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I'm so damn tired. But you know what, I'll make it to Montreal anyway.

This song hits when you find out that the only person you have left that has reliably been there for you has to move back to Canada and is leaving you alone mear days after saying he wouldn't abandon you

This song hits a bit different for me since I actually moved away from Montreal a little over a month ago as of me writing this comment. Being an anglophone growing up in quebec sucked, a lot of french people in quebec look down on english speakers, I've gotten weird looks from people just for speaking english, had servers get my order wrong because they couldn't understand what I was saying, and I straight up couldn't ask strangers for help since I had to assume they wouldn't know what I was saying because I was never fluent in french. Plus the english schools had basically no funding, and on top of that english speaking teachers in the province were very limited so while I don't think any school I went to didn't have enough teachers, with the pickings being slim as they say a lot of teachers I ended up with weren't exactly the best to put it lightly. Honestly my experience with french teachers was worse, but then again I was in french immersion so I had to deal with french teachers more, at least in elementary school. That's not even getting into how poorly maintained everything is, like have you even seen the roads there? I saw on the news that a firetruck got stuck in a pothole there, which somehow doesn't surprise me knowing how large some of those potholes are. It's hard to say if the sidewalks are better or worse but they're full of cracks to the point where I remember being a kid and trying to avoid the cracks on the sidewalk and it was actually kinda hard. In terms of bike paths, there was this one specific bike path near where I lived that I think only got paved once during the time I lived there, and that was maybe a few months before I moved away, I lived there for almost 7 years. I mean, the public transport there was nice I guess, it goes basically everywhere in the montreal area and since my parents never had a car (if I have to mention the fact that we don't have a car to one more person after they assume we have one I'm gonna go insane I swear) we used public transit or just good old fashioned walking to get everywhere. I didn't really go on the metro much until I got with my partner earlier this year and went on there to visit them so every time I went on it was an experience, like it just had a sort of vibe to it idk how to explain it. Overall, if you don't know french, don't move there. While yes you can get by only knowing english in some parts of the city, good luck getting a job or trying to do anything outside of those areas. I know that on the west end you're probably fine, but I grew up on the south shore so-

what the fuck why is this song literally me. like actually this is just me (not complaining tho love this song anyways <33)

I used to listen to this because I related to it, the lyrics mirrored a lot of the thoughts I had about myself when my depression was at its worst. I never thought I'd make it to "Montreal"... Now, I listen to this as a reminder of the way things used to feel. I listen to it as a reminder that I think, maybe, I will make it to Montreal after all. *I* never thought I'd fucking make it to Montreal, but honestly..? I think I'm finally on my way.

This is my comfort song

You helped, trust me

I love how this song has such a different meaning to everyone listening, for me it’s about how every summer my depression gets worse and worse, so I won’t make it thru the summer. ‘another fucking summers gonna take my fucking life ‘ and I won’t make it to gettint happier and better

“the past is far behind us, the future doesn’t exist” -clock from dont hug me im scared

What instrument is she playing at @1:59 ? The piano or keyboard?

Thank you guys for all the views, i see a lot of people in the comments relating to this song and discussing their problems. Even though i dont respond anymore i still read all of them, and i wish all of you the best of luck in life. Remember, it always gets better and please find resources for help

I relate to this song so much, I even have exactly 5 skirts- weird but oddly specific

I didn’t realize that this was about depression at first, when I first heard it I immediately thought terminal illness.

this hits so hard since i have a progressive chronic illness

“You like to talk about the future as of it’s real, and when you tell me that you love me I can almost feel it” djjevdusbdhabdv

This song kind of reminds me of that hope but deep down realizing and knowing it’s not gonna happen

Tw, suicidal mention People ask me "why do want to die?" but i dont know the answer. I just.. do. I would rather die This song fits me so perfectly

am i the only one who though it was angaline/angala instead of in july?

