Happy Pride Month! 🌈 (2D)
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- Опубліковано 25 чер 2021
- I can't believe I managed to finish this video just in time!
But yeah, Happy Pride Month! I used to be so bothered about what people around me had to say so I kept it all in without realizing how heavy of a burden it was to keep the real me a secret. I don't know how things would have turned out for me if I didn't meet Chia or if her reaction turned out to be negative instead. I'm just glad that 16 year old me had someone like her by my side 😊
I actually had to scratch out two initial ideas I had. First one was to make rainbow cupcakes and tell a much detailed story on what I went through during my teen years but because everyone was stuck at home and I don't like to record when everyone's home, I had to scratch that. Second idea was to talk about that time I accidentally registered for an LGBTQ+ matchmaking site when I was 16. But then I realized that that story kinda turns dark so I'm saving it for another time~
#pridemonth #comingout
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I avoided coming out until I was 21 because my family were (and are) kinda homophobic, and all of my friends would always use gay as an insult.
At 21 though I made some new friends at university, I just said “Guys, I think I’m gay” whilst we were all walking into a cinema. I was met with the response “Cool man, hurry up” from my now best friend Matt.
That friend group really helped. Especially by having people to talk to when my family kicked up a fuss.
I also think ‘coming out’ is a huge deal. As a teen I used to cry myself to sleep pretty often because I wanted to date this cute guy at school but I figured I’d never get to because I could never let anyone find out I liked men
@@TheXaon I'm sorry you had to suffer from that, but look at the positives now you're out and (hopefully) proud. And you have someone many pride fests and months to look forward to
@@briannagarrett6637 I’m very proud 😌
Also, love your Gorillaz pic! 🎶
@@TheXaon thank you, they're shook awesome. And its funny you and Josh have the same name
@@briannagarrett6637 It’s a fun little coincidence, yes 😊
as a currently closeted enby muslim, I find so much comfort in watching Josh's videos. tysm *sending virtual hugs*
@@ebrahimrusta922 you're a muslim and you admitted you're gay?
@@ebrahimrusta922 Ik this reply wasn't for me but I 100% agree with what your saying. I'm 14 right now and I have to go to an Islamic school where they constantly preach homophobic and transphobic teachings. I also grew up in a household where the idea of being gay was the same as pedophillia when it isn't. I'm so happy I've someone found someone who understands that being gay and Muslim isn't a contradiction. Ty for that
@@ebrahimrusta922 Don't worry about it and im so happy too have met you! thank you for being so supportive of me and I'm glad that your so open of your sexuality. I hope you have a fantastic day and I hope everything goes well for you!!!
@@ebrahimrusta922 I know that Islam itself isn't homophobic (in fact kind of forbid, in a way) but I thought same sex relationship isn't allowed? (this is a genuine question I apologize if it sounds like homophobia)
@@ebrahimrusta922 wait actually it depends. older Islamic teachings forbids homosexuality and it's legal to be punished by death. Modern Islamic forbid being in a homosexual relationship but isn't sinful if you have homosexual interest. Correct me if I'm wrong
I'm so happy you had a friend like Chia. I am bisexual and I came out to my very close cousin when I was 12 years old. She said something along the lines of "It's okay, just don't crush on me" and "Your parents will not like that". It did not go well, but luckily I have so many supportive friends who are always by my side. It's been 4 years since I first came out and I am really happy with myself
Wait your *cousin* said you shouldn't get a crush on her??
@@user-hl4xd4tb5w That is correct! I know, I was shocked too.
My whole family could have been the only good looking ppl in the whole wide world and I still would never crush on them, I'll even tell there ugly . No just no
@@hoedown5568 honestly, same. The way I almost threw up when she said that, I was like bestieeeee chilll
Somehow what bothers me the most is that it was your cousin who told you not to crush on them
Chia is the bisexual representation we need
dude i cant even celebrate pride month or say anything abt lgbtq bc im a muslim. its so hard. i told my aunty and she said its just a phase. AHHHHHH
Don't worry, you don't owe it to them to tell them your security. You may be a strangers but I support you. And why don't you try celebrating pride in secret?
Sorry you cant celebrate, hope you have a great month regardless🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
There going to be a whole house of training
I understand you even I am Muslim too it's very hard ,tho my ( female ) cousin do know about me but don't understand me and I would come out the adults too but once my aunt told me not to go near house which was supposly owned by intersex/trans family at that point I knew that it's not like I couldn't but I shouldn't
Soo it ok we are here for each other at least ( on the internet) 🙃
Same haha...
So I recently learned there is a subset of asexual called “autochorissexual” and I feel so seen!!! I’ve always been repulsed at the thought of being involved in sexual situations myself. But I do regularly enjoy the more sexual parts of BL.
