The last part broke my heart into pieces. I lost my older sister when she was 23and what she said is true. Family pictures are hard to look at coz everyone else has grown but she is still the 23 years old girl. Damn this hit me hard 😭😢
When you loose your parents youre called orphan,when you loose your partner youre widowed but when you loose a child...there is no name to it because the pain is so great its unnamable.
Stalking someone for seven years, waiting until they're alone in the middle of the night, beat them to death then clean up the crime scene & hide the body ,sounds a bit premeditated to me.
Same thing I thought, there is a part towards the end where they say police thinks he had been watching her for some time, sounds like they should've pushed for first degree murder....
Honestly though he seems like coward I think he was too scared to lie in wait. Having been in law enforcement there’s usually a small ounce of truth to every confession. I think she caught him peeping from the fence and she probably even said “fck off”. I don’t think he could risk her reporting it so as she went to walk back back to her house he attacked her from behind. There would literally be NO reason to call him a loser or to F off if all he was doing was standing near the gate on his own property.
@@williamrogers8597 Not necessarily stalked, but he did spy on the whole neighbourhood, so he probably spied on her too at some point especially because she was next door and was an attractive girl a little bit younger than him
I don’t believe she would’ve said those remarks UNLESS she caught him peeping/spying on her. When she confronted him, he knew she’d tell so he killed her.
I don't believe she said that to him either. People like him always try to make it look like their victims attacked them in some way, to minimise their own guilt. I do believe he was peeping in her window and she caught him at it. I think he would have raped her too, since someone like that always does that eventually and he had the opportunity.
I'm bipolar and I'm suffering from depression for a very long time n I'm not here beating or killing anyone.... so Dats no excuse to kill....take responsibility for your actions my boy
Shamanda Nation Of course you are right. I have bipolar friends who are the nicest and most caring people I know. Bipolar is not a severe delusional disorder that takes away your understanding of right and wrong. A great many people do use it as an excuse for their behaviour unfortunately. I do hope you are doing okay and staying strong. I hope things do improve for you with regards to your depression. I will keep my fingers crossed. Take care xx
Yeah. I have BPD and the only violent tendencies I have are toward myself because I loathe myself. Mental illness does not make you a bad person. Actions make you a bad person.
It makes me furious that people with mental/emotional health issues are scapegoats for so much violent behaviour, it exacerbates already existing prejudice against us by society. It gets reported and even those who have good intentions but maybe not knowingly had contact with someone who suffers from anyone with the random diagnoses thrown about in court takes in the media messaging. Those who damage society either by outward violence or inward abuse generally have Antisocial Personality Disorder and/or Narcissist Personality Disorder. "It's no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society"
Her mom is so right. I love hearing stories about my daughter thru the hearts and memories of others she knew. It's still very hard, it's been almost 11 years since she passed at 15. Not a day goes by without missing her so much
I cannot even imagine. My heart breaks at anyone who's lost their children...I grieve along with them - but ultimately I don't live with it every day...& the realization that others DO every single day is unfathomable. I am so sorry.
Gurpinder kaur Brar By the time you’re 30 yrs. old your tender widdle feebwings should have been well under control-you’re no longer an adolescent. In any event, *stop blaming the victim.*
Ann *He never pled to any compounding/compromising mental health issues.* Many people suffer from various mental health challenges but they don’t kill others as a result.
He only confessed because he was paranoid that they were on to him and he thought he could get away with second degree murder. Adding a bit about her (fake) provoking him to further his own victimhood. Thank you to the justice system for believing his bs.
I've had severe depression for as long as I could remember. I've never wantedor tried to hurt anyone but myself or stalk anyone. Those are nothing but excuses for him.
I have both bipolar and depression, was diagnosed and put on medication at 16. Later on, also diagnosed with PTSD, and anxiety. I have never stalked anyone and have never been homicidal. I have been suicidal many times, but I've never intentionally wanted to hurt anyone, or stalk/spy on someone. I'm so tired of these killers associating mental illness with killing, kidnapping, assaulting, sexually abusing, etc. I know some of these criminals actually do have mental illness, but many also say they have it to try to make what horrible things they've done to seem justified, and try to get a lesser sentence by faking being mentally ill or acting like they are not competent to stand trial. It makes people with mental illness look bad, and creates stigmas that are completely false.
@@katiemilady4232 aw thank you love, I really needed to hear that, I'm 23 and going through things no 23 year old should experience, actually nobody should ever have to experience this type of pain. Sending you much love and good vibes. xo.
I can understand the boyfriends reaction once the neighbor confessed. I would've stuck my finger up at the camera to all those who thought it was me. I couldn't imagine how that would feel.
Well that’s the way of the world nowadays...for instance trial by UA-cam, armchair detectives pointing their grubby fingers at people , thinking they know it all ....accusing innocent people.....
notice how her bf said 'I lovED her' in past tense...but was innocent. let's keep this in mind when we automatically say someone is guilty because they might speak of the person in past tense.
chryz love oh after watching a few crime beats I am convinced that Canada has the worst judicial system in the first world. It is more in favor of the criminals than the victims.
