GUMI "I (Love)" Original Song

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  • Опубліковано 4 чер 2012
  • www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm17373707
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  • @rachxo8256
    @rachxo8256 9 років тому +2575

    OMG
    i just noticed
    in Lie, by megurine luka, at the end of the song she says "i dont want you, i dont need you, i'll forget you" and in this song it says :i want you, i deeply need you, i wont forget you" everyone has probably noticed already but still xD

    • @aloiselectrathechangelingb1765
      @aloiselectrathechangelingb1765 9 років тому +103

      Rachel Haynie Luka And Gumi Are In Love, But Luka Cannot Accept It So She Starts A Fake RelationShip With Kaito (Circus Monster) And Luka Regrets It, They Do Love Eachother

    • @aloiselectrathechangelingb1765
      @aloiselectrathechangelingb1765 9 років тому +23

      I Found That Out, Thanks Anyway

    • @k1ll3rak17
      @k1ll3rak17 9 років тому +44

      "Lie" Like the title, she lies.

    • @k1ll3rak17
      @k1ll3rak17 9 років тому +14

      Oh and i wanted to ask if "Finale II" is related to this too, cuz' Luka sings somehow about gumi i think...

    • @sonia4et
      @sonia4et 9 років тому +18

      Killer Aki i believe that song is from the circus monster. Plus i believe it should have been gakupo and not kaito.... the song lie has a man with gathered hair (GAKUPO) while kaito has short hair... >.> *is just too much of a shipping fan lukaxgaku*

  • @melloghrynne4563
    @melloghrynne4563 7 років тому +1775

    "I've tried to understand everything, But I guess I'm just a hopeful fool" . me everytime on Math class

  • @akio_kuro
    @akio_kuro 2 роки тому +233

    Lie:
    I don't want you
    I don't need you
    I'll forget you
    It doesn't matter
    I (Love):
    I want you
    I deeply need you
    I won't forget you
    You're my sanctuary
    (sad noises)

  • @andante4904
    @andante4904 8 років тому +599

    I'm amazed he can make Gumi's English this good even though he's using her japanese voice bank

    • @my_universe1290
      @my_universe1290 Рік тому +38

      It’ll never cease to AMAZE me how before her English Voicebank was released people could manipulate the Japanese Voicebank in such a way to sound like English!
      Now that’s a level of skill I can’t even begin to understand

  • @SpadesNoir
    @SpadesNoir 10 років тому +2291

    I don't get why some people says Gumi is a stalker. When I heard Lie, I though that the point was that Luka IS in love with Gumi, but can't accept it, so she starts a fake relationship with Kaito (the one who will sing the third song, according to CircusP), and that relationship is a lie, just like everytime she says herself she doesn't love Gumi she lies to herself.
    I dunno, this is what makes the most sense to me. To me, this looks like a tragic love story, not some dark stalking thing. Has CircusP said anything about the plot of the songs? I think we need his word here to clear things up.

    • @threedevilshared
      @threedevilshared 9 років тому +81

      ***** Gumi is not stalking. WTF?

    • @aijothechibisama3236
      @aijothechibisama3236 9 років тому +158

      I agree with you! It isn't stalking, I see it more as longing and/or fighting for the one she loves.

    • @missseaweed2462
      @missseaweed2462 9 років тому +4

      threedevilshared Found you...

    • @threedevilshared
      @threedevilshared 9 років тому +3

      Laura Kim do i know you?

    • @missseaweed2462
      @missseaweed2462 9 років тому +2

      threedevilshared I'm from the other place...

  • @crzyflowrsan
    @crzyflowrsan 10 років тому +1158

    This is how i interpret the story
    Luka and Gumi are in love. Majorly in love. After listening to the outside world, however, Luka starts to think that their love isn't real love. As a result, she starts to pretend that she doesn't love Gumi. She starts lying to and ignoring Gumi. Luka then starts dating a guy to prove to the world that she's normal.
    Gumi believes and falls for everything. But, unlike Luka, she's not ready to pretend that she doesn't love her old girlfriend. She tries to keep her distance to prevent heartache, but she can't fight back and eventually starts trying to show how much she loves Luka so that Luka will love her again.
    It's really sad and also pretty realistic, but this is my interpretation.

    • @msemmavids
      @msemmavids 10 років тому +88

      And Luka's song Lie totally compliments your interpretation!!

    • @karenpaz4660
      @karenpaz4660 10 років тому +25

      Oooohhhhh I didn't get it for a sec, but now I do On Luka's Lie, I saw someone that looked similar to Gumi

    • @alexiaostrout566
      @alexiaostrout566 10 років тому +8

      That is a very interesting way to think of it, and I choose to believe that's how it actually goes. Very good job figuring this out!

    • @Raichu_chu
      @Raichu_chu 10 років тому +16

      I don't know.. In I(love), Gumi said it was a basic test and experiment so maybe Luka wanted to try going out with a girl (Gumi) and left Gumi thinking she was done with her "test" and she didn't realize until now that she actually fell in love with Gumi and doesn't want to except it. Gumi, this whole time loved her and doesn't want to see her with the guy she's right now dating and is trying to make her comeback to her. Luka doesn't want to be thought if as a lesbian is trying to push Gumi and her feelings away. That is what I think now...

    • @alexiaostrout566
      @alexiaostrout566 10 років тому +3

      I realize now... are we thinking too far into this? :P

  • @ceilingeye
    @ceilingeye 8 років тому +264

    in public: *hums along*
    alone at home: I WOOONT LEEET HIIM STEAL YOUUU FROM MEEEEEE!!

    • @hayzelnutartz
      @hayzelnutartz 8 років тому +5

      OMG SAME 😂😂😂

    • @tokyo-gy7be
      @tokyo-gy7be 4 роки тому +4

      I do be having an concert to this😂

  • @trinity1744
    @trinity1744 9 років тому +629

    I just now got the title omfg
    "I" sounds like "ai", which is Japanese for "love".
    Wow, me
    Wow.

