Hi beautiful souls! Thank you so much for being here and for your wonderful comments - I truly appreciate them ❤️ I try to read and answer as many as possible, and know that I’m just so thankful that you take from your valuable time to do so ❤️ Love & light!
So glad to see you! I’ve been keeping you in my prayers and glad to see you improving even though it’s not at the rate you would like. Keep remembering those golden threads and let them lift your spirits! ❤🙏🏻💫
Hello dear, I just got acquaintance with you last night! Im humbled and really proud of you. I wanted to share what I do when I get in (any reason) depression mood or phase (short or long). Learning something new (for me its skill) and starting a creative project, writing... helps me a lot. Please start write (you can do it) or start drawing (Im sure that also is possible for you). And always remember Frida Kahlo. You can find your free body in your creations. I wish you that! I wish you to become a bird ) which you are! Fly my dear fly... you are a Phoenix ....
🥀💜🥀 I missed the sound of your sweet and gentle voice, Eirin 🥀💙🥀 So sorry to learn of your recent hospitalization, and, feel so blessed that you're strong enough to make this video 🥀🧡🥀 Thank you for the gift of you today!!!! You made my day 🥀💛🥀
❤ you are not alone, nor is anyone reading this. When we can all think loving thoughts and have hope and take care of each other- we get a glimpse of the potential of our humanity ❤
So good to see you again. Still as beautiful as always. Can all of you please pray with me that the Lord heals this wound of Eirin so she can sit up straight again.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
So thankful you felt you could share with your community and UA-cam family today. Thank you for being open about experiencing a depressive episode during your recovery from the pressure sore. I am not one bit surprised (but sad) that happened. The isolation, the immobility, the pain, and so much more would be more than enough to cause it. Praying you are on the upswing now emotionally and physically and that you will soon be able to sit in your chair-even those five minutes at a time will at least encourage you that the worst is over. Blessings and love to you dear Eirin.
I missed seeing you! I can relate to your description of depression as i have recently been in bed with severe depression. Seeing you and hearing your calming voice is like seeing the sun through the rainy clouds as you described! You help me immensely and im grateful for you! Youre a ray of light to the world! In yoga, we take moments of silence to manifest our wants, and i will devote the manifestation to you for a speedy recovery!!! Sending you love , light and happiness from Pittsburgh PA💜💜💜
⚡️You are absolutely right that your current situation is in large part responsible for the depressive episode, omg, of course! Remember “Recovery doesn’t go in a straight line”. You are going in the right direction! All will be well dear one.
Oh Eirin, thank you for today's video! Especially the message in the last 3 min! I strongly believe we can feel prayers. I've been patiently waiting for a video from you, so was happy to get the notification. Being a quad, too, although incomplete, meaning I can move somewhat, except my hands, I've always had the fear of getting pressure sores as I can sleep 10 hrs in 1 position. So I'm working on making myself wake up to move. My heart goes out to you & I pray for healing for you. You are an inspiration! Thank you!❤
I actually do think about you quite a bit I pray for you And I’m always so happy when I see you like I seen the notification that your greeting you’re so glowing in I just feel quite specially greeted and I felt that way ever since I first saw your channel. I also follow you on Instagram. Our individual journeys make us feel like we are so alone in there these moments where we really see how tied together we are I feel so uplifted by your greeting , Friend. ❤ I’ll be praying and I’m adding you to 2 prayer chains 200 plus people will be praying for complete healing ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❣️💯❣️
Depression can be so debilitating. So sorry to hear you are struggling with that. Your points on ways to improve habits are very good. I am glad to hear your youtube channel is helping you feel supported!! I am cheering you on and will keep you in my prayers!
Sweet Eirin, I can’t even imagine what you’re going through and the mental strength it would take keep yourself in a positive light. You are an inspiration to me. Praying for your healing right now.
⚡️Bless you for sharing! I don’t know if you realize how much it means to myself & others. Thank you. Thank you. Sending you prayers, love & lots of hugs! ✨🙏🏼💖
I did the manifestation and sent blessings for health and happiness your way! Thank you for being a shining light in the world to me, you helped me when nothing else worked and im so grateful!! 💜
When things are difficult, i pray, read the word and daily give All my cares, concerns, and burdens to the Lord. I pray for your continued healing and restoration of your health. By the Lords stripes you are healed mind, body, soul, and spirit. Hang in there never give up on God and never give up on yourself. Take care and Blessings to you and your Family.
Eirin your voice is so beautiful and gentle. You should consider reading stories for people who have insomnia, night workers etc. So very sorry to you being bedridden. Would it be possible for you to get a standing and seated chair. So daytime at least you would be standing. Helps bed sores, prevention etc. 🙏You out in sunshine soon enough.
I too believe we are all connected by love and light. During a difficult time, I was told to take care of myself (3 prong) physically, mentally, and spiritually. And a takeaway was to think of ONE good thing in the day; even as simple as enjoying a strawberry. It’s helpful to focus on “tomorrow is a new day” …each day, and to look for that ONE good thing that brings you joy. Sending you love and light. ❤
@@eirinceciliegjedrem It is so lovely of you to respond with comments and/or likes to your postings. Much appreciated how you give back and provide a bit of connection and happiness to others.
Hi Eirin, it’s so good to see you back where you belong, I missed you, you delightful, courageous soul. I thought maybe you were battling with pesky dark clouds, you know the ones that follow you and just hang around. Always remember the dark clouds will always go, because the power of sunshine is far greater. I’m on your team with your decision to staying horizontal for a while longer, to be sure the sore is fully healed. Keep up the great work. Have you ever played scrabble online? It can be eye-wateringly hilarious; try it sometime with your UA-cam community. Keep going Eirin, you are an inspiration. 🌞🏴
Eirin, your strength and perseverance are unmatched. Though I know you want so much to be sitting up and living your best life, choosing to stay horizontal to heal of your "ice burg" style pressure sore is as you know, the best path for you. Your mindfulness and intelligence continue to guide you. Enjoy the baptism on May 21 and your friends and family, you were glowing just talking about it-so glad that you will be in attendance and speaking. Your eye/hair color and skin tone are classically beautiful and I think plum, peach and olive shades would be great colors on you. Anyway, I cannot wait to find out what the pro will recommend for you. I started my note to you saying "you are never alone" before I changed it-great minds think alike! None of us is ever alone. I am suggesting a 30 minute virtual tea party to give you some socialization with your cyber friends-it would be such fun and help to fight your struggle with the doldrums. Prayers, love and all of the best in life to you my friend! Patience is a virtue and Eirin, YOU are the official QUEEN.🌸🙏Smile and stay strong!
