I wrote a song… why do i exist?.. / Zevia

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  • Опубліковано 21 гру 2024

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  • @Red_Queen1119
    @Red_Queen1119 3 роки тому +839

    I just wanted to say thank you for writing music like this because you understand how it feels to feel this way . Your music is everything to me and I am currently in tears rn because your voice is so beautiful and I love you . So thank you again rn is a hard time for me especially since I had a hard childhood then for me to grow up an go through the same thing all over

  • @Ivah-
    @Ivah- 3 роки тому +481

    If depression gets the best of me,
    Till death frees me,
    Why do I exist...
    My best song ever, ♥️

  • @chantillucas-meek7347
    @chantillucas-meek7347 3 роки тому +320

    I bet you never thought you'd have a 50 yr old Mom who loves your talent. You're very good. You remind me of my daughters whom I miss so terribly. Dont stop singing. Please.

    • @Belloo00033
      @Belloo00033 3 роки тому +1

      Where are ur daughters :)

  • @ateshagafoor3986
    @ateshagafoor3986 3 роки тому +302

    I'm over
    Because I'm a loner
    My pain is my closure
    Why do I exist?
    😔

  • @KnightKiraMusic
    @KnightKiraMusic 3 роки тому +120

    Your songs can be felt, hurt and loved at the same time ❤

  • @gargisharma2089
    @gargisharma2089 3 роки тому +65

    "What happens if I stay
    No promise I'll be okay
    Coz life can get hard
    And it tears me apart"...
    ✨✨✨

  • @amaboss1224
    @amaboss1224 3 роки тому +50

    Damnn can feel it , this is Gold ...Therapy session for free 🖤

  • @leemar9780
    @leemar9780 3 роки тому +45

    Your voice is an angel, I hope you get the fame you deserve 😭🖤🖤

  • @euphorja856
    @euphorja856 3 роки тому +46

    If there is one thing that keeps me going despite frustration and pain, it is your voice.
    - Zevia

    • @ImagineInn
      @ImagineInn 6 місяців тому

      Right? Why she is so perfect in sad songs...

  • @mollyetmoiria.298
    @mollyetmoiria.298 2 роки тому +2

    Your music is not only your therapy but ours as well. You are helping everyone who listens to you. LOVE !!

  • @noneya7297
    @noneya7297 2 роки тому +4

    40 years ago this was me. Everything was so dark, an uncertain. I ran it hard with drugs & other unsavory behavior. I didn’t care I pretty much raised myself from the age of 8. Today life is beautiful, not perfect, but mostly filled with happiness. Best of love to you little one 🥰♥️

  • @brooklyn3647
    @brooklyn3647 3 роки тому +21

    your songs remind me that i’m not alone. i love you so much.

  • @ЭлинаМ-г2ж
    @ЭлинаМ-г2ж 2 роки тому +8

    lyrics:
    Pale lips
    Bags under my eyes
    Alone after midnight
    Too numb to cry
    No friends
    At least I can pretend that everyone loves me
    Except that's a lie
    0:44
    [Verse]
    What happens when I die?
    Will people take their time shedding their tears?
    Or did I waste all my years?
    What happens if I stay
    No promise I'll be okay
    'Cause life can get hard
    And it tears me apart
    1:54
    [Outro]
    Bruises
    Wounds behind my back
    From people who stabbed me
    With hate in their eyes
    I'm over
    Because I'm a loner
    My pain is my closure
    Why do I exist?

  • @rayenedjemani756
    @rayenedjemani756 3 роки тому +8

    I'm a writer and i feel every word you say , write , sing and i'm blessed to end up on your channel to witness art you speak .

  • @lavontemcleod6358
    @lavontemcleod6358 3 роки тому +8

    Your songs mean so much to me. It's like you've found the words I've been looking for to describe just exactly how my mind goes

  • @vali0618
    @vali0618 3 роки тому +21

    This is so underrated!! You have such a talent :))

  • @irisfehr674
    @irisfehr674 3 роки тому +3

    I wish I could give you a hug and hold you until you feel better. I know how hard it is but everyone goes through there own pain differently. You have so much strength to go through this every day. I’m here for you

  • @ricks7093
    @ricks7093 3 роки тому +3

    Again such powerful music from you! Have fought depression for 50 years. Somehow i keep on existing, some days easier than others. Thank you for sharing your talent ,soul, and heart!

