Oh girl, don't sleep with makeup. Your skin will hate you in no time. Start taking care of it right now, and reap the rewards 20 years down the line. Clean, hydrate, moisturize every night.
@@ismiregalichkochdasjetztso3232 I don't all the time but I do occasionally and kind of always have, I know everyone says don't do it but I've never really experienced any bad side effects from it tbh
@@MalibuBarbiieDelishit may have not impacted the appearance of your face but it’s still really harmful to your skin in the long run even if you can’t see it right now.
Hey girl, like the new setup😊, I think it's very true about chokers being abit of a tell tale sign in our community. I also think our outfits evolve throughout our transition, and eventually being able to wear swimwear, leggings and skinny jeans etc. Another great video ❤
Tinder is just radioactive waste. I'm a cis gay guy and I've never touched it. Also, I propose tattooed make up for the basics so there's less pressure when you need to get made up quickly (eye/lipliner, lips, etc.). If I were a woman, I would totally do that, mainly because I'm lazy.
I've often thought about permanent makeup, but I like to change it up too much. In my opinion, that's really only an option for women who have an iconic look that they sport every day. But for women like me who like variation, it's not so great. If I did want to look the same every day though, absolutely, yes.
I have always wanted to get my eyebrows microbladed but never got round to it, mostly because of financial costs. Lips might be a good idea too but besides that I'm not sure I'd want anything permanent
i avoid mirrors, photos, video, communal changing rooms and restrooms. oh and my recorded voice- ugh. i will not urinate standing up even though it’s still possible. i don’t mind not wearing makeup or jeans. so interesting how we are all different!
Of course everyone is different :) I did struggle with my voice a bit when I was younger but as a singer I've learnt to embrace my lower range even if it isn't the most feminine sounding.
I’m a bio woman and I only wear dresses too. They just make me feel comfortable and pretty and that’s a good feeling. Your list sounds pretty normal to me (except the makeup never sleep in it you will age your skin). Idk how I come across your channel but I like your vibe and calm voice.
@@JonathonSwift-uj4fb My wardrobe now is 1 pair of jeans, i pants mainly doing gardening chores, but I've maybe 12 or more skirts and over 30 dresses of all colors and patterns, ruffles dresses, floral and frills etc, in cold weather denier tights with a dress.
I like your setup. I wouldn't say it is better or worse than your usual setup but it is just a nice change. Your videos are always of the highest quality of image and audio.😊😘
Fully understand the swimming issue. I hadn't been since school until 2 months to the day post surgery. However there are trans swimming groups around who have private sessions at swimming pools. There might be one of these local to you.
I really like your setup too, and I'm so happy to be following you, you are so lovely and real. I'm a trans girl and I would definitely avoid a harness omg 😅 But I do go swimming and I find it really uncomfortable sometimes, like I'm fine when I'm in the pool but going in and getting out, I'm so conscious. I also avoid pubs and clubs, unless they are gay/trans friendly.
I think pretty much everything I avoid you already mentioned. The only thing I would add is clothes shopping, but I'm very early in my transition. I really need someone to shop with to help me pick stuff out. Unless I wanna spend a million bucks on every kind of clothes in the world haha
Malibu is such a cool name!! Also thanks for sharing your experiences, I am a trans man and I can relate to most of these. I am very upset about the swimming part because I would just love to surf or do watersports.
@@O-pm8bb Thank you! That is interesting to hear you relate to some of these too, it is a shame about the water sports but it definitely shouldn't be something you totally rule out if its something you really want to do, personally I haven't been that bothered by it I suppose, but if there's a will there's a way!
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish yes, I'm hoping I can get top surgery soon, after that I think it would be more of a possibility for me. Also yes I constantly find it interesting and cool how many of the experiences of trans men and trans women overlap
tinder is terrible for anyone imo. All its good for imo is just quick casual sex and hookup culture. btw you have a super soothing voice and general vibe
Hey sweetheart, I've just stumbled across your channel, and i just want to give you a hug through the internet and give you more confidence in yourself! I'm not sure how old you are, but i suspect much, much younger than me. I'm 40 and most of my trans friends went through a lot of the stuff you're going through, but now, further through their transitions and spending more time getting comfortable with themselves, they are so much freer and less restricted with these self imposed rules youre dealing with. I really do hope your surgery goes well and brings you that confidence and freedom you deserve. You'll find most people really arent trying to clock you everywhere you go, and the postman doesn't care about your make up! People are so wrapped up in their own shit, they don't notice the things you think are so massively obvious! I promise! I understand how its terrifying if you think theres going to be some transphobic asshole that could hurt you though. That's frightening and I'm sorry if society makes you feel that way. I'm waffling on, but from this pansexual, cis ally, it does get better. I've seen my friends gain confidence and I hope you get to blossom the same way they have. 🩷
@@pantherinae_art thank you for this sweet comment ❤️ I suffer from social anxiety which is only partly due to the fact that I'm trans so confidence is definitely a big issue for me, I hope you're right and I will learn to let things go more in time :)
I have discovered your channel your channel a few days ago. I think you're very charming. i like your voice. Great stuff, good advice. Well done for living your life as you want to. I am going to watch your videos regularly.