    • @trinity1744
      @trinity1744 9 років тому +46

      Kirito Senpai No xD
      Love is in parentheses because "I" (ai) means "love". So technically the song is just "Love"
      Not exactly sure how to explain it, but hopefully you got it.

    • @PhonePastry
      @PhonePastry 8 років тому +14

      +Mimi The Queen of Trash I'm assuming its because it's supposed to be a parallel to the title of "Lie"? Lie and I woukd rhyme, and the love thing would be a nice touch.

    • @bajablastpasta
      @bajablastpasta 5 років тому

      Watashi ai kimiwa

    • @Aniimefaan
      @Aniimefaan 4 роки тому +8

      Oh shit, I’m probs reading to deep but how lie is pronounced in English we say it with an ‘I’ (or ‘eye’ if that’s easier to read/ understand) sound right? L-eye, lie. That’ sounds almost identical to ‘ai’ which has already been stated to be Japanese for love. SO ladies and gents there is love in Luka’s lie! Phonetically anyway. Like I said, I’m probs reading to deep but I wanted to share that little thought.

  • @syratsukiano5913
    @syratsukiano5913 8 років тому +520

    how to bring serious feels to a vocaloid fan: show em this shit and Lie then you will bring tears to them

    • @curseagent
      @curseagent 8 років тому +17

      I'm a Vocaloid fan and it doesn't make me cry.

    • @keksgirl0msp519
      @keksgirl0msp519 8 років тому +3

      +Biohazardous Diva-P (Diva-P) same

    • @yoursanctuary5173
      @yoursanctuary5173 8 років тому +2

      +Biohazardous Diva-P (Diva-P) yup me neither

    • @jaylen4517
      @jaylen4517 8 років тому +2

      try Ayano's Theory of Happiness. That'll bring the true feels.

    • @syratsukiano5913
      @syratsukiano5913 8 років тому +3

      +Unicorn “JaylenChanP” Wizard did you REALLY had to bring that up?

  • @seliphra2437
    @seliphra2437 8 років тому +591

    I like to think that this song and Luka's 'Lie' song are two sides of the same story. That is, their different perspectives on the same love story

    • @peepeepoopoo2100
      @peepeepoopoo2100 8 років тому +66

      That's because it is.. XD

    • @vio_m7494
      @vio_m7494 8 років тому +42

      It is, can't wait for a third part though

    • @seliphra2437
      @seliphra2437 8 років тому +17

      Well the more you know I guess xD

    • @vio_m7494
      @vio_m7494 7 років тому

      *****
      Haha. . . I recommend you leave unless you would like to disappoint yourself

    • @RinoshaIsTheWorstTrashEver
      @RinoshaIsTheWorstTrashEver 7 років тому +17

      Nikki Cobb
      The song "Lie" is the answer for this song so ofc

  • @shiranaia
    @shiranaia 8 років тому +185

    Only five seconds into the video and it gave me freakin chills.

  • @jujube95
    @jujube95 3 роки тому +131

    My interpretation to this song:
    I think it's possibly the beginning of 'Lie' and “¼”. Here’s why.
    In 'I (love)', Gumi says how she loves a girl, how she "won't let him take her away from her", how she “won’t let her do this to herself”. At the end, she also says, “I want you, I deeply need you, I won’t forget you”, which leads to the next song, ‘Lie’.
    In ‘Lie’, Luka frequently says, “I don’t want you, I don’t need you, I’ll forget you”, but proceeds 4 lines later with, “I love you”. This brings me to believe that Gumi and Luka were probably in love, but even though Gumi thought it was okay, Luka wasn’t ready to accept that she was lesbian. Luka would then proceed to get a boyfriend, Kaito, to prove to herself that she’s straight. I back this up with the line in ‘I (love)’ where Gumi says, “I won’t let you do this to yourself”. That would mean that Gumi knows Luka is lesbian, and wants Luka to “embrace” it.
    At the end of ‘Lie’, Luka says, “Maybe someday I’ll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do” and we see Gakupo in the arms of Gumi. This would lead many people to believe that she loves Gakupo and Gumi loves him too, but I believe that it’s the opposite. I think that she finally accepts that she loves Gumi and wants her to be happy after the pain that she caused her.
    Now, on to ‘¼’. Kaito goes on saying, “Was it me or, are you not feeling this feeling the same?”, indicating that he loves Luka, but that he notices that she doesn’t seem to love him. He also says, “Was I wrong, was there no you and me?”, meaning that he’s starting to realize that Luka wasn’t really into the relationship. In the second pre-chorus, he says, “Is it true, or are you not feeling this feeling the same?”, meaning that he probably heard a rumour about Luka being lebian. Finally, at the end of the song, he says, “I guess I didn’t matter to you. The worst part, I always knew”, proving that Luka wasn’t dating him because she loved him, but because didn’t want to accept that she wasn’t straight.
    That’s just my interpretation. A thought also crossed my mind… Circus-P said that these songs were inspired by his life. What if… :D

    • @bluforrestleaf
      @bluforrestleaf 2 роки тому +14

      A good guess but sadly 1/4 is actually not tied to this series. The Kaito song was actually scrapped but let’s pretend it was 1/4 lol

    • @SUS-yk2eq
      @SUS-yk2eq Рік тому +1

      Holy shit

    • @hinaychigo
      @hinaychigo 8 місяців тому

      In fact, from what I understand, they are inspired by his life. There are several songs about toxic relationships that in the end, you understand that it was just a circus-p phase And none of them are related to each other.