Same watched my first 1 yesterday and had to watch more just finished legacy of Jordan Manners, that broke my heart It had me in tears, I felt some of his mum's pain cos no one can know that pain unless u been through what she had been through. Such a strong woman even after all these years u can still see the pain,hurt and sadness in her eye's. God bless her and her family and shine bright Jordan RIP sweet boy
I can't believe he took that poor girls life in 2005 but can be eligible for parole in 2021. 16years punishment but her whole life got taken and her family suffers for the rest of their lives it's disgusting that he will be out to live his evil pathetic life I'm shocked
I'm crying my eyes out. 😭 My heart aches for that Mother. She has such a powerfully sad, wise soul. You can feel her deep pain and loss. When she discussed not having so many photos of her around anymore, how time moves on, how she can't reminisce about her now BC it's too painful is so terribly devastating. Her life paused 14 yrs ago. She'll always be 25~ At the threshold her adult life. ( She would have been 39 this year). And died in such a brutal horrific way. That was her baby. And she stood by her. She will never stop missing her loving her and praying to God for that 5 minutes with her baby. How deeply tragic and to think it happened right next door while she slept is just what a Mother's nightmare is made of. I am so proud of her strength tenacity in that she developed the Canoe Project in her name. What a beautiful tribute which will allow her amazing legacy to go on forever. That's the most beautiful gift you can give to a soul who met such a horrific untimely death.
I think she needs to talk with a counsellor about all of this so she can remember her beautiful girl without thinking about that POS. What kind of victim support services are there in Canada? Are they as bad as the 'justice' system? I hope she can start sharing memories of her lovely sweet girl because she's still alive in their hearts.
Zeljko Trifunovic she was an adult 25 years old. So I guess everyone in the world who has premarital sex is going to hell? What was that it said in the Bible about judging others? Just because those are YOUR views does not mean everyone else who does not have them is wrong. This mother lost her daughter to a murderer. Instead of shaming the girl who got killed why don’t you take a look at the killer. You’re extremely closed minded and ignorant
egg these are the sort of people you ignore. You can never change their thinking , it’s a waste of time. May that beautiful girl rest in peace and may the parents find some healing and peace in life.
43:39 “I would give anything. I would cut my life short just to have her again for 5 minutes.” Such a powerful plea . . . I can’t stop crying. They should NEVER release that bastard. 😡
When her mom was talking a nap and Alicia appeared, this was Alicia's spirit letting her mom know that she was ok. She was dead but ok. This is what spirits do to let family members know that they are in spirit and alright. ♥️
Thank you so much for sharing these. Am I the only one left an emotional crying wreck watching these? If my husband see's me crying one more time I'm sure he'll tell me enough internet for today. These are so gut wrenching, and I can't help but cry for the parents, extended family and friends of Alicia, and all victims in this series. My heart goes out to all of you. You've been strong, you've been brave, and you are not alone. 💖 😢
I am heartbroken for this lovely woman and I admire her strength. I don't know how she gets up in the morning. Catherine McDonald, you are so compassionate and respectful. It is truly nice to see how your support of Sharon and her family is genuine. You didn't just file a story and move on to the next one, you followed it through for years. That is amazing.
I just wanna hug her poor mum so, so, so tight. I can't even imagine how devastating this must be for Alicia's friends and family. Rest in peace, beautiful. ❤
The pain of a mother's or father's broken heart is so unbearable. So very sad. May the LORD keep their souls at rest for those who have lost their lives very senselessly.
The BF is really shady. Sometimes when people have mental illness and when they witness traumatic events, they can associate them with themselves, I just wonder if the experts went far enough in the investigation to confirm the forensic evidence and DNA of everyone.
Yeah considering she and her family got a life sentence without any chance of a trial. She's gone and he gave her no hope when he was bashing her to death, yet he gets hope of getting out. Disgusting and the word justice doesn't deserve to be used.
Wow Canada needs to fix their justice system... I know ours isn’t perfect but at least we have the life in prison without parole. Most of the cases I’ve watched on this I think all of them have possibilities of parole. Life in prison should mean life in prison.
they won't, they are too liberal of a Country even killers and pedos have the right to breathe outdoors, sarcastic, what a joke, a killer should be jail forever
England is just as bad or the London courts at least. Of course Canada followed suit. Some never serve any time because if they didn't make bail they are given time served it's disgusting. If you kill somebody you took a life and you shouldn't be able to get life outside you should spend your life in prison at least you pay for what you did you give your life because of that maybe you can help others in prison become better people but that's very rare. I did meet one killer who was pardoned by the president & that was because he made such a huge change in his life and became a like a church minister. He was in prison for life in Leavenworth because he accidentally in a drug-crazed violent paranoid craze killed his best friend. He didn't know he did it till 4 days later. He drove his his car 4 days completely drugged up! Gets to where he came from Sioux Indian reservation in The Dakotas & says grandpa I need to sleep & his grandfather is trying to talk to him but he's not in his right mind. He can't hear his grandfather. So grandfather puts him to bed when he wakes up his grandfather says what have you done? He looks at himself and realizes he's covered in blood. So he immediately calls the police where he lived & he said are you looking for someone who has done something wrong because I just got home & I realized that something bad has happened I'm covered in blood. They asked him his name where he lived in California & did he own a hunting knife & was it with him. He said all the things they needed to know & that no his hunting knife was not in its sheath. Then they asked him did he know the person by the name of ----. He said yes he's my best friend, they said well we need to have the Tribal Police pick you up will that be okay? He said yes & they told him to get a lawyer they didn't tell him what the problem was they just told him that he needed to get a lawyer. So he cleaned himself up put on some clean clothes went over to Tribal Police & told them he was wanted in California but he wasn't sure for what. Well they cuffed him, read him his rights. Then told him he'd killed his best friend. Stabbed in the back with his own hunting knife. He was devastated he didn't fight the extradition when Marines flew in & he pled guilty. They had him dead to rights there were no other fingerprints