try to stay positive. Life can get very hard. But I do want you to try to have hope. Suicide is very hard to deal with, especially the thoughts. However, within time you just gotta believe things will get better. I wish you the best of luck.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I'll be 42 this month. I make 10k a month. It's never enough. I'm just tried. I seen so much death and misery. I'm seriously burned out.
@@tech-hqvip3290give me 20.000$ come to Greece and i want to show you something that you probably haven't seen anything like this, a life where you live for spiritual things. Search about mount Athos. I say 20.000$ cause i really need money, I don't have any 😂
I don’t know how this video came on my feed but i want to say something.I am a 71 years old man.Never married,no friends . As a man who has been insulted his whole life , I am telling you guys by experience people can feel pity for you but never wanted to be with you .I have never been hugged, kissed or had a relationship. Every single women rejected me. I need to go alone to bed, wake up alone. When I am sick nobody takes care about me. Vacation, restaurant visits, hiking. I need to do it alone.
hi robert, it seems like your situation seems very difficult to be in. At the very least I am not sure how you can get by surviving with no additional support. If I was in that situation I would very likely be pretty depressed and very hopeless. It is great that you are able to be independent but everyone needs a social circle. I do not know if you have hobbies but considering when I am out and about, I have made some acquaintances at the gym. I have been single 6.5 years but I am at a point in which I am relatively sufficient without a significant other. I hope in the future you do find an inclination to do have hope and desire to have support. I see a dog in your photo, I am hoping for the very least you have a companion and a pet can make a great one. Cheers.
I’m not sure how I found your video but I just want to let you know that I truly appreciate the time that you put into it. Depression is so lonely. It means a lot knowing that there are other people out there that care enough to share their struggles and speak motivation
Bro everyday i struggle with loneliness so it takes 2 to tango. My audience is important as I who share my mental health experiences. The more I can spread the word of mental wellness will do anyone justice. Stay well friend. Trav
I have been suffering since the day i was born in this human society. i mean the world is a wonderful place but the people living in it is just crule inhumane species.
Reality is perception, if you feel like that it is probably why you see it that way, don't embrace hopelessness change your profile pic, your nickname and all that wich feed your negativity. It is a choice to feel that way, as it is to feel happy, you gotta find balance. Blessings
@@Swordyplayrebel you're wrong. Depression isn't a choice. Mental complications aren't a choice, they are passed down to us through DNA. This is the same for alcoholism. Don't be so flippant in responses to people who are struggling, it really doesn't help. I get that you're responding to her perspective, but perspective can be absorbed through people's experience in life. If their experience in life has been particularly negative, then saying you can solve it just by changing perspective, we wouldn't be devoting time, money and resources into trying to solve depression. Su^cide rates have been increasing since the nineties. For some people it's not a choice, it's how they're wired.
sorry about that... i hope i am not in that predicament. my depression comes in waves every couple years sometimes every year. I hope you do make peace with yourself before you pass. All I can say is that perhaps someday you will fight your demons, perhaps find people to connect with, or support when necessary.
See I'm 35 and to see people in their 60, 70, and even 80s sharing how they've spent their whole lives alone. It really doesn't get better does it? We just cope and tough it out until it's all over.
I feel like my life is meaningless at times, because I have done things that I really regret. I've gone through my parents' death but I know that my Mom and Dad wouldn't want me to kill myself. I can't even imagine how much pain I would cause my cousin and my uncle.
@@swimfloats yes, little did I know that the night I wrote that would be the night of my spiritual awakening. I was let into 'the secret' during deep meditation as i sought permission to leave, asking whether my job was done. No, did not get that permission but a gentle scolding as I was let into the Earth field of intelligence. I'm not religious but all of a sudden deities from some Indian religion I know nothing about show up in my meditations. Jesus was but one prophet of many and we are created in the image of ET. The universe is a multiverse and it is TEEMING with life way more advanced than us. I am a tool, working on a higher mission now. Nothing cult-y, I still despise organised religion, but I now understand enough of this matrix to blaze my own path. I understand that since I am king within my thoughts I am also king of my feelings and reactions. I take responsibility for making my own life better and that takes courage to change myself too.
Diet can have a big effect on mental health. When I eliminated most carbs and went on a Keto diet my mood improved tremendously. Don't give up. You are a good person. We need you.
@@MaynardsSpaceship Complete vegan dogma nonsense. The archeological evidence is crystal clear. Cooking hearths, bone cut marks, chemical analysis of teeth, countless spear points and meat processing tools, etc, etc all indicate the majority of calories came from animal sources. Roots, shoots, tubers & berries were basically hors d'oeuvres.
@@MaynardsSpaceshipeither diet..People have told me cutting out sugar and junk really helped with mental health and depression.. Helped with better mood.
Keto diet is objectively the worst diet in the mainstream. Scurvy city. No carbs? Humans evolved as herbivores & only later became omnivorous. Perhaps take that into account.
It can be tough especially for the uglies but if you work on yourself you will realize its best to be alone and satisfied with goals, stable than with someone that doesn't love you and is wrecking havok in your life. So set goals, get the best out of your life and prepare for a better future. The more positive you are the easier things will be for you. If you continue to set negative thoughts it will only set a negative outcome. So I ask you try to think of something positive that you can think of just for today and keep thinking of things you can be grateful for. It may just turn your life around.
Sometimes it does but this to shall pass. And if it is untolerable consider fighting for the right meds. I have tried 30 and finally found the right cocktail
@@BeyondBipolarBlog yes im on fluvoxamine right now and it doesnt do much makes me more relaxed at higher dosage then i currently take but it affects my sex drive and function its so annoying
One day atta time. Life is hard. But sooner or later, we’ll all be going away. My advice for people who want to off themselves is to wait a while. Wait a few years. Life will take care of that for you. It’s all in motion. You don’t have to do anything. So hold on! Life is a ride, that’s all..
Yeah but the ggod thing is that this jail has an exit ticket i already bought one just witing for mom and dad to first so i can finally be free of this jail.
The first step is telling you that things will get better, even if you feel things don't feel like it. It can really eat at you if you continually become hopeless, ive been down that road, so the next step is to breathe, take one step at a time and do what you can do to manage it day by day. Till then, you can accomplish more goals and set a better future for youself, try to look up instead of down, and move your feet forward, I encourage you to get outside, stay tune with faith, expand your relationships (hopefully good ones), see a therapist (if you find it helpful) stay in touch with a psychiatrist if meds help and get out of your comfort zone and explore life itself. Take care. I hope things do get better for you.
Hang in there life can be tough, but things will get easier if you believe it will, and it will. It is really hard when you are down cause you only want to think of negative experiences but if you think of positive experiences things start changing around. Perhaps a new med, therapy, TMS, new relationships, any of this can change in a heart beat and make your life better. If you have hope then there is hope for change for the better. I hope you come to terms and find something worth of value.
life is meaningless but its not a sad thing. existential dread is not necessary, its a simple biological reaction to something the system assume to be bad. the discomfort you feel when you think "life is meaningless" is a knee jerk reaction in your system. you had the idea that "life is meaningful" ingrained in your brain and now its this idea that is disappointed. life has always been what it is, meaningless existence. and thats not a bad or good thing, its just what it is. its infinite potential, you get to do stuff and see stuff everyday. theres nothing more than that. now transcend the nonsense existential dread and enjoy what you get to have :) love, aum
You got new subs from me buddy. Happy to know many people have same thinking with me. Life is really meaningless, but don't do suicide, but make it as reminder to always enjoy every second, don't worry to much, don't stress too much.
Hi bro you're not ugly actually. you look very average. to boost your attractiveness: simply grow out your hair into a style that fits your face shape and grow out the mustache and goatee. I speak from experience and after doing those 2 things plus working out, I became handsome and it totally changed my social life and happines. I love you brother and God loves you too, don't quit okay, Life has meaning.
Thanks for reaching out. I do feel better these days and I'm glad you came across this channel and especially this video. I hope youbhabe a blessed 2024.
It is meaningless. Unfortunately it took 50 years to figure that out. All of my problems would be solved if I did not exist, the problem is that would create grief and problems for my family. So that is the dilemma
i hope you do come to terms to find some hope in your life. It can be really hard to live life without it. I challenge you to keep trying and get yourself out there in spite how difficult it may be. You may find someone or something that may benefit you. Cheers.
I've known since I was 3 years old watching my Dad beat my Mom, life was not good. Then my beatings and torture came starting at 5. What's not to like?
Very sorry to hear about your experiences since they are so personal... I hope you have come to heal and find yourself through such a traumatizing life events. I juat hope you can recover.
hey hang in there its a little late but try to recuperate as much as possible if you can't sleep at least try to relax and get into nature or exercise self sooth and do what you can to remain in the present.
Bro thanks i never had idea of engaging into life activities for purpose.I gotta make more action interact keep myself busy bcos its true life seems pointless but its not the whole picture .
Mann fucc life… the higher ups are in control of all these things making us regulars feel less & less significant everyday.. the only ones that matter drive expensive cars & live in a big mansion… yea yea yea… I’m glad more of us are starting to wake up.. this shyt ain’t about anything, life will only get better the more us regular folks continue to wake up… I’m sorry if matrix has gotten to you & feel depressed or down but life won’t feel pitty for anyone… just wake up eat & be thankful for that!! Nothing else really matters in the end..
It kinda is meaningless, i have kids now tho, so im stuck here. I believe im here so my kids can learn from all my pain. The trauma ends with me. What i live for are those moments with my kids. Ive been single and alone for almost 9 years now, its just me and my kids but i like it that way cause im never gonna find someone who loves me like i love them so i choose to only give my love to my kids because they are the only reason i stay alive. Lifes meaning is what u choose to make it imo
kids can bring meaning in many ways but for me, I don't want to downplay my mental illness but I know it will always get me into trouble if I were to raise kids. I would always think about how terrible my 20s were dealing with bipolar disorder and I have a huge fear of passing that onto my kids. Not only that I only work part time and having to hold a job, and get of disability can be a nightmare for me which I am pretty reluctant. I applaud you for doing what many people do which is have kids, and I am sure you find it more meaningful in your life than without and I am happy for you for that but I do hope you find meaning within yourself. It may not necessarily have to be god but to have goals for yourself, develop passions, find new friends, get yourself out there in spite all anxiety, volunteer, or find a job that is more compatible to you and of course therapy or medications, in fact I got TMS transcranial magnetic stimulation where I no longer need an antidepressant and find my life much easier to deal with. Trying over 30 meds with 10 antispsychotics been a nightmare but I've been stable in spite a few hiccups. I hope you a blessed christmas holiday and a great new years.