I have not been to the beach in a swimsuit for the same reasons. However, I recently taught myself to tuck and I felt so happy and proud when I saw my self in that swimsuit.
You look beautiful Barbie, some jeans are lovely to wear, if they have Elastine, all the better, perhaps, we trans folk are not 100% identical ❤ ❤ Lol from Petra
Hiya Malibu. I’m a mtf transwoman too, fast approaching 60. I’m from the U.K. and hopefully I’m being refered for surgery next year too. The things I avoid are very similar to yours. I tend to wear as little make up as possible (day to day) and for my job too. I’m a female tram 🚊 driver. I always remover it before bed so as to give my skin time to heal and moisturise. I’m a stickler for skin and body care, and have routines to maintain a healthy body. But like you, even though I wear very little I cannot go out or do my job without any makeup on at all, that would be so wrong. 😑 I do go rock climbing but because of the issues you highlighted I wear a top harness to avoid lower regions shaping into a tight triangle shape. The “trans” label I’ve dropped completely so as to maximise my passing and blending in, totally as a woman. Most people in the streets or my work colleagues have totally accepted me and my female identity. I have nothing from my previous persona left, with anyone to share or identify me with. It’s a great feeling to just simply be me as I am affirmed to be inside just gliding through life happy. Thank you for sharing your video xx 😙
@@CharlotteBell-rl7lo I've never heard of a top harness! That sounds like something I should look into as I do enjoy climbing and such. Honestly in my day-to-day life I rarely talk about being trans either, but I'm happy to talk about it when people are interested. Thank you for your comment 🖤
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish there isn’t a top harness as such. I use a 160 cm sling to create one and clip a screw gate Karabiner to it. It’s secure enough. It’s an old Mountain Rescue trick I learned from a friend.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish on the subject of skirts and dresses. As a female tram driver i am the only one at our company out of at least 30 female tram drivers who wears a skirt.
I used to be makeup focused, but then, I started to reduce the amount of products I used. I generally don't have the time, in the morning, to do a full face look. so I started experimenting and developing a day look. and it's not good for the skin if you don't wash it off and clense the pours. the area of skin around the eyes is very sensitive and fragile, you have to take very good care of it girl....! one very good tip would be to get yourself a very good moisturiser. add a deep clenser as part of your night time routine, and a lighter one into your morning routine. it can act as a great base for your makeup, or even a substitute for cosmetics, if your home.
@@miyahollands6136 I definitely use less than I used to and I mostly do take it off at night, maybe ill have more confidence in future to wear even less.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish definitely experiment to see what's the least amount of makeup, to make you feel comfortable. I sometimes just end up using moisturiser and lip sill. it definitely helps to built confidence in yourself, and allows you to dial it up, for those special occasions!
I Know what you mean about dead name... I have to cope with it for legal documents, but people sometimes don't understand why I want to be called by my birth name (which fortunately swings a number of ways) and it makes me uncomfortable
Love the video ❤. I relate can to most of your points hehe. However I love those stretchy slim jeans (flared leg ones are also cute too with some outfits) that hug my but in suck a nice way it makes me feel more feminine. Also short shorts as long as my legs are shaved make me feel great. For swimming I was at a friends pool party with a few other trans girls which made me more comfortable trying something. I found having swim bottoms with a skirt like thing made me feel better though I still had a tucking gaffer underneath to make sure everything was hidden. I felt awquard at first but lit up when I got some compliments, that alone makes me more confident to go out elsewhere sometime. I'm only 2 months on hrt so it's still very difficult for me. I really apprecuate your videos ❤
@@Autumn-Foxxo Thank you! ❤️ I think I would definitely have to wear one of those swimming skirts if I was going to try swimming, maybe I'd feel comfortable with that I'm not sure.
