DAN HOWELL / INGENUE
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- Опубліковано 15 січ 2016
- made a strictly Phil / your POV of the Christmas Day Out video! ( • A Festive Day in the L... )
song: Ingenue by Thom Yorke, played by Dan (all credits to this super long version from • Dan Howell playing Ing... )
p.s. if you're on your computer, right click and put this on repeat ;-)
just wanted to say i haven't been on this account in 6 years and coming back to all these comments have been so lovely omfg ;_; leaving this video + music up because i hope this helps y'all go through a dark time just like it did for me years ago!
i hope you're doing well! just revisited this video after years, and it brings back beautiful memories. sending you all my love and good wishes!
A lot of horror goes on in the world, and a ton of negativity. Living is harsh, but when Dan plays the piano, it seems like the troubles of living drift away for a minute. Just listening to him play makes me feel at peace.
your comment is so very true. Unfortunately I am on my phone at the moment so I can't like your comment, but if I could I definitely would.
when I listen to him, I feel safe
Very true I feel the same
Julie aceaneth
When Dan plays this, i feel FEELS.
Play this at my funeral please.
I'm not joking ಠ_ಠ
same :3
Lil' Pickle Hehe, I love them too much. Which one?
i totally forgot i have the worst memory xD
Sprinkle Cream why do you want this song to be played at your funeral I want it to be at my wedding
exactly what i was about to say.
This song is just like Dan. The way it sounds sad but happy and beautiful at the same time reminds me of him. Plus the fact that HE is playing it gives it even more personality.
Weird Artist yeah
Welcome to Thom Yorke's writing my friend.
there comes a time in a fangirl/boys life when they finally find the right fandom. whether it may be the phandom or maybe supernatural or tøp. you'll obsess over them and watch all their videos and edits and then it'll die down a bit. then you'll find the darker part/sadder part and then you'll be like me, at 11am on a Saturday morning I am watching Dan play the piano and I am now crying because of how far he has come. when you think about it, Dan was a fanboy like us. he wanted to meet Phil so bad and now look at where they are. Phil saved Dan just like they're saving us. isn't it amazing how life is sometimes. I met my boyfriend because he liked Dan and Phil and I did too. and tbh I don't think we would have bonded and gotten close if it wasn't for Dan and Phil. they're constantly helping us and changing our lives. even if we've never met them. its its so amazing how we can be so emotional. I've never had an internet friend who I was so close to who likes the same stuff as me. but I'm not gonna give up because one day I might. (also I get to see tøp and oh my god 😍😍😍😭) but there was my stupid rant
No it's a beautiful rant
Which relates to everyone
omg amazing - claps -
Badland Chemical Panic! Phan Piløts With Problems amazing
i relate so much omf
my god, can we please be friends?
am I the only one who when I hear piano I get a tightness in my chest? anyone else
that's how i feel RIGHT NOW LISTENING TO THIS
+Spooky Jill exactly it's crazy right
I Always feel like That ! I'm feeling it now .
Every time!
i play it so yes I get it all the time
I can only listen to this song when it is played by Dan,, is that weird? I just feel like even though "he doesn't play it right" that he plays it so well, everytime I hear this specific version of this song (this song played by Dan) either merged to be an hour long or just a seven second clip, I feel like this song perfectly represents him and whenever i hear it, it feels like i'm closer to him, even though he will probably never know who i am, it makes me feel closer to him on a mental and spiritual level. it's stupid, i know, simply because i'm just another one of their (Dan and Phil's) combined ten million subscribers and that hurts me, but nobody is ever going to be able to meet all of their fans/followers/subscribers because they will die before they have the chance to meet d&p or vice versa, they can't afford it or other obstacles like that i just feel that way okay!? and also, *don't* make the mistake of reading all of these comments because i'm almost in an existential crisis from doing so because they are SO FUCKING SAD. okay goodnight, hopefully my comment (that nobody is going to see)doesn't shake you up too much.
it's definitely not weird and i feel you so much on this!!!