    • @d_rl4348
      @d_rl4348 3 роки тому

      Hope everything will get better, I wish you the best.

  • @ebnolan3856
    @ebnolan3856 3 роки тому +3

    Such honest, raw, hauntingly beautiful lyrics. After I lost my middle sister, for some reason I was able to put words together when I couldn’t before. It was MY THERAPY! So I understand your therapy. It prayerfully will keep you here for many more year’s!

  • @mustafabashir3950
    @mustafabashir3950 3 роки тому +2

    This song hits hard relating to most of the lyrics and she basically describes my entire existence and I'm sorry to anyone feeling this feeling but it's good to know I'm not alone

  • @samiammylife9994
    @samiammylife9994 3 роки тому +7

    I honestly connect with your music so much🖤

  • @venom-er3nz
    @venom-er3nz 3 роки тому +6

    You sang everything I have been feeling.
    I can understand and feel you.
    I needed this song.
    thankyou for creating it. 🖤

  • @Iluvslimshady17
    @Iluvslimshady17 3 роки тому +6

    You are truly talented, I’m so proud of you! this song literally touched my heart 💕

  • @puff9547
    @puff9547 3 роки тому +3

    You're song's are so relatable!!! You're song's are like shoulders which i can lean on when I'm sad!!!

  • @myrtheloyen4520
    @myrtheloyen4520 3 роки тому +1

    bruh I finally found an artist that sings about all the feelings I feel

  • @danicagelit4258
    @danicagelit4258 3 роки тому +2

    Thank You Zevia you're freeing my soul from the pain.🥀

  • @kamalal-helou6475
    @kamalal-helou6475 3 роки тому +8

    You indeed have a lovely voice and your music is so profound.

  • @JAZZiiEheartsyoohx3
    @JAZZiiEheartsyoohx3 2 роки тому +1

    got covid, in isolation, and listening to this on repeat to keep me from going insane ❤️ thank you for such sincere songwriting

  • @shakiraizzme30
    @shakiraizzme30 3 роки тому +2

    wow this is such an amazing song just like all your others, you are so talented not only musically but understanding all of those people out there who feel the same way, i have never felt so connected to any other artist until i heard your music so thank you.

  • @karmaticlykorrect4570
    @karmaticlykorrect4570 3 роки тому +3

    What an amazing voice! So beautifully wriiten for all those feeling lost and broken. We are never alone in our journey of struggles!!

  • @mirasafiyya4376
    @mirasafiyya4376 3 роки тому +10

    I'm really liked your song so much. that I cried..May you success on your career and keep making songs!❤️✨

  • @sarahalshuaibi2345
    @sarahalshuaibi2345 3 роки тому +1

    i just wanna say that i feel like ur speaking to me and ur saing things i thought no one could possibly say to me cuz no one really no how i actually feel .........so thank u
    hope u can get through whatever is going on with u cuz these words dont come out out of nothing .....i know how u feel just by seeing or hearing what u feel cuz i feel it too
    so good luck buddy

  • @samuelholmes3744
    @samuelholmes3744 2 роки тому

    Your music inspires me a young male age 23. Every night I feel so down but your voice and lyrics always lifts me up and try to remember I’m not the only one feeling completely numb and lost.

  • @kenmakozume990
    @kenmakozume990 3 роки тому +6

    Your songs have helped me relize some people feel the same way I do and have the same questions as me thank you for saving my life

  • @arib8393
    @arib8393 3 роки тому

    You have captured the essence of what people feel , the way you explain and write your lyrics is absolutely beautiful and realistic. Thank you for your music , its helped more than you know ♡

  • @isabelsaldivar5237
    @isabelsaldivar5237 3 роки тому +1

    Your music is everything that explains my life, go through a rough childhood and living it until this day, ready to give up and end it all but you try to stay strong and smile hoping it will all change one day, just one day you pray it will change 😭

