My miscarriage story / sharing my experience of 3 losses in 12 months

Following on from my previous video where I shared the introduction to my book ( • Healing after miscarri... ), today I'm reading my story of multiple miscarriage in less than 3 months. These words are straight from my journal at the time. They are raw and quite a challenge to read, even this many years later.
When I was going through it I wanted to read my own feelings on a page. I wanted to read what it was like for other women going through it. I hope this helps you to feel less alone.

[@janellek6022]

Found your channel after my own multiple losses. You were the first person that was really able to comfort me. I’m now pregnant with my second girl and I’m staring at my miracle baby who is almost two. That’s just my story. But I hope anyone reading this feels hope and compassion ❤

[@BettinaRae]

I’m so grateful to be able to help you when you needed. I still look at my kids and think “what a miracle you are”. Congratulations on your second baby girl. 💜

[@thehealthyroadfitnessandwe1941]

Have been there 3 times as well. The sorrow is so deep that nothing in my life experiences can compare. Sending you a warm light and pure love from one soul to another ❤

[@BettinaRae]

Thank you 🙏🏻💜

[@NataliaNazim-ku9wh]

Thank you for sharing your story. Going through a loss myself it makes me feel less lonely with my pain.

[@BettinaRae]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this Natalia. Reach out if you need 🙏🏻💜

[@chrisandemmycoser3647]

❤ I love that you read these words to us. Thank you. ❤
You are not alone in those feelings. Not at all. ❤
You are loved and cherished and are a wonderful mom. ❤

[@BettinaRae]

Oh thank you for these kind words. 🙏🏻💜

[@syrykh]

Thank you for sharing your story ❤

[@BettinaRae]

Thanks for being here Julia 🙏🏻💜

[@TheRentFan]

I miscarried twins at 7 weeks right before getting pregnant with my now 3 year old. We named them Avery and Micah. The emotions you mention are spot on.

[@BettinaRae]

🙏🏻💜

[@anndavidson9924]

So many feels in this journey of yours. Love you lots xx❤

[@BettinaRae]

Love you! 💜

[@Sneeze8588]

Oh gosh I remember feeling resentful of my husband when we lost our baby. I felt like I was falling apart and he was more or less fine and it was very lonely. It's nice to hear someone else say it as well. I am 23 weeks pregnant now and sometimes feel like I'm the only one worried about this baby. It's a weird thing to go through together isn't it?

[@BettinaRae]

It sure is. I’m glad you could relate. I bet you’re not the only one worried and his worry just looks different to yours. 💜

[@larissaotteraa8432]

Thank you for sharing. We lost our third born in 2021 when he was 4 days old, even though it wasn’t a miscarriage or stillbirth, so many of your thoughts and feelings really resonate. It’s comforting to feel not so alone ❤

[@BettinaRae]

@@larissaotteraa8432 I can’t even imagine what you’ve been through Larissa but I’m glad to hear you resonate with the feels I’ve shared 🙏🏻💜

[@divyasharma8970]

My 2 nd loss just 5 days back. It’s so hard that I can’t breathe thinking about it. First time I had to birth a dead baby at 17.4 weeks n this time I prayed if it’s not meant to be then Mother Nature should help me n my nightmare came true at 12 weeks when I started bleeding. I’m already 44 yo n I don’t think I can conceive again or have a live birth.

[@BettinaRae]

I’m so sorry to hear for your losses. Sending you love and strength for healing 🙏🏻💜

[@ellinapovetkin2619]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@BettinaRae]

💜💜