ohthankgod
Brooke gosh you kinda just described my soul. But hey let's try not to be sad and rather appreciate it that there is such a thing as UA-cam and we get to watch their stuff as much as we want to ^_^
Brooke I feel the same. a girl in my music theory class plays this almost every day to the point where I'm so sick of it, but when Dan plays it, you can hear the emotion behind it and I feel like I can listen to it for hours. it's like he's telling a story which is what I find beautiful about this. anyone can play the piano with practice, but it takes true passion to make emotion come through the sound
ALLISON OMG YES THAT IS WHAT II TRIED TO IMPLY (not the piano girl, the part about Dan playing it like a story.)
Idk why but I cried alot
Same ;-;
same
Hey Eliza I saw your comment on another video like 5 minutes ago 😂
yeah I'm everywhere. dank memes on my channel
Awww Eliza same :3
P.S. Please don't stalk Dilly-poo anymore :3
a lot of people are saying "play this in my funeral" and i just think of Dan playing this at Phil's funeral ... my heart just 💔
NO PLEASE WHY I WAS HAVING SUCH A HAPPY DAY
Gosh, you guys made me cry..
Isabella Miller ohmygod im not okay
FUCK YOU WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?! I WAS ALREADY CRYING BECAUSE OF HOW BEAUTIFUL BUT SAD THIS SONG IS AND THEN YOU HAVE TO SAY THAT AND NOW IM SOBBING
Isabella Miller FUCK YOU TOO!! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?!? IM SOBBING
this song is just... Dan. You know what I mean? It fits him perfectly
My friend died about 2 months ago and on her will she wanted this and pinof4 to be played because it's how we met. I was in class playing this she heard and we became best friends. The first thing she ever talked to me about was PINOF4. This did get played at her funeral so did PINOF4 almost everyone there had cat whiskers on for her😭
Undyne_ 123 I'm sorry to hear that, if you ever need anyone to talk to you can talk me. I'll give you my snapchat and Instagram if you need it. Stay strong ❤️
i'm so sorry to hear that and I'm sure she would be so happy that you did that in tribute for her! i hope you're feeling better x
nicole I kinda am it is hard though
I am so sorry for your loss. This is extremely sweet, though. You're a good friend.
That is so awesome! I'm sorry for your loss. May she rest in peace. I want that to happen at my funeral tbh. Again I'm so sorry. :(
imagine dan playing this at phils funeral
im so sorry
You should be omg why
nOPE
fFS
GET OUT NOW😡
*kicks off cliff* no
It's genuinely crazy how someone you NEVER met (and probally never will) can give you so much peace, happiness anger sarrow....sadness.....yet no matter how much you try...you can never forget them never not come back to them, that's Dan and Phil to me. If it wasn't for them i'd be nothing. And yet I sit here at 3 am watching these people on the internet play the piano. God now im crafting :)
tatum harper it really is! It’s so crazy how two people can make such an impact on millions of people they do not even know! It makes me so happy to know that they mean the world to each other..and what you said is sooo true!!!
now imagine someone talking over this in a calm voice.
ahh that always makes me wanna cry
Dan and Phil are literally perfection. And I'm gonna tell you why. Let's talk about Dan first. Yeah, he is funny, sassy and he's the god of memes. But that's not it, he can play the piano amazing, he is kind, he is the definition of good looking(In my opinion atleast and there countless of reasons why, so i'm gonna spare you.) and is actually very inspiring. He is/can do so much. And now Phil. He's kind, clumsy, a goofball and a literal angel. But he's very intelligent, The reason Dan is happy, goodlooking, (Again, my opinion.) And I believe he could be a scientist. I think he has so much ideas that could change the world for good. And nicole, thank you very much for making this. You've made me think of all the possibilities Dan and Phil have.
Reading it again made me cringe.😂
+nicole No problem, it was a pleasure.