I agree that creating even small habits and keeping some sort of a schedule when I feel depressed. My darkest hours / days were when I was fighting cancer. My Mom died from the same cancer just 4 years before I was diagnosed. After going through extensive surgery, chemo and radiation - a year of being sick I too was depressed but so grateful to be alive. Stay hopeful ❤
I love the thought that at anytime, someone is praying for those in need 💕 I’ve never stopped and thought of it that way. Thank you for sharing that. Im so happy you are going to be able to go to your friend’s baptism. What a wonderful blessing that will be. Im excited to see your capsule wardrobe. I can so relate! I’ve been stuck in a rut of navy and black, for too many years. Thank you for sharing your love and light with us. Much love and prayers to you and your loved ones ❤
I am so happy to see you. I have had you on my mind for a while now and I am happy to see you found the energy to do a video. Depression is very difficult to deal with and I am definitely no expert, but I will tell you what I do. When I have my lowest days and weeks I start to make a list. Every day I must do at least 2 things just so I can feel I accomplished something. Usually my list will go like this: Monday do the dishes and phone a loved one for a small conversation. Tuesday go out somewhere, anywhere...even if it is only sitting in my back yard for half an hour, or a quick grocery shop. My second task for that day I might read my emails. I think you get what I'm doing. Maybe something like this may help you a bit? Maybe on Mondays read a chapter in a novel and phone a loved one? Tuesday make out a list of gifts you want to buy loved ones for Christmas. Wednesday focus on social media? These are just some examples. The reason I do this is so it keeps my mind occupied for a brief time and I will feel like I actually accomplished something because on these days I just lay on the sofa crying and it's awful. I find if I do nothing on these low days then I feel even worse by the end of the day and it's a viscous cycle! It doesn't seem like much but trust me somedays it seems impossible to do anything so sticking to a "to do" list helps! It gives me a reason to actually "snap out" of things even if it's for a brief hour or so. I am so happy you are going to enjoy the baptism soon. That will lift your spirits! Please know that you are never alone and that we do care for you and pray that you are well. Always reach out to a loved one or even your YT friends on your lowest days because you will always find someone who will love to listen to you and hopefully lift your spirits. Hugs from Canada xoxo
Eirin you are so beautiful both inside and out. Your voice is so calming and the excitement in your voice when you talk about your new wardrobe is infectious. You are a blessing to so many people and I wrap my arms around you for a calming hug and support.
It is so good to hear from you again. I was wondering if you had been absent from here for awhile or did I just miss your notifications. I also suffer through severe depression and it's never completely gone, so I understand what you are talking about. It's comforting to know that we are all not alone, that we are connected through prayers or good wishes or positive vibes. Thank you for sharing your ideas in the last part of the video. It's lovely to visualize all of us spinning a web of gold threads to strangers across the world! You are a beautiful soul, Eirin!
I’m so sorry you’re going through so much. Sometimes people don’t understand how harmful being in a bed for months can be for your mental state. It’s hard to keep upbeat when depression hits. I’m sure you’ll have tried the usual things like counselling or even medication. I hope that as you start to be bake to sit up again, the black dog will buzz off. How lovely you will attend the baptism. I know that will mean so much to a lot of people. ❤️ Praying for your recovery ❤️🩹 from the sore and emotionally 🙏🩷 xxx
Thank you Erin for this beautiful image of people across the globe being connected by these golden threads representing love and care. You truly are a special soul. Sending love and positive energy to help you keep your resolve and strong mindset. You are an inspiration and have so much to share. Prayers that you will soon be able to get back in your chair ❤❤
Dearest Eirin... It was a Blessing to see you once again and hear your beautiful voice. You truly are an inspiration to us all. I am praying 🙏 you continue to heal and are able to regain your mobility soon. Sending much love ❤and many blessings🙏 from the USA. 🇺🇸
Hey, there is light at the end of the tunnel. It won't be long now. You have such wonderful events coming up and with your new clothes you will be beautiful. Just like your personality. I pray God takes away your sadness and brings more sunshine in your life. You certainly have add sunshine to your followers lives.
Estava sentindo falta de seus vídeos, sou brasileira e não sei inglês, sou Enfermeira Obstétrica aposentada e vc inspira com sua coragem, logo sua úlcera de pressão já terá cicatrizado para que possa voltar sua vida normal,estou na torcida ,fique bem,hoje vc estará em minhas orações ❤
Miss Erin, it was so good and inspiring to hear from you. What a beautiful message you send out in to this world that certainly can use more love, empathy and kindness. Erin I’m happy you are feeling the prayers we are sending so you will complete this task of healing your body. I wish only the very best for you. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for inviting us into your life- I truly feel as if I’ve made a friend in you. I too have seasons of melancholy. While your resilience is admirable, it can also be exhausting. Please be gentle with yourself and generous with your self compassion. You have more support and love surrounding you than you know.❤
One has to suppose that with a sore that is taking its time to heal, one has to be aware of the threat of sepsis and be treated ASAP for it if it does happen.x
Yes, absolutely! In Norway, we have the «hjemmesykepleie», nurses and health care personnel that come to the patients homes to treat and care for them. Some patients receive several visits a day, but they come to me weekly to change my wound vac and check up on me, since I have personal assistants on a day-to-day basis. I can also call them day or night, all year round, and they make extra visits if I need their help or have concerns - they are quite amazing, and I’m in such good hands ❤️
People used to tell me I wore too much black…I said Black is the best of them all colors!, but like you I decided You know what?..I’ll try different things moving forward! I still have a lot of black in my closet but continue to love other colors too. Stay strong and remember there are people out in the world who think you are espectacular, take a deep breath and receive the beautiful energy we all send your way! You are beautiful!
