ASMR on Thoughts and Segovia

This one is slightly out of character for me.
Normally, I don't discuss personal issues because let's be real, ASMR is just as much relaxation as it is escapism from daily woes.
On the other hand, you're all friends, and I need to get something off my chest. I finish with a bit of poetry by one of my favorites, Segovia Amil. Find her on Instagram; she's captivating (and also stunning).
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[@rachay1648]

The one thing that I have learnt through my process of opening up to people and being involved in things (I feel lonely and it's hard for me to speak to and be real to people that I am not really close to), is to stop making excuses!! Stop telling yourself that you can't make a close friend because of certain studies. You can and you will! My advice to you is to try to be open around people who don't really matter to you, practice on those who you don't mind loosing, you will see that at first it seems absolutely impossible but the more you try the easier it will get.
I apologise for this message as it probably makes no sense grammatically or syntax wise, but the core of it is to not give a shit what those around you think, live your life, do exciting things and the people will fall into place. Get involved in volunteering or a group exploring something that you're interested in. at first you may hate it and feel extremely uncomfortable, but you must push through it because it will get better and a lot easier.
I really hope you know that you are a beautiful, interesting and incredible woman, anybody watching your videos can tell you that. So please, do yourself a favor and stop examining each and every word that comes out of your mouth. nobody cares about the stupid things you may have said as much as you think they do. everybody is just thinking about themselves. I really really hope you feel at ease soon enough. and again I apologise for this absolutely terribly structured response!
I wish you all the best !! ❤❤

[@rachay1648]

@MalASMR I obviously know nothing about you, but this is what helped me personally. Hope it helped in some way. Just disregard it if it has nothing to do with the situation your in. Love your videos and i'm so sorry your going through shit :(