studying in an old library in the melancholic rain (dark academia playlist)

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  • @alyx5775
    @alyx5775  Рік тому +310

    TIMESTAMPS
    00:00 My Love // Kisnou
    05:43 She Passed Away Alone At Sea // Owsey
    08:49 might be // daniel.mp3
    12:19 A Fragment of My Soul // Invadable Harmony
    14:26 sorrow in the forest // nowt
    17:17 Pensieri // Emiliano Blangero
    19:37 The French Library // Franz Gordon
    22:37 Oceans Apart // Ben Crosland
    23:55 We Will Meet Again // Invadable Harmony
    25:06 Reflectie // Sjors Weijermars
    26:41 I Thought About Death, About Time // Benjamin Gustafsson
    28:41 In Between Breaths // SYML
    32:04 Starry Night // Jordan Critz
    37:03 Nocturne in D-Flat Major "Un rêve" // Eric Christian
    41:46 Lament // Invadable Harmony
    43:47 Cold Blooded // Austin Farwell
    45:20 Color Me Blue // Akane
    48:31 Beving: Ala // Joep Beving
    50:35 I Wanted to Leave - Recorded at St. Mark’s Cathedral // SYML
    53:30 fading over time // scapes
    56:48 Ww // Other Nothing

  • @Moonlighplaylist
    @Moonlighplaylist Рік тому +692

    I have discovered that classical music can be played in the background when studying literally any subject and it never diverts my attention like pop songs. its amazing

    • @santiagolara992
      @santiagolara992 Рік тому +34

      i'm a classical musician, and i wish that applies for me too, now this is like pop music, just can't stop enjoying every note of it

    • @teasparklegirl
      @teasparklegirl Рік тому +15

      For the longest time, I was listening to my regular music and getting nothing done. Then I switched to these playlist and I could study for hourssssssssss.

    • @Angel_m03
      @Angel_m03 10 місяців тому

      8kn kk k

    • @raminMTL
      @raminMTL 9 місяців тому +3

      you should try mumble rap music. Best for concentration

    • @JesusLightsYourPath
      @JesusLightsYourPath Місяць тому

      Yeah Ive known it for a while. its amazing

  • @TheBigDrew947
    @TheBigDrew947 Рік тому +136

    Anybody else put this on "for a few minutes" while doing something and looked back to see the video half way finished

  • @DarkAcademic_124
    @DarkAcademic_124 Рік тому +541

    To everyone who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏

  • @balochasif8530
    @balochasif8530 Рік тому +968

    Raise hand who came here in search of peace?

  • @ily-j3f
    @ily-j3f Рік тому +69

    Go outside,
    Open your eyes,
    Mentally create a List, five things you can see,
    Five things you hear,
    Five things you feel,
    Five things you smell,
    It’s ok if you try making something up, like I can smell the clouds or I can hear the earth . Because your still focusing on your environment and the world around you.
    My fifth grade art teacher taught me this and it’s givin me so much peace and gratitude over the years and helped me overcome so many situations.
    I’m so great full to have had her in my life ❤

  • @Aquatic_artist
    @Aquatic_artist Рік тому +75

    Oi, hang in there soldier, I believe in you, I believe that whatever is causing you pain, you can get through it. I know it may seem that everything is fallin' apart, it may seem tough and that you don't see a light to guide you but trust me when I say things will get better, cause they will. with darkness, there will be a light, and you will sooner or later find that light, don't give up mate, I believe in you. alright then kiddo, you should get some tea and some food, and try and sleep tonight. yeah?

    • @Duarteyahoo272
      @Duarteyahoo272 Рік тому +6

      Thank you for those words, im happy to say that ive already found my light to guide me, now i live with hope and peace. I still have a lot of problems in my life and its not always rainbows and sunshine, but at least i have a friend that sticks closer than a brother by my side forever ❤❤
      “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” - Jesus Christ

    • @ishwari625
      @ishwari625 7 місяців тому +3

      Thank you🥺
      I hope I'll find that ray of light soon cause I don't have much time left.

