Montreal-penelope scott lyrics
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- Опубліковано 1 жов 2024
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This song means a lot to me and i noticed it didn’t have a lyric video so i tried to make one myself :,) i’ve never made one before so sorry if it’s bad
Also i do not post anything on this account so please don’t subscribe to me but i might make more lyric videos in the future
This song describes my mental state so perfectly it's scary
What’s this song about. I get some of the line but it still has me confused
@@beefandcheddar693 Its basically like "I can't imagine myself creating a future, I used to be able to but now I cant. And I don't really want to live to see the future but I don't want to kill myself. I just don't feel like I fit in the world, there's too many possibilities I can't take it, but every one else could go out and be successful and have a future and I want them to be happy and do that, I'm just not capable of that."
Can I just- why do people not like comments asking questions? Especially the wholesome, genuine ones?
I feel the exact same way but for sweet hibiscus tea
@@chocolatedoughnut1305 honestly same! I’m always happy to answer questions as long as they’re genuine and not just someone being an asshole
I live 2 hours from Montréal and I'm forced to go every summer (and I have seasonal depression in summer) so this hits hard
That sucks man. I hope things get better for you
I like in Montreal and same^^'
Sorry, that sucks but like... ur user... I can’t even express my love.
@@nadia5944 I agree x3-
I got the opposite i have depression only during school
this is my comfort song so im just gonna say what it means to me:
it means your bored, bored of absolutely everything in your life, nothings gone completely wrong, you dont have anything which YOU justify as bad, you havent gone through severe trauma or been abused so you just feel like you have no right to complain about your life, you have things other people could and would want, but as time passed you realised that theres only so much of that same thing you can handle, the future which everyone around you edged you on towards, as a ‘ gifted kid ‘ now seeming more blurry, you cant see it, you cant see yourself being happy in the life youre living now, theres no future you can see yourself in. you have friends who love and care for you so much, and you feel the same, you love them more than anything and want them to do the best in life, but you’ve realised the best isnt a life where you are.
To me Montreal is a metaphor for happiness, and the future, living out your dream scenario in a way
It's nice how songs can affect different people. For me, it's one of my favorites because It very much mirrors my ideals in life as well as my relationship with autism. I know I'll never make it to a point to where I'm happy after all the abuse I've been through, but my sole passion in life is to help other people get through it how I did and maybe come out a little better. My autism inhibits my abilities to do certain things, and while I've overcome so much of it, it's still massively draining on me physically to do basic things like driving and socializing. I know that games got me past so many hard times in my life where things got so bad that I might have offed myself if I didn't have something to look forward to every day. And it wasn't for attention, mostly due to my emotions taking constant beatings from people that surrounded me as I grew up. Whether it be bullies, abusive relationships, or my dad, It just wasn't a great scenario to grow up in with an already broken family that dragged me into their divorce. Also, all of my experiences and mental disarray gives me lots of writing material, which I would say is my greatest strength as a person. So combining games and writing somehow seemed like the route to go down. I'm going to be in my 4th year of college for game design next year, and while I know it's hard to succeed in my field, I'll work hard to help those other people who might get any temporary relief from my work. Because I might not value myself anymore, but I do value creating other worlds for people to live in when theirs become uninhabitable.
I like your Interpretation. I don't think I'll be ever happy and maybe I don't want to be. I don't know what I want in this life. Everything is boring. The only jobs that might spike my interests is where it's possible I will die
That's... Literally what I feel now
@@MuffytheSlime they described my feelings pretty accuretly too
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why is this song describing my mental state so perfectly. "you like to talk about the future like it was real" omg.
Kel what happened
@@SoHighschoolTS 😭
@CoffeeShouldBeBlue NOT REALLY.
Same but for me its dreading summer breaks since I have no friends
same what if we're all going to die
Guess I have a theme song now
Cool pfp
same lmao
this hurts so much because it sounds just like my suicidal friend. i don't know what to do. I'm trying my very best to get her out of this kind of mental state. but I am sad too and I feel like I can't help very much. i just. she's so important to me and i don't want her to be gone
Is there anyone you can tell that could get her the help she needs?