It’s truly amazing how deep your words speak to my soul. I honestly to God feel so many deep emotions your discussing because your words are beyond words. You absolutely have a beautiful gift with the words you speak & the emotions you express. Your videos hit on a level deeper than anyone I know, it’s crazy & just amazing all at the same time! I bet you have so many out here than you’ve touched so deeply & I pray you truly know the difference you make in soooo many lives, including mine! ❤ Mental struggles are so unbelievably hard while going through these seasons of life. We are here & love you, you BEAUTIFUL SOUL ❤🙏
@@eirinceciliegjedrem I mean every word ❤️ I’m so thankful I found your channel! You’re such a huge blessing & you deserve all the blessings in return! I love your heart, your strength & courage! You will get through this, so many of us are believing this for you ❤️💪💯🙏😘
I'm sure I join the ranks of hundreds when I say all I want to do when your tears come is hold you and tell you how wonderful you are. It's hard not to get depressed when you're fatigued and sleep deprived. After I lay down to sleep I close my eyes and stare at my chin. Then I concentrate on my breathing. Think only of your breathing. Listen to the sound and work to relax and slow your breathing down. What is happening with your arms? All those bruises and scratches. Love and light to you as well.
Hi Eirin, thank you! You are an inspiration. Everyone I know has passed away & I am literally on earth alone; the depression and ptsd is overwhelming me. Then I kick myself for feeling so sad and truly alone, you help me snap out of it even for a few minutes. ❤❤❤ thumbs up Gentle Warrior Eirin
It’s so good to see you! I’m sorry to hear how hard life has been for you since your last video. I have put you on my prayer list. I have a few hints for falling asleep when you can’t stop your mind from keeping you awake. 1) Try to take each subject you are thinking about and in your mind drop each one into an imaginary waste basket symbolizing that you are done thinking about that subject. Keep doing that until you can’t think of any new subjects. 2) Count backwards by 3’s from a number like 1,000. 3) Try to think about nothing. It’s fairly hard to do, so it can tire your mind out enough to fall asleep. I hope one or more of these tricks will help you.
Dear Eirin, I feel so much love for you. You truly have the gift of light. Thank you for sharing your struggles and determination. I know you will get better!💗
Hi Erin. I just recently found your channel. I would like to tell you that when I feel depressed or down, when I am overwhelmed or stressed, I lay all of my problems, my entire being, at the foot of Jesus. I do not know your position on Jesus, but for me, putting everything in His hands relieves the pressure of the weight I may feel on my soul. Your a beautiful person and the strength you show is amazing. I'm praying for you and your family. My sister in law has a similar injury that happened in 1997. You both are fighters. I'm blessed to have found your channel. Thank you for sharing your life.
Yes, you are so right Eirin, that beautiful energy is always coming your way and our way. So good to see you. Thanks for the information about the community tab, I didn't know that. I will pray for your continued and complete healing and know that we are here for you.❤
Sending much love and light your way.... I will be so excited to see you up and hearing all about your further recovery. I hope and pray this comes a lot quicker than expected 🥰
Don't worry honey you will get better I know you will because our God is an awesome God and I know he hears our prayers. Lord God thank you for being the healer of all healers I pray that you put your healing touch on this child of yours and show her your love Thank you In Jesus name I pray
You have such a sweet and comforting voice. I have missed hearing it, and I have missed listening to the words. You inspire me to do better …and to be better. ✌🏼❤️🙏🏼
Eirin, I really love the way you explain really difficult concepts, as depression, in an understandable way for those who has not suffered one. I did, and I find it so hard to explain how do you feel while on depression. ❤
I’m so happy to see your beautiful face. We pray for you every day. I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. I’m really proud of you. We’re all rooting for you. Sending hugs and love your way.
Hello sweet Erin! Thank you for this update. I don’t do instagram so I’ve been wondering about you. I’ll have to check out the community tab you mentioned. I pray that your pressure sore goes away soon so you can feel better. Thank you for shining your light on everyone who watches your channel. I’m looking forward to seeing your capsule wardrobe! Hello to your husband & cat. 🤗✨💕
What a beautiful sweet soul you are 💗. I came across some of your videos, and I pray for your healing. I live in New Jersey, USA, and find your honesty about your illness and issues heartwarming! Continue to heal and I’ll continue praying from this side of the world ❤️
I have missed your sweet voice. I’ve struggled with depression also so I understand stand. Prayers and healing for you sweet girl. Love coming your way.
So lovely to see you again, Eirin. I am so sorry you are going through this, you are so close to recovering from the problem with your back issue. I pray that it closes up completely asap! I think once you are able to be back in your chair this will do you a world of good. Love, light and hugs to you Sue :) 🥰
Hi Eirin welcome back! Great to see your video but so sorry that your depression has been bad. I seriously don't think there is anyone on earth that wouldn't have the same struggles if faced with your challenges. I actually think you are an amazingly strong person. I so admire you and I can only hope that if I faced similar then I could have the same strength of character. Planning and looking ahead is really important. I really hope the pressure sore soon heals and allows you more freedom. God works in very strange ways at times but I see Him in you. I think He would be very proud of you. Sending you love and prayers ❤❤🙏🤗🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
I pray that you heal soon-what an ordeal for you! I'm so glad you're trying to fight the depression. It's so hard. When I fight depression, I try to find the littlest things that can bring me joy. I think you are doing all the right things-hang in there, sweetie!
Dear Erin you have been on my mind I was happy to hear from you . praying for you and your recovery you dear sweet Angel .sending you love and all the happiness in the world.Godbless
Hi Erin - thank you for sharing your disappointments and how you articulate and process and find hope ; it's really encouraging and in a small way you help me to stay consistent in my own journey with my own battles ; my cerebellum is shrinking - and my movement is slowly deteriorating yet I can still walk and do everything; I was just terrified; no idea how it would work; how I can prepare and it's in that mode that I found you and just felt a big relief that it's going to be okay ; watching you do it leave me no excuse to do everything I can now - thank you for your kind and encouraging way you connect everything and that I can learn from you 😊
Hi Eirin🤍 I found you channel few weeks ago and I’m so happy that you did this video.I know how the feeling with depression It is unfortunately so I send to you all my prayers and light and beautiful energy 🤍🌸your voice is so calming and you are truly a beautiful soul 🌷hope you get better soon💓💕
Hi, good to hear from you again. So glad you have things coming up that you are looking forward to. Having your color palette done is a great idea, have fun with your new cloths. Hanks for the update.