I am right there with you when it comes to chokers I haven't got an adams apple either I just think my neck is too thick and my body type is 'apple' shaped so I also avoid turtle necks so I go for V neck tops and lond necklaces
I just went swimming I tucked and wore a one piece it was fun but I was also nervous no one said anything but I was scared someone would. I love dresses but a good pair of jeans are so cute.
I can def relate to a lot of this, but I’ve found some solutions for a lot of these. Mask helps if I can’t wear makeup…it’s not perfect but it helps, especially if I combine it with a long but casual dress. I haven’t solved the swimming thing yet, but next year I will probably start wearing swimsuits with the skirt looking thing on it. I don’t like shorts or pants either, but recently I started wearing my wife’s short shorts on chill days and …. It’s not too bad. Sometimes I can stomach black tight jeans but I prefer leggings. I like chokers, but I actually like showing off my transness. I am feminine presenting enough that I don’t get mis gendered very often so I like being out and open about being trans, maybe some egg will see me and feel better about being themselves. I’m not good at rock climbing and don’t enjoy it so I have no idea how I’d feel about it. I like traveling, I figure it out, but yea it’s a thing. It depends on the day for me with pics. I don’t have a dead name really, I have a preferred name. Something I avoid, showing my legs without shaving and moisturizing . I know some other girls don’t mind and I respect them for it but if I see a single hair on my legs, I’m wearing leggings. Periodt.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish nope my wife is cis, and doesn’t care. I asked some of my cis friends about it too… a lot of them care but not to the same extent. You’d be surprised. Sometimes i feel like i do too much but , i just don’t feel right unless i do … still your comment actually made me feel better about it for some reason :3
@@Seánasadventure oh that's interesting, I guess I've not really discussed it with friends before that much. But yes I totally feel you on that one I have to shave daily!
I don't wear makeup at night, but I feel the same about travel and about trousers. Showing isn't so much an issue for me with the right cut and the right gaffe. But any kind of trousers or shorts causes me enormous dysphoria. Maybe it's about confidence, but after 5 years on H.R.T I think it just 'is what it is'. Skorts, on the other hand, are welcome because I like short skirts.😊
@@KennaHarmonyRubin it definitely could also just be a dysphoria thing with the trousers for me, I used to have a few tight playsuits though when I was like 18/19 but they always felt a bit risky 😂
Swimming is one step away from being naked, few successfully make that cut. As a transman I have no future where that will be possible besides alone or with my wife, and even then id have to be convinced no one could discover us... The make up thing is perfectly understandable, Dysphoria is a bitch of a condition, we suffer it, it does not let us present half heartedly, or as some half trans mutant. it demands 100% commitment to transition. its normal for our type. And travel is a bitch, Me and many transman I know have all had trouble getting through security at airports, dont travel with packers is a ftm only problem but just dont take them, plan to buy them when you get to your locations. We all have stories of being stopped and being treated weirdly to find out they think your packer is a weapon, then when they find out your a biological woman they tend to shout it so everyone can hear them, then you get patted down by some woman in a little room. I can still remember all the faces of the first time I went through the airport, as the guy yelled out to a woman agent `this is female` pointing at me, i looked around and there was 100 faces looking at me like WFT..
May I ask, what style would you consider your makeup? Whenever I've tried asking a friend, where I can openly share having fun with a guy I met without fail always tries essentially therapy while trying to hit on me but doesn't seem to realize in that moment how disappointed I get. If I could also ask...what would you consider Ariana's? or this dermatologist Stephani Kappel, tried asking what all she's gotten done to appear that way with no response. I get it, cannot reply to everyone.
I bought a fancy turkey sandwich to go, at a deli in Sylvania, Ohio. With my first bite, I discovered it had no turkey. How can you forget to put turkey on a turkey sandwich? I can't believe it was an honest mistake. So I spit it out in case there were some "substitutions". I called and complained, and they offered to replace it, but I don't want to eat anything touched by them. I don't pass, so I never eat anything that might be "seasoned" by a transphobe. Drive-throughs are OK. They don't see me 'till they hand me my food.