@@luka.lyrics unfortunately no. getting therapy and is sort of difficult where I'm from. you can only do it if things are a little brighter, more stable. but if I could I would. thank you though
@@melodyrose2912 oh okay :( try to be there for her and keep a close eye on her for now
@@melodyrose2912 What about online therapy? Have you checked that? Because ofc you want to help your friend, but truth is that if she’s doing really one can’t do more than provide a space to say how she’re feeling and be her emotional support. They need help that only a professional can give. I’ve been (and am) in your place so I understand it is really frustrating and can make you worry, but I’m sure you’re doing your best. It’s just that you can’t provide, as a friend, what she might need. I hope she gets better over time :)
@@teciitooo man. she can't use english very well so that's out of the question. i have tried to be the one in between translating but then money is kind of a problem as well. also there's the mentality of "I kinda don't want to get better so I can just kill myself" so no. it has been really hard to get help. I've tried so much already
This song is to violently cheery at times, and that scares me
Edit: changed optimistic to cheery
“the worlds so big and im too small. you guys are different you could have it all. i hope you make it to montreal!!” that hit too hard
It’s so amazing that it means something different to everyone.
For me it’s actually comforting, because I think of the “I don’t wanna die but I’ll jump before I fall” as control over my own life and that I won’t fall because I’d die before- and I don’t think I’ll ever die in that sense. I also think that making it to Montreal is basically achieving your dreams- and I know I won’t, at least all of them but I can try. Idk but I really like this song
Its like trying your best to be better for yourself, emotionally and physically to achieve your dream future. But due to your mental state you simply just cannot achieve your goals. And its like, I'm not gonna make it to my future because everything is too much. And every time your making progress something goes wrong, and it just restarts the cycle. But you see your friends, and they are setting goals and having it all and achieving there dreams. And it just makes you wonder "whats wrong with me?"
i know a lot of people say this but this song describes my mental state. im not sad just sort of... bored with life and idk what to call it its not really depression but if i had a choice to erase myself from existence i would. life in general is pointless, with working for worthless pieces of paper, until you die. i just dont want to go through decades of unfulfilling work until i die. i dont live out my life because nothing has worth. im not depressed just, tired, in a way. but i don't know what to do that has a point so i guess i'll just wait on this earth helping people who have found a purpose, a reason.
i know at this point we're all mentally ill kids saying this to other mentally ill kids but dont kill yourself, why dont we wait together? :)
I kin this song omg
what does kin this song mean
Same
@@cluejpg you resonate with it really strongly
I'm not even vibing anymore, I'm just crying.
Oml i know people say this a lot but this is scarily relatable-
Fr this song hits so close home to me
Montreal is 18 for me
Montreal was 18 for me to. I’m 18 now. It’s scary, but I’m grateful. I now have a different Montreal, but out of spite I will make it there to. Penelope wrote this song at least a year ago. And she too is still around. You can do it too.
@@cinderellasunderstudy2937 me too. Hang in there op
ive known this song for a couple of months and liked it but couldn't fully relate until recently
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There's like fifty Nagito kinnie anthems, well it's about time to stand for the Chiaki kinnie anthem!
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@@luka.lyrics Hi penalopen Scoot fan.
Lol true
Amen lol
I KIN BOTH
i had the exact feeling this song encapsulates last year about november so it's kinda weird to look back and see how much better i'm doing now
im glad you made it and are doing better now
Thank you guys for all the views, i see a lot of people in the comments relating to this song and discussing their problems. Even though i dont respond anymore i still read all of them, and i wish all of you the best of luck in life. Remember, it always gets better and please find resources for help
this song is just *chefs kiss* perfecto
lmao I was writing a paragraph about importance of seat-belts while listening to this song and last thing I know is that I'm writing graveyards and hospital beds, jumping in the cars 💀💀
I'm just another depressed girl trying to survive because I'll be honest. My life isn't half bad, but the fact that I feel like shit is just easier to blame on myself. I can't deal with anything. There's a (metaphorical) gaping hole in my stomach-- something missing. I can't hold onto good thoughts, they crumble through my fingers like sand. Everything scares me & I don't want to be sad & hurt & afraid anymore. It was easier to feel bad earlier but now I regret it because it's hard to feel good. And if this is all there is, it doesn't feel worth it. And in 2 hours or a day or half a week I'll forget all this & it'll be worth living again until for no reason again it'll start hurting again-- living.
Hey I know this is kinda old but you put my thoughts into words perfectly and I hope you’re doing okay now
I love how this song has such a different meaning to everyone listening, for me it’s about how every summer my depression gets worse and worse, so I won’t make it thru the summer. ‘another fucking summers gonna take my fucking life ‘ and I won’t make it to gettint happier and better
I didn’t realize that this was about depression at first, when I first heard it I immediately thought terminal illness.
Its good!! Good job, Kira Z!
