Needles, Tests, Hopes & Hurts | My Infertility Journey. Episode 1.
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- Опубліковано 29 вер 2024
- Needles, Tests, Hopes & Hurts | My Infertility Journey. Episode 1.
I like to get real with you all, this might be the realest I’ll ever get. In this new series I plan to bring to you, I hope to share the realest moments of this journey that I am in. The good, the bad, the ugly. Trying to conceive has been such a roller coaster ride. And I know I’m not the only one out there struggling. So if this encourages just one woman out there, I will feel like I did what I was called to do. You’re not alone. I’m not alone. We have each other and we have the Father to walk us through all these unanswered prayers. Pregnancy, a longing for a husband, a job you’ve worked to hard to get… whatever it is… let’s hold onto hope and walk in faith.
I'd also like to say that my sweet husband, Paul is very much a part of this journey as well and this is his journey too. These videos will just be coming more from my perspective and the woman's journey. Maybe I'll throw a video or two in with Paul sharing his thoughts!
My instagram:
@morganolliges
My other channel:
@PaulandMorgan
Hey Momo’s. I’m excited to share this new little series with you. I’ve got a lot to say and a lot to share. I hope you are encouraged as I invite you into a challenging journey that I am on. I hope you are reminded that you’re not alone in your challenging journey either! 💜
Thank you for being so honest and raw, Morgan. This is very moving to watch, and I am sorry for your pain and what you are going through waiting. However, I want to ask why you want to have a baby in this world so much. This world is so dark and evil, and It’s coming to an end quickly. Look around you - do you want a baby to have to deal with all of this? 5 years ago, maybe, but not today. God is blessing you by not giving you a baby, that is my opinion. And, you are struggling so much, yet you believe that God is sovereign. If God wants you to become pregnant, you will. He is the one who gives, and the one who takes away. You do not have to struggle, and you should give it up to Him, emotionally and otherwise. It is okay to try, and to take measures to make it happen. But to be so heartbroken because it is not happening, again and again - that is not loving God. You need to give this up, and God will bless you with a child if it is His will to do so. I am sorry for being so blunt, but that is my opinion.
God bless you, and take care.
I am not crying you are! 😥😭😭😭
Oh Morgan! Remember all the women in the Bible who have been through similar and for many years (remember Hannah I think it is) God sees you 😭🥲🥲🥲🙏
@@tionbai6087 if you were my close personal friend who walks with me in life on a regular basis , you would have a right to maybe say this to me. But you are not. Please be very careful in saying things like this to people you are not close to. This is not okay. God bless.
@@bethelliot7140 amen 🙏🏼💜☺️ I’m in good company!
@@MorganOlli I am sorry, Morgan. I don't mean to make you sad. I understand how painful this can be. I am gay and celibate, and I too feel heartbroken when you tell me that my love is utterfly sinful, and not only do I have to give up having a child, but also a life partner. Yet God is good, and we can trust Him with our lives and our happiness, no matter what He asks us to give up. Regardless, I do pray that you and Paul will receive everything you pray for. God bless you so much, and have a great day.
The world needs more vulnerability like this. Thank you for sharing. It’s def not something you have to do but I believe God is using you and your journey to help and encourage others in your shoes. It is so common and it’s not talked about enough so thank you for your bravery! Baby Olli always at the top of our prayer list 🙏🏽💛
Love you, Sutton 💜 so thankful for you and the role you have played in cheering me on. We love you guys! So thankful for the prayers! 😄🙏🏼
@@MorganOlli The Questions One Needs To Ask :
1.) Am I reading THE BIBLE or hearing THE GOSPEL - because I need to hear and read it and get right with GOD or am I doing it all for someone else? And if I don`t care here - why?
2.) Is MY SOUL at risk for baying for my sins (sins that are already paid for by CHRIST) in Hell and later in the lake of fire? Or is it all just a joke - because I choose to take it as one?
3.) Why I haven`t never felt curiosity about: WHY I WAS BORN?"
Well biology answers it right? Yes it does - but seek not the biology - seek spiritual answer.
4.) Why am i losing faith and want to go back to life full of illusions/lies?
5.) Am I hunger for truth? Am I a truth seeker or am I fine with the lies?
6.) Am I ever read THE BIBLE - THE WORD OF A LIVING GOD? Am I ever let it guide me?