So good to see you again honey. Been wondering about you. You are never alone... so true. It's heartwarming to hear your words of appreciation. Will continue praying for you. Love you honey.
Prayers for you to heal and get back to sitting in your chair. Anyone would be depressed to have to stay in bed so long. You will heal and get back to your regular life. It is already happening, but things need to speed up. I'm praying for you!!
I love the imagery you articulated at the end of the video. We are indeed all connected and I'm glad you're able to visualize the love and "good vibes" coming your way. Depression is a visitor none of us wants to welcome. I've heard that making friends--so to speak--with the demons that come along occasionally is more helpful than being in a state of denial or fighting. I imagine that isn't a new idea for you and I wouldn't presume to advise you but from my limited experience in life, I have found that whatever thoughts and feelings I'm having, the process of acknowledging them and keeping an open heart is more useful than other strategies I've tried. I'm sure you will discover a way to emerge into a healthy state of mind based on your approach to life in general and your bravery in particular. Thank you for sharing your feelings.
You are so right, and I too, have found this to be true ❤️ It’s as if the monsters are just scared behind it all; offence is the best defence - like ‘22’ in the animated «Soul»-movie. Once you face them and take their hand, the «anger» reveals the emotion that’s hiding behind it, and it becomes a little easier to understand and soothe them 💖 Thank you for sharing 🥰
Eirin, I am so sorry that you are suffering so much💔 I will keep you in my prayers. You are a strong and beautiful soul. Much love from Duluth, Minnesota USA. Take it one moment at a time dear one….((Hug)) 🌷🌷🌷🌷
My love if you knew how much impact you have on my life if you only knew the bright light that you are. I am struggling with chronic pain and fatigue for a long time after stage 4 cancer so it has been a taugh ride, listening to you every time touches and opens a ray of light and hope to see the beauty even when is not pretty. I wish i could give you the biggest hug. Just when i want to give up , you come a long with your beautiful soul. How you described the prayer was incredible so i never stop prayong for others now. Also at every moment every cell of our body is an intelligent divine force at work while many things might not work perfectly at the same time miliions of cells still operating perfectly to keep us alive. When i feel alone i go to that force ( my cells intelligent) whatever we beileve is called. So we are never alone, the force is running us. That force never leave us alone for a second until we are alive. I love you very much beautiful soul. Thank you for shining on earth.
I am glad you feel better enough to post, both physically and emotionally. Your explanation of depression is spot on. Mine felt (feels) like being in a grey world with nothing light or bright. Others had to tell me what I was feeling. Our minds tend to attempt to protect us. I cannot know what you have been going through, but I can hope that your body is getting stronger. You are so gracious and straightforward. It is a pleasure to be seeing you again. When you can be outside for a bit, perhaps that too can help heal you. I had no idea how bad your pressure sore was, you were so very stoic and quiet. May your healing continue apace Blessed be my friend Enjoy your day with your friends And actually, wearing bright, cheerful colors will help your mood!🦋🪻🫂
Hi beautiful souls! Thank you so much for being here and for your wonderful comments - I truly appreciate them ❤️ I try to read and answer as many as possible, and know that I’m just so thankful that you take from your valuable time to do so ❤️ Love & light!
So glad to see you! I’ve been keeping you in my prayers and glad to see you improving even though it’s not at the rate you would like. Keep remembering those golden threads and let them lift your spirits! ❤🙏🏻💫
Hello dear,
I just got acquaintance with you last night! Im humbled and really proud of you. I wanted to share what I do when I get in (any reason) depression mood or phase (short or long). Learning something new (for me its skill) and starting a creative project, writing... helps me a lot. Please start write (you can do it) or start drawing (Im sure that also is possible for you). And always remember Frida Kahlo. You can find your free body in your creations. I wish you that! I wish you to become a bird ) which you are! Fly my dear fly... you are a Phoenix ....
🥀💜🥀 I missed the sound of your sweet and gentle voice, Eirin 🥀💙🥀 So sorry to learn of your recent hospitalization, and, feel so blessed that you're strong enough to make this video 🥀🧡🥀 Thank you for the gift of you today!!!! You made my day 🥀💛🥀
Thank you for being here ❤️❤️
❤ you are not alone, nor is anyone reading this. When we can all think loving thoughts and have hope and take care of each other- we get a glimpse of the potential of our humanity ❤
So good to see you again. Still as beautiful as always.
Can all of you please pray with me that the Lord heals this wound of Eirin so she can sit up straight again.🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
So thankful you felt you could share with your community and UA-cam family today. Thank you for being open about experiencing a depressive episode during your recovery from the pressure sore. I am not one bit surprised (but sad) that happened. The isolation, the immobility, the pain, and so much more would be more than enough to cause it. Praying you are on the upswing now emotionally and physically and that you will soon be able to sit in your chair-even those five minutes at a time will at least encourage you that the worst is over. Blessings and love to you dear Eirin.
Thank you so much for your caring kindness! 🥰❤️
Worded beautifully, and I echo this.
Take care x
Well said, Susan.
I missed seeing you! I can relate to your description of depression as i have recently been in bed with severe depression. Seeing you and hearing your calming voice is like seeing the sun through the rainy clouds as you described! You help me immensely and im grateful for you! Youre a ray of light to the world! In yoga, we take moments of silence to manifest our wants, and i will devote the manifestation to you for a speedy recovery!!! Sending you love , light and happiness from Pittsburgh PA💜💜💜
Aaaw, this melts my heart 🥹❤️ Thank you for being so wonderful! 🥰
⚡️You are absolutely right that your current situation is in large part responsible for the depressive episode, omg, of course! Remember “Recovery doesn’t go in a straight line”. You are going in the right direction! All will be well dear one.