  • @wriann-ravyn8803
    @wriann-ravyn8803 3 роки тому +131

    i would kill to hear him remake this song in his new style

  • @user-yq2tx3ng5v
    @user-yq2tx3ng5v 8 років тому +254

    _* For some reason, this reminds me of Pearl talking about Rose and Greg._

    • @oceangal9327
      @oceangal9327 8 років тому +1

      I thought the same thing

    • @geniykandaina6950
      @geniykandaina6950 8 років тому +5

      Exactly, these are Pearl's feelings (?

    • @draxxlie8311
      @draxxlie8311 8 років тому +9

      Oh god I just realized how accurate that is

    • @acat9117
      @acat9117 7 років тому +2

      𝓐𝓵𝓫𝓲𝓸𝓷 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓸𝓵𝓵𝔂 イギリス - _HOOOOOOO SHIZ NOT THE FEELS_

    • @nutellacastle
      @nutellacastle 5 років тому +4

      oH MY GOD THAT FITS SO WELL GREAT THANKS FOR THAT I DIDN'T NEED MY HEART TO BE IN ONE PIECE ANYWAY

  • @anny9687
    @anny9687 9 років тому +1438

    _"Wanting to get noticed by senpai is like:"_

    • @artemisfolk
      @artemisfolk 9 років тому +45

      *_*Never noticing*_*

    • @anny9687
      @anny9687 9 років тому +1

      Kirito Senpai Hi!

    • @lilliklok7864
      @lilliklok7864 9 років тому +12

      Imtoolazytoofigeroutagoodnamesoiwentwiththisonebythewaywhycanievenhavethislongofanamejustwhyohgodwhy ur name tho

    • @InsaneAtTheMoment
      @InsaneAtTheMoment 8 років тому

      +Cąŧŧყ (ҡaաaɨɨ քօtatօ) your picture is perfect
      XD

    • @anny9687
      @anny9687 8 років тому

      *_>:o)_*

  • @ChickenOfAwesome
    @ChickenOfAwesome 10 років тому +289

    20 year old me, just sittin' here experiencing all the feels of 15/16 year old me...Ouchy. :(

    • @ritsunamine3434
      @ritsunamine3434 10 років тому +4

      ***** Same Here

    • @LucaRocha2012
      @LucaRocha2012 9 років тому

      Ritsu Namine Same, but i`m 14.

    • @ysera6320
      @ysera6320 9 років тому

      Himitsu Rida
      me to :3

    • @kpenner5098
      @kpenner5098 9 років тому

      ***** What do you mean?

    • @okwsian3587
      @okwsian3587 8 років тому +8

      +Nocturnal Mio (Miilady) Everyone can lives.Age doesn't matter.

  • @karendurant4535
    @karendurant4535 10 років тому +83

    Everyone's talking about a man they lost or have lost and here I am with Gumi's exact story. Im a female in love with my female best friend and have been for 3 years. She has no idea and recently she's been harming herself and has gotten involved with a bad dude, im fighting to just keep her and she keeps drifting. I can't live without her, I rely on her only for happiness. I feel you Gumi...

    • @Justdance997
      @Justdance997 10 років тому +8

      I know how it feels, and I hope everything works out for you. Though maybe you should consider letting her know your feelings, or giving her some hints. Make sure she knows that she is hurting you too.

    • @karendurant4535
      @karendurant4535 10 років тому +7

      Thank you, our relationship is complicated and shes very oblivious. Shes in a time where shes very fragile and ive been her crutch or just an arm to lean on for her. I plan to tell her sometime soon but I fear of how shell react to it..

    • @darkridr25
      @darkridr25 10 років тому +8

      Karen Durant Your fear is understandable. If you love her, be there for her, and help as you are able to. You will know the right time to tell her. When you do, don't be afraid of her reaction. It's better to know than to keep waiting and hoping. I speak from personal experience on this matter, except that I'm a guy who waited and hoped for a woman. Still, love is love, and rejection will hurt more delayed than it does immediately, no matter who it is you love.

    • @esmecristal
      @esmecristal 10 років тому +1

      I know how you feel...

    • @karmicmaster420
      @karmicmaster420 4 роки тому +5

      Never rely on people for happiness. True happiness can only happen within yourself. Everything is temporary as well as people. You can only learn to make yourself happy. When that happens, nothing you can lose will ever take that away :)

  • @ceilingeye
    @ceilingeye 8 років тому +245

    omg
    if you put both titles to gather it spells out "love lie"
    how fitting!

    • @batteryacid1
      @batteryacid1 8 років тому +6

      And if read the title up right, "I (愛)" and say it , it does I Ai XD

    • @yami_mori
      @yami_mori 8 років тому +15

      Mhm. '愛' is the symbol for 'Love', or 'Ai', and is pronounced as 'I'. So, if we want to be technically here, it's 'I (I)'... I just realized how weird that is. /Shiver

    • @celestiawinters667
      @celestiawinters667 6 років тому +25

      It could also be "I Lie", though. Either way, together, the titles make up some pretty depressing phrases.

  • @peterm5545
    @peterm5545 10 років тому +111

    *sobbing intensifies*

    • @peterm5545
      @peterm5545 6 років тому +6

      FOUR YEARS LATER and still the same

    • @nathankid76
      @nathankid76 3 роки тому +2

      @@peterm5545 *pats your back* there there.. Its ok

    • @DA_TV71
      @DA_TV71 5 місяців тому

      It’s actually sad ngl

  • @jaketheneko322
    @jaketheneko322 8 років тому +302

    "to her i'm nothing" THEN WHY DID SHE CRY FOR YOU IN LIE?????? HUHHHH??? *Cries* DONT SAY DAT T ^ T

    • @odetotano3292
      @odetotano3292 8 років тому +7

      I think she's crying because she doesn't want to leave gumi, but she is confused if she loves this dude

    • @TheSaya333
      @TheSaya333 8 років тому +51

      +Pixel Nerd its because she loves gumi but is afraid of how society frowns upon gay relationships

