Alcohol Induced “ANXIETY” Nearly Destroyed Me

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  • @stevencurry215
    @stevencurry215  День тому +3

    ♥️If you wish to support me in my work to help others struggling with Alcohol Issues please check the link buymeacoffee.com/stevenalcoholfreelife

  • @charlottetaylor4471
    @charlottetaylor4471 День тому +37

    Anxiety is one of the worst things - severe anxiety is hell. People always say "get over it, you're not living in a war torn country" and similar sh*t, but the point is that your mind and nervous system think that you are. It's an internal whirlwind.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +3

      @@charlottetaylor4471 “Internal whirlwind” brilliantly message 👍

    • @paulchollerton
      @paulchollerton День тому +3

      @@charlottetaylor4471 when people say get over it or pull yourself together then it literally makes you even worse. The most common saying is “what have you got to be depressed about”. Luckily mental health is becoming so better understood by society nowadays.

    • @bimbobaggypants4820
      @bimbobaggypants4820 День тому

      I don't have a problem with substance abuse, I hardly drink but yes anxiety is a living hell! I compare myself to people who have real problems and I feel weak and ashamed for being anxious, the worst thing is I have ocd which is absolute hell.

  • @Blaither
    @Blaither День тому +26

    Quitting alcohol is no sacrifice when I’ve sacrificed most my life for alcohol.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +6

      @@Blaither Hi Steve welcome to the channel, a great message this ..a lot of us have spent too much time trapped by Alcohol
      Please subscribe & keep commenting 👍

    • @Blaither
      @Blaither День тому +3

      Have and will my friend. Keep up the good fight 👍

    • @paulchollerton
      @paulchollerton День тому +5

      Brilliant mate👏👏👏👏

  • @fieryharmonicadude2203
    @fieryharmonicadude2203 День тому +4

    Anxiety has been a MAJOR issue for me, and the main reason why I have had to cut it out my life. It's absolutely crippling. Thankfully, it is draining away the longer I stay off the booze and I feel so much better.

  • @honestmicky
    @honestmicky День тому +12

    Excellent topic today Steven, anxiety. Anxiety is just another awful side of drinking. I'm so grateful I have a second chance at Life. Your channel is the best on UA-cam. You look great mate ❤

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      @@honestmicky Thank you Micky ..the anxiety nearly killed me ♥️

  • @smoozerish
    @smoozerish День тому +10

    Anxiety for me was my main reason for me cutting out alcohol. It literally cripples your whole nervous system.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому

      @@smoozerish Hi Anxiety took me right to the Edge ….horrific…. It’s rarely spoken about but for a lot of us it is an warning of other issues
      Thank you for subscribing & keep chatting 👍

  • @ajfessey_landpirate8014
    @ajfessey_landpirate8014 День тому +12

    Anxiety is crippling. It stops you in your tracks trying to function normally. Thank you, Steven for highlighting that this is a further symptom of alcohol withdrawal. I have got to stop.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      Hi I’m pleased I can pass my insight on to others…
      Thanks for subscribing… please share the channel to help spread the word 👍

  • @michaeljones9553
    @michaeljones9553 День тому +4

    I think the worse part of anxiety is when your in bed, there is quite literally nothing wrong, nothing to worry about but your anxiety is still there! Knawing away at you for no reason at all!

  • @sarahlaver-holland9931
    @sarahlaver-holland9931 День тому +6

    Thanks for covering this topic Steven, when I was drinking I would wake up anxious and worrying, I was like that for most of the day until I allowed myself my first drink at 5pm and drank then till I fell asleep. I never knew the drink was causing the anxiety, it really needs to be more prevalent when looking out for signs you’re entering dangerous territory drink wise.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +2

      @@sarahlaver-holland9931 💯 % not looked into enough..I’m going to push the anxiety issue

