My mom died from a broken heart|Why She loved him so much,that she couldn't live another day|Podcast
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- Опубліковано 29 сер 2024
- This week we profile Nthabiseng Mgwenya
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Thank you and God Bless.
one of the greatest episode u hv ever produced. Iyooh
Great episode ever
Thank you everyone for the kind words ❤❤
It is such a pleasure to share my story. I hope it can give someone hope..
I feel strengthened
Oh sisi, I'm so sorry. You are a sweet lady with such strength. God bless you ❤❤
@@motheowalerato701Thank you❤😊
May God almighty continue to strengthen you Sisi🙏🥰
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I lost my father when i was 9 years old in 2003. He had a short illness, left for school in the morning and came back home with people gathered at the house crying. We suffered a lot, me, mom and my little brother. Because of financial issues we had to seperate for years as mum had to go work and we had to live with relatives. This pushed me to study hard so i could be successful and take care of Ma and my little brother.
After years we reunited, i graduated and for the first time in years we stayed together as a family. Last year i moved overseas for greener pastures so i could buy Ma that house she always wanted.
Fast forward, my mother died last October during a time i was just settling, without even getting that house. i could not even come home to bury her.
My heart is broken, i feel the future has been lost. All i have is my sibling and its been 2 years since we've bern together. We're still seperated and we cannot even grieve together and comfort one another
Through it all, i will trust in the Lord. Lord, please don't leave us
So sorry, cannot imagine your pain🥹 😢 🫂
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I am sorry about your loss, always remember that God is able, keep on praying.🙏🏻
Sorry dear brother may God heal you and make you stronger, life happens hhey
So sorry for your loss...God sees you
The fact that you did not depend on older men to survive was the grace of God and focused on your education ❤
After watching this episode, im gona go inside the house and tell my wife that she is loved and that I'll never make her feel like she is not enough. As she also grew up without both parents. I grew up without a father but my family managed to fill that void. Or maybe its because i don't know what I'm missing.
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🙏❤@@HisPrincess_
My husband also listen to ur podcast as he is blind , he really luvs ur podcast
Awwww before I comment on Nthabiseng’s story, my five year old daughter saw a few seconds of this interview and said: “Mama they are like dolls.” I ask her who looks like dolls. She says: “The two ladies who are listening, they look like dolls.“
Ok About Nthabi
You are so beautiful. I can only imagine how beautiful and handsome your parents were. I am sorry you lost your parents so young. I was 4 when my mom left my dad in our home to go to my grandma’s and then divorced him because he became a drunkard which made him physically abusive. But I healed. I can’t speak for my two older siblings.
God loves you so much He gave you the beautiful memories of the last moments of your mom and the burial of your dad. He had kept you and will continue to keep you. It’s clear from your mom’s vision where she is. May you continue to be strong and smiling.
My personal prayer always is for God to keep me and my husband to raise our kids including our grandchildren. May God give you that too.
nco she's so cute. Thank you so much
This episode was too emotional but her story gave us assurance that God is the Father to the fatherless and his providence is exceptional. All glory to God.
@@mahlakobambo467 amen and amen
There’s no pain like loosing your parents, especially when you are young
I lost my mom last year at 23 and the pain i believe is very much the same.
It never gets better 😢❤But what can we say man..God is in charge ❤
I can relate, I put my life on hold caring for my mom, she literally died in my arms 2019, May her beautiful soul continue to rest, you can never heal, you just get used to living with pain❤❤
This is a clear definition of Psalms 27:10
Psalms 27: 10
My father and mother my abandon me ,but the Lord will take care of me.
I can relate and my mum was like when my dad passed. She had lost so much weight from not eating and sleeping all day and night! But through the grace of God she recovered .
after 20 of losing my father: the verse that says, God is father to the fatherless, still keeps me going.
