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I’ve been listening to this for a year now, actually great for sleeping. 👍

My dad died of an overdose on fentanyl in 2021. He was depressed and addicted to drugs and weed, and his friend Tod came over to give him that. He was a good dad, at least in my eyes. He rarely called me by my name, usually calling me son. "I love you son." He would say when he had the occasional breakdown and vent about random stuff, but always at the end of it, he made sure i knew i was loved. He was a big guy, 6'3 and built like a linebacker, could probably knock my head off without even trying, but he was a gentle giant, and deep down, behind all that pain and suffering, i knew he was a good man. I love you too, Brandon.

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I fall asleep to your music every night, this calms me down even when I am having a panic or anxiety attack, this music has probably saved my life actually. One of the people I am closest with is struggling really bad right now mentally and I don’t know how to help, so am I, but listening to this really calms me down and helps me think clearly. Thank you so much for making this music.

To the guy who has stage 4 cancer. I pray for you. I pray you live a happy life. I’ve been fighting depression for years. I’ve thought about ending my life many times. Seeing your comment made me tear up. I’m very fortunate to be alive. Yes things have happened in my life that made me depressed but I’m still fortunate for waking up everyday healthy. You truly did put things into perspective. My feeling are valid to me but compared to others my feelings are selfish. I had a good childhood. I have a roof over my head, food in my stomach, a job and a car. I truly hope you live a good life. I want you to know that you helped me today. You saved me from going down a dark path. You’re doing great things so don’t stop being yourself. Find the light in the darkness. Be safe out there.

i want to be like the rain the rain awayway knows when to cry...........

Im always alone no matter what i do my mother isnt kind to me luckily i dont deal with physical abuse from her but my family has plenty of times either slammed me into a wall with a table which im not 100% rembering everything except for the fact i stood up for myself and expressed how i felt and then yea yelling and that and to be honest since then and even before every day and night for the past 2 years my mom doesnt say great things whether its the fact she wonders why i exist and stuff but everyone in my family pushes it off as the fact she has MS meaning for those eho dont know her physical and mental state deteriorate over time but the fact even then you tell your child u wish they died or they are retarded or wonder why they exist kinda gets to you over time i dont know what to do but i hope that eventually this comment gets found and hopefully within a year or 2 when i get to college things will change im not sure what to do anymore and im 18 im lost and tbh noght time is the only time i have to myself to do anything so the video is right im alone and the only person awake tonight where i live everything just makes me feel alone more but hopefully i can push through this because i dont know how much more i can deal with this 😢😅

Just lost my grandfather today. Wasn't even biologically his grabdkid, but that's legit the only grandfather I got in my heart and head. Took care of him these past 3 years. Helped him from the 82st to his 85. Legit. He made it to his 85th birthday. May nit have been fully there just that week ago but man, he got with some of his family, and was surrounded by loved ones. Just not in his final physical moments. Just for his final mental moments. I miss you grandpa. Sorry for yelling. Sorry for screaming. Sorry for saying fuck yous, cause taking care of you ain't easy when we both don't know how to fix it. But. Atleast you're better now. No more pain. No more suffering. And peace. I just wish you had been given more love before you left. Sorry I was one of the few to been there for you for so long. But hey you made sure I was loved, and I made sure you were.

East is up

It's late night moments like these when my mask slips and the emotions that are always bottled up start leaking out again. When even alcohol isnt enough to soothe me for a little while longer. I know I will barely be able to sleep the next few nights.

Wats da first song?

Be encouraged. God is walking with you to guide you. Draw close to him.

Hey everyone. Just wanted to say I’ve spent so many lonely 3ams battling su*cidal feelings and everything that comes with a BPD diagnosis. I’m surprised I made it this long- especially since many sources say you cannot recover from BPD. It’s been almost a full year since my last attempt, and I’ve never felt more stable. I got on some meds that really helped and I no longer feel constantly terrified of pushing everyone away with my intense mood swings. My latest therapist even told me I don’t meet the criteria for BPD, which is a huge jump from every mental health professional telling me the opposite just a year and a half earlier. It’s progress I never imagined I could make. Some of us won’t get better: it’s the sad truth. I was petrified I wouldn’t either. But it can happen. I’m glad I never stopped trying. This is all to say: you never know when you’re going to find something that changes your life into something livable. Just hang on; it could be right around the corner.

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Everyone I loved has shown no love back. Even the most kind and compassionate one wants to leave me. We were in fact in a relationship. She said that we will still be friends even if it didn’t work out. Now she wants to pull apart completely. I might just do it. I want to leave and I can’t take much more shit.

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I love you jen please come home

Guy in stage 4 cancer, I hope you're doing well. Your words help so many people that you even don't know.