there was no other blood there was nothing it wasn't a setup. It was pretty simple. They had been doing drugs all weekend as they were on the beginning of a month-long vacation and they were going to head up north. They had added something to it they weren't used to & he said it really made them crazy. He became paranoid that his friend was after him & his friend thought he was after him. They both pulled out knives & attacked each other & they showed that yes there was some blood on the friends but because he had stabbed his friend in the back & it was pretty gruesome I guess the knife was still in there and these weren't small hunting knives these were the kinds that you know Rambo has these were. Active Military. So he was really devastated. Originally he thought it was a dream because it was so crazy there was no way he'd killed his friend but the drugs had fueled some kind of paranoia. reason he got in the car was he wanted to get back home be safe on the reservation. He knew his grandfather and the medicine man could help him get this drug out of his system but he couldn't even think when he got to his grandfather's. When he tries to think of what he must have looked like to the people when he filled the car with gas because he was covered in blood and he smelled like blood. But I'm sure by the time they figured out hey I better get this guy's license or something, he was gone. that he made it home driving through stoned out of his mind is amazong! He didn't even remember driving. He just woke up and he was home he knows why he came home because he knew that when he woke up hey Grandpa & medicine man can help me with this crap I took. But he doesn't remember driving it & he doesn't remember the moment of killing his friend who remembers when everything went wrong in the apartment but he doesn't remember killing His friend. He thinks that part of his mind is protecting him from the brutality of the situation. they both had served together fought together and come off the reservation together. Now ome was going home dead because the other had lost control of his mind. I don't know how long he was in prison. I believe what happened, happened possibly during the Vietnam war. He and his buddy were back from being overseas. That's how they've got hooked on doing drugs I met him in the mid-eighties and he was in his mid-50s at that point. He ran a special Al-Anon, AAA, and Narcotics Anonymous for active duty military geared specifically to help them deal with their pressures from their work and what they saw that cause them to turn to drugs and alcohol to fight off the PTSD Etc. He went on while he was in prison and earned his GED then proceeded to get a doctorate in Psychology specializing in addictions in the military. The warden felt he'd made such huge strides in his attitude his actions & way of life, he felt he deserved an opportunity for a future & since he'd gone in so young the warden asked the president for a pardon & they gave it to him.
The sad part is that if he had not confessed I honestly believe her boyfriend would have eventually been charged with murder OR she would have become a cold case never to be solved. Could you imagine not knowing what happened to her and yet the answer is right next door. That’s insane and who on earth approaches someone after 12am after seeing their boyfriend to the car?!?!? I would’ve called him strange and weird too.
This mother is absolutely darling and it's so sad she has had to go thru this kind of pain. Her love for her child is so apparent. Always be wary of a 30 something loner, unemployed, recluse person who still lives at home. Also be careful how you speak to them. I imagine they have a lot of built up anger and too many crazy ideas.
@@kimseeley1 Losing a loved one to illness is no different than losing them in a murder case. It's very hard to see a child die little by little and you can't do anything to save them.
That is so weird I was thinking she reminds me so much of the woman who played Alice who was Phoebe's brother's girlfriend in Friends, I looked it up & it's the same actress as you're referring to. The resemblance is uncanny & what's more the voice is very similar too.
I have both bipolar and depression, was diagnosed and put on medication at 16. Later on, also diagnosed with PTSD, and anxiety. I have never stalked anyone and have never been homicidal. I have been suicidal many times, but I've never intentionally wanted to hurt anyone, or stalk/spy on someone. I'm so tired of these killers associating mental illness with killing, kidnapping, assaulting, sexually abusing, etc. I know some of these criminals actually do have mental illness, but many also say they have it to try to make what horrible things they've done to seem justified, and try to get a lesser sentence by faking being mentally ill or acting like they are not competent to stand trial. It makes people with mental illness look bad, and creates stigmas that are completely false.
I absolutely love her mom...she is so sweet and so strong, a very wise woman..RIP Alicia...i truly believe he got enraged cause he didn't realize she was going to be so tough!!
Kathi Simmons I don’t believe his story for one minute. I think he tried to make her out to be a mean person who deserved what she had coming to her. I think she denied and defended herself from his advances and it enraged him so much that he killed her.
i loved her too, she's so lovely. you can tell that she really loved her daughter. she looks so calm telling her story but i can only image the pain, stress and sadness this nightmare that she has live day by day
My daughter’s 22, if she was brutally murdered I’ve no idea how I’d survive. This Mother was exceptionally brave to give interviews and show her truly heartbreaking grief.....god bless you, 1 day I hope you see your beautiful daughter again 🙏❤️ x
I must admit, I did think it was the boyfriend at 1st, especially as he rang the police reporting her missing before ringing her parents to see if they knew where she was. He does come over as a cold fish but that could be nerves etc.
I did too. I just finished watching and he just doesn’t sit right with me. There’s just come thing about him. He said all I do is tell the truth and stuff like that and he just looked so cold. I don’t know I think I’m reading into too much but he’s just odd.
I think he was pissed for being accused of something he didn't do . I smack a lot when I'm accused of something I didn't do. My husband doesn't bother if you accuse him of something he didn't do my point is we all react differently that's why investigations are required image being accused of murder but inside u nothing like that..
I've just found this channel &I'm catching up with the uploads I'm in Scotland in the UK &have never heard of any of these crimes...Rips your heart though so sad💛
Not from Scotland (from Canada 🇨🇦) but I was watching Scottish mothers yell at their kids about not flushing the toilet LOL 😂 and I love your guy’s accent, and then this came up and I am having my heart ripped out for all these families - I don’t know how I came from laughing to sombreness so quick ! - thx UA-cam lol so weird
I’m so glad that they didn’t automatically assume it was the boyfriend. I could see him being accused just for simply being the last person to see her. I just had this feeling it wasn’t the boyfriend, and I couldn’t help but think he was going to end up accused.