@@BadgerGirl it’s not something that you can really hide in things like bikinis (at least not easily). It is possible with trousers and shorts but it's never going to be perfect 100% of the time, I find having that tight split that you have in trousers can often reveal a ‘bump’.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish hmm, i usually put an extra strip of tape down the middle to form a "camel toe" for lack of a better term, ive not tried a bikini but it works well for bare leggings and yoga pants and with good KT tape it lasts all day , i think it helps that im a bit chubby though and ..cough.. don't have much to hide 😅
dont swim because swimwear, i can do bike shorts but not any normal shorts, dont really do make up much TBH, a bit lazy to do so and i do need the practice... i dont run much either, have sports bra but i rarely wear it. gravity makes it uncomfy to run without appropriate tops. not sure what i feel about my current legal name as i dont care much about it now (name change/gender pending in january 2025), pictures of my old self is more of a what difference i see between the past and present.
Unless you have a huge member, avoid penile inversion surgery. It will not expand to fit any guy. Instead go for the colon surgery method. It lubricates a little. And is more stretchable. I had tried for 3 yrs to expand mine with those damn dilators and had no luck. I just cried in pain every day when I dilated. I had become depressed and put on a huge amount of weight. Then I had a monumental stroke which somehow tore my clitoris loose. When I went for surgery years after recovering I was told I am not a suitable candidate. Becoming even more depressed I turned to food once again. Don't become me dear, 65 and fat as a cow, and just waiting to die.
@@bobbear4u oh gosh I'm sorry all that happened to you. I think the nhs only offer the penile inversion so its likely what ill be having now I'm concerned 😭
@@cloudnice8937 because women with penises are the hottest thing ever, DUH! [Obviously that's half-joke, it's her body and her choice, other people's fetishes are their problem etc. But there's nothing hotter than an exotic diva with a functioning penis! 🤩]
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish Because you're beautiful the way you are, that's why. Also, surgery always carries a small element of risk (not to mention the painful recovery) - don't do it unless your body actually needs it to function properly.
Oh girl, don't sleep with makeup. Your skin will hate you in no time. Start taking care of it right now, and reap the rewards 20 years down the line. Clean, hydrate, moisturize every night.
@@ismiregalichkochdasjetztso3232 I don't all the time but I do occasionally and kind of always have, I know everyone says don't do it but I've never really experienced any bad side effects from it tbh
@@MalibuBarbiieDelishit may have not impacted the appearance of your face but it’s still really harmful to your skin in the long run even if you can’t see it right now.
girl??? girls don't have dongs dude lol
He's a man
Hey girl, like the new setup😊, I think it's very true about chokers being abit of a tell tale sign in our community. I also think our outfits evolve throughout our transition, and eventually being able to wear swimwear, leggings and skinny jeans etc.
Another great video ❤
Tinder is just radioactive waste. I'm a cis gay guy and I've never touched it.
Also, I propose tattooed make up for the basics so there's less pressure when you need to get made up quickly (eye/lipliner, lips, etc.). If I were a woman, I would totally do that, mainly because I'm lazy.
I've often thought about permanent makeup, but I like to change it up too much. In my opinion, that's really only an option for women who have an iconic look that they sport every day. But for women like me who like variation, it's not so great. If I did want to look the same every day though, absolutely, yes.
I have always wanted to get my eyebrows microbladed but never got round to it, mostly because of financial costs. Lips might be a good idea too but besides that I'm not sure I'd want anything permanent
i avoid mirrors, photos, video, communal changing rooms and restrooms. oh and my recorded voice- ugh. i will not urinate standing up even though it’s still possible. i don’t mind not wearing makeup or jeans. so interesting how we are all different!
Of course everyone is different :) I did struggle with my voice a bit when I was younger but as a singer I've learnt to embrace my lower range even if it isn't the most feminine sounding.
I’m a bio woman and I only wear dresses too. They just make me feel comfortable and pretty and that’s a good feeling. Your list sounds pretty normal to me (except the makeup never sleep in it you will age your skin). Idk how I come across your channel but I like your vibe and calm voice.
Dresses are great - a real turn-off is when a female wears "boy pants" under the dress or skirt!
is that bc your balls and dong show when you wear pants??
@@JonathonSwift-uj4fb it's not a turn off when the person pretending to be a woman in a dress has a dong??? Your priorities are a little messed up
@@JonathonSwift-uj4fb My wardrobe now is 1 pair of jeans, i pants mainly doing gardening chores, but I've maybe 12 or more skirts and over 30 dresses of all colors and patterns, ruffles dresses, floral and frills etc, in cold weather denier tights with a dress.