  • @papaspears5035
    @papaspears5035 День тому +11

    I can relate. Hope you had a good weekend. Cheers Steve 👍

  • @markwaltham1985
    @markwaltham1985 День тому +12

    Hi Steven, I’ve been watching your videos for a while and like others have said you have helped me commit to a sober life. I used to kid myself I was only drinking beer now so I would be fine, but listening to your story helped me realise that beer is alcohol like any other and can kill you all the same. The anxiety after drinking is horrendous as are the night sweats a strange nightmares. Keep up the good work 👍

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      Thank you so much Mark ..I appreciate your most kind words…
      👍

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      Pleased you are sober…well done 👍

  • @garyfaulkner1480
    @garyfaulkner1480 День тому +10

    Dont think it ever
    goes away steve. I still suffer occasionally even after 15yrs clean and dry. Just deal with it now mate. Got worse issues to deal with now with Parkinson's but i fight on..god bless pal❤

    • @nikkirutland9814
      @nikkirutland9814 День тому +6

      And God bless you Gary...🙏

    • @garyfaulkner1480
      @garyfaulkner1480 День тому +4

      @nikkirutland9814 and god bless you nikki💜..hope your well on this dull and dreary day x?

    • @nikkirutland9814
      @nikkirutland9814 День тому +1

      @@garyfaulkner1480 wet and windy in my neck of the woods, I was trying to put in where my neck of the woods is, but computer says no....my back is bothersome to say the least...my partners here and we're playing word games, he's not that well tonight...I hope your weekend has been a pleasant one despite the crap weather...🙂✨️

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +3

      Good on ya Gary …you are a strong man 👍

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +2

      ♥️

  • @mackfin8869
    @mackfin8869 День тому +6

    I used have to stand back from the tube line .I couldn’t trust myself to not jump .❤

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +2

      @@mackfin8869 Geez that was me ..back to the wall …what is it causing this irrational behaviour 👍

    • @johng94x
      @johng94x День тому +1

      I think a lot of this type of thinking is a type of OCD which can be brought up by anxiety. It's normal for humans to have unwanted and negative thoughts but when you have bad anxiety you actually listen to these thoughts when normally you wouldn't give them the time of day. And what happens when you listen to these thoughts you give it more energy and ammunition so to speak and that makes you have even more anxiety. And so the cycle continues. We have to find a way to break that cycle. To learn to be happy with ourselves. To be content with life. Alcohol has an absolutely massive affect on your emotional wellbeing and it can really affect our anxiety levels and how we think about things. We have to learn how to cope with things positively not with alcohol or drugs etc. Only then can we be truly happy with ourselves by not abusing our body and minds with any sort of substance. The alcohol induced anxiety is telling your brain that you're in danger. Even when the apparent danger is yourself. Therefore it can cause a spiralling affect on the mind. Learning to control the mind is really key to everything.

  • @JohnWealsby
    @JohnWealsby День тому +9

    Well done for talking about it.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому

      Hi John …you’re welcome..Anxiety is not talked about enough
      Hope you’re well
      Please subscribe & keep in touch 👍

  • @quantum5652
    @quantum5652 День тому +2

    Important aspect of it that isn’t perhaps talked about so much 🫡
    If I think back, the anxiety really started I guess in my late 20’s / early 30’s but got a lot worse in my later 30’s which is obvious really, everyone knows your ability to cope with such things decreases as you age. But I think I was ignoring this way too long looking back.
    Personally it was in my 40’s when the anxiety got really bad and Covid time made it so much worse honestly.
    Thanks for talking about the lesser known aspects of this affliction / disease or whatever it is.
    Wishing everyone here a healthy and happy 2025 and let’s take this one day at a time 🙏

  • @BlkwtrPrk
    @BlkwtrPrk День тому +9

    For sure. The anxiety become crippling eventually.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      @@BlkwtrPrk Hi it’s horrendous…
      Hope you are well now…please subscribe & keep watching 👍