I NEED TO SHOW THIS TO ALL MY DAN AND PHIL HATING FRENS
THWY ONLY HATE DAN AND PHIL IS BECAUSE I LOVE THEM "too much"
I know I'm quite the contradicter but I don't say things about their fandoms (basically just zoella and frozen) and just a lil story here:
Yesterday on the bus I was like "OMG HANNAH (one of my only phandom friends) DANS TURNING 25 IN THREE DAYS" and then another friend said "oh (she sounds posh) but he looks like he's turning 65 ahaha ^0^ (posh persons laughy face) " and she knows exactly what Dan looks like but like srsly you really think I will get upset because you call Dan 65 just to insult me bitch?
+Evie Lambert omg same my friends don't get it and neither do my parents so I turn into umma choke you right now Victoria
50 points for reference
You literally just gained a sub
This is cyber bullying
How
+maddieisdrowning sarcasm 😂
Nayara Simon my name is [dan]
Legit just sat down at my piano and taught myself how to play this because of Dan.
What makes it hard to learn Dan’s version though is that he’s playing this in A. The original key is Bb.
Yeah true but Dan said he learns most of the songs he plays by ear and not sheet music so it would make sense if he mixed up a few notes hah
Yeah I’m learning it by dans version
I like it that way.
Im not a piano player but what difference makes a semi tone lower?
I actually think A version is better
This is so calming and sad at the same time it's confusing my brain and I dunno wether to cry or close my eyes...
Bubble Tea same
Bubble Tea Don't cry
craft.
GOD DAMN IT I'M CRAFTING
Stephanie Lemanski ME TOO AHHHH
I'm crafting IN every language
It feels so surreal coming back to these videos in 2021. Listening after all these years being a fan, I still know how to play this on the piano- and only this. My friends think i can actually play the piano with poise, but it really is just me silently remembering those old days of dan piano videos. An ode to a withstanding fandom.
I litrally just want to break down into tears because of how beautiful his ability is. Not only that, but every time I hear that tune, I think of how far they have come. They were just two guys who were bullied and depressed and they turned to youtube because they really didn't see a future. They were broken fanboys that were just like us. But look how far they've gone. They have two books out, they went on tour. They've won so many awards and they have a radio show. And not to mention, they have each other. “Without the internet, we would've never met." and that's so true. Dan and Phil not only beautiful individually, but together as well. Their friendship is what keeps me going everday, because it shows me that I might find my soul mate that will help me get through everything. I'm such a broken person and Dan and Phil have helped me find happiness when I thought happiness couldn't be found. I'm so thankful for their existence, because without them, I wouldn't have found hope.
K M2 well you made me craft there's glitter all over the research I've been doing for a week or so rip :,)
wish dan would post a video of him playing the piano instead of small sections cuz different pianos sound different and i can't find a version of this that sounds so calming on a different piano....
I just kinda started crying because yeh I'm quite sad right now but dans so precious and yeh and idk HES TURNING 25 TOMORROW HES GROWING UP TOO FAST AKSMDJWKAND JUST UGH
He is such a beautiful creature and I should probably shut up because no body listens to me and I am probably wasting my time by doing this
+edaciousellis k >•
Ikr
You think Dan is growing up too fast? Well Phil is turning 30 in January.
I'm gonna craft in a corner now. C ya!
f UCC
fUCk
This put me to sleep. And I had a dream Dan played this for me. 💖
He smiled and said if I liked it when he played the piano,I said yes. He smiled and continued. Then all of a sudden the music stopped,and he said
"I'm sorry" and walked off.
My love...
That's the best and worst dream ever. Wow.
this broke my heart
MLPShadowKeeper why do you feel bad 😂👌🏻 it was a mixture of an awesome and horrible dream
iM CRYING????
That moment when you realise that one day Dan and Phil will end. Crappp..
Dammit I'm crying more.
Nooooooooo..oojohfjdjnshsnsnd
Why did you just virtually stab me in the heart? why?????
I'm still in denial about that okay? Don't
Nuuuuu, don't talk about stuff like that I've already cried three times
Sometimes I think about how perfect Dan is - no matter what he says about himself, I don't think he has any flaws. This makes me wonder why he has no girlfriend. Also, my future husband's gotta step up his game because Dan set the bar really high.