7.) Am i raising the YOUNG in truth or in lies?
The ONLY BOOK WORTHY TO READ IS THE BIBLE. Autor: LIVING GOD. Writers: Mans who all were Guided by the Holy Ghost.
The street preachers out there:
TORCH OF CHRIST MINISTRIES
DORRE LOVE
CHRIST FORGIVENESS
GABETHESTREETPREACHER
CLEVELAND STREET PREACHERS
BORNAGAINJEREMAIAH
If the info we have aren`t from CHRIST then questioning it IS the way of the wise.
BE NOT OF THIS WORLD - COME OUT FROM BABYLON.
Learning BIBLE - getting to know GOD = ROBERT BREAKER on youtube
Raise up THE YOUNG in TRUTH - let them know THE HEAVENLY FATHER.
Raise - Teach - Live in TRUTH.
My goodness Morgan I feel all of this. My husband and I had ten years of infertility and the memory of the whole rollercoaster is just visceral. It was the hardest thing I've ever gone through by a million miles.
When we finally got a positive it was on a non-digital test with lines, and I thought 'it's so cruel how this test looks like it's going to turn positive before it ultimately goes negative'. I'd seen so many negatives it genuinely didn't cross my mind that I could actually be getting a positive result.
I so dearly hope that that day one day comes for you and Paul, but in the meantime, thank you on behalf of everyone who sees this and knows they are not alone. I imagine a lot of your viewers really needed this video.
Love ya! Praying for you and Paul. 💕
Phil and Alex have a great channel if you want to connect with people who struggle with infertility
Morgan and Paul, though I’m an atheist and we probably don’t agree on most things, my heart goes out to you. such a hard struggle, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ll be “praying” for you, for lack of a better term, with my little black atheist heart 🖤
My almost 3 year old saw the end of your video and said "she's feeling kinda sad. Let's pray for her." So we prayed together. I've been praying for you and we will continue praying ❤ can't wait to see the tears of joy when you get a positive test ❤
Ohhh my goodness! That is the sweetest! 😭🙏🏼 thank you so much!
Aaaww.
My parents couldn't get children for 6 years. And now I'm here, together with a brother and sister! Hoping for you 💜
My parents as well culdnot for 5 years and now I have 5 sisters and 1 brother 🙏. 7 kid's and 6 of them after 30 years old.
Same here. My parents also stayed 6 years without children. My name "Ogechi" means God's time ❤
I’m praying for you guys. Thank you for sharing your journey and heart 💕
Love you, girl! Thank YOU! 💜
You killed your dog
Your honesty through this journey is so beautiful, Morgan! I can’t imagine the waves of emotions you have gone through over these years… but your faith has encouraged me so much! Love you, girl! I will be praying for you throughout this journey God has you on💕
Thank you, Kendra! So thankful for your prayers. Love you back! 💜🙏🏼
My mom dealt with this same infertility journey for 10 years feeling the exact same way you did! She took all the medicine, all the shots, and did EVERYTHING she could. She now has 3 kids! When I go to God in prayer, I’m constantly reminded of you and your journey and I want you to know that I am praying and believing with you!
Thank you for talking about this Morgan. My husband and I have been going through the same devastating journey for three years. It's been difficult and it helps to know others are on this journey as well. All my love to you and Paul. I hope you get that positive soon 🙏
Aww you’re so welcome! Hang in there and keep holding onto the hope that the Lord provides. 💜🙏🏼 love you girl!
Mogan you are so brave for sharing these vulnerable moments with us! Much love from a non Christian woman who doesn't want kids, but really hopes that it all works out for you and you are happy in the end💗💗💗
Thank you for sharing. I'm also going through an infertility journey, 7 years so far. We are now looking at adoption as an answer but I really relate to peeing on multiple sticks and hoping and praying and then nothing. It sucks
Thank you for posting this and sharing your fertility journey. You aren’t obligated in any way, but this really does help others and simultaneously allows for us to pray for you through the process.
I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately; wondering how you are doing. I’ve been praying for you consistently as well. You are not alone. I’m so sorry you have to go through this, but in the meantime we will be praying for and encouraging you.
