long awaited mental health update and grwm x

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  • Опубліковано 31 гру 2018
  • thankyou so much for being so patient with me. i love you guys x
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    just want you to know that i truly love you and thankyou for changing my life, Marie x

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  • @mentalhealth2908
    @mentalhealth2908 5 років тому +32

    Marie I'm so proud of you!! You have been through so much!!! And you have also went through similar thing's to me I self harm quite badly I'm only 17 and I got sectioned when I was 15 on a section 3 !! I'm so happy that you have found the bright side of the tunnel and you will make progress everyday , Everyday won't be the same you will have good days and bad days but hopefully more good times than bad! Just think of how far you have came and spend some quality time with your family and friends I can't tell you how proud I am of you!!! I know you will do good in life I see a very bright future in you and I know that you will succeed on to bigger things in life even though you might not think that during your bad times!!! Ignore the haters who comment on your selfharm they're just horrible and have no consideration for others and must have problems their self to judge you and say horrible things about you , they must have problems their self , people don't get mental illness if they haven't been through it themselves !!!! Believe in yourself lovely!! 💜

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +9

      this comment means so so much to me. it's not easy having mental health problems as I'm so sure you know, I just want to say thankyou for this - it is difficult but I see a bright future for yourself too, just because we're struggling now it doesn't mean that we will forever. I hope that you understand how special and how beautiful your soul is for taking your time to write this even though I might not have even seen it. all I can say is thankyou. you have radiated positivity and i hope others see your comment too and relate it to themselves xxxx

    • @mentalhealth2908
      @mentalhealth2908 5 років тому +1

      @@marieroseeee omg just made me cry have you got àn email address so we can keep in touch??? Xxxx

    • @mentalhealth2908
      @mentalhealth2908 5 років тому

      @@marieroseeee please reply back when you have the time x

  • @emilyadeline1046
    @emilyadeline1046 5 років тому +41

    Hope you’re ok... you help me so much and that’s not supposed to sound like a pressure on you, I just wanted to say thank you! X

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +1

      oh Emily thank YOU, your support is the reason I keep going - honestly thankyou for your comment it means so much xxx

  • @Battlepantiies
    @Battlepantiies 5 років тому +4

    I've also been struggling with derealization and deperonalisation - and I also feel shit when I'm not productive, but when you don't feel real it's so hard to concentrate and do things and understand things

  • @miacatmull5244
    @miacatmull5244 5 років тому

    Your so brave and such an inspiration thankyou so much for fighting to be here and being here!! I love you so much you've helped me so much 💗

  • @layniedodds7993
    @layniedodds7993 5 років тому

    I love you so much honestly your such a legend so happy I discovered you channel so long ago and have been here ever since xx

  • @oliviahegarty1959
    @oliviahegarty1959 5 років тому

    glad to hear things are improving for you 💘💘

  • @nats967
    @nats967 5 років тому

    Always love love love watching your videos, it’s so nice to watch someone who’s just so real y’know??? You’re a fab person☺️☺️☺️

  • @bethchristie6275
    @bethchristie6275 5 років тому

    You’re an amazing, inspirational person! I hope you start to feel better soon. Lots of love 🖤 ps. the headbands cute as hell

  • @laurenamurray
    @laurenamurray 5 років тому

    everything you said was so relatable to what i have gone through, hence why i find your channel just amazing.
    really hope you are getting better now, relapsing happens but it’s what comes next that is important x
    sending ALL the good vibes

  • @tamarafromberg9996
    @tamarafromberg9996 5 років тому

    Marie. I just wanted to say that you helped me trough a lot. I really love you! You are absolutely gorgeous!❤️

  • @alexandrasandor1472
    @alexandrasandor1472 5 років тому +20

    I think the 2nd camera was a bit better. :) Have a Happy New Year!💞 Love you!❤

  • @katesh6766
    @katesh6766 5 років тому +2

    Your videos are honestly the best. I had been struggling with eating and I’m proud to now say I’m a bit over two months clean of restricting👍🏻thank you!