This broke my heart ; specially when she took those little shoes out of the box and the final of the interview. I wish you found peace mom. I have two daughters between the age that Alicia rip.
This show has more respect for grieving families than the reporters do in crime daily.
The last part broke my heart into pieces. I lost my older sister when she was 23and what she said is true. Family pictures are hard to look at coz everyone else has grown but she is still the 23 years old girl. Damn this hit me hard 😭😢
The mother broke my heart.
When you loose your parents youre called orphan,when you loose your partner youre widowed but when you loose a child...there is no name to it because the pain is so great its unnamable.
Yasmin Zavala that’s a very profound observation 😕
Lose* how have you made it this far in your adult life and still dont know the differences of (lose & loose) smh... 😂
@@chrisabshire82 🖕
Absolutely I can't imagine the pain of a mother losing a child sometimes the murders are so brutal 😭😭
When you lose a partner you're not married to, you're not called a widow/widower.
Stalking someone for seven years, waiting until they're alone in the middle of the night, beat them to death then clean up the crime scene & hide the body ,sounds a bit premeditated to me.
Same thing I thought, there is a part towards the end where they say police thinks he had been watching her for some time, sounds like they should've pushed for first degree murder....
Honestly though he seems like coward I think he was too scared to lie in wait. Having been in law enforcement there’s usually a small ounce of truth to every confession. I think she caught him peeping from the fence and she probably even said “fck off”. I don’t think he could risk her reporting it so as she went to walk back back to her house he attacked her from behind.
There would literally be NO reason to call him a loser or to F off if all he was doing was standing near the gate on his own property.
@@ei7388 good point
@@williamrogers8597 Not necessarily stalked, but he did spy on the whole neighbourhood, so he probably spied on her too at some point especially because she was next door and was an attractive girl a little bit younger than him
I bet he thought she was cheating on him now that she had a boyfriend. That's how twisted people think.
32 broken bones in her body and it was an accidental killing ? SMH. My heart goes out to this lady and her family. Rest In Peace Alicia.
I don’t believe she would’ve said those remarks UNLESS she caught him peeping/spying on her. When she confronted him, he knew she’d tell so he killed her.
I don't believe she said that to him either. People like him always try to make it look like their victims attacked them in some way, to minimise their own guilt. I do believe he was peeping in her window and she caught him at it. I think he would have raped her too, since someone like that always does that eventually and he had the opportunity.
Agree.
I agree, if she did say it, she had caught him watching her
E I - My thoughts exactly too!
E I I don’t believe she said anything like that.
If there is a slim chance that her mom reads this, you are a phenomenal woman & mother 💙
I’ve watched so many “crime beat” episodes lately because the storytelling is excellent.
This poor mother. She is so traumatized. I’ll be praying for her.
In Jesus Name 🙏🙏🙏
@Tika Birdsong In Jesus' name. Amen. ❤🙏
@@MAKINGULAUGH2 Amen. ❤🙏
Amen 🙏♥️
@Terri Freeman pppppppppoppp⁰ppppp
He shouldn't be out!! Please he needs to stay in jail. He is going to do it again!! Scary!!
Breaks my heart to see the pain her Mum is going through
@@laylaindy he wont hell just be eligible for parole-shortening his scentence
"Mourning is a group thing..but sadness and sorrow is a very solitary thing " 😭😭😭
You are so very right.
Grieving is the loneliest place to be x
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When the mom talked about grandkids and how her daughter is stuck at 25 forever. Omg, my heart cry with her. 😭😭😭
I'm bipolar and I'm suffering from depression for a very long time n I'm not here beating or killing anyone.... so Dats no excuse to kill....take responsibility for your actions my boy
Shamanda Nation Of course you are right. I have bipolar friends who are the nicest and most caring people I know. Bipolar is not a severe delusional disorder that takes away your understanding of right and wrong. A great many people do use it as an excuse for their behaviour unfortunately. I do hope you are doing okay and staying strong. I hope things do improve for you with regards to your depression. I will keep my fingers crossed. Take care xx
Same here shit sounds fishy
Yeah. I have BPD and the only violent tendencies I have are toward myself because I loathe myself. Mental illness does not make you a bad person. Actions make you a bad person.
It makes me furious that people with mental/emotional health issues are scapegoats for so much violent behaviour, it exacerbates already existing prejudice against us by society. It gets reported and even those who have good intentions but maybe not knowingly had contact with someone who suffers from anyone with the random diagnoses thrown about in court takes in the media messaging.
Those who damage society either by outward violence or inward abuse generally have Antisocial Personality Disorder and/or Narcissist Personality Disorder.
"It's no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society"
Evie .G I guess you haven’t known people who have severe manic episodes where they are violent.
Her mom is so right. I love hearing stories about my daughter thru the hearts and memories of others she knew. It's still very hard, it's been almost 11 years since she passed at 15. Not a day goes by without missing her so much
I am so sorry you lost your daughter..
So very sorry to hear of your loss x
Lisa Theobald so sorry to hear about your loss. Sending you healing vibes.
I cannot even imagine. My heart breaks at anyone who's lost their children...I grieve along with them - but ultimately I don't live with it every day...& the realization that others DO every single day is unfathomable. I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Prayers.
As a survivor of a stalker-peeping Tom this truly broke my heart for her family.
His excuses boil down to “I am suffering from all these mental health issues” and “she provoked me”. Does it sound like he’s remorseful? Nope.
You don’t know what your talking about. You don’t know mental illness.
Why did she call him loser ... no one hv right to judge anyone ...
