Just had a heart-to-heart talk with my SHS crush who I hadn't talked too after getting rejected by her, that was 3 years ago, went to her house and told her I wanted to be more than friends but got rejected instantly. We're both in college now, supposedly same batch but i stopped because of the pandemic, so she's graduating first and I feel like our time together is not enough. But sitting in the plaza we talked about why she rejected me, all those years I really blamed myself for rushing myself to confessing my feelings, but now I know her reason/s. When pandemic struck she was feeling very down and all (self-diagnosed depression) and she wouldn't date anyone in the same CoF but she silently told me "but that depends". I told her I blamed myself for everything because after that confession we never talked for 3 years, she re-assured me it wasn't me who was the problem but her way of thinking that time. We did a bit of catching up, then after all the talking we decided to walk as we didn't want to go home yet despite being late at night. But I never thought i'd experience a lot of first times with her that night. That night was the first time she hugged me, first time she layed her head on my shoulder, first time walking in the park with her, and the first time I held her hands. The whole walk even going to the spot where she rides a tricycle home we were still holding hands, It was all so surreal to me, as the last time we had a physical contact with each other was the first time i met her, it was raining and I had an umbrella she hugged my left arm while I was holding the umbrella with my right and crossed the road together. But despite eveything, the 3 years of blaming myself, my feelings for her never changed, I always care for her, even Prayed for her. We're currently talking still and I still can't get over what happened that night, but this music really hit me especially with the lyrics "There are times I make believe, what would have happened, If we played it differently". I will come back for updates (edits) with our progress together, I hope not to ruin it, I can't lose her again.
There was this person that I've been into. We've been mutual for two years, and she wanted to be committed to our relationship while I couldn't. I haven't been in love and don't have any idea how to love. We hit our highs and lows. There are times we barely talk for weeks and are not even able to see each other at our campus. Upon entering college, I told her that I wanted to be the best version of myself so I could pursue her in the future. I wanted to be committed once I graduated. But, months before my graduation, I find out that she has a boyfriend. I wanted to blame myself for not trying hard enough to make her feel that I truly loved her. Despite that, at the end of the day, all I wanted was for her to receive the amount of love that she deserved.
Just when I'm feeling down, y'all released this ear blessing. Thanks Over October. Sometimes I also think of make believe if she chose me but I guess that won't happen since she's into someone else nal
This is purely regret for not giving it all when s/he was still by your side. This is what scares me the most, when it comes to love since I've already exprience this kind of situation and I don't want to experience it again.
Just had a heart-to-heart talk with my SHS crush who I hadn't talked too after getting rejected by her, that was 3 years ago, went to her house and told her I wanted to be more than friends but got rejected instantly. We're both in college now, supposedly same batch but i stopped because of the pandemic, so she's graduating first and I feel like our time together is not enough.
But sitting in the plaza we talked about why she rejected me, all those years I really blamed myself for rushing myself to confessing my feelings, but now I know her reason/s. When pandemic struck she was feeling very down and all (self-diagnosed depression) and she wouldn't date anyone in the same CoF but she silently told me "but that depends". I told her I blamed myself for everything because after that confession we never talked for 3 years, she re-assured me it wasn't me who was the problem but her way of thinking that time.
We did a bit of catching up, then after all the talking we decided to walk as we didn't want to go home yet despite being late at night. But I never thought i'd experience a lot of first times with her that night. That night was the first time she hugged me, first time she layed her head on my shoulder, first time walking in the park with her, and the first time I held her hands. The whole walk even going to the spot where she rides a tricycle home we were still holding hands, It was all so surreal to me, as the last time we had a physical contact with each other was the first time i met her, it was raining and I had an umbrella she hugged my left arm while I was holding the umbrella with my right and crossed the road together.
But despite eveything, the 3 years of blaming myself, my feelings for her never changed, I always care for her, even Prayed for her. We're currently talking still and I still can't get over what happened that night, but this music really hit me especially with the lyrics "There are times I make believe, what would have happened, If we played it differently".
