too good, until your nose is blocked and sniffing yk what I mean
I just want them to love me.
I just want my mom to love me.
I just want a place to be happy.
I just want to feel loved.
I just need someone.
Good morning, afternoon or night, how are you doing? I love you.
Felt
I love you my sweetest treasure, please don't ever feel that your alone. You are loved dearly, and are so very special. You deserve to be held and told how wonderful you are.
No matter how people may treat you, just know you are only worthy of the best. People have funny ways of showing love sometimes, but that doesn't mean they don't. I adore you, and so do many others. It's going to be okay I promise you darling. Know you are cared for,
You deserve so much more.
i’ve been feeling empty for these past few days. this is making me feel things oml
THANK YOU BLESS YOU I WILL START A RELIGION AROUND YOU THANK YOU
LMAOO😭😭
WAIT HOW DO U START A RELIGION I LOVE WHEN PEOPLE SAY like for an example "melanie martinez is my religion" but like what does it mean to start a religion?
@@beetlebug6976 DONT KNOW BUT I'LL FIND A WAY
GORGEOUS PFP
@@urmom-rb1gx THANK YOU I DREW IT!!YOURS IS ALSO SICK
Hey I know its so random aaa but I feel as if there's really no purpose of life, I've been really unmotivated. Not really doing anything except sitting in my room with music thinking about life. I usually get screamed at by my parents, don't really have any friends. I mostly feel tired all the time. I dont like myself, honestly I dont even know why I keep living. There's something I'm holding on too but I'm not sure what it is, I question if I will ever find out. I will just keep on hoping it gets better. Sorry this is random just wanted to express myself to random people cause I think maybe ill be judged less?
keep hanging on, I know it's hard but just do as best as you can. Even if you think nothing important there is, if you ever want to talk it's fine and if you don't that's fine too. just remember don't change yourself for other people.
you can always DM me at ( @privnglez/insta ) if you need someone to talk to. it gets better.
Oh course theure purpose to your life, and in sorry your feeling this way, but truste months way you feel right now is like a cloud. Like a cloud it will cover, surround and rain all over you, but like a cloud it will pass. You'll get though this trust me, be strong
I love you ❤️ and stay safe and I hope that life gets better for you and me🙂
Hi it feels weird telling random people about my problems but I feel the same way. It’s like I’m in a endless loop I don’t have any motivation to move or do schoolwork. I do the same thing everyday I don’t know how to change it. I don’t think anyone will see this but if u wanna talk my disc is pigeon#9276
hi, my name is jordan, and i am a traumaholder/protector of a system. this song is something that i can relate to on a personal level. not even my family wants me, if i told my best friend he would leave me instantly. i live with a lowkey abusive household and all i want is to get my headmates out of here... but n o b o d y seems to care.
Hey jordan i hope everything. get better soon you got this.
Jordan I’m so very sorry please hang in there even if you don’t want to , please find someone who will make you feel good about your self because you’re better than you think people who go through trama are always so nice and easy to talk to and be friends with so please hang in there bud🙂
You and I are much the same, Jordan. I am apart of a system as well. My duty is to protect those in mind. I am certain you are a valiant and honorable individual; keep fighting. -Carnelian
I just wanna be a kid where I don’t have to worry about what people think about me, and be so energetic, unaware of anything. Thinking life is just made of kittens and rainbows and never grow up, I have no purpose in life I’m so fucking useless :D
don't worry I basically feel the same way lol but done worry just rember the quote "fake it till' you make it" (I live by it-)
@@リビーさぁん great quote
at least your mental age fits your actual age. i'm 16 and i behave like i were 6
Sending you tons of love and support bestie
no. you are NOT useless. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT SAY THAT ABOUT YOURSELF OK?? 😡 YOU ARE NOT USELESS, YOU ARE USEFUL. YOU ARE LOVED. YOU WILL BE HAPPY. PLEASE BE WELL OK?? 💗💗💗I LOVE YOU BABES
we can all agree we've cried to this song before
a year passed where all it took was the smallest time away from my peers to change. a version so repressed deep down that by the time they resurfaced i was so comforted and dove in . i lost all my friends and can only maintain few online friendships but my god, im so tired and burnt out of everything and everyone. i need space and to be left alone but i want someone to care and let me know what i’m doing is enough. i just need the world to stop and someone to hold me.
