Same here, he inspires me to write songs of my own shi, I just feel like he didn't have to sing this song considering it was yk ☹️ but he's brave of doing that
The audience is so respectful Just standing to watch him and supporting him because this is undoubtedly his hardest song to perform The majority aren’t dancing jumping just being emotional support as Jon is going through it again The ending when he leaves is when I’m most proud of all the fans there clapping and cheering. Him going through that pain and loosing it mentally wasnt for nothingn
if you listen to their studio song, since minute 5 on he was alone in the voice cabin booth and he just cried and get off all the pain and damage he still keep inside....
Same here, I enjoy the song instrumentally, the lyrics are dark which is what mainly prevents me from listening to it out of respect, but whenever I do listen to it I can feel the anger it transmits and make me feel angry at things that happened in my past
If you don’t ever believe in your own child of what they’re trying to tell you like they’ve been beaten up, physically/sexually assaulted, and it continues to happen w/o your knowledge then you need to face child neglect and child endangerment criminal felony charges. I’m very proud to have met Jonathan Davis ALONG time ago somewhere in California (i think in San Bernardino) in the early 2000’s but his message and his awareness of writing this song and what happened to him SHOULDN’T have ever happened. “PARENTS HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO BE PARENTS” Aaron Lewis
I’m conflicted listening to this, let alone a live version. No one or nothing will let you forget how upsettingly guttural and emotional the experience is lyrically - the intention of the song and its message. But also, musically? It’s kind of a bop. From Fieldy’s bass line to the bridge; arguably the heaviest breakdown in nu metal history. Sometimes I want to hear the craftsmanship of the music but in the end, I’m still listening to a therapeutic psychological breakthrough in trauma. Can I eat my crab ragoons and enjoy how heavy this is or do I have to cry?
An exboyfriend beated me up and my parents told me "you did something to deserve it". In 2017 my ex-brother in law put something in my drink and I just woke up naked, my vagina burning in pain and I just run away.... I told no one because they weren´t believe me so I was the one feeling dirty, raped unconcious and with no help. Some time ago I told my brother and guess what? He din´t believe me and told me to keep it to myself and never told my parents.
@@elioskar9895 what the fuck first of all did you leave that fucker and it's not your fault u didnt know what would happen and I am sorry to hear you got Raped And your parents should have listened more and look out for u and i believe your didn't deserve it you didn't deserve to be beaten abuse hated for some random shit you didn't deserve that bullshit you deserve to be loved cared for and your brother should done something To help u besides say nothing but in the end it's there fault not yours I hope your safe and have people who love u and care for u and listen
Because alot of people (such as myself) have been through the same shit growing up and as die hard KoRn fans we relate so much to this song and we feel the same feeling that Jon feels when hearing this song . That's why he wanted to performed it live.
He sang it live so that way others who lived the same life he did, and suffered like he did, could realize they aren't alone. The last time he sang it live was back in 1995. And sometimes it's better to let the anger, hate, and suffering out before a breakdown happens like in the studio version where he was just sobbing towards the end, saying that he hated the person who did it do him.
This drummer is amazing but his style doesn’t fit as the old drummer did. This drum is more technical but not as much as a grove drummer but to each his own. I love this song actually this whole album, it reminds me of my brother who passed away in 2000. He introduced me into korn back in 93 or 94 way before they became huge. My brother was a world champion boxer and he would get free cd’s of up in coming bands from a record executive who was a huge boxing fan .
@@shaifire8193 because he does the same exact movements and pretending that this song is agonizing to him in all the times he performed it this year. Plus he even said he outgrew the first album. So how do i know? Because i can read
If you've been abused, you can't just bury it, or it will resurface in other, more harmful, self-destructive ways, and destroy you from the inside out. I speak from personal experience, that is why I love Korn's music so much. It's theraputic, cathartic, for him to write about and sing about his trauma, the 1st step in starting the healing process is dealing with it and working through it in your own way. John's lyrics and music have also helped me heal from my own trauma, and has helped so many others too. I am thankful they made this song, it let me know I'm not the only one, I'm not alone.
I think it's his shadow work. it probably helps him face his trauma.. of course it's not good if it makes him relive it, but I believe it's like therapy for him.
