I Wanted To Hurt My Celly: A Snake & Alcohol Story

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  • @nowar9220
    @nowar9220 9 місяців тому +5

    As an ex addict, that dude is absolutely fkn despicable!!!
    If i saw ppl (not even friends) considering trying an opiate id do anything and everything i can to prevent it!
    Take my time to explain what type of turmoil and internal anguish it will cause, the doors you open will NEVER ever be closed and it will screw your head permanently!
    To hear that dude say that absolutely pisses me TF off knowing what those addictions will do to your life!
    Salute and much respect for keeping those doors sternly shut!
    And to any1 reading this i urge you to be just as stern youre entire life, be pround of your sobriety! And fight like your life depends on it to keep ahold of it!
    Play stupid games win stupid prizes, theres no such thing as a part time opiate addict, it will always end in harsh physical addiction couoled with mental addiction also, both extremely difficult to deal with!

  • @OvertIntelligence
    @OvertIntelligence 9 місяців тому +4

    Wow, that hit hard. People have a sick pleasure in seeing others fall. I can’t say that I haven’t done anything shady either. I’m sure we all have moments in our past that we aren’t proud of. But when you see others do it to you it really makes you think about the times you have unconsciously tried to hurt others. Glad we can see it for what it is “hate” and strive to be better people where we can. Still have to be tough as a man but there is a time and place…

  • @StefanySanchez805
    @StefanySanchez805 3 місяці тому +1

    Realizing you’re a changed man is a beautiful thing!! 💙

  • @docholliday2961
    @docholliday2961 9 місяців тому +1

    Snakes are everywhere regardless inside and outside carnalito my abuelito used to said to me as a kid mijo in life there's no friends they don't exist and sure enough he was right ended up getting that cya# thanks to those snakes 🐀🐀🐀 from the barrio who you think are your brothers but their not. Stay clean.

  • @beardthebutcher8832
    @beardthebutcher8832 14 днів тому

    Bro fighting people for saying they’re not drunk is legit one of the funniest things I’ve heard all year. “Why you drinkin all fast homie” 😂😂😂😂😂

  • @alejorosas7302
    @alejorosas7302 10 місяців тому +14

    This is a good video dubs! I'm a recovering alcoholic 2 years 3 months now. I CANNOT drink because i get the same way man. 10ft tall 900lbs jack ass with everybody. I finally quit because i was tired of being THAT GUY anymore. I made a promise to my family and myself that i would never drink again. It's not easy to do. One day at a time homie.

    • @jastnatur
      @jastnatur 4 місяці тому

      God bless your efforts. God knows your trying . I've been drinking since I was a kid and only got worse after I joined the army .God knows and God appreciates .

  • @DTA707
    @DTA707 10 місяців тому +12

    Dubs "I'm fucked up. Are you fucked up?"
    Everyone 😲

  • @Khate999
    @Khate999 12 днів тому

    Dude that's awesome you have the self-awareness to have worked through all that anger and hate and all the other stuff. Some people unfortunately cannot or will not do that and just hang on to it to the bitter end.

  • @ScottAllen5568
    @ScottAllen5568 10 місяців тому +13

    That is a truly evil person. I myself was introduced to hard drugs and indeed, it had a very detrimental effect on my life. I had been accepted to USC law school and did not even enroll due to drug use. I don't blame anybody. I would never encourage even my worst enemy to use.

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 9 місяців тому +2

      Congratulations on getting excepted into USC. You got this the hardest part was getting in. Now. Be proud of yourself. Stay with it. It’s not an easy toll! Great accomplishment and congratulations!!! 🎊.

  • @deusexwhatever8963
    @deusexwhatever8963 26 днів тому

    You’re for reals a changed man. Good shit. I’m impressed you made yourself whole again.

  • @blksubiesti
    @blksubiesti 9 місяців тому +1

    Had to stop drinking over 15 plus years ago. Several tours in Iraq in the infantry and when I drink all that S-t comes right to the front. I learned a long time ago for the people I care about I had to give that up. I’m mentally not past it and that some realness you recognized that and dealt with it many don’t or can’t.