Thank you, I literally needed this
Never heard this song before but this makes me ✨Sad✨ now I'm thinking about all the anime characters I simp over that have died or times I've cried over anime 😭
PLEASE BAHAGAJKZHJSXJHXS
@@rain4359 low key put this in the background for some anime edits that should be sad and it might work out, that or just ifk
the danganronpa fandom in a nutshell
I MISS L SO MUCH TOO MUCH
rlly destroyed the mood :/
you matter.
you are loved.
you are needed.
you are wanted.
you are more than you can imagine.
you are more than you think.
you are worth so much.
you are important.
you are somebody.
you are wanted here with the rest of us.
no matter what, there will always be people here for you.
don’t forget that.
i love you all.
please, if you ever need to talk, i am here
U are angel
I LOVE YOU ALREADY OMG 😩😭🤌🏼💗💗
I suffer from depression and anxiety.The words NOBODY keep repeating in my head.When i heard this i cried so much my notebook was wet with tears.I wish everything was fine,family issues,criticism,body shamed.THEY made me hate living.THIS song shows me that im ALONE and that NOBODY CARES.
I just wanted someone to really care about me
I walked away from everyone and no one missed me it's like I'm just a hobby for everyone when they're bored
I'm trash
Don't think that you worth something you can talk to me if you want its ok if you don't want to respond just always think your worth something your not a piece of trash
Please never think that low of yourself, your worth is not based on how other people treat and see you, your worth so much more than that. Your not trash and the fact that this happened means that they are not worth your time and you need to find people who are and who deserve the wonderful and unique person you are. Please dont think low of yourself because of what some people think.
your amazing they just couldn't see it or appreciate it I'm here if you need that friend :)
Love you are not trast! you're worth so MUCH more! I love you and i hope ur doing ok. YOURE LOVED. I promise sending lots of love, take care of yourself :)
i want my parents back
i want them to actually love me
me too..
me too .
I'm so sorry guys 😿😿
well at least, wait whats that oh i dont care ok then shut the fuck up
@@percivul7641 I’m sorry ayano :(
I JUST IMAGINE RYO AND AKIRA HANGING OUT AND THEY DOIN SILLY THINGS AND THEYRE TAKING PICTURES TOGETHER IN THE VIDEO AND ITS JUST SO WHOLESOME AND I LOVE IT
The fact this was posted on my birthday makes this 1000x better.
Happy late Birthday! i'm sorry.
@@slvzeu why are you sorry lol, this is one of my favorite songs, and ty!
I thought that I was the only one to listen to loops when I'm sad but I looked at the comments and realized I'm not alone. Anyone else crying?
I’m crying heh 😀
Balling
honestly i bet everyone listening to this agrees with the statement y e s
everytime i listen to this i cry
Yes 😩
this song is way too relatable it hurts lmaoo
lol ikr i have been crying over this song thinking about all my problems for an hour. :)
THANK YOU SO MUCH I LITERALLY NEEDED THIS. MWA MWA 🤍
"i want someone to be here for me, i want to talk to someone, i want to hug someone, i want someone to care for me, i want to cry in someone arms, to screams in someone arms, to make me comfortable, to help me, to tell me that im not cringe, to tell me that its okay to cry, to tell me everything its alright even if its not, to make me like the living, to make me alive, to make me happy, to be here when i need".
"but nobody"
THE SLOWED VERSION YES THANK YOU
Nobody is like my sweet gentle mental health attack
this the type of song that makes u fake smile while u cry
my mum used to love me and care about me but after she divorced my dad shes lost herself. i want her to praise me and love me so i can be happy again. i want a hug but i dont want to be touched. i want to be loved but i want to be left alone. god im so lonely...
We are in different countries. I read what you wrote and I'm really sorry for you. I don't know you but I love you. Feel free to write to me whenever you want. Whenever you feel alone, come and read this comment. You are not alone, it will be over soon. Although we are in different countries, I want to support you.
When she sings "nobody" i honestly feel like crying
thank you so much for posting this i really needed it
This broke me in a good way
i just want to feel loved and needed, im so sick of feeling like the last resort or second best
I honestly can't live on anymore. I don't wanna get better, but at the same time I do. I feel like everything is my fault whenever I do something, which it is. I get yelled at constantly, I can cry for hours it seems like. I can go on days without eating. I've tried so many ways. I wanna disappear, so bad. This is song relates to me so much, because in the end, there's nobody there. Nobody, nobody. At all.