Honestly everything just feels like an endless circle to me, especially gets worse when you try to do what's best for yourself to only feel like life gave you the middle finger at the end we're just trying to improve yourself, honestly bro I just don't get it no more this world is to delusional and all lies from hell i don't want to be somewhere where I don't fit in 😢💔🥺
sometimes you don't have to fit it, sticking out like a sore thumb and being true to yourself is more important than trying to fit into somewhere like a sheep in a cog. But to find people where you can assimlate in thought and in mind, it can be benefical to find people that support you, so i ask you to keep trying to find people that you can call friends. Stay delusional in positivity and hope cause its the only way to survive when shit is thrown at you, never give up. And you may say it may not help, but I don't see how telling you to kill yourself or telling you to say that to give up is a better plan or resolve, I can relate to this a lot but to come out of it and find significance is so much more important when everything seems meaningless. Keep pushing forward.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog sorry for late comment: Thank you for that boost I need, is like half of me just don't want to tolerate this stupid planet no more and just want to give up but the other me wants to keep enduring and see if I complete my goals or not in this shitty world, your right who knows people who I thought that comes to me be great but really not but if I move to another country I might find better friends better than in this shitty country (honestly I'm planning on moving to another country soon after i saved up money and time like maybe japan, Mexico, Canada Bec America ain't it bro I'm losing my patience every time I stay here longer) I always like to rely on yourself in times like these and even I have imaginary friends and what makes them better than actual people they never leave you, betray, act like a narcissist, throw crap at you to boost their ego also little lately I feel like something's in my life are starting to improve better I just hope it keeps going that way without me falling down every fuckin seconds cuz I'm still in this point in my life where I'm just like fuck everything and every situation but like you said never give up and who knows something good and interesting may happen on the way because I really hope so one day 😭 🙏
Being ugly sucks! Im a black woman. An men tell me i have a great personality and how im a awesome person. Yet im not awesome enough to date. Its really affecting my mental health. Being ugly is lonely. I see friends and enemies get chosen but no one is chosing me. Im too dark, my facial features are too african, my body, or my hair isnt thick and long enough. Im never enough. Being a kind human being isnt enough. I take care of my skin. Suicide has ran across my mind since i was in highschool. For a woman your value is only in your looks. So im screwed. I can loose weight but my african features, skin color and hair i cant help. An if i put weave on im still rejected. I think life would be easier if i was another race. I get rejected by men that are seen as ugly/fat an undesireable. I wish women and men gave good charactered ugly ppl a chance instead of treating us liek shit. We have feelings. Men of my own race and other men along with beautiful women make me the joke of there conversations. At least im not ugly like her they say. I understand your pain thats why i would dare treat people like shit because of how they look. Nor discriminate.
Being ugly does suck, but if you feel that way I recommend a change in perspective. Sometimes we feel that way due to brain chemistry and if medications doesn't seem to help, TMS can help you out, I have put out a video about it previously if you search it up in my videos. I know its hard to not focus on the flaws but when you start feeling better, these negative aspects about yourself start feeling less obtrusive. And that can benefit you in the long run. I have been single 8 years and yeah it sucks but I much rather be single knowing I am not attracted to someone I don't like and knowingly not with someone that doesn't like me just for the sake of being with someone. Unrequited love is not good in itself. I recommend trying to get to the gym, having a change in perspective and slowly building some self confidence, you may get what you want in the long run who knows, its so much better to have hope then to negate these feelings cause its just an endless cycle of misery. I hope you do come back in a year or two feeling better. Best of luck, Travis
Yea it sucks. Why did nature make us this way. I dont feel happy being with someone ugly. I try to fight these thoughts and hypocritical ideas i have. But i guess its just my nature. Everyone in the end wants to share life with a hot partner, be rich and be happy.
Life is just a random,meaningless experience that began suddenly and will end suddenly. Nothing stays forever, I don't believe in anything or anyone, I'm just waiting for my death.
i hope you find peace with yourself, if you can find a glimmer of peace, you may be able to turn the other cheek. Its hard when you feel down and find no way out, but if you can try to take a step in the other direction who knows you may find what you are looking for
You create your own meaning, life isn't good or bad. The problem is people care too much about what others think. Isn't it obvious that the whole point is to just enjoy life? To be with it and to enjoy it. The point isn't to control life, but to be with it and let it happen. Life isn't serious, its like a dance or a play. You forget about yourself and you begin to talk about all these things that are completely outside of you, you are the thing which you were looking for this whole time.
@@1sgr1999 @1MXNEY MOVES You create that purpose, you are the purpose. It is as it is overthinking only brings suffering. . Do what makes you happy not what makes the God of the Bible happy, the God of the Bible is just a conceptual image fashioned in the form of an evil tyrant. The universe itself and consciousness is God. So why not make the universe and nature happy by spreading love and positivity? No need to be angry and hate life snd fear hell. Heaven and hell is a state of mind you're not going anywhere because you're already there, you're already in hell. The only real thing that exists is the present moment this had been proven. So now quit looking at things that are outside of you like heaven, hell, and God and just be one with the universe and focus on your life, your world , your universe. You can make it however you want it be and look at things however you want we are the creators of our own reality.God is in your heart and your heart is timeless and you can't put a name on that feeling of love. Heaven is within us.
I'm 49, my fiancee left me, I've wished I was dead many times, but I go on. I know I won't find love again, and it seems like that should be enough to give up, but I can't. And none of you should either. Enjoy what you can, while you can, because ending your life is not the answer. Life may surprise you one day and I hold out hope for all of you that it will. Don't give up.
the fact that you are living is a testament to your endurance to live life inspite all of the shit you been through. I am only 37 but I can only imagine that life will always have more set backs. I do wish you find promise and peace in your life as well. Take care.
This situation for me has lasted so long that I dont believe that it changes for better anymore. I used to have more energy and I tried, now I have energy to survive in a situation that I really dont want to live in. At the moment I just wait this to end since Im worried about somekind of revenge in after life.
Late reply but I hope you find relief. No matter what I believe that in spite all negativity, and short comings with proper faith and belief you can achieve what you really want in your life. A sliver of hope is all you need to get the dial moving. I hope you find what you are looking for.
There's only one meaning to life, and it's to enjoy/be as happy as you can be within the realm of your own situation and whatever lifespan you have remaining on earth. Stop thinking if there's egg first or chicken first.
I know a lot of sexy attractive people physically, but once they speak and treat people the way they do they become very ugly! It’s all about how you treat others and yourself
I answered and said, "If I have found favor in thy sight, O Lord, show this also to thy servant: whether after death, as soon as every one of us yields up his soul, we shall be kept in rest until those times come when thou wilt renew the creation, or whether we shall be tormented at once?" 76 He answered me and said, "I will show you that also, but do not be associated with those who have shown scorn, nor number yourself among those who are tormented. 77 For you have a treasure of works laid up with the Most High; but it will not be shown to you until the last times. 78 Now, concerning death, the teaching is: When the decisive decree has gone forth from the Most High that a man shall die, as the spirit leaves the body to return again to him who gave it, first of all it adores the glory of the Most High. 79 And if it is one of those who have shown scorn and have not kept the way of the Most High, and who have despised his law, and who have hated those who fear the Most High -- 80 such spirits shall not enter into habitations, but shall immediately wander about in torments, ever grieving and sad, in seven ways. 81 The first way, because they have scorned the law of the Most High. 82 The second way, because they cannot now make a good repentance that they may live. 83 The third way, they shall see the reward laid up for those who have trusted the covenants of the Most High. 84 The fourth way, they shall consider the torment laid up for themselves in the last days. 85 The fifth way, they shall see how the habitations of the others are guarded by angels in profound quiet. 86 The sixth way, they shall see how some of them will pass over into torments. 87 The seventh way, which is worse than all the ways that have been mentioned, because they shall utterly waste away in confusion and be consumed with shame, and shall wither with fear at seeing the glory of the Most High before whom they sinned while they were alive, and before whom they are to be judged in the last times. 88 "Now this is the order of those who have kept the ways of the Most High, when they shall be separated from their mortal body. 89 During the time that they lived in it, they laboriously served the Most High, and withstood danger every hour, that they might keep the law of the Lawgiver perfectly. 90 Therefore this is the teaching concerning them: 91 First of all, they shall see with great joy the glory of him who receives them, for they shall have rest in seven orders. 92 The first order, because they have striven with great effort to overcome the evil thought which was formed with them, that it might not lead them astray from life into death. 93 The second order, because they see the perplexity in which the souls of the unrighteous wander, and the punishment that awaits them. 94 The third order, they see the witness which he who formed them bears concerning them, that while they were alive they kept the law which was given them in trust. 95 The fourth order, they understand the rest which they now enjoy, being gathered into their chambers and guarded by angels in profound quiet, and the glory which awaits them in the last days. 96 The fifth order, they rejoice that they have now escaped what is corruptible, and shall inherit what is to come; and besides they see the straits and toil from which they have been delivered, and the spacious liberty which they are to receive and enjoy in immortality. 97 The sixth order, when it is shown to them how their face is to shine like the sun, and how they are to be made like the light of the stars, being incorruptible from then on. 98 The seventh order, which is greater than all that have been mentioned, because they shall rejoice with boldness, and shall be confident without confusion, and shall be glad without fear, for they hasten to behold the face of him whom they served in life and from whom they are to receive their reward when glorified. 99 This is the order of the souls of the righteous, as henceforth is announced; and the aforesaid are the ways of torment which those who would not give heed shall suffer hereafter." 100 I answered and said, "Will time therefore be given to the souls, after they have been separated from the bodies, to see what you have described to me?" 101 He said to me, "They shall have freedom for seven days, so that during these seven days they may see the things of which you have been told, and afterwards they shall be gathered in their habitations." 102 I answered and said, "If I have found favor in thy sight, show further to me, thy servant, whether on the day of judgment the righteous will be able to intercede for the unrighteous or to entreat the Most High for them, 103 fathers for sons or sons for parents, brothers for brothers, relatives for their kinsmen, or friends for those who are most dear." 104 He answered me and said, "Since you have found favor in my sight, I will show you this also. The day of judgment is decisive and displays to all the seal of truth. Just as now a father does not send his son, or a son his father, or a master his servant, or a friend his dearest friend, to be ill or sleep or eat or be healed in his stead, 105 so no one shall ever pray for another on that day, neither shall any one lay a burden on another; for then every one shall bear his own righteousness and unrighteousness." 2 Esdras 7:75 ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,'''''''''''''
It is unfortunate that you feel this way. Please try to reach out to support or get into the hospital. If things are still dire please call 911. Life gets hard. I have been there butbi have also experienced ways to get out of the depression
I feel the same way. Death seems to be the only escape from this twisted and dark world. I spend the entire day doing nothing except chores, videos and reading, watching videos.
I like to learn ,experience things that are pleasant that life has to offer as much as i can as i try to avoid unhealthy things and toxic people at the same time before my time is up on this planet.😉
lifes much better now that I gone through tms and on a new antipsychotic, meds arent for everyone and ive tried 30 but it seems to only help in the end.
