my miscarriage story | how i lost baby #2 at 5 weeks pregnant

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  • Опубліковано 6 вер 2024
  • hi...
    In todays video I wanted to share my miscarriage story, I feel like I can't continue to post videos without telling my story because it's almost like I'm hiding this baby that I never got to meet. I was truly excited to have baby #2 and give Nathan a sibling, but it just was not my time and I have to learn to move forward not only for myself but for Nathan as well. Although I was only 5 weeks, that was still a baby in my heart and it feels as though I've lost a piece of myself that I will never get back.
    If you have ever experienced this loss at any stage in your pregnancy, I want you to know that my heart goes out to you, this is a pain I would never wish upon anyone. I hope this video helps you move on as well so that we can overcome this and become the best version of ourselves for that baby we never got to meet.

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  • @cassierose6533
    @cassierose6533 2 роки тому +17

    I’m so sorry for your loss I had my second miscarriage at 5 weeks in January my first was at 10 weeks. I hate miscarriages I wouldn’t wish them on my worst enemy. I’ll pray for you ❤️

  • @deerobbins1462
    @deerobbins1462 Рік тому +5

    I’m still grieving my miscarriage from October 2021. I was also 5 weeks pregnant and the pain is still here. I totally understand what you went through. I felt like people thought I shouldn’t be sad due to the fact that I was so early in the pregnancy, but I was so overjoyed at being a mom again, and then it was snatched away from me. Prayers to you and your beautiful family. ❤️

    • @talltalllady
      @talltalllady Рік тому

      I'm sorry for your lost. How does a miscarriage start? Can it be just bleeding with no other pain or cramps? Started seeing blood when I wipe and in the toilet bowl today. I'm 6 weeks tomorrow.

  • @christinaa8824
    @christinaa8824 Рік тому +4

    Thank you for sharing your story. This just happened to me a few hours ago and it was my first pregnancy. I tested + about 1.5 weeks ago and I ovulated on Jan 8th. This topic is so overlooked as I thought it was implantation bleeding until this morning. I will hope to one day get pregnant again after I heal 🙏

  • @kristinaharder9612
    @kristinaharder9612 2 роки тому +11

    I just miscarried at 5 weeks pregnant with my 4th this past Wednesday. I'm thankful Daisy, my hubby named the baby and believes it was a girl, is in the arms of Jesus. God loves me and must have wanted to hold her even more than me. It is so very tough. I saw her sack on ultrasound the day before I miscarried. My 3 kiddos were kissing my tummy and talking to baby for a week too. Feel like part of my heart has been ripped out, but again, know God's way is perfect and rest in that knowledge.

    • @kellylopez6089
      @kellylopez6089  2 роки тому +1

      I’m so sorry for your loss, I will be praying for your and your family🙏🏼. That is the exact reason that I was able to heal. I know that God simply had other plans for our family and as much as we wanted that little angel, we know that they are back home with Him. We trust that when the time is right, He will send us another little miracle ♥️

  • @saraimarie1205
    @saraimarie1205 2 роки тому +5

    Yessss this is the WORST PAIN EVER. I'm still grieving too. I just miscarried on the 3rd and it was suppose to be my 3rd baby😓 thank you for sharing this so many women won't have to feel so alone.

    • @kellylopez6089
      @kellylopez6089  2 роки тому +1

      I’m so sorry to hear that, sending love your way♥️ We are strong women and we will get through this together, we are never alone!

    • @kristinaharder9612
      @kristinaharder9612 2 роки тому +1

      I miscarried my 4th on March 30th♡. So tough. Resting on the Lord, but still grieving.

    • @saraimarie1205
      @saraimarie1205 2 роки тому +1

      @@kristinaharder9612 Its so hard bc I still think about it until this very day too and it happened a month ago but we just need to trust in Gods plan bc only he knows what’s best for us🤧 stay strong!

    • @kristinaharder9612
      @kristinaharder9612 2 роки тому

      @@saraimarie1205 I think we will think about it for our whole lives. We lost a precious baby. What comforts me is knowing I'll see my Daisy again. My hubby thinks it was a girl and gave her a name. Having a name and gender has helped me ♡.

  • @magdaburgers879
    @magdaburgers879 2 роки тому +6

    Honey, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the disspointment that comes with it. In May 2020 I've experienced my first miscarriage when I was 7 weeks. The only difference is, I had no bleeding or pain. This is called a silent miscarriage. I've never heard of it before then. It completely broke me. I had a break down. People could probably not understand why it was so hard, cause after all I was only 7 weeks along.... we found out later on that it was a chromosomal disease called Turner syndrome.
    In May 2021 I had my second miscarriage at 14 weeks!! It was yet again another silent miscarriage. Baby's heart just stops beating. It was another chromosomal abnormality, this time it was Triploidy. Three syndromes in one.
    It helped my healing process along to know what had happened to my babies.
    I hope you were able to find out what had happened to yours?

    • @kellylopez6089
      @kellylopez6089  2 роки тому +2

      I’m so sorry to hear that, I’m glad you were able to find out why it happened and it helped your healing process♥️ I was never able to know why I miscarried, the doctors just told me that it was most likely a genetic mutation that did not allow the fetus to properly grow, but my heart knows that God simply had other plans for me and it was not my time, so he called out angel back home to Him🙏🏼

    • @magdaburgers879
      @magdaburgers879 2 роки тому

      @@kellylopez6089 thank you 😊
      Other things that helped with my healing process was to name both my babies. The first one was Madison (gender neutral). When we found out what happened, we also found out she was a girl. The second one was also a girl and we called her Hannah. So, I created these special photos of both of their sonar pics and what I looked like at that time, with a message on from mommy and daddy. I had those framed. It warms my heart every day when I look at it.
      I'm sharing what worked for me, in the hopes that it might work for you too.
      Through it all God has been good ❤

  • @chelseasmith2603
    @chelseasmith2603 Рік тому +4

    Im gonna put a trigger warning here just incase so be warned
    I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks with my second baby, it was really hard and really painful both emotionally and physically. The worst part was sitting on the toilet and i could feel my body pushing similar to when i was in labour so i put toilet paper under myself and the little baby was on the toilet paper.. its hurts so much more to think about because the age of the baby i miscarried was the same age i saw my son on our first ultrasound. I feel like not only am i mourning the baby but the relationship my son would have had with them

    • @kinamiller9613
      @kinamiller9613 10 місяців тому

      That's what it felt like to me every time tissue came out.

  • @sandymontrond8140
    @sandymontrond8140 2 роки тому +6

    It’s happening with me right now … also 5 weeks … my heart is 💔
    Be strong

    • @kellylopez6089
      @kellylopez6089  2 роки тому +2

      I’m so sorry to hear that, praying for you, we will get through this♥️

    • @kristinaharder9612
      @kristinaharder9612 2 роки тому +1

      Just experienced this on this past Wednesday at 5 weeks pregnant. God loves us and He adores the little babies we lost. Praying for you as we both grieve.

    • @sandymontrond8140
      @sandymontrond8140 2 роки тому

      Thank you ladies

  • @samsbeauty8597
    @samsbeauty8597 2 роки тому +2

    I also lost my baby of 8 weeks 12 days ago bcuz of heavy bleed I miscarried I was very happy before this incident because it was my first baby..😥but now I'm so upset and disturb please pray for me everyone 🙏🏼

  • @wolfsister4957
    @wolfsister4957 2 роки тому +1

    Thank you for sharing! I had a miscarriage last weekend. It was so emotional and I felt so alone. My husband doesn’t understand why I’m so sad. I was 6 or 7 weeks along. I believe she was a girl. We called her little bean. Our little boy was gonna be a big brother.
    I believe my miscarriage happened due to a blatter condition I have called interstitial cystitis that made my immune system go into overdrive and attacked the baby. After my condition settles down, we’ll try again.

    • @rosyapplekitchen635
      @rosyapplekitchen635 2 роки тому

      So sorry to hear this. I was 9 weeks but baby died at 6 weeks this happened in October and I still can’t move on. 😔

  • @lizguzman1175
    @lizguzman1175 Рік тому +1

    As im watching your video I feel your pain momma, currently going through a miscarriage as well 😢😢

  • @nancysanchez4861
    @nancysanchez4861 Рік тому +1

    I just miscarried baby #2 at 5 weeks this past Sunday😢😢… I know your pain momma.

  • @kamilahgreen4978
    @kamilahgreen4978 2 роки тому +1

    I am sorry for your miscarriage I just had my 11th miscarriage two weeks ago I am still heart broken I break down every time & don’t think I will ever be able to heal from them till I actually have a healthy successful pregnancy

    • @kisha26able
      @kisha26able 2 роки тому

      I don’t know you but I’m praying for you. I’m going through my 4th miscarriage now and still no live babies of my own. I would not wish this pain on any woman!! I hope God blesses you with a healthy baby soon!

    • @vissyjones6562
      @vissyjones6562 2 роки тому

      Check your progesterone levels

    • @vissyjones6562
      @vissyjones6562 2 роки тому

      Check your progesterone levels..that can cause miscarriage as well besides chromosomal abnormality.

  • @alexandrawhittington8083
    @alexandrawhittington8083 2 роки тому +1

    thank you for sharing your story. so strong. i’m sending you and your family so much love and strength. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @deeit529
    @deeit529 2 роки тому

    It hurts me to see this. I would had my first baby but i had a miscarrage at 7 weeks at age 36. Now i am 38 and still can't have a baby. I am also woried of my age. Also thinking why i am in places where i am seeing happy mothers pregnant. It hurts me more.

  • @ntd8442
    @ntd8442 2 роки тому +1

    My case is similar to yours, I found out I was pregnant on Feb 1,2022 and a week later I saw spotting and I came to the clinic, they told me I was 6 weeks based on my last period, my hcg level was low that day and the student doctor did an Ultrasound but he couldnt find anything, 2 days later my HCg increased to a level that its supposed to be but then 2 days later it wasnt increased much, I got another ultrasound and the doctor told me she saw something but it wasnt looked like it was developing normally so she told me that I had got a miscarriage. I told her I wanted to watch and wait and let my body did what it had to. I kept my hopes up that maybe my baby would still develop and I waited for another 2 weeks, this time I got another ultrasound at another place and the technician was able to see my baby with fetal pole yoksac and everything right after she put the thing on my belly, unlike when the doctors did the vaginal ultrasound and they had hard times looking for the baby. I was happy I thought I was right for waiting for another 2 weeks and that my baby was still developing, but unfortunately after I went home from the ultrasound I started feeling more cramping and later that night, I bled out everything. I collected the tissues and did an emergency at home baptism with hope that God would bring my baby back home to heaven and one day we would be able to meet again for the first time.
    It still hurts to talk about it as we have been trying for 2 years and it was our first baby, but I am sure one day God will bless us with another baby when the time comes. ❤️

    • @kellylopez6089
      @kellylopez6089  2 роки тому +1

      I’m so sorry to hear that, I will be praying for you and I hope you are blessed with a beautiful rainbow baby♥️

  • @blessedgodproperty6232
    @blessedgodproperty6232 2 роки тому

    Having a miscarriage is really heartbreaking for women i recently had a miscartiage and i could have held on to my emotions and be dragged into depression but thank God for those who helped me pray at the weakest point i looked up to Jesus and i saw the one who is the giver of life.i trust the lord in everything he knows best

  • @maxine1437
    @maxine1437 2 роки тому +1

    Sorry for your lost.get over your way there is no exactly and special way off grieving.i went true miscarriages 3 times in my lifetime and its still hurts .

  • @all-about-unboxing5026
    @all-about-unboxing5026 2 роки тому

    I'm sorry for your loss. I'm having thesame problem but may I know if what is the level of you HCG? Because as for me I am still on monitoring my HCG until now but i waa bleeding for a month now, my OB still hoping it will be a healthy pregnancy because Injust had my LMP march 28.

  • @aslatton101
    @aslatton101 4 місяці тому

    I just had mine yesterday… exactly 5 weeks and 1 day.

  • @jennahunter2968
    @jennahunter2968 2 роки тому

    I understand this feeling. Horrible pain 💔

  • @amirkazmi1841
    @amirkazmi1841 2 роки тому

    sorry for your lost
    i really prayer for you

  • @rabiyavlogs033
    @rabiyavlogs033 2 роки тому

    What's your doctor gave u advice for the next baby try ?

  • @kz6713
    @kz6713 2 роки тому

    Just lost mine. I'm just existing

  • @rabiyavlogs033
    @rabiyavlogs033 2 роки тому

    What's your doctor recommended for the next try ?

  • @rabiyavlogs033
    @rabiyavlogs033 2 роки тому

    Same situation happened with me

  • @joaquinlopez
    @joaquinlopez 2 роки тому +3

    It wasn’t God’s time, baby. I love you ❤️

  • @MariReduce
    @MariReduce 2 роки тому

    ❤️😢

  • @rawwblikeee399
    @rawwblikeee399 2 роки тому

    🥺🥺🥺

  • @justdigoddess7462
    @justdigoddess7462 2 роки тому +1

    I know the feeling i had a miscarriage in 2019 too

    • @kellylopez6089
      @kellylopez6089  2 роки тому

      I’m so sorry to hear that, we just have to take it one day at a time♥️