Gurpinder kaur Brar By the time you’re 30 yrs. old your tender widdle feebwings should have been well under control-you’re no longer an adolescent.
In any event, *stop blaming the victim.*
Ann *He never pled to any compounding/compromising mental health issues.*
Many people suffer from various mental health challenges but they don’t kill others as a result.
He only confessed because he was paranoid that they were on to him and he thought he could get away with second degree murder. Adding a bit about her (fake) provoking him to further his own victimhood. Thank you to the justice system for believing his bs.
What a classy lady, even in her unbearable grief. Bless your broken heart!
Murder and stalking are not a part of either depression or bipolar disorder.
They sure aren't. I have Bipolar disorder. I have neither stalked or murdered anyone...not even by "accident"!
I've had severe depression for as long as I could remember. I've never wantedor tried to hurt anyone but myself or stalk anyone.
Those are nothing but excuses for him.
I have both bipolar and depression, was diagnosed and put on medication at 16. Later on, also diagnosed with PTSD, and anxiety. I have never stalked anyone and have never been homicidal. I have been suicidal many times, but I've never intentionally wanted to hurt anyone, or stalk/spy on someone. I'm so tired of these killers associating mental illness with killing, kidnapping, assaulting, sexually abusing, etc. I know some of these criminals actually do have mental illness, but many also say they have it to try to make what horrible things they've done to seem justified, and try to get a lesser sentence by faking being mentally ill or acting like they are not competent to stand trial. It makes people with mental illness look bad, and creates stigmas that are completely false.
@@allisonovo Preach! Keep the faith & stay well baby. It's all we can do...plus take our meds 😘
@@katiemilady4232 aw thank you love, I really needed to hear that, I'm 23 and going through things no 23 year old should experience, actually nobody should ever have to experience this type of pain. Sending you much love and good vibes. xo.
When I watch these stories...it makes me realize this can happen to anyone...God protect us. This literally scares me...
This mother touched my heart with her truth. There was no embellishments on her words. ❤️
I can understand the boyfriends reaction once the neighbor confessed.
I would've stuck my finger up at the camera to all those who thought it was me.
I couldn't imagine how that would feel.
Beautiful mom.
Well that’s the way of the world nowadays...for instance trial by UA-cam, armchair detectives pointing their grubby fingers at people , thinking they know it all ....accusing innocent people.....
" I would cut my life short, just to have her again for five minutes." Gave me tears.
I lost my son to SiDs at 3 months and when she said I'd give my life for just five minutes...it's something i say to myself all the time
Canada's Law is very dissappointing.
Do they even know the value of someone's life? 😒
notice how her bf said 'I lovED her' in past tense...but was innocent. let's keep this in mind when we automatically say someone is guilty because they might speak of the person in past tense.
That’s an excellent point
I always think it's extremely over-analytic when people jump on that. I can imagine myself saying "I loved her" too in such a scenario.
Why give him a parole? He is a lunatic walking🤨
The canadian justice system 🙄
chryz love oh after watching a few crime beats I am convinced that Canada has the worst judicial system in the first world. It is more in favor of the criminals than the victims.
@@cayk9444 look at your own
just found these and im hooked, there so interesting to watch.
This is the third one I'm watching. These documentaries are well done. God rest the souls of the poor innocent people who were murdered.
Lol I am as well I can't stop watching them
Me too
LOL
Yes omg!
Same watched my first 1 yesterday and had to watch more just finished legacy of Jordan Manners, that broke my heart It had me in tears, I felt some of his mum's pain cos no one can know that pain unless u been through what she had been through. Such a strong woman even after all these years u can still see the pain,hurt and sadness in her eye's. God bless her and her family and shine bright Jordan RIP sweet boy
Up for parole in 2021
Due to Corona Virus, he'll probably slip through the cracks... R.I.P Alicia.
My condolences and strength to the family 🙏❤️
Marilyn Abreu omfg NO
I don't think it will be granted. He committed a heinous crime and once the details of his own admission are read they will deny his request.
It doesn’t work like that. Don’t worry he won’t get away with it.
I can't believe he took that poor girls life in 2005 but can be eligible for parole in 2021. 16years punishment but her whole life got taken and her family suffers for the rest of their lives it's disgusting that he will be out to live his evil pathetic life I'm shocked
Marilyn Abreu wow I thought only non-violent criminals were being released early. Scary.
i appreciate that they give the families in each episode the room for sharing their memories about the loved ones they have lost. RIP Alicia.
I'm crying my eyes out. 😭 My heart aches for that Mother. She has such a powerfully sad, wise soul. You can feel her deep pain and loss. When she discussed not having so many photos of her around anymore, how time moves on, how she can't reminisce about her now BC it's too painful is so terribly devastating. Her life paused 14 yrs ago. She'll always be 25~ At the threshold her adult life. ( She would have been 39 this year). And died in such a brutal horrific way. That was her baby. And she stood by her. She will never stop missing her loving her and praying to God for that 5 minutes with her baby. How deeply tragic and to think it happened right next door while she slept is just what a Mother's nightmare is made of. I am so proud of her strength tenacity in that she developed the Canoe Project in her name. What a beautiful tribute which will allow her amazing legacy to go on forever. That's the most beautiful gift you can give to a soul who met such a horrific untimely death.
I think she needs to talk with a counsellor about all of this so she can remember her beautiful girl without thinking about that POS. What kind of victim support services are there in Canada? Are they as bad as the 'justice' system? I hope she can start sharing memories of her lovely sweet girl because she's still alive in their hearts.