Can guarantee hell for eternity is not real. Loving God would not do something like that for it is condition. God is unconditional love. That being said, killing yourself you will probably respawn in the same position. We have to grow learn let go
I definitely understand your feelings man. I feel this too. But lately I’m thinking about how being present in the moment and enjoying the details of everyday life. That’s the core of life. And yes there’s no meaning for life. Because living and sensing the details of life is the mean and the end. Life is an amazing experience. I’m struggling with depression, loneliness and stuff going on my life. But I believe in that. Life is too short, why the rush to end my life when one day I’ll die anyway when I can enjoy it...love and connection is the most outstanding idea in this existence. Thanks for the vid btw.🌸🌸🌸 hope you the best.
I don’t hate life. I just hate my choices in Life I feel like whatever I do I make mistakes sometimes I’m thinking I just want it to end so I can never make a mistake again but I don’t want to die I Believe in God 100% but my faith was so little I always forgot him most of the times because I want to do what I want to do. And that’s why I make a mistake again. I love my family i love everything in this world. I don’t hate people. I just hate the way what I choose in life. I always regret the past. I’m always alone I prefer to be alone because when I'm with someone I feel like other people don’t like my presence because I can't show the real me. I have no problem with my looks I just feel like I want to be alone so i don’t want to being burden with someone else.
I can understand what you think, but try to remember this that mistakes can often lead to wisdom. And just because you made mistakes in the past doesn't mean you can start making better choices now. And regarding relationships/friendships, its always better to be alone than someone that brings a toxic environment into your life. Things should come once you feel you are read and love yourself the way you should. Try to remain hopeful. This video is pretty old so I hope it does provide some wisdom. Cheers.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog thank you for your words, somehow the weight of what I feel is reduced because of your video and other people that I'm not alone in what I'm going through, I'd rather continue no matter what I face in life I hope everything gets better for you to me you are a very beautiful person inside and out thank you for the message I hope you have peace and happiness thank you very much
dude it's okay not to feel okay. we all go through stuff just trust in God he has a purpose for u. u seem like a likable dude but since this video I see u made changes u seem more confident thank God. u inspire me bro life is rough but it's okay
Absurdism and Existentialism helped me understand the meaninglessness of reality. I decided if everything is meaningless then Ill make my own fun. Most people never even know the importance of an internal moral philosoiphy, essential to navigate life, without one you are truly lost. Though, Im covert borderline and autistic, so not the same challenges with SI as you, my extreme grandiosity seems to provide some protection.
I hope you have find peace of mind whatever what you believe in, as long as it is productive and leads to a better quality of life. It doesn't matter what you believe in as long as you don't knock anyone down including yourself. I hope you value your life and in spite your challenges your disability and what not you find away to find life worth living. Cheers.
I am mentally ill now because of how I look and how I can’t seem to look myself in the mirror for once . I don’t have any mirror at my room as I can’t bare to look at myself . It’s just been hard and I just want to end it all sometimes
take it day by day, sometimes it just takes one positive thing about yourself that you can rely on, if at all a small thing that you can try to value about yourself. find the benefit of the doubt of being grateful for one small thing. hope you find your way.
I gave an honest effort at thinking there's hope. I genuinely tried. 3 months ago had a good paying job, and a nice apartment. As of now I've been living out of my car for a month and a half, which is going to be towed any day. I'm broke, hungry, and alone. I'm unimportant, and am pretty useleless. So, yeah, some of us are hopeless.
hey man if you are struggling i would go to ssa.gov and apply to Social security disability if eligible. You will need a psychiatrist to sign off on you but if you are in a debilitating state you should be eligible. The length of the forms is incredibly long so it will take time. If you have access to a public library it should be posssible. I am not sure if you are homeless if it will affect benefits or not. And if not there are local state programs that may assist you out of homelessness, you will have to look into that. I am sorry to see that you feel lost in a society that may overlook and may not pay attention to you, but you are not alone. Everyone comes up with hopeless times some more than others but it is possible to escape the negativity if you keep pushing forward. just never give up. Keep trying and keep moving forward. Cheers.
That shape around your mouth like the fleshy truangular thing that pokes out, i got the same thing going on with my face, thought i was the only one...
i hope you get better i think life is beautiful and some are hating me for saying this I use to be like this but i only thought that life is pointless but i changed i hope you be happy bro
Thank you for this. I'm hurting big time over having pushed away my partner. she waited too long for me to snap out of my funk. im realizing that Im very likely bipolar two and not diagnosed. I'm sad as fuck.
I just talked to someone on instagram telling me that her partner commited suicided and she's devastated. It isn't easy to hold a relationship when you have bipolar disorder but the next best thing is get yourself on a routine, see a psychiatrist, get a therapist or do whatever it takes to get your bearings together. You don't want to lose what you may be your rock. If it isn't toxic and if he or she is willing to put up with your take that as a blessing. If not apologize and tell her that you are sorry and the impact of your illness has caused a lot of issues and you are working on yourself to change that. But I do wish you to be there. I hope you find ways to cope in your life and that you and your partner works out.
Self defeating behavior, I lost my left leg above knee 5 years ago and I’ve suffered enough. I made myself grow up and face things that I never had the strength to do. Things are greatly on the up & up. I’ve done more in 2 weeks than in the past 2 years and recently landed a job that will get my financiallly straight and more. No one’s coming to save you, show up for yourself
dont you think he already knows that no one is coming to save him and that is one of the reasons he hates his life? i'm sorry what happened to your leg but your comment was pointless
I have noticed an incredible increase in the trend of average/normal looking people calling themselves ugly/repulsive, etc. Quite frankly it seems like anyone on a scale of 1-10 that's below an 8 thinks they're some unlovable troll. Sad!
Mental Health can really contribute to how one feels about one self... this video is pretty old so I have a pretty different perspective on how I view myself. Of course there may be days which I may not feel as confident or not think highly of myself or consider myself a failure, but with ebs and flows I am sure everyone can relate. Hope the people that are not subscribed to this channel which is like 99 percent according to my analytics are not actually wanting to commit suicide in spite believing life is meaningless. I attempted to make a little bit more positive perspective on this subject matter regarding depression suicide and self worth. Hope everyone can at least find some way to contribute and value their lives in the end in spite the daily struggles that one may experience. Cheers.
I am alone. No kids, no man, no ex , familie left me because I am chronic ill ( colitis or , crohn ) , 41 surgery s , colectomie , abces fistula with drains. I asked; God , give me the power to survive ! 1000 thousands times non stop . I love Earth , I love Nature, and I knew this would happen on Earth. The Big Turning . A few days in a month without pain. More surgeries are coming . NO I DONT WANT TO GO TO THE HOMEFRONT 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I want to see the balance and rest on Earth , and in people , in a few years . I am 61 , fighting for my life was the only option. Your life is so important, you don’t realize it . So many people you reach, so many life energie you give. People can survive with your videos. You are a good person, with struggle s I had too ! I ask for you; God , give this struggling man the power to survive , and every obstacle banning out of his life . 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. I understand you , and I wish you from now on many good and pure energie , a good mood , a good health. And take life how it comes. Greets , 🇳🇱 Kimberley , the Netherlands 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽 Good times are coming, in 1-2 years the World gets better 🌍🌏🌎🌴🌵🌿🪴🌳🌴🌵🌿🪴🌳🌴🌵🌿🪴🌳
Depression and anxiety ain't shit I want to die because I have an illness that makes life hell every day. Fuck this life I fucking hate it with a passion I don't care what anyone says.
it is now time to never give up. It sounds cliche but I have had 7 hospitalizations, and in a group home on suicide watch. I have tried over 30 different medications. It may feel like it doesn't get any easier but if you do your best to get up and try , you are closer to the goal of stability. I even had pstd out of the meds I have been on due to the horrible side effects. I went from hating my life, suicidal everyday, to managing things much better. I get where you at, the problem is you need to find where you want to go, and hopefully it isn't about ending your life. You are probably defensive now thinking it won't get any easier, and I am wrong but coming from a guy that was hopeless, that did want to give up , i kept at my mental health journey and I have found success. This means you can to Trav, BeyondBipolarBlog
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I have struggled with mental illnesses for a long time but that is nothing compared to a debilitating physical illness, now I have both. I never gave up fighting my mental illness yet I didn't get anything good from it instead now on top of that i'm physically ill. That's the reward I get for not giving up and fighting. I really don't give a shit if things get better anymore my body is literally tired of living. That "things get better" cliche is bull shit, I wish I would've never been born. If you like your life despite your struggles then more power to you. I however don't see the point in struggling so much when in the end our only reward will be old age and or death.
@@TheFracturedfuture the meaning of life is finding it. Just because your time is death that should give you the benefit of finding that meaning. I do not understand the power of a physical illness for I do not have it, so I will never understand that point of view. Ultimately it is your decision. If you choose to take your own life, try to learn to find meaning in some type of social group. Lack of friends lack of happiness, can largely be countered when you try to explore by reaching out to others. It makes life much more easier than feeling isolated in your own pain. I can't tell you that life will get better, I can't tell you to not give up, I can't tell you to not take your life, but I can still try to encourage you to try to explore some kind of meaning in life. In the end it is your decision and choice to do what you want to do, and I am not here to convince you to do things you do not want to do, but from my perspective my choice is to try to reach out to you when you are in a dire situation at least try to listen to your predicament. Good luck. Travis, BeyondBipolarBlog
@@TheFracturedfuture no problem... please comment if you have unsettled issues, most people are just looking to be listened to... i won't judge... so please reach out when things are tough. Trav
Like mice on a treadmill, we work hard every day , just to struggle to make ends meet, and then wake up to do it again. Its even worse for me because i have an extremely verbally abusive husband
so sorry to hear that, i hope you find a way to leave him if its that bad, and find independence, if not seeking therapy or the right medication to help alleviate the bouts of instability in your life. Whatever you find I do hope you find relief.
Police did show up one time actually. Not in particular cause of youtube, but because I reposted this video on facebook. Well maybe not showed up but they did make a call to the house I believe one of the two.
Hello man i dont know if you see this or not but i really understand you. Im an ugly female and life is harder for me too. Everyday and everything is so exhausting. People will say things gets better but no they dont we just get numb to our problems and used to it. There's no day i havent think about killing myself haha im still going with the days. I hope people like us find somthing to keep themselves living or just exist until the abyss take them. Love your content. Keep going.
sometimes the best option is finding a way to numb the pain with proper medication. It isn't the way out for some people but it does ease it a bit. I hope you find ways to deal with it if therapy doesnt work if u haven't tried it try it. Sometimes it takes developing a better sense of perspective and gratitude to find what you are seeking for a better life.