    • @loicvernoux
      @loicvernoux Місяць тому

      @@ishwari625 Hey are you alright buddy? I know it probably doesn't mean a lot from a stranger but we're on the same boat. People keep saying you have to be hopeful but life is not that easy eh. If you need someone to talk to. I'm here.

  • @alamademexico
    @alamademexico Рік тому +25

    It's crazy how these songs aren't actually sad but in context it's heartbreaking.

  • @FatallyFramedChaosMother
    @FatallyFramedChaosMother 5 місяців тому +22

    I came here to listen to some nice music, not to sit here read the comments and cry…..10/10 would recommend.

  • @ryangols100
    @ryangols100 2 місяці тому +11

    *There's a poetic depth to dark academia music that resonates with those who seek solace in the shadows of existence, finding beauty in the quiet moments of introspection and reflection*

  • @idontreallyknoww
    @idontreallyknoww 6 місяців тому +77

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love you even if you have insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love you even if you have failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you even on sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you act
    i love you even if you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you even if you you're mean
    i love you even if you're alone
    i love you even if you can't feel
    i love you even if you feel too much
    i love you even if you can't take life anymore
    i love you even if you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you even if you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
    i love you even if you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you even if you have problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you even if you're in pain
    i love you even if you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love you even if you have wounds
    i love you even if you have scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you even if you lie
    i love you even if you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you even if you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you even if you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you even if you have headache
    i love you even if you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you even if you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you even if life isn't bright
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you even if you're irresponsible
    i love you even if you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love even if your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
    From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

    • @JACK-873
      @JACK-873 5 місяців тому +5

    • @prakashsn3292
      @prakashsn3292 5 місяців тому +2

      Thank you , tnx alot I really needed I hv no friends no one to say my own I'm a loser I hate myself I'm dumb and ulgy I just hate everything about myself my past just everything but ur comment was able to lighten my mood a lit

    • @idontreallyknoww
      @idontreallyknoww 5 місяців тому +4

      @@prakashsn3292 No don't say these things pls- it's not true. I hope everything gets better soon but pls- don't give up. you deserve good things in life. i wish you nothing but happiness. Take care buddy. Stay strong!

    • @Zephromonia
      @Zephromonia 3 місяці тому +2

      @@prakashsn3292 Awww, you seem like a great person. One day soon you'll be happier and brighter than you could have foreseen. Everything will be better ❤

    • @krishsada53
      @krishsada53 3 місяці тому +2

      @sidx12 Thank you soo much! I just now relaised how many things that we / i have to love ourselves and others. Thank you soo much. As a stranger I love you too for your love note.❤❤❤ God bless you...

  • @cartoonchill8
    @cartoonchill8 Рік тому +139

    Today is a cloudy day and I woke up a little sick but this playlist is so soothing

    • @alyx5775
      @alyx5775  Рік тому +11

      i wish you feel better. music is the best remedy

    • @calmboi6457
      @calmboi6457 Рік тому +11

      i hope ur doing well now but just wanted to say that ur comment just inspired me. I dream of making films one day and idk i might use ur comment as an opening line or smn one day lol hope u dont mind

  • @Nix_5369
    @Nix_5369 Рік тому +38

    Listening to this while doing my Mathematics homework is such a peaceful time. The music and the rain makes it easier for me to focus on my work and it makes me feel like I am peacefully soaring above the sky under a starry midnight sky (Sorry about my English I am not a native speaker).

  • @PleaseLetmeknow-zr7gq
    @PleaseLetmeknow-zr7gq Рік тому +20

    It's october, normal autumn month, but were I live is snow with rain. Everything is a grey, dirty mess. I got ill and now sit home. But classic music with rain help me relax, calm down my anxiety.

  • @KastiaAristia
    @KastiaAristia Рік тому +30

    And so rain crafted from ember danced its way down the sky, golden ash replacing each drop as it hit the desolate floor. It was magnificent, she thought. The silver floor would be her bed, vast horizon her walls, and the crying skies her ceiling. At long last there would be only the hum of magic to keep her company.
    The cost was priceless seeing it all now.
    With a reach of her hand she allowed rain to prick her palm, the gold color within reflecting her ruby red eyes.
    Such beauty, the young woman considered.
    How beautiful were the eyes that thousands exiled before. They weren't cursed, nor were they a vile monstrosity to be condemned for eternity. They were a deep scarlet that only those worthy of her grace could gaze upon. Yes, these eyes would be the reason for a world birthed from her own desires.
    just a lil something I wrote listening to this! ahaha

  • @AOFSUN
    @AOFSUN День тому

    currently studying in my universities library while it rains outside, absolute perfection.