I cried throughout the whole episode, i can totally relate to almost everything, at some point it felt like she was telling my own story 😢💔
This is a touching story😢How I wish all those who have lost their parents could be dis humble, clever, patient nd never give up on life no matter what😢
I just lost my husband this month and listening to thisbbreaks my heart, i would love to also comebndbtell my story as inhave been through he most ...people stillbthink how am i going on with boys after what i saw....but Godbis amazing
I think loosing my father pushed me to do better..more especially because my mother was not working and my paternal side of the family did not care..so i made sure i study to make life better for me and my mom..yhuu..thank you guys for this ep❤God really pulls through for his kids
I kept crying as it triggered pain in my heart remembering how much I was desperate for my mom to come back again to Life, I was 12 when she passed on,every stage of Ur life u cry wishing they were here, it's true indeed , a void u carry through out, I related with the story and my name is also Nthabiseng❤
True😢😢The void u get to live with everydy😢The pain that never gets better 😢it's been 10 years now but it never gets better 😢But God will carry us through ❤
Young lady is just an angel honestly.proud of her inner n outer beauty
This had me in tears. I also lost both parents at a young age. No one can ever Love you like your parents. Congratulations Ntabi you are doing very well 🎉
You can sense the kindness in her voice❤️the story is so heartbreaking but I love that she is doing well and she went to therapy. May God continue your bless you abundantly ❤️
Oh Nthabiseng you really touched me. I could relate in so many ways. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending you so much love ❤
Thank you so much sisi♥️
I can relate to this in every way.... when my mom passed 12 years ago in my arms she also gave me a smile and before she passed she was like "keja diapole"smiled and was gone ..... most painful thing ever but the smile gave me hope hore she's with God.... Nthabi your story is inspiring ka nnete
Grieving it's so hard😭😩like it can take every about you. I've lost my big sister who I'm following, yhuu it's so hard 😭😭she's even there since I was a child and by the time our mom was away.. Me felt at my grannies but my sister was there and her also was staying alone. She took care of me. Every weekend she would fetch me from grannies so I can spend some quality time with her and brings me back on Sunday afternoon. And trust me she would make sure that we enjoy our times. So, today I'm married.. Zinoku khala yet I have none to talk to. I miss her everyday. Every moment 😭😭⚰️it cuts deep. It's so painful.. And there more I grow come across challenges she's the first person I remember. The bond we has was more then the bond I'm having with my mom and worse with my mom It seems like we don't know each other that much like I and my sister where. My sister was my mom in a way.
I cried throughout the entire video for real. But on a positive note, I'm drawing solace on seeing how beautiful & successful you all are. I know without a doubt that all is well 💖
Did I just cried 😭 oh Nthabiseng I'm so sorry for your loss 😢I can relate, growing up without parents is not nice 😢I like the phrase "God took my parents because He wanted to take of me Himself" 😭❤️ thanks for sharing your story 🙏❤️ sending love, hugs and kisses ❤️💐we thank God for everything He has done in your life 🙏❤️He is Jehovah Jireh the Lord our provider 🙏❤️
Lost my mom when I was 8 and I never knew my father till I was 15 but he's not present. All I can is it's so painful and I can relate with everything that Nthabiseng has Said
When she said I was never really loved for being a child - it got me. It's unfortunate that parents do pass away and leave kids behind, what's hurts the most is that those left with the responsibility of raising those kids do a terrible job. And I understand its hard to raise a child who is not yours, but man let's do better! Your story is inspiring and kudos to you for getting so far. you are amazing!
I had to do something to be loved 😢
It got to me too🥺. Like,, they're love is conditional. You need to perform for it. And this unfortunately shows up in all our relationships.. We need to do better honestly
Guys are u me😢BCs I'm you😢this is what I have been feeling but I just could not articulate it well😢Like u have to behave well to be loved😢u have to try to be perfect to be loved😢like u jut can't be a naughty child and be loved😢 It's heart breaking 😢and it becomes more painful when u see their own being themselves and just being loved even when they don't do the right things😢but man is a journey ❤God is in charge ❤
Recently I've been overwhelmed by the loss of my mum,and this spoke to my soul,I miss my mum more and more
Nthabi you and your Sister are Blessed to have each other, stay strong in Prayer🙏I only lost my Father this year in Jan however I relate because I grew up without him in my entire childhood Sis. God's indeed our Father🙏🙏
I loved this interview, I'm proud of this girl. She done well for herself and we praise God for protecting and blessing her. May the light of God never leave her. ❤
She’s so pretty 🥺. Only watched the intro but definitely going to come back to watch the rest of it. All I’m going to say is Love the Lord above anything else ❤️
Amen
I can almost identify u Nthabiseng.I also became independent at 16,surrounded by older siblings who didn't want to help,my parents were already old.Im 64yrs old now,its painful to have to fend for yourself at such a tender.but Jesus was with me as He was with you,we made it,we are alive and strong!
You miss them when you're sad, and miss them the most when you're happy. When you're celebrating something and you remember they're not there🥺.. Grief will remind you of its dominance..