I thought I couldn’t be “real asexual” because I wasn’t disgusted my R-18 BL. And now it just... feels validating to know I’m not alone? I feel like you guys are the only people that would understand? I don’t know. I’m just happy I’m not alone. And can finally classify myself as asexual.
This is my first time hearing about this! I feel the same way! Ppl always ask how can I read BL while being asexual and I always find it hard to explain. Gonna do some research on this term now!
@@JelliesWorld omg I’m so happy I found another person that understands. 😭😭😭 we’re around the same age too. So it’s like... idk. Nice knowing this isn’t just something teens identify with.
No offense to teens. It’s just that... being asexual always made me feel like an inadequate adult. I’ve never dated. Never kissed. Haven’t had a crush in 14 years. I feel so childish. But I now realize it’s okay to be a little different. And I’m trying to learn to accept that.
Oh my soul op this is me 😭, thank you so much for this like I've been struggling for years to coin my asexuality to a "T", this term just added to it. Oh my goodness this is the best post, thank you because this old bat (me) just learned something life changing. ♡
HECK YES JOSH, YOU'RE ACE?? Me too! There's a lot of us (and I mean a LOT) in the BL fandom, so it's good to know you're also in the club XD
Ace BL fans who prefer women are so paradoxal yet so weirdly commun… (I’m one of them) X)
@@viveleshistoires4874 They are! All the ace BL fans I know are either homoromantic (towards women) or aromantic (like me) - i.e. not attracted to irl men at all! It's such an odd thing, but hey - we're here, we're queer, get used to it :P
I’m a bi, ace and a BL fan and I found it so ironic T_T I didn’t know I wasn’t alone lol
I’m also ace it’s nice finding people online that relate
I guess I never came out to my family and I never will because I'm not one for labels and quite honestly I don't think any romantic or sexual stuff in my life involves them, but at one family gather, could have been a birthday party for one of my nieces or nephews, my family was hassling me again because they still think I'm just a closeted lesbian. So I said "I just don't care." As in I don't care for coupling and just thinking about having another person in my life and having to consider their "feelings", and altering my life around their schedule reaffirms that it's not the kind of life I want. I have told my family multiple times that I don't care and I prefer to be alone. When I have to label myself, I'm Asexual and if you want to get real specific about it, I'm Aromantic.
Have a wonderful Pride Month.
I was honestly having a grade A shit day and seeing this video really cheered me up. Happy Pride Month to everybody and I wish you all the happiness in the world
Enby's: call themself after random objects
Josh: calls their friends after random objects
i can confirm this as an enby myself
I NEED A CHIA IN MY LIFE AAAAAA
i feel like everyone has a more interesting coming out story than i do cause i knew my mom accepted the LGBTQ+ community cause she has friends in it so one night i just said "mom i'm pan" and that was it later on i found out she's pan
Happy pride everyone 🏳️🌈
To anyone who hasn’t come out yet, it’s ok you’re very valid and no one is entitled to know that stuff about you unless you decide for them too
Sorry about your falling out but at least you appreciated the time well spent with Chia, and congratulations on making it before pride was over🏳️🌈🌈
I’m a closeted non binary pan sexual my parents are homophobic and I just brought a chest binder. My friend brought it for me and is shipping it to me later this month. After watching your chest binding vidoe I finally found myself and have been living the way I’ve always wanted to so thank you
awesome :) im nonbinary too. I'm glad your friend supports you
A new ace hero has appeared!
(Congrats! :))
I’m ace too! Happy pride month!!💜
I read all those texts and how sweet she was. That "I'm praying for you and your family" really touched me cause that's one of the best things you could say to comfort a person.
I was gonna say that I hope you guys are still friends cause that girl is precious, but I'm sure you had your reasons to end your friendship.
What a beautiful story. I love that you were able to go back and reflect and appreciate your first experience coming out and how meaningful the friendship was for you at that time. I laughed at the part where you somehow forgot that you told her about your twitter. haha Happy Pride!
So happy to see another asexual! Happy Pride Month!🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
Not Josh FORGETTING about accidentally coming out
Happy pride month everyone 🌈 I'm bisexual
✌️😗
Im non-binary 💛🤍💜🖤 and lesbian❤️🧡🤍💓💜
I’m pan 💖💛💙
@@MYTHIC747 be proud for who you are❤️
@@kookiebuddy4110 thx! :)
You made it in time! 🏳️🌈💖
Happy pride month 🌈🏳️🌈
Bi Asexual aromantic here 🙃
few days ago my parents where talking about marriage ( as usual Asian parents do) and know I was tried of it 😒 so said I " if you want to get me married get both girls and guys but I know you won't ,so stop " ( I really love my parents but got tried of all these)
Soo they did stop talking about my marriage and all but they did try to indirectly stuff religion down my throat but I didn't care- :b
Know I am a Muslim and my father is mulana ( kind of like a prist I g idk sorry:b) and my mom used to be my religion teacher....yes I grew up in VERY religious household ...I d k how I turned out so liberal ( kind of openly ) queer 🙃🏳️🌈
Coming out was fun for me, had to come out as lesbian, then 2 years later came out as asexual, and a year later I came out as non binary. Thankfully I have a couple other queer friends who were out at the time, so I knew all my friends would be cool with it, still scary though.
AYEEEEE HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MY LOVES 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
"I'm Asexual-" *ACE PRIDE HELL YEAH-*
We all need a chao in our life
Im so happy for you both
This is awesome!!! I am part of the community as an omnisexual!!! And I love how open u r and loving u r toured the community!!! 🥰🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
It's so depressing when you remember a previous friendship where the both sides were emotionally attached to each other and told each other everything about their life. Even if it was a wonderful relationship, it ended due to the lack of contact. I mean sure, maybe there are other factors but whenever you remember a relationship like this, it just hurts. Please don't cut your ties with your close friends. At least try not to.
Happy Pride Month Josh🥰 thank you for sharing your story with us. this inspires me to come out to my friends for that support ❤️
Happy Pride Month everyone! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
You are all valid and deserve all the love and care in the world
Happy Pride Month Guys! I hope everyone enjoys the last few days of June, even if the previous days weren't so great. 💕🏳️🌈💕
"Protestants have this savior complex. They're like, I don't want my brothers and sisters in Christ to burn in hell."
Me, a Protestant: noo we've been called out
OMG IM SO HAPPY!! THIS IS JUST SO SWEET!!! And I'm sorry about what happened throughout, but I'm glad Chia was there for you ❤️
Happy Pride Month Joh!!! You made it in time!! I really like your art style!
The Dean icon KILLED ME I LOVE SUPERNATURAL!!! You know, your page is such a nice place to be in, I feel safe :] I'm not closeted on what comes to orientation, I'm bisexual, the only important people who don't know is my dad and my brother, but i don't really care, my mom makes me feel safe so that is okay to me. I'm 16 btw. But I am closeted on what comes to my gender, but I'm still discovering myself, so I don't want to say anything until I know who I am. I love you videos!!!
Happy pride month!!! 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Wholesome AF
Yes it is still pride month so happy pride month🏳️🌈
happy pride month!!!! thanks for the video Josh!!
CONGRATS YOU UPLOADED IN TIME💖
AAAAHHHH NEW VIDEO. A GREAT WAY TO START THE DAY. LOVE YOUUU 💕
Also, I’m weirdly excited you’re so close to 100,000 subs. 🥺🥺🥺 so proud.
Happy pride month!
I'm glad chia gave you the confidence you needed I myself am a little confused about my gender at the moment so I find this comforting ^^
Video idea: please make a yaoi anime/drama tier list. I'd love to hear your opinions and tastes (I can't get enough of those lol)
This is so wholesome :”)💕✨
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜 have a good day y’all
This is amazing!! I love this video. Happy Pride!
This video made my day
The friendship story are so nice and sweet but towards the end i was quite sad and keep asking to myself wait- wha really? But how? Why? It makes me a little curious but if you don't want to talk about it, it's okay Josh ❤️ hope you have great day happy pride month 🏳️🌈🎉 waiting for your next video~~
i'm 24 and i still haven't come out to my parents. i just assume they understand lol
I’ve always been what I would consider straight. But I also realized I haven’t had a “crush” for about 14 years now. And I realized I might actually be asexual.
I’ve also been realizing I feel like non binary really seems to fit how I feel about myself. But I’m not brave enough to maybe come out as enby. I’m worried people would think I just want to “feel special”. 😔 idk
7:45
Team bi!!!
I have to admit, I do have crush on a girl..
Okay weird subject change but Happy Late Pride Month everyone, you are all valid! Have a great day/afternoon/night! 🏳️🌈
I was waiting for this video for so long 🤧
I'm so happy to see this 💜it's give me a chance to be myself :)
So thank you so much Josh 😌
im gay and trans and my parents, sister and cousins support me. im so glad that they do (I found out my sexuality and gender identity at 8, im 12 now) and im trying to get the word out to my uncles (im sure they wont mind because they had lgbt friends idk yet but I dont really care how they will act) but im scared of my grandparents knowing cause I dont know if they will accept me or not. I love my grandparents a lot but I just dont know if I will ever come out to them. all of my friends are supportive of me and im happy about it. even though I constantly argue will homophobes and transphobes lol
@d :p hello! tysm :0 ilyt omg /p
Yay I'm so happy for you! Ahh it's so nice to see people to be happy of what they are good job on revealing yourself! I know it's hard for a country like malaysia cause same I also live in malaysia. So I'm happy u are confident saying it
Good job for finishing this on time!!
Happy Pride Month Josh!!
I remember coming out as Biromantic to my dad. Now he just openly talks about attractive women to me and I usually agree 🤣🤣🤣 and my mom. She was just like "I don't care as long as you aren't causing trouble." My Cousin is borderline bi (she's cool with the idea of Polyrelashionships with Guys and girls) my Auntie. However......she just finds me Weird in general so i don't DARE come out to her cause she's also Hyper religious 😓
WAIT I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE ASEXUAL!!! I AM TOO!!!
(Also what are your pronouns)
They don't care what pronouns you use all too much, but they said they prefer they/them pronouns.
@@Juniper-jn6wk Omg we are both ace and use they them prounouns! YESSSSSSSSSS
I came out to my friends as bisexual in 2020. And they accepted me. It felt really good. But i still dont have anyone to speak to about my sexuality or anything lgbtq related. When i try to talk about, it does feel like they try divert the conversation and i feel like i can't speak what i want. I can't even talk about bl with anyone eventhough some of my friends watch it. Nowadays, There is like this distance between me and my friends. It sometimes frustrates me.
Sorry for rambling here. Just wanted to put it out there.
Hey, this probably doesnt mean much from a stranger but I can kinda understand what youre feeling with this, and if I could I'd love to be there to support you (I read bl too so yeah) ^^
@@sharkmansunny thanks😊
@@blueblanketlens np! 😁
Happy Pride Month Josh 🤗🏳️🌈
Bro why are you so underrated! Your art is 100000/10💐💐💐
We all need a friend like Chai :)
Hi happy pride month! 🏳️🌈
“Normal teen talking about my crushes”
Me aromantic, haven’t had any crushes ._.
Happy pride month!🌈
Aren't we are the first person we come out to ? I mean, you've always been what you are, but putting words on it is a kind of a coming out to yourself, accepting who you are. I like seeing this like that, i think it's important to be kind to yourself first!
I've watched your videos like a year or two ago about yaoi 😂 and i just found this video on my timeline again and I'm so happy i did cause i just realized that you're malaysian too! That's amazing 🥺 i feel so happy knowing that there's a Malaysian youtuber talking about lgbtq stuff. I'm still closeted to most people, but i do have 1 or 2 friends who know about my orientation and now i feel so comforted by the fact that your channel exists :) thank you for making these types of content and being open about where u come from
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!
*I respect that you can actually watch Yaoi lemon while being asexual bcuz I just cannot-*
I already came out 10000 times to my family but they didn't have idea what lgbtq is so they always thought I'm joking n it's frustrating🙃🙂🥲
n happy pride month 😘😘😘
I FINALLY FOUND YOU
I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOU SO LONG
THANKS RECOMMENDATIONS
I WATCHED LIKE FEW VIDS OF YOURS YEARS AGO AND NDUSHFUNXJDJDJS
Happy pride month🏳️🌈
Happy Pride Month ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Hope you're doing fine, remember to eat and we all love you very much ❤️❤️❤️
This was just amazing!😄
How beautifully you covered your entire story in a short time
Bit of same story but haven't came out to anyone at, you created Twitter and I IG just 2 months ago may be.
I'm so happy to see one more part of the rainbow 🌈 as an Animator
Woooooho that feels so good
I'm a Acebian too 😁
Short form of Ace lesbian
Happy pride to you all
Their so cute 😘
Happy pride month! 🏳️🌈
Dang gorl... My crush is also from Malaysia 😢....
Happy for u
Could easily be a coincidence, but I know a fair about of Aces that enjoy youi and that is not a correlation I starting thinking about until this video.
hello from a team bisexual member!!
Your our gay sempai. You make my days always better. Lots of love
happy pride month!!
I'm kinda in the same boat as josh was in I'm bi and no one really knows it
I'm being ready to come out but I don't know about my gender but my sexuality is pan or bi I think? But my gender.. I think I will come out as non-binary
Happy Pride month!!!!!!
Happy pride month≧ω≦
happy pride month
Happy prideeeeeee
As a genderfluid panromantic asexual I kind envy you for having supportive friends and family. I'm a hindu so most people even my family don't even know that gay/lesbians exist let one pans or aces. I might actually never come out. Btw love your videos!!
that first week sounds kinda like me when i was 9 with a tabket and unhinged internet access and i understood.... barely anything
Happy pride
Happy pride month everyone!!!!!!!! 💜💙💚💛🧡❤️
I came out as pansexual and non-binary to my family in a house where the three adults were my bisexual mother, my aunt and my aunt in law. I am SO grateful that they were so accepting towards me and encouraged me to be myself.
One week and you already did that!! 😂😳
Chia sounds so nice wow
I wish I had a Chia lol