Thank you for your uplifting words 🥰
Oh Eirin, thank you for today's video! Especially the message in the last 3 min! I strongly believe we can feel prayers. I've been patiently waiting for a video from you, so was happy to get the notification. Being a quad, too, although incomplete, meaning I can move somewhat, except my hands, I've always had the fear of getting pressure sores as I can sleep 10 hrs in 1 position. So I'm working on making myself wake up to move. My heart goes out to you & I pray for healing for you. You are an inspiration! Thank you!❤
Then our hearts touches as mine reaches out to you as well 💞 Thank you for being here and for sharing your light! 💖
⚡️Absolutely Eirin 🙏🏼✨💖🙌🏼 Our Love for The Creator and each other is what holds all humanity together through thick and thin!
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No words can express how grateful I am for finding you. Everything that you say is like balm to the aching soul. I wish you all the best 🧡
I actually do think about you quite a bit
I pray for you
And I’m always so happy when I see you like I seen the notification that your greeting you’re so glowing in I just feel quite specially greeted and I felt that way ever since I first saw your channel. I also follow you on Instagram.
Our individual journeys make us feel like we are so alone in there these moments where we really see how tied together we are
I feel so uplifted by your greeting , Friend. ❤
I’ll be praying and I’m adding you to 2 prayer chains
200 plus people will be praying for complete healing ❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❣️💯❣️
Thank you so much for being here ❤️
So nice to see you! Praying you are blessed with moments of joy and hope several times each day!
Thank you, sweetness! 💖
Depression can be so debilitating. So sorry to hear you are struggling with that. Your points on ways to improve habits are very good. I am glad to hear your youtube channel is helping you feel supported!! I am cheering you on and will keep you in my prayers!
Sweet Eirin, I can’t even imagine what you’re going through and the mental strength it would take keep yourself in a positive light. You are an inspiration to me. Praying for your healing right now.
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⚡️Bless you for sharing! I don’t know if you realize how much it means to myself & others. Thank you. Thank you. Sending you prayers, love & lots of hugs! ✨🙏🏼💖
Thank you, angel! 🥰❤️
I did the manifestation and sent blessings for health and happiness your way! Thank you for being a shining light in the world to me, you helped me when nothing else worked and im so grateful!! 💜
Oh, thank you so much! ❤️ I’m so grateful and I truly appreciate you 🥰
You are one special woman. I feel honor to be a part of your life. I pray for you and your husband
When things are difficult, i pray, read the word and daily give All my cares, concerns, and burdens to the Lord.
I pray for your continued healing and restoration of your health. By the Lords stripes you are healed mind, body, soul, and spirit. Hang in there never give up on God and never give up on yourself. Take care and Blessings to you and your Family.
Thank you for sharing and for your caring kindness ❤️
Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with this beautiful caring community. I'm sure alot of us can relate, but this too shall pass xx take care x
Eirin your voice is so beautiful and gentle. You should consider reading stories for people who have insomnia, night workers etc.
So very sorry to you being bedridden. Would it be possible for you to get a standing and seated chair. So daytime at least you would be standing. Helps bed sores, prevention etc. 🙏You out in sunshine soon enough.
Thank you! Such a kind thing to say 🥰 I can start standing in my bed once the sore is healed - looking forward to it! 😃
I too believe we are all connected by love and light. During a difficult time, I was told to take care of myself (3 prong) physically, mentally, and spiritually. And a takeaway was to think of ONE good thing in the day; even as simple as enjoying a strawberry. It’s helpful to focus on “tomorrow is a new day” …each day, and to look for that ONE good thing that brings you joy. Sending you love and light. ❤
Thank you for sharing ❤️
@@eirinceciliegjedrem It is so lovely of you to respond with comments and/or likes to your postings. Much appreciated how you give back and provide a bit of connection and happiness to others.
You are so strong. I wish I could be half the wonderful person you are.
Thank you ❤️ I believe you are wonderful, too ❤️
So nice to see you back. So sorry that this sore healing process has been taking a toll on your psyche. Your endurance is impressive!
Hi Eirin, it’s so good to see you back where you belong, I missed you, you delightful, courageous soul. I thought maybe you were battling with pesky dark clouds, you know the ones that follow you and just hang around. Always remember the dark clouds will always go, because the power of sunshine is far greater. I’m on your team with your decision to staying horizontal for a while longer, to be sure the sore is fully healed. Keep up the great work. Have you ever played scrabble online? It can be eye-wateringly hilarious; try it sometime with your UA-cam community. Keep going Eirin, you are an inspiration. 🌞🏴
Very true 🌧️☀️ Thank you for your supportive and uplifting comment! 🥰❤️ I haven’t, but I will check it out 🤩
Eirin, your strength and perseverance are unmatched. Though I know you want so much to be sitting up and living your best life, choosing to stay horizontal to heal of your "ice burg" style pressure sore is as you know, the best path for you. Your mindfulness and intelligence continue to guide you. Enjoy the baptism on May 21 and your friends and family, you were glowing just talking about it-so glad that you will be in attendance and speaking. Your eye/hair color and skin tone are classically beautiful and I think plum, peach and olive shades would be great colors on you. Anyway, I cannot wait to find out what the pro will recommend for you. I started my note to you saying "you are never alone" before I changed it-great minds think alike! None of us is ever alone. I am suggesting a 30 minute virtual tea party to give you some socialization with your cyber friends-it would be such fun and help to fight your struggle with the doldrums. Prayers, love and all of the best in life to you my friend! Patience is a virtue and Eirin, YOU are the official QUEEN.🌸🙏Smile and stay strong!
Thank you so much for your wonderfully kind message! 🥰 I appreciate that you’re here ❤️😍
I agree that creating even small habits and keeping some sort of a schedule when I feel depressed. My darkest hours / days were when I was fighting cancer. My Mom died from the same cancer just 4 years before I was diagnosed. After going through extensive surgery, chemo and radiation - a year of being sick I too was depressed but so grateful to be alive. Stay hopeful ❤
That must have been so tough, and I’m sorry you still struggle with it ❤️ Thank you for sharing and for being here 🥰
I love the thought that at anytime, someone is praying for those in need 💕 I’ve never stopped and thought of it that way. Thank you for sharing that.