  • @waifer.s
    @waifer.s 2 місяці тому +2

    The way i immediately recognized paris, texas by the first few notes- i got so happy lol

  • @lingorden6612
    @lingorden6612 19 днів тому

    I have discovered that lofi music can be played in the background when studying literally any subject and it never diverts my attention like pop songs. its amazing

  • @screamingpotato5568
    @screamingpotato5568 Рік тому +13

    The comments really show what beautiful music does to peoples hearts. Everyone is so peaceful and nice here. ❤

  • @nellie2.379
    @nellie2.379 Рік тому +29

    this is the first time that i can listen to a aplaylist and actually be able to focus and do my homework. Usually I cannot listen to anything so it's hard to focus when the library is loud. Thank you so much

  • @sofialatella7287
    @sofialatella7287 Рік тому +8

    relaxing music with rain for studying is the best thing in the world

  • @laverbelle
    @laverbelle Рік тому +33

    Such a beautiful, melancholic playlist! I’m dissolving in its serenity & my beloved mother - she asked me to play this while leisurely falling asleep. I’m full of gratitude and love, for this had given us rare moment of pure welcomed peace 🤍

  • @MochiLofiCafe
    @MochiLofiCafe 5 місяців тому +4

    This video truly captures the essence of dark academia. The mood, the music-everything is perfect. It inspired me to experiment more with my own melancholic piano compositions. Thank you for this beautiful piece!

  • @ZEZEBREZY
    @ZEZEBREZY Рік тому +25

    This dark academia soundtrack deserves more love. Great mix.

  • @AlexaVega-tv4mj
    @AlexaVega-tv4mj Рік тому +8

    This is an amazing playlist..but I cry when listening to the songs cause it makes me feel like I am lost in the woods and no love in my heart..I wish I can have this happiness again but with this playlist it helped a lot

    • @alyx5775
      @alyx5775  Рік тому +3

      i wish you all the best, be strong and be who you are

  • @CyberMan-e4d
    @CyberMan-e4d Рік тому +17

    No matter how much I thank you, it's not enough. I've been looking for music accompanied by the sound of rain for years, and I finally found it.🤩

  • @AmbientDawn
    @AmbientDawn Рік тому +32

    How beautifully melancholic this is! Wonderful mix.

  • @alefh_morais
    @alefh_morais Рік тому +6

    This sadness musics always makes me stop and think:
    "What I would live if i just be the better ever version of myself... if I give all of myself to an precious pourpose?"

    • @JehovahShalom3
      @JehovahShalom3 Рік тому +5

      Everyone has that yearning in their heart, it was put there by your creator to draw you to him. That desire can only be filled by acting in your purpose for Jesus Christ.