  • @LewisMaynard-e7b
    @LewisMaynard-e7b 3 місяці тому

    😂 I'm 73 Did 17 Years in Ohio and Lv your Stories especially Richie Peace

  • @victorr.palaciojr.
    @victorr.palaciojr. 3 місяці тому

    Dubs you said you lived in SD. Bro I'm from the Valley Imperial but I live in S D are you a Padre fan bro just asking I am lol gracias bro for your realism, and the maturity you show in your video. If we would of had examples like that when we were growing up I'm pretty sure it wouldn't of gone down how we lived our youth and our early adult life bro. I can see the wisdom you have . Continue giving our youth the courage to become productive adults we all want our kids to become again gracias mi hermano. God bless you and your family.

  • @joserico4156
    @joserico4156 8 місяців тому

    Thanks for sharing carnal much love respect 👍

  • @chrisrivera562
    @chrisrivera562 10 місяців тому +8

    I was the same way when I drank. I was angry and aggressive.. thank you for sharing your story bro! Saludos from LOVINGTON NEW MEXICO

  • @justinv8932
    @justinv8932 10 місяців тому +8

    Hearing your story, reminds me of a neighbor I used to have. Old school dude named Sharky. He was from Azusa… always a cool dude, and I considered him a friend. Hearing your story about being a changed man and knowing that especially after a few beers. Definitely reminds me some of our conversations over a few beers.

    • @chritopherherrera2349
      @chritopherherrera2349 9 місяців тому

      What happened to your friend sharky?

    • @justinv8932
      @justinv8932 9 місяців тому

      @@chritopherherrera2349 I’m pretty sure he moved back to LA County… kept in touch for a minute, but now I have no idea

  • @John-zt8fd
    @John-zt8fd 9 місяців тому

    Ur a really good precise, clear speaker dubs.

  • @boognish.
    @boognish. 10 місяців тому +3

    Damn Dubs. This was deep and hits close to home

  • @Dan-vc4ku
    @Dan-vc4ku 10 місяців тому +12

    Dubs this video meant the world to me! Im clean and sober and it was a good reminder as to why. Thanks geezer! Love from LDN

    • @Kdawg459s
      @Kdawg459s 10 місяців тому +1

      Don’t forget to zip it when ur done 🤣🤣

  • @willymiranda5537
    @willymiranda5537 10 місяців тому +3

    Quit 15 years ago / maintenance alcoholic / but would get out of hand once or twice a year usually like on 4th of July, upset family, & sometimes end up arrested. Got old after running amok for 43 years. Life is sometimes boring but don’t miss the hangovers. Thanks Dubs for ur stories, they keep in check even at my age!!! Be smart / safe & show the 1’s u love u love THEM!!! ML&R 👍🙏👊🦅🏍⚒☠️⚡️🔥😎GO WARRIORS!!!!😎🏀😎

    • @nebwachamp
      @nebwachamp 4 місяці тому +1

      I'm pushing 40.
      Quit bout 8 years ago.
      Very similar experience.
      Every so often I have a beer or two.

    • @willymiranda5537
      @willymiranda5537 4 місяці тому

      @@nebwachamp way to go CHAMP!!!!👍🙏👊😎

  • @rileysalmon5082
    @rileysalmon5082 3 місяці тому

    best one i have heard u do. shows true change of your behaviors!

  • @wormjones62
    @wormjones62 5 місяців тому

    I could kick it with dubs. For sure. Awesome to see a positive change in someone.

  • @frankdefranco3171
    @frankdefranco3171 10 місяців тому +9

    You know what they say Dubs misery loves company..

  • @559FRESNOESF
    @559FRESNOESF 10 місяців тому +2

    As always top notch story telling skills ✅💯You paint a picture with your words 😎

  • @xaviercornell2266
    @xaviercornell2266 10 місяців тому +3

    Good message I was a heavy drinker but now I'm just heavy 🤣 🤣 🤣 but as of this new year I've only had 2 tall cans but again all your messages or should I say videos have been good to listen too keep doing them

  • @sabrinamaestas2931
    @sabrinamaestas2931 10 місяців тому +13

    Excellent video, thank you for sharing your story! Wisdom at its finest! ☺

  • @VictorGreco-hw7qf
    @VictorGreco-hw7qf 10 місяців тому +1

    You fight to find out. Brilliant way of putting that out there. I honestly don’t like fighting but if it’s a last resort…..