I would like to wear a dress, to slip over a pair of skinny jeans, the skinny jeans can feel like jeggings ❤️🏳️⚧️
I like your setup. I wouldn't say it is better or worse than your usual setup but it is just a nice change.
Your videos are always of the highest quality of image and audio.😊😘
Fully understand the swimming issue. I hadn't been since school until 2 months to the day post surgery. However there are trans swimming groups around who have private sessions at swimming pools. There might be one of these local to you.
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Thanks for sharing beautiful 🥰❤️
I really like your setup too, and I'm so happy to be following you, you are so lovely and real.
I'm a trans girl and I would definitely avoid a harness omg 😅
But I do go swimming and I find it really uncomfortable sometimes, like I'm fine when I'm in the pool but going in and getting out, I'm so conscious.
I also avoid pubs and clubs, unless they are gay/trans friendly.
@@JessicaAngelxx I love a drink in a pub, most are generally accepting :)
I went swimming after 8 years, Im preopp, I wore bikini bottoms under daisy dukes and a bikini top
I think pretty much everything I avoid you already mentioned. The only thing I would add is clothes shopping, but I'm very early in my transition. I really need someone to shop with to help me pick stuff out. Unless I wanna spend a million bucks on every kind of clothes in the world haha
Malibu is such a cool name!! Also thanks for sharing your experiences, I am a trans man and I can relate to most of these. I am very upset about the swimming part because I would just love to surf or do watersports.
@@O-pm8bb Thank you! That is interesting to hear you relate to some of these too, it is a shame about the water sports but it definitely shouldn't be something you totally rule out if its something you really want to do, personally I haven't been that bothered by it I suppose, but if there's a will there's a way!
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish yes, I'm hoping I can get top surgery soon, after that I think it would be more of a possibility for me. Also yes I constantly find it interesting and cool how many of the experiences of trans men and trans women overlap
tinder is terrible for anyone imo. All its good for imo is just quick casual sex and hookup culture.
btw you have a super soothing voice and general vibe
@@michal_king478 I definitely experienced that on other apps, but you do find genuine people occasionally and thank you so much ❤️
ummmm that's what it was intended for 🤦♂
Hey sweetheart, I've just stumbled across your channel, and i just want to give you a hug through the internet and give you more confidence in yourself!
I'm not sure how old you are, but i suspect much, much younger than me. I'm 40 and most of my trans friends went through a lot of the stuff you're going through, but now, further through their transitions and spending more time getting comfortable with themselves, they are so much freer and less restricted with these self imposed rules youre dealing with.
I really do hope your surgery goes well and brings you that confidence and freedom you deserve. You'll find most people really arent trying to clock you everywhere you go, and the postman doesn't care about your make up! People are so wrapped up in their own shit, they don't notice the things you think are so massively obvious! I promise! I understand how its terrifying if you think theres going to be some transphobic asshole that could hurt you though. That's frightening and I'm sorry if society makes you feel that way.
I'm waffling on, but from this pansexual, cis ally, it does get better. I've seen my friends gain confidence and I hope you get to blossom the same way they have. 🩷
@@pantherinae_art thank you for this sweet comment ❤️ I suffer from social anxiety which is only partly due to the fact that I'm trans so confidence is definitely a big issue for me, I hope you're right and I will learn to let things go more in time :)
Margarine, people who say they hate drama (too much drama), HOA's
I have discovered your channel your channel a few days ago. I think you're very charming. i like your voice. Great stuff, good advice. Well done for living your life as you want to. I am going to watch your videos regularly.
@@RogersWorldandAdventures Awwh thank you I appreciate that 🩵
3 days and another 400 subs! Congrats girl
@@stdesy it just keeps going 🥳
I love to wearing my bathing suit on my body
I have not been to the beach in a swimsuit for the same reasons. However, I recently taught myself to tuck and I felt so happy and proud when I saw my self in that swimsuit.
@@anastasiadeville5050 love that!
You look beautiful Barbie, some jeans are lovely to wear, if they have Elastine, all the better, perhaps, we trans folk are not 100% identical ❤ ❤
Lol from Petra
@@PetraBrown of course we all have our differences :) for me they're a no haha
You so pretty and showing up in my subscriptions, I had to tune in. Hi Gorgeous 💕💕💕💕
@@ifltrance Hiya :) thanks for tuning in again 🩵
Okay I hate when a neighbor knocks on the door.Leave me alone!