    • @nicao_o
      @nicao_o Рік тому +1

      @@JehovahShalom3 Amen

  • @princess_morgan789
    @princess_morgan789 Рік тому +8

    Title: The Weary Souls: A Tale of Loneliness and Despair
    Once upon a time, in a forgotten corner of the world, there lay a town veiled in eternal sadness. It was a desolate place, its once bustling streets now barren and devoid of life. The buildings stood tall, their boarded-up windows staring mournfully at the world outside. This was a town forgotten by time, where the hearts of its inhabitants had grown heavy with the weight of their own melancholy.
    In the heart of this lonely town, a few little souls remained, their flickering spirits mirroring the dying embers of hope. Each day they awoke to the same gray skies, feeling the weight of their existence pressing down upon them. They were like soldiers who had survived a battle, yet the war within them raged on, fueled by sadness and guilt.
    One of these souls was Amelia, a fragile woman with a haunted gaze. Her heart ached for the loss of her beloved family, taken too soon by a merciless illness that swept through the town like a silent assassin. She wandered the empty streets, her footsteps echoing in the vast void that surrounded her. Amelia was not alone, yet loneliness clung to her like a shadow, a constant reminder of her solitude amidst the crowd.
    Another soul was Thomas, a war veteran who had returned home with a heavy heart and a burdened conscience. The horrors he had witnessed on the battlefield had etched permanent scars upon his soul. In the midst of the town's desolation, Thomas battled his demons silently, seeking solace in the memories of a time when his heart still knew peace.
    And then there was Emily, a young artist with a tortured soul. Her once vibrant paintings had faded, the colors now only a reflection of the sorrow that consumed her. Emily yearned for connection, for someone who could see beyond her desolate canvases and into the depths of her broken spirit. She yearned for understanding, but found only the echoes of her own despair.
    These little souls existed side by side, their paths crossing occasionally, yet they remained separated by their own pain, unable to connect amidst the darkness that haunted them. Their silent battles were fought in the depths of their hearts, where sadness mingled with guilt, drowning out any glimmer of hope that dared to emerge.
    As the days turned into weeks, the loneliness of the town grew heavier, like an invisible fog that clung to every corner. The little souls, burdened by their own struggles, yearned for release, for a way to heal the wounds that had scarred them. Yet, they were trapped in a relentless cycle of sorrow, their battles intertwining like a tangled web.
    But one day, as the gray skies parted to reveal a sliver of sunlight, something within the little souls began to stir. They realized that they were not the only ones facing this desolation. With this newfound understanding, they reached out to one another, sharing their stories, their pain, and their longing for redemption.
    In their shared moments of vulnerability, the little souls discovered a flicker of hope, a fragile thread that connected them all. Though their battles were far from over, they found solace in the realization that they were not alone in their struggle. Together, they vowed to support each other, to fight against the shackles of sadness and guilt that had bound them for far too long.
    And so, the lonely town began to transform. The boarded-up windows were replaced with bright, welcoming lights, and the empty streets echoed with laughter and the sound of footsteps walking side by side. The little souls had found strength in each other, building a community founded on empathy and understanding.
    In the end, it was not the battles they had fought that defined them, but the resilience they displayed in the face of their shared sadness and guilt. The lonely town, once shrouded in despair, became a symbol of collective healing and the triumph of the human spirit.
    And so, the town lived on, not as a reminder of loneliness, but as a testament to the power of compassion and the indomitable strength of the human heart. (took me 5 months to come up with this story but i did it)

    • @Nix_5369
      @Nix_5369 Рік тому

      Ma'am/Sir this is a fine piece of literature. I was getting bored doing my Homework and reading this somehow comforted me. Thank you for posting such a lovely story 😄

    • @stordie
      @stordie 10 днів тому

      you are so skilled!!

  • @dearsal6761
    @dearsal6761 8 місяців тому +2

    best playsit ive heard for a while.. thank you for the effort

  • @ravvleana13
    @ravvleana13 Рік тому +8

    This music really made me stay with myself and sort out all my thoughts lately.. it really helps me do my homework and generally think about life, so thank you very much. I wish you have all the best💟

  • @mery_oua
    @mery_oua Рік тому +1

    The comment session is so heart-warming

  • @akira9449
    @akira9449 Рік тому +26

    This is seriously one of the best playlist I have ever listened. These pieces are so good and goes along together very well. Thank you so much!

  • @wpynaemnasuchegoprzestworo8336

    Ależ się tego cudownie słucha! Idealna muzyka do pisania. Piękna kompozycja. Dziękuję!

  • @niwett4795
    @niwett4795 Рік тому +5

    I've been trying so hard to find such playlist with perfect sound. Thank you.

  • @le__le
    @le__le Рік тому +8

    currently studying for my irish oral exam T_T this playlist is lovely background noise, thank you for making it!

    • @CyberMan-e4d
      @CyberMan-e4d Рік тому +2

      same problem. but this music is very helpful for us

  • @6096p1z
    @6096p1z 10 місяців тому

    I love that playful tune that starts at 15:40, I feel like it's leading me somewhere else

  • @Space-Milk
    @Space-Milk Рік тому +3

    I had a dream that was just like this, it was a big library kind of built like a church and there were so so many books and the lighting was purely from the windows but it was almost a void kind of lighting because it was like straight white and it was dusty you could see it in the air, it was stunning

  • @chaimzbehz
    @chaimzbehz 9 місяців тому +1

    i think that your playlist somehow calms my anxiety and helps me concentrate on what i need to do, instead of overthinking. ty!