Life is hard. I don't know where to go tomorrow. I just lost my university education yesterday. I have my dreams, and I work for them, but stress for future is outweighting them all. Thank you to the person with cancer, for giving me a renewed perspective for my life. I hope you are fine, maybe I'm too late to say this, but I just hope. I will try to be a better man tomorrow. I will try harder tomorrow. Every time it rains, I hope I can slow down at least a little, and remember the feeling I have right now.

To the guy with cancer, I dont know if you will see this but your comment really made me snap out of the dark pit i had been trapped in. I have had a long struggle with depression and anxiety and had long been contemplating suicide, I found your comment as I lie here with the bottle of pills I planned to take. I tipped them down the toilet. I wont give up, Not yet. I have to keep fighting. Thank you, for saving me.

You telling me when I just woke up to study 😭 (It's 3AM and I just damn want to sleep)

i don't know, im just tired. i'm so so tired.

To all who read this comment, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the worldi 💕 Listen & follow on Spotify: spoti.fi/4hKxEWw

Anyone who feels this atmosphere will never be lonely. May the light always shine in your eyes.

It's indeed 3 am and... so, so incredibly quiet. Except for the occasional car passing through, but that's likd, once every 20 minutes. Nothing feels real anymore. It's not so bad, not being a real person. I'm ok with that

Haga o no haga nada, me siento igual.... Pero quiero descansar

For that guy: "Please know that I believe in you! I know you can do it! You are stronger than you think! I know the pain is a lot, but give yourself a reason to live every day, even if it's just feeling the rain one more time. You are given a choice, please choose to not give up." I don't know how you're now, and what you would think. But I feel like, of all people, it is you that needs to hear that, so I give your words and meaning back to you. If you could not read this, I hope that, maybe, my intent reaches you, wherever you are; it's you, the person that such message has to reach. It is the people that feel it the most that, maybe, specially has to hear it

I think i'm in love. Or maybe I'm just bored.

Life happens in the blink of an eye... while we are lost on the path, stuck in the past and fearing the future... now is happening!! Breath deeply and get connected to your body and soul... feel your fingers and toes... touch your skin and realise you are real and living right now in this very moment. ❤❤❤ I hope you reading this find solace in the realisation that you having this experience was a luck of the draw!! You being born was highly unlikely... yet here you are feeling and breathing. ❤❤❤ enjoy it while it lasts.

i just relapsed my nofap streak... atp im gonna fuvkin end it all

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Why does this music, combined with the comments, the community feel like a warm hug?

How did you know I'm awake???

All we ever have is today, now. Dont regret dont hope. Dont listen to tge voice in your head. Just be. Just live.

To the person with the stage 4 cancer , life is a beautiful gift , please dont give up. Just know that your words have inspired me and lit a fire inside my soul that needed fuel. Sending healing energy and good vibes your way 🪄🪄🪄❤❤❤

So much heartache. I cannot seem to move on. Memories is all I have left. I’m old and do not have much time left. Ty for the music. It gives me peace. God, please help me to get through this life.

That was the pure vibe I experienced in 2023.

Why is no one talking abt the channel name.... I found lot of people with cancer abandoned here.

Stay strong guy witb cancer, no matter what, keep trying, never stop, i know that feeling of defeat all too well, push thru, if you read this reply, or give me any form of youre alive, luv u

I hope everyone’s situation in the comment section gets better. It sounds really tough. Be nice to someone, it could make someone’s day. :)

Alone, isolated in a fog of confusion. Solitude confuses all who live in it. Because we never know why. We never know why we walk alone, so we blame anything we deem unfit to walk with us. But the truth is that we are alone, because are unfit to walk with others, and the recognized that.

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That is the most peaceful image I've seen, I wanna just fall asleep there and never wake up. ...That sounds pessimistic but I mean it in the good way. And this playlist is amazing thank you 🩷

Yeah. Everyone is asleep. Except me. And you.

Whats the first song??

I’m scared of death…I don’t want to die, I still have so much to live for in so little time and I just worry that I’ll be forgotten, just non existent over time and it really freaks me out. I’m worried that I’ll never achieve my dreams…I lost my girlfriend, I’ve lost many friends and caused some to hate me and all I want is to start over but I can’t. But I guess I need to make my decisions slowly and one at a time and I have one thing to say: I miss you. I miss all of you.

I'm afraid of the morning. I'm afraid of sleeping.

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this makes me thing of what was lost in our lifetime. the technologies, strategies, etc... that were lost because of one thing or another whether that be that the people that could have come up with these new things chose the wrong path, natural disasters, homocides, bad upbringings, etc... it makes you think of all that we could've had. all that was lost to us. everything.

I always go to this channel when I need to ease myself, great way to wind down