It's 4 am i've been tempted to go back to someone for the first time in weeks and being and this comment resonates with me and my current thoughts so deeply. How doed everyone here seem to feel the same pain at once. Really.
Annamária Partono I’m going to write a song/poem based off the comments if I see your comment and it inspires me I will put your channel name in the author area You are a comment I’m going to reword in a poetic way how would you like to be credited
I hate when I try to talk to someone and explain how I feel but they just shut me down and say that everyone feels the same. Like the pain I'm feeling doesn't really matter because I'm no different. I know that other people have it worse and other people deal with way more stuff than I do, and they don't quit. But I just can't handle the stress and anxiety, I feel like I'll never amount to anything. All my dreams mean nothing and they'll never be anything more than dreams. I want to show people I'm better than what I appear to be. I don't want to be viewed as worthless anymore.
SleepAway ThePain hey man, I know how you feel. First off, let me just say that it doesn't matter that other people have it worse. Everyone experiences things differently, and as long as you're hurting, you deserve help to stop hurting. Whoever those people are who blow you off like that don't deserve you. If you listen to their problems but they don't listen to you, then screw them.
About your anxiety ad stress, I can't solve everything for you. It's an unfortunate fact you must face: that everything isn't going to be neatly solved in one step or one kind word. It sounds pessimistic, but it's true and you have to get past this fact to heal. It takes work, but the good news is, work is relative. If you're tired and you've been staying up to do homework or whatever and you don't have anything to give, then just by caring you are giving it your best. Give yourself a chance to give yourself a break.
And finally, I want to tell you something important. I believe in you. You will amount to something. Just by existing you have done so so much, and I'm so proud of you for getting this far despite all you've been through. It's hard to see sometimes, maybe most of the time. But it's there. Just by being stressed and anxious, you can be more compassionate and helpful to others with similar problems. Look at me, I'm tired and run down and behind on half my homework. But here I am helping you find your value. I'm helpful because of what I've been through. I've cried, I've hurt myself, I've wanted everything to go away forever, but I'm still here and I'm still making a difference. It gets better. It really does. I still have problems but compared to last year or the year before that, its like heaven. If you want to talk some more find me at control-alt-gay on Tumblr, or if you need more immediate help, call the suicide hotline, or text 741741. There's no shame in needed help. I've texted and its really nice. Anyway, I hope you love yourself sooner than you expected. Remember you're important, and have a good night.
SleepAway ThePain you were never worthless to begin with. Show yourself what you can do. Those dreams are unique and can come to life. That’s how powerful a creator you are. If you believe it, it can happen. You’re not alone, dear one, you are so loved, I’m sending you a virtual hug, which made me cry from my unconditional love for you and from the pain I feel in your heart. Hope you gravitate toward robin’s beautiful advice. Up to you though. Be well, and know that you matter to us! Shine bright✨💝✨!
I once dreamt that I was in space and sounds like these were playing and I was so happy! In the dream there was a girl and she asked me if I remember her, I said no, but I felt like we knew each other for eternity but I just couldnt remember her. Confused and frustrated that I couldnt remember I teared up. She then grabbed my face, looked into my eyes and said don’t worry is still way too early and said her goodbyes I felt so good being with her. When she said goodbye to me thats when I woke up and my eyes were watery. After that dream I had always try to dream about her using the lucid dream tecnique and others but I never see her. Maybe is true maybe it is too early to see her...
YodelingFishes so true my friend. Feelings tell us important things. If it didn't matter it wouldn't hurt. Believe me when I say feeling feelings is better than feeling nothing.
I can't either, it's felt as if my brain disabled my ability to cry, it's weird but anyway there is always a better things to do for your good, stay hope 😎🙏
If you want to trigger crying or letting go try this. First get to a quiet private place. Then stand loosely and a start shaking your whole body loosely, letting go deeper physically like your jelly. Then make fists with your hands and rub your back around your kidneys in circles. (Kidneys are higher than you think). Then take your finger tips, hands shaped like you’re about to open a jar, and run very light circles around your stomach. Whatever happens is just what is. If you haven’t been willing to feel pain for a long time it could take time and physical healing to really open up and let go. It can manifest in strange otherworldly ways. I recommend Somatic Experiencing, tho my routine here is a combination of Qi Gong and my own experimentation. Good luck friend😉
Cat galaxy Forever what helps me is writing a letter to myself. I know it may seem pointless but it really helps get everything out and maybe even wanting to tell someone. But of course you don’t have to.
You should talk to someone ok believe me, talking to someone talks so much pressure off of your shoulders. Don’t get embarrassed if you break down in between talking because everyone has been there. Believe me. Everyone☀︎♡
you know... i see a few common things with the people here in the comments.. so... to the people listening to this to sleep: scrolling through the comments can wait... put down your device, and get a good night's sleep. rest well 💙 to the people who feel sad, angry, or just are generally in a bad place: things will get better. it may not seem like it, but it will in time. keep going, you are so strong, and i am so proud of you 💙 to the people who are feeling lonely, homesick, or just empty: i feel the same, but we all won't feel like this forever. people care about you, and you're never truly alone, no matter what you think. there is always someone out there who cares for you. i care about you. stay strong 💙 to the people listening to this while studying/practicing for something: i genuinely hope everything goes well for what you are going to do. if you have been sitting down for a long time, get up, stretch, grab a glass of water or snack, and keep going. good luck 💙 and just to everyone: i hope that you are having a good day/night, and if it's not that great, i hope it gets better for you. take care of yourselves 💙
thank you so much i was thinking of doing things i might regret and when i saw this comment i felt i had hope. for the past days, i haven't been feeling the best. Been losing friends, people constantly calling me fat or names. I'm just very overwhelmed. Byt thank you for sending this comment
Thank you, sometimes I say things that I know yet I often do the opposite so I feel like I need to tell you to stay strong, even if you mean it for other people
Anybody else not sad but just empty? Just like you have accepted that you just aren't good enough but that no matter what your still gonna wake up every morning and do the same thing, over and over.