Angela Bi He doesn't need a girlfriend because he has Phil 😊😹
Angela Bi he doesn't need a girlfriend, he's got phil!
Angela Bi Girlfriend? Pfftttt if he gets a girlfriend she better watch her back
(I'm joking, obviously)
yes ,,,, girlfriend ,,,, what a ,,,,, straight man
Angela Bi he has a boyfriend who is phil
I've never felt so lost in my own bed
WHY DO I CRY AT THINGS LIKE THIS
I KNOW RIGHT! GOD DANGIT I'M CRAFTING AGAIN!!!!!
Ellie Bell I cry over piano songs. They are beautiful.
imagine that instead of Phil it's you
i need a minute
+nicole I swear I haven't stop watching this, I'm in love 😍
Thanks for the existential crisis.....
OML MY HEART
im in too many phandoms Your username is me
*never me. always philly*
I was listening to this and then out of no were it started raining
I am crying and laughing from happiness and I do not even know why
^Sofie^ same here
Whenever I hear Dan play the piano, I burst into tears. He always downgrades his skill level and acts like it's nothing, but he honestly has a true, beautiful talent. It's really wonderful to see how his mental level of self-love has grown so much over time. I just feel much better, knowing that he is happier about himself. Dan and Phil really don't understand how much of an affect they have on the people who constantly watch them and rewatch them daily. They've inspired me to treat myself better, act in a nicer way towards others, and resume playing the piano after a long hiatus. I'm really proud of how far they've come, and for that, I am extremely thankful for them; these two honestly deserve the world
YESYESYESYESYES AND THEYVE MADE MY SAD LIFE BETTER
right-click to 'loop' this so you can listen to this on repeat :-)
nicole I'm on mobile nooo xD
Alex GM - for mobile, you can add this to a playlist and press the repeat button..
or just go to my made playlists and it'll be there ^.^ just press the repeat button and you're all set
nicole Im mobile srry
• l a y n e b o i • THANK YOU (Idk why this notif popped up now when this was a months ago wth UA-cam?)
We’re you find the first clip of him playing it
it takes a lot to have someone instantly cry when clicking on a video and barely hearing the first 5 seconds. I have never watched youtuber that have helped me through my problems and sadness more than Dan and Phil. They are such beautiful people, inside and outside. Whether they are lovers or friends, they have such a strong connection between each other and their fans, it's perfection. Although they act as if they are weird and imperfect and awkward, they are perfect. I feel like they actually care about their viewers for who they are. Dan became friends with Phil because he was a fan of him. Of course they get jealous if they are laughing with someone else, but that is because they don't want to lose each other. Having a friendship with that much meaning and beauty is something everyone wishes for. :)
Whenever I hear Dan play this song, I end up crying a lot, not because it's great, but because he's done so much to save me.
To save us.
Even if I'll never meet him, I'll always love him,
We'll always love him.
And you know why?
Because I know he loves all of us too.
IM GONNA LEARN THIS SONG BUT FAIL HORRIBLY AND ALSO YOU MADE ME CHOKE AND DROWN IN MY TEARS😭😭
Jaykmu did you succeed ?
Jaykmu I AM SLOWLY BUT SURELY LEARNING HOW TO PLAY IT, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY THE PIANO BUT I AM MAKING PROGRESS ON THIS SONG
Stephanie Lemanski ME TOO I PLAY GUITAR AND SUCK AT PIANO BUT IM LEARNING THIS SONG AND IT KIND OF SOUNDS TERRIBLE BUT I LOVE THE SONG AND IM WORKING ON IT
My mom needs to take me to the doctor cos my eye is leaking
Listening to this for some reason gives me the image of a person wrapped around dan sitting on his lap, back facing the piano, arms wrapped around him, and their face nuzzled into his neck while he's playing. I know it's weird but every time I hear this I imagine that .-.