  • @loveaims
    @loveaims 5 років тому

    Marie, we all believe in you so much. i know you’re such an incredible beautiful fighter and i know right now it’s hard but hard times don’t always last. it will get better i promise. you have got this babe. just keep pushing through and keep being the beautiful amazing inspiring girl you are. we all believe in you are care about you and love you so so much💘💘

  • @taylorg2765
    @taylorg2765 5 років тому

    I couldn't agree more with you about "your work self" and your "real" self. I feel the same way when I'm at work vs. When i have time off. Wishing you the best 🖤

  • @laurajayne6711
    @laurajayne6711 5 років тому

    I'm going through a bit of a blip rn and this video has summed up a lot of my feeling so. Thank you for being so open and honest. You help me so much! You are so strong and so amazing! Keep going!💛

  • @imogenmcpherson4865
    @imogenmcpherson4865 5 років тому

    Marie, I can't explain how much watching your videos has helped me. I'm a fair bit younger but I've gone through similar things & I love to watch you grow & overcome challenges, even if their difficult. You inspire me so much and I am forever grateful for you & your beautiful personality. I'm sorry that your going through a tough time right now, I believe you are strong & will be able to conquer this & come out like a boss. (; Lots of love 💞

  • @elisabethxx4328
    @elisabethxx4328 5 років тому

    I love you so much. Try to remember you are beautiful inside and out💗Your videos are a big help to me, but never feel afraid to take a break off UA-cam if it’s too much pressure on you xxxxx

  • @Aicha-oq9xq
    @Aicha-oq9xq 5 років тому

    You rock anything you wear Marie, including that headband!! x

  • @HannahVlogsMH
    @HannahVlogsMH 5 років тому

    I relate to you a lot with the whole dissociation I find mines too bad to work at all, so for you to manage to hold down a job is amazing I wish I had that in me to fake being able to stay at a job, I’m just a reckless mess though! Proud of you anyway you’ve come so far anyway💞

  • @beckyf4503
    @beckyf4503 5 років тому +3

    Love you lots Marie !! You continue to inspire me every day and I’m so sorry life can be so tough :( keep going gal 💖🥰

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому

      i love yoU!! we will get through this and one day we wont feel dictated by our minds xxxx

  • @punpuniia
    @punpuniia 5 років тому

    marie we love you so much! happy new year, i hope 2019 will be a good year for you ❤️ x

  • @alanafig2574
    @alanafig2574 5 років тому +1

    Ily Marie !!

  • @katiedalrymple2661
    @katiedalrymple2661 5 років тому

    sending you all the love, we appreciate you so so much 💗

  • @JasmineClarke
    @JasmineClarke 5 років тому +1

    your what inspired me to start a youtube channel! i love you so much

  • @ellafrancescawhite8654
    @ellafrancescawhite8654 5 років тому

    Sending lots of love and hugs! Happy New Year xxx

  • @kellytsesmelis4897
    @kellytsesmelis4897 5 років тому

    I understand where you are coming from. I have BPD and while I can function for the most part I also get triggered randomly where I don’t want to know anyone or I’m overly anxious about things. It can be really hard to deal with sometimes but I think it’s great that we can all support each other and know we aren’t alone. I feel inspired just watching you right now ❤️🖤❤️

  • @kelsey.shutup_7173
    @kelsey.shutup_7173 5 років тому

    I’m glad you opened up. I hope it helped you. We all love you and care about you. Good luck with anything and everything 😉
    (P.S. you look so cute in that headband)

  • @MissJJJCG
    @MissJJJCG 5 років тому +6

    You've been such an inspiration to me ever since I discovered your channel. Sending lots of love

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +1

      oh kat thankyou so so much, sending so much love your way too xxxx

  • @emmeliekefouche6920
    @emmeliekefouche6920 5 років тому +15

    Such an inspiration❤Your heart is gold!!Stay strong and keep being the beautiful woman you are...Love you

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +1

      oh natalie, this commment made me emosh! thankyou. that means so much to me x

  • @Dochas-ww3gc
    @Dochas-ww3gc 5 років тому

    You are so compelling, relatable and just overall lovely. I stumbled across your channel by happy accident a few months ago. On the surface, there are more differences than similarities between us (I am wayyy older than you, American, not a big UA-cam user, etc). I watched the majority of your videos over a few days and find your content a delightful mixture of funny, honest, upbeat, realistic without oversharing and a million other things that bring me back to them. The sweet things you write to your younger and more vulnerable viewers while you are struggling yourself really shows the best parts of human nature and social media.