    • @livelaughdeftones6895
      @livelaughdeftones6895 7 років тому +7

      every time i hear this,gumi represents "me" because i love my friend (girl) more than friendship but less than relationship and i dont wanna say it to her because i know she'll leave me :') *cries*

    • @pastelgore_485
      @pastelgore_485 6 років тому

      Neo Kookie Me too

    • @khyizuku2762
      @khyizuku2762 5 років тому +2

      The song name is lie
      So luka say she don't love gumi but she lie to herself

  • @Lyriamarie03
    @Lyriamarie03 3 роки тому +32

    My interpretation of the story.
    "Lie" was about how Luka did love Gumi but wasn't ready to say she was lesbian. But unlike Gumi she was ready to admit it "I(Love)" . Gumi loves Luka deeply but knows she won't admit to it. Luka starts dating a guy who abuses her in many ways "Circus Monster" and she starts to realize she did love Gumi. But Gumi had already committed suicide before Luka finds out. So Luka tries to figure out why she doesn't see Gumi anymore and that's why she says "why are you not here?" And "I want to see you I need to see you" (in "Circus Monster") because she wanted to see Gumi. But she was already gone. Which is what makes the depressing story.

  • @sabernightk2854
    @sabernightk2854 8 років тому +210

    Has anyone noticed this kinda has the same beat and rythum as goodbye by Miku

    • @iCOOKIEmischief
      @iCOOKIEmischief 8 років тому +23

      I was wondering why it sounded so familiar.. it kind of sounds like the love child of "Lie" and
      "Goodbye"

    • @wriann-ravyn8803
      @wriann-ravyn8803 8 років тому +3

      +iCOOKIEmischief I KNOW RIGHTTTT

    • @jenniea3176
      @jenniea3176 8 років тому +3

      Your profile picture scares me.

    • @cheesedip7049
      @cheesedip7049 8 років тому +6

      Now I can hear it!
      Also, hi.

    • @tylermcmurray2232
      @tylermcmurray2232 8 років тому +26

      1) same artist
      2) technically goodbye has a similar rhythm to this cause this was released first

  • @lillzrulez
    @lillzrulez 8 років тому +74

    this song is so relatable

  • @DA_TV71
    @DA_TV71 5 місяців тому +8

    People who miss that nostalgia:
    👇

  • @tl580
    @tl580 10 років тому +138

    At first I thought she said "But I guess I'm just a hopeless foot" XD

  • @Alissi-P
    @Alissi-P Рік тому +13

    The amount of time that passed before I learned that this uses gumi's whisper and not her english is insane. Manual english game ON POINT

  • @hotaruishere2133
    @hotaruishere2133 4 роки тому +16

    Many years ago, I was in a friendship where I felt like Gumi. I really loved my best friend. I think I loved her romantically. I was so young (12~13) so it's hard for me to tell. All I can say is that she was the first and only person I've ever felt the way I did for. No relationship I've had since then has ever been anything like that friendship I had with that girl.
    A new girl came around that became friends with my friend, and I hated it. I listened to this song and always replaced "him" with "her" and pretended like I was singing the song to my old friend and the new girl who replaced me.
    The sad part was that my old friend told me about Luka's "lie" song, and that's how I found this I (love) song.
    it's been 6 years since we had that friendship breakup and I still hurt about it pretty bad. I still think about her almost every day, and hope that she's doing well.

  • @hopethynope
    @hopethynope 9 років тому +72

    Thought it was just a hopeless stool.....

  • @spookisweet
    @spookisweet Рік тому +4

    i was 8 around the time this came out. it's hard to believe it's been 11 years since then.

  • @TheDevilFamily
    @TheDevilFamily 10 років тому +84

    LukaxGumi;~;

  • @hanhnguyendoan8575
    @hanhnguyendoan8575 2 роки тому +7

    omg nostalgia

    • @DA_TV71
      @DA_TV71 5 місяців тому

      Ikr 😭

  • @sierew
    @sierew 3 роки тому +6

    After eight years, I'm here again

  • @screamy_
    @screamy_ 3 роки тому +9

    here i am many years later and i never thought id relate to “to her im nothing, we werent anything.” got damn circus you know how to make a man feel the feels

  • @Lunaloaff
    @Lunaloaff 2 роки тому +5

    I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS SONG SINCE FOREVER PFFT

  • @quietscythe5842
    @quietscythe5842 10 років тому +50

    Go Gumi!

  • @itzmarrion
    @itzmarrion 4 роки тому +8

    I need this song on spotify so i can cry w/out youtube ads !!

  • @vocaloidtrash118
    @vocaloidtrash118 8 років тому +29

    Is it bad that I can relate to this song?

  • @Sumiigumiii
    @Sumiigumiii 10 років тому +7

    I listening to this like 20 times last night just crying. Beautiful.. I miss her..

  • @Sara-lr7zn
    @Sara-lr7zn 2 роки тому +3

    M if u ever see this, I still think of us from back then, sometimes I miss you

  • @yelyahcochran232
    @yelyahcochran232 10 років тому +130

    This is exactly what i am going through except with a guy.
    "I guess I'm just a hopeless fool..."
    Those words hit really hard....if only he would love me...

    • @KatMae
      @KatMae 6 років тому +4

      Same... the guy I liked started dating this girl today, but we have so much in common... ;-;

    • @emerie.randall
      @emerie.randall 6 років тому +2

      Ikr I like this girl but she likes this guy.

    • @thunderousapplause4987
      @thunderousapplause4987 5 років тому

      ... *stares at a wall*
      "Wtf am I doing...?"

    • @1jade6
      @1jade6 3 роки тому

      Hey I know you said this 6 years ago, but how are you two doing now?