When you said that I imagined Phil. Such trash, I am.
dies
AnnaBugg1 I imagined Phil doing that I'm CrAfTiNg
*I think Phil's done that with him*
*AWW IM CRAFTING THEYRE SO PRECIOUS.*
This video legitimately made me think about Dan so much it made me cry... anyone else?
Jenna Braseth y e s
that is excatly what happened
Before I watched this I had an anxiety attack. Now? I'm just drinking coffee relaxing and looking at Christmas lights (:
I love how this has NO dislikes and 806 views, that's when you know you did a good job
+nicole it is great, and your welcome
+Kat can not Function it has five now but those people don't know talent pshhhhh they can fuck off
Sevennnnnn :(
10 now :(
44 dislikes now (I was the 44th) ... Came here from the real song's video, where there was a ridiculous amount of fangirls hyping this Dan person. So, I had to come to see what the fuss was about.
I genuinely thought this must be a joke video at first, until I looked down at some of the comments and saw this actually was the guy they bad been referring to. Oh my God!
This piano section is not even being played properly, it's timing is way off and the tempo is also too fast and inconsistent. It is also devoid of any dynamics conveying emotion.
I pity anyone whose first exposure to this classic was this useless keyboardist's failed effort. Needless to say, this Dan character is less of a Thom Yorke, and much more of a Thumb Dork.
Whenever I’m having a panic attack I listen to this, it really helps
I especially love hearing Dan play Ingenue. He plays so beautifully, whether it's a short clip of him playing, or an hour long loop, I will never tire of hearing him play.
I just want to hug him and to never let go
same : u :
I do too. I really do.
aw, same
I wish Dan would upload more of him playing
why must you hurt me
yoUR NAME IM DEAD
I love death and being dead
wow we always find each other XD
sometimes i wonder if dan realizes what something he did has helped his fans so much. this song when he plays it makes me burst into tears. i’m not sure why. maybe it’s because he does so much and it hurts my heart when i listen to this. yet if i’m panicking, i’ll be fine hearing it. i’m so weird
Don't imagine Phil having sleeping disorders. Don't imagine him trying to sleep during Dans live shows. Don't imagine Dan checking in on Phil to see if it's ok for him to play piano. Don't imagine Dan playing this song. Don't imagine Dan going back to Phil to find his playing has put Phil too sleep. Don't do it.
That reminds me so much of myself aha. I have a so far probably lifelong sleep problem. The closest thing I have to a soulmate is my friend who used to record a capella singing videos, and I used to play them on repeat to try and get to sleep. Dan and Phil remind me of us ahaha
i hate you
;-;
Da fuq is wrong with you 😑
I was listening to this while lying on the floor on my back. I started crying and the tears went down the sides of my face and filled my ears. I started crying harder because I couldn't hear Dan playing anymore.
When it's so nice you almost fall asleep but then you remember that you need to get off of your depressed ass and wash the dishes.
why does this make me cry 😭, every time I play it there's something about Dan and him playing that lovely song that makes me sob.. It's so beautiful and sad sounding lol
i miss when i was 11 and id just discovered dan and phil and id watch the new gaming videos every week and talk about them with my friends at school the next day. those old videos make me so happy now, even if it does hurt to see a video that i remember watching as soon as it was uploaded say 'posted 4 years ago'.
what a truly kind soul that has been an inspiration to millions. dan, thank you.
When i listen to this and look at the comments Dan and Phil dose have this spark and warmth that touches up individually even if we never met them in real life like a lot of people i was in this darkness alone depress feeling like i was nothing but a beam of light shined down full of people i love and respect and especially for the phandom i want to cherish this light and warmth these guys gave me making me not so lonely
god I miss being a carefree kid, listening to this 4 years ago while waiting for new Dan and Phil videos. I can’t even listen to this song without crying I miss that feeling so much
coming back to this video as a 22 year old and remembering how much this made me smile when i was 14. it still makes me feel strong nostalgia and joy
this really did help me calm down from a panic attack, it's. so calming and when drinking tea with it's like the quickest way I can calm down
if this isn't played at my funeral then i'm not dying
I like my suga kookies with tae arM Y Y
im crafting right now
it's beautiful, he's beautiful..