  • @evecoates3261
    @evecoates3261 5 років тому +3

    You’ve helped so many people so much, now it’s time to focus on yourself and that’s okay, you do you boo xoxo

  • @ainedolley5438
    @ainedolley5438 5 років тому +9

    I hope this year brings you nothing but happiness cus you're so sweet and beautiful and kind. I love you always darling xxx

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +2

      i love you aine. thankyou. i love you xxxx

  • @alicephilippa8447
    @alicephilippa8447 5 років тому +2

    happy new year love x

  • @myawatkins8149
    @myawatkins8149 5 років тому +3

    love you, hope 2019 is a good year, wishing you the best💘💘

  • @ChristyGagga
    @ChristyGagga 5 років тому +1

    Ahh I see “am I normal yet?” in the background ahhh😍 such a good book😍😍

  • @Mountaingoat4234
    @Mountaingoat4234 5 років тому +4

    Haha I'm not shocked you have a boyfriend, I'm just happy for you. I hope your mental health starts to get a bit better ❤️ Happy new year!

  • @peppipohjola6232
    @peppipohjola6232 5 років тому +31

    Can you do a video about dissociative disorders?💗

    • @Akanchwua
      @Akanchwua 5 років тому +6

      Yes!!! Please talk more about the dissociation/depersonalisation, I recently went through something very similar and I'd love to hear your experience

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +7

      yes i would love to do one, firstly id have to understand them abit more - i have my own experience but yes, hopefully in the future i will! xxxx

    • @beckygreen9693
      @beckygreen9693 5 років тому +1

      marieroseeee I have dissociate before when I was having a break down from anxiety or whatever is wrong with me, I was in front of my mirror and I felt like I was looking at someone else or watching myself it’s confusing xx

  • @rainyday8161
    @rainyday8161 5 років тому

    Thanks for the update! Love gou soo much. And you are soo pretty.
    I kinda prefer the second camera to be honest. Keep getting better❤❤❤

  • @kiarhianna1363
    @kiarhianna1363 5 років тому

    I agree 100% about work! I got signed off work for a week just before Xmas due to the same issues. At work it’s good because I feel as though I can be a different person and feel good because I can do my job well but then the come down when I came home was just a lot and got too much! So I understand 100%. ❤️

  • @aaliy0h
    @aaliy0h 5 років тому

    hope you’re okay, love uu❤️

  • @kaitlinnburchett376
    @kaitlinnburchett376 5 років тому

    1 that headband is SO pretty on you! 2 the second camera. 3 please do a "books you need to read" video! I love reading and need new suggestions. Ilysm 💛

  • @Lisa-iv4ll
    @Lisa-iv4ll 5 років тому

    You absolutely can wear that headband , the first thing i thought when the video came on was holy ShiZit I love that headband she looks so good !

  • @EmilySimsySims
    @EmilySimsySims 5 років тому

    You look like a 70s disco queen in the headband luv itttttt

  • @Battlepantiies
    @Battlepantiies 5 років тому

    Hey girl that headband looks cute asf, first thing I thought when I saw u !! 💚

  • @alanafig2574
    @alanafig2574 5 років тому +7

    First couple of seconds in and you look so beautiful - hope you’re doing well x

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +3

      alana, thankyou! im doing better, sending hugs xxxx

  • @emilyx1601
    @emilyx1601 5 років тому +3

    Honestly I admire you so much ❤️x

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +1

      thankyou so much emily! x

    • @emilyx1601
      @emilyx1601 5 років тому

      marieroseeee ❤️❤️

  • @cloud.observations
    @cloud.observations 5 років тому +20

    don't mean to sound intrusive, but i have been struggling a lot with food recently and feel you may have too? sending all the love. i am totally going through a crisis rn too lol. totally sucksss xxxxxxxxxxx

  • @staceyvandermeer612
    @staceyvandermeer612 5 років тому

    omg I feel the exact same way if I don't have a productive day, you put it into words so well, like I haven't seen so many films because I feel like I'm wasting time??? I thought I was the only one ahaha

  • @1903chrisholden
    @1903chrisholden 5 років тому

    Hope you're well and that you have a fantastic 2019

  • @ashantibrown23
    @ashantibrown23 5 років тому

    U help me get through stuff and help me in situations like when people ask me about my arms❤️

  • @Becksy22
    @Becksy22 5 років тому

    I’ve been struggling with my mental health too & like you, I’ve been denying it, I’ve been choosing to ignore it. I hope things get better for you xxx

  • @thelaileychannel
    @thelaileychannel 5 років тому

    Headband looks so gorgeous on you!!!!!