Ai kodwa uyasithwala uNkulunkulu 😭.. If it had not been for the Lord...
what an incredible story
i love how she has the strength to share this with the whole world❤❤❤❤
Omg this....Lost my fiance this year in February and our 3 year old remembers everything we did together and asks when is he coming back😭😭😭 when I tell him he is not coming back he becomes so angry literally throw fits at me.I can't wait for this phase to pass😭💔
I am going through the same thing lost my husband also onntge 10th my 5 year old was at the scene and my 1year 4 months
@@KgomotsoBrooms-hx2fe I'm sorry sisi ❤️
I can relate so much... loss of both parents leaves a permanent scar
Her smile is so beautiful…she is loved by God and you should know that everything happens for a reason and God has a plan even if we don’t understand. You are strong and God loves you dearly.
Losing parents is one of the most painful things one can go through,I'm living it ,the grief doesn't really go away ,it's being 10 years but still feels fresh
True, we just sort of get used to living with the pain
True😢❤
Eish some stories are so heartbreaking but am just so happy you are educated my girl. My husband left me when I was 28 and to me it felt like death 😭
Thanks! Inno and Milli thank you guys for this ep..This is reality❤
Thank you so much beautiful, we appreciate the super thanks
@@centtwinz always
I wish to come and share my story as well its quite similar to this one, life without parents is hard
So emotional and so much to relate on... 😢 Indeed he's a parent to the orphans .. And always shows off with orphans
Haven’t lost my parents but I can relate with her story especially when she said she was never loved as a child and she felt like she had to perform to be loved I felt that😢
Thank you Twins. You enlighten us, Shegofalang Leineng la Jesus.
Her parents were such a beautiful couple. 😢
I learned that we never get over the loss of a parent/s and it’s okay. We human and we have the right to feel what we feel…don’t try to get over it but rather get through it because you are strong haibo.
Spot on! The realization that you are left with no manual and have to figure out things by yourself is devastating. When my father was alive, we used to talk alot. At some point abt things that didn't sense at that time, but it has guided me real live though i made mistakes it helped. I am so glad that you had a journal to help you understand and it doesn't mean that she loved you guys less but it is what it is. I grew up with my mother's sister and I totally agree with the boundaries that are involved with a non biological parent. In spite of that I realized later in life that in spite of the boundaries I was in a way much better position being raised by her than my biological mother. (Suffered more abuse at my own mother's hand than anywhere else and she doesn't have any remorse). Don't know whether its Karma or God or the Universe, sometime let it be and just be. I came to understand that even in the most dire situations , there are opportunities. I think the apology from your grand father is supposed to be a kind solace because there is nothing more painful than somebody not acknowledging their short comings. You are one strong woman and the sky is the limit! Never ever feel of less value because in God's garden all flowers are beautiful....
loss of parent has a deep impact, even when it happens in your adult yrs. Lost my dad at 34, and I was never the same .
Awh! Nthabi 😥 I am so proud of you ❤ You are such a conqueror my friend!
Thank you friend♥️
What I love about God is that...kuye kute intsandzane...nasekute konke yena lucobo he show up....thank you Jesus look at kwenta kwakho today ....Nthabi❤
Thank you for sharing Nthabiseng, I relate to this story… I lost my Mom on 24 January 2003 , I still have flashbacks of that sad day😢
It's true that grief can kill u, I struggled with the loss of my dad and ended up in hospital, I was told grief is one of the causes of me being sick,so I seeked psychiatric help.the deeper the love the deeper the grief, but I've allowed God to heal me one day at a time😢
I always laugh at how everyone has a childhood trauma because their parents were shouting at them or toxic as they label it 🙄🙄.. then theres US who wish we had that , who wished for that toxic patent’s presence.. its a void that NOBODY and NOTHING can ever fill.. I related so much to todays guest.. OMG the abuse at peoples house and becoming a maid in reletives houses just for shelter and food just to survive.. yall are never ready for our stories because its not something we wanna go around sharing .. im not discrediting peoples traumas but ORPHANS have real trauma stories .
Nthabi baby you are so beautiful girl, you are also so strong, God protected you until this far nowhere to keave you... Continue shining my baby ang know that God is on your side, eish just crying when you are talking baby girl, but God promised that He will never leave you nor forsake you....keep the strength my girl, love you 💕💕 baby 🥰 and God bless you ❤️
Lost my mom last year November , it hurts everyday, people think i am coping but deep down i am soo hurting , thank you for this episode ❤
I hope u getting help like therapy please
Nthabiseng. What a testimony!