This hits hard cuz next year when you take French class at my school, you get to go to canda (montreal and Quebec) but I have to survive a summer when I have seasonal depression and my parents don’t like me being inside during summer
“the past is far behind us, the future doesn’t exist”
-clock from dont hug me im scared
Tw, suicidal mention
People ask me "why do want to die?" but i dont know the answer. I just.. do. I would rather die
This song fits me so perfectly
I’ve always had this plan to move in with my two best friends and open a witch store/bakery. We were gonna find other sides kins. I was supposed to find a partner and we were gonna go to Disney for the Halloween stuff. I was gonna a get a pet tarantula I’ve always wanted. But sometimes, actually most of the time, I barely feel like I can make it though the week. The future just doesn’t feel real, like the farm from Mice and Men.
so would the french version of this be about Toronto?
anyways love this song asf
I used to listen to this because I related to it, the lyrics mirrored a lot of the thoughts I had about myself when my depression was at its worst. I never thought I'd make it to "Montreal"... Now, I listen to this as a reminder of the way things used to feel. I listen to it as a reminder that I think, maybe, I will make it to Montreal after all. *I* never thought I'd fucking make it to Montreal, but honestly..? I think I'm finally on my way.
my family is going to Utah next summer. speaking metaphorically, Utah is my Montreal
so Utah is a future you desperately chase knowing full damn well that it’s unattainable and hopelessly beyond you?
@@francomasiniofficial It’s a place everyone else involved will go and “think” I’ll go as well, but I know damn well I probably won’t make it
Did you make it to Montreal?
@@Urmom-hh8qj barely, but yes :)
I relate to this song so much, I even have exactly 5 skirts- weird but oddly specific
Why don't you take showers?
People take showers because it's a trend. Someone else doing it, everybody else doing it, "I wanna do it. I wanna fit in, I wanna do it." You have to think to yourself: "why do i shower?", "why do I baf?" "Why do I do it?" "What am I getting out of doing this?" "Am I going to starve if I don't take a baf? Am I going to die if I don't take a baf?"
It's not a necarity like: food&water. Basically you're just wasting your own water bill for no reason! Because you wanna fit in! And I don't understand it because people don't know if you shower or not anyways, they cannot tell. They cannot tell!
Hi i dont like ur pfp one bit 🥰
Your hair will get greasy, you will stink, and you will look gross
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But that's even worse.
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@@No-tv4ln do you not know where thats from..
@@saltysaltysalt I've seen it somewhere i think
Welp, yeah Dad, I'm only lonely, it's not like I relate to this to much
This song kind of reminds me of that hope but deep down realizing and knowing it’s not gonna happen
Hey so. Just tried to visit my extended family in Montreal for the first time since quarantine started. Got my vaccine passport and everything. Car broke down before we could get on the Queensway. They say it's the alternator.
It's funny how I found this song.
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this hits so hard since i have a progressive chronic illness
The line about summer vacation is what made me save this song to my main playlist 🙂 Sometimes you realise even if schoolwork is pressure the people at home are worse. Summer? 90 whole days spent with them..no breaks 😊
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this song means so much to me, i enjoy my time with my friends, but its me knowing that any potential i had, is ruined, im too tired to have anymore hope for my life, each day im waiting for the day i give up and walk into traffic, i dont want to be boring while im here, i feel sick, like any day its gonna take me over, i just want to try to enjoy my life before i take it away, i do have so much hope for my friends though, i know theyll make it, im fine with just imagining what life could be, it could never happen though, my childhood is basically wattpad y/n material, its no use trying to scrape it up and make it pretty, maybe ill come back as something that might actually work
i'm wishing you the best, i know it gets really hard to keep going. i hope you make it to your personal 'Montreal' if that makes sense? anywho, please stay safe
@@forsaken_ghost thank you, your words really mean a lot to me. i hope you make it to your montreal and stay safe on the way aswell
This is my comfort song
The you guys are different you could have it all is so good 👍
You helped, trust me
This song just hits different
Somehow you have 0 dislikes
this song is a little too relatable
BRO THE ‘W’ IS THE SAME WALGREENS FONT AAAAAA
what the fuck why is this song literally me. like actually this is just me (not complaining tho love this song anyways
summer depression ✨
Hello i want to do a interpretation of this song and If people read this can you tell me your'e interpretation? And what you think what Story she tells about?
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Thank you so much for all your'e help! My Presentation went great❣️ it was so helpful to read all of youre thoughts about this song!!
Montreal is clearly some measure of success in life, or even just living. Perhaps adulthood. to "Make it to Montreal" is to live. People in suicidal depression, even if it's passive, tend not to think they're going to live long. Maybe they can even feel happiness, it still doesn't mean they're not suicidally depressed. And those who do tend to be able to feel content, if not happy, also tend to be apathetic towards life, hence "It's boredom overall" and "I'm having lots of fun".