  • @kayee__555
    @kayee__555 10 років тому +75

    I love this song BTW..Here's the music storyline:
    1: I(Love)
    2:Lie
    3:Circus Monster
    4:Finale II

    • @foodllover1
      @foodllover1 10 років тому +37

      Actually, Circus Monster and Finale have nothing to do with Lie or I (Love). The series that Lie and I (Love) is, is a trilogy. The creator is making the newest installment which features kaito as the singer.

    • @KisshuKisshuFUSION
      @KisshuKisshuFUSION 10 років тому +3

      foodllover1 There's going to be a third song?

    • @foodllover1
      @foodllover1 10 років тому +8

      KisshuKisshuFUSION yup! circus or matt or cheezits, however you want to call him is making the song. Nobody knows any details about the song, other than that it is the final song in the trilogy.

    • @kayee__555
      @kayee__555 10 років тому +7

      How I didn't know that... '•_•

    • @KisshuKisshuFUSION
      @KisshuKisshuFUSION 10 років тому +2

      Awesome!

  • @luminouscore
    @luminouscore 6 років тому +4

    oddly enough i can really relate to these lyrics.
    the person who i was best friends for a long time, well, i ended up falling in love with her. almost to the point of being obsessed. however, here's the catch; she loved someone else so much more than me. she was obsessed with him, more than she'll ever be with me. she knows i love her, i've told her before and she's told me she loves me as well, however i doubt it. no matter how many times i ask, no matter how many times i tell her to be honest, it's always the same response. "i love you, i'm being honest!'
    but i can't feel her love. i cannot feel the sincerity in her words. she says i'm on her mind a lot, but i fucking doubt it. she's always so obsessed with texting that dumbass everyday, and they break up and get back together a whole fucking lot. i hate that guy. the mention of his name, his appearance, his voice... every single thing makes me pissed. it makes my stomach turn. it makes me want to go on a god damn rampage. she's never worried about me, always worried about him. always wants to talk to him, always focusing on him, always so fucking desperate to just text him. no, they do not know each other in real life. they met online. yes, i know her in real life.
    she cries only for him. and yes, though i may seem selfish of me to say this, but i just want her to be worried for once and cry for me. not for him. not because they got into some dumb fucking argument. not because he's upset.i keep my mouth shut, i do things on my own, i handle my own problems, i avoid causing anything between us and i've done this for so god damn long. it's stressful. it's created anger and rage for me.
    i do everything for her. i worry for her, i offer to give her help, i'm always by her side when she asks for me, i'm always trying to make sure she's doing fine and she's safe. feels like i've been taken advantage of, though. like i was some tool,
    just some useful stool.
    that's my fault, of course. it's my fault for allowing these things to happen to me. why? because this entire time i could've stood up for myself, but i continued to sugarcoat shit and allow her to take over me and influence my choices. fucking hell.
    it feels like i'm nothing to her, after all she's never concerned about me.
    she says that the guy she talks to, which we'll call him a god damn squash, is sooooo strong because he's gone through so much! that he's so advaaanccceeed and smarrrtt. oh yes, now that really pissed me off. i still remember the day when she told me he was actually really smart and advanced and kept putting me off and implying that i was stupid compared to him.
    sure, i'll admit i may not be all that smart or talented educationally. i may not be fucking albert einstein. but i don't think knowledge that has to do with education makes one smart, but their self-awareness and awareness in general of reality. not because they could fucking solve 2+2 at one month old as a baby. sure, that's advanced, but that's not what always makes a person knowledgeable. it is their perception of the world, being aware of what's surrounding them, being able to be realistic in situations, apply logic and be rational, etc.
    but hey, you know what?
    he doesn't live up to my standards of "advanced"
    but regardless, i don't give a fuck if someones advanced or not, that doesn't make up their personality. it's them who makes up who they are.
    fuck you and your dumbass bullshit about "OMG HE'S ADVANCED AND SUPER STRONG HE';S GONE THROUGH SO MUCH POOR BABY AND HE CRIED WITH ME IN A VOICE CALL"
    yeah, fuck you.
    now hear me out, i know i said i love her but i do. it's just... this all pisses me off. of course i'm fucking angry. of course i'm saying these things. i've gone so off track now but guess this is my rant of the day, youtube.
    not even done yet, though. haha, surprise.
    and then she says that nobody loves her. what?... WHAT...? i express my love for you a lot, but you don't even do that to me. instead, you push me away for him. you love him so much. you want him so much. fine, it doesn't even matter if you love him. i just wish you'd be honest and sincere with me. i just wish you'd understand. it's so hard to talk to you, so hard to do anything for or with you.
    i love you, but do you love me? or do you just love the pleasure?
    i'll just have to move on and find someone else. it's hard, but it's time to put mind over matter.
    love ya, but i know we wouldn't have a good future together anyways lol

  • @Laurakate64
    @Laurakate64 11 років тому +2

    Also in the part where Gumi says, "I won't give up, I won't surrender." And Luka says something along the lines of, "Why are you still here? I know you're not that strong."

  • @catbroke1797
    @catbroke1797 7 років тому +243

    HOW do you understand feelings so well you are a GUY and you have written DEEP AND MEANINGFUL SONGS ABOUT LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS I MEAN HOW I don't even know. The world needs more people like you out there, Circus-P. And less people like the mistakes we have running for president here in the states.

    • @Kai-yh6js
      @Kai-yh6js 7 років тому +24

      Elizabeth Frost I always just considered that he may be gay (NO OFFENSE INTENDED) which makes him understand homosexual relationships better. and yes I agree we need more circuses

    • @mistraven8234
      @mistraven8234 7 років тому +85

      Elizabeth Frost One doesn't specifically need to be a homosexual female or guy just to understand the feeling of loving another of the same gender. If you understand love itself, you can understand the feelings of someone in love, no matter who they are in love with. Guys can understand it just as well as women. I get your point though, for me as a guy, for when I write a story, to understand or even come up with the female point of view, because I've never experienced it. I can't understand what I've never experienced. Some have that capability though which is amazing.