Unto God Who is ABLE...belongs the Glory Honor and Power! Thank you for sharing your story..inspiring!❤
ow losing a parent is so difficult,I lost my dad when I was 20 years but to date I still cry when I miss him. I used to cry qho nge 20th because my father worked so hard and died when I was doing final year. love and light kuSisi, she is so beautiful💓
Yhuu Nthabiseng what you went through sisi is really sad..but look at you now..
Can I adopt you and be my little Sister Nthabiseng ❤. I feel like I can just step in and be your Sister Nthabi 💐.
What an amazing episode and very interesting story, i just wish they stopped interrupting the guest and let her talk more
I'm sooo touched and sooo related to some of the experiences there. I wish one day I can also get a chance to narrate my story bcz Wow. Life is hard out there with out Parents 😢 thanx guys ❤
Such a brilliant girl,, Modimo ke star 🎉😊
Yoo, I never cried like this. This is sad but I know it's gonna gives hope to someone who is going through the same
Oh my word she's a colleague of mine🥺🥺🥺 ❤❤❤
Yaay❤❤😅
Oh my Gosh ur story is so sad but yet inspiring , the choices u made in ur life after losing ur parents , who ever raised u did a good job or at least they try, yo! Ngaze ngakhala 😢
Literally enjoyed this conversation and I can relate so much with her story. God does indeed keeps a person through and through, I can attest to that one. ❤
Please bring her back to hear more of her journey,it's really amazing to hear this confessions especially when you've been experiencing some of them but you were not so sure what's happening.i really love this channel ❤
She's similar to you guys, like you are sisters from your eyes, nose, face....❤😅
It is really sad loosing parents especially when they are killed and you have no idea ukuthi ubani orespnsible nefamily nayo ingazwani kahle and you have to let go because we must forgive because of Christ. This is what i have been through with my mom and still going through with my dad.
It’s called HEART-BREAK SYNDROME
😢This is very sad,I'm sorry
This is a powerful story🤍
Great episode ❤
I really wish the interviewers would minimise interjections and let her finish off
Why can't it be 1 hour? 30 minutes is not enough hleng 😢
Love you Nthabi, you so pretty ❤
Shed a tear 🥺😭❤️❤️❤️❤️Argh, may God bless you and your sissy 🥺
I stay with my niece so now I understand that I can’t fill the void of the mother….as I was watching she was outside alone I wonder what she is thinking 😢
Wow this lady just spoke my words, God wants himself to nurture
Notification gang❤❤❤❤
I need to come here and share my horror story life, le nna I have been through the most
What a strong lady , may the Lord bless you and keep you
God's plan are way too big to comprehend. Glory be to God❤
I promise im not crying 😢
🤒 😭 I can't stop crying
Your smile on your face sister ❤️you are strong
She has a lot to share but time
Please don’t disturb the story telling my fav ladies. I feel like you rushed her and couldn’t let her lay down her story well.
I just discovered this podcast just in few days now & I've been watching some episodes. I came across to this one I'm actually in tears coz I relate to almost everything that's being said , here 😢 mind you I'm only 17 & I lost mine at the age of 2 . I really hope I'll make it & hopefully I'll one day tell my story also .😭😭
She's a beautiful soul❤
Oh my god I cried the whole episode 🥺 I relate alot to this
Yoh 😭😭😭 so sad you are indeed a living testimony of God’s goodness Nthabi may the Lord strengthen you from time to time 🙌🙏
Yoh Nthabiseng you’re so beautiful and I’m really sorry for what you had to go through 😢😭
Did I just cried 😭😭😭
Nthabiseng.
My key takeaway from this is how important it is as a parent to want to live for your kids. i can imagine the hurt her mum was going through and such a pity it was during a time where mental health was not that recognized, coz maybe a grieving support group could have helped her and talking to someone. agh so sad ☹But Nthabi is blessed to have her sister (oh and what a pretty lady Nthabi is! 😀)
Very strong young lady
I just love u two gals! U so pretty so loving so caring and when I read what you've been through...I just wish u guuys all the best and if I could be your Mom just to tell u things will be OK...that would be great..love from Kenya..
Hard pill to swallow 😢indeed No one can love u like ur own parents ❤
Losing both parents young is so traumatic . The pain doesn't go away at all 😢
My prayer to God is to please preserve me in this life until all my kids can sustain themselves.
I always listen and follow you guys, Ntabiseng cc you are pure and strong. All the best. Hope to see you graduate💞. All the best. You had me crying hard. A child looking at their mother loosing life. 😭😭😭. You are strong.
What a beautifully told story. Thanks Nthabiseng. May God continue to be wirh you and your sister!
We appreciate you Centtwinz for this show ❤️🥹