  • @stevenqbosell
    @stevenqbosell 10 місяців тому +2

    From the soul section - you’re one of the best storytellers on here G 💯

  • @Albert-the-Astro
    @Albert-the-Astro 9 місяців тому +3

    Bizarre, as humans we should wanna help our fellow man not bring them down.

  • @peterruiz6117
    @peterruiz6117 10 місяців тому

    Man, you remind me of friends and aquainances through the years. I grew up in Calf. Wild and dangerous place ,on the central coast. I'm so glad you got your life together. Too many of my friends didn't live to even have a love or a child. My habit was drinking alot, and driving like I was running from a fire. I was a pro driver, but man, I pushed it. After seeing a fatal, and the driver walkined away, drunk as hell, I slowed down. I wonder hiw that kid lived with the death of two.I wore alotta hats, and fit in anywhere, and found myself a heafty strong India with beautiful green eyes....Here to stay. ❤😅

  • @joshsimchak2938
    @joshsimchak2938 9 місяців тому

    Being honest with yourself is what's keeping you moving forward in positive way if that makessense

  • @Bdb9081
    @Bdb9081 8 місяців тому

    Learned a lesson with this one. Never thought about the relationship between malacopas and internal issues. Good insight.

  • @donstrack5410
    @donstrack5410 10 місяців тому +1

    Great story brother Great. 🔥

  • @anthonydeleon7996
    @anthonydeleon7996 10 місяців тому +2

    This is a great real life story. One of the best on your channel. Dope.

  • @redlineonee1240
    @redlineonee1240 10 місяців тому +3

    Homie you get me through the day bro

  • @esesluggo9344
    @esesluggo9344 10 місяців тому +2

    DUBS,WE'VE BEEN HERE FROM DAY ONE AND YOUR WISDOM,LIFE EXPERIENCES HAVE BEEN A BIG HELP TO MANY.THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING A GOOD PERSON ❤

  • @eddie95ee
    @eddie95ee 10 місяців тому

    One of the best videos from dubs. Very good look at alcohol in general

  • @joesanchez5356
    @joesanchez5356 10 місяців тому +1

    I understand what you mean about the drinking and being a transformer 😂 went through the same thing, I have been sober for nine years and like it better this way

  • @CarlosGarcia-wk3no
    @CarlosGarcia-wk3no 9 місяців тому

    Great story dubs! The best part of it is you understanding and acknowledging you thought process. Pros and cons of any situation are always to weigh out. Appreciate you. Have a blessed day!😎👌👍✌

  • @JosephCuellar-k9x
    @JosephCuellar-k9x 6 місяців тому

    That's a hell of a story, I've met individuals like that, ugly. On a side note, I like the last part of this video, recognizing healing is a beautiful and powerful thing.

  • @Creed3582
    @Creed3582 10 місяців тому +1

    Chale Dubs let's keep it straight youre still that guy in the cell with the paisa❗
    Keep it 💯

  • @Sprnklrmn
    @Sprnklrmn 8 місяців тому

    You have the best stories. It was apparent to me shortly after I began watching your videos how humble, wise, and honest you were. Very rare to see a man of that mindset. You’re an inspiration bro. Keep moving forward. ✌️

  • @renegalvez4731
    @renegalvez4731 9 місяців тому

    Orale big dawg my family is from Jalisco too it does my heart good to hear success stories especially Raza saludos ✊🏽

  • @stocktonian209
    @stocktonian209 10 місяців тому +1

    Good 1 DUBS🇲🇽👌🏽🥃

  • @GIJake-oo9ir
    @GIJake-oo9ir 10 місяців тому +1

    This was a good one. Your not completely sober but sounds like you got your shit together. Thats good enough.