  • @jackiememorylane
    @jackiememorylane 3 роки тому +1

    Your worthy and special. No matter how life can be difficult never lose hope because good things are on it’s way. I understand that life can feel like crap from time to time but you know what that’s how we grow and become stronger. There are people who love and appreciate you even if you don’t feel or see it. Remember you have a purpose and that’s why you exist❤️

  • @moorosi_bohlokoa
    @moorosi_bohlokoa 3 роки тому +2

    I listen to this every single day ...... I'm 13 years old and I can relate to every word .......I'm have a hard time in life ..I'm losing all hope ,giving up ......I'm just so tired 😫

  • @alonnababe682
    @alonnababe682 3 роки тому +1

    Ur music helps me in so many ways I’m 13 and feel like I’m ready to go already but i feel so emotional about everything rn and ur music is helping me so much rn

  • @s.bxbbbyy8109
    @s.bxbbbyy8109 3 роки тому +88

    it hit right in the moment, right when i feel like leaving💔

  • @babyatinyarii2410
    @babyatinyarii2410 3 роки тому +2

    Exactly the same situation now. Thanks you for writing all these masterpieces ❤️

  • @Amber.S24
    @Amber.S24 3 роки тому +2

    So much talent and emotion. Your music gives me inspiration. Thank you🖤

  • @ells-z8t
    @ells-z8t 3 роки тому +2

    I love your music!!! I relate and it’s so nice that someone else knows🖤🖤

  • @chrispattison3730
    @chrispattison3730 3 роки тому

    You get it please don't ever stop being you, you're amazing!

  • @Babygirl-eg3hm
    @Babygirl-eg3hm 3 роки тому +5

    Just amazing, such a beautiful voice, keep it up luv🖤

  • @jennamanarino6712
    @jennamanarino6712 3 роки тому

    Keep doing you. This will definitely take you somewhere. You have a gift

  • @jmorgan5748
    @jmorgan5748 3 роки тому +1

    Say... Your songs describe so much of my hurt and my true true feelings.My son was murdered 4 yrs ago and f.... It still hurts, and I'm tired.

  • @pazherrero4785
    @pazherrero4785 3 роки тому +1

    Thank you so much Zevia💖

  • @Yara-sj3ip
    @Yara-sj3ip 3 роки тому +4

    So in love with your music, I need this on Spotify🥺❤️

  • @karlseg
    @karlseg 3 роки тому +1

    Describes my high school journey. Thank you for the beautiful song and keep doing you.

  • @YukthaSGowda-gs3ro
    @YukthaSGowda-gs3ro 3 роки тому +3

    I LOVE YOU ZEVIA 😭😭😭😭U UNDERSTAND ME SOOOO WELLL 🥺THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING ALL THESE WONDERFUL SONGS U WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SUPPORT. LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER 🥺💗

  • @fillerschreiberfamily5213
    @fillerschreiberfamily5213 3 роки тому +4

    Beautiful.. I relate way to much

  • @TearsyDNL
    @TearsyDNL 3 роки тому +1

    o-o you have become my favorite artist, and I mean that, your songs have helped me overcome a lot of pain and stress. o-o please keep it up

  • @jasminetapia5593
    @jasminetapia5593 3 роки тому

    I'm honestly in the worst place I've ever been in my life and I have stumbled across this gem. You will save a lot of lives. Ive never been able to put some of these things I've been feeling into words and here are these beautifully written songs about exactly of what I'm feeling inside that I can't seem to figure out how to get out. Singing theses songs help me get them out. 💕

  • @heyy9691
    @heyy9691 3 роки тому +2

    I just want this song on Apple music & Spotify like I love this song as soon as I heard it cause is so relatable and so good! Thank you for making this song ❤️

  • @frankwill8073
    @frankwill8073 3 роки тому +2

    Another wonderful masterpiece of song writing and such a beautiful voice, you are a very special talent.
    The growing number of subscribers are so much the richer for having discovered your channel.
    I wish you all the best for your future ❤❤❤

  • @yogeshparihar1708
    @yogeshparihar1708 3 роки тому

    Zevia your words describe what my heart is filled with but there's no one whom it can let out, your voice gives me comfort that there's someone who understands how it feels, i love you zevia please never stop writing & i hope your smile never fades away...❤️