That brought me to tears....beautiful
Zeljko Trifunovic she was an adult 25 years old. So I guess everyone in the world who has premarital sex is going to hell? What was that it said in the Bible about judging others? Just because those are YOUR views does not mean everyone else who does not have them is wrong. This mother lost her daughter to a murderer. Instead of shaming the girl who got killed why don’t you take a look at the killer. You’re extremely closed minded and ignorant
Kavami11 Jams amen
egg these are the sort of people you ignore. You can never change their thinking , it’s a waste of time. May that beautiful girl rest in peace and may the parents find some healing and peace in life.
Her mom tells the saddest reality of the loss of her daughter it's so heartbreaking
43:39 “I would give anything. I would cut my life short just to have her again for 5 minutes.” Such a powerful plea . . . I can’t stop crying.
They should NEVER release that bastard. 😡
" I couldn't desert her" ... A Mother's true Love😢💔😢
“I would cut my life short just to have her for five minute.” That hit me real hard. RIP.
When her mom was talking a nap and Alicia appeared, this was Alicia's spirit letting her mom know that she was ok. She was dead but ok. This is what spirits do to let family members know that they are in spirit and alright. ♥️
I thought that too. When she said she saw Alicia, I knew she was already dead
Nah, just imagination
Thank you so much for sharing these. Am I the only one left an emotional crying wreck watching these? If my husband see's me crying one more time I'm sure he'll tell me enough internet for today. These are so gut wrenching, and I can't help but cry for the parents, extended family and friends of Alicia, and all victims in this series. My heart goes out to all of you. You've been strong, you've been brave, and you are not alone. 💖 😢
This mother is a woman of amazing strength. My heart goes out to her and all family and friends
I’ve watched all the episodes. They stir up so many emotions and Its truly unimaginable what they went through! Keep them coming
I am heartbroken for this lovely woman and I admire her strength. I don't know how she gets up in the morning. Catherine McDonald, you are so compassionate and respectful. It is truly nice to see how your support of Sharon and her family is genuine. You didn't just file a story and move on to the next one, you followed it through for years. That is amazing.
I just wanna hug her poor mum so, so, so tight. I can't even imagine how devastating this must be for Alicia's friends and family. Rest in peace, beautiful. ❤
I don’t really believe Alicia used expletives or called the neighbour a loser...that sounds fabricated to be used as an excuse to begin the assault
You can tell Alicia was a very lucky girl! She had such an amazing mother. RIP
The pain of a mother's or father's broken heart is so unbearable. So very sad. May the LORD keep their souls at rest for those who have lost their lives very senselessly.
Amen🙏🙏🙏😔😔
Accident? 23 bones broken, well... maybe he would have that kind of an accident in jail
It was actually 32, which is even worse
32!!
And that's not including the damage to her skull
But he’s in jail with the same sort of people....they don’t care what he’s done
I owe the boyfriend an apology
so do i i thought of him as a suspect in the beginnibg though
The BF is really shady. Sometimes when people have mental illness and when they witness traumatic events, they can associate them with themselves, I just wonder if the experts went far enough in the investigation to confirm the forensic evidence and DNA of everyone.
I wasn't buying it was him, I didn't get the impression at all he seemed guilty, he seemed genuine.
My heart breaks for her Mom, having lost a child myself I know her sorrow.
Honestly, it's a mockery of the concept of life in prison if they don't mean it.
Yeah considering she and her family got a life sentence without any chance of a trial. She's gone and he gave her no hope when he was bashing her to death, yet he gets hope of getting out. Disgusting and the word justice doesn't deserve to be used.
@@Odette321 word 💯👍
You have to be sick minded for dumping someone’s body AND then moving it. At that point the body would have been well into decomposition.
Wow Canada needs to fix their justice system... I know ours isn’t perfect but at least we have the life in prison without parole. Most of the cases I’ve watched on this I think all of them have possibilities of parole. Life in prison should mean life in prison.
they won't, they are too liberal of a Country even killers and pedos have the right to breathe outdoors, sarcastic, what a joke, a killer should be jail forever
Right, like I watched some videos of some killers actually being convicted and sentenced and still being able to get bail...THATS CRAZY
SarahPatricia1993 - yep! absolutely - nothing else!
England is just as bad or the London courts at least. Of course Canada followed suit. Some never serve any time because if they didn't make bail they are given time served it's disgusting. If you kill somebody you took a life and you shouldn't be able to get life outside you should spend your life in prison at least you pay for what you did you give your life because of that maybe you can help others in prison become better people but that's very rare.
I did meet one killer who was pardoned by the president & that was because he made such a huge change in his life and became a like a church minister. He was in prison for life in Leavenworth because he accidentally in a drug-crazed violent paranoid craze killed his best friend. He didn't know he did it till 4 days later.
He drove his his car 4 days completely drugged up! Gets to where he came from Sioux Indian reservation in The Dakotas & says grandpa I need to sleep & his grandfather is trying to talk to him but he's not in his right mind. He can't hear his grandfather. So grandfather puts him to bed when he wakes up his grandfather says what have you done? He looks at himself and realizes he's covered in blood.
So he immediately calls the police where he lived & he said are you looking for someone who has done something wrong because I just got home & I realized that something bad has happened I'm covered in blood. They asked him his name where he lived in California & did he own a hunting knife & was it with him. He said all the things they needed to know & that no his hunting knife was not in its sheath. Then they asked him did he know the person by the name of ----. He said yes he's my best friend, they said well we need to have the Tribal Police pick you up will that be okay? He said yes & they told him to get a lawyer they didn't tell him what the problem was they just told him that he needed to get a lawyer.