Thank you so much girl! So appreciate your sweet words of encouragement. Your prayers mean everything to me. I’m really thankful I can use my platform to walk alongside others and encourage with my own journey. 💜🙏🏼
Praying for natural conception and no ivf and surrogacy. God Bless always 🙏❤
You and Paul will make lovely parents one day. I firmly believe the Lord will have a little baby for you both xxx
Thank you! ☺️💜
Hi Morgan,
I originally found you from Jaclyn surprisingly. I’m an IVF nurse coordinator and this video has touched my heart. Your vulnerability will help so many people going through the same situation. I know how hard this journey can be on people and I admire your strength. If you need any advice or anyone to talk to, please reach out.
The end when you broke down is so heart wrecking :( But can't wait to see your reaction when it says positive!
Will pray for you.
Your video is helping many women. God bless the fruit your producing.
Watching this video 9 months later and knowing you now have your baby boy in your arms, is a reminder for all of us that God answers prayers. ❤ I’m 29 and still waiting for a husband, but I also have been anxious about potentially facing infertility in the future because I have PCOS. God’s plans are greater than ours and He is good!
Oh Morgan, my heart hurts for you. I hope you and Paul get the baby you have prayed for so long! ❤️ Just out of curiosity, has Paul been tested for infertility on his end? I think we often tend to assume it’s the on the women’s end when there’s a fertility issue but men can also contribute as well!
Thank you ☺️ yes Paul has been tested 👍🏼
All prayers are answered just not always in the way we want ☹️ I will pray for you guys! I hope the Lord will answer yes!
1 Samuel 1:1-20
[1]There was a man named Elkanah who lived in Ramah in the region of Zuph in the hill country of Ephraim. He was the son of Jeroham, son of Elihu, son of Tohu, son of Zuph, of Ephraim.
[2]Elkanah had two wives, Hannah and Peninnah. Peninnah had children, but Hannah did not.
[3]Each year Elkanah would travel to Shiloh to worship and sacrifice to the lord of Heaven’s Armies at the Tabernacle. The priests of the lord at that time were the two sons of Eli-Hophni and Phinehas.
[4]On the days Elkanah presented his sacrifice, he would give portions of the meat to Peninnah and each of her children.
[5]And though he loved Hannah, he would give her only one choice portion because the lord had given her no children.
[6]So Peninnah would taunt Hannah and make fun of her because the lord had kept her from having children.
[7]Year after year it was the same-Peninnah would taunt Hannah as they went to the Tabernacle. Each time, Hannah would be reduced to tears and would not even eat.
[8]“Why are you crying, Hannah?” Elkanah would ask. “Why aren’t you eating? Why be downhearted just because you have no children? You have me-isn’t that better than having ten sons?”
[9]Once after a sacrificial meal at Shiloh, Hannah got up and went to pray. Eli the priest was sitting at his customary place beside the entrance of the Tabernacle.
[10]Hannah was in deep anguish, crying bitterly as she prayed to the lord.
[11]And she made this vow: “O lord of Heaven’s Armies, if you will look upon my sorrow and answer my prayer and give me a son, then I will give him back to you. He will be yours for his entire lifetime, and as a sign that he has been dedicated to the lord, his hair will never be cut.”
[12]As she was praying to the lord, Eli watched her.
[13]Seeing her lips moving but hearing no sound, he thought she had been drinking.
[14]“Must you come here drunk?” he demanded. “Throw away your wine!”
[15]“Oh no, sir!” she replied. “I haven’t been drinking wine or anything stronger. But I am very discouraged, and I was pouring out my heart to the lord.
[16]Don’t think I am a wicked woman! For I have been praying out of great anguish and sorrow.”
[17]“In that case,” Eli said, “go in peace! May the God of Israel grant the request you have asked of him.”
[18]“Oh, thank you, sir!” she exclaimed. Then she went back and began to eat again, and she was no longer sad.
[19]The entire family got up early the next morning and went to worship the lord once more. Then they returned home to Ramah. When Elkanah slept with Hannah, the lord remembered her plea,
[20]and in due time she gave birth to a son. She named him Samuel, for she said, “I asked the lord for him.”
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I really want this for you. If you can get pregnant then I know I can eventually. I hate that I feel like I'm 30 now and it's just going to get harder and harder. Thank you for sharing. I hate that anyone has to go through this but I'm glad I'm not alone I guess. We're gonna get through this.