  • @alinaastacio5392
    @alinaastacio5392 3 роки тому

    this IS FIRE ! Hoping ur ok Miss Zavia... this is deep stuff.... this made me cry... I appreciate you... amazing

  • @sarajuls1922
    @sarajuls1922 3 роки тому +1

    Zevia , girl you are awesome , i just cant stop listening to your song , literally they are my favorite now , keep going girl , i wish you all the best ♥️🙏

  • @fathimathnousha9455
    @fathimathnousha9455 3 роки тому +4

    Im over
    Because im a loner
    My pain is my closure
    Why do i exist??
    ......these lines...it hits differently🔥

  • @raghadalshayiq3818
    @raghadalshayiq3818 3 роки тому +9

    I love your music so much, your words and your voice are so expressive, I got goosebumps I couldn't stop listening to you. you are so beautiful and I'm excited for next 🤍🤍🤍

  • @Angel-gu9cb
    @Angel-gu9cb 3 роки тому

    Describing my thoughts and emotions perfectly as though you could read my mind and feel my feelings.Your voice and talent is unmatched. You’re perfection.

  • @Lis-NL
    @Lis-NL 2 роки тому

    I truly felt this. You sang from the heart. You are loved. Don't believe the lies depression tells you. Talk back. And say I am loved. If your outside world is showing you, you are not deserving. That shows what need to be healed on the inside. I hope you find the love within yourself.
    You are not alone in this struggle. But remember, you are loved! Believe it!
    And you singing this song helps many others so they feel less alone with this struggle.
    You are gifted with talent.
    I hope to see you singing victorious songs in the future. How you defeated depression and started to feel and live, knowingly that you only deserve the best.

  • @daisies_tracks
    @daisies_tracks 3 роки тому +2

    I found my Lullaby to help me through the night 😭 it hit homes. And the way you sung it is so beautiful 🌻♥️

  • @alyssamendoza6860
    @alyssamendoza6860 3 роки тому +1

    I love you much !!! Your music relates to me so much and I appreciate you for making music so relatable to where I feel sane again you saved me more time then I can count even off one song I love you thank you!!

  • @korinab661
    @korinab661 2 роки тому

    please don't give up, i'm 13 and i feel the same, i tried to take my own life but i'm still alive,please stay strong and dont give up❤️

  • @Ke_fi
    @Ke_fi 3 роки тому +3

    Sis you really save many life please make many good songs in the future too you'll be really hit one day your lyrics are really relatable 🙂❤

  • @never_fxrever2112
    @never_fxrever2112 2 роки тому

    Zevia, this is the best music ever! it expresses my feelings!

  • @carlahale2118
    @carlahale2118 3 роки тому

    Thank you for this..times are hard...been suffering for a long time

  • @harmonyreinard4578
    @harmonyreinard4578 3 роки тому +4

    I love your music so much 🥺

  • @A.alina_thapa
    @A.alina_thapa 2 роки тому +1

    I am the unluckiest one who don’t even have friend 🌹

  • @Kathleen-ji7xb
    @Kathleen-ji7xb 3 роки тому

    You deserve a chance to record a studio album. Period.

  • @karleyrose1297
    @karleyrose1297 2 роки тому

    This is so beautiful…I have never made a comment on UA-cam before, but I have been listening to your music and girl..I feel the same ,you just articulate it so well…I love the music , it’s helped me in a hard time ,please keep goin ❤️❤️❤️ much love

  • @humakiller158
    @humakiller158 3 роки тому

    Thank you for making me actually notice that feeling like this is normal and that there are so many of us that feel this way❤️

  • @tatianaalvarado8329
    @tatianaalvarado8329 2 роки тому

    i just came across u, this reminds me of my life i cant stop crying lol i know u probably wont see this but im happy i came across u, stay strong and keep going ily ❤️

  • @chrisroberts3560
    @chrisroberts3560 3 роки тому

    You voice conveys so much sadness in such a lovely way, thank you for the beautiful song.

