Being vulnerable with you guys | Death and Rebirth | Saving my pothos 🌱
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- Опубліковано 6 лют 2025
- ☾ Well I'm back...maybe not with the happiest of videos but with an authentic one. I've been in a battle-both literally with these horrible Thrips who have been killing all of my beautiful plants, and also internally with my own mind. Today I wish to finally break my silence and talk honestly with you about what I have been going through, while I propagate and try to save what I can of my majestic Golden Pothos. This video is all about DEATH and REBIRTH. Letting go and knowing when to start over again. As always, thank you so much for all your love and support, I am forever grateful to all of my Subscribers 💜💜💜✨
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Aww thank you so much sharing your story. It’s ok to not be ok and your mental health is so important. You do whatever you need to do for yourself. 😊✨ Sending you so much big witchy magical hugs! Love ya and let’s chat soon . ❤
Thank you so much Carlie!! Sending so much love to you! We need another witchy video chat soon!! ❤️✨
deana your such an angel. don’t feel bad for your vulnerability and for not creating content. allow to walk yourself through your transformation. deaths we experience in our life gives us more insight and inspiration. it’s about shedding all the old parts of us to grow our souls and consciousness & it takes out all the old wounds that we aren’t conscious of and the wounds that no longer serve our energy. let it all hit the surface bc you will shift and u will find the magick in everything again. it’ll always be with you, bc it’s been apart of you since you discovered your spirituality. im blessed to have met u and i’ll be here to chat with u anytime you need🤍 your vulnerability and awareness heals you more than you know love.
Thank you so much Evie❤️❤️always so blessed to hear your words of wisdom and I’m so grateful to have met you. You have such a beautiful energy✨✨
Ohhh Deana it hurts me to see you like this! What I can say is that i've been exactly where you are now. I felt very very deeply depressed and lost for a long time. If i can give you some advice, i would tell you the things i did to slowly get better. I started to at first eat well. When i started to prepare my own foods my own veggies and eat fruits under the sun i started to feel better, because eating healthy things made me feel like i was taking care of myself from inside out, sounds silly i know but it had to begin somewhere 😂 Then later i started to get some vitamins, biking, reading and slowly slowly i got better. Its not easy, but please try. And also, if you dont feel spiritually conected enough to create content for youtube, its okay! You can try new things here! I'm sure u have lots of parts of your personality to explore. Take your time, no feeling is final.
Thank you so much for your advice and kind words, it means so much to me! I’m definitely going to be trying harder to stay consistent with those healthy self-love habits. Getting outside in the sun often helps me feel better too and sometimes I just don’t get out enough because I’m either working or getting things done in the house. But I need to make more time for walks or even eat outside like you said. And it’s honestly such a relief to hear that you guys are open to other content on here too. I feel like that gives me more flexibility and freedom. I think a combination of spirituality and lifestyle content may be what it looks like going forward. Thank again for being here ❤️✨🙏🏽
Deana ! I don't have advice but certainly lots of love... you're not alone... the feminine creates in the dark... sometimes we do not know what our subconscious is creating until a new bloom begins. I love you
Thank you Emily! Love you lots girl! ❤️
Hey D
Whenever I think I'm out of biological options when fighting pests, I ask nature itself for a bit of help. Eelworms/nematodes or cucumeris mites might do the trick when dealing with thrips.
Anyhow, thanks for being so honest and authentic! I hope you feel better soon. And may your home be more lush than ever before! 💜
P.S: I love the pink Furby! 😻
Thank you so much for the suggestions! That’s good to know! And thanks for the kind words, I’m already feeling more hopeful these past few days ❤️
And hahahaha while editing the video I was thinking to myself I wonder if anyone will spot the Furbie!! 😂😂
Hi!
Please dont feel guilty about not posting. We see that it has been 4 months, but if i speak for myself; the only thing i was thinking; she must be going through a lot. I hope she takes care of herself, and takes the time she needs.
In the video you say; if annyone of you had a diffecult time or life changeing experiance if we could share this for advice and how to get through.
Well, i did. When i was 21 i had breast cancer. So this was also a death and rebirth for me, in a really drastic way. The thing that got me through was leaning on my loved Ones. My parents, my husband, my friends. “Be selfish” for the time i was sick. Knowing i Will get better. And knowing when i Will be better, i Will be able to help others Again. But for now; accepting that others are there for me.
I am 30 years young now. Luckly i can tell you; it does get better! Even after a death and rebirth! And i can be there for others again now. Of course there are still hard times and days, but the trust in rebirth, that there is something better wating for me at the end of it, always gets my through. Hope you find the time to heal. It Will get better. Lots of love
Nynke❤
Thank you so much for your kind words and for sharing your story. You are sooo strong, and I can’t even begin to imagine what you went through. You’re truly so inspirational to have pushed through such a difficult period and come out strong on the other side. Sending so much love to you and I’m so grateful you’re here on this journey with me ❤️🙏🏽✨
Sending you so much love and so many hugs! Thank you for sharing your heart and truth. This is a new beginning and you and your pothos will grow brand new and better than before.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
I'm glad you are back, I did miss your videos but it saddens me that you feel you're letting people down and will be forgotten for taking a break. I don't think you should feel guilty. Sure we all love to see your face that brightens our day and helps guide us through our lives as well. But, you are just as human as any of us and have bad days or weeks ect. Don't feel like you need to "put on a face and be normal and happy" to put out a video. After all your bad days are part of your spiritual journey and the days when your faith may feel tested. I think people want to see that too. It's just about finding that positivity again even in the face of hard times and uncertainty. I also get anxiety from wanting to control things. Like you said you can't control it so try and focus on the steps in front of you not so much your whole future. Take it as it comes with each day in the present. Depression comes from the past and anxiety comes from the future. I too have been in dark places where it felt everything was changing and I was losing parts of myself. In these times I try and remind myself of good things to come instead of worry about bad possibilities. I do spells in the moment to be happy and full of love. I make transition powder as part of this spell to help ease me into the changes. And most importantly take care of yourself and find things again that bring you joy. 💕
Thank you so much Michelle 🙏🏽💜 I really needed this message. I’m so grateful to have you here, you have been such a beautiful energy in this little community. So blessed to have you here through the thick and thin. Thankfully things have been getting better and better. I have been feeling more grounded again and just happier. And I’m finally feeling my inspiration and excitement to create again. So grateful I had the time to shed and release and also have you guys support me and allow me that space too. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@MagickUnleashed Aw thank you. I'm glad you are feeling better and everything is turning around for the best. Keep shining your beautiful light girl! 🌟 💖
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