You're very brave, Morgan. I have a phobia of vaccines and you did a great job with it. I will be praying that you and Paul have the baby that you are wanting so badly. Hang in there. You are brave both for doing these procedures and for sharing it with the world because I think a lot of people will feel less alone seeing you talk about it.
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It took 10 years for my aunt. Hugs hunny. Thank you for your vulnerability. 🥺
Oh Morgan my heart hurts for you. I can't imagine what you are going through. Watching this I just wanted to jump through the screen and give you a hug. Thinking of you guys. 💕💕💕
This is so vulnerable and I just wanted to hug you the whole time I watched this! Sharing your journey in such a real way, bringing these challenges to light is so important and I admire your decision to share this with everyone. I am praying for you and Paul to experience joy in this tough season and that your prayers will be answered soon. ❤️
Thank you 💜🙏🏼🥲
I’m so sorry Morgan. I know no words can be said but just know you’re not alone. I’ve kept you in my prayers a lot recently and I believe god has a plan for you. I know it’s hard and I can completely relate to you. I know it’s hard but take some time to relax and not stress so much about having a baby, it can really affect your chances of conceiving. I’ve taken the past four months to just try to step away from it and try without trying and it’s so hard but I know that stressing about it does no good. I pray for you sweet girl. I am so sorry.
I am with you on your journey. Healthy, young, “no issues” but can’t get pregnant.. ivf failed. now idk what to do. My heart and prayers are with you. It’s just so confusing…. My heart breaks for you. Hang in there, girl. It will be our time, sometime..
Has your husband gotten checked to see if he is the one with fertility issues? I only ask because we have gone through this. I have two healthy daughters now, but I lost 4 babies. Getting him tested was recommended by my doctor. They send him for a blood test. But I also know they can also count his sperm and things like that. He was going to get his sperm counted but when I started getting pregnant but miscarried, it seemed that it was more of an issue with me rather him. Nevertheless, it’s good to run any tests possible.
I will be watching this series. And want you to know that I support and will be praying for you guys.
Morgan has said he’s been tested
I thought the same but then figured with 5 years, doctors and injections they would have already been suggested that on the first appointment.
I pray for your journey as an individual and as a married couple.
My hubby and I have been TTC for almost 6yrs, I have finally got my first EVER missed period and positive test this week. God is so GOOD. I know the pain of the wait. I can honestly say I've learned so much. I can't wait to hear of your praise report
How do you know its you thats the problem? Half of infertility issues is the man so maybe its Pauls fault.
Thank you so much for being so vulnerable. My husband and I are also struggling to have a baby. We have had 3 miscarriages and it’s heartbreaking and feels so isolating.
Oh girl, I am so sorry for the losses you have had to face. Hang in there. Hold steadfast in the Lord. ❤️
I know on Ellie and Jared they struggled like 7 or 8 years for their first. Big infertility journey-she has 3 kids now some with help some without! Also Phil and Alex had a 10 year journey adopted twice all while keeping up the infertility route and got pregnant with number 3 baby of their own thru IVf 10 years in!!!! It will happen!!!! Just some resource to teach out too! Praying as always!!!
Morgan had me in tears at the end 😩
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My heart goes out to you 💕💕💕 I’m not religious, and I don’t agree with a lot of y’all’s views, but I’ve been following your content for the last few years and you seem like a really lovely person, so does Paul. I hope things get better and that you find some peace of mind 💕💕💕💕 Everyone should have the opportunity to become a parent if they want.
😢😢Praying for you❤️❤️Jesus said “go bear fruit - fruit that will last then the father will give you whatever you ask in my name” John 15;16 I know what it is like dealing with un-answered, sometimes you doubt weather God really hears you, weather he really loves you, weather your good enough, weather he really cares. It is like a Whirlpool of emotion, desperation, and confusion, sometimes you don’t even want to pray about it because you are so empty and you don’t want to be let down again, and again, and again... I know how hard it is when people say “don’t worry” because it is like that one thing is consuming your life, and you just can’t help but worry. I also can’t imagine how hard it would be felling like your letting Paul down. I’m not going to say “don’t worry” Or “stay strong” or “maybe it is for the best” I just want to say have faith. Faith is believing even when you do not see. Keep on having faith that God Is good, that God is sovereign, that God loves you, keep one having faith even when it’s soo unimaginably hard. I would suggest to make a list of all the promises of faithfulness and answering of prayer (like John 15;16) and read it every day and declare it over your life, because God loves you and he is good. “The devil comes to steel kill, rob, and destroy BUT JESUS comes to give life, life in abundance.”