I really hate my life, I hate my family, school is the only thing that gives me a bit of home,but I have to retake a year at school because I’ve struggled. I am from the uk and we do a level exams for university, I want to be a dentist mainly for the money and status, but now I think I want get there and I’ll be stuck with my family for ever,
hey bro, life sucks sometimes, and it sounds cliche but its better than telling people to off their life or commit suicide, but do your best to remain positive and set some goals for yourself, live day by day, and live in the moment, its hard to do sometimes so it may take more support, may take more work, may take a psychiatrist or therapist and exploring out of your comfort zone. I hope you find what you are looking for.
All of life is cope. Its the cope of individuation. You only find catharsis when you cease egoic existence either through literal death or ego dissolution through transcendentalism or meditation.
hang in there. Life is tough some more than others. But I am glad you found relief through your pet. It can help tremendously when people don't care. I do hope you find faith in yourself and others that may find you broken and beaten. Maybe so your support network will grow and you can find more meaning.
What is Bipolar like? I have schizophrenia but was symptom free for 9 yr plus already. I feel schizophrenia is sometimes quite fun but everybody schizophrenia experience is unique. I talked to someone on the internet, he said he don't find it to be fun at all.
Life is worthless, that's just a fact. In the end we die and literally nothing had any meaning. All your posession will stay here, all your money, nice things, nothing will stay. Then why even bother? If nothing matters then why bother? It doesn't even matter if you have a wife/husband, kids if you had some positive things in your life, it has no meaning whatsoever. Why help someone or be a good person if you're not even gonna be rewarded or there is literally no benefits from it. It's like the Linkin Park song "I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter". It's a hard pill to swallow, I know, but in the end everyone will realize this, one way or other.
life is what you make of it. I hope you do find some peace of mind though. It can be really difficult to live life without any hope. I've been there. If there is any sliver of faith in you, yourself, a higher power, people in general, it can very well help you feel a little more grounded. Medications, therapy, are always an option but deep down if trauma is hard to handle, just know that if you seek help, there will be people that show grace for you, so I do hope you find what you are looking for in life especially if it leads to a better quality of living.
OF COURSE LIFE IS MEANINGLESS, "EVERYONE IS A ZOMBIE UNDER THE FAIRY RED DRAGON (SATAN), AND EVERYONE'S FINAL DESTINATION IS HELL"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a guy thinking another guy is good looking doesnt matter. Its what the women think and Ive seen from experience that when it comes to average guys there's a huge disparity in the way girls and guys see you. Girls often see average guys as ugly whereas men seem to think average guys are ok or even good looking
well its best to get that checked with a psychiatrist if its inhibiting you from a decent life. I have been single 7.5 years and counting, life gets easier once you accept it and perhaps something good comes along. I hope life gets better for you as well.
Imagine you are given the option of experiencing years of pain and suffering on one hand, or on the other, no pain or suffering at all. Only a small amount of the population which enjoys suffering and pain, aka masochism, would choose to suffer. I know what I would choose. Best of luck in life and best of luck in death.
give yourself the opportunity to seek help, that is the best thing to do, and finding that is hard, but during better days, always best to look and find out cause so many do it, take their life, and people may see warning signs, but never ask if they are okay. I just hope you are doing ok and managing life today.
I talk about all of the same type of life issues and solutions here on my channel. I relate to everything your saying. Life is up and down, round and round...SBN RESONATE
i wasn't always as strong... i found the right meds, developed a better sense of thought process with therapy, better social network and physical exercise... all that can really help.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog thought process therapy sounds really good. I am quite negative and its the reason I dropped out of university and unfortunately picked up a needle, which I cant break away from. I will watch some more of your videos. Glad you sound in a better place.
Thanks man. I don't think there is any reason for life.We are made to come back. Rencarnations. But I've had 2 OBEs and we don't die. And it's great out of the body but killing yourself is not the way to go Find out what happens when we leave the body. So you can not come back out. Cheers
You're right about life being inherently meaningless, of course it is because fundamentally it's just genetic material making copies of itself--that's what life basically is and that's what all life forms do. Humans also have psychological lives, though. We are conscious. Any meaning in life is only what we create in our heads and cannot be pre-defined because it's likely to be at least a bit different for everyone. So, there is no meaning--except for what we create.
Bipolaire is just a lot of action in a brain. To much impulse. I am HSP , and overstimulated in my head. Gabapentine is a good medicine for a overloaded brain. Meditation , a quiet life , with rest and peace in your head Meditation 🧘🏽♀️🧘🏽♀️🧘🏽♀️ and asking on Above ; keep asking !
hang in there... hopefully you do find some relief in spite what you are going through. with time there will be a better solution instead of finding away to end your life. reaching out to someone is the first step. I don't know you but I do hope you read this message and at least try to get the support you need in order to find meaning in your life again.
I honestly think this is how the deep-state has cultivated society. Nihilism is so prevalent today. And what does black pill, nihilistic ideology afford anybody? It just ruins your life even more than it already was for an individual to imbibe such an ideology. I went through that whole phase myself and all it ever gave me was depression, drug addiction, self-loathing and hatred for everyone who was enjoying life. It comes down to a basic, fundamental acknowledgement: We are here; we are alive; you can either make the best of what you have or just crawl into a ball and die. I choose the former. Hope anyone else who is struggling can arrive at the same conclusion and find some form of happiness. P.S. I truly believe a lot of modern science is a lie regarding the inception of mankind and Earth. I think they suppress information purposely because an intelligent, self-aware being that doesn't know what he is or why he's here is more inclined to live recklessly and hedonistically.
Bro, I know exactly what you are going through. I suffer from schizophrenia and bipolar issues myself. I've been hospitalized over twenty times. I have regret killing myself before because I already seen my future going nowhere and it revealed before my eyes. So my life is pretty much at a dead end now. I can't get a job nobody wants to hire me because I'm I'll but it's ok I'll just sit here and waste my life playing video games. If anyone can help me I appreciate it.
Hey I hope you start feeling better. This post is pretty old and right now I am in a totally different journey in regards to my mental health. Don't give up. Best option is to reach out to resources a psychiatrist support networks or hospitals for med regulation and or therapist, if alternatives get yourself courage to find peer groups to hang out with. Friends are hard to come by so I understand it can be tough when feeling low but befriending those in network of settings above could help as well. Cheers
man, you are not ugly. you are not a loser. current times is bad for all (in terms of money and mentality). compare to others you are perfectly fine. read some schopenhauer thoughts and understand that women is not a pleasure provider at all
The reason why I hate life is because of how we have to work our whole lives we’re literally just slaves serving for a piece of paper
it’s a rat race
@@emmy4537 yep
hey guys I just want to check up on my viewers. I should probably check in and see if you are all doing okay? How is life treating you?
@@BeyondBipolarBlog little better
Literally.... and I’m still in school but realized that.
There's just no meaning. No matter how hard you try. You lose everything. I just want to go home.
try to stay positive. Life can get very hard. But I do want you to try to have hope. Suicide is very hard to deal with, especially the thoughts. However, within time you just gotta believe things will get better. I wish you the best of luck.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I'll be 42 this month. I make 10k a month. It's never enough. I'm just tried. I seen so much death and misery. I'm seriously burned out.
@@tech-hqvip3290give me 20.000$ come to Greece and i want to show you something that you probably haven't seen anything like this, a life where you live for spiritual things. Search about mount Athos. I say 20.000$ cause i really need money, I don't have any 😂
Yes, people lives lives of perpetual discontent. Set out one fire, your mind invents another to take its place.
Life is not that complicated, you wake up, go to work, eats, shit, sleep.
I don’t know how this video came on my feed but i want to say something.I am a 71 years old man.Never married,no friends .
As a man who has been insulted his whole life , I am telling you guys by experience people can feel pity for you but never wanted to be with you .I have never been hugged, kissed or had a relationship. Every single women rejected me. I need to go alone to bed, wake up alone. When I am sick nobody takes care about me. Vacation, restaurant visits, hiking. I need to do it alone.
hi robert, it seems like your situation seems very difficult to be in. At the very least I am not sure how you can get by surviving with no additional support. If I was in that situation I would very likely be pretty depressed and very hopeless. It is great that you are able to be independent but everyone needs a social circle. I do not know if you have hobbies but considering when I am out and about, I have made some acquaintances at the gym. I have been single 6.5 years but I am at a point in which I am relatively sufficient without a significant other. I hope in the future you do find an inclination to do have hope and desire to have support. I see a dog in your photo, I am hoping for the very least you have a companion and a pet can make a great one. Cheers.
Robert big hugs!!! Rejection hurts...im sorry
May i ask what was your career?
Believe me, you are lucky, relationships only ruin lives, trust me, I envy you a lot, free of stds and mental trauma and of course, no money lost.
@@ken2181 I used to work as an engineer in uppsala,sweden
I’m not sure how I found your video but I just want to let you know that I truly appreciate the time that you put into it. Depression is so lonely. It means a lot knowing that there are other people out there that care enough to share their struggles and speak motivation
Bro everyday i struggle with loneliness so it takes 2 to tango. My audience is important as I who share my mental health experiences. The more I can spread the word of mental wellness will do anyone justice. Stay well friend. Trav
Depression is the lack of discipline, discipline to control your thoughts and not let them control you and take over your entire existence.
I have been suffering since the day i was born in this human society. i mean the world is a wonderful place but the people living in it is just crule inhumane species.
i hope you are feeling better these days.
The majority ya..but not all is like that..
Reality is perception, if you feel like that it is probably why you see it that way, don't embrace hopelessness change your profile pic, your nickname and all that wich feed your negativity. It is a choice to feel that way, as it is to feel happy, you gotta find balance. Blessings
@@simonehawthorne2647 most are especially the fucking rich
@@Swordyplayrebel you're wrong. Depression isn't a choice. Mental complications aren't a choice, they are passed down to us through DNA. This is the same for alcoholism. Don't be so flippant in responses to people who are struggling, it really doesn't help. I get that you're responding to her perspective, but perspective can be absorbed through people's experience in life. If their experience in life has been particularly negative, then saying you can solve it just by changing perspective, we wouldn't be devoting time, money and resources into trying to solve depression. Su^cide rates have been increasing since the nineties. For some people it's not a choice, it's how they're wired.
60 years old. 50 years of garbage. Never gets better.
sorry about that... i hope i am not in that predicament. my depression comes in waves every couple years sometimes every year. I hope you do make peace with yourself before you pass. All I can say is that perhaps someday you will fight your demons, perhaps find people to connect with, or support when necessary.
See I'm 35 and to see people in their 60, 70, and even 80s sharing how they've spent their whole lives alone. It really doesn't get better does it? We just cope and tough it out until it's all over.
I honestly don’t know why I bother waking up anymore
sorry to hear that try to be positive
pls be positive bro if youre just gonna live atleast be happy we are all just gonna die anyways live life happy
@@decently123”just be happy bro” you solved it congrats! You should be a physiologist now
@@slaydog5102 what bro
@@slaydog5102bcs they domt know our pain.. we are suffering and. Some people like me and you never had luck on money and just life ..