I felt that way. Then i tried mdma. Now i work out, eat healthy and feel great. Showed me what happieness is like. It totally switched of my depression.
I feel like sometimes the voices of my head is not me and it's the devil telling me I'm weak and the other one is the angel telling me I'm stronger than that
I️ hope everyone who sees this gets over whatever sadness you feel because one day it will get better, it may take awhile but it’ll get better just wait!
it's taking too fucking long. I don't even feel sadness, just emptiness. too fucking long. _one day it'll get better_ *I can't fucking wait any longer.* not anymore. guess I'll just... wait. fuck.
sometimes i don’t feel like i exist, sometimes i feel like i took the wrong form, sometimes i feel like i’ve lived 1,000 times before. am i really there? am i really here? what am i? i relate to the air molecules surrounding me more than i do the humans i share a shape with. i want to fly freely through this world, theres so much i’d love to see. there’s so much we don’t know. every time i wake up though, i’m stuck in the same body with the same questions and the same feelings. what am i?
Yeah, sometimes I feel similar to that. Like I'm trapped somewhere where I don't belong to, like I came from a world with ... more than where I am now. A world full of wonder and magic, and not hatred.
Everyone has such a bad time rn, and I just came here to chill a bit before goin to bed :-: but I hope y'all feeling better, just remember, every bad time will come to an end.
update: i still have no idea who am i missing, can this person just come and cuddle me so i’d be less sad? (i get attached and fall in love really easily and i’m also clingy as fuck and ugly, but please don’t mind and love me :( )
I feel lonely. I have friends, have family , but my feeling, and myself, i feel like no one get it. I really need some comfort, i show it out, but people don't take it as serious
No one will understand it though. I don’t have any friends and my family never understands. The only person I got is my brother. He helps me get through my days when no one else knows. I wish the best of luck to you. Find someone who you can connect with, and share your feeling. Keep pushing in hopes that someday, somehow, someone will grant you happiness and comfort through life.
Do you ever feel different, internally, than everybody else? I used to feel so optimistic and always happy. Not a single thing could bring me down for long. I thought I had been in love before and I thought I’d had my heart broken before. I was wrong. It took me 19 years before I found the girl that will forever and always be the one that my heart will desire. With her, no other girl would cross my mind. No other girl was so astonishingly beautiful. I was completely blown away by every little thing she did. I knew then as I know now, she is the one that I should share my life with, but I guess that I’m not the one she is suppose to be with. It all came crashing down and now I’m all alone because the job I am going to school for won’t make enough money for her. Her parents also threatened to take her out of their will if she ever married me ( she comes from a rich family while I do not). They tore us apart. She started seeing someone else while I was trying my hardest to work things out. Turns out she found better. It’s been almost a year yet I can’t seem to let her go, and frankly I don’t know if I want to. It was the best time of my life. I still have every movie ticket, Haunted house tickets, and every gift I have ever received from her in a box underneath of my bed. I’ve tried moving on. I’ve tried holding another, yet I can’t seem to feel anything for any other girl. They say time heals every wound but how long do I need to wait for time to do it’s job.
you gotta take a break from finding anyone, slowly let her go and take care of yourself mentally and physically time can heal but you're the one who does the healing by the actions that you take
Daydreamer 888 I’ve been taking actions to move on and I go in fits of being alright and saying fu*k her but then I see something or hear something that reminds me of her. I’m like an addict and I keep relapsing on her memory
@@XxdeathmanXx22 moving on takes awhile first you can't stop thinking about them then be alright with it sometimes and then cry and be in pain becouse of it and then you'll come to accept it you just gotta keep moving buddy
you know, you cant change anything that happened in the past. also, there is no magic formula to happiness. nobody can forget these things, because they are a part of you. we live for the memories, the good ones but also the bad ones. trust me, with girls, being together with someone you knew before you were together is a bit problematic. thats why i speak to people on the street. you will eventually get rejected a few times but you have to understand that some people are not in the mood for relationships. when you find out about a persons life and character while being together, you will like them more because you cant think of a time you "just knew her"
Anyone else feel like they don’t got real friends? Just friends who see you but don’t understand you? I love my family but tbh I feel invisible when I talk to them because whatever I tell them they don’t acknowledge me 😃
i went to a school for 8 years i knew almost everyone almost everyone knew me i had 2 best friends and then i found another school that was dedicated to learning to fly planes and when i grow up want to be a pilot so this school was perfect but its about an hour away so no one from my school has ever transferred there its also a uniform school and so i went from having friends and knowing everyone and the freedom to even dress the way i wanted to wearing blue and khakis to not knowing anyone and having no friends on top of all that almost everyone here knows someone at there previous school (no school feeds into this school everyone's a transfer) so when i got here i had no one and nothing and its shitty my friends miss me and i miss my friends sooo much.... i miss 8th grade sooo much... ontop of that i had two older brother i hung out with all the time we played video games together and had some really good times but they one went into the military and the other moved to Detroit both in the same month now it feels like i have no one to talk with or have good times with anymore i have new friends at my new school but i really dont give a single shit about any of them i just want to grow up and live a successful life and hang out with those i love sometime soon
Bokrep Bokrep Sadness evaporates through depressing/sad music. Express your inner feelings (hence the title) through this song in order to surpass them. Just sit back, listen, think, recall your certain memories and you'll soon find yourself happier. Goodnight Bokrep.