  • @gwynethbennellick427
    @gwynethbennellick427 День тому +2

    I was anxious if I had to do ANYTHIHG. I had suffered from school anxiety as a child which I remembered vividly so I assumed it was just how I was. I couldn't even make a phone call without a few drinks. I had no idea the alcohol was actually causing it. I'm on Day 21 today. My sleep is still all over the place but I've been told that is fairly normal at this stage. Thanks so much for all your inspiration, Steve. 🎉

  • @georgiahumphreys3881
    @georgiahumphreys3881 День тому +12

    I agree, anxiety was so bad. Now I've stopped drinking i still have problems but i deal with them as calmly as i can

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +4

      @@georgiahumphreys3881 So true …everything is easier sober 👍

    • @garyfaulkner1480
      @garyfaulkner1480 День тому +2

      Your winning g x..keep going ❤

  • @ianmaddox2314
    @ianmaddox2314 День тому +6

    I can relate to this video i never liked travelling in cars ,buses , trains but since getting sober life is a lot carmer and i feel less anxious now

  • @johng94x
    @johng94x День тому +3

    I can relate to absolute everything you've said in this video. Anytime I'm in the car especially on longer journeys I have weird thoughts about jumping out for some reason and it's really really scary I don't know why I do that. Even when I travel on the bus as soon as I get on the motorway I get extremely anxious and think I'm starting to lose my mind. Even going out to the shops and that can be really difficult for me. Anxiety has been the number one negative consequence of my drinking. I hardly suffered physically what so ever but mentally, alcohol has really messed my brain up. I just hope I can get back to who I used to be when I was younger. Thanks for the video Steven!

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      Hi John … I thought I was the only person with the car ..motorway things …turns out there are a few of us
      Thanks for subscribing & please keep chatting 👍

  • @danielknowles8760
    @danielknowles8760 Годину тому

    Im in my mid-thirties and had a heaviish drinking problem for 2020-2023, thankfully now im okay, but I can really relate to everything you say here steve and find it very supportive.

  • @bumberClart1000
    @bumberClart1000 День тому +3

    Stay with it dude. You’ll survive

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому

      Thank you, I hope you’re well, please subscribe and share the channel to help spread the word 👍

  • @Slip_Digby
    @Slip_Digby День тому +2

    My anxiety was like standing in a cylindrical hole in the ground, can’t move my arms, can’t see out of the top of the hole.

  • @gavinsaxton8095
    @gavinsaxton8095 День тому +14

    Alcohol suppresses your central nervous system. Imagine it's like a brake bring pushe while you are drinking. When you are dependent and stop that brake gets released. Now imagine a car on a hill and you let the brake go. It goes out of control and in a panic trying to come to a standstill...so it trys as hard as possible to get back to a normal level and our central nervous system goes into overdrive. Hence, anxiety, worry, paranoia, depression, Seizures DTs this is why Alcohol is tje deadliest of drugs just to stop. Your CNS needs to be brought back into homeostasis slowly...

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +4

      @@gavinsaxton8095 Excellent message, very informative .. Thank you 👍

  • @mickg7299
    @mickg7299 День тому +11

    I’ll always have anxiety but it’s a lot easier to live with now I’m sober.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +2

      @@mickg7299 Thanks Mick…yeah Alcohol makes things so much worse 👍

  • @johnlewis8101
    @johnlewis8101 День тому +5

    Absolutely bang on the nail here…

  • @georgehill5348
    @georgehill5348 2 години тому

    I was an 9-5 office worker who had to do a solid few hours commute into Holborn, Central London 5 days a week for 3.5 years back around 2012.
    Your public transport anxiety story resonates with me as getting the tubes everyday really took its toll - particularly as you got closer to the centre and you became a sardine packed into a.metal tin rather than a human!
    One morning standing on a packed tube between Tottenham court road and the next station, we stopped in the tunnel without.any word from the driver about the delay and I basically had a panic attack.
    We were probably stopped for.no longer than a minute or 2 but it was enough for me to change my route to take an overground train from Farringdon (which didn't help my anxiety much as the train was always packed aswell!)