    • @blopp895
      @blopp895 6 років тому +1

      Kawaii Kyla your right about the president part :P

    • @aWERFRGT6545BGFG
      @aWERFRGT6545BGFG 6 років тому +14

      dont be sexist guys can think like girls too..well guys can think like anyway they want same with girls lets actually not call it a girls view cause thats also sexist
      equality

    • @catdacat5863
      @catdacat5863 2 роки тому +3

      @@aWERFRGT6545BGFG Saying there's a mild difference in how genders think- and how gay couples may experience things differently- isnt sexist, lol.

  • @15_heidune72
    @15_heidune72 Рік тому +5

    Remake this with Gumi English. The best English Vocaloid.

  • @XboxAxisII
    @XboxAxisII 2 роки тому +3

    10 years late YT, this just got in my recommended

  • @yolandalatouche4254
    @yolandalatouche4254 4 роки тому +2

    This song makes me feel so many things that I felt in my love life.
    It is amazing and heartbreaking at the same time.
    The pain Gumi feels brings her into a continuous spiral in which she can't and won't escape until her love is reciprocated. She knows she was used but she does not care because to her it is better to fight for the thing you love than weep and succumb to grief/ rejection. Thank you for uploading

  • @lunakuzuki4506
    @lunakuzuki4506 8 років тому +71

    ..l... This creepily matches the situation I'm in...
    I have a crush on this girl, I've told her how I felt and she accepts it. She is bisexual. She calls us "crushing buddies". Friendzoned, amirite? ._. Anyway, she's been spending a lot of time with this guy. He obviously has a crush on her. Which, uh, matches the line "I won't let him steal you from me". I feel the need to tell her how I'm feeling... But what if she gets mad?

    • @bibistein8387
      @bibistein8387 8 років тому +3

      I think you should tell her or else you'll probably regret it later

    • @TheKayKaos
      @TheKayKaos 8 років тому +5

      I know that feel. Except in my case, she knew my feelings and said she loved me too and then she started dating a guy. And she would get depressed over him before they were dating and hurt herself and I would always try to be there for her and help her, but I couldn't. Because I wasn't him.

    • @lunakuzuki4506
      @lunakuzuki4506 8 років тому +6

      Update for you friendly people:
      She's not ready for a relationship. She wants to like both me and the other dude. It's hard, but unless she decides on something, I'll just have to let go.

    • @taylorbabineaux5720
      @taylorbabineaux5720 8 років тому +2

      +Luna Kuzuki why not have a polyamorous relationship?

    • @lunakuzuki4506
      @lunakuzuki4506 8 років тому +7

      +Grimm Reaper Eh, I dunno... I can't take it much longer, plus I can't stand him. He's such a Mary Sue.

  • @coltonfleming3192
    @coltonfleming3192 10 років тому +14

    This is quite beautiful, Gumi knows Luka loves her and Luka knows Gumi loves her, Gumi is trying to keep Luka from lying to herself and save her from a depression

  • @fluffywaffles83
    @fluffywaffles83 3 роки тому +9

    This song will always have a special place in my heart. I have exactly felt this. I have loved her and hoping she would leave this abusive man. But I wasn't enough and eventually i just had to let it go. She knew how I felt but she couldn't leave him. I still love her and think about her. I hope she finds she is more worthy than that piece of sh*t guy she's with. I was more than ready to show her at the time. LOL I love how i'm venting randomly on a UA-cam video. This was years ago that I felt that strongly for her. Now I'm with this beautiful man who sees my worth. I love him to pieces, so I'm in a better place now. Anyways, lovely song. I love the emotional swings you feel throughout the song. the Lyrics hit you so hard.

  • @Jakabii
    @Jakabii 7 років тому +28

    part 3 plz. I need to know how this ends

  • @griffinhale839
    @griffinhale839 10 років тому +14

    This is so sad. I don't know the authors intentions, but when I hear this I think of a child and the attention and love she wishes she could get from her neglectful mother. A lot of children in those situations believe their parent to be a victim and that they need to "save" them.

    • @kipechawolfeortiz8791
      @kipechawolfeortiz8791 2 роки тому

      As someone who's been forced to do exactly that, ouch, motherfuckers. 😅😂😂

  • @HaloAdmiral
    @HaloAdmiral 10 років тому +15

    This has happened to me before *tears up*

  • @kimberlypascua8020
    @kimberlypascua8020 2 роки тому +4

    My interpretation of this song:
    The author's obsession or overwhelming love towards somebody.

  • @sasukegurl10
    @sasukegurl10 10 років тому +5

    I remember when I was practically living this somg for a while, This song kept me strong through that time though. I will always love it

  • @rakuinqura
    @rakuinqura 11 років тому +6

    As a person who always fells for girls, I gotta say that loving a girl is something really different than loving a boy. Love is love in every form, but when you fall for someone who you are not supposed to love that way, the feelings often don't even reach the other person, because we do our best not to let them out. When people compare boy and girl relationships to girl relationships saying they are the same thing, it makes me rather sad. That's why I fell in love with these two songs.

  • @CuteLitteBat
    @CuteLitteBat 7 років тому +147

    Give this a few listens, it starts to sound very much like a calm yandere song. XDD

    • @swarmrecord9420
      @swarmrecord9420 7 років тому +4

      I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      I JUST CAME FROM SOME TT ANIMATION WHERE YOU WERE THERE IN THE COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!
      YOU LISTEN TO VOCALOID SONGS?!!!!!!!
      ANOTHER SV/VOCALOID FAN?!!!!!!!!!!!
      I NEED TO STOP HOLDING THE SHIFT KEY DOWN!!!!!!! AND USING SO MANY EXCLAMATION MARKS!!!!!
      And yes it does.

    • @CuteLitteBat
      @CuteLitteBat 7 років тому +2

      Nice to see you again. Yeah, I'm into Vocaloid too, I'm actually a Taito and Oliver RP-er and I have an entire playlist dedicated to vocaloid songs I like.