So he cleaned himself up put on some clean clothes went over to Tribal Police & told them he was wanted in California but he wasn't sure for what. Well they cuffed him, read him his rights. Then told him he'd killed his best friend. Stabbed in the back with his own hunting knife. He was devastated he didn't fight the extradition when Marines flew in & he pled guilty. They had him dead to rights there were no other fingerprints there was no other blood there was nothing it wasn't a setup. It was pretty simple. They had been doing drugs all weekend as they were on the beginning of a month-long vacation and they were going to head up north. They had added something to it they weren't used to & he said it really made them crazy. He became paranoid that his friend was after him & his friend thought he was after him. They both pulled out knives & attacked each other & they showed that yes there was some blood on the friends but because he had stabbed his friend in the back & it was pretty gruesome I guess the knife was still in there and these weren't small hunting knives these were the kinds that you know Rambo has these were. Active Military. So he was really devastated. Originally he thought it was a dream because it was so crazy there was no way he'd killed his friend but the drugs had fueled some kind of paranoia. reason he got in the car was he wanted to get back home be safe on the reservation. He knew his grandfather and the medicine man could help him get this drug out of his system but he couldn't even think when he got to his grandfather's. When he tries to think of what he must have looked like to the people when he filled the car with gas because he was covered in blood and he smelled like blood. But I'm sure by the time they figured out hey I better get this guy's license or something, he was gone. that he made it home driving through stoned out of his mind is amazong! He didn't even remember driving. He just woke up and he was home he knows why he came home because he knew that when he woke up hey Grandpa & medicine man can help me with this crap I took. But he doesn't remember driving it & he doesn't remember the moment of killing his friend who remembers when everything went wrong in the apartment but he doesn't remember killing His friend. He thinks that part of his mind is protecting him from the brutality of the situation. they both had served together fought together and come off the reservation together. Now ome was going home dead because the other had lost control of his mind. I don't know how long he was in prison. I believe what happened, happened possibly during the Vietnam war. He and his buddy were back from being overseas. That's how they've got hooked on doing drugs
I met him in the mid-eighties and he was in his mid-50s at that point. He ran a special Al-Anon, AAA, and Narcotics Anonymous for active duty military geared specifically to help them deal with their pressures from their work and what they saw that cause them to turn to drugs and alcohol to fight off the PTSD Etc. He went on while he was in prison and earned his GED then proceeded to get a doctorate in Psychology specializing in addictions in the military. The warden felt he'd made such huge strides in his attitude his actions & way of life, he felt he deserved an opportunity for a future & since he'd gone in so young the warden asked the president for a pardon & they gave it to him.
Yeah I noticed that. It’s very pathetic.
I'm so sorry for this mum you can feel her pain through her voice
Sharon - you are so very brave sharing Alicia with us. It is heartbreaking. x
My goodness I'm glad he turned himself in. They were going to pin that on the boyfriend.....
I felt it in my soul when her mom said she's my baby I have to go everyday for my baby, you wouldn't desert your baby.
It is so touching to see the mother venting out her feelings about her daughter's disappearance to the interviewer. God Bless you...
My heart breaks for this mum. Life can be so cruel.
The sad part is that if he had not confessed I honestly believe her boyfriend would have eventually been charged with murder OR she would have become a cold case never to be solved. Could you imagine not knowing what happened to her and yet the answer is right next door. That’s insane and who on earth approaches someone after 12am after seeing their boyfriend to the car?!?!? I would’ve called him strange and weird too.
It's startling to realize how easily a woman can be murdered by either a stranger or someone she knows.
I have watched a lot of crime shows and never cried... until this one! Mom you’re a strong soul. Wishing you and your family much healing and love
This mother is absolutely darling and it's so sad she has had to go thru this kind of pain. Her love for her child is so apparent. Always be wary of a 30 something loner, unemployed, recluse person who still lives at home. Also be careful how you speak to them. I imagine they have a lot of built up anger and too many crazy ideas.
I have lost a daughter to illness but to lose a child like this is so tragic and senseless. RIP
@@kimseeley1 Losing a loved one to illness is no different than losing them in a murder case. It's very hard to see a child die little by little and you can't do anything to save them.
Alicia's mother's reminds me of Kitty Eric Foreman's mom on That 70's Show
Oh wow 😳 Now that I read your comment I can’t unsee it! You’re right!
Its the voice too
Yes from the earlier years of her and even now Kitty Forman all the way
I knew she reminded of someone, but I couldn’t remember who it was. Spot on!
That is so weird I was thinking she reminds me so much of the woman who played Alice who was Phoebe's brother's girlfriend in Friends, I looked it up & it's the same actress as you're referring to. The resemblance is uncanny & what's more the voice is very similar too.
It hurts. I don’t know why I watch these doc just to have heart broke down. I wish I can send some tight hugs to the family via YT. 💔
That last five mins had me crying. RIP Alicia and my heart goes out to her family. May Daniel rot in jail forever.
When boyfriend said...I loved her.
Past tense..made me think it was him.
My heart goes out to this wonderful mom...such a shame.
Groovy Metal 😮😮😮 I didn’t even catch that!
Thats exactly what I thought
Interesting because I heard him say, "I love her," not I loved her.
Yep I was like ahh you just said “loved”
Men who commit murder for sexual gratification should never be released because they will almost certainly offend again!
The mother saw her daughter one time in the door. That shows Alicia is with her.
yes, My grandfather and uncle both visited me after their deaths.
The mind can create powerful,convincing illusions.Alicia is not with her mother.
Her grief is so profound she’s hallucinating. Alicia is long gone, she isn’t with anyone unfortunately.
Yes! Absolutely. Alicia is around. Our loved ones never leave us. God bless her soul.