  • @paulchollerton
    @paulchollerton День тому +6

    Yep, ive had to pull over and ask other people to drive. Ive had to run out of supermarkets aswel.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      @@paulchollerton it’s unexplainable..thanks for sharing this

    • @ianmaddox2314
      @ianmaddox2314 День тому +3

      Hope you're feeling better now mate

  • @garyfaulkner1480
    @garyfaulkner1480 День тому +5

    Another great vid about the mental side of alcohol abuse mate..spot on ❤

  • @tjfSIM
    @tjfSIM День тому +6

    That must have been debilitating. I know the 'hangxiety' feeling very well, with me it was usually anxiety around not being able to remember bits from the night before and feeling a sense of dread. Truly horrible. You're right I think it's caused by a multitude of things, including the gaba/glutamate balance, and dopamine/dynorphin balance. All of this causes damage to receptors so over time the brain can't regulate its own hormone levels, and becomes dependant upon alcohol or other stimulants to just stabilise mood and maintain equilibrium. We end up having to drink just to feel normal.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +2

      That’s it “drinking to feel normal” well said 👍

  • @changelocation
    @changelocation День тому +7

    I have no anxiety now,actually enjoy shopping as I'm very sociable now😊when I was drinking heavy I was a paroniod nervous wreck 😊it changes your personality.

  • @paulh2126
    @paulh2126 День тому +6

    I thought that I was a naturally anxious person, but it went away completely when I quit drinking. I give lectures at a local university and have zero anxiety - I couldn't have done that when I was drinking.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      @@paulh2126Same with me ..it took all of my confidence

  • @sorrymommy8190
    @sorrymommy8190 22 години тому +2

    I'm already pre-disposed to anxiety and panic attacks, so when I was drinking heavily there were numerous times I had to leave work from having these aggressive panic attacks from withdrawal. One of the main reasons I had to stop.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  20 годин тому

      Hi …welcome to the channel…My anxiety was so powerful..
      pleased you are not drinking..please subscribe & keep commenting 👍

  • @jamesmckenna1990
    @jamesmckenna1990 День тому +1

    Thanks

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому

      @@jamesmckenna1990 hi James ..thank you so much for this amazing gesture of support. It will help me to continue to help the many people who are struggling with Alcohol Issues 🙏👍

  • @happygolucky8245
    @happygolucky8245 17 годин тому +2

    I go through same things plan to pop to the shops in my car get Halfway there and turn round and say yep I’ll do that tomorrow and go to the pub felt I was missing out on something

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  15 годин тому +1

      @@happygolucky8245 This fear of missing out just needs a change of mindset.. to “if I drink I will feel rotten..achieve Zero… harm my health..& spend a small fortune
      Then you will stay out of the pub👍

    • @Dottiedolly52
      @Dottiedolly52 14 годин тому

      Can you walk or cycle to the shops? Instead!
      For me it's when I'm driving home, I know I should flip indicator to turn right. But defiance in my brain, just ignores it and carries on driving. But if I'm walking, I'm interested in people and Dogs I see, listening to conversations lol I'm less likely to buy booze if I'm walking.

  • @paulgovan3534
    @paulgovan3534 Годину тому

    I worked all over London when I was younger, but then I wasn't a heavy drinker. Tube travel then was no problem. Fast forward to the 1980s, when I was in the grip of heavy night times boozing. I absolutely dreaded that 'Sober' journey to work the next day. Eventually, I couldn't use the tube train, because of the anxiety. Being closed in, inside a crowded tube train, inside a tunnel. I prayed every day that the train would not stop inside that tunnel, between stations! The heavy perspiring, even in mid-winter, the sweat ran down my face on crowded trains. People probably thought I had some tropical disease! Eventually, Instead of using the district line, and changing at Mile End, onto the central line ( Which was always packed in the mornings) I started using the overland train to Fenchurch Street. I felt much better travelling to work, but always having to cope with those dreaded post-drinking horrors at work. Roll on lunch time, for that 'Livener!' Then later on, post work, you could get back onto that 'Roundabout of insanity, the dreaded booze!' Next morning, repeat the same old horrors....The joys of alcohol addiction!