I feel like my life is meaningless at times, because I have done things that I really regret. I've gone through my parents' death but I know that my Mom and Dad wouldn't want me to kill myself. I can't even imagine how much pain I would cause my cousin and my uncle.
I so frustrated with my life. My disorder and bad choices ruined my life.
I hear you but any small changes will lead to a drastic change later in life.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I agree
I just want to go. I am prepping my exit. I've set a date
@@iamthechangemaker you still here?
@@swimfloats yes, little did I know that the night I wrote that would be the night of my spiritual awakening.
I was let into 'the secret' during deep meditation as i sought permission to leave, asking whether my job was done. No, did not get that permission but a gentle scolding as I was let into the Earth field of intelligence.
I'm not religious but all of a sudden deities from some Indian religion I know nothing about show up in my meditations. Jesus was but one prophet of many and we are created in the image of ET.
The universe is a multiverse and it is TEEMING with life way more advanced than us.
I am a tool, working on a higher mission now. Nothing cult-y, I still despise organised religion, but I now understand enough of this matrix to blaze my own path. I understand that since I am king within my thoughts I am also king of my feelings and reactions. I take responsibility for making my own life better and that takes courage to change myself too.
Diet can have a big effect on mental health. When I eliminated most carbs and went on a Keto diet my mood improved tremendously. Don't give up. You are a good person. We need you.
I did the same thing, only I eat mostly whole plant foods. I would not suggest doing keto long term. We're designed to use glucose as our main fuel.
@@MaynardsSpaceship Complete vegan dogma nonsense. The archeological evidence is crystal clear. Cooking hearths, bone cut marks, chemical analysis of teeth, countless spear points and meat processing tools, etc, etc all indicate the majority of calories came from animal sources. Roots, shoots, tubers & berries were basically hors d'oeuvres.
@@MaynardsSpaceshipeither diet..People have told me cutting out sugar and junk really helped with mental health and depression..
Helped with better mood.
Also...fasting is a great too for depression!
Keto diet is objectively the worst diet in the mainstream. Scurvy city. No carbs? Humans evolved as herbivores & only later became omnivorous. Perhaps take that into account.
I think life is a game but a cruel game.
T-T.
A cruel game that is horribly rigged
Game it's a fucking nightmare
It's the true ultimate bully
Yes it is I'll be so happy to be free from this cold evil world
Life is pointless unless you're a 5 or above. If you're ugly it really is over. Nothing matters if youre ugly
It can be tough especially for the uglies but if you work on yourself you will realize its best to be alone and satisfied with goals, stable than with someone that doesn't love you and is wrecking havok in your life. So set goals, get the best out of your life and prepare for a better future. The more positive you are the easier things will be for you. If you continue to set negative thoughts it will only set a negative outcome. So I ask you try to think of something positive that you can think of just for today and keep thinking of things you can be grateful for. It may just turn your life around.
Life sucks.
Sometimes it does but this to shall pass. And if it is untolerable consider fighting for the right meds. I have tried 30 and finally found the right cocktail
@@BeyondBipolarBlog ive tried meds bro they all affect my sex life. I hate that shit. Been on six different antidepressants with little to no success
Have you tried a snri like cymbalta? That is what i take for my antidepressant
@@BeyondBipolarBlog yes im on fluvoxamine right now and it doesnt do much makes me more relaxed at higher dosage then i currently take but it affects my sex drive and function its so annoying
@@BeyondBipolarBlog i never tried cymbalta
One day atta time. Life is hard. But sooner or later, we’ll all be going away. My advice for people who want to off themselves is to wait a while. Wait a few years. Life will take care of that for you. It’s all in motion. You don’t have to do anything. So hold on! Life is a ride, that’s all..
Yeah but the ggod thing is that this jail has an exit ticket i already bought one just witing for mom and dad to first so i can finally be free of this jail.
@@HIDHIFDB I’m sorry brutha. Please don’t do anything rash to you or your loved ones. Choose good. Choose wisely..
People have been nasty to me my whole life. Im cursed.
Sorry to hear that. Hopefully you can find people that will encourage you and lift you up. It's hard to find.
Life is a big ego contest. Boring.
It can be but I do hope you find what you are looking for in life. Life can be boring but it can be exciting if you just look for new things to do.
I don't feel my life is ever going to get better.
The first step is telling you that things will get better, even if you feel things don't feel like it. It can really eat at you if you continually become hopeless, ive been down that road, so the next step is to breathe, take one step at a time and do what you can do to manage it day by day. Till then, you can accomplish more goals and set a better future for youself, try to look up instead of down, and move your feet forward, I encourage you to get outside, stay tune with faith, expand your relationships (hopefully good ones), see a therapist (if you find it helpful) stay in touch with a psychiatrist if meds help and get out of your comfort zone and explore life itself. Take care. I hope things do get better for you.
It won’t. Neither will mine. We will be dead before we know it
@@steelearmstrong9616it's truth
i want to leave this unwanted experience CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL IT IS OVER
Hang in there life can be tough, but things will get easier if you believe it will, and it will. It is really hard when you are down cause you only want to think of negative experiences but if you think of positive experiences things start changing around. Perhaps a new med, therapy, TMS, new relationships, any of this can change in a heart beat and make your life better. If you have hope then there is hope for change for the better. I hope you come to terms and find something worth of value.
Good for you, Bro, for trying to help others through your own struggle. Keep fighting, Bro.
Thank you, I will. I hope you do to.
life is meaningless but its not a sad thing.
existential dread is not necessary, its a simple biological reaction to something the system assume to be bad.
the discomfort you feel when you think "life is meaningless" is a knee jerk reaction in your system.
you had the idea that "life is meaningful" ingrained in your brain and now its this idea that is disappointed.
life has always been what it is, meaningless existence.
and thats not a bad or good thing, its just what it is.
its infinite potential, you get to do stuff and see stuff everyday.
theres nothing more than that.
now transcend the nonsense existential dread and enjoy what you get to have :)
love, aum
thanks for your deep thoughts. I will definitely think about it.
You got new subs from me buddy.
Happy to know many people have same thinking with me. Life is really meaningless, but don't do suicide, but make it as reminder to always enjoy every second, don't worry to much, don't stress too much.
bro im here for you. thanks for subscribing. I wish you the best in your mental health journey.
Hi bro you're not ugly actually. you look very average. to boost your attractiveness: simply grow out your hair into a style that fits your face shape and grow out the mustache and goatee. I speak from experience and after doing those 2 things plus working out, I became handsome and it totally changed my social life and happines. I love you brother and God loves you too, don't quit okay, Life has meaning.
Thanks for reaching out. I do feel better these days and I'm glad you came across this channel and especially this video. I hope youbhabe a blessed 2024.
Wow brother, I'm glad that you're feeling better, much love and I wish you all the best my friend
@@BeyondBipolarBlog
It is meaningless. Unfortunately it took 50 years to figure that out. All of my problems would be solved if I did not exist, the problem is that would create grief and problems for my family. So that is the dilemma
i hope you do come to terms to find some hope in your life. It can be really hard to live life without it. I challenge you to keep trying and get yourself out there in spite how difficult it may be. You may find someone or something that may benefit you. Cheers.
I've known since I was 3 years old watching my Dad beat my Mom, life was not good. Then my beatings and torture came starting at 5. What's not to like?
Very sorry to hear about your experiences since they are so personal... I hope you have come to heal and find yourself through such a traumatizing life events. I juat hope you can recover.
Nobody in my life knows that I attempted once and nobody ever will know :)
no one has to know, but I do hope you find life meaningful and find purpose and have goals for yourself so you can continue to have a productive life.
Planning to leave earth soon I tried to fix my broken brain but, it’s impossible. I’m burnout on everything
hey hang in there its a little late but try to recuperate as much as possible if you can't sleep at least try to relax and get into nature or exercise self sooth and do what you can to remain in the present.
Bro thanks i never had idea of engaging into life activities for purpose.I gotta make more action interact keep myself busy bcos its true life seems pointless but its not the whole picture .
Mann fucc life… the higher ups are in control of all these things making us regulars feel less & less significant everyday.. the only ones that matter drive expensive cars & live in a big mansion… yea yea yea… I’m glad more of us are starting to wake up.. this shyt ain’t about anything, life will only get better the more us regular folks continue to wake up… I’m sorry if matrix has gotten to you & feel depressed or down but life won’t feel pitty for anyone… just wake up eat & be thankful for that!! Nothing else really matters in the end..
It kinda is meaningless, i have kids now tho, so im stuck here. I believe im here so my kids can learn from all my pain. The trauma ends with me. What i live for are those moments with my kids. Ive been single and alone for almost 9 years now, its just me and my kids but i like it that way cause im never gonna find someone who loves me like i love them so i choose to only give my love to my kids because they are the only reason i stay alive. Lifes meaning is what u choose to make it imo
kids can bring meaning in many ways but for me, I don't want to downplay my mental illness but I know it will always get me into trouble if I were to raise kids. I would always think about how terrible my 20s were dealing with bipolar disorder and I have a huge fear of passing that onto my kids. Not only that I only work part time and having to hold a job, and get of disability can be a nightmare for me which I am pretty reluctant. I applaud you for doing what many people do which is have kids, and I am sure you find it more meaningful in your life than without and I am happy for you for that but I do hope you find meaning within yourself. It may not necessarily have to be god but to have goals for yourself, develop passions, find new friends, get yourself out there in spite all anxiety, volunteer, or find a job that is more compatible to you and of course therapy or medications, in fact I got TMS transcranial magnetic stimulation where I no longer need an antidepressant and find my life much easier to deal with. Trying over 30 meds with 10 antispsychotics been a nightmare but I've been stable in spite a few hiccups. I hope you a blessed christmas holiday and a great new years.