O my I just want to reach out and give her mom a big hug.
I have both bipolar and depression, was diagnosed and put on medication at 16. Later on, also diagnosed with PTSD, and anxiety. I have never stalked anyone and have never been homicidal. I have been suicidal many times, but I've never intentionally wanted to hurt anyone, or stalk/spy on someone. I'm so tired of these killers associating mental illness with killing, kidnapping, assaulting, sexually abusing, etc. I know some of these criminals actually do have mental illness, but many also say they have it to try to make what horrible things they've done to seem justified, and try to get a lesser sentence by faking being mentally ill or acting like they are not competent to stand trial. It makes people with mental illness look bad, and creates stigmas that are completely false.
Alicia will never be forgotten. Wishing her mother & all her family well. Rest In Peace Alicia.
The mother has amazing resilience in a harrowing situation.
You shouldn't stop talking about her. I feel like he wins whenever you can't talk about your beautiful daughter.
I absolutely love her mom...she is so sweet and so strong, a very wise woman..RIP Alicia...i truly believe he got enraged cause he didn't realize she was going to be so tough!!
Kathi Simmons I don’t believe his story for one minute. I think he tried to make her out to be a mean person who deserved what she had coming to her. I think she denied and defended herself from his advances and it enraged him so much that he killed her.
i loved her too, she's so lovely. you can tell that she really loved her daughter. she looks so calm telling her story but i can only image the pain, stress and sadness this nightmare that she has live day by day
This is a true testimony that it’s not always the boyfriend, cause I swore it was him 🤦🏾
Alicia’s mum is a genuine mother. May god be with the family.
My daughter’s 22, if she was brutally murdered I’ve no idea how I’d survive. This Mother was exceptionally brave to give interviews and show her truly heartbreaking grief.....god bless you, 1 day I hope you see your beautiful daughter again 🙏❤️ x
I would cut my life short just to have her back for 5 minutes 😭😭😭
We should love our loved ones until you can’t love them anymore!
Made me cry. I'm so sorry for ur loss. R.I.P. Alicia. Watching from Albuquerque NM..
I must admit, I did think it was the boyfriend at 1st, especially as he rang the police reporting her missing before ringing her parents to see if they knew where she was. He does come over as a cold fish but that could be nerves etc.
I found the boyfriend to be a bit odd.
I did too. I just finished watching and he just doesn’t sit right with me. There’s just come thing about him. He said all I do is tell the truth and stuff like that and he just looked so cold. I don’t know I think I’m reading into too much but he’s just odd.
@@lindabelardes5971
The situation was very odd for sure I'm still like "huh"
He just seemed arrogant to me. Not suspicious at all, just kinda thinks he's hot shit.
I think he was pissed for being accused of something he didn't do . I smack a lot when I'm accused of something I didn't do. My husband doesn't bother if you accuse him of something he didn't do my point is we all react differently that's why investigations are required image being accused of murder but inside u nothing like that..
I've just found this channel &I'm catching up with the uploads I'm in Scotland in the UK &have never heard of any of these crimes...Rips your heart though so sad💛
Also from Scotland 💙, just popped up in my recommended list
not from Scotland but i always wanted to visit, im from california and just found this as well. hope i get to visit Scotland soon ♡
Im living in Scotland too and never heard of any of these cases.. catchin up on them now tho..🏴
This are Canadian crimes.That is probably why you never heard of them.
Not from Scotland (from Canada 🇨🇦) but I was watching Scottish mothers yell at their kids about not flushing the toilet LOL 😂 and I love your guy’s accent, and then this came up and I am having my heart ripped out for all these families - I don’t know how I came from laughing to sombreness so quick ! - thx UA-cam lol so weird
Right when the mother said there was a shoe in the backyard I knew it was someone nearby. The boyfriend seemed genuine he even called her work.
Seriously I can't stop watching these cases.
Everyone was thinking it was her boyfriend
in the interview w the reporter when they were looking for her he says 'i loved her' past tense. that was a dead give away to me.
Poor Sean😞
Alicia's mom is one strong lady🙏💔
This precious mother.. she loves her sweet baby.. prayers for your comfort and peace
This is so sad 😭 I can't even imagine going through something like that. Her poor family. It's so awful.
So so sad hearing the mom speak about her daughter towards the end 😢
I would bet that creep hated her for being so alive, loved, beautiful, active. All what he was not. He destroyed her.
I’m so glad that they didn’t automatically assume it was the boyfriend. I could see him being accused just for simply being the last person to see her. I just had this feeling it wasn’t the boyfriend, and I couldn’t help but think he was going to end up accused.
My heart goes out to you. I lost my son when he turned 25.
A heartbreaking story......37 broken bones and he says it was an accident????? I hope he is still incarcerated.
My son committed suicide he was 22. I get lots of comfort talking about him and looking at his pictures.
There's a wonderful reunion of mother and daughter waiting to happen someday.......
Sad, my prayers are with the family and I hope he don’t get out in 2021.
My heart bleeds for this mother. So articulate in expressing her sorrow and pain. R.I.P Alicia and to all souls lost so brutally.
Brutally heartbreaking.
It’s so sad that years later they can’t bring themselves to even think about her with happiness.😢
Respect to her mother 😥🙏🙏🙏 my sincere condolences to her family 😥💔
What an amazing mother you are🙏
God Bless
This broke my heart ; specially when she took those little shoes out of the box and the final of the interview. I wish you found peace mom. I have two daughters between the age that Alicia rip.
It's horrifying to fathom if the next door neighbor wouldn't of turned himself in, that her boyfriend would have been falsely accused for her murder!
And to think he gets out on parole next year is disgusting