Hey girly. I know your a believer so wanted to spread some encouragement and resources on what got me through a real hard season of recurrent miscarriages. I’d had 3 sons previously with no problems, perfect pregnancies and all natural deliveries then out of no where when we started trying for our 4th I miscarried twice and was beginning to feel like I wasn’t meant to have anymore kids. But I came across this amazing ministry by an Australian women named Nerida Walker. Her book “gods plan for pregnancy” completely changed my thinking about Gods plan and his heart for me. I took it in everyday, spoke the truth over my life and body and now I’m 21 weeks pregnant with the baby girl I’ve always dreamed of. I feel like we get stuck in this rut of it’s “not gods plan or timing” but he clearly said to be fruitful and multiply! Just wanted to share my experience cause he’s so much bigger than any medical complication we might be facing.
Hey Morgan, i watched your videos a few years ago and UA-cam recommended your videos to me recently, especially the videos about why you and your husband won’t call yourselves hyper-charismatic anymore. I got diagnosed with the pco-syndrome last week and felt like sharing it with you. I also took a terrible amount of pregnancy tests hoping to be pregnant. When u mentioned that your hormones aren’t that good I instantly thought of it again. I don’t know if u got a Diagnose but maybe you want to google pcos. If u should have it there are other opportunities than those needles.I just felt like sharing it. May god bless you two 🙏🏼
Oh Morgan… my heart hurts seeing this. I am so sorry..
Lord Jesus, please touch Morgan. Please, if it is Your will, give them a beautiful baby. Please wrap Your loving arms around this couple.
Can you explain what medication (needles) you’re injecting and process. I don’t think I heard an explanation
Oh Morgan... Recently started following you, but sending you the biggest hug. This is so tough. Absolutely praying for you guys; that God will have mercy and give you guys a baby, but also that He'll draw you closer and closer and that you'll come to trust Him fully and find His joy & contentment in whatever His will is going to be. xxx
Endometriosis can cause immunologic implantation failure...endo affects at least 1 in 10 women. I recall hearing your cycles are quite painful?...if get bloat...endo bloat? Low back & leg pain?
I know you may have heard this 1000 times but here goes 1001, the Lord has a good plan in all of this.
🥺 Morgan...It breaks me to see you sad😣
I pray for you, I pray that God answers this prayer soon
Thank you very much for sharing, it was really encouraging. I love you very very much ❤️
🙏🏼💜 love you back girl!
What you are going through I would not wish upon my worst enemy. I suffer from polycystic ovarian syndrome. My hormones are all over the place. I am not actively trying to conceive at this time but I know it will be an uphill battle as I do not ovulate naturally. I am not Christian therefore I do not pray but I will keep you in my thoughts and I will send nothing but love and light your way during this time.
Also just throwing this out there in addition to all you are doing to make yourself fertile has Paul seen a doctor? Gotten his spearmint count etc checked? Just something else to consider.
I’m sorry this has happened yet for you Morgan! I can’t imagine this desire God has placed in your heart yet still in a period of waiting/listening. My prayers go out to you guys!
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Thank you for sharing your journey. I am also struggling with infertility for 6+ years now. It's really hard to feel like you are alone in this, so I'm glad you are sharing because it eases that pain of "aloneness".
Give it to the Lord Morgan, He is a miracle maker, lay it on the altar for him, stop the tests, injections, etc, just lay it on the altar for him, leave it in his hands and live your life. I know myself when I get obsessed with something it isn't good for my mental health, leave it in his hands sister. God bless you 🙏
Wow, thank you for being so vulnerable. It's so brave of you to share this. I'm sure it will be encouraging for so many people. God is good🧡 I will pray for you and Paul and I will have faith with you that you will receive a baby💫
2022 is the year of divine visitation and reestablishment. I believe that the lord will visit you this year with what your heart desires in the name of Jesus Christ. ❤️ much love to you!