  • @jasleneparedes7201
    @jasleneparedes7201 3 роки тому +3

    That hit different 😔

  • @naomitrimm3107
    @naomitrimm3107 3 роки тому

    I feel the exact same way. This song really explains how I feel from day to day

  • @katelynnelizabeth2947
    @katelynnelizabeth2947 3 роки тому

    You don't know how much it means to me to not feel alone for once. If your music and lyrics were a person, we would be best friends. A friend that would understand and listen. Thank you, keep it up. 🥺❤️

  • @odiasepreciouschampagne4803
    @odiasepreciouschampagne4803 3 роки тому +1

    I haven't listened to it yet but your name and the title of the song damn I'm here to stay you have got yourself a new subscriber ✨❤️💫👑✅

  • @lish8176
    @lish8176 3 роки тому +3

    I needed this. Thankyou🖤

  • @chantetitus8228
    @chantetitus8228 3 роки тому

    the vibrato in your voice 😭. beautiful

  • @Alien-oz7fm
    @Alien-oz7fm 3 роки тому

    Zevia I am like you number one fan in the whole world because I have literally listen to other people music and I just can relate because all the talk about is getting shot and hart breaks and I can’t relate because the only thing in my life is pain from what people have done to me but with your music it just speaks to me and I love it so thanks for the wonderful music and for helping me go through things

  • @evandercabahug3981
    @evandercabahug3981 3 роки тому

    I can say that I've felt my life in all of her songs, her songs make me feel who truly I am

  • @ArianaZ6
    @ArianaZ6 3 роки тому +1

    her voice is so beautiful ♥️ and these lyrics hit hard 💔 I hope she's okay

  • @gabakazior
    @gabakazior 3 роки тому +1

    Im absolutely in love with ur music and voice!!!❤️😳

  • @JasonLee-tz7im
    @JasonLee-tz7im 3 роки тому +3

    Love your voice and your lyrics. Give me goosebumps every time mainly because I can relate thank you❤️

  • @kymkym1213
    @kymkym1213 3 роки тому +1

    I love you Zevia 🥺😭

  • @tweetyj2703
    @tweetyj2703 3 роки тому +1

    For everyone going through a really hard time, You all will get through it you just have to keep trying. I know it's hard believe me, been through it. Keep trying girlies and guys. I promise you it gets better. gotta kick depression, anxiety and other things out the way. Just thought I'd let ya'll know that you are loved, though of and you all are beautiful. Common girlies you all can do it!

  • @timukudzechigwedere4787
    @timukudzechigwedere4787 3 роки тому

    This song really connected with my soul on a different level

  • @WORLDOFCOURTNEYMICHELLE
    @WORLDOFCOURTNEYMICHELLE 3 роки тому

    YOUR MUSIC TOUCHES MY SOUL. THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR GIFT

  • @Amir4mir333
    @Amir4mir333 3 роки тому +2

    I'm in love with her voice 🥺🥺🥺

  • @maameefuakrampah137
    @maameefuakrampah137 Рік тому

    Sometimes life get very hard, where by u wish to end it. I'm the same here but living for the best

  • @cdby1992
    @cdby1992 2 роки тому

    this song makes me feel so much. thank you, really

  • @violetew.7428
    @violetew.7428 2 роки тому +1

    It's so nice...i love it.

  • @ryanbarker4422
    @ryanbarker4422 Рік тому +1

    She's Amazing.

  • @angeliquesven
    @angeliquesven 3 роки тому

    I just want to say ... thank you so much ... I love your songs ... ❤🙏. Get me tears every time . All the word its very well describes how I feel 😌. Thank you ❤🙏

  • @novaaabloom2062
    @novaaabloom2062 3 роки тому

    Singing your songs make feel so strong

  • @joyjoyceteo
    @joyjoyceteo 3 роки тому

    Thank you for this amazing song. Thank you for sharing it out so that people know that struggles people are going thru. You are not alone in this and YOU ARE LOVED AND WANTED okay.

  • @rezarasooli2773
    @rezarasooli2773 3 роки тому +1

    This is beautiful Zevia, you have such a deep and rough voice..it in someway reminds me off Billie Eilish.. I hope some record company will see you and sign you! Good luck with upcoming music i am a follower of your future music releases 👌