Im so happy you are going to be able to go to your friend’s baptism. What a wonderful blessing that will be.
Im excited to see your capsule wardrobe. I can so relate! I’ve been stuck in a rut of navy and black, for too many years. Thank you for sharing your love and light with us. Much love and prayers to you and your loved ones ❤
Thank you for your wonderful comment and for being here 🥰
I am so happy to see you. I have had you on my mind for a while now and I am happy to see you found the energy to do a video. Depression is very difficult to deal with and I am definitely no expert, but I will tell you what I do. When I have my lowest days and weeks I start to make a list. Every day I must do at least 2 things just so I can feel I accomplished something. Usually my list will go like this: Monday do the dishes and phone a loved one for a small conversation. Tuesday go out somewhere, anywhere...even if it is only sitting in my back yard for half an hour, or a quick grocery shop. My second task for that day I might read my emails. I think you get what I'm doing. Maybe something like this may help you a bit? Maybe on Mondays read a chapter in a novel and phone a loved one? Tuesday make out a list of gifts you want to buy loved ones for Christmas. Wednesday focus on social media? These are just some examples. The reason I do this is so it keeps my mind occupied for a brief time and I will feel like I actually accomplished something because on these days I just lay on the sofa crying and it's awful. I find if I do nothing on these low days then I feel even worse by the end of the day and it's a viscous cycle! It doesn't seem like much but trust me somedays it seems impossible to do anything so sticking to a "to do" list helps! It gives me a reason to actually "snap out" of things even if it's for a brief hour or so.
I am so happy you are going to enjoy the baptism soon. That will lift your spirits! Please know that you are never alone and that we do care for you and pray that you are well. Always reach out to a loved one or even your YT friends on your lowest days because you will always find someone who will love to listen to you and hopefully lift your spirits. Hugs from Canada xoxo
Thank you so much for sharing and for your wonderful ideas; I will keep them with me ❤️ I’m grateful you’re here! 🥰
Excellent advice.
Eirin you are so beautiful both inside and out. Your voice is so calming and the excitement in your voice when you talk about your new wardrobe is infectious. You are a blessing to so many people and I wrap my arms around you for a calming hug and support.
It is so good to hear from you again. I was wondering if you had been absent from here for awhile or did I just miss your notifications. I also suffer through severe depression and it's never completely gone, so I understand what you are talking about. It's comforting to know that we are all not alone, that we are connected through prayers or good wishes or positive vibes. Thank you for sharing your ideas in the last part of the video. It's lovely to visualize all of us spinning a web of gold threads to strangers across the world! You are a beautiful soul, Eirin!
I’m so sorry you’re going through so much. Sometimes people don’t understand how harmful being in a bed for months can be for your mental state. It’s hard to keep upbeat when depression hits. I’m sure you’ll have tried the usual things like counselling or even medication. I hope that as you start to be bake to sit up again, the black dog will buzz off. How lovely you will attend the baptism. I know that will mean so much to a lot of people. ❤️
Praying for your recovery ❤️🩹 from the sore and emotionally 🙏🩷 xxx
Thank you Erin for this beautiful image of people across the globe being connected by these golden threads representing love and care. You truly are a special soul. Sending love and positive energy to help you keep your resolve and strong mindset. You are an inspiration and have so much to share. Prayers that you will soon be able to get back in your chair ❤❤
Thank you angel ❤️❤️
Dearest Eirin...
It was a Blessing to see you once again and hear your beautiful voice. You truly are an inspiration to us all.
I am praying 🙏 you continue to heal and are able to regain your mobility soon. Sending much love ❤and many blessings🙏 from the USA. 🇺🇸
Hey, there is light at the end of the tunnel. It won't be long now. You have such wonderful events coming up and with your new clothes you will be beautiful. Just like your personality. I pray God takes away your sadness and brings more sunshine in your life. You certainly have add sunshine to your followers lives.
Estava sentindo falta de seus vídeos, sou brasileira e não sei inglês, sou Enfermeira Obstétrica aposentada e vc inspira com sua coragem, logo sua úlcera de pressão já terá cicatrizado para que possa voltar sua vida normal,estou na torcida ,fique bem,hoje vc estará em minhas orações ❤
Miss Erin, it was so good and inspiring to hear from you. What a beautiful message you send out in to this world that certainly can use more love, empathy and kindness. Erin I’m happy you are feeling the prayers we are sending so you will complete this task of healing your body. I wish only the very best for you. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for inviting us into your life- I truly feel as if I’ve made a friend in you. I too have seasons of melancholy. While your resilience is admirable, it can also be exhausting. Please be gentle with yourself and generous with your self compassion. You have more support and love surrounding you than you know.❤
One has to suppose that with a sore that is taking its time to heal, one has to be aware of the threat of sepsis and be treated ASAP for it if it does happen.x
Yes, absolutely! In Norway, we have the «hjemmesykepleie», nurses and health care personnel that come to the patients homes to treat and care for them. Some patients receive several visits a day, but they come to me weekly to change my wound vac and check up on me, since I have personal assistants on a day-to-day basis. I can also call them day or night, all year round, and they make extra visits if I need their help or have concerns - they are quite amazing, and I’m in such good hands ❤️
I am so glad to see you again! I have been looking for you. I’m praying that your sore heals soon. Many blessings.
Thank you ❤️
People used to tell me I wore too much black…I said Black is the best of them all colors!, but like you I decided You know what?..I’ll try different things moving forward!
I still have a lot of black in my closet but continue to love other colors too.
Stay strong and remember there are people out in the world who think you are espectacular, take a deep breath and receive the beautiful energy we all send your way!
You are beautiful!