Honestly everything just feels like an endless circle to me, especially gets worse when you try to do what's best for yourself to only feel like life gave you the middle finger at the end we're just trying to improve yourself, honestly bro I just don't get it no more this world is to delusional and all lies from hell i don't want to be somewhere where I don't fit in 😢💔🥺
sometimes you don't have to fit it, sticking out like a sore thumb and being true to yourself is more important than trying to fit into somewhere like a sheep in a cog. But to find people where you can assimlate in thought and in mind, it can be benefical to find people that support you, so i ask you to keep trying to find people that you can call friends. Stay delusional in positivity and hope cause its the only way to survive when shit is thrown at you, never give up. And you may say it may not help, but I don't see how telling you to kill yourself or telling you to say that to give up is a better plan or resolve, I can relate to this a lot but to come out of it and find significance is so much more important when everything seems meaningless. Keep pushing forward.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog sorry for late comment: Thank you for that boost I need, is like half of me just don't want to tolerate this stupid planet no more and just want to give up but the other me wants to keep enduring and see if I complete my goals or not in this shitty world, your right who knows people who I thought that comes to me be great but really not but if I move to another country I might find better friends better than in this shitty country (honestly I'm planning on moving to another country soon after i saved up money and time like maybe japan, Mexico, Canada Bec America ain't it bro I'm losing my patience every time I stay here longer) I always like to rely on yourself in times like these and even I have imaginary friends and what makes them better than actual people they never leave you, betray, act like a narcissist, throw crap at you to boost their ego also little lately I feel like something's in my life are starting to improve better I just hope it keeps going that way without me falling down every fuckin seconds cuz I'm still in this point in my life where I'm just like fuck everything and every situation but like you said never give up and who knows something good and interesting may happen on the way because I really hope so one day 😭 🙏
Being ugly sucks! Im a black woman. An men tell me i have a great personality and how im a awesome person. Yet im not awesome enough to date. Its really affecting my mental health. Being ugly is lonely. I see friends and enemies get chosen but no one is chosing me. Im too dark, my facial features are too african, my body, or my hair isnt thick and long enough. Im never enough. Being a kind human being isnt enough. I take care of my skin. Suicide has ran across my mind since i was in highschool. For a woman your value is only in your looks. So im screwed. I can loose weight but my african features, skin color and hair i cant help. An if i put weave on im still rejected. I think life would be easier if i was another race. I get rejected by men that are seen as ugly/fat an undesireable. I wish women and men gave good charactered ugly ppl a chance instead of treating us liek shit. We have feelings. Men of my own race and other men along with beautiful women make me the joke of there conversations. At least im not ugly like her they say. I understand your pain thats why i would dare treat people like shit because of how they look. Nor discriminate.
Being ugly does suck, but if you feel that way I recommend a change in perspective. Sometimes we feel that way due to brain chemistry and if medications doesn't seem to help, TMS can help you out, I have put out a video about it previously if you search it up in my videos. I know its hard to not focus on the flaws but when you start feeling better, these negative aspects about yourself start feeling less obtrusive. And that can benefit you in the long run. I have been single 8 years and yeah it sucks but I much rather be single knowing I am not attracted to someone I don't like and knowingly not with someone that doesn't like me just for the sake of being with someone. Unrequited love is not good in itself. I recommend trying to get to the gym, having a change in perspective and slowly building some self confidence, you may get what you want in the long run who knows, its so much better to have hope then to negate these feelings cause its just an endless cycle of misery. I hope you do come back in a year or two feeling better. Best of luck,
Travis
Yea it sucks. Why did nature make us this way. I dont feel happy being with someone ugly. I try to fight these thoughts and hypocritical ideas i have. But i guess its just my nature. Everyone in the end wants to share life with a hot partner, be rich and be happy.
Life is just a random,meaningless experience that began suddenly and will end suddenly. Nothing stays forever, I don't believe in anything or anyone, I'm just waiting for my death.
i hope you find peace with yourself, if you can find a glimmer of peace, you may be able to turn the other cheek. Its hard when you feel down and find no way out, but if you can try to take a step in the other direction who knows you may find what you are looking for
You create your own meaning, life isn't good or bad. The problem is people care too much about what others think. Isn't it obvious that the whole point is to just enjoy life? To be with it and to enjoy it. The point isn't to control life, but to be with it and let it happen. Life isn't serious, its like a dance or a play. You forget about yourself and you begin to talk about all these things that are completely outside of you, you are the thing which you were looking for this whole time.
great perspective
God is real and he created everyone with a purpose.
@@1sgr1999 @1MXNEY MOVES You create that purpose, you are the purpose. It is as it is overthinking only brings suffering. . Do what makes you happy not what makes the God of the Bible happy, the God of the Bible is just a conceptual image fashioned in the form of an evil tyrant. The universe itself and consciousness is God. So why not make the universe and nature happy by spreading love and positivity? No need to be angry and hate life snd fear hell. Heaven and hell is a state of mind you're not going anywhere because you're already there, you're already in hell. The only real thing that exists is the present moment this had been proven. So now quit looking at things that are outside of you like heaven, hell, and God and just be one with the universe and focus on your life, your world , your universe. You can make it however you want it be and look at things however you want we are the creators of our own reality.God is in your heart and your heart is timeless and you can't put a name on that feeling of love. Heaven is within us.
@@1sgr1999 if he did when children wouldn't die, what was there purpose dying?
That’s lame. I need a real purpose otherwise I’m killing myself.
I'm 49, my fiancee left me, I've wished I was dead many times, but I go on. I know I won't find love again, and it seems like that should be enough to give up, but I can't. And none of you should either. Enjoy what you can, while you can, because ending your life is not the answer. Life may surprise you one day and I hold out hope for all of you that it will. Don't give up.
the fact that you are living is a testament to your endurance to live life inspite all of the shit you been through. I am only 37 but I can only imagine that life will always have more set backs. I do wish you find promise and peace in your life as well. Take care.
This situation for me has lasted so long that I dont believe that it changes for better anymore. I used to have more energy and I tried, now I have energy to survive in a situation that I really dont want to live in. At the moment I just wait this to end since Im worried about somekind of revenge in after life.
Late reply but I hope you find relief. No matter what I believe that in spite all negativity, and short comings with proper faith and belief you can achieve what you really want in your life. A sliver of hope is all you need to get the dial moving. I hope you find what you are looking for.
There's only one meaning to life, and it's to enjoy/be as happy as you can be within the realm of your own situation and whatever lifespan you have remaining on earth. Stop thinking if there's egg first or chicken first.
great perspective as well.
Bullshit
Blessings and good luck for you
appreciate it.
I know a lot of sexy attractive people physically, but once they speak and treat people the way they do they become very ugly! It’s all about how you treat others and yourself
agreed.
I can second this comment I done seen it too many times since high school
I answered and said, "If I have found favor in thy sight, O Lord, show this also to thy servant: whether after death, as soon as every one of us yields up his soul, we shall be kept in rest until those times come when thou wilt renew the creation, or whether we shall be tormented at once?" 76 He answered me and said, "I will show you that also, but do not be associated with those who have shown scorn, nor number yourself among those who are tormented. 77 For you have a treasure of works laid up with the Most High; but it will not be shown to you until the last times.
78 Now, concerning death, the teaching is: When the decisive decree has gone forth from the Most High that a man shall die, as the spirit leaves the body to return again to him who gave it, first of all it adores the glory of the Most High. 79 And if it is one of those who have shown scorn and have not kept the way of the Most High, and who have despised his law, and who have hated those who fear the Most High -- 80 such spirits shall not enter into habitations, but shall immediately wander about in torments, ever grieving and sad, in seven ways.
81 The first way, because they have scorned the law of the Most High. 82 The second way, because they cannot now make a good repentance that they may live. 83 The third way, they shall see the reward laid up for those who have trusted the covenants of the Most High. 84 The fourth way, they shall consider the torment laid up for themselves in the last days. 85 The fifth way, they shall see how the habitations of the others are guarded by angels in profound quiet. 86 The sixth way, they shall see how some of them will pass over into torments. 87 The seventh way, which is worse than all the ways that have been mentioned, because they shall utterly waste away in confusion and be consumed with shame, and shall wither with fear at seeing the glory of the Most High before whom they sinned while they were alive, and before whom they are to be judged in the last times.
88 "Now this is the order of those who have kept the ways of the Most High, when they shall be separated from their mortal body. 89 During the time that they lived in it, they laboriously served the Most High, and withstood danger every hour, that they might keep the law of the Lawgiver perfectly. 90 Therefore this is the teaching concerning them: 91 First of all, they shall see with great joy the glory of him who receives them, for they shall have rest in seven orders.
92 The first order, because they have striven with great effort to overcome the evil thought which was formed with them, that it might not lead them astray from life into death. 93 The second order, because they see the perplexity in which the souls of the unrighteous wander, and the punishment that awaits them. 94 The third order, they see the witness which he who formed them bears concerning them, that while they were alive they kept the law which was given them in trust. 95 The fourth order, they understand the rest which they now enjoy, being gathered into their chambers and guarded by angels in profound quiet, and the glory which awaits them in the last days. 96 The fifth order, they rejoice that they have now escaped what is corruptible, and shall inherit what is to come;
and besides they see the straits and toil from which they have been delivered, and the spacious liberty which they are to receive and enjoy in immortality. 97 The sixth order, when it is shown to them how their face is to shine like the sun, and how they are to be made like the light of the stars, being incorruptible from then on. 98 The seventh order, which is greater than all that have been mentioned, because they shall rejoice with boldness, and shall be confident without confusion, and shall be glad without fear, for they hasten to behold the face of him whom they served in life and from whom they are to receive their reward when glorified.
99 This is the order of the souls of the righteous, as henceforth is announced; and the aforesaid are the ways of torment which those who would not give heed shall suffer hereafter." 100 I answered and said, "Will time therefore be given to the souls, after they have been separated from the bodies, to see what you have described to me?" 101 He said to me, "They shall have freedom for seven days, so that during these seven days they may see the things of which you have been told, and afterwards they shall be gathered in their habitations."
102 I answered and said, "If I have found favor in thy sight, show further to me, thy servant, whether on the day of judgment the righteous will be able to intercede for the unrighteous or to entreat the Most High for them, 103 fathers for sons or sons for parents, brothers for brothers, relatives for their kinsmen, or friends for those who are most dear." 104 He answered me and said, "Since you have found favor in my sight, I will show you this also. The day of judgment is decisive and displays to all the seal of truth. Just as now a father does not send his son, or a son his father, or a master his servant, or a friend his dearest friend, to be ill or sleep or eat or be healed in his stead, 105 so no one shall ever pray for another on that day, neither shall any one lay a burden on another; for then every one shall bear his own righteousness and unrighteousness." 2 Esdras 7:75
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I'm gonna do it soon, I don't care about living or achieving forget life it's boring I'm done
When you get sick and tired that may be it but hopefully with better times you can consult otherwise. Reach out if u need to
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I'm looking for a gun and I can't find one, it's the easiest way to die
It is unfortunate that you feel this way. Please try to reach out to support or get into the hospital. If things are still dire please call 911. Life gets hard. I have been there butbi have also experienced ways to get out of the depression
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I feel the same way. Death seems to be the only escape from this twisted and dark world. I spend the entire day doing nothing except chores, videos and reading, watching videos.
I like to learn ,experience things that are pleasant that life has to offer as much as i can as i try to avoid unhealthy things and toxic people at the same time before my time is up on this planet.😉
it's true that life is meaningless, but you can beat that meaninglessness by embracing it and having the will to live despite that meaninglessness
lifes much better now that I gone through tms and on a new antipsychotic, meds arent for everyone and ive tried 30 but it seems to only help in the end.
I’m terrified of the real possibility of hell. The only reason I’m still here. 🥺
hang in there life can be tough. I do hope and pray things will get better for you.