Hey how are you? I'm here for you. I love you.
its not your fault. please grasp on a little longer, there'll be a time where your glad that you stayed. i love you so so much feel free to come back anytime and vent
Im listening this while thinking of the one person that I only care about.
yeah me too, he moved on. but i haven’t yet. i actually thought we had something going on between us but ig not
@@jaydalol1003 aw :(
same- but he, he's fictional :,)
Me too... And the one i trust the most is my best friend but i feel like she's pushing me away slowly for her groupchat... It hurts because it feels like she trust the groupchat more than her own best friend... Me... Her OWN best friend who understands her... All along it was like playing "tag" with depression... It got me... Have a good day btw... ❤️
Aight time to rant :( so i feel so lonely and i havent been able to sleep well and i feel so tired all the time. I feel like ive let fear take over my life and my school grades arent doing well either, i just want to get my life together and im having trouble keeping my friendships because i just cant call or text them back because i dont have the strength to and i just feel so pointless. also ty for reading this :)
hey , you're loved
Bro honestly same u need help w ur hw? And if u tell ur friends like copy and paste the same to all so it’s easier they would understand most likely and be there for you when your ready
i feel like im trapped all the time, ive been hurting for so long, for15 years and still nobody has cared enough to notice the pain and how much hurt i am in n feeling rn. it gets to the point where i bottle up all my emotions and it ends up getting to where its js too overwhelming to handle all at once- and it makes it so difficult to js deal with on my own
my hearts js hurts. so much
i’m scared to confront my actual feelings or tell anyone because then they become real
This is the song I listened to on repeat while one of my closest online friends left the internet, she haven’t come back yet so I’m still here, I’ll update if she ever comes back lol :)))
THANK YOU SO MUCH I REALLY NEEDED THIS
she told me she cared about me, she made me feel safe, she told me my parents where wrong that i was loved, yet she proved them right all i wanted was her and now i dont have her, and its all my fault
She loved you. Just because it went away remember love is a chemical reaction in the brain, She just not be smart enough to have still loved you. You are amazing
I feel you too...
This song makes me sad and happy at the same time because it’s like someone is telling me that there’s nobody for me but there is a person telling me this which means that there is a person willing to tell me something like that. Which is in a strange way comforting but horrifying.
Sorry if this made no sense
It makes sense to me and yes i felt that too... have a good day ❤️
Thankssssssssss. This is my therapy
no one never checks on me i feel so lonely, i want people to understand the fact that im not fine, that im not ok
how's your week going? Have you eaten yet? How do you feel about everything thats going on in your life? we could talk through here if youd like. Just two strangers seeking comfort
tw: i just wanna go. i would be okay. there is so much i just keep inside.
reading the comment section comforts me to know im not the only one
TSYM FOR THIS IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR A LONGER VERSION
Mitski songs = mental break down time 😐💔
Why can I relate to all of them so well
I'm always the happy person who comforts everyone, when they come with a problem to me. But when I have a problem, then they just change the subject or ignore me.
What you should understand about wanting to be the main character in your life is that you'll suffer. A lot. Sure, you'll also suffer as a side character, obviously. But the pain you go through as the main character is so fucking unbearable. You feel like you're drowning and everyone's just watching you and instead of helping, they just watch and do nothing in the end. And that's how you start to rely on yourself, to build yourself up. It's gonna be tough, yea, but in the end, you'll be a survivor. Not a hero. No one expects you to be tough and stronger after everything you've been through and that's okay. It's okay to not be a hero sometimes, it's okay to hurt, it's okay to cry because of some dumb shit, everyone does that. What you shouldn't do is blame yourself for everything in your life and not let everyone walk over you. As the main character, so many people will walk over you, use you for their own entertainment before dropping you like a piece of plastic. It will happen. A lot, actually. But in the end, once you managed to pick yourself up again and learned that change is okay? That you not 'being the same person you were before' is completely fine? You'll be unstoppable. The pain is temporary. You're the one who makes the change, as dumb as it sounds it's true. You're the one who decides how long the pain should last before you decide to pick yourself up.