Hey, doc. Will I be able to swim after surgery? "Yes! " Great. I've always wanted to learn how to swim. Lol😊
Hiya Malibu. I’m a mtf transwoman too, fast approaching 60. I’m from the U.K. and hopefully I’m being refered for surgery next year too. The things I avoid are very similar to yours. I tend to wear as little make up as possible (day to day) and for my job too. I’m a female tram 🚊 driver. I always remover it before bed so as to give my skin time to heal and moisturise. I’m a stickler for skin and body care, and have routines to maintain a healthy body.
But like you, even though I wear very little I cannot go out or do my job without any makeup on at all, that would be so wrong. 😑
I do go rock climbing but because of the issues you highlighted I wear a top harness to avoid lower regions shaping into a tight triangle shape.
The “trans” label I’ve dropped completely so as to maximise my passing and blending in, totally as a woman. Most people in the streets or my work colleagues have totally accepted me and my female identity. I have nothing from my previous persona left, with anyone to share or identify me with.
It’s a great feeling to just simply be me as I am affirmed to be inside just gliding through life happy. Thank you for sharing your video xx 😙
@@CharlotteBell-rl7lo I've never heard of a top harness! That sounds like something I should look into as I do enjoy climbing and such. Honestly in my day-to-day life I rarely talk about being trans either, but I'm happy to talk about it when people are interested. Thank you for your comment 🖤
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish there isn’t a top harness as such. I use a 160 cm sling to create one and clip a screw gate Karabiner to it. It’s secure enough. It’s an old Mountain Rescue trick I learned from a friend.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish on the subject of skirts and dresses. As a female tram driver i am the only one at our company out of at least 30 female tram drivers who wears a skirt.
@@CharlotteBell-rl7lo that's kind of shocking actually how funny 😄
I avoid having my nails done at salons. I used to get clocked every time 💅
I used to be makeup focused, but then, I started to reduce the amount of products I used. I generally don't have the time, in the morning, to do a full face look. so I started experimenting and developing a day look.
and it's not good for the skin if you don't wash it off and clense the pours. the area of skin around the eyes is very sensitive and fragile, you have to take very good care of it girl....!
one very good tip would be to get yourself a very good moisturiser. add a deep clenser as part of your night time routine, and a lighter one into your morning routine. it can act as a great base for your makeup, or even a substitute for cosmetics, if your home.
@@miyahollands6136 I definitely use less than I used to and I mostly do take it off at night, maybe ill have more confidence in future to wear even less.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish
definitely experiment to see what's the least amount of makeup, to make you feel comfortable. I sometimes just end up using moisturiser and lip sill. it definitely helps to built confidence in yourself, and allows you to dial it up, for those special occasions!
Excuse me!!!! 1.23k subscribers!!! Someone's a popular girl😂👍🌹
@@Sightback I know its very exciting :)
I Know what you mean about dead name... I have to cope with it for legal documents, but people sometimes don't understand why I want to be called by my birth name (which fortunately swings a number of ways) and it makes me uncomfortable
Love the video ❤. I relate can to most of your points hehe. However I love those stretchy slim jeans (flared leg ones are also cute too with some outfits) that hug my but in suck a nice way it makes me feel more feminine. Also short shorts as long as my legs are shaved make me feel great. For swimming I was at a friends pool party with a few other trans girls which made me more comfortable trying something. I found having swim bottoms with a skirt like thing made me feel better though I still had a tucking gaffer underneath to make sure everything was hidden. I felt awquard at first but lit up when I got some compliments, that alone makes me more confident to go out elsewhere sometime. I'm only 2 months on hrt so it's still very difficult for me. I really apprecuate your videos ❤
@@Autumn-Foxxo Thank you! ❤️ I think I would definitely have to wear one of those swimming skirts if I was going to try swimming, maybe I'd feel comfortable with that I'm not sure.
That pre-me is just a person I do not recognize any longer, and does not exist. The older I grow, the less pre-me has any importance for me.
Please take care of yourself. You are unique a one of a kind. Take care or you.
Thanks beautiful
I am right there with you when it comes to chokers I haven't got an adams apple either I just think my neck is too thick and my body type is 'apple' shaped so I also avoid turtle necks so I go for V neck tops and lond necklaces
What do y’all think of this set up? Is it better or worse than where I usually sit?