Can guarantee hell for eternity is not real. Loving God would not do something like that for it is condition. God is unconditional love. That being said, killing yourself you will probably respawn in the same position. We have to grow learn let go
The second I took my Christian name seriously, repented of sin, & accepted Jesus as lord & saviour, everything got a lot better.
bro I am glad you are doing better
I am so tired of cults of personality we need god not religion. Religion poisons our understanding.
Stay positive man. We are all trying to get through it together 🙏
appreciate it. hope people see this and realize that people are rooting for you.
I definitely understand your feelings man. I feel this too. But lately I’m thinking about how being present in the moment and enjoying the details of everyday life. That’s the core of life. And yes there’s no meaning for life. Because living and sensing the details of life is the mean and the end. Life is an amazing experience. I’m struggling with depression, loneliness and stuff going on my life. But I believe in that. Life is too short, why the rush to end my life when one day I’ll die anyway when I can enjoy it...love and connection is the most outstanding idea in this existence. Thanks for the vid btw.🌸🌸🌸 hope you the best.
hey brother are things going well for you? It has been 3 months since you posted. Just checking up on you.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog yes I'm still alive thanks I appreciate it! also I'm actually a girl.
Sorry about that. I apologize. I am glad things are well
@@BeyondBipolarBlog no worries. what about you? are you doing alright?
@@greengirl4985 i am doing pretty well. Continue to get better my friend.
keep posting videos you will make it big one day trust me
Thank you, I will
Don't think about life so much think about living instead
the meds i am on has helped
@@BeyondBipolarBlog good to hear always look up at how good things can get don't look down at how things are now
Thank you for making this video
No problem 😊
I don’t hate life. I just hate my choices in Life I feel like whatever I do I make mistakes sometimes I’m thinking I just want it to end so I can never make a mistake again but I don’t want to die I Believe in God 100% but my faith was so little I always forgot him most of the times because I want to do what I want to do. And that’s why I make a mistake again. I love my family i love everything in this world. I don’t hate people. I just hate the way what I choose in life. I always regret the past. I’m always alone I prefer to be alone because when I'm with someone I feel like other people don’t like my presence because I can't show the real me. I have no problem with my looks I just feel like I want to be alone so i don’t want to being burden with someone else.
I can understand what you think, but try to remember this that mistakes can often lead to wisdom. And just because you made mistakes in the past doesn't mean you can start making better choices now. And regarding relationships/friendships, its always better to be alone than someone that brings a toxic environment into your life. Things should come once you feel you are read and love yourself the way you should. Try to remain hopeful. This video is pretty old so I hope it does provide some wisdom. Cheers.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog thank you for your words, somehow the weight of what I feel is reduced because of your video and other people that I'm not alone in what I'm going through, I'd rather continue no matter what I face in life I hope everything gets better for you to me you are a very beautiful person inside and out thank you for the message I hope you have peace and happiness thank you very much
I just can't go on with this anymore i dont know what to do anymore.
hang in there its a little late to reply but I hope you have finally come to terms with your life and find value. Let me know how you are doin.
dude it's okay not to feel okay. we all go through stuff just trust in God he has a purpose for u. u seem like a likable dude but since this video I see u made changes u seem more confident thank God. u inspire me bro life is rough but it's okay
Absurdism and Existentialism helped me understand the meaninglessness of reality. I decided if everything is meaningless then Ill make my own fun. Most people never even know the importance of an internal moral philosoiphy, essential to navigate life, without one you are truly lost. Though, Im covert borderline and autistic, so not the same challenges with SI as you, my extreme grandiosity seems to provide some protection.
I hope you have find peace of mind whatever what you believe in, as long as it is productive and leads to a better quality of life. It doesn't matter what you believe in as long as you don't knock anyone down including yourself. I hope you value your life and in spite your challenges your disability and what not you find away to find life worth living. Cheers.
I am mentally ill now because of how I look and how I can’t seem to look myself in the mirror for once . I don’t have any mirror at my room as I can’t bare to look at myself . It’s just been hard and I just want to end it all sometimes
take it day by day, sometimes it just takes one positive thing about yourself that you can rely on, if at all a small thing that you can try to value about yourself. find the benefit of the doubt of being grateful for one small thing. hope you find your way.
Hope u spend your life joyfully.. Good job
thank you for the kind words
I gave an honest effort at thinking there's hope. I genuinely tried. 3 months ago had a good paying job, and a nice apartment. As of now I've been living out of my car for a month and a half, which is going to be towed any day. I'm broke, hungry, and alone. I'm unimportant, and am pretty useleless.
So, yeah, some of us are hopeless.
hey man if you are struggling i would go to ssa.gov and apply to Social security disability if eligible. You will need a psychiatrist to sign off on you but if you are in a debilitating state you should be eligible. The length of the forms is incredibly long so it will take time. If you have access to a public library it should be posssible. I am not sure if you are homeless if it will affect benefits or not. And if not there are local state programs that may assist you out of homelessness, you will have to look into that. I am sorry to see that you feel lost in a society that may overlook and may not pay attention to you, but you are not alone. Everyone comes up with hopeless times some more than others but it is possible to escape the negativity if you keep pushing forward. just never give up. Keep trying and keep moving forward. Cheers.
It's too late for all that. Just gonna hold on as long as I can. Thank you, though. I wish you the best.
That shape around your mouth like the fleshy truangular thing that pokes out, i got the same thing going on with my face, thought i was the only one...
ah i never noticed that actually.
i hope you get better i think life is beautiful and some are hating me for saying this I use to be like this but i only thought that life is pointless but i changed i hope you be happy bro
thanks for the appreciation. I wish you the same.
Stay strong n don't give up
you too mate.
Oh WOW How very Comforting LMFAO!!!!.
Not giving up has never given me anything.
@@TheFracturedfuture it has actually, it prolongs the sufferings and allows fate to cure up some more horrible situations it will throw at you.
@@FoB39 Haha I guess you're right.
Thank you for this. I'm hurting big time over having pushed away my partner. she waited too long for me to snap out of my funk. im realizing that Im very likely bipolar two and not diagnosed. I'm sad as fuck.
I just talked to someone on instagram telling me that her partner commited suicided and she's devastated. It isn't easy to hold a relationship when you have bipolar disorder but the next best thing is get yourself on a routine, see a psychiatrist, get a therapist or do whatever it takes to get your bearings together. You don't want to lose what you may be your rock. If it isn't toxic and if he or she is willing to put up with your take that as a blessing. If not apologize and tell her that you are sorry and the impact of your illness has caused a lot of issues and you are working on yourself to change that. But I do wish you to be there. I hope you find ways to cope in your life and that you and your partner works out.
Self defeating behavior, I lost my left leg above knee 5 years ago and I’ve suffered enough. I made myself grow up and face things that I never had the strength to do. Things are greatly on the up & up. I’ve done more in 2 weeks than in the past 2 years and recently landed a job that will get my financiallly straight and more. No one’s coming to save you, show up for yourself
dont you think he already knows that no one is coming to save him and that is one of the reasons he hates his life? i'm sorry what happened to your leg but your comment was pointless
I have noticed an incredible increase in the trend of average/normal looking people calling themselves ugly/repulsive, etc. Quite frankly it seems like anyone on a scale of 1-10 that's below an 8 thinks they're some unlovable troll. Sad!
Mental Health can really contribute to how one feels about one self... this video is pretty old so I have a pretty different perspective on how I view myself. Of course there may be days which I may not feel as confident or not think highly of myself or consider myself a failure, but with ebs and flows I am sure everyone can relate. Hope the people that are not subscribed to this channel which is like 99 percent according to my analytics are not actually wanting to commit suicide in spite believing life is meaningless. I attempted to make a little bit more positive perspective on this subject matter regarding depression suicide and self worth. Hope everyone can at least find some way to contribute and value their lives in the end in spite the daily struggles that one may experience. Cheers.
I am alone. No kids, no man, no ex , familie left me because I am chronic ill ( colitis or , crohn ) , 41 surgery s , colectomie , abces fistula with drains. I asked; God , give me the power to survive ! 1000 thousands times non stop . I love Earth , I love Nature, and I knew this would happen on Earth. The Big Turning . A few days in a month without pain. More surgeries are coming . NO I DONT WANT TO GO TO THE HOMEFRONT 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I want to see the balance and rest on Earth , and in people , in a few years . I am 61 , fighting for my life was the only option. Your life is so important, you don’t realize it . So many people you reach, so many life energie you give. People can survive with your videos. You are a good person, with struggle s I had too ! I ask for you; God , give this struggling man the power to survive , and every obstacle banning out of his life . 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. I understand you , and I wish you from now on many good and pure energie , a good mood , a good health. And take life how it comes. Greets , 🇳🇱 Kimberley , the Netherlands 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽 Good times are coming, in 1-2 years the World gets better 🌍🌏🌎🌴🌵🌿🪴🌳🌴🌵🌿🪴🌳🌴🌵🌿🪴🌳
I appreciate the lengthy message... i hope other people read this!
Depression and anxiety ain't shit I want to die because I have an illness that makes life hell every day.
Fuck this life I fucking hate it with a passion I don't care what anyone says.
it is now time to never give up. It sounds cliche but I have had 7 hospitalizations, and in a group home on suicide watch. I have tried over 30 different medications. It may feel like it doesn't get any easier but if you do your best to get up and try , you are closer to the goal of stability. I even had pstd out of the meds I have been on due to the horrible side effects. I went from hating my life, suicidal everyday, to managing things much better. I get where you at, the problem is you need to find where you want to go, and hopefully it isn't about ending your life. You are probably defensive now thinking it won't get any easier, and I am wrong but coming from a guy that was hopeless, that did want to give up , i kept at my mental health journey and I have found success. This means you can to
Trav, BeyondBipolarBlog
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I have struggled with mental illnesses for a long time but that is nothing compared to a debilitating physical illness, now I have both. I never gave up fighting my mental illness yet I didn't get anything good from it instead now on top of that i'm physically ill. That's the reward I get for not giving up and fighting.
I really don't give a shit if things get better anymore my body is literally tired of living.
That "things get better" cliche is bull shit, I wish I would've never been born.
If you like your life despite your struggles then more power to you. I however don't see the point in struggling so much when in the end our only reward will be old age and or death.
@@TheFracturedfuture the meaning of life is finding it. Just because your time is death that should give you the benefit of finding that meaning. I do not understand the power of a physical illness for I do not have it, so I will never understand that point of view. Ultimately it is your decision. If you choose to take your own life, try to learn to find meaning in some type of social group. Lack of friends lack of happiness, can largely be countered when you try to explore by reaching out to others. It makes life much more easier than feeling isolated in your own pain. I can't tell you that life will get better, I can't tell you to not give up, I can't tell you to not take your life, but I can still try to encourage you to try to explore some kind of meaning in life. In the end it is your decision and choice to do what you want to do, and I am not here to convince you to do things you do not want to do, but from my perspective my choice is to try to reach out to you when you are in a dire situation at least try to listen to your predicament. Good luck.