  • @nikonfx8763
    @nikonfx8763 День тому +8

    I remember getting towed home after breaking down in town the day before by my dad..I've never experienced anxiety like it the cold sweats and nausea and the sense of impending danger all the way home was like a nightmare.as soon as I got home I needed a few beers to calm me the car sat for days after that as I was too drunk then to fix it and of course drive ..alcohol is a full-time job from hell.!

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      “Impending Danger” so accurate ….Thanks for sharing this 👍

    • @5thdimension954
      @5thdimension954 День тому

      You had an alcohol induced panic attack.

  • @dilwich
    @dilwich День тому +7

    I would get anxiety attacks if i got an email telling me a parcel was getting delivered that day,

  • @DorWest-p3m
    @DorWest-p3m День тому +3

    Goodness this is me I'm a elderly lady and granny have drink on and off for over 30 years I have always been nervous but my anxiety got worse I couldn't walk without holding something to support me it's bloody hard

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      Hi how’s you ?.. the anxiety nearly killed me …it is a topic rarely spoken about
      Please subscribe & share the channel to help others 👍

    • @Dottiedolly52
      @Dottiedolly52 14 годин тому

      How are you today? I found most spirits, and wines the anxiety is horrendous. Found St Peters beer, its complete alcohol free, taste like Rye bread lol. Bought Erdinger 0.05 alcohol free that tasted like a lager was alright. For me those two drinks, are a stepping stone for not craving the alcohol so it's helped me. But I have sorted a lot of emotional clutter in my brain. ❤❤❤

  • @clfwwfeamghgxwcvgdlswdgclfwwfe
    @clfwwfeamghgxwcvgdlswdgclfwwfe День тому +1

    Let's talk -the fuck- about the rebound anxiety of alcohol. It is absolutely world shaking levels of anxiety! Well said mate looking well

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  19 годин тому

      Thank you …my anxiety drove me round the bend
      Hope you’re well, please subscribe and keep chatting 👍

  • @weareacesendingnowbuckleup387
    @weareacesendingnowbuckleup387 День тому +1

    I have been terrible this festive period.. gone totally wrong with my drinking… lost the lot plot.
    Not happy😢 with myself.

  • @Benjamin-xh5hj
    @Benjamin-xh5hj День тому +1

    My plan to cut back down on the drink is in action now. Over Christmas I’ve drank 4 days out of 7. This week I will drink 3 days. Next week 2. Then 1.
    Ive got this mental thing soon as I decide to quit I get the cravings . Same with food. Soon as I say no more sugar I suddenly want what I can’t have

  • @garyjohnson3751
    @garyjohnson3751 День тому +10

    In a way I’m actually glad that the booze gives me crippling anxiety because that’s what keeps me off of it

    • @phillango4207
      @phillango4207 День тому +5

      It went that way for me as well eventually. Panic attack during a hangover led to DPDR and very high anxiety from then on, made ten times worse after drinking. Forced me to stop but thankful I had a good reason to otherwise may not have done until it was too late

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      @@garyjohnson3751 I couldn’t go back to those days
      Thanks for supporting….please share the channel to help spread the word 👍

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      @@phillango4207 well done Phil ..Alcohol is a dreadful horrific substance
      Please subscribe & pls share to help spread the channel 👍

    • @bimbobaggypants4820
      @bimbobaggypants4820 День тому

      Last time I got drunk in New years eve 2019 I ended up having an attack of intrusive, obsessive thoughts which ruined the night. This is why I'm a rarity in that getting drunk is not enjoyable for me.

  • @regnaddetsaw7499
    @regnaddetsaw7499 День тому +3

    I've heard it called the 'beer fear'.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      Good Description
      Please share the channel to help spread the word 👍

  • @andrewknight6853
    @andrewknight6853 День тому +1

    Anxiety is the main thing i get with drinking!