Morgan, my heart goes out to you, and even though I don’t know you, I am praying for you. Even though I have not struggled with infertility, I am deeply familiar with the pain of unfulfilled longings, of crying out to God over and over for the thing that you want . . . And nothing.
I appreciate your vulnerability and willingness to share your journey, because I think that any difficult journey is easier when you know you are not alone.
Thank you so much! 🙏🏼💜
I have pcos, not being fertile is one of moll.y biggest fears
I know many women with PCOS who have had babies. Don’t lose hope ☺️🙏🏼
I actually know you through the content of Mr Atheist and Jaclynn so it is safe to say I do not actually like all of your content. But my heart goes out to you. I truly hope that you will eventually end up having a healthy child❤️
My son and wife is in the same boat, been married for a while now and they are getting older, so their chances are getting slimmer, but all we can do is pray and call in our God to give you this desire of your heart. Please pray for my son and daughter in love also.
I also have this problem so I understand. The funny thing about my infertility is that when I was 20 years old, I asked God to take my period away and when I meet the man of God I was supposed to marry if he could turn it back on. Sounds crazy I know, but my period actually stopped after I asked that question. I'm now 24 years old. Married the wrong person at 21 who was not saved. Just got a divorce because he cheated and decided he didn't want to be with me anymore. So I'm praying you and Paul have a child in his timing according to his will for your lives. Love you guys. Stay encouraged!
Try to get rid of perfumes and strong sprays. Use natural based products and detergents. Stay away from fabric softeners. And try to avoid cleaning products. Sometimes when the body is at its natural element it tends to make it easier to conceive. Change your sheets to 100 percent cotton and clothes to 100 percent cotton. Polyester has toxic chemicals Sometimes with it. Cotton is better for the body. Just offering tips. I'll keep praying as well 💗💗🙏
You poor thing, the stuff women have to go through. This is why men should respect us life givers
I'm praying for you Morgan❤️ thank you for sharing your journey with us and how frustrating and challenging this journey is know that there are many people praying for you 💕💕 I hope the best for you and that your prayers to have a child will be answered ❤️❤️
Thank you 🙏🏼💜
praying for you. It's gonna be a movie when God decides to bless you with a child in whatever way He chooses 💞
Thank you! 🙏 ☺️
So sorry I totally understand. All these years have been tough. Me too so much suffering and not getting to where I want. The hope to keep trying keeps me going 👍 School and life is hard.
Morgan 🥺💔💗 I didn’t even realize how much you’re going through and doing for this baby 😢 I’m so sorry 💜
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Thank you, Morgan. I feel so connected to you watching this video and am touched by the person you are. The heartbreak and pain of disappointment after disappointment has broken me open to more love and growth than I could’ve anticipated. And I’m still waiting and the only thing that has changed is me. Some days I’m sad and bitter about it but most days I’m grateful for my new heart.
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2 years here struggling 🥺 praying for you Morgan❤️
Hang in there girly 💜
How do you keep sane when you come across women who say they had a negative test and a period and still got pregnant
i differ GREATLY in the faith thing .. but this kind of thing isnt funny... i hate it for women who want children that cant have any. :(
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Has Paul been getting checked out too?
Yep ☺️
Goodness me, I honestly cried seeing the pain you were going through with this journey 😢 continually praying for you & Paul 🙏🏼 just keep focused on the Lord & He will help get you through this, He is strengthening you each and every day 💜
Oh Morgan, my heart breaks for you. This is something that is rarely shown or talked about, such an amazingly difficult and vulnerable thing you’re doing, for so many others out there. Much love, from new Zealand
I went through this heartbreaking journey myself and can totally relate to your tears at the end of the video. For me it was almost 30 years ago and yet my heart was right there with you. Now, my daughter is going through the same. (I was able to have a son and daughter♥️). This raw and real video is needed so other women can feel they are not alone. I am praying for you and for my daughter too in this journey. ♥️
Thank you so much! Praise God for your son and daughter. I hope your daughter sees the Lord move in a beautiful way soon! ❤️🙏🏼
Hello from thr other side of the world 🌎
I dont know you but what i saw there in the vlog i saw a brave woman and strong one that fight to have the most beautiful thing in earth that a human being want and they sometimes dont appreciate the fact that they can have kids that easy ....
Well i have to say that with a supportive man and with this mindset that you have you will - WITH GOD WILL - have a babe soon or later....