    • @chaimzbehz
      @chaimzbehz 9 місяців тому

      it's also quite rare for me to find the perfect classical music compilation

  • @SkzStay-zu8lf
    @SkzStay-zu8lf Рік тому +7

    This is my first time listening to your playlist, it is very beautiful and pleasant. It sounds so divine, it gives me goosebumps.

  • @elliemae2274
    @elliemae2274 Рік тому +12

    i absolutely love this!! the study vibes are immaculate ♥︎

  • @meow4070
    @meow4070 Рік тому +7

    i always listen to your playlists when i do my homework, i love them sm

  • @Ahedsa-r2y
    @Ahedsa-r2y 7 місяців тому

    أعتقد أن هذا افضل ما سمعته في حياتي و شاهدته في يوتيوب لغاية هذا اليوم اشكر جهودك صديقي تمنيت لو لم تنتهي و ان تبقى هذه الموسيقى للابد

  • @Dbusdriver71
    @Dbusdriver71 Рік тому +5

    Sounds like something out of Blade Runner. Very impressive atmosphere.

  • @blairekelley4647
    @blairekelley4647 3 місяці тому

    Realizing that Lana sampled one of these songs made my night

  • @sofitripop1034
    @sofitripop1034 2 місяці тому +2

    OK i never knew i am the dark academia style then- cool!!

  • @1ce8earr
    @1ce8earr 7 місяців тому +1

    To everyone who's studying with this music:
    Checklist:
    • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate
    • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time
    • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone
    • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.
    • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.
    •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy
    Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
    You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book.
    I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight
    DISCLAMER: I did not create this, I found it on other playlists. I still wanna help people out and get them through any stress (:

  • @robot67799
    @robot67799 5 місяців тому

    I was looking for some music to listen while reading and I came across this. Such a beautiful music, I feel like I'm transported in a different world. Thanks ❤

  • @AestheticMusic124
    @AestheticMusic124 2 місяці тому

    The music is magical and the picture is mysterious

  • @vashamuhlisaergasheva2977
    @vashamuhlisaergasheva2977 7 місяців тому

    I come back again and again to this video, and this has turned in some kind of ritual for me. Makes me feel focused and interestingly very safe and calm. Thanks for compelling all of the songs in such a sequence, love it 💌

  • @くるみアールグレイ-o7g

    不思議で悲しい雰囲気の曲で、とても落ち着きます。自分が探していた曲って感じでいい!!This is my favorite music !

  • @thesleepyreader
    @thesleepyreader Рік тому

    Was studying, then when I closed my eyes to rehearse the numbers I fell asleep 😅
    10/10 did in fact learn and took a good nap

  • @unwindcitysnow
    @unwindcitysnow 10 місяців тому

    Each track contributes to the atmospheric allure, creating a listening experience that's both captivating and evocative.

  • @youtubecommentergal4346
    @youtubecommentergal4346 Рік тому +3

    This is very calming and relaxing to listen to sleep or study. The beginning part nearly made me sleepy while studying but I managed to keep studying.😂

  • @Chuuyas_tiny_waist
    @Chuuyas_tiny_waist Місяць тому +1

    I came here to study and I just needed a moment of silence and peace with myself and my books
    Absolutely love this🤍

  • @itsbug333
    @itsbug333 9 місяців тому +4

    the first one sounds like the moment you realize y’all aren’t meant to be and know that one day it’ll be the last to ever see them.