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  19 годин тому

      Hi Andrew…welcome to the channel…It affects a lot of people but is rarely discussed
      It’s very debilitating…Please subscribe and keep chatting 👍

  • @paulgrant7064
    @paulgrant7064 День тому +6

    Severe withdrawal anxiety is horrific. Difficult to explain to someone who hasn’t experienced it.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +1

      It was absolutely horrendous …please share the channel to help spread the word 👍

  • @lisafinlayson7794
    @lisafinlayson7794 День тому +1

    This channel is so great

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  19 годин тому +1

      Thank you so much Lisa …hope you are well…please subscribe & keep chatting 👍

  • @tobyrouse9146
    @tobyrouse9146 23 години тому +2

    Here’s the problem I find, there is no doubt that drinking makes anxiety worse overall, I am convinced of that. But, if like me you are prone to anxiety naturally I find it very hard never to have the temporary escape from it drinking provides. An evening off underlying anxiety becomes very tempting even when I know full well it makes things worse overall. It’s rather like borrowing from the future for the present, the value of a present complete escape from anxiety can seem to trump the future cost of raised general anxiety….

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  23 години тому +1

      Hi there …welcome to the channel..this is an excellent message re anxiety & I appreciate your input
      I fully understand the “ borrowing from the future” aspect
      Please subscribe & keep commenting 👍

  • @nikkirutland9814
    @nikkirutland9814 День тому +5

    Hey Steve....my partners alcoholism gives me anxiety!...i know he battles his inner demons on a daily basis, he's very sensitive, he's also very intelligent, he did 3 years of training to become a pharmacist, sadly he couldn't afford to keep it up so he didn't quite make it...🙏

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +2

      You really love this guy ♥️ I hope he realises how much he is cared for ♥️

    • @nikkirutland9814
      @nikkirutland9814 День тому

      He stayed with me last night and was throwing up, he sees his alcohol counsellor on Wednesday, I asked him if he was going to tell her about his being sick on a daily basis, he said no because she'd only tell him to give up drinking...I told him I'd been following your channel and that you were a recovering alcoholic, alas he showed no interest...it's like banging your head against a brick wall....🙏

  • @luke62k93
    @luke62k93 14 годин тому +1

    Many people with undiagnosed autism drinking that's what causes more anxiety.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  13 годин тому

      Thank you Luke …good point…
      Hope you are well
      Please subscribe & keep chatting 👍

  • @danielduesentriebjunior
    @danielduesentriebjunior День тому

    This appears to be indiviual, I did not experience anxiety from drinking. However, I became increasingly concerned about that my health is going down the drain, especially my already enlarged liver. I am glad not having this concern anymore.

  • @davegreg
    @davegreg День тому +1

    Totally agree Steve, i stopped drinking 5 years ago and my anxiety was horrendous.....it's funny though because i didn't realise until after i'd quit that it was the booze that was causing me to feel that way - within a week of stopping, the fog had lifted and i felt so much better! Haven't touched a drop since, i instead enjoy an occassional '0' beer at home or in the pub.

  • @emmabarrett9951
    @emmabarrett9951 День тому +3

    Hope you don’t mind me asking Steven - are you diagnosed or been assessed for PTSD or CPTSD? It sounds like the symptoms you are describing and have been experiencing are almost identical to those with this condition.

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +3

      Hi Emma …never thought out those things Tbh might be worth getting assessed..my Anxiety disappeared when I got sober
      Thank you for your kind advice

  • @mattythehammer
    @mattythehammer День тому +3

    What is it you do for work Steve?

    • @stevencurry215
      @stevencurry215  День тому +3

      @@mattythehammer I’m retired..
      How about you ?

    • @mattythehammer
      @mattythehammer День тому +2

      I've got a small rubbish removal business. I can go on a 5 day bender and drink so much then just stop go days without. Is that something you could do before it got out of hand?