Absolutely! Many times - especially when I'm meeting someone new for the first time because I tend to overthink, want to avoid conflict, and I fear saying the wrong thing. I don't want anyone to feel bad after speaking with me so sometimes I remain quiet and don't say anything at all... Also, laying all your cards on the table takes guts - I fear that if I'm fully transparent from the jump that people will take advantage of that and use my flaws against me. This is for sure something I need to develop more - to be able to have faith and trust in others. It's just challenging for me to do that blindly, especially when it comes to aspects of myself that not even I have fully been able to accept.
@@JessWyseI feel the exact same way! is a little bit comforting to know im not the only one xd. It's crazy how the experiences that we feel are so intimate just turn out to be something universal-at least we share this awful way of feeling.. eyyy I suspect you have 8th or 12th house placements in your natal chart, i have them and it makes so much sense with all of this
Was there ever a time where you've been afraid to be seen or be yourself fully? todo el tiempo sis
Absolutely! Many times - especially when I'm meeting someone new for the first time because I tend to overthink, want to avoid conflict, and I fear saying the wrong thing. I don't want anyone to feel bad after speaking with me so sometimes I remain quiet and don't say anything at all...
Also, laying all your cards on the table takes guts - I fear that if I'm fully transparent from the jump that people will take advantage of that and use my flaws against me. This is for sure something I need to develop more - to be able to have faith and trust in others. It's just challenging for me to do that blindly, especially when it comes to aspects of myself that not even I have fully been able to accept.
@@JessWyseI feel the exact same way! is a little bit comforting to know im not the only one xd. It's crazy how the experiences that we feel are so intimate just turn out to be something universal-at least we share this awful way of feeling.. eyyy I suspect you have 8th or 12th house placements in your natal chart, i have them and it makes so much sense with all of this