I believe in you. I really do. And i hope this made sense because I think a lot and can't put everything into words but- please keep on living for me, okay? Whoever you are, I see great potential in you. Whenever you feel like no one cares, I do. I'm a stranger but I care. Just because we don't know each other does not mean that i do not care. Keep your head up and keep on surviving. You got this. Now show everyone that you're not as weak as they think you are.
I started crying at "it's okay to not be a hero"
I already suffer but I'm a side character so it won't matter
Thank you🙏❤️
@@khadeejaOmar why do you think so? because side characters 'aren't important?' that's not true. side characters ARE very important. they impact the story. a story without any side characters and only main characters is not considered a full story. therefore, you matter. your suffering matters. all it requires is for the right 'main character' or even side characters to be around you to make you realise that your pain is also a part of this story. you genuinely matter.
@@nieva1235 thank you sm but im doing much better than when I wrote this
i can't wait for the day when i'm unable to relate to this song
"im always the one whos there for everyone when theyre sad but wheres everyone when im sad..?"
"i just want someone to hug me and tell me everything is gonna be alright"
udeuigw just some random thoughts i had while this video- anyways is everyone here okay? if yall need someone to talk to im here! we'll fight trough this hard time together! i love you all
i litteraly hate my dad sm but i love him it's so complicated,and plus my mom has been judging me over my weight and keeps talking about it and it makes me not wanna eat or do anything.(i really needed to vent about this ilysm
@@kait7323 hey sorry for the late response (I got a new phone and had to log in again but kinda forgot my password lmao) but it’s gonna be alright, I’m sorry that your mom keeps talking about your weight and trust me, every body type looks pretty. I kinda wish I could give you a hug right now but sadly I can’t- but please remember that there are a lot of people who love you (including me :))
i just hate my emotions so much. they get in the way of everything. i wanna get yelled at and not cry or be mad, i wanna live life with no emotions. everytime i have emotions everytime something bad happens. i just hate it so much. i get help and i can vent to people it never works i feel so bad for just existing. i just dont want to exist anymore i dont want to die though. its a endless wheel of emotions that will never be stopped no matter how fast or slow its going
ive always seen story or calmest panic attack comments under this song but its never a lie, see i have really bad anxiety and trust issues im writing a book in my spare time to show the world that everyone can learn about others change there lives, and to never blame yourself for the past. your not worthless and if you ever need a friend this anti-social loser will be here, hell ill drop my discord in a second if you need someone that badly
Im actually writing a book too. What's yours going to be called? Maybe we can both be antisocial book loving losers
@@ruthgarcia770 ooo if you wanna be friends you can add my discord also mines going to be called “Flowers” after the heavy influence of flowers in my story
@@existingfortheweekend2724 Yea! Whats ur username? I love its title. Ill be waiting for when it comes out :D
@@ruthgarcia770 Existing#0785
@@existingfortheweekend2724 i dont really have discord but imma download it lol do you have insta just in case
i will always listen to this, i love this version
I just want this on spotify so I can listen offline :(
I caved and got UA-cam premium
POV for this: ur alone somewhere all all alone, as u get down on ur hands and knees you’re screaming at the top of ur lungs “NOBODY”.
The dislikes are from the people that couldnt see what they did bc of their tears.
i was crying when this played since when this was playing, i was drawing some note saying “I hate myself bro” and then someone wrote “the pretty one” and pointed to my avatar (this was in roblox free draw 2.) they scribbled on the “hate” part and wrote love above it, that made me cry because ive never been called pretty before. whoever’s parents raised them must be proud. *
ok im sorry but
i put in my earbuds, it was 8:36 pm, and me and my family were heading home from dinner. it's february 32rd, a chilly bitter night.. black sky, clouds covering the stars and my only hope of getting taken away from hell by aliens.. i roll down my window and click play on this song. i stick my head out the window feeling the cold prickly air against my face like a dog. i space out listening to the song, as the cold air hits my face hard. i realize my face is numb as i come back to reality when suddenly i hear the words, "nobody.. nobody". the words echo in my ear. the song goes to the louder part of, "nobody!! nobody!" blinking back tears i feel so disgusted.. not in myself, in my family. how.. how and why am i letting them treat me like this.. why am i letting them hurt me.. the, "why" turns into, "why me" why me.. why am i the one that has to go through this. why.. please. someone please take me away from this. whether you are from a different planet, galaxy, or universe.. please. i dont wanna be here anymore. i wanna be alive, but not here. i want to sit on my roof and vape, i want to kiss a girl, i want to party until i pass out, i want to have sex, i want to get my dream job, i want to feel. i want to feel more besides for this bitter cold air against my face. please. something. anything. why does nobody love me.. why does nobody want me to feel.. please.