I have two advice for you :::
1 - i dont know what is the reaction of the doctors with you doing some fitness (like is it good or bad for ur case ) i belive that its good for the body and the hormones too , that why im just saying this to let you notice what you can do about it.
2 have you ever think about herbs that help to have a babe i belive that nothing can give like nature .
So yeah do think about it and i can't wait to see you in the next episode....
All the best to you and might God ve with you and ur family 👪 ❤ with luv from Alaadin from Algeria 🇩🇿 💖
Thank you ☺️
Thankyou so much for sharing! I struggled with infertility to some degree with inbalanced hormones. I was on three treatmets of a medication and got pregnant on the first round! And then latter on at 13 weeks i found out the lord had gone a step further and blessed me with twins ! They are now 7 months old. And my cousin was trying for 5 years due to start ivf and just before she started she found out she was pregnant ! The lord is good and there os always hope ! 💕✝️
Hey, Morgan!
I know how hard is that, I was there...
I want to share with you... It is up to you try it or not. But I changed my diet and got pregnant within 3 months.
Read this book " It starts with the egg"
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What are the pills? And what does a trigger shot do?
beautiful Morgan , you are so loved ❤️ “In this world you will have troubles. Be of good cheer, for I have overcome the world!” I love you and am praying for you. When you and Paul have your beautiful baby , it will all feel worth it ❤️
God bless you and your amazing husband , you both are gifts from God 💕💕
Morgan, thank you so much for sharing your journey through these years of infertility! I can only imagine how the waves of emotions have been for you both. Please continue to keep the Faith and trusting in God! 🥲🙏🏻 I’ll be praying for you both. I truly believe that one day you and Paul will have a child and this journey will all have been worth it. Sometimes we don’t understand God’s plans for our lives but I truly believe it’ll be worth it all when looking back! 🥲🤗
Merry Christmas to you, Paul and your families! 💕 I hope and pray you all have been having a blessed and wonderful day! 🙌🏻
I feel so sorry for you :(
I will pray for you!
Hey Morgan, I dealt with infertility for many years. Very difficult emotionally. I am a Christ follower so I couldn't figure out why God would give all these different people all around me a baby (some seemingly not even fit to a be a mom) but me ....no. I eventually went to a fertility doctor. He immediately gave me Clomid and I conceived after a few months and that baby came to full term. Then a couple of years went by and I took Clomid again but that resulted in a miscarriage. During this time I was in a deep depression, questioning God. Never turned away but I was, frankly, mad a Him. This went on for years. Deep dark pit in my stomach all of the time. BTW, I feel for you because infertility is very hard on your marriage. It takes this time that's supposed to bring you together and makes it a chore. Very clinical. Not love making, Baby making. Guys may think, woo hoo we get to "do it" all the time but huge amount of pressure on the couple, the man and the relationship. Then when you get your cycle, you are devastated. Serious roller coaster. After years, I went back to the fertility clinic and they suggested "In vitro fertilization". We considered that but ultimately decided against it because strong hormones are used to force your body to make eggs. There could be 9 eggs in there at one time. They could all be fertilized and then you either carry all of them which could end in all sorts of problems for the babies, or you would have to have selective abortion. I could never, ever do that. So we decided to end the quest. Years later, I was talking to a friend who suggested a nutritionist. I contacted her and during our conversation she asked me if my mother had thyroid problems. Yes. She told me to go to a naturalist D.O. and get Armor thyroid. ( A natural thyroid hormone replacement.). I did. My chemistry started to change. Slowly my cycle started to become for regular. Long story short. I conceived a baby and brought her to full term. I tell you this story to let you know sometimes the specialists don't look at the simple things. I don't think that any fertility doctors checked my thyroid. Or if they did they didn't take into consideration the symptoms as well. Gods. blessings. I pray you find peace through this journey no matter what the result. God is the healer but sometimes He goes about it in a different way than you expect.;)
Thank you for sharing 🙏🏼💜
Though my circumstances are different, I'm right there in the waiting with you, Morgan. I'm 22 and have never had a boyfriend, much less a guy I like pursue me, and continuously long to be married. Whenever I start getting upset over my lack of a husband...or even a potential boyfriend in sight...I remember you and pray for you and Paul in your period of waiting on God's timing. Love you guys! ❤️
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Praying 2022 will bring you a beautiful and healthy baby. While I have only been trying for a few months, it's discouraging to feel symptoms but see you are not pregnant. Trying not to stress over it and remind myself that God is good no matter what the outcome. My heart goes out to you Morgan, keep loving and serving him. And remain strong ❤️
I'm so sorry. Praying For You.