It’s truly amazing how deep your words speak to my soul. I honestly to God feel so many deep emotions your discussing because your words are beyond words. You absolutely have a beautiful gift with the words you speak & the emotions you express. Your videos hit on a level deeper than anyone I know, it’s crazy & just amazing all at the same time! I bet you have so many out here than you’ve touched so deeply & I pray you truly know the difference you make in soooo many lives, including mine! ❤ Mental struggles are so unbelievably hard while going through these seasons of life. We are here & love you, you BEAUTIFUL SOUL ❤🙏
Thank you so incredibly much for your wonderful message - I truly appreciate it 🥰❤️😍
@@eirinceciliegjedrem I mean every word ❤️ I’m so thankful I found your channel! You’re such a huge blessing & you deserve all the blessings in return! I love your heart, your strength & courage! You will get through this, so many of us are believing this for you ❤️💪💯🙏😘
It was a blessing to see you on here tonight! Im praying you get thru this difficult spell and I hope you end up with a beautiful new wardrobe!
I'm sure I join the ranks of hundreds when I say all I want to do when your tears come is hold you and tell you how wonderful you are. It's hard not to get depressed when you're fatigued and sleep deprived. After I lay down to sleep I close my eyes and stare at my chin. Then I concentrate on my breathing. Think only of your breathing. Listen to the sound and work to relax and slow your breathing down.
What is happening with your arms? All those bruises and scratches. Love and light to you as well.
Thank you so much for sharing ❤️🥰 You’re seeing my tattoos that are dark and grayish from 4 rounds of laser removal 😅
Hi Eirin, thank you! You are an inspiration. Everyone I know has passed away & I am literally on earth alone; the depression and ptsd is overwhelming me. Then I kick myself for feeling so sad and truly alone, you help me snap out of it even for a few minutes. ❤❤❤ thumbs up Gentle Warrior Eirin
I love the sound of your voice and the cadence and calmness of your words. I could listen to you for hours!!
Thank you for inspiring all of us!
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It’s so good to see you! I’m sorry to hear how hard life has been for you since your last video. I have put you on my prayer list.
I have a few hints for falling asleep when you can’t stop your mind from keeping you awake.
1) Try to take each subject you are thinking about and in your mind drop each one into an imaginary waste basket symbolizing that you are done thinking about that subject. Keep doing that until you can’t think of any new subjects.
2) Count backwards by 3’s from a number like 1,000.
3) Try to think about nothing. It’s fairly hard to do, so it can tire your mind out enough to fall asleep.
I hope one or more of these tricks will help you.
Thank you so much for your suggestions ❤️❤️
Dear Eirin, I feel so much love for you. You truly have the gift of light. Thank you for sharing your struggles and determination. I know you will get better!💗
Hi Erin. I just recently found your channel. I would like to tell you that when I feel depressed or down, when I am overwhelmed or stressed, I lay all of my problems, my entire being, at the foot of Jesus. I do not know your position on Jesus, but for me, putting everything in His hands relieves the pressure of the weight I may feel on my soul. Your a beautiful person and the strength you show is amazing. I'm praying for you and your family. My sister in law has a similar injury that happened in 1997. You both are fighters. I'm blessed to have found your channel. Thank you for sharing your life.
Thank you so much for being here 🥰❤️😍
Thank you for sharing your life with us. The mom in me would just like to hug you and cry along with you.
Oh, you’re wonderful - thank you 🥹🥰
Cry along with you. How BEAUTIFUL. I believe that is what we need way more than phoney
Promises.
Hello Eirin give each other strength is always good thank you and never give up ❤💐
You are such a bright light! You make my day better. Thank you ❤
Yes, you are so right Eirin, that beautiful energy is always coming your way and our way. So good to see you. Thanks for the information about the community tab, I didn't know that. I will pray for your continued and complete healing and know that we are here for you.❤
It’s so nice to see you, Eirin. Sending you love and prayers! Take care. 💞
Sending much love and light your way.... I will be so excited to see you up and hearing all about your further recovery. I hope and pray this comes a lot quicker than expected 🥰
Don't worry honey you will get better I know you will because our God is an awesome God and I know he hears our prayers. Lord God thank you for being the healer of all healers I pray that you put your healing touch on this child of yours and show her your love Thank you In Jesus name I pray
You have such a sweet and comforting voice. I have missed hearing it, and I have missed listening to the words. You inspire me to do better …and to be better. ✌🏼❤️🙏🏼
Eirin, I really love the way you explain really difficult concepts, as depression, in an understandable way for those who has not suffered one. I did, and I find it so hard to explain how do you feel while on depression. ❤
So wonderful to see you again. Sending love. Praying for healing of your wound and some peace for your soul.
I’m so happy to see your beautiful face. We pray for you every day. I’m sorry you’re struggling right now. I’m really proud of you. We’re all rooting for you. Sending hugs and love your way.
Hello sweet Erin! Thank you for this update. I don’t do instagram so I’ve been wondering about you. I’ll have to check out the community tab you mentioned. I pray that your pressure sore goes away soon so you can feel better. Thank you for shining your light on everyone who watches your channel. I’m looking forward to seeing your capsule wardrobe! Hello to your husband & cat. 🤗✨💕
What a beautiful sweet soul you are 💗. I came across some of your videos, and I pray for your healing. I live in New Jersey, USA, and find your honesty about your illness and issues heartwarming! Continue to heal and I’ll continue praying from this side of the world ❤️
Glad you posted :)
Keep on keeping on, what an inspiration you are
You have been in my thoughts. Thanks for sharing even in your darkest moments. All of my support is with you Eirin. You are wonderful.
I will pray for you! 🙏🏻You are so brave and inspiring to me. 🌸
Sending you love!❤❤
So glad you’re back. I missed you and was concerned.
I’m happy you’re here ❤️
I have missed your sweet voice. I’ve struggled with depression also so I understand stand. Prayers and healing for you sweet girl. Love coming your way.
So good to hear your voice again!! I hope this process starts speeding along for you. I could see you in some pretty shades of purple 💜☺️!
So so happy to see and listen to your video... Glad the wound vac helped... Needed to hear your beautiful voice today.... Love for you... ❤❤
So good to see u again!
God bless you. You are the one with the beautiful soul.