    • @swarmrecord9420
      @swarmrecord9420 7 років тому +2

      *incoherent shrieking*
      YAAAY
      That is so cool
      I have a playlist of cool music which is like 80% Vocaloid

    • @CuteLitteBat
      @CuteLitteBat 7 років тому +1

      Awesome.

    • @miyakotsukiko467
      @miyakotsukiko467 7 років тому +1

      Observer TribeTwelve it iiiis

  • @izayahemerald2070
    @izayahemerald2070 4 роки тому +9

    Just saying, I remember when I first listened to this many years ago when I first started listening to Vocaloid, and I deadass believed this was Gumi's English bank at the time, and did believe that for a long time. Circus did wonders with her voicebank, for real.

  • @jessicabelinario164
    @jessicabelinario164 2 роки тому +2

    Years after I'll go back to this song

  • @mochicat5164
    @mochicat5164 9 років тому +4

    (#tw #feelings #ranting)
    The thing is, I used to listen to Lie and this song all the time, and I had no idea why the heck I liked these songs. They were tragic and deep with emotion, and I couldn't really relate. Yet, I still listened to the songs. Now I know why I still love them.
    It makes me think of me, not the past me who thought she was perfect, but the situation I'm in now.
    Magnet, Lie, and they all made me think of one person, yet I brushed it off. I had feelings for another... Right?

  • @Claudriel
    @Claudriel 11 років тому +6

    Luka (Lie): I don't want you, I don't need you, I'll forget you.
    Gumi (I Love): I want you, I 'deeply' need you, I won't forget you.

  • @romalovi98
    @romalovi98 4 роки тому +5

    I used to think I was Luka. But I’ve come to appreciate Gumi’s perspective. It’s hopeless and yet I’m still here.

  • @Potato-sg6qr
    @Potato-sg6qr 5 років тому +1

    Gumi and her amazing voice with songs like these always leave me shook.

  • @cheesysmurf7549
    @cheesysmurf7549 9 років тому

    This is amazing! I love it, I listen to this on loop. Well done xoxo

  • @iziahbushghostwithguns7217
    @iziahbushghostwithguns7217 10 років тому +15

    I should had helped and not run away... I need to be forgiven, love

  • @novalocke3962
    @novalocke3962 6 років тому +3

    I've seen this song for years, but never clicked. I dont know why and I heavily regret it now cuz this song is BEYOND BEAUTIFUL

  • @ashenkingslayer
    @ashenkingslayer 10 років тому +15

    Why is it that Kaito is the suspect in this.
    Watch the video for "lie". You will see Gakupo.
    Speaking of Kaito, why is it that he ALWAYS screws everything up?
    Really.
    Especially in the seven deadly sins series.

  • @bakeryssoul
    @bakeryssoul 11 років тому

    I just love your background music!!

  • @zee.bakutwice
    @zee.bakutwice 3 місяці тому +4

    this and lie by luka were one of my first introductions to toxic yuri 🙏

  • @NeriniexChan
    @NeriniexChan 10 років тому +18

    OMG you write the best songs for them ^,^

  • @DisappearingBunny
    @DisappearingBunny 11 років тому +1

    I love you, I'm so glad that you're back. I've missed you very much. I can't even say I know you, and I have no idea how long you've been back, but I'm very glad! After that account was deleted i was so sad and vocaloid faded away for me. I heard that you were doing so well on Nico and even your song Circus Monster made it so big! I remembered watching the process and thinking, wow that's so cool! And now you have so much respect--well im so proud of you! Welcome back!

  • @kora4137
    @kora4137 8 років тому +2

    circus-P you are incredible. congrats on ten thousand stars! it's amazing!

  • @bajablastpasta
    @bajablastpasta 5 років тому +3

    I wanna give her a hug..
    I can give the sad ppl hugs to

  • @Moodyslime400
    @Moodyslime400 7 років тому +38

    Is this song the counterpart for Lie?

  • @kaf5345
    @kaf5345 8 років тому

    Love the artwork

  • @lanai8836
    @lanai8836 7 років тому +2

    I know this is such an old song, running 5 years now, but I've listened to it so much and I can relate to both sides - so I guess this my interpretation of the two songs.
    Gumi's "I (Love)" is kind of the devil on your shoulder when going through an emotional separation, what you want to say to the other person in the relationship/friendship. But you keep it all bottled in, you want to put on a front that you're happy for them and that you'll move on.
    Luka's "Lie" is the front you put on during this time. That you're going to move on as well, that they should go, that you don't love them anymore.

  • @alibabamokursken4296
    @alibabamokursken4296 5 років тому +3

    so old, so good.

  • @obsessedblood6608
    @obsessedblood6608 10 років тому +4

    I hope someone makes an mv for this, just as they did for lie it was beautiful. This song is magnificent

  • @paulandtammyrubner8419
    @paulandtammyrubner8419 6 років тому

    they give many thought to these songs and nobody realizes the story between this song and "lie" that is there in our faces and the story is compelling and it may not be based on anything but it is amazing never the less and the fact of then drawing a bridge between two different songs is extraordinarily magnificent.

  • @nikkibikki64
    @nikkibikki64 10 років тому

    i just love the line "we're perfect together" it has so much emotion packed into it... and by a program too! ;-; how do they convey such feels so perfectly?

  • @DrFeelGoood
    @DrFeelGoood 8 років тому +212

    I need a video of this song set to videos of Pearl and Rose

    • @zmlkni9842
      @zmlkni9842 8 років тому

      yess

    • @chai_again
      @chai_again 8 років тому

      Y E S

    • @DrFeelGoood
      @DrFeelGoood 8 років тому

      +LCA Ever After High yeah

    • @cammy1349
      @cammy1349 8 років тому +8

      I see it, but at the same time it doesn't really suit them. This story is about Luka denying that she's in love with Gumi bc she's scared of being seen as a lesbian, so she breaks up with Gumi and gets a boyfriend to try and feel "normal". Rose was actually in love with Greg, and probably never in love with Pearl.