Damn...that hit really close..I wish I was there for you. I know what its like..
No one knows, I don't remember the last time a actually felt pure hapiness. I can put on a smile but I'm broken on the inside. I've let my mom down and I miss grandpa and grandma so much. I always visited my grandpa after school because I didn't have any friends to be with. I was with him and my grandma to the end. To the last seconds of they're life. I'm crying while I'm writing this which feels good. Because I haven't been able to really cry in months. It's nice to feel something. I just want them back, I miss them so fucking much and I don't know what to do anymore. Everything is shit right now.
i wish i could be honest to my aunt, cousin, grandma and everyone else i love without getting judged. i had better grades, more friends and normal parents. the internet makes me feel safe but my aunt tries to ''protect'' me from the dangers that exist on the internet, but she never cared about anything like that. i wish i could have someone to talk to irl, but no one understands me. dont come at me with hate, i already had a bad day.
i hope u r ok
YESSSS SOMEONE FINALLY MADE A 1 HOUR VERSION
Since no one know who I am irl Im just going to say it. I don't like being alone, I don't want anyone to pity me, I don't want anyone to use me so I would finally feel useful. I'm also a human I have feelings I'm tired I don't like doing their work I don't like getting hurt for someone else popularity give me a break. Even when I do everything for them they still leave me. Ik im weird ugly dumb and useless but at least just hold my face and tell me you need me. I tried to help everyone when have a problem, but why don't anyone save me when I'm in pain? I'm tired of walking, eating, sitting alone in class . Just love me, hug me, and stay forever that's all I wanted
*runs to the room then hugs* Don’t worry, I’m just a friendly comment came in to ur room saying that everything is okay !
Edit: I know that I suck at writing but it’s okay (:
@@sal5354 I don't feel like anything is okay but for someone to cares about me I'm truly grateful thank you so much!!! :D
Whoever made this/sang this, needs a hug.
Just finished listeining to this for an hour :D
I'm listen to this 10× well..
reading the comments and listening to this hits so different 🥺
I'm tired of being alone constantly. Someone save me please, I am falling apart
Hey. How are you today? I love you.
it'll be okay , please stay . imagine the future where you'll be happy and were glad you stayed . i love you so so much - vent if you feel you need to
I have been listening to this song all day even in school and I have been crying because of it
I feel empty and cold . People say they love me but I feel like they just say it to make themselves feel better. I don't like saying it back and I hate being loved. My "friends" barely talk to me . I really don't have any motivation and I have testing all week. People say don't kys but I get angry every time I look at people and I'm considering it a lot now
don’t
you are loved
and you will be loved
this will all be over soon and you can start a new life
you are so loved
I never let my emotions guide my descions I always use logic. This is the one song I let my emotions go into overdrive.
this anime with this song hit different
"And i know noone will save me" hurts man
the moment i started to act like myself around ppl was the the moment i realized that they only liked me for their enjoyment 😐
God bless you and your family for making this
Finally I found the 1 hour version
i needed this right now, thank u.
This song is how Ryo feels after Akira is dead
im always the one thats left out, it doesnt matter how much people there are in the friend group, im just left out. when i message something they leave it on read but when someone else does they reply instantly. i just wanna let my emotions out but im scared of losing them. i wanna vent but i dont want them to think i vent for attention. i just wanna be loved again
Es lo que buscaba, muchas gracias 🤸♀️
I took 9pills of my leftover medicine last night wishing that i would never wakes up but i woke up on morning- my body felt weaker, my emotions can change like a rollercoaster- my mood is unknown, I don't eat, my mouth always drier than before, and at last i thought, nobody really loves me- and i just wanted a hug..i just wanted a hug...