  • @OvertIntelligence
    @OvertIntelligence 9 місяців тому

    As we grow towards the light. It’s kind of scary to really see how our past was and sometime how are present still is although better now. As the old saying goes. Another day another dollar.

  • @elijah2225
    @elijah2225 10 місяців тому

    That’s a crazy story DUBBS I’ve never done anything like that.. I wouldn’t want to be responsible for someone else’s choices....GB Elijah +

  • @83yomomma
    @83yomomma 4 місяці тому +1

    Damn bro this is a crazy fucking story

  • @MrJacktown5
    @MrJacktown5 10 місяців тому +1

    Damn Dubs, you a real one for sharing that, it takes a real man to admit his faults, especially on a big stage like this,I salute you bro, great video!

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому

      I’m in barest I am ashamed of my actions by in order to owing on my actions and my shame I had to say it out loud and I did on this platform

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому

      We have no clue how embarrassed I am right now, but I am grateful that I have this platform and I said it out loud and you people that don’t know me have my back thank you thank you so much

  • @stevenbittikofer1522
    @stevenbittikofer1522 10 місяців тому +1

    If you can control yourself and enjoy life alcohol and drugs can be just fine. Like u said tho heron daily strung out is different than a six pack for a grown man. Speaking from myself being an x addict/ alcoholic. Now I just do what I like, not daily, but get buzzed and I’ve been good for last about 8 years. Thanks for sharing this. I get it

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому

      Are you speaking to me? I’ve never done H. Nor would I ever that’s her, my husband and several people that I truly love passed away. Alcohol that’s my virus. I guess that’s what she would Collett? Alcohol is my virus and I need to stop it. It’s affecting my kids knows my kids are grown adults. It’s affecting them nonetheless when you wake up and I’m gonna throw it out there. I am so embarrassed. I woke up to today Aaron it’s 330.

  • @balloonknot3028
    @balloonknot3028 10 місяців тому

    I enjoy hearing your stories
    Great video 👍

  • @makinmoves6986
    @makinmoves6986 9 місяців тому

    Firme!! Will share. Great insight and honest AF! The transparency is refreshing. Shout out to you Dubs.

  • @trusty_818
    @trusty_818 10 місяців тому +1

    Awesome story, Dubs. 🔥 🔥 🔥

  • @veronicamartinez2575
    @veronicamartinez2575 10 місяців тому

    Great story Dubs👍🏽

  • @johnwalker9670
    @johnwalker9670 10 місяців тому +1

    Good story, thanks for sharing.

  • @ricardogutierrez8370
    @ricardogutierrez8370 8 місяців тому

    Sick one ☝🏾

  • @phoe-321
    @phoe-321 9 місяців тому

    ⛓️🫡👑Damion Porter brought me here #salute

  • @ers-ve2mx
    @ers-ve2mx 9 місяців тому

    Ayy dubs you a real one. Shouts out from Miami Dade County.

  • @madhatterer1978
    @madhatterer1978 9 місяців тому

    Yo bro I got to say, I always enjoy ur videos but that has got to be my favorite. Ur were truly open and honest u can tell. I really appreciate all u had to say. As always nothing but respect to u.

  • @closgasca4162
    @closgasca4162 10 місяців тому

    Good one I appreciate it that one. 🥤 🍹 🍺 i always enjoy a good drink but like they say you gotta drink responsibly’. Thanks for the content Dubs

  • @billycook8907
    @billycook8907 9 місяців тому

    That pouch is called a fupa 😂😂😂

  • @Joseph-g1t5z
    @Joseph-g1t5z Місяць тому

    Stay free people !!!

  • @VintageAmmoTim
    @VintageAmmoTim 10 місяців тому +1

    Great bideo Dubs! You’ve got a great way of telling stories.