Wish you were single
I like the new setting
I'm just a new viewer, but I'd suggest to keep switching up your filming setting!
I just went swimming I tucked and wore a one piece it was fun but I was also nervous no one said anything but I was scared someone would. I love dresses but a good pair of jeans are so cute.
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If you do go swimming get a surfer girls body suit, I can’t wait to get one, I saw a surfer chick wear one once and I had so much gender envy lol
You make my smile
@@ipppbakker awwh :)
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish you make the world beautyful
I can def relate to a lot of this, but I’ve found some solutions for a lot of these. Mask helps if I can’t wear makeup…it’s not perfect but it helps, especially if I combine it with a long but casual dress. I haven’t solved the swimming thing yet, but next year I will probably start wearing swimsuits with the skirt looking thing on it. I don’t like shorts or pants either, but recently I started wearing my wife’s short shorts on chill days and …. It’s not too bad. Sometimes I can stomach black tight jeans but I prefer leggings. I like chokers, but I actually like showing off my transness. I am feminine presenting enough that I don’t get mis gendered very often so I like being out and open about being trans, maybe some egg will see me and feel better about being themselves. I’m not good at rock climbing and don’t enjoy it so I have no idea how I’d feel about it. I like traveling, I figure it out, but yea it’s a thing. It depends on the day for me with pics. I don’t have a dead name really, I have a preferred name. Something I avoid, showing my legs without shaving and moisturizing . I know some other girls don’t mind and I respect them for it but if I see a single hair on my legs, I’m wearing leggings. Periodt.
@@Seánasadventure oh of course! I would never show unshaved legs either but that's less of a trans thing and more of an every girl thing I suppose
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish nope my wife is cis, and doesn’t care. I asked some of my cis friends about it too… a lot of them care but not to the same extent. You’d be surprised. Sometimes i feel like i do too much but , i just don’t feel right unless i do … still your comment actually made me feel better about it for some reason :3
@@Seánasadventure oh that's interesting, I guess I've not really discussed it with friends before that much. But yes I totally feel you on that one I have to shave daily!
I don't wear makeup at night, but I feel the same about travel and about trousers. Showing isn't so much an issue for me with the right cut and the right gaffe. But any kind of trousers or shorts causes me enormous dysphoria. Maybe it's about confidence, but after 5 years on H.R.T I think it just 'is what it is'. Skorts, on the other hand, are welcome because I like short skirts.😊
@@KennaHarmonyRubin it definitely could also just be a dysphoria thing with the trousers for me, I used to have a few tight playsuits though when I was like 18/19 but they always felt a bit risky 😂
Swimming is one step away from being naked, few successfully make that cut. As a transman I have no future where that will be possible besides alone or with my wife, and even then id have to be convinced no one could discover us... The make up thing is perfectly understandable, Dysphoria is a bitch of a condition, we suffer it, it does not let us present half heartedly, or as some half trans mutant. it demands 100% commitment to transition. its normal for our type. And travel is a bitch, Me and many transman I know have all had trouble getting through security at airports, dont travel with packers is a ftm only problem but just dont take them, plan to buy them when you get to your locations. We all have stories of being stopped and being treated weirdly to find out they think your packer is a weapon, then when they find out your a biological woman they tend to shout it so everyone can hear them, then you get patted down by some woman in a little room. I can still remember all the faces of the first time I went through the airport, as the guy yelled out to a woman agent `this is female` pointing at me, i looked around and there was 100 faces looking at me like WFT..
Oh I definitely hate going through the scanning machines at airports too. I'm always thinking oh god what are they seeing it feels so awkward!
May I ask, what style would you consider your makeup? Whenever I've tried asking a friend, where I can openly share having fun with a guy I met without fail always tries essentially therapy while trying to hit on me but doesn't seem to realize in that moment how disappointed I get. If I could also ask...what would you consider Ariana's? or this dermatologist Stephani Kappel, tried asking what all she's gotten done to appear that way with no response. I get it, cannot reply to everyone.
@@etrfg-p7g not sure to be honest, I love my contouring but besides that try to keep it pretty natural
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish Whatever you're doing it looks amazing.
