VULNERABILITY - ORIGINAL SONG | LEON BELL

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  • Опубліковано 6 бер 2019
  • Lyrics:
    Some days I’m doing better,
    But you never know
    how long it’ll last
    I make plans to visit loved ones,
    But at the end of the month,
    My brain’s a blast
    Vulnerability isn’t my strong suit
    I’d rather take a kick to the head,
    Than be open with you
    Vulnerability isn’t for the weak
    See me jump off the boat at the
    first sign of a leak
    I do stand,
    I do stand as far away as possible
    I stand, cuz
    I don’t want to get hurt
    I’m already drowning
    I’m already lost
    What difference does it make,
    If nobody knows?
    I want to be free,
    Free from me
    But I am scared
    That if you know,
    I’ll be sent off alone,
    to stumble
    Through the snow
    Some nights I’m still struggling,
    All the wasted hours
    contemplating
    the lovely ways we could go south
    So here I stay awake until the
    sky fades out, but
    I cannot wake you,
    I won’t disturb.
    I’ll let you sleep,
    I can’t expect you my secrets to keep
    Vulnerability isn’t my strong suit
    I’d rather take a kick to the head,
    Than be open with you
    Vulnerability isn’t for the weak
    See me jump off the boat at the
    first sign of a leak
    I do stand,
    I do stand as far away as possible
    I stand,
    Even though it hurts you
    I’m already drowning
    I’m already lost
    What difference does it make,
    if nobody knows?
    If nobody knows?

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КОМЕНТАРІ • 28

  • @LeonBell
    @LeonBell  5 років тому +21

    I'd sung the song about 40 times before I got it all right, so you can probably hear that I'm tired, but that's fine haha

  • @story.allegory
    @story.allegory 3 роки тому +4

    I'd love to see you record some of these older songs again now that your voice has deepened so much. You are beautiful.

  • @AltoonaYourPiano
    @AltoonaYourPiano 5 років тому +6

    Such a beautifully constructed song. I loved the melody and the meaningfulness of the lyrics.

    • @LeonBell
      @LeonBell  5 років тому +1

      Thank you❤️

  • @azraeltheabomination
    @azraeltheabomination 6 місяців тому

    love this. i would love a redonwith your new wonderfully deep voice.

  • @zoe1032
    @zoe1032 5 років тому +3

    Oh my god the melody gave me goosebump

  • @nemothecat4642
    @nemothecat4642 5 років тому +10

    OMG i love your music style so much and the lyrics are amazing if you’re new to writing that’s amazing 💖🌹

    • @LeonBell
      @LeonBell  5 років тому +1

      This is my 4th song so far, haven't published the 2nd one yet cuz I'm still working on getting my voice back to how it was when I wrote it^^
      I'm happy you like the style❤️ because that's one of the main things I'm insecure about, tbh

  • @rexgeorg7324
    @rexgeorg7324 5 років тому +3

    WOW !! perfect

    • @LeonBell
      @LeonBell  5 років тому

      Aww, thank you❤️❤️

  • @elisavolpini4023
    @elisavolpini4023 5 років тому

    kinda fun the fact that I only write sad songs but after listening to this i'm EXTREMELY HAPPY so ty❤

  • @kkiirr134
    @kkiirr134 5 років тому +4

    This is so good!!!
    I love your voice

  • @okjanija6017
    @okjanija6017 3 роки тому

    I can’t help my crying this was really relatable

  • @little_mymble
    @little_mymble 3 роки тому

    i love this song its so nice and comforting and I can honestly relate. I loved the melody. also congrats on your transition journey! you're a wonderful human being!!

  • @paitynmarie5347
    @paitynmarie5347 5 років тому +1

    Woah!! Absolutely amazing I’m proud of you!!❤️

    • @LeonBell
      @LeonBell  5 років тому

      Thank you😊❤️😘

  • @brianlion2776
    @brianlion2776 5 років тому +1

    thank you for sharing your art to the world

    • @LeonBell
      @LeonBell  5 років тому

      Ahahha this can't really be called art😂😂 But thank you❤️

    • @brianlion2776
      @brianlion2776 5 років тому

      @@LeonBell aRE yOU FRICKEN KIDDING??? iT iSSSS ARTTT!!! It's your own song and its beautiful. It's something of your own, and its done beautifully. That's what art is. So yes, thank you for your ART. It's really good and honestly, I'm probably going to listen to it a lot. You should sell it on itunes or something SHSHSH

  • @quogrim
    @quogrim 5 років тому

    Such a beautiful song!

  • @haenz4080
    @haenz4080 3 роки тому +1

    First of all an amazing song. I dont know if you even still check the comments or if you still know the chords. But could you put the chords in the description like you did with your Bottom song? I would love to learn this song.

  • @mariandill307
    @mariandill307 4 роки тому +2

  • @korasamix
    @korasamix 5 років тому +1

    I have a very troublesome for me question xD I'm also transgender ftm aand recently i noticed that most of transgender ftm people play at ukuleke and have incredible beutiful voice to sing (exept me tehe xD) is this really so common or only I have this experience? XD
    Also this song is realllly nice! I love it so much 💕
    I don't speak english pretty well but I tried xD..

    • @LeonBell
      @LeonBell  5 років тому

      Thank you so much! I understand everything you wrote, no worries^^
      Hahaha, I've noticed some of us do play the ukulele yeah I guess maybe there's something to it. The trans guy agenda might or might not include optional ukulele lessons😉😂

    • @sebastianredgwell9816
      @sebastianredgwell9816 4 роки тому

      It's not always singing and ukulele but a lot of us do something musical like I can't sing very well but try and I play drums

  • @rewy2675
    @rewy2675 3 роки тому +1

    Why did you change yourself you look so much beautiful and that voice...