I will come back for updates (edits) with our progress together, I hope not to ruin it, I can't lose her again.
100% tugma sa nararamdaman ko ngayon, lakaw maka relapse ah
Just in time for October, too late for us.
but forever’s a dream-
HAHAHAHAHAHAA sakit
wow another gem worth listening to ☁️
ito ang magiging kalabasan talaga 'pag dumating araw na ready na ako tapos wala na siya.
Such an honor to listen to your songs.. masterpiece 🙌😫🥺😭🥰🥰💜💜
Very October Vibe!!!! Waaah what a blessing!
Grabe❤
Over October grabe na kayo!!!👌❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Magandang October Ngayon ah❤️❤️🍎🍒💄
Omgggg, October is here na nga ✨✨✨
Love this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LEZZ GO❤
Wooahhh ❤
sooooooo underrated😭💞
welcome octoberrr
dadamn
ang saya i sing along to habang nagroroadtrip
Firssssttt 💞💞💞
There was this person that I've been into. We've been mutual for two years, and she wanted to be committed to our relationship while I couldn't. I haven't been in love and don't have any idea how to love.
We hit our highs and lows. There are times we barely talk for weeks and are not even able to see each other at our campus.
Upon entering college, I told her that I wanted to be the best version of myself so I could pursue her in the future. I wanted to be committed once I graduated. But, months before my graduation, I find out that she has a boyfriend. I wanted to blame myself for not trying hard enough to make her feel that I truly loved her. Despite that, at the end of the day, all I wanted was for her to receive the amount of love that she deserved.
hope you're ok now
@@diarieflyHard still. All I can do is to look her from afar and support her in anything I could.
yipppyyyyy, happy october!
dropped a banger again
Just when I'm feeling down, y'all released this ear blessing. Thanks Over October. Sometimes I also think of make believe if she chose me but I guess that won't happen since she's into someone else nal
We all know na maganda ang musika nila, pero I also want praise your music videos. Napakabagay, swabe, at deceptively simple
pangrelapse yata to ovo
hella goooood!!!
Ito naman nakaka hype ang vibe... 😂
Wow, this is a really good song! Really glad this popped up on my fyp :)
YEY
WAAAAAAAH
Octoberrr is going to be good. I can feel it!! See you on Friday❤️
HOOOYYYYY
A good October manifesting for all of us.
I love how the vibe of this song is quite similar to the band PREP. I enjoy this type of music so much❤❤
Second. I became your fan, wala 1 week simula nung narinig ko kayo mag-peform sa MOA. Hoping na mas marami pa kayong magawa na kanta ✨
galing >
napahagulgol ako 😄😄🫵🏻
ayos
Ganda tsngina
This is purely regret for not giving it all when s/he was still by your side. This is what scares me the most, when it comes to love since I've already exprience this kind of situation and I don't want to experience it again.
Wish we could hear u live with this song. ❤ OVO 🧸
lakas maka relapse
first
Hayyy
❤️🎧❣️
When october use to be October. It's on time
My birthday lesgo
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Mga "what if". 💔
i really want that thing but i let it go. :>
Relate
Akala ko naka move on na ako sa long time crush ko. Hindi pa pala Haha
👍🎧❤️
miz u dol
❤️❤️❤️🍎🍒💄
should make a song titled "Octover" or "Over is October" then upload it in October
❤️💋❣️💜👍
bakit ngayon lang ovo? tapos na ako mag-relapse. HAHAHAH
Miss you V
I love her still lolz ..(Jo)
bakit amoy mahal pa ang ex atake ng kanta na ito?????
hahahahahahaha ayos din timing ng release niyo ah
sakit niyo, ovo, mahal na mahal ko kayo since 2018
why does this reminds me of sarawat and tine
please tell me you’ll make a music video for this pls pls pls
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