It's so beautiful that Dan playing the piano can bring everyone in the comments together to realise the worlds not as bad as it seems and it restores my faith in humanity tbh
This video makes me so happy. They are honestly my sunshines. I don't know why, but this video just makes me feel so safe. Thanks for taking the time to make this
it feels so alive, you can hear his fingers moving across the keys if you listen close. absolutely marvellous, reminds me a lot of when i was younger watching their videos and meeting friends through that interest and such
if i ever get anxiety attacks, i resort to this very video.
lizzie I do the exact same thing
this edit gives me so much of both comfort and nostalgia
watching this after so many years is literally so sad and nostalgic,,, i miss them
it makes me cry to listen to him play this.
imagine phil listening to dan playing the piano from the other room and just smiling
was getting ready to sleep, and i randomly remembered dan playing this. it got me through a lot when i was a teenager :)
Dan, I could listen to you play this all day, and never get tired of it. It's so beautiful that I actually cry.
This video made me get all crafty .-.
The song just fits Dan so perfectly.. But then I looked at how the video was set up and it seemed kind of like a tribute to Dan if he had died. It just made me so sad, the idea of there being a world without Dan ._.
Gosh I love his smile.
This is so cute. I want to cry!
don't cry. craft.
I am crying
don't cry
craft
Man, coming back to this after what feels like so many years...
2015/2016 were the hardest years of my life where watching these two brought me the joy I needed. So I learned this song by Thom Yorke on piano like Dan aswell after getting introduced to it by him.
Feels like a life-time ago.
I fall asleep to this and honestly, this is so beautiful. I know that this beauty is being played by someone I love so much, it just makes me feel just so safe that I can fall asleep without a worry.
The comment section here makes me cry even more than the actual video ahh I LOVE YOU ALL
This guy has great taste in music! Came here from Thom’s video, and Dan seems like a sweet guy.
I'm crying so hard.....
Don't worry I'm crafting too
its 2043 and I'm remembering when they first made pinof together and their tours and books, oh the old times were good
OMFG I just felt a cold hand touch me -maybe its Dan-
Nicolette Padilla or maybe it's a demon
Nicolette Padilla XD Maybe
Emelia P. isn’t that the same thing
It's so pretty and it's just so Dan. I'm sat here crying because I love them so much. They've genuinely gotten me through so much. One day I will thank them for contributing in the community and starting a new chapter carrying us all along with them.
This tears me up bc when Dan plays it the whole world stops and I don't think of anything else. I want this to be a song I listen to when I'm upset but connect songs to feelings so if I do so, I will be upset every time I listen to it. I mean this: thank you dan. This song has changed me
Stumbling upon this beautiful vid years later, right after Dan (and Phil) have come out. I’m crying because I keep thinking about the shit Dan went through, and this vid already has me emotional. Listening to his video, I just felt so connected to him. So many of the things he said resonate with my own life. I just wish him all the happiness in the world, because he deserves it. This vid is beautiful.
I'm sat here crying... it's 11 PM and I cant stop. The way this song fits Dan..just... you know what I mean? It sounds a bit playful and upbeat, yet it has this slight melancholy undertone of solitude... Also I can imagine Dan playing this to help Phil go to sleep on those restless nights we all know Phil has.. Or at Phil's funeral... And that reminds me of how genuinely important Dan and Phil are in our lives.. They saved so many people and I hope they realize how much of an impact they were for all of us. Dan may get insecure or feel self concious here and there but what bothers me most is that he says he's bad at playing the piano. This video is pure EVIDENCE he is talented beyond the spoken word. Can you just imagine Dan before he met Phil crying to himself because he was lonely or felt worthless? Oh Jesus I'm crying again..
Also is this song kind of black and white with dark green accents for anyone else? Like an evergreen forest on a gloomy day..
Oh and maybe you're just walking through the forest, you've lost your purpose in life a bit.. it kind of reminds me of the Forest Fic.. dont kill me clique lmao
it smells of evergreen too... like Christmas with depressing layers to it a bit haha
I think I am in love...