    • @Inprogresslife
      @Inprogresslife 13 днів тому

      "We were walking in the rain but I could feel something was wrong, that he had something to tell me.
      Something that I wouldn't like to hear. He held my hand to stop me from walking. That's when I knew that something was about to happen. Whether it was good or bad I didn't know. But I knew something was about to happen.
      He looked me in my eyes and never in my life had I seen someone with so much pain and sadness in their face. He cupped my face and kissed my forehead I don't know why but I started crying. Not a single word had been spoken but for some reason my heart felt like it had been ripped out. Maybe it's because I had sensed that he had something that he desperately needed to tell me but couldn't find the right words to say. He looked me in the eyes almost to say that he was so sorry for what he was about to do. Thats when I knew that it was something bad "Why are you doing this." I whimpered like a small child. I don't know what answer I was looking for or if there was even an answer that I would be happy with. "Maybe I'll tell you one day. One day very far from today but one day nonetheless" he said it as if that was supposed to comfort me.
      And with that he left.
      Leaving me in the pouring rain with an umbrella that was supposed to shield me from the rain but was instead laying next to me. I was cold and numb, But not from the rain. What do I do now? Now? Now I cry. Now I break down with no one to help pick up the pieces. Oh how I needed to be held. I longed for the arms of the person who did this to me. I floated in my body for what seemed like minutes but when I checked my watch, the same one he gave to me so that I'll always know when he was coming to see me, I saw that an hour had passed. It all came rushing to me. Every kiss. Every touch. Every memory. That's when a part of me broke. The part that he had fixed so long ago. I sobbed in the middle of the street. Oh I must've looked like a crazy woman but I didn't care. I wouldn't mind if the whole world saw me as crazy as long as I could fall into his arms even for only a minute. Is it so hard to love me? Am I asking for too much? Am I being selfish?
      If something broke that wasn't there when I met him does that mean this was always how I felt before I met him?
      Surely not, right.
      Right?"

  • @lattuga
    @lattuga Рік тому +2

    studying philosophy with this

  • @assassingio9847
    @assassingio9847 2 місяці тому +1

    This calms my soul So beatiful

  • @tanishkadey3259
    @tanishkadey3259 11 місяців тому

    its December and i have my finals at 9th.... its chill outside...listening to this playlist while studying....its really good and yk its a bit lonely which i love...thank you

  • @nedaaa-k6v
    @nedaaa-k6v 2 місяці тому

    you make my life better this playlist is so good x

  • @zfrxsty6687
    @zfrxsty6687 Рік тому +2

    8:46 about to pack the bong and go chill and sleep

  • @Matthew06973
    @Matthew06973 5 місяців тому

    This is what I see when I think of the German term “Wehmut” or French term “Spleen”.
    The mixed sense of loneliness and sadness that.. wraps my body making me feel somehow..warm, less lonely and less sad.

  • @nicao_o
    @nicao_o Рік тому +1

    This is such a beautiful playlist I love it. Thank you for helping me concentrate on chemistry homework ❤

  • @lola1109
    @lola1109 Рік тому

    Thank you for letting me sleep in peace tonight

  • @adielmandujano1997
    @adielmandujano1997 Рік тому +3

    I just lost my mom and this makes me feel

    • @MelancholyProductions
      @MelancholyProductions Рік тому +1

      🌹

    • @cookiesdood_les
      @cookiesdood_les 9 місяців тому +3

      Ur mother is looking down at you from heaven, proud at how well ur doing, please keep smiling, things will get better.

  • @erikosvath4756
    @erikosvath4756 Рік тому +2

    Otthon.
    Veled lelkem a templomom,
    Nélküled viszont nem tudom,
    Csak egy ház,
    Veled egyház,
    Testem csak egy váz,
    Csak, csontváz,
    Rajta ezer fodrás.
    Hol derű, s hol ránc,
    Én itt vagyok,
    Te hol jársz?
    Nélküled a testem, olyan idegen,
    Mintha nem is én élnék, e kopott-ütött szívemen,
    Mintha nem is én laknám,
    Ridegséget aggaszt rám,
    Mit nekem az étel, ajkamnak teher minden jó falat,
    Ha nem vagy mellettem,
    Érzem, hogy a hús szakad,
    Pedig nem is tépik,
    Ahj ember, ember,
    Sorsodat ki érti?
    A halál az ajtóban,
    Te nem tudsz kitérni,
    Szemébe vérszomj,
    Eszébe sincs kímélni,
    Oh, Uram, vigyél ki!
    De amikor itt vagy,
    Rájövök, a lét nem is oly borzasztó,
    Mennyország lett körülöttem,
    Pedig ajkad csak egy szót szólt,
    Mondd el egyszer, hogy csinálod?
    Hogy egy pillantással felsepred a sok szilánkot,
    Vagy ne, inkább ne is mondd,
    Maradjon ez a te titkod,
    Hogy mikor szomorúnak érzem magam,
    Ajtómat, sikerüljön váratlanul nyitnod,
    Mert jó újra rajtad ezreggyére meglepődni,
    S te újra megvígasztalsz tudom,
    Ezért nem fáj elkenődni.