Aww, I’m so sorry Morgan. Thank you for your honesty, it truly helps all the women out there and I bet it was a little scary sharing. But thank you. I too want a family someday and am worried about infertility. It just breaks my heart to see you going through this. I’m so happy God has blessed you with a healthy body, but I know hearing that at times must be even more difficult for you, but I am praying God would allow you and Paul to have a baby ❤️
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Wow Morgan you are so brave to share such a vulnerable journey with us. ❤️ Remember the JOY of the LORD is your strength. I am so sorry you have to go through this.
Thank you 💜🙏🏼
I am praying for you and your husband. Thank you for sharing your journey. My heart breaks for you🥺. 🙏 praying for continued strength, hope, and peace.
Thank you! 🙏🏼💜
I’m not a Christian, and I don’t follow them for that content, but I do follow Morgan and Paul now because they’re genuinely good people I think. One thing I beyond love seeing is the vulnerability with everyone and how supportive Paul is of you. Religious views and everything aside, this is a marriage to strive for, support, love, wanting the same things, and trust. Cheering you on Morgan ❤️. Praying for you in my own way ❤️
You are so sweet. I'm thankful to have you in this community ❤️☺️ Thank you so much!
Morgan- you are so sweet and I am praying for you, Paul and your future child. This must be so hard. I mean this in the nicest way possible and don’t want it to be taken the wrong way- but I have heard some stories where when the woman let go a little bit and “gave up” so to say, they got pregnant a few weeks later. I don’t know how much of the anxiety and emotional investment can keep the body from functioning the way you want it to. I guess I’m just trying to say I hope you can find some peace and a way to relax your body and mind even though I can’t even imagine how hard it must be. I know you are doing everything you can but just wanted to share what I have heard from some people about their journey. Praying for peace of mind for you and that the treatments work. May Jesus cover you in His love and favor.
Haha thanks girl! It’s definitely been a journey trying to find that balance of trying but staying at peace and relaxed. ☺️🙏🏼💜
Morgan, you don’t have to worry about anything. God is with you and He is on your side. One thing about God’s power? It doesn’t need help. Keep the needles at bay, let God’s hand lead the way.
I love you and Paul so much. I’m not anyone important but I am confident in the words I am sharing with you. Do not be weary. A blessing delayed is not denied.
“The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much” - James 5:16
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You are so precious. I can't imagine the courage you have, the faith you keep, and the love of your child you have. I didn't have this journey. I know you are in it for a reason that the Lord alone knows. We all have a walk that is so unique, so designed by God Himself ...how can we compare to His glory on our lives, with someone or something else?? He alone is worthy to keep us in His will step by step ❤️
Thank you so much! ❤️☺️🙏🏼
Morgan, you are not alone. I am praying for you! You are going to be always in my prayers. Hugs to you!
Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers girl. I want to give you a big hug when you got the negative on your pregnancy test. I couldnt imagine going through that.💙💙🙏
So aka you are not accepting God’s will because it conflicts with your wants? Hm.
Oh yes. That’s what’s happening. 👍🏼
If you really want to know the answer keep watching the series as I will explain more. ☺️
Sending love 💜
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I’m so sorry Morgan. I know this has been the hardest battle. But I am praying for you and I have faith that the Lord will give you that little one soon! He knows how much you would be a good mother. Thank you for sharing your journey with us ❤️🙏🏻
Thank you, girl 💜🙏🏼
Thank you so much for your honesty and openness. I‘m praying for you and Paul and wish you a big hug through the screen ❤️
I receive that hug! Thank you! 🙏 ❤️
In due time we will reap a harvest if we don't give up! I've been in a season of waiting just like you. Your gonna make it through! Lord renew her strength and comfort her heart in Jesus name
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So beautiful.
Hey so I want to applaud you for being willing to be vulnerable and open about this part of your life. I think it takes courage to do this and I wanted to thank you for being very brave. :)
Thank you so much!!