WITH THE SONG!!
And Dan on piano... 😍
Today while I was walking past the music room at school I heard a kid playing this song. I was on the verge of tears because it reminded me of Dan playing it
it had been two weeks since phil had passed away. no one had seen dan ever since.
it was before the funeral, and a coffin was raised on the stairs, next to the piano.
a long, black coated man with brown hair was playing the piano, something he put thought in, played gracefully.
it was dan.
he whispered, "i'm so sorry phil."
the rain poured to the church windows, faster and faster, and dan kept pushing the keys more and more forcefully after breaking down with tears on the keyboard.
he was broken.
"dan, no need to cry." a familiar voice popped up softly, with someone touching his back gently.
This was adorable omg I'm crafting
this is exactly what i thougt when i heard this song (played by dan)
like he's in a relationship and this is our best moments😹
Dan and Phil, even with the mass amounts of people who are already fans of them, are still so truly underrated. And from the outside, they may not seem like much, but once you delve into who they are, their values, what they believe in and how sometimes they believe in completely opposite things but they still find a common ground to work from. it's just so heartwarming to see these people because I'm sort of like Dan in the sense that I've never really had a best friend as close as Dan and Phil are to eachother like gosh it's just nice to know that that sort of love, platonically or romantically, is possible.
This is the first time I'm crying since months because the only person I could talk to left me. I kept all my feelings inside me and I feel like this helped me a bit. Thank you for uploading this.
When ever I hear this song I always see a really cloudy sky in my head and like those mazes made from bushes and it looks like it's about to rain so you guys see anything like that
IM ALL CUDDLED UP WITH MY BLANKETS AND PILLOWS AND IM A CRYING MESS RIGHT NOW.
I just need to say something because I feel like here is a good place for that. Dan and Phil have done so much for not only me, but so many others. They have made me feel okay, and they have provided me with a security blanket for when the world gets too rough. I have never felt more accepted or safe in an environment, and they did that. They have made me who I am today. They made me a better person, and everyday I wish I could be given the chance to express my gratitude to them. It blows my mind how two men on the internet have become the most important part of me, and I'm so beyond grateful I stumbled across their channel all those years ago when they were just boys with big dreams and stars in their eyes. Watching them grow and succeeded in everything they do has been so magical and I am so proud of them, I get knots in my chest when I think about them too hard. I have never loved anyone as much as I love these two, and I don't think I'll ever be able to. I guess what I'm trying to get at is I just appreciate so damn much, and I don't really have anyone that I could tell this to, so I thought, why not leave it here. If you read this thank you for listening to my ramble session have a lovely day :)
this strikes a chord in my heart.
right now, we can see things in a new light.
and the way he plays it- sad but happy at the same time- makes me so,, idk it's a feeling so hard to comprehend and articulate but the fact that he's been through so much as stated in his coming out video made me feel so happy to see how far he had become in his life and us, his fans, are an integral part of his life and vice versa.
or it just hits different lmao
"..dan?"
"yeah phil?"
"i can't sleep."
"what do you want me to do about it?"
"..can you play that song you always play?"
"which one?"
"the one, like.. bum, bu-du-duhduhduh-duh.. that one."
"of course, phil."
Why am I crying, Dan's not dead! It must be the piano
1) this video is amazing
2) whether they're together or not, the fact that Dan and Phil are basically family and celebrate holidays together and spend literally every minute together and make each other happy makes my heart melt
will forever keep coming back to this
i'm sitting here, playing an untuned piano. i'm crying tears on this keyboard because i have to learn it. it somehow makes me feel a lot of emotions at the same time.
I came back to this video because of Daniels video today. I really respect him so much, he's so brave and god this video this song him playing the piano it's so beautiful he will always have a special place in my heart
here in 2020 and crying. honestly, miss dan so much when i hear this.
imagine the ppl from 4 years ago read these recent comments they’d think dan’s fucking dead omg