  • @uehnsgeneiebs
    @uehnsgeneiebs 2 місяці тому

    i read an intire book to this plalist. ive never read an intire book. thank you.

    • @K_leeon
      @K_leeon Місяць тому

      Entire is spelled with two e's

  • @SavyaAdel
    @SavyaAdel 19 днів тому

    It's a best playlist thank you so much🖤🎧

  • @alanperezvazquez
    @alanperezvazquez 2 дні тому

    Im having a creative block that I’ve been unable to shake for months, hope this will help me write what I need

  • @railesv
    @railesv Рік тому

    music is what unites us

  • @relaxationacoustics123
    @relaxationacoustics123 18 днів тому

    This vibe>

  • @byannisa.r.f
    @byannisa.r.f Рік тому +3

    I would be glad if someone drop a romantic story here hehe

  • @d9kd9k
    @d9kd9k Рік тому

    atmospheric, sad, not evil or too anxious

  • @aditi4183
    @aditi4183 Рік тому +1

    she was sitting by the window on the table, full with books, papers,files and cups of espresso. Her misty eyes trying not to fall asleep, cold hands turning pages and going through texts, she was lost in the realm of her own. She picked up her diary and started to write something, her shoulders were dropped and she shoved her head in the diary after completing it. She missed him but she was helpless so she wrote about him everyday. She knew he was gone, gone far away from her reach but the dried roses in her diary reminded of him which used to make her eyes watery just like the soft falling shower, she weeped and put her head down. The great bell rung as it was midnight, she forgot that she was there for a long time now, she took her books, packed her stuff and cleaned the desk. She started walking towards the main door while she hears her name in the background, she looks back and sees a dried rose on the floor, she picks it up and keeps it in her diary and leaves.

  • @cluelessimage
    @cluelessimage 2 дні тому

    it was as if the first note i played summoned the rain
    a curse, no a blessing that disguised the pain.
    no longer feeling, i land my feet on the harsh world
    pins prickling under me as i unfurled
    no one to turn to
    as colors began to turn blue.
    tainted windows of all that i can see
    trapped in this lonely house with only one to be.

  • @xXHiddenIdentityXx
    @xXHiddenIdentityXx Рік тому

    As a completed university student I must say this building is very striking and scary I could dare enter with my books to study. The feels are extraordinary though.

  • @katttt1
    @katttt1 Рік тому

    this is really helpful for studying, so thank you

  • @josepe962
    @josepe962 Рік тому +3

    La noche está nublada. Llueve. Hace frío. Los libros en la mesa. Estudiando con ahínco. Sometiendo el espíritu. Sigo atento, al asecho.
    Me voy a devorar el mundo

  • @gift6718
    @gift6718 Рік тому +2

    Me reading this to start the shadow and bone trilogy. ✨Got through 186 pages in two hours not loosing focus.

  • @irllylikecatts
    @irllylikecatts 9 місяців тому

    Studying theology with this playlist is relaxing for some reason that i don't know

  • @codynottingham150
    @codynottingham150 7 місяців тому

    Excellent playlist. Thank you so much. NEW SUB!

  • @user-ayant-t
    @user-ayant-t Рік тому +1

    Thank you very much, i studied well..

  • @MarkKravchuk
    @MarkKravchuk 4 місяці тому

    I remember i went to an old village in ukraine once to visit some cousins and this mood really reminds me of it. Really calm medieval aesthetic.