Ok so like me

“the worlds so big and im too small. you guys are different you could have it all. i hope you make it to montreal!!” that hit too hard

This hits hard cuz next year when you take French class at my school, you get to go to canda (montreal and Quebec) but I have to survive a summer when I have seasonal depression and my parents don’t like me being inside during summer

Fun is funner when it involves mentally ill best friends(or even people mentally ill people who just met,I mean they can immediately click too so yk). I don’t know, having fun with my other mentally ill friends is better than with my mentally stable ones.

2:36 THE 'I' SLAPPED SO HARDD

summer depression ✨

1:10 3:02

I should have gone to montreal... I'm so stupid.

BRO THE ‘W’ IS THE SAME WALGREENS FONT AAAAAA

Ok this hits because every year my family goes to Montreal at the beginning of summer and every school year I wonderful if I die if they’re gonna want to go without me and it makes me want to throw up

It’s so amazing that it means something different to everyone. For me it’s actually comforting, because I think of the “I don’t wanna die but I’ll jump before I fall” as control over my own life and that I won’t fall because I’d die before- and I don’t think I’ll ever die in that sense. I also think that making it to Montreal is basically achieving your dreams- and I know I won’t, at least all of them but I can try. Idk but I really like this song <3

"Talk about the furture like it will be there" relatable :PPP

Could someone make this clean

Hey so. Just tried to visit my extended family in Montreal for the first time since quarantine started. Got my vaccine passport and everything. Car broke down before we could get on the Queensway. They say it's the alternator. It's funny how I found this song.

triggering topics mentioned this song means so much to me, i enjoy my time with my friends, but its me knowing that any potential i had, is ruined, im too tired to have anymore hope for my life, each day im waiting for the day i give up and walk into traffic, i dont want to be boring while im here, i feel sick, like any day its gonna take me over, i just want to try to enjoy my life before i take it away, i do have so much hope for my friends though, i know theyll make it, im fine with just imagining what life could be, it could never happen though, my childhood is basically wattpad y/n material, its no use trying to scrape it up and make it pretty, maybe ill come back as something that might actually work

The line about summer vacation is what made me save this song to my main playlist 🙂 Sometimes you realise even if schoolwork is pressure the people at home are worse. Summer? 90 whole days spent with them..no breaks 😊

i had the exact feeling this song encapsulates last year about november so it's kinda weird to look back and see how much better i'm doing now

I'm just another depressed girl trying to survive because I'll be honest. My life isn't half bad, but the fact that I feel like shit is just easier to blame on myself. I can't deal with anything. There's a (metaphorical) gaping hole in my stomach-- something missing. I can't hold onto good thoughts, they crumble through my fingers like sand. Everything scares me & I don't want to be sad & hurt & afraid anymore. It was easier to feel bad earlier but now I regret it because it's hard to feel good. And if this is all there is, it doesn't feel worth it. And in 2 hours or a day or half a week I'll forget all this & it'll be worth living again until for no reason again it'll start hurting again-- living.

I'm really calming down with this song so thanks Penelope

I’ve always had this plan to move in with my two best friends and open a witch store/bakery. We were gonna find other sides kins. I was supposed to find a partner and we were gonna go to Disney for the Halloween stuff. I was gonna a get a pet tarantula I’ve always wanted. But sometimes, actually most of the time, I barely feel like I can make it though the week. The future just doesn’t feel real, like the farm from Mice and Men.

My channel no longer has my deadname!! Hooray!!!

Oh hahahahhah there is like no comments

I was born in July:))

The you guys are different you could have it all is so good 👍

so would the french version of this be about Toronto?

Oh god I'm watching don't fuck with cats and all I can think about while listing to this song is Luka Mangnotta and it's making me mad

my family is going to Utah next summer. speaking metaphorically, Utah is my Montreal

lmao I was writing a paragraph about importance of seat-belts while listening to this song and last thing I know is that I'm writing graveyards and hospital beds, jumping in the cars 💀💀

I like how this is just legit saying how shitty Montreal can be

it’s summer agian 😕‼️

this song is a little too relatable

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