    • @DrFeelGoood
      @DrFeelGoood 8 років тому +5

      Curly McJensenpants yeah i know that but at least this song is like pearl's point of view. I know Luka's song doesn't fit Rose well, but I was talking about THIS song. Btw love your profile pic

  • @yuuubbles
    @yuuubbles 7 років тому +56

    May I ask which comes first...? Lie or this song? Or can either one be first?
    Sorry I'm a fluffin' scrub.

    • @hugeswingingballs
      @hugeswingingballs 7 років тому +1

      I think this one comes first

    • @hugeswingingballs
      @hugeswingingballs 7 років тому +28

      no wait lie comes first nvm

    • @mountainmoth
      @mountainmoth 7 років тому +2

      They're kinda happening at the first time.

    • @yuuubbles
      @yuuubbles 7 років тому +3

      Mountainmoth Ah, alright. I assumed I Love came first, since like, GUMI steals Luka's man to protect Luka from him? Luka talks about GUMI taking her dude in Lie.

  • @shelleylamacchia5849
    @shelleylamacchia5849 7 років тому

    This song is so beautiful!

  • @Ren-qq6ux
    @Ren-qq6ux 5 років тому

    This is still one of my favorite pieces! ❤

  • @jashmalnegro8120
    @jashmalnegro8120 10 років тому +4

    you're being crazy Gumi.

  • @shadowangel189
    @shadowangel189 10 років тому +8

    I love the chorus.. Well I love all the parts! ^.^

  • @neythenopew6733
    @neythenopew6733 2 роки тому

    Thanks you for this beautiful & emotional song I love it !

  • @ashwalker7698
    @ashwalker7698 8 років тому

    I just fell very deeply in love with this song.

  • @leahwillett2218
    @leahwillett2218 9 років тому +72

    has the third song in this series come out yet?

    • @leahwillett2218
      @leahwillett2218 9 років тому +32

      *****
      _that's not the third one, everyone says it's not. circus monster is a song on its own._

    • @leahwillett2218
      @leahwillett2218 9 років тому +3

      *****
      _ah, thank you_

    • @amelietanasi6282
      @amelietanasi6282 9 років тому +5

      Why's it Kaito? shouldn't it be Gakupo?

    • @alyssad.6027
      @alyssad.6027 9 років тому +9

      Kaiko Megurine its whatever Circus-P wants it to be.

    • @ou81290211
      @ou81290211 9 років тому +7

      Kaiko Megurine Circus-P officially announced on his tumblr that the third part would feature Kaito: circusp.tumblr.com/post/51895400745/when-is-the-3rd-song-for-lie-i-love-going

  • @nathankid76
    @nathankid76 3 роки тому +5

    Who else has almost cried to this song thinking about how much your not enough for the person you love? 🖐️

  • @finleygray417
    @finleygray417 6 років тому

    This is beautiful... 💗

  • @franaraya5533
    @franaraya5533 7 років тому

    god I cant stop listening to this song I love it

  • @nonexistent1196
    @nonexistent1196 5 років тому +3

    this reminds me of some stuff and when i first heard this i thought of it and started bawling my eyes out but it helps in a strange way...
    thanks vocacircus :)

  • @TDIPrincessCourtney
    @TDIPrincessCourtney 10 років тому +3

    Contrasting many comments before me, this scares me. I relate endlessly with the original song because I can't stand my relationship and it makes me sick every time I remember that I haven't ended it yet because I'm spineless, and a reaction like this is exactly why I'm so hesitant. It's not healthy and it's eating away at me more and more every day and I can't stand it anymore.

  • @larac.2339
    @larac.2339 11 років тому

    Beautiful!!!

  • @jmk651
    @jmk651 7 років тому

    Just came across this song today...and I'm already hooked to it. Yay for me!

  • @peppermintzi
    @peppermintzi 8 років тому +3

    This is heaven

  • @valxena9640
    @valxena9640 8 років тому +16

    I can''t wait for the third song with KAITO to come out! I'm so excited!!

    • @IkaMusume813
      @IkaMusume813 8 років тому

      So excited!!! X3

    • @fanmaquina2738
      @fanmaquina2738 8 років тому

      ...what?

    • @valxena9640
      @valxena9640 8 років тому

      Fan maquina "I (Love)" with Gumi is the second song in the series. There are going to be three songs total. The first song was "Lie" with Luka. The third song is going to feature KAITO and doesn't have a confirmed title yet.

    • @valxena9640
      @valxena9640 8 років тому +1

      *****
      Circus Monster isn't related to the other two songs, it is a stand-alone song from what I can tell.
      Lie is about Luka trying to be with KAITO, but being in love with Gumi, and she expresses how her love for KAITO is a lie. I (Love) is about how Gumi is trying to "save" Luka from lying to herself and to give up on KAITO and be with her.
      The third song is supposedly going to be a take on KAITO's view and how he feels watching the girl that he cares about being taken from him, etc etc.
      I read that these songs were part of a trilogy, but I apologize, because I can't remember where I read it.

    • @valxena9640
      @valxena9640 8 років тому

      *****
      But, of course, you are certainly welcome to believe whatever you wish to about them! I think connecting Circus Monster to these songs is actually a pretty interesting thought!
      I *am* just a simple internet-goer, and I am in no way trying to convince you to believe me or anything like that. I just though I'd clarify what I said before since you asked. :)

  • @jupiter7096
    @jupiter7096 10 років тому +2

    This song makes me feel thoes feels...

  • @Maya-ds7zz
    @Maya-ds7zz 11 років тому

    I love this so much. Beautiful TvT