  • @SeleKatalin
    @SeleKatalin Рік тому

    Răsfoiești paginile trecutului , misterioase și totuși reale ți se par . Și știi de ce? emoțiile trădează , fii atent puțin la ele, așa-i că inima îți zvâcnește.
    DA, toate s-au întâmplat cu tine, le-ai trăit deja, acum doar îți reamintești. Fii atent la ce simți, cum judeci evenimentele, la fel e ca și în prezent. Acum la fel ai judeca și ai simții emoțiile și știi de ce ? este dovada pură că sufletul e nemuritor

  • @ianxolson
    @ianxolson Рік тому +3

    I’m here just to help clear my mind as I study, but for anyone who is here feeling sad, lost, depressed or just on the edge, I will tell you one true fact, one thing that has brought me true joy, true fulfillment, and true peace… Jesus Christ did. “Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us” I know everyone here doesn’t believe in God but these are just my thoughts for all of you who care to read
    God bless

  • @незнаю-ю2н8ь
    @незнаю-ю2н8ь Рік тому +1

    very atmopheric playlist, tysm!!!

  • @troisapmua
    @troisapmua 8 місяців тому +1

    vibing.

  • @ozairyahya3438
    @ozairyahya3438 7 місяців тому

    Makes me think about a handsome guy on a horse coming from a far away distance all covered in rain

  • @chocolateslanka01
    @chocolateslanka01 10 місяців тому +1

    так неожиданно случилось
    среди тревог и вечных ливней
    в моем остывшем юном сердце
    вдруг загорелся огонек
    так неожиданно случилось,
    что наступило потепление.
    чуть чуть растаяло сердечко,
    но шрамы не получится укрыть

  • @lilliesmillies
    @lilliesmillies Рік тому +1

    absolutely awesome playlist

  • @jaicrawford9882
    @jaicrawford9882 Рік тому

    Thus music is very relaxing and great for reading to

  • @Sayo_Ozawa
    @Sayo_Ozawa Рік тому +4

    это самый прекрасный и атмосферный плейлист который я знаю😍😍❤❤ я прямо в него влюбилась, огромное спасибо вам за такой чудесный плейлист

  • @user-et7os
    @user-et7os Рік тому +2

    So I just wrote something, It isn't really similar to this but I hope you all like it. And please give me some feedbacks this is my first time writing.
    his pov
    "the moon is beautiful, isn't it?"
    I said while looking at her. She was staring at the moon, looking beyond gorgeous. The way the moonlight embraced her skin was more than just beautiful.
    "It is. It really is."
    My heart was going crazy.
    "But-"
    My breath stuck. Oh please God! Please a 'yes'.
    "The stars are prettier tonight", she said while turning towards me with a hint of pityness in her eyes.
    I let out a sigh.
    "I am really really sorry"
    "No need to be. I respect your opinion. Now if you'll let me."
    "I am sorry.", she whispered but it was too late. I left.
    I don't know if I'll ever be able to move on from her. The way she always had a positive outlook on life and valued the little things made me fall hard for her. Oh God! Just keep her happy please.

  • @otavioalexandre7575
    @otavioalexandre7575 Рік тому +1

    this is amazing, thanks for that

  • @adambarboza747
    @adambarboza747 9 місяців тому

    18 minute song is gas

  • @Sameoldfitup
    @Sameoldfitup Рік тому +1

    I was alone again in the unquiet darkness

    • @simple._thing
      @simple._thing Рік тому

      You okay dear? If you need help you or anyone to share it with anonymous without judgement, I am here

    • @Sameoldfitup
      @Sameoldfitup Рік тому

      @@simple._thing it's not my personal quote dear.

    • @Sameoldfitup
      @Sameoldfitup Рік тому

      @@simple._thing no thank you, you patronising troll

  • @222daniellaaa
    @222daniellaaa Рік тому +1

    u got ur 700th sub

  • @systembyhacked6244
    @systembyhacked6244 5 місяців тому

    Thanks for this

  • @PearlyCosmicSand
    @PearlyCosmicSand Рік тому

    Praying I complete this Ferdinand Magellan essay before Wednesday... ;*;

  • @katrin.gauster24
    @katrin.gauster24 5 місяців тому

    Ideal for reading The Hound of the Baskervilles or other stories about the adventures of Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson