@@KvanTheDumbGuy everything that has a beginning has an end, do not carry that weight, if you loved someone not for that, but because you really love that person
It is best if you walk around your street, or adventure the world, and just engage in talks with every person. I may not be in your shoes right now, but I got you, man. If there is only one that does, it is me.
I may have fought for nothing, but thank you because you made me love you from the depths of my soul. The most beautiful hours of my life were with you. ❤😢
To them: I don't regret any memories we made together, the good and the bad. I remember the days where it was only us in a world full people. The nights that we didn't want to end in goodbye. The moments where we yearned for each other. I sometimes forget that it ended because those seemed to be my happiest. I sometimes forget the pain we unintentionally inflicted on each other due to our low levels of readiness. We weren't ready. It was all rushed and things before us weren't resolved. It seeped through and cracked us piece by piece. I was more than willing to continue fighting for us, but u weren't. I almost resent u for it. But I can't completely hate u. My star, my love, wherever life takes u and whatever ur doing with it, I hope the gates of possibilities are endless. I hope that to whoever u smile to and why, it'll be better than the last. Never lose your spark. Sincerely, Moon ☆ (I'm incredibly sorry for ranting like this under your comment but it made me feel safe. Thank u for your kind words and I'm sure your efforts were appreciated. We'll get better with time:) )
Some say there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Then I must be in a long tunnel. There's no light, no hope, no warmth. Just me...and my sins. Perhaps I deserve this. My mind tells me so. That I'm a bad person. My sanity in the decline and the mask slipping. How much longer till I see the light? What more must I sacrifice?
@@Sith_are_cooler_than_jedi They have lied to you friend, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, you have to create that light yourself, otherwise you will continue in endless suffering
"That which is of God is light; and he that receiveth light, and continueth in God, receiveth more light; and that light groweth brighter and brighter until the perfect day." You may reach your perfect day my friend.
Who’s to say you aren’t simply looking down the tunnel instead of forwards, and the lights just right behind you? Sometimes all you need to do is turn around.
Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. This song makes me feel like I’m sitting outside during a humid summer night under the moon. This song makes me feel real and comfortable. You’ve got yourself a new listener!!
flake, please do interact with family members and friends alot more. thats how i did it, and life got better. no promises for that, but this is just advice.
8/26/2024, 1:28AM, Monday. Today is the third week of school, yet I cannot seem to sleep. My mind has been drifting off too far to the point we both are at opposite edges of a large mountain. I’ve talked to a girl for so long, it’s been a couple months. But… She has passed on. I would have done any thing for her, but it seems nothing comes good in this stress-overloading type of life. What a fool, I was. To think I could get love so early on, and make it unknowably by my parents. Well, in 7th grade, a year ago. I had been… *depressed*. I had no energy or motivation to do barely any work, and if I had F’s? I didn’t care, because nobody else would, so why should have I? Well, 1:48AM now, and I am tired. I always am; and *I am just insanely useless.* Homework? 90% [estimation] was due. Tiredness? 75% it was on. School did me bad, but I’ll focus. I’ll pay 78% attention, and be better. If I finish School, I’ll finish my story. *That shall be a promise.*
How it feels realizing that my entire family bloodline is gonna end if I can't find someone to love
@@KvanTheDumbGuy everything that has a beginning has an end, do not carry that weight, if you loved someone not for that, but because you really love that person
It is best if you walk around your street, or adventure the world, and just engage in talks with every person.
I may not be in your shoes right now, but I got you, man. If there is only one that does, it is me.
Thank you so much for finding me
I may have fought for nothing, but thank you because you made me love you from the depths of my soul. The most beautiful hours of my life were with you. ❤😢
To them:
I don't regret any memories we made together, the good and the bad. I remember the days where it was only us in a world full people. The nights that we didn't want to end in goodbye. The moments where we yearned for each other.
I sometimes forget that it ended because those seemed to be my happiest. I sometimes forget the pain we unintentionally inflicted on each other due to our low levels of readiness.
We weren't ready. It was all rushed and things before us weren't resolved. It seeped through and cracked us piece by piece.
I was more than willing to continue fighting for us, but u weren't. I almost resent u for it. But I can't completely hate u.
My star, my love, wherever life takes u and whatever ur doing with it, I hope the gates of possibilities are endless. I hope that to whoever u smile to and why, it'll be better than the last. Never lose your spark.
Sincerely,
Moon ☆
(I'm incredibly sorry for ranting like this under your comment but it made me feel safe. Thank u for your kind words and I'm sure your efforts were appreciated. We'll get better with time:) )
@@m00n.c0mm read everything and I couldn't relate more to a comment in my life
Some say there's a light at the end of the tunnel. Then I must be in a long tunnel. There's no light, no hope, no warmth. Just me...and my sins. Perhaps I deserve this. My mind tells me so. That I'm a bad person. My sanity in the decline and the mask slipping. How much longer till I see the light? What more must I sacrifice?
@@Sith_are_cooler_than_jedi They have lied to you friend, there is no light at the end of the tunnel, you have to create that light yourself, otherwise you will continue in endless suffering
Real :(
"That which is of God is light; and he that receiveth light, and continueth in God, receiveth more light; and that light groweth brighter and brighter until the perfect day."
You may reach your perfect day my friend.
Who’s to say you aren’t simply looking down the tunnel instead of forwards, and the lights just right behind you?
Sometimes all you need to do is turn around.
You are the light, you have always been. You just only focus on the dark.
Think bout that for a sec
Beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. This song makes me feel like I’m sitting outside during a humid summer night under the moon. This song makes me feel real and comfortable. You’ve got yourself a new listener!!
This describes how I'm feeling way too damn good. Thanks man.
Sometimes, the weight of the world is so heavy, it feels like it’s crushing the very essence of who I am.
@@EpicHomie When you start to feel that weight on your back, ask for help, you are reaching ridiculous levels of stress
beautiful...just beautiful
I agree
You ever sit and just think?
then your just like, woah.
Alot has happened.
many times coming home from school but in the end you have to continue
Mom, when I grow up I want to be like this guy
Actually I'm younger than you by a few months 😅 lol
Damm this is good
i love you fall flake
@@AstroGirl-l9h Honestly, just with that you made my day a lot. (I've been waiting months for someone to give me a little love.)
flake, please do interact with family members and friends alot more. thats how i did it, and life got better. no promises for that, but this is just advice.
@@Jouvelinir I interact a lot with my friends but they don't show so much affection, and with my family it's a similar case.
Oh man, I'm just too tired.
This song makes me feel creepy
@@UFO2_ sometimes what one feels is not entirely beautiful
Everyone has light and dark
My shadow is also a real person
I am just a human
I want to go home
hi… you. you… you… you. it’s you. you are not, alone.
I am glad to know that in my moments of deepest loneliness I have you and all of you
i still dream about you my bpd is killing me…
I’m making a short film, may i use this as background ambience? i love your work, it’s beautiful..
@@razeblazee Of course you can use it, if possible put credits in the description but if you don't there is no problem 😄
........❤
8/26/2024, 1:28AM, Monday.
Today is the third week of school, yet I cannot seem to sleep. My mind has been drifting off too far to the point we both are at opposite edges of a large mountain.
I’ve talked to a girl for so long, it’s been a couple months. But… She has passed on. I would have done any thing for her, but it seems nothing comes good in this stress-overloading type of life. What a fool, I was. To think I could get love so early on, and make it unknowably by my parents.
Well, in 7th grade, a year ago. I had been… *depressed*. I had no energy or motivation to do barely any work, and if I had F’s? I didn’t care, because nobody else would, so why should have I?
Well, 1:48AM now, and I am tired. I always am; and *I am just insanely useless.*
Homework? 90% [estimation] was due. Tiredness? 75% it was on. School did me bad, but I’ll focus. I’ll pay 78% attention, and be better.
If I finish School, I’ll finish my story. *That shall be a promise.*
@@Jouvelinir literally my thoughts in first-second year of high school
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You ever sit and just think?
then your just like, woah.
Alot has happened.