So lovely to see you again, Eirin. I am so sorry you are going through this, you are so close to recovering from the problem with your back issue. I pray that it closes up completely asap! I think once you are able to be back in your chair this will do you a world of good. Love, light and hugs to you Sue :) 🥰
Hi Eirin welcome back! Great to see your video but so sorry that your depression has been bad. I seriously don't think there is anyone on earth that wouldn't have the same struggles if faced with your challenges. I actually think you are an amazingly strong person. I so admire you and I can only hope that if I faced similar then I could have the same strength of character. Planning and looking ahead is really important. I really hope the pressure sore soon heals and allows you more freedom. God works in very strange ways at times but I see Him in you. I think He would be very proud of you. Sending you love and prayers ❤❤🙏🤗🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
I pray that you heal soon-what an ordeal for you! I'm so glad you're trying to fight the depression. It's so hard. When I fight depression, I try to find the littlest things that can bring me joy. I think you are doing all the right things-hang in there, sweetie!
Good to see you back
Sending you love and light sweet lady!!💫💖🌸 You are inspiring to me….❤️
I just love watching you. I feel like I am with a friend. Keep staying strong! Luv ya!!!!
you are very inspirational dearest girl, thank you for being so strong😍😍
So loved this video, thank you Eirin and my thoughts and prayers are with you🌹🌹🌹❤️❤️❤️❤️
Dear Erin you have been on my mind I was happy to hear from you . praying for you and your recovery you dear sweet Angel .sending you love and all the happiness in the world.Godbless
Welcome back. You were so missed. Wishing you only good health and happy days
God bless you for your bravery and wonderful spirit. I will pray for healing and peace.🙏❤️
Keeping you in my prayers and I hope you heal up soon.
Wishing all the best for you, Eirin. Please know that so many people are thinking of you and sending you positive energy ❤
Its good to hear you again ❤
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Hi Erin - thank you for sharing your disappointments and how you articulate and process and find hope ; it's really encouraging and in a small way you help me to stay consistent in my own journey with my own battles ; my cerebellum is shrinking - and my movement is slowly deteriorating yet I can still walk and do everything; I was just terrified; no idea how it would work; how I can prepare and it's in that mode that I found you and just felt a big relief that it's going to be okay ; watching you do it leave me no excuse to do everything I can now - thank you for your kind and encouraging way you connect everything and that I can learn from you 😊
You are wonderful ❤️ Thank you for being here 🥰
@@eirinceciliegjedrem 💗 thank you -
You are an inspiration 💓
Hi Eirin🤍 I found you channel few weeks ago and I’m so happy that you did this video.I know how the feeling with depression It is unfortunately so I send to you all my prayers and light and beautiful energy 🤍🌸your voice is so calming and you are truly a beautiful soul 🌷hope you get better soon💓💕
Hi, good to hear from you again. So glad you have things coming up that you are looking forward to. Having your color palette done is a great idea, have fun with your new cloths. Hanks for the update.
Listen to you made my day. You are such a gentle Person! God bless you.💖
So good to see you again honey. Been wondering about you. You are never alone... so true. It's heartwarming to hear your words of appreciation. Will continue praying for you. Love you honey.
I’m sending you love and light from the Netherlands! ❤
Prayers for you to heal and get back to sitting in your chair. Anyone would be depressed to have to stay in bed so long. You will heal and get back to your regular life. It is already happening, but things need to speed up. I'm praying for you!!
Thank you 🤍✨🕊️🙏
I love the imagery you articulated at the end of the video. We are indeed all connected and I'm glad you're able to visualize the love and "good vibes" coming your way. Depression is a visitor none of us wants to welcome. I've heard that making friends--so to speak--with the demons that come along occasionally is more helpful than being in a state of denial or fighting. I imagine that isn't a new idea for you and I wouldn't presume to advise you but from my limited experience in life, I have found that whatever thoughts and feelings I'm having, the process of acknowledging them and keeping an open heart is more useful than other strategies I've tried. I'm sure you will discover a way to emerge into a healthy state of mind based on your approach to life in general and your bravery in particular. Thank you for sharing your feelings.
You are so right, and I too, have found this to be true ❤️ It’s as if the monsters are just scared behind it all; offence is the best defence - like ‘22’ in the animated «Soul»-movie. Once you face them and take their hand, the «anger» reveals the emotion that’s hiding behind it, and it becomes a little easier to understand and soothe them 💖
Thank you for sharing 🥰
Eirin, I am so sorry that you are suffering so much💔 I will keep you in my prayers. You are a strong and beautiful soul. Much love from Duluth, Minnesota USA. Take it one moment at a time dear one….((Hug)) 🌷🌷🌷🌷
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My love if you knew how much impact you have on my life if you only knew the bright light that you are. I am struggling with chronic pain and fatigue for a long time after stage 4 cancer so it has been a taugh ride, listening to you every time touches and opens a ray of light and hope to see the beauty even when is not pretty. I wish i could give you the biggest hug. Just when i want to give up , you come a long with your beautiful soul. How you described the prayer was incredible so i never stop prayong for others now. Also at every moment every cell of our body is an intelligent divine force at work while many things might not work perfectly at the same time miliions of cells still operating perfectly to keep us alive. When i feel alone i go to that force ( my cells intelligent) whatever we beileve is called. So we are never alone, the force is running us. That force never leave us alone for a second until we are alive. I love you very much beautiful soul. Thank you for shining on earth.
Thank you so much for your wonderful message, it means so much! 🥹🥰
@@eirinceciliegjedrem ❤
I am glad you feel better enough to post, both physically and emotionally.
Your explanation of depression is spot on. Mine felt (feels) like being in a grey world with nothing light or bright. Others had to tell me what I was feeling.
Our minds tend to attempt to protect us.
I cannot know what you have been going through, but I can hope that your body is getting stronger.
You are so gracious and straightforward. It is a pleasure to be seeing you again.
When you can be outside for a bit, perhaps that too can help heal you.
I had no idea how bad your pressure sore was, you were so very stoic and quiet.
May your healing continue apace
Blessed be my friend
Enjoy your day with your friends
And actually, wearing bright, cheerful colors will help your mood!🦋🪻🫂
Thank you so much for sharing and for being here ❤️🥰