  • @Mikeyscaff1111
    @Mikeyscaff1111 10 місяців тому +1

    I really enjoyed this one dubs. I’m an addict and I hated those that like to get youngsters on it so they can exploit them and rip them off. It’s like coz there lives are ruined they want others lives to be the same to make them feel better about there own bullshit. I was known for being a guy that if I found out someone was doing the first time I would not let it happen. A guy I knew told people I got him on it and the people he told knew it was bullshit. He kept asking me to sort him out and I always said no. It turned out he was getting it from a guy where he worked but said it was me to try and cause shit between me and my lady at time. Snakes everywhere man.

  • @ANTHONY65157
    @ANTHONY65157 10 місяців тому +1

    Dope video 🔥

  • @Juniorwest7
    @Juniorwest7 9 місяців тому

    Thats the best a six pack some call of duty chilling laughing cracking jokes good times

  • @t-dogg3013
    @t-dogg3013 10 місяців тому

    Big respect homes, may you have great success. You seem like a real solid fella.

  • @jonathanjrgensen8676
    @jonathanjrgensen8676 10 місяців тому +2

    Great story!, i love the channel. Respect from Denmark

  • @lilbenghos
    @lilbenghos 10 місяців тому +1

    What's cracking dubs!

  • @mikereynolds2313
    @mikereynolds2313 8 місяців тому

    That ish is wild dubs. Ill never in my life forgive myself for the few people i introduced dope too. Back in the in imperial county jail if you didnt use in the streets you didnt get any inside regardless if you have money or not

  • @betomendez4304
    @betomendez4304 10 місяців тому

    I been clean and sober 6 years now was same way when I was drunk always got I fights with friends and family didn't want anyone tell me nothing especially when they tried to take my car keys kinda boring now days but glad I'm sober

  • @martinoamello3017
    @martinoamello3017 10 місяців тому +1

    I was the other way around, a happy drunk when I was young, but as I got older alcohol started rotting my head. One night I was all wasted and got in an argument with my woman and grabbed her around the neck, but let go just as I was about to strangle the argument out of her. I quit drinking that night and haven't touched it since then about 10 years ago. I hated who I became when drunk and couldn't even stand myself. Feels great to not need alcohol or dope in my veins. I don't even want to be around anyone when they drink now. I'm 65 so my past life is going to stay in my past. I ain't got enough time left to get that stupid anymore.

  • @ocdeecali4400
    @ocdeecali4400 9 місяців тому +1

    I'm going on 35 years without beers, I was an A-HOLE when I drank, but to each their own, good word my brother

  • @DavidR.RangelSr
    @DavidR.RangelSr 10 місяців тому

    Great video, very interesting. Thank you for sharing, be well and God bless you and your family. 😎🇺🇸🙏🇲🇽

  • @tanqrcat902
    @tanqrcat902 4 місяці тому

    Aye dubs im florida but i always felt like cali and fl politics different

  • @brokens1097
    @brokens1097 10 місяців тому

    Mentality is everything. Is good to hear your able to enjoy yourself, you've earned & deserve it.

  • @joseaparicio2728
    @joseaparicio2728 10 місяців тому +1

    I can relate homie

  • @drmarkintexas-400
    @drmarkintexas-400 10 місяців тому +1

    🏆🙏💙🤗
    Thank you for sharing this

  • @sicboy83
    @sicboy83 10 місяців тому +1

    Just made a commitment last night to stop drinking for a while. Crazy coincidence u tell this story.

    • @TimothyMcVay
      @TimothyMcVay 10 місяців тому +3

      Keep yr head up dog, stay strong

  • @renevillalobos4834
    @renevillalobos4834 10 місяців тому

    you never know people's intentions, that's why we gotta trust our intuitions when we feel something aight right. it may seem disrespectful to push someone away but better be safe than sorry. good story Dubs ✌

  • @J_to_the_G
    @J_to_the_G 10 місяців тому +8

    No disrespect, I wouldn’t of had to get drunk, I would’ve had to take off as soon as he told me why he offered. That’s wild and disrespectful af to offer them say that😮‍💨

  • @realtalk2721
    @realtalk2721 9 місяців тому

    Great video dubs that’s paisa ain’t 💩 tho but I respect the morals you carried even with that negativity glad to hear you good now that’s what really matters!