@@etrfg-p7g thank you 🖤
Gorgeous woman you are
@@ChristinaStachura-jn9pl Awwh thank you 💙
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish yes hope I will be like you gorgeous woman
@@ChristinaStachura-jn9pl best of luck with your goals 🩷
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish thanks my love friend
Where did you live in
Hiya l am trans women from Oxfordshire and have been living full-time now for 4 years
I bought a fancy turkey sandwich to go, at a deli in Sylvania, Ohio. With my first bite, I discovered it had no turkey. How can you forget to put turkey on a turkey sandwich? I can't believe it was an honest mistake. So I spit it out in case there were some "substitutions". I called and complained, and they offered to replace it, but I don't want to eat anything touched by them. I don't pass, so I never eat anything that might be "seasoned" by a transphobe. Drive-throughs are OK. They don't see me 'till they hand me my food.
You go around thinking everyone is out to get you, doncha?
@@projektkobra2247 You eat it.
@@dinahnicest6525 -LOL....loser.
I try to avoid the last puzza slice or hot dog at 7 eleven because that's usually the bad one nobody wants
@@kevinnosx9 as you should
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish Yeah. It's the same thing with doughnuts too. I always seem to come at the wrong time.
does tucking not help with alot of the outfit issues ?
@@BadgerGirl it’s not something that you can really hide in things like bikinis (at least not easily). It is possible with trousers and shorts but it's never going to be perfect 100% of the time, I find having that tight split that you have in trousers can often reveal a ‘bump’.
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish hmm, i usually put an extra strip of tape down the middle to form a "camel toe" for lack of a better term, ive not tried a bikini but it works well for bare leggings and yoga pants and with good KT tape it lasts all day , i think it helps that im a bit chubby though and ..cough.. don't have much to hide 😅
dont swim because swimwear, i can do bike shorts but not any normal shorts, dont really do make up much TBH, a bit lazy to do so and i do need the practice... i dont run much either, have sports bra but i rarely wear it. gravity makes it uncomfy to run without appropriate tops. not sure what i feel about my current legal name as i dont care much about it now (name change/gender pending in january 2025), pictures of my old self is more of a what difference i see between the past and present.
You look bloody amazing!!" x x x x
@@simonmaverick9201 Awwh thank you ❤️
If someone comes in your apartment while you don't have your make up on you can always do what Robin Williams did in Mrs. Doubtfire
@@EdwardHaas-iz3mi what's that? A mask? 😂 I usually put sunglasses on tbh
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I love all trans-women . lets chat and meet. October 9th, 2024 here 🌈
You are beautiful and you know your stuff. I like your nails. You are ready for Halloween girlfriend.
Please make one of them little girls bathrooms and also women sports....🙄
Unless you have a huge member, avoid penile inversion surgery. It will not expand to fit any guy. Instead go for the colon surgery method. It lubricates a little. And is more stretchable. I had tried for 3 yrs to expand mine with those damn dilators and had no luck. I just cried in pain every day when I dilated. I had become depressed and put on a huge amount of weight. Then I had a monumental stroke which somehow tore my clitoris loose. When I went for surgery years after recovering I was told I am not a suitable candidate. Becoming even more depressed I turned to food once again. Don't become me dear, 65 and fat as a cow, and just waiting to die.
@@bobbear4u oh gosh I'm sorry all that happened to you. I think the nhs only offer the penile inversion so its likely what ill be having now I'm concerned 😭
Do you think crossdressers are different from transwomen?
Very pretty 😊
Arabic countries, Russia and Belarus, and Brexit maledom❤❤
Is crossdressing an addiction?
Avoid realism..
Reality?
🩷🤍🩵
You avoided therapy
Therapy for what? She seems alright.
You say transwoman, I say fakewoman. Still a gay guy with a happy imagination..
@@dboy6400 oh right 😂 thanks for letting me know
I just dont know why some people have got to be so horrible to trans people. X@@MalibuBarbiieDelish
Darling please don't have "bottom surgery". Please.
But why?
@@cloudnice8937 because women with penises are the hottest thing ever, DUH! [Obviously that's half-joke, it's her body and her choice, other people's fetishes are their problem etc. But there's nothing hotter than an exotic diva with a functioning penis! 🤩]
It's literally none of your business what she does
@@Ao456kl I'm curious why? 😱
@@MalibuBarbiieDelish Because you're beautiful the way you are, that's why.
Also, surgery always carries a small element of risk (not to mention the painful recovery) - don't do it unless your body actually needs it to function properly.
I wish I looked as good as you
Normalize gocks
@@bulldogrevolution 😂