I love this comment section. Almost everyone here has a story to share that they probably aren't comfortable telling anyone else, and that's so amazing. I feel so understood, like i'm not alone, like there are other people that are going through the same struggles i am. Sometimes ill wake up and not feel anything. I wont have any motivation, no purpose, no feelings. It will just be an empty pit that I cant seem to escape from. I find peace in this music because it gives me emotions and that makes me feel food inside. I know it sounds cheesy, but music really does help me in more ways than i can explain.
Not for me. I feel like I have to run all the time, run away from my life. Run away from my mind, from myself. I tried to love myself several times, I really did, but it always ends up the same
*_pessimism and the sad feelings never leave. but you can still pretend to be optimistic and happy. Even if it’s For them. For anyone you care about and who care about you. you might not have many people, god knows I don’t either but just about everyone here has discussed some personal stuff. So by this aren’t we all connected? If we mere people behind screens can share stuff like this, there’s always gonna be someone who’s waiting for you to just say “hi”. So if you’re sad and lonely and you feel a little down, reach out because the people like you can change your world._*
Im scared of being alone , im 18 know and everyone left me my Friends my Family and even the one Person i once Loved , idk whats wrong with me , but i can't do it any more , deep inside my self im dying , im trying to survive but i can't im alone for 6 years know and ITS Not getting better , i know im Young but why so i have to suffer , i Just want to be Loved , i Just want one WHO Go outside With me in the night and tellin me Everything is okay , i Just want Somebody to Love , i Just want to Life .
I understand you, I want someone to love me and accept me. But believe me, someone will love u. I know it's hard to believe, but please... just try, I know u are capable of anything. U can talk with me in Instagram or Pinterest, okay? ^^ My english isn't sooo good but I'm trying to help.
Come to God, Jesus Christ. He loves everyone he died for us. You can understand this if you read the bible or look up at some verses. Trust me he will guide you and give you happiness if you let him love you. Thanks and keep going man you got this👍💯
Not depressed just trying to find some nice songs to hear in the rain 👌🏻 heart goes out to all you tho 💖 just remember, all pain is temporary and things always get better 💖
To you, sad individual reading this right now, I love you, I would hug you if I could, but don't let go, there is balance in life, and all that bad stuff will one day lead to a lot of good stuff, don't just look at the negative side of it, there's a positive side right there, you just have to wait for it, or learn to see it.
It's feels like there's a hole in my chest. I don't feel sad. Just... Gone. Like she walked right through me and left me numb. Thinking about that emptiness makes me sad. Got my heart broken without even being in a relationship. I wonder why things had ended up like this. The only way to put this feeling into words, is this: "A solid block of ice surrounding a warm fire." Listening to this music lights that fire. It makes me happy. Funny how sadness has became my happiness.
Begin to ask yourself, “why not?” You are who you’re meant to be, so don’t feel a need to change your feelings if they seem out of the norm. Remember there is no norm. Acceptance of oneself is one of the greatest steps towards peace
When I'm in that dark abyss I always ask myself "why?" Because I don't know why my brain is conjuring those soothing depression demons to melt me into a pool of worthlessness.....*internally screaming* o_o; You mean that"why?"
Ari Notary It’s a psychological horror movie and it’s absolutely amazing, it has you second guessing yourself the entire movie. I would definitely recommend watching, it’s definitely one of my favourites.
There is this one song by Lenka called sad song, and the lyrics go "Sing me a sad song and I will feel better, sing me a happy song and I will start to cry"
Ayy bro i know exactly how you feel man, when i read ur comment i thought u were my double, to get to my point; Jesus is the answer, u should get to know him hes a cool g. and if you dont, I understand. (-:
she was one of those introverted girls ..shy smart and talented ,her drawing and artistic style never failed to amaze me , i followed her for a year or so but couldnt escape the friendzone i was afraid of rejection ..i was a coward back then , but one day even tho i knew i had cancer and relized perfectly that i cant tell which night is gonna be my last .. however i loved her ..from the bottom of my heart ..even tho i wasnt in a state tht allows me to love or be loved but i did .. i continued to chase her and in that day i decided to be brave for once and tell her my feelings ..i was praying for her whenever i couldnt be around ..i saw the beauty in her that no one else could ever see i often asked myself how could such an angel even be real ? why is she still single ? however ..i told her how much i loved her and how much id be happy if she gave me a chance to give her what she deserves my voice was chaking but i was relived ..truly after such a long time ..she responded with that angelic smile on her face , i smiled too , that was probablly the happiest day of my life , i felt butterflies flying in my stomach , no doubts .. she was my soulmate , i feel so relaxed when shes around and the way she talks shyly and smile just warms my heart .. long story short ..weve been together for few months , evrything was fine my mental and physical health both were improving, she was giving me hope ..i wanna live for her and make our story together ..that was the only reason that made me grasp on life more ..however after few months , Evrything changed ...she started ignoring me, acting like a stranger to me , doesnt return phone calls , even the way she looks in my eyes aint the same no more ... calling it a heart breaking is an understatment , i decided to move back and return to my dark zone again .. i accepted my fate ..maybe love isnt just for evryone .especially in my case and my state and i better die here in my room alone than being with someone whos faking love out of pitty ..or myb got bored or found someone better ..i dont know and i dont blame her either ..its okay , i hope she finds true love and live a happy life, i trully do .