In any case, it's clearly about suicidal depression, whether in teens, or adults, or with or without apathy. There really isn't much to interpret here.
You *might* be able to make the case about another, chronic physical illness instead, but that falls out the window pretty quick at the end of the song, as well as when she talks about how someone's love "almost feels real".
@@elliecohen9782 thank you really much🙏
This isn't exactly an interpretation, but more how I relate this song to my life. I have a lot of chronic illnesses that limit my ability to function like everyone else. I might never be able to finish school, get a job, or even live by myself. It's a huge part of my depression and anxiety about my future. I relate the song talking about not making it to Montreal to me never being able to live out my life how I want to. And the part in the song that talks about her friends being able to go is something I relate to a lot because I'm going to have to watch the people in my life move forward with their own lives, while I'll probably be stuck at this part of my life forever.
@@moldyfruitsalad hello,im really thankful for your'e view and how you relate to this song! It's really helpful for me! Im sorry for your'e situation. Im bad in motivation and tend to say the wrong things so i Just say keep figthing your'e battle. And if you maybe want to Tell me what are your'e illnesses? (It's just really interesting to me reading and listening to your'e sentences)
@@elliecohen9782 one question what do think does she mean with the beginning? Four for Thanksgiving
Twenty one for the lord...
Ok so like me
Oh god I'm watching don't fuck with cats and all I can think about while listing to this song is Luka Mangnotta and it's making me mad
it’s summer agian 😕‼️
:'(
I want Winter back already PLEASE
*agian*
I like how this is just legit saying how shitty Montreal can be
Fun is funner when it involves mentally ill best friends(or even people mentally ill people who just met,I mean they can immediately click too so yk). I don’t know, having fun with my other mentally ill friends is better than with my mentally stable ones.
I'm so damn tired. But you know what, I'll make it to Montreal anyway.
This song hits when you find out that the only person you have left that has reliably been there for you has to move back to Canada and is leaving you alone mear days after saying he wouldn't abandon you
"Talk about the furture like it will be there" relatable :PPP
2:36
THE 'I' SLAPPED SO HARDD
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I'm really calming down with this song so thanks Penelope
I should have gone to montreal... I'm so stupid.
Could someone make this clean
What instrument is she playing at @1:59 ? The piano or keyboard?
I believe the piano still
1:10
3:02
This song hits a bit different for me since I actually moved away from Montreal a little over a month ago as of me writing this comment. Being an anglophone growing up in quebec sucked, a lot of french people in quebec look down on english speakers, I've gotten weird looks from people just for speaking english, had servers get my order wrong because they couldn't understand what I was saying, and I straight up couldn't ask strangers for help since I had to assume they wouldn't know what I was saying because I was never fluent in french.
Plus the english schools had basically no funding, and on top of that english speaking teachers in the province were very limited so while I don't think any school I went to didn't have enough teachers, with the pickings being slim as they say a lot of teachers I ended up with weren't exactly the best to put it lightly. Honestly my experience with french teachers was worse, but then again I was in french immersion so I had to deal with french teachers more, at least in elementary school.
That's not even getting into how poorly maintained everything is, like have you even seen the roads there? I saw on the news that a firetruck got stuck in a pothole there, which somehow doesn't surprise me knowing how large some of those potholes are. It's hard to say if the sidewalks are better or worse but they're full of cracks to the point where I remember being a kid and trying to avoid the cracks on the sidewalk and it was actually kinda hard. In terms of bike paths, there was this one specific bike path near where I lived that I think only got paved once during the time I lived there, and that was maybe a few months before I moved away, I lived there for almost 7 years.
I mean, the public transport there was nice I guess, it goes basically everywhere in the montreal area and since my parents never had a car (if I have to mention the fact that we don't have a car to one more person after they assume we have one I'm gonna go insane I swear) we used public transit or just good old fashioned walking to get everywhere. I didn't really go on the metro much until I got with my partner earlier this year and went on there to visit them so every time I went on it was an experience, like it just had a sort of vibe to it idk how to explain it.
Overall, if you don't know french, don't move there. While yes you can get by only knowing english in some parts of the city, good luck getting a job or trying to do anything outside of those areas. I know that on the west end you're probably fine, but I grew up on the south shore so-
Ok this hits because every year my family goes to Montreal at the beginning of summer and every school year I wonderful if I die if they’re gonna want to go without me and it makes me want to throw up