  • @ellisesanchez-garci7216
    @ellisesanchez-garci7216 5 років тому +1

    Sending love xx

  • @hannahdonaldson9674
    @hannahdonaldson9674 5 років тому +2

    I am a New Zealander and when you were talking about New Zealanders saying "beautiful" I was cracking up ahahah p.s I love you
    xx

  • @emmalouise3880
    @emmalouise3880 5 років тому

    Ily Marie

  • @SammyGrimm
    @SammyGrimm 5 років тому

    love your videos babe

  • @mentalhealth2908
    @mentalhealth2908 5 років тому

    For all of you suffering from mental health , you won't feel like this within time I'm sure it will get better , it just takes time ignore all of the negativity because you all are beautiful!!! Just look inside of your heart and you will see that you have a heart of gold and relate to other people going through the same things we are all different and unique in our own ways and we all can shine like a diamond and also succed anything in our lives , it may seem hard now but it's not worth the scars on your arms or the hunger pains we are all beautiful in our hearts and it's the personality that counts thank you!!!!!! 💜💜

  • @liamodonovan3437
    @liamodonovan3437 5 років тому +9

    Your beautiful sorry your mental health is so negative hope you feel better soon your a brave person to talk so openly and honestly about your mental health love you your a very strong woman

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому +1

      i love you!! thankyou so so much this means the world to me, hope all is good with you too xxx

  • @ellieoloughlin3419
    @ellieoloughlin3419 5 років тому

    sending u alllllllllllllllll the love and hugs, luv ya♥️

  • @lornatw
    @lornatw 5 років тому

    Love your intro, cute and creative 😊💚

  • @serinat2181
    @serinat2181 5 років тому +1

    Bless your dad

  • @hjc9114
    @hjc9114 5 років тому +1

    Love you and your hair band

  • @katesh6766
    @katesh6766 5 років тому

    Hello Marie! I have something to say
    So I actually haven’t gone through a proper self harm phase, thank goodness. I am only 13 (technically 13 in 13 days actually) so that’s probably not saying much. I suppose I’ve scratched myself before but because of the media and boredom not as a coping mechanism. Anyway, my friend went through a bad patch with self harm recently, and it was very horrible to see. Your videos helped me so much and it taught me so much that I feel more capable to help if it ever happens again. So basically, big thank you!! You also helped me so much when I was kind of struggling with eating a few months ago. So another big thank you from me.💗💕💞sending happy vibes, and I hope 2019 is an amazing year for you

  • @Taylor-hl8vq
    @Taylor-hl8vq 5 років тому

    I’ve been waiting for this video! I’m so proud!! And I thought I recognised your boyfriend haha! Look after yourself xxx

  • @katrinasmyth6017
    @katrinasmyth6017 5 років тому +1

    I have only just found your videos a couple of weeks ago, just after I got out of IP so I didn’t realise you were struggling. I’m sorry to hear you aren’t doing too well, I hope you start to feel better soon. I have recently been diagnosed with BPD and I was wondering if you find DBT helpful? I’m going to be starting it soon and I was just wondering because you and I are very similar from what I’ve watched. I’ve spent long amounts of time in inpatient, with depression, anxiety and BPD. I usually go in feeling suicidal and then psychosis starts when my mood gets lower. So yeah, was just wondering if DBT has helped at all?

  • @ellejames4128
    @ellejames4128 5 років тому

    hope you're okay❤️❤️

  • @charlottewhysall7957
    @charlottewhysall7957 5 років тому

    I actually see you as an older sister, I look up to you so much❣️❣️❣️

  • @-hannah-1731
    @-hannah-1731 5 років тому

    also the second camera seems to make colours seem more alive especially skin tones! so I think that one is good :)

  • @emk-4142
    @emk-4142 5 років тому

    6:58 wow. This is spot on for meeee

  • @niamhbowden8507
    @niamhbowden8507 5 років тому

    Happy new year

  • @evevelvet7820
    @evevelvet7820 5 років тому +3

    Stfu with that headband, I love you❣️

  • @milanafoulkes5310
    @milanafoulkes5310 5 років тому

    Marie babe what music do you put at the start of videos when you type stuff? It’s so calming😍😩

  • @alliecary.
    @alliecary. 5 років тому

    I have so much respect for you. you tell it how it is, but don’t romanticize it. you say what needs to be heard, but you don’t over-share or trigger people. You primarily focus on mental health, but that doesn’t mean you’re afraid to step outside of the box and post a town vlog. Keep doing you Marie. You’re a light

    • @alliecary.
      @alliecary. 5 років тому

      also.. it’s not just your mum lollll

  • @rachlovesmj7517
    @rachlovesmj7517 5 років тому

    Stfu with that headband 😂❤️ ILYSM

  • @sloanlee9321
    @sloanlee9321 5 років тому

    i have the same fitbit

  • @serinat2181
    @serinat2181 5 років тому

    Hi Marie,
    How are you?
    It's good to hear from you again x

  • @natford8271
    @natford8271 5 років тому

    That hair band looks good on you.

  • @melissamenzies9217
    @melissamenzies9217 5 років тому

    stfu with that headband
    loveeee the headband btw :)
    love love you and all your videos sending love

  • @olivia-rc3od
    @olivia-rc3od 5 років тому +1

    Stfu with that headband 😂 love you ❤️

  • @sarahjenkins6433
    @sarahjenkins6433 5 років тому

    Your hair colour looks gorgeous! Have you gone darker? X

  • @charlottehooton6710
    @charlottehooton6710 5 років тому

    I remember the vlog with u and ur boyfriend! It was when u went to a zoo!!! I’m an OG babe 😹x

  • @viivipaananen8451
    @viivipaananen8451 5 років тому +2

    Stfu with that headband!😂💖

  • @-hannah-1731
    @-hannah-1731 5 років тому

    I hope this time passes for you my love! I couldn't help but notice you have the secret history by donna tart on your shelf, I was thinking of reading it my self, is it any good?❤︎

  • @isabellegulicher9167
    @isabellegulicher9167 5 років тому

    Where did you bought the fairy lights? Xx

  • @sashathorpe
    @sashathorpe 5 років тому

    what shade do you use your benefit eyebrow products in xx

  • @karawawer
    @karawawer 5 років тому

    babe, you’re not the only one who has been struggling recently. i know it probably sounds weird, but i’m glad i’m not the only one who’s been feeling like this. i hope you get better soon! all the love 💕

  • @elizabethr5
    @elizabethr5 5 років тому +6

    if you’re not too uncomfortable answering, has this relapse/blip changed your opinion on whether or not you do have bpd? since you said before you weren’t sure that was a correct diagnosis
    hope things start to improve for you either way x

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 років тому

      Elizabeth R it’s STILLLLLL under consideration. Honestly they don’t really know what I have 🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @emmalouise3880
    @emmalouise3880 5 років тому +3

    New Zealander’s are called kiwi’s

  • @madelynrose2330
    @madelynrose2330 5 років тому +2

    stfu with that headband! love u Marie

  • @serinat2181
    @serinat2181 5 років тому +2

    Please remember how fab you are x

  • @zoeeee5387
    @zoeeee5387 5 років тому +6

    You’ve lost so much weight Marie :(

  • @amaralucille1997
    @amaralucille1997 5 років тому

    Since you’re 5’9 and pretty tall where all do you shop for jeans that fit all the way bc I’m 5’9 and have the worst time finding jeans

  • @Following.moonshadow
    @Following.moonshadow 5 років тому +2

    MY MOM DOES THAT AS WELL LMAO

  • @robinschweiger1854
    @robinschweiger1854 5 років тому +3

    Stfu with that headband❤️

  • @paige0hadley925
    @paige0hadley925 5 років тому +1

    I think the 1st cam is a bit better

  • @beckycoyne7475
    @beckycoyne7475 5 років тому +3

    So my brothers just told me today he’s depressed, he said to me the reason he drinks so much is to get rid of the pain, he also says he has voices in his head like demons? I literally have no idea on what to do. I never realised he felt like this.. and he says he gets depressed from his job. Any ideas on what I should do?

    • @beckycoyne7475
      @beckycoyne7475 5 років тому +1

      Rachel Eh? He’s told my mum already, he’s going to somewhere called ‘Alcohol Anonymous’ I just feel like he’s trying to avoid everything and he probably won’t turn up

    • @miffyymoon
      @miffyymoon 5 років тому +2

      Let him know you're there for him and maybe help him look in to getting professional help if he's willing. Often just knowing someones there to listen no matter what can really help

    • @beckycoyne7475
      @beckycoyne7475 5 років тому +1

      sad face Yeah I will do, thank you!! X

    • @miffyymoon
      @miffyymoon 5 років тому +1

      @@beckycoyne7475 I hope everything goes well 💕

  • @adroitberet317
    @adroitberet317 5 років тому

    I suffer with derealization. I'd really like it if you could mabye do a video on it ?

  • @lottatila4298
    @lottatila4298 5 років тому

    Hey Marie, could you do a video on dating while having mental health issues?

  • @leathomas3719
    @leathomas3719 5 років тому

    Stfu with that headband 😁💕

  • @elisatladixo
    @elisatladixo 5 років тому

    7.7k views🤬🥰