My soul is raped. He truly raped my soul. The man whom I thought was my best friend, ended up raping my soul. I am consumed and debilitated with pain. I die. Just absolutely die inside. I am suffocated and bereaved. I am alone and terrified. I cannot breathe. I do not breathe. I truly want to die. I can no longer bear this pain and panic and loneliness. I'm in hell with no escape. I'm drowning. I'm suffocated. I'm all alone. So very very very alone. PANIC ATTACKS FLOOD MY BEING. Every moment of every day: PANIC PANIC PANIC. The past rapes me. Rapes my soul. He raped me. He raped my soul. HOW THE FUCK COULD HE DO THIS TO ME? I am submerged in rage and grief and terror an panic and SEVERE PTSD. SEVERE SEVERE SEVERE PTSD. I'm so all alone, and all I feel is trauma. I am abandoned and betrayed; discarded. LIKE GARBAGE. I thought he was my best friend. Debilitating paralyzing panicked pain: My best friend abandoned and betrayed me. I am suicidal and despaired. Desperate. Breathless. Hyperventilating. However, in the midst of this, I've learned these lessons: - what him and I had: was an AMAZING BEAUTIFUL adventure! for whatever reason, it wasn't meant to last... I'm grateful though, to have had it for the 17-months, that we did - everything happens gradually then suddenly... - children make everything about themselves, adults still do the same (very erroneous) - I'm better without him because I want TRUE LOVE, THE REAL THING. THE FULL MEAL DEAL. he's better without me because he wants 100% focus on his businesses and moving off-grid. ultimately, eventually: we'd just be in each other's way... - NO MORE: Victim mindset - NEVER talk shit about myself - stop comparing self to others, put self on a pedestal - stop taking shit personally, he has his wounds and traumas and insecurities, too! - standards and boundaries - inner child healing - prioritize self - be how you would be as a confident person - be in alignment - me and my two sisters are the generational curse/trauma breakers in our blood line...🔥🔥🔥
Liberated by the fact that we cannot control bad things in life . Thank you.
It's the shocks of their lives. Sometimes it's also beneficial to their lives
Dr. Puff, are you sure you're not a carpenter for you hit the nail flush on the head!!! Thanks my Brother.
Sometimes it's also a good thing. Help them grow up a lot
Sometimes they also need the same to be more mature in this life
My soul is raped.
He truly raped my soul.
The man whom I thought was my best friend,
ended up raping my soul.
I am consumed and debilitated with pain.
I die. Just absolutely die inside.
I am suffocated and bereaved.
I am alone and terrified.
I cannot breathe.
I do not breathe.
I truly want to die.
I can no longer bear this pain and panic and loneliness.
I'm in hell with no escape.
I'm drowning.
I'm suffocated.
I'm all alone.
So very very very alone.
PANIC ATTACKS FLOOD MY BEING.
Every moment of every day: PANIC PANIC PANIC.
The past rapes me.
Rapes my soul.
He raped me.
He raped my soul.
HOW THE FUCK COULD HE DO THIS TO ME?
I am submerged in rage and grief
and terror an panic and SEVERE PTSD.
SEVERE SEVERE SEVERE PTSD.
I'm so all alone, and all I feel is trauma.
I am abandoned and betrayed; discarded.
LIKE GARBAGE.
I thought he was my best friend.
Debilitating paralyzing panicked pain:
My best friend abandoned and betrayed me.
I am suicidal and despaired.
Desperate. Breathless. Hyperventilating.
However, in the midst of this, I've learned these lessons:
- what him and I had: was an AMAZING BEAUTIFUL adventure!
for whatever reason, it wasn't meant to last...
I'm grateful though, to have had it for the 17-months, that we did
- everything happens gradually then suddenly...
- children make everything about themselves,
adults still do the same (very erroneous)
- I'm better without him because I want TRUE LOVE,
THE REAL THING. THE FULL MEAL DEAL.
he's better without me because he wants 100% focus on his businesses
and moving off-grid. ultimately, eventually: we'd just be in each other's way...
- NO MORE: Victim mindset
- NEVER talk shit about myself
- stop comparing self to others, put self on a pedestal
- stop taking shit personally, he has his wounds and traumas and insecurities, too!
- standards and boundaries
- inner child healing
- prioritize self
- be how you would be as a confident person
- be in alignment
- me and my two sisters are the generational curse/trauma breakers
in our blood line...🔥🔥🔥
No fucking hallmark card will help
The Christian book on this subject is SOO MUCH BETTER than this talk