@@christineghere2461 I’m happy you’ve faced your past instead of burying it bc YOU’RE RIGHT the damage will resurface and do even more harmful, self destructive damage if NEVER dealt with and make self awareness that child, youth, young adults physical and emotional abuse ISN’T accepted EVER
i’m so proud of him, he’s so so strong, he’s such an inspiration to me
Same here, he inspires me to write songs of my own shi, I just feel like he didn't have to sing this song considering it was yk ☹️ but he's brave of doing that
He can’t even talk about this song and how he was such at a low point at his life when he wrote this song without having tears in his eyes anymore
The audience is so respectful
Just standing to watch him and supporting him because this is undoubtedly his hardest song to perform
The majority aren’t dancing jumping just being emotional support as Jon is going through it again
The ending when he leaves is when I’m most proud of all the fans there clapping and cheering. Him going through that pain and loosing it mentally wasnt for nothingn
It sounds like he is about to break down in tears. It was a tough time for him to sing it.
if you listen to their studio song, since minute 5 on he was alone in the voice cabin booth and he just cried and get off all the pain and damage he still keep inside....
@@elioskar9895 I know
When i listen too this it brings out my built up genuine rage and anger
Same here, I enjoy the song instrumentally, the lyrics are dark which is what mainly prevents me from listening to it out of respect, but whenever I do listen to it I can feel the anger it transmits and make me feel angry at things that happened in my past
to, not too.
my poor boy :(
If you don’t ever believe in your own child of what they’re trying to tell you like they’ve been beaten up, physically/sexually assaulted, and it continues to happen w/o your knowledge then you need to face child neglect and child endangerment criminal felony charges. I’m very proud to have met Jonathan Davis ALONG time ago somewhere in California (i think in San Bernardino) in the early 2000’s but his message and his awareness of writing this song and what happened to him SHOULDN’T have ever happened. “PARENTS HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO BE PARENTS” Aaron Lewis
He was raped by his father not a babysitter
Poor Johny :( I really want to hug Him, He deserves much better!!
I was like 12 years old when I first heard this song. I'm 36 now. Korn forever
Speechless....
I’m conflicted listening to this, let alone a live version. No one or nothing will let you forget how upsettingly guttural and emotional the experience is lyrically - the intention of the song and its message. But also, musically? It’s kind of a bop. From Fieldy’s bass line to the bridge; arguably the heaviest breakdown in nu metal history. Sometimes I want to hear the craftsmanship of the music but in the end, I’m still listening to a therapeutic psychological breakthrough in trauma.
Can I eat my crab ragoons and enjoy how heavy this is or do I have to cry?
I do both usually, cry but enjoy it, feel how you wanna
great audio
4:46 look at the drummer sticks
Very hard to watch
the fact that the people were all looking at jon shows how mu h everyone cares about him, poor guy. :(
I have to admit that no one cheered. These are some true fans. They Respect Johnny that are some good fans!
What kind of parents don't believe there own child
many
@@user-tg7dd3bw5q what did this world come to
Soulless ones
An exboyfriend beated me up and my parents told me "you did something to deserve it". In 2017 my ex-brother in law put something in my drink and I just woke up naked, my vagina burning in pain and I just run away.... I told no one because they weren´t believe me so I was the one feeling dirty, raped unconcious and with no help. Some time ago I told my brother and guess what? He din´t believe me and told me to keep it to myself and never told my parents.
@@elioskar9895 what the fuck first of all did you leave that fucker and it's not your fault u didnt know what would happen and I am sorry to hear you got Raped
And your parents should have listened more and look out for u and i believe your didn't deserve it you didn't deserve to be beaten abuse hated for some random shit you didn't deserve that bullshit you deserve to be loved cared for and your brother should done something To help u besides say nothing but in the end it's there fault not yours I hope your safe and have people who love u and care for u and listen
Jonathan is the sweetest guy…God bless him 🙏🏻
I remember reading 20+ years ago saying he won’t never preform this song live
Justin Stanton
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Its hard to talk about abuse.
living though it this man has helped me so much over the years
incredible performance.
he’s wonderful
I want to hug Jonathan.