Travis, BeyondBipolarBlog
@@BeyondBipolarBlog I really appreciate that. Thanks for your kind words.
@@TheFracturedfuture no problem... please comment if you have unsettled issues, most people are just looking to be listened to... i won't judge... so please reach out when things are tough. Trav
I wish i could move on from someone i love. He treat me like i dont exist he told me because i'm ugly although i have gold heart.
it sucks. I moved on from someone in 2018 and I still think about her. Been single for 8.5 years. I do hope you find who you are looking for.
Like mice on a treadmill, we work hard every day , just to struggle to make ends meet, and then wake up to do it again. Its even worse for me because i have an extremely verbally abusive husband
so sorry to hear that, i hope you find a way to leave him if its that bad, and find independence, if not seeking therapy or the right medication to help alleviate the bouts of instability in your life. Whatever you find I do hope you find relief.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog thanks😊
Damn there should be a way to post stuff like this without police showing up unless it’s really needed so people can relate
Police did show up one time actually. Not in particular cause of youtube, but because I reposted this video on facebook. Well maybe not showed up but they did make a call to the house I believe one of the two.
@ that sucks man it happened with me before
Interesting. Thanks for sharing.
Hello man i dont know if you see this or not but i really understand you. Im an ugly female and life is harder for me too. Everyday and everything is so exhausting. People will say things gets better but no they dont we just get numb to our problems and used to it. There's no day i havent think about killing myself haha im still going with the days. I hope people like us find somthing to keep themselves living or just exist until the abyss take them. Love your content. Keep going.
sometimes the best option is finding a way to numb the pain with proper medication. It isn't the way out for some people but it does ease it a bit. I hope you find ways to deal with it if therapy doesnt work if u haven't tried it try it. Sometimes it takes developing a better sense of perspective and gratitude to find what you are seeking for a better life.
The struggle is real meaningless isn't bad, but coming here to see the same bs everyday, I'm sick dude
I really hate my life, I hate my family, school is the only thing that gives me a bit of home,but I have to retake a year at school because I’ve struggled. I am from the uk and we do a level exams for university, I want to be a dentist mainly for the money and status, but now I think I want get there and I’ll be stuck with my family for ever,
hey bro, life sucks sometimes, and it sounds cliche but its better than telling people to off their life or commit suicide, but do your best to remain positive and set some goals for yourself, live day by day, and live in the moment, its hard to do sometimes so it may take more support, may take more work, may take a psychiatrist or therapist and exploring out of your comfort zone. I hope you find what you are looking for.
All of life is cope. Its the cope of individuation. You only find catharsis when you cease egoic existence either through literal death or ego dissolution through transcendentalism or meditation.
sounds pretty sigmond freudish
Why are ugly people the ones with the most beautiful soul?
hang in there. Life is tough some more than others. But I am glad you found relief through your pet. It can help tremendously when people don't care. I do hope you find faith in yourself and others that may find you broken and beaten. Maybe so your support network will grow and you can find more meaning.
What is Bipolar like? I have schizophrenia but was symptom free for 9 yr plus already. I feel schizophrenia is sometimes quite fun but everybody schizophrenia experience is unique. I talked to someone on the internet, he said he don't find it to be fun at all.
short video of depression >ua-cam.com/video/Qt49vfmPIrI/v-deo.html
I just want to be rich, supreme intellect, power, respect, love, health and happiness.
i hope you find what you are looking for!
Life is worthless, that's just a fact. In the end we die and literally nothing had any meaning. All your posession will stay here, all your money, nice things, nothing will stay. Then why even bother? If nothing matters then why bother? It doesn't even matter if you have a wife/husband, kids if you had some positive things in your life, it has no meaning whatsoever. Why help someone or be a good person if you're not even gonna be rewarded or there is literally no benefits from it. It's like the Linkin Park song "I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter". It's a hard pill to swallow, I know, but in the end everyone will realize this, one way or other.
life is what you make of it. I hope you do find some peace of mind though. It can be really difficult to live life without any hope. I've been there. If there is any sliver of faith in you, yourself, a higher power, people in general, it can very well help you feel a little more grounded. Medications, therapy, are always an option but deep down if trauma is hard to handle, just know that if you seek help, there will be people that show grace for you, so I do hope you find what you are looking for in life especially if it leads to a better quality of living.
OF COURSE LIFE IS MEANINGLESS, "EVERYONE IS A ZOMBIE UNDER THE FAIRY RED DRAGON (SATAN), AND EVERYONE'S FINAL DESTINATION IS HELL"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey I hope you find peace. It can be tough sometimes but if you believe things will get better they sure can. It doesn't feel like it now but i t can.
I know how you feel I will never know human female love
You aint missing much
Your video helped me. Thank you.
You're welcome!
How are you ugly? I understand if you have been told so, but I honestly don't think you are ugly at ALL.
a guy thinking another guy is good looking doesnt matter. Its what the women think and Ive seen from experience that when it comes to average guys there's a huge disparity in the way girls and guys see you. Girls often see average guys as ugly whereas men seem to think average guys are ok or even good looking
I'm 35, still live at home, never had a gf, only slept with 2 women, low paid job, sole breadwinner, 98% sure that I probably have bipolar.
well its best to get that checked with a psychiatrist if its inhibiting you from a decent life. I have been single 7.5 years and counting, life gets easier once you accept it and perhaps something good comes along. I hope life gets better for you as well.
There’s a God that loves u and cares for u he willl guide u and show what u need and give u utterance
agree. Hope you find hope, and guidance, live a good life.
MAN UR GOOD LOOKING NOT UGLY.
ah thank you... sometimes we are own worst critic.
stop lying dude, hes sub 5.
You’re not ugly at all.
thanks!
Then why is he single
@@AkashPrasanna-tt3tn I have no idea and that’s a really gross thing to say. I personally find him handsome and ur comment is unnecessary
Imagine you are given the option of experiencing years of pain and suffering on one hand, or on the other, no pain or suffering at all. Only a small amount of the population which enjoys suffering and pain, aka masochism, would choose to suffer. I know what I would choose. Best of luck in life and best of luck in death.
give yourself the opportunity to seek help, that is the best thing to do, and finding that is hard, but during better days, always best to look and find out cause so many do it, take their life, and people may see warning signs, but never ask if they are okay. I just hope you are doing ok and managing life today.
I talk about all of the same type of life issues and solutions here on my channel. I relate to everything your saying. Life is up and down, round and round...SBN RESONATE
i subbed your channel! take care!
Just set big goals and go for them... That's all it takes
couldn't agree more. Anything that sets the bar to move you in a better state of mind is a good thing in my book
@BeyondBipolarBlog sorry,i didn't understand Can you clarify
And please understand well my Coment and you will agree with it
Thanks for speaking out
thanks for watching. if i am communicating directly to you then I've done what I intended to. I hope you the best of life.
I was your 69th subscriber. Nice
thanks bro thanks for the support
@@BeyondBipolarBlog It's the least I can do. Thank YOU for making quality content that is authentic and relatable
It wont let me comment on you. Alex ward..I wish I was strong as you. Well done.
i wasn't always as strong... i found the right meds, developed a better sense of thought process with therapy, better social network and physical exercise... all that can really help.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog thought process therapy sounds really good. I am quite negative and its the reason I dropped out of university and unfortunately picked up a needle, which I cant break away from. I will watch some more of your videos. Glad you sound in a better place.
thank you
your welcome. I hope you find this information valuable.
Thanks man. I don't think there is any reason for life.We are made to come back. Rencarnations. But I've had 2 OBEs and we don't die. And it's great out of the body but killing yourself is not the way to go Find out what happens when we leave the body. So you can not come back out. Cheers
prison planet.
I refuse to come back to this planet
me too@@HIDHIFDB
Thanks for this follow up
You bet
You're right about life being inherently meaningless, of course it is because fundamentally it's just genetic material making copies of itself--that's what life basically is and that's what all life forms do.
Humans also have psychological lives, though. We are conscious. Any meaning in life is only what we create in our heads and cannot be pre-defined because it's likely to be at least a bit different for everyone.
So, there is no meaning--except for what we create.
Bipolaire is just a lot of action in a brain. To much impulse. I am HSP , and overstimulated in my head. Gabapentine is a good medicine for a overloaded brain. Meditation , a quiet life , with rest and peace in your head Meditation 🧘🏽♀️🧘🏽♀️🧘🏽♀️ and asking on Above ; keep asking !
thank you for your considerate remarks. You are in my prayers.
@@BeyondBipolarBlog Thank you 💕🙏🏼💕
You're still valuable bud.
appreciate it!
Life does suck. Researching to end it asap.
hang in there... hopefully you do find some relief in spite what you are going through. with time there will be a better solution instead of finding away to end your life. reaching out to someone is the first step. I don't know you but I do hope you read this message and at least try to get the support you need in order to find meaning in your life again.
I honestly think this is how the deep-state has cultivated society. Nihilism is so prevalent today. And what does black pill, nihilistic ideology afford anybody? It just ruins your life even more than it already was for an individual to imbibe such an ideology. I went through that whole phase myself and all it ever gave me was depression, drug addiction, self-loathing and hatred for everyone who was enjoying life. It comes down to a basic, fundamental acknowledgement: We are here; we are alive; you can either make the best of what you have or just crawl into a ball and die. I choose the former. Hope anyone else who is struggling can arrive at the same conclusion and find some form of happiness.
P.S. I truly believe a lot of modern science is a lie regarding the inception of mankind and Earth. I think they suppress information purposely because an intelligent, self-aware being that doesn't know what he is or why he's here is more inclined to live recklessly and hedonistically.
Because if you believe life has no meaning then you are more easy for society to control
whatever you believe I hope you guys can live a decent life and remain mentally healthy.
Bro, I know exactly what you are going through. I suffer from schizophrenia and bipolar issues myself. I've been hospitalized over twenty times. I have regret killing myself before because I already seen my future going nowhere and it revealed before my eyes. So my life is pretty much at a dead end now. I can't get a job nobody wants to hire me because I'm I'll but it's ok I'll just sit here and waste my life playing video games. If anyone can help me I appreciate it.
Hey I hope you start feeling better. This post is pretty old and right now I am in a totally different journey in regards to my mental health. Don't give up. Best option is to reach out to resources a psychiatrist support networks or hospitals for med regulation and or therapist, if alternatives get yourself courage to find peer groups to hang out with. Friends are hard to come by so I understand it can be tough when feeling low but befriending those in network of settings above could help as well. Cheers
I feel u brother same illness here I'm treated like a joke
man, you are not ugly. you are not a loser. current times is bad for all (in terms of money and mentality).
compare to others you are perfectly fine. read some schopenhauer thoughts and understand that women is not a pleasure provider at all
appreciate it. I am sure I have come to terms with it though when I am down I do think of it at times. I hope you value your life though!