i cant stop crying to this song.i have internet friends and i find our relationship toxic.whenever i try to talk about my problems they would say "noone asked" "Same same LMAO" i just want to feel comfort but my feelings always ends up as a joke.but when my other friends try to rant they would comfort them.i said once "noone cares HAHAHAHA" to one of my friends who were ranting and the others just ssid "stoplaughing this is serious." But,you guys laugh at my problems? Why,are my feelings not valid? Everyday i always try starve myself and try to kms.i always ask them if they are okay,if they have eaten yet,if they have problems.i keep following the "treat others the way you wanted to be treated" But i always end up getting treated the exact opposite.i know they arent my therapist to listen and cure my mental health but i wish they atleast cared about me.
hey ik your going through a lot and even though i might not help a lot, i still have to try yk? if you want i can give you my discord and ill try my best to understand and i promise i wont take it as a joke :]]
@@got_hacked_by_a_13_year_ol48 i really appreciate that you want to try comforting me,but im okay rn.i just wanted to get that feeling out of my chest before it gets worse
@@yoshi-vg3bp Its great that ur doing well now just lmk if u want someone to talk to
Im reminded every night of the thought that I might forget, I might forget how to live, I might forget how to take care of myself again, I might forget what I built up over the years, I might forget how to do the thing I've always done, and this song helps stop the thoughts from flooding in, like tape to a dam leak
The amout of people that relates to this song is scary. Please, know i'm very proud of you! You are just fine as you are, know that there always be some poeple you can hug.
sometimes i wish i felt more loved and appreciated :,)
Thank you!
Vent TW i guess? : The "I'm so lonely" hits so hard- All my friends left without even asking if I was okay.. I feel as if it's my fault. I now am starting to believe that I have social anxiety because I can't do anything with other people without drowning in my own thoughts. I have no friends because of it and I'm too scared to make any. I hate going outside. I feel like a burden and as if I annoy everyone I do have left. I have no one left.
I just feel so lonely, I want friends but I don’t want people to see me. I wish I could just talk to someone. My family doesn’t allow me to hang out with any of my friends because of their religion and it hurts so bad because when I don’t hang out with them they get mad and I feel like they don’t care that I’m trying so hard. I just want someone to be with, my mom always says I’m over reacting because I don’t show that I’m in pain. My mom is always worried about everyone but me, I feel so alone, like I have no one who loves me, no one who wants to be with me. I just want to be able to hang out with people without having to make sure my mom isn’t home before me, I wish I didn’t have to sneak out so I don’t get beat for going to a friends house. I wish that I could not have a panic attack when I get home to late and my mom is home and get in trouble for hanging out with the people i want to be with the most, she always says I have plenty of friends at the Kingdom Hall but when the meetings are over I don’t get a single text saying “I miss you” “we should hang out” “I wish you were here right now” because their all fake, I only have friends at school but I can’t even see them, it hurts so much because I just want to be happy, my friend quit sh for me but I’ve never there with her because I’m not allowed to. It hurts so bad because I feel so alone, I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live in a world where I’m forever alone, I wish my mom would understand that I need friends so I don’t turn to other methods like sh and vaping to feel something, I wish she knew what I’m going through but I also wish she didn’t. I feel nothing but loneliness, I have friends but I can’t be with them and that’s worse then having none for me, because it’s the pain of being away from someone that you love but aren’t allowed to, I constantly watch all these girls in my school and on UA-cam living their best lives with their friends. I literally have 6 siblings but I’m not allowed to see them either, my mom takes her rivalry’s with them and shoves them on me because she can’t deal with them, I can never be with anyone, I’m cursed to be forever alone. When I ask if I can see my siblings I’m told I’m too young, when I ask to hang out with my friends I’m told they are bad for me, so is being alone better then being with somebody I love, is torturing myself with blades better than seeing my siblings? Why am I being put in this situation at such a young age, nobody should have to be alone, so why me? Why was I born to a life I never wanted? Why was I made just to suffer? Why can’t I just be happy? I want to be happy.
same:( it’s like everyone has their favorites and no one would actually choose me if their was an option to save me. It’s like they are judging me
Ive felt so lonely and sad for the past 2 days because my mum wouldnt allow me to go to my best friends house.
My best friend is the only one that makes me laugh, brings me so much delight.
She thinks that his family is going to be busy :/