😞🤍 sending so much love. Talented man.
i admire him so much he is so strong he really deserves the best 💗
God bless you Jonathan!!!! You're a beast of an inspiration!!!!!!
fuck. 🥺💔
i love him
4:46 ray 😲
I would have never noticed
This song is the creepiest korn ever made
um do u mean saddest? i wouldn't label this as creepy
the riffs and singing is kinda creepy
@@chocolateicecream1664 its very disturbing
Their darkest one easily - and part of the reason why KoRn's debut record became so legendary!
😭😭😭😭
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Çok ii
4:16 🔥🔥
I don't know why he would want to perform this live and I don't know why people would want to watch it. It should stay on the album and be left alone.
Because alot of people (such as myself) have been through the same shit growing up and as die hard KoRn fans we relate so much to this song and we feel the same feeling that Jon feels when hearing this song . That's why he wanted to performed it live.
He sang it live so that way others who lived the same life he did, and suffered like he did, could realize they aren't alone. The last time he sang it live was back in 1995. And sometimes it's better to let the anger, hate, and suffering out before a breakdown happens like in the studio version where he was just sobbing towards the end, saying that he hated the person who did it do him.
Never seen daddy live. It always took to much out of. Jdevil
I feel like people shouldn't have been cheering yknow like it just feels off like I get it's Korn but still
I think the cheering was their way of saying "Holy shit, they are really playing that song!"
Imagine a combo of: My Gift to You, Kill You, Tarjerker and this song live...
Jesus Christ bro
Jesus nobody should deserve to relive all those songs, let alone Jonathan
i was sexually assaulted twice and i haven’t told my parents i have anger and pain in myself i don’t want to make it worse
I hug you with my heart, find help and release your heart from that heavy bag, don't feel alone!
@@chiocarr 😊
me too but it was for all of my teenage years from 12 to 17 by my sisters ex boyfriend i never told anyone either i feel your pain.
Sad.
This drummer is amazing but his style doesn’t fit as the old drummer did. This drum is more technical but not as much as a grove drummer but to each his own. I love this song actually this whole album, it reminds me of my brother who passed away in 2000. He introduced me into korn back in 93 or 94 way before they became huge. My brother was a world champion boxer and he would get free cd’s of up in coming bands from a record executive who was a huge boxing fan .
Yeah, David's absence is felt here a little bit if you ask me.
Why are people vibing?
pq no tiene falda y su micrófono?
Ya escuchaste la letra???????
Porque esta presentación no se trata de looks y de apariencia
Qué público amargo. 🤔 Muy buena.
Por qué estarían gritando y saltando con emoción cuando está cantando de abuso sexual?
No es que estén amargos, solamente tienen respeto por el trauma que está desenvolviendo John
obviously he doesn't feel these lyrics anymore and he's putting on a show, but it's still cool to see the band perform this song
Wtf? How do you know?? Trauma doesn't really go away. Why do you think they don't play this song live anymore?
@@shaifire8193 because he does the same exact movements and pretending that this song is agonizing to him in all the times he performed it this year. Plus he even said he outgrew the first album. So how do i know? Because i can read
@@wadegarrett2376 When and where did he say he outgrew the trauma of the first album? Do you have a source for that?
If what you say is true, then this song would be a regular fixture in KoRn sets! But it remains a rarity in their shows!
If you believe that then your clearly not a Korn fan nor do you care about Jonathan
Korn should not have made that song
No one should relive an experience that scarred them for life
If you've been abused, you can't just bury it, or it will resurface in other, more harmful, self-destructive ways, and destroy you from the inside out. I speak from personal experience, that is why I love Korn's music so much. It's theraputic, cathartic, for him to write about and sing about his trauma, the 1st step in starting the healing process is dealing with it and working through it in your own way. John's lyrics and music have also helped me heal from my own trauma, and has helped so many others too. I am thankful they made this song, it let me know I'm not the only one, I'm not alone.
@@christineghere2461 True
I think it's his shadow work. it probably helps him face his trauma.. of course it's not good if it makes him relive it, but I believe it's like therapy for him.
@@christineghere2461 I’m happy you’ve faced your past instead of burying it bc YOU’RE RIGHT the damage will resurface and do even more harmful, self destructive damage if NEVER dealt with and make self awareness that child, youth, young adults physical and emotional abuse ISN’T accepted EVER