  • @jimlyons7962
    @jimlyons7962 10 місяців тому

    Great story. Hope you continue to have Peace in your life

  • @theresashollenberger3390
    @theresashollenberger3390 9 місяців тому

    Wow me as a heroin addict being clean 6years running into a dealer he actually told me that’s his goal to get the best to get everyone addicted so they keep coming back, sickening. I live your real life content. Just found you fm the blue story

  • @octaviobmorales6141
    @octaviobmorales6141 10 місяців тому +1

    Good one

  • @justice13ful
    @justice13ful 10 місяців тому

    good content, can relate .

  • @doom8944
    @doom8944 15 днів тому

    Loved this video dubs

  • @iamdaone2283
    @iamdaone2283 10 місяців тому

    Like 800 cheers DUBS!!!

  • @ClementeM-t9k
    @ClementeM-t9k 10 місяців тому

    Hey D, 100%relate to your explosive behaviour when you added alchohol. Xactly why I eliminated it from my diet. 40 years later I havent tried your six pack test. All due respect mano.C.

  • @dcsurfer397
    @dcsurfer397 9 місяців тому

    Great video Dubs

  • @r_aguilar68
    @r_aguilar68 10 місяців тому

    That’s a great story.

  • @Kraysclipz
    @Kraysclipz 10 місяців тому

    Saludos dubs hope ur having a awesome wensday karnal thanks for the new bideo

  • @MsJanaMac
    @MsJanaMac 10 місяців тому +1

    Wow😳😳😳that's creepy man! Like I'd be sleeping with my Bible every night after that!😂

  • @TheTubaHero
    @TheTubaHero 10 місяців тому

    Checking in from San Jose California..

  • @michaelrincon559
    @michaelrincon559 10 місяців тому

    Yo I may have played with you Dubs! I remember talking to some dude that told me they got out of prison for what you did. I told them I was a nurse dude said "thats wassup" gave me props and we chopped it up for a while.

  • @painbreedsstrength
    @painbreedsstrength 10 місяців тому

    Thank you Brother. God Bless. Keep these videos coming.

  • @fernandoduran2715
    @fernandoduran2715 10 місяців тому +1

    Great content

  • @916boi2
    @916boi2 10 місяців тому

    Orale Big Dawg 💯

  • @shameshameshame_
    @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому +41

    Whoever is listening to me as a mother, please please take care of your children. We always ask parents have to look out for our children it’s not just our daughters by the way it’s our song I spent $35,000 and I am still paying that price because yes, obviously I don’t have that type of money and oh my guess what my son has been clean and sober since December 2007 and I am so proud of him. He is proud of his sobriety I’m proud and yes I would do it all over again I People kid think I’m crazy, but you know what my son is sober and he is sober since December 2007 and I am so proud to say that he’s sober and he did not shove an eagle in his arm like his father

    • @VictorGreco-hw7qf
      @VictorGreco-hw7qf 10 місяців тому +6

      Be proud of ur son. It’s not easy leaving that life. Be proud of yourself because it would’ve been hard for you to turn your back and you didn’t. Alotta men wished they had a mother that you are🙏

    • @josephgee2515
      @josephgee2515 10 місяців тому +3

      GOD BLESS 🙏 GOD IS GOOD ❤

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому +3

      Thank you I feel stupid reading what I read. It’s embarrassing.

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому +2

      I’m in barest, but I am also grateful that God is in my life because if God was not in my way, no I never put a needle in my arm by it I don’t think I never thought about it because I have several times when you’re sitting there alone and you’re just thinking yeah since I was in high school I thought about it. Why do you think I sent my son away to get clean?

    • @shameshameshame_
      @shameshameshame_ 10 місяців тому +2

      Course people are gonna judge me I bet yeah I did it high remind you only knew by accident he was smoking pot and right now you could be sitting there laughing thinking oh my gosh she spent 32 grand because her kids wrote hot. It wasn’t about the bot it was about what’s going to happen next, I just buried my husband to an OD let that sink in

  • @dstone9748
    @dstone9748 10 місяців тому

    Great video Dubs. Respect. D