It happens 😒 don't your sound like a very nice person im sur there's a girl crushing on you secretly . Poor girl I hope she has the courage to tell you 😳 as for cancer don't think about too much . think more about the meaning of life and her importance . Love isn't everything even happiness isn't everything . I hope you have a beautiful meaningful life and also love P.s im not a English native speaker . Sorry for the bad writing 😌
I don't know where to go or what to do. I have never really had bad friends when I was younger. For the last 2 years however I have been a part of a friendgroup and it is tearing me apart. The people I call my best friends don't even invite me to a meet up of 20 or so. The people that are my #1 view me as less than their #20. I have no confidence and no one else to turn too.
Hi, I know I'm months late for this comment but I just want to tell you that I feel you and it fucking sucks to have people like that. A bit of a story time, I used to have two friends whome I was so sure I'd still be friends with 10 years into the future. But, I'm afraid we only got to only 4 years when they began ignoring me and hating me for the most petty of things and how I keep winning and stuff in contests (I'm a student writer). They despised me for those reasons, covering up their insecurities of their weaknesses by using excuses like how I'm self-centered, selfish, and egotistical when all I've been doing was being there for them in their time of need. They tried to force me to open up about myself, parts of me that I felt uncomfortable sharing and guilt tripped me by saying that I should tell them because they were my friends. They abandoned me and I felt suffocated when I apologized because for one thing, I realize that I was keeping my mouth shut for them as I still wanted to keep them. I counted my I's, me's, my's, every noun directing towards me as they complained that I talked too much about myself. I shut down whenever they gave me looks. I broke every night because they ignored me blatantly without giving me a reason why. I shouldnt have done that. Listen to me. I hope you find better friends. The moral of my story is that you dont need people like that in your life. You dont need to change parts of yourself for their benefit. Under no circumstances should you ever let anyone drag your ass down. You may not be #1 in their eyes, but you will be in someome else's #1 as they will be yours and I hope you find them soon. Maybe you already found them even. Nonetheless, please remember youre worth more than just something that's just their doormat.
My life scenario right now if you want to read it: September - you walked in to my life and catches my eye, we became a thing and you treated me like a queen/ king and gave me soft gentle kisses on the head like I was the only person you were staring at this whole time. October - We we’re okay for about 1 week and then you left not telling me why leaving me clueless and unsure if you ever actually loved me. We had to spend Halloween together because of our families and the way we kept staring at each other keeps me thinking if your falling back in love with me but I don’t want to fall for you I really don’t. November - You always seem to come back to me like your barely realizing how much you feel the need to talk to me cause I know your not okay and I want to help but you didn’t care when you left me stranded all alone with myself my thoughts, your confusing me and idk what to do I just love you so much and hate you too. But you made me so happy and I want you back but I feel like I shouldn’t.... • if reading I’ll continue this soon once it’s December and more is too add •
And as for what's going on, i honestly don't know how to help at all. I'm currently struggling with an online relationship, but its not really a relationship, but we both have feelings for eachother and thats the problem. We just aren't committed enough to do an online relationship nor are we looking for a relationship at all even. Luckily we are doing everything in our power to meet irl, and we are also making plans, but my problem is I have really too many feelings for this person. It drives me crazy not being able to be there with em yknow.
I went through kinda the same.. Sometimes feels like they only loved you because they needed you, the worst is wishing they will come back to you though..
I've never been in love for this long I've never been in love with someone who doesn't feel the same about me I've never cried over a girl before Writing all of this down.. in tears I finally realize, I've never been in love before Nobody ever told me it was this painful
Don't worry. Others know your pain and can sympathize. It's funny, reading these comments and seeing how everyone is so similar...no one's pain is irrelevant or not important. But we're all like one big sad family here. It may be hard to stand sometimes, stand seeing the person you love just ignoring you. But you have to keep going, no matter how much it hurts. I know your pain- but love is wanting that person to be happy, to enjoy life. Sometimes, you have to let them go. Or, be a shoulder for them to lean on. It's all up to you to decide what happens. Just don't give up. Keep going. You'll reach what you're searching for, in some way, some how...it's not a matter of if. It's a matter of when.
It hurts I know but I don't think love is just something to have with a person but it's give someone the power to destroy you it's trusting in them that they won't hurt you and yet with me they always end up leaving.
:| Seriously, mate dont mix up getting rejected by hearing a song which do not even symbolize a heartbreak. its just what you thought it does.. so i guess its better not to create an emotional thinking environment like that....
I’m always here for you if you need someone to speak to... I don’t even know you but I can tell you’re powerful, sweet, beautiful and kind. I hope all is going well :)
I used to have a very close friend that was undergoing hardships in her life. I tried to do the best I could to make her feel better and as time went by I fell in love with her. We ended up being together for 21 months. We loved each other and being together was the best, Or so I thought. in our last few months I started having hardships myself, that I couldn't handle so easily. I asked her to be by my side as I figure things out and try to make everything better. She said she will help me in everything I needed. Shortly afterwards she broke up with me. My trust was betrayed and my heart was broken. She moved on in less than a few days and left me alone, bleeding in frustration. I am now mostly depressed and lacking empathy towards otherpeople.. I can't trust others and I don't know if I ever will.
@Daeva Nion that happens to me too xD..i have a friend..shes the one who really understands me and always support me especially at school..we being together untill 2018..and this year 2019 she moved on to other place far away from me so i can't meet her f2f..i always chat her in whatsapp but she can't chat with me bcs her phone is broken :'(..so yeah now i m alone
when i felt sad or disappointed, this song helps a lot, i told myself you can cry and release everything out while this song playing, but then after 20.12mins you have to throw everything away and keep going with your life. its really help to calm my emotion it would be the top of my playlist whenever im in bad mood. Hey you, i didnt expect that thats all i got after those years we've been through. i feel like im the outsider between both you. you wont know how hurt it will be, Now I realize that everything are nonsense except me myself. WNSYA
I broke up wit myself💔 I don't know who I am😫 I'm mentally stressed and tired😷 Lonely asf and numb and empty, and honesty just need a big hug. I'm so lonely dat when people try to talk to me it gets in my nerves or i think they're just doing it out of port or something. Nobody cares....... Sorry just had to get dat out. I can help others but not myself. In a constant empty mindset😷. At the point where i don't care if live or die tbh....
I had that, the best thing I ever did was tell my doctor, I know it may be tempting to stay this way, but I promise it's way better to get help. Please, explain how you feel to them I felt the same... Thank you for fighting and I believe in you.
Saucy Number15bkft don’t be sad. Believe it or not, many people love and care for you. I don’t know you and I’m aware that I’m a complete stranger but I’m sure there’s at least one person who cares about you. What about your parents, classmates, etc. if you need to rant you can rant to me if you’re comfortable but I hate seeing people depressed even if I don’t know you I want to do as much as I can to help❤️
Anyone else have a indescribable sadness? Something they can't quite explain and when they try to- it feels dumb or as if no one will really understand. So many little things and so many bad things- maybe it's your apathy toward life itself or the state of living. Maybe it's the fact you feel numb or unfeeling to certain things or just don't feel certain things... and you feel guilty and like a monster for not being able to feel those things... Do you also avoid talking about what hurts you and how hurt you are since you're supposed to be the optimistic happier one in the group, you have to be strong for others. Anyone else understand that? Or is it just me...
Sometimes i just say mom..randomly and my mom say what? And i just say i love you. And i love her but that is not what i want to say in the first place. I can not handle it and honestly i wan to ask for help or just say it.rspecially to my mom that i love. But she has mental issues herself and feel horrible and greedy to just worried her more so i say i love you.
Sara Perez wow i feel you. if it would hurt her to much yeah maybe just share it with a therapist or whatever.. i had no filter once and told my mom straight up i thought she is fake and all she cares about is a big house and materialistic crap and to be proud that shes now a grandma cuz my sister is following the normie work kids materials repeat life. im an explorer, a learner... i know truths that hurt. but id rather be sad and know then be a follower, of a broken system of suffer
It’s called being normal it’s natural to not feel in love at some points with your partner it’s not fireworks every day you stay with someone for a reason for example I stay with my gf because I love her and we’re great partners we love each other to death even tho I have rocd 🙂
Not quite. For me, my girlfriend left me last month, and after I had a few dreams of her. One was a discord call with whoever she would be talking to in the future and I heard her laugh which I woke up to crying because she made me so happy but she’s gone. Then I had a dream of holding her cheek and it felt so warm. Then I had a dream of visiting her at her work and she was happy to see me, then I had a dream we had sex. I still love her, those feelings will never change. But it hurts so much.
It hurts more to think about it, it hurts to hold it in but it really hurts when you can't find someone to tell, and it is even more hard and scary when you can't even tell your parents, but this music makes me feel some kind of happiness.
Slowly drifting away to this. Just like my feelings did last summer. Just like I did too after she left me. What is left of me I don't even know, but it's late and all I want to do is forget. But it seems to be the only thing that I can't do. I used to be happier back in the day...
i see so many people in the comments struggling with lonliness, sadness in depression. ive been there...im still there years later. but somewhere in the midst of all of it you'll find why your really meant to be here. why its important your hearts still beating. it wont be easy, but in the meantime try to have conpassion for everyone around you and be kind to your enemies just like you would your friends. from one lost soul to another, im proud of you for hanging on and i love you.
I once decided to visit my grandparents in italy and i did so, i met them for the first in my life and that experience was something that i couldn't describe in words. they lived in a nice house with plenty of flowers in it. The other day we went outside and i met a girl so beautiful that i couldn't imagine , her name was sara, i invited her to my grandparents house , as we walk down and sit down, we start talking about our lives and personalities. the other day i invited her to a bar we sat down ordered coffee and while we were waiting all of a sudden i tell her: i fell in love with you faster that i could've imagined, i love you so much, i know its been only one day but, thats how love works right? She smiles and tells me that she love me too! That moment i realized i was given a purpose on the gigantic galaxy, the purpose to be someone i really liked and loved! The next day i went to airport and flied back to my country! i never heard of sara simce then , shes in my dreams and, i know she is thinking about me, or is she? Thats the question i want to amswer more than anything else :( I tried my best writing this comment P.S its a true story Bye love you all❤❤❤
Vakho GMD What did sara look like? My name is sara and I live in Florence, i’ve since moved around although. I met someone in italy who I never saw from again, similar experience. Maybe not possible but it’s worth a shot!
yeah bro i felt that in my case i lost the one i loved multiple times and now i kinda don't trust anyone and know everyone will leave me once they are fed up with me
When things are really bad, I turn the lights off, get in the shower, and sit down or lay down with the water on me, and just think or cry. Sometimes I put the water hot so it tortured me or really cold, but I relate to this image so much
i feel like all my friends have left me, and i've left all my true friends physically. i wish i was still living near them. now i'm sad and alone and never comfortable.
im so glade to have been able to enjoy & experience this with you guys even if just for a moment in time. i believe music will be my best friend for life...💜
Awaso Uchiha I’m going to write a song/poem based off the comments if I see your comment and it inspires me I will put your channel name in the author area You are a comment I’m going to reword in a poetic way how would you like to be credited
We all feel pain, but we cover the pain and sadness with a smile to trick everyone to think that we are ok and that everything will be fine for you and me. Sometimes, it's ok to let a tear fall and it's ok to let all your feeling out, but we go against that and hide. Sometimes we don't realise that we are even hiding the pain because we have done it so many times.
it's like running away from the pain and trying to trick yourself but the pain will only grow bigger thats why you just gotta face it and stop hurting yourself
I would love to be patient. But I just can’t wait. I’m getting sick and tired of the smile that I fake everyday ...iwould love to speak my mind but I can’t think straight.
I’ve been putting a mask on myself. So broken right now but I have no desire to share whats inside with anyone. This is literally the place where I express myself without feeling judged.
Remember that time when you texting saying “I’m fine “ but your eyesight is covered In tears and you feel all alone in this world to just cry in your room with the other person saying “are you sure “ are you sure ?
To the people that had been rejected by someone they like or love someday you will meet a person that will understand you, accept who you are and will love you until both of you grow old just wait for him/her he/she will come on the right time just enjoy life while waiting for him/her
I feel like I’m just someone everyone wants to avoid. Nobody wants to come up nd say hi but when they do I turn it down nd walk away. I only want certain people to want to talk to me but they could care less. I feel like even the people I’m closest to now just don’t like to be around me. Nd my old best friend slowly stopped talking to me. I watched that happen. I couldn’t do anything about it cuz I love her too much. It’s kinda true when they say that you have to let ppl go if you love them but they never said it hurts like I’m doing that self consciously I’m letting her go without noticing I Dont Want To Let Go. But I bet she does. I love her so much. I see her around the halls so much nd all I could do is look at her Nd see how much she has changed Nd how beautiful she is without knowing it. Nd how she thinks she is a horrible person when she isn’t. I miss her so much but she will never know nd I can never change that. I miss my old best friend...
It gets lonely not having friends....... 🥀💔🖤 Edit: it has been a while since I posted this comment but I really have changed. I look back on this now and picture the old depressed me. I had serious depression and problems, but now it feels like it’s completely gone I’ve become stronger mentally. I now have friends and no longer say things like ‘people don’t love me’ because they do, and for those saying ‘I wish they loved me’ I just say to myself do you really need their love. If loving yourself is already a great feeling. Btw these people in the comments are so nice.❤️ I hope this made some sense I’m typing this quickly because it’s almost my bedtime and I realized this turned from a few words to a few sentences real fast🌙
Although I give the maximum it is never enough....My anxiety and my insecurity send always everything to hell ...it makes me feel like all my efforts are in vain.. I don't know how to get out of this vicious circle ... I hate everyone ... I hate myself .. I feel stuck ...
everything starts from you put the hatred for yourself away and just chill and take care of yourself and accept what you have and everything will fall into place
yin and yang: where there is sadness there will be an equal amount of happiness, and where there is happiness there will be an equal amount of sadness. You cannot have one without the other. And you cannot control everything. Just let life balance it all out 💙 everything will be ok
This mix really just makes me, look inside myself and find all the bad things that have happened in my life, in turn making me forget all the good things. Remember people, bad things will happen, but so will good things. Good always comes with bad and bad comes with good. You cannot forget that. Anyways, it's time I sleep. So goodnight people.
Everything is just so confusing right now. 4 months ago my grandpa died, then 2 months age my other grandpa died then in the Alaskan earthquake my snake died. The last 4 months have all just gone in a blur like I'm looking for something. But I can never find it. I just don't know what or where or who it is and it's killing me. Yesterday was my first Christmas without them all and everything just feels so hopeless. Sorry if you read this.
More Nostalgic Music!! ♥
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Why do u have kindred on your icone? Do u know what she meas or what she is?
@@romanacihelkova7427 I don't think there exists a person on the internet that doesn't at least have a general idea of what League is
But kindred isnt only in league lore ;) its a dsmi god/Spirit in měny cultures
What is first song ?
@@salikhnichol5852 just search H E A R T B R O K E N
There's a difference between letting go, and pretending you've forgotten.
ok
It's 4 am i've been tempted to go back to someone for the first time in weeks and being and this comment resonates with me and my current thoughts so deeply. How doed everyone here seem to feel the same pain at once. Really.
I have nothing hold onto in the first place.
I Oofed up
whoa
*I don’t like when I’m all alone by myself with my thoughts ... it’s kinda feels like slowly killing me .. sometimes*
That's how I feel too...
Everyone is slowly dying a little bit every second. But I know what you mean
Annamária Partono I’m going to write a song/poem based off the comments if I see your comment and it inspires me I will put your channel name in the author area
You are a comment I’m going to reword in a poetic way how would you like to be credited
I’ve felt the same for a long time
sigh.. yeah it hurts... they slowly eat me alive, and sometimes, i force them too...
I hate when I try to talk to someone and explain how I feel but they just shut me down and say that everyone feels the same. Like the pain I'm feeling doesn't really matter because I'm no different. I know that other people have it worse and other people deal with way more stuff than I do, and they don't quit. But I just can't handle the stress and anxiety, I feel like I'll never amount to anything. All my dreams mean nothing and they'll never be anything more than dreams. I want to show people I'm better than what I appear to be. I don't want to be viewed as worthless anymore.
SleepAway ThePain hey man, I know how you feel. First off, let me just say that it doesn't matter that other people have it worse. Everyone experiences things differently, and as long as you're hurting, you deserve help to stop hurting. Whoever those people are who blow you off like that don't deserve you. If you listen to their problems but they don't listen to you, then screw them.
About your anxiety ad stress, I can't solve everything for you. It's an unfortunate fact you must face: that everything isn't going to be neatly solved in one step or one kind word. It sounds pessimistic, but it's true and you have to get past this fact to heal. It takes work, but the good news is, work is relative. If you're tired and you've been staying up to do homework or whatever and you don't have anything to give, then just by caring you are giving it your best. Give yourself a chance to give yourself a break.
And finally, I want to tell you something important. I believe in you. You will amount to something. Just by existing you have done so so much, and I'm so proud of you for getting this far despite all you've been through. It's hard to see sometimes, maybe most of the time. But it's there. Just by being stressed and anxious, you can be more compassionate and helpful to others with similar problems. Look at me, I'm tired and run down and behind on half my homework. But here I am helping you find your value. I'm helpful because of what I've been through. I've cried, I've hurt myself, I've wanted everything to go away forever, but I'm still here and I'm still making a difference. It gets better. It really does. I still have problems but compared to last year or the year before that, its like heaven. If you want to talk some more find me at control-alt-gay on Tumblr, or if you need more immediate help, call the suicide hotline, or text 741741. There's no shame in needed help. I've texted and its really nice. Anyway, I hope you love yourself sooner than you expected. Remember you're important, and have a good night.
robin b what a beautiful expression of love for another being. Your compassion is deeply felt and well versed. I’m proud of both of you! ✨💝✨
SleepAway ThePain you were never worthless to begin with. Show yourself what you can do. Those dreams are unique and can come to life. That’s how powerful a creator you are. If you believe it, it can happen. You’re not alone, dear one, you are so loved, I’m sending you a virtual hug, which made me cry from my unconditional love for you and from the pain I feel in your heart. Hope you gravitate toward robin’s beautiful advice. Up to you though. Be well, and know that you matter to us! Shine bright✨💝✨!
I once dreamt that I was in space and sounds like these were playing and I was so happy! In the dream there was a girl and she asked me if I remember her, I said no, but I felt like we knew each other for eternity but I just couldnt remember her. Confused and frustrated that I couldnt remember I teared up. She then grabbed my face, looked into my eyes and said don’t worry is still way too early and said her goodbyes I felt so good being with her. When she said goodbye to me thats when I woke up and my eyes were watery. After that dream I had always try to dream about her using the lucid dream tecnique and others but I never see her. Maybe is true maybe it is too early to see her...
I wish you see her in reality
let me know if you see her again
Yo this sounds like some anime thing. But it mustve been cool
Is it weird I had a dream like that but am with her now
@@Ed-md4jd woah! U met ur girlfriend through a dream?
Y'all ever been depressed for no reason, and when people ask u what's wrong u get upset cuz u can't put words into why?
the worst pain, makes me feel like i’m crazy sometimes
Too many times.....
I just tell them this music makes me emotional.
I fine my self doing that sometimes
Ella G. It happens daily
"It's supposed to hurt. That's how you know it meant something"
YodelingFishes so true my friend. Feelings tell us important things. If it didn't matter it wouldn't hurt. Believe me when I say feeling feelings is better than feeling nothing.
if your hated enough you should use watever pain to drive your wounds out of site
Mr. Sannhetsverd but you dont need anyone to heal those wounds
my chest
oof
Sometimes I want cry but I cant
i can't cry at all
I can't either, it's felt as if my brain disabled my ability to cry, it's weird but anyway there is always a better things to do for your good, stay hope 😎🙏
it's like you're memeing the people who comment here, "Sometimes I want cry but I cant" english 100
If you want to trigger crying or letting go try this. First get to a quiet private place. Then stand loosely and a start shaking your whole body loosely, letting go deeper physically like your jelly.
Then make fists with your hands and rub your back around your kidneys in circles. (Kidneys are higher than you think).
Then take your finger tips, hands shaped like you’re about to open a jar, and run very light circles around your stomach.
Whatever happens is just what is. If you haven’t been willing to feel pain for a long time it could take time and physical healing to really open up and let go. It can manifest in strange otherworldly ways. I recommend Somatic Experiencing, tho my routine here is a combination of Qi Gong and my own experimentation. Good luck friend😉
Same
Every amazing memory i had as a kid is now starting to fade away
truth i used to think being big is so fascinating im getting there and you know i really don't want to
dont let them
Ever feel like talking about your feelings but don’t want to at the same time?
Cat galaxy Forever what helps me is writing a letter to myself. I know it may seem pointless but it really helps get everything out and maybe even wanting to tell someone. But of course you don’t have to.
100 likes. The last one was from me 💙
I know that feeling very well, staying in the grey-area is very hard... I wonder how Koko manages to do that for so long without cracking.
Yes
You should talk to someone ok believe me, talking to someone talks so much pressure off of your shoulders. Don’t get embarrassed if you break down in between talking because everyone has been there. Believe me. Everyone☀︎♡
you know... i see a few common things with the people here in the comments.. so...
to the people listening to this to sleep: scrolling through the comments can wait... put down your device, and get a good night's sleep. rest well 💙
to the people who feel sad, angry, or just are generally in a bad place: things will get better. it may not seem like it, but it will in time. keep going, you are so strong, and i am so proud of you 💙
to the people who are feeling lonely, homesick, or just empty: i feel the same, but we all won't feel like this forever. people care about you, and you're never truly alone, no matter what you think. there is always someone out there who cares for you. i care about you. stay strong 💙
to the people listening to this while studying/practicing for something: i genuinely hope everything goes well for what you are going to do. if you have been sitting down for a long time, get up, stretch, grab a glass of water or snack, and keep going. good luck 💙
and just to everyone: i hope that you are having a good day/night, and if it's not that great, i hope it gets better for you. take care of yourselves 💙
Z Bee omg you’re so sweet!!!
thank you so much i was thinking of doing things i might regret and when i saw this comment i felt i had hope. for the past days, i haven't been feeling the best. Been losing friends, people constantly calling me fat or names. I'm just very overwhelmed. Byt thank you for sending this comment
Thank you, sometimes I say things that I know yet I often do the opposite so I feel like I need to tell you to stay strong, even if you mean it for other people
Z Bee thank you man :)
I needed this so much
Anybody else not sad but just empty? Just like you have accepted that you just aren't good enough but that no matter what your still gonna wake up every morning and do the same thing, over and over.
yes..
Yeah me
I felt that way. Then i tried mdma. Now i work out, eat healthy and feel great. Showed me what happieness is like. It totally switched of my depression.
I agree with this because I relate to it on a daily basis.
Yes
Nothings more important than sleep and breathing. Just hang out with the breath and not the voices in your head.
Hanging out with my breath was the most life changing thing I’ve ever done psychologically
:3 different opinions huh
I feel like sometimes the voices of my head is not me and it's the devil telling me I'm weak and the other one is the angel telling me I'm stronger than that
Why do we always fall in love with the one person that ends up not wanting us at all
I was warned not to fall for her, but still i did, why do we want the exact thing we cannot have
Word.
You don't fall. You allow yourself to.
i know exactly what you mean
FAAAXX
H: Hold
O: On,
P: Pain
E: Ends
I seen this on google before...🙄
Hāñńäh Ñįę Everything is on google so it doesn’t really matter. That’s like saying if I comment “cool!” I could say I saw that on google lmao
ThatKidDylan ok lol
some don't mind it
I️ hope everyone who sees this gets over whatever sadness you feel because one day it will get better, it may take awhile but it’ll get better just wait!
it's taking too fucking long. I don't even feel sadness, just emptiness. too fucking long.
_one day it'll get better_
*I can't fucking wait any longer.*
not anymore.
guess I'll just...
wait.
fuck.
It's been two years... and still counting
holy shit.
waiting works.
i mean i’m still depressed but i have someone to fall back into now.
wait.
*please.*
it got better
_marginally_
but it did.
Wait how long 1 year
Time heals nothing. You merely learn to adapt. It is impossible to forget, and the scars will never fade. Melancholy.
sometimes i don’t feel like i exist, sometimes i feel like i took the wrong form, sometimes i feel like i’ve lived 1,000 times before. am i really there? am i really here? what am i? i relate to the air molecules surrounding me more than i do the humans i share a shape with. i want to fly freely through this world, theres so much i’d love to see. there’s so much we don’t know. every time i wake up though, i’m stuck in the same body with the same questions and the same feelings. what am i?
Yeah, sometimes I feel similar to that. Like I'm trapped somewhere where I don't belong to, like I came from a world with ... more than where I am now. A world full of wonder and magic, and not hatred.
You can be anything u want, and u r not a waste of space ,❣️
I don’t want to have to die. I want a chance to be better
I wake up and ask WHO am i...
exactly
Everyone has such a bad time rn, and I just came here to chill a bit before goin to bed :-: but I hope y'all feeling better, just remember, every bad time will come to an end.
be thankful buddy..
wish I was you
this really makes me miss someone, but i have no idea who.
update: i still have no idea who am i missing, can this person just come and cuddle me so i’d be less sad? (i get attached and fall in love really easily and i’m also clingy as fuck and ugly, but please don’t mind and love me :( )
I’m here for you, we’ll go through this together :) :(
Olivia Waters aw
Stiles lol same
I’ll cuddle you and love you as long as you want I’m right here ok. My arms are always open
I feel lonely. I have friends, have family , but my feeling, and myself, i feel like no one get it. I really need some comfort, i show it out, but people don't take it as serious
Same
Honestly, same
Yeah same, if you need anyone though, I’m here, y love you, stay safe out there ❤️
No one will understand it though. I don’t have any friends and my family never understands. The only person I got is my brother. He helps me get through my days when no one else knows. I wish the best of luck to you. Find someone who you can connect with, and share your feeling. Keep pushing in hopes that someday, somehow, someone will grant you happiness and comfort through life.
Damn. Same. But I know with my heart that things will be better soon. Life is beautiful, we are childs of the life.
Everyone in this comment section needs a hug
Natali Olivares ur right
Natali Olivares that made me feel a bit better lol
U too
KISS ACTUALLY CUZ I'M A BROKEN HEARTED
**smooch**
*-love you, broken hearted or not-*
💛💛
Do you ever feel different, internally, than everybody else? I used to feel so optimistic and always happy. Not a single thing could bring me down for long. I thought I had been in love before and I thought I’d had my heart broken before. I was wrong. It took me 19 years before I found the girl that will forever and always be the one that my heart will desire. With her, no other girl would cross my mind. No other girl was so astonishingly beautiful. I was completely blown away by every little thing she did. I knew then as I know now, she is the one that I should share my life with, but I guess that I’m not the one she is suppose to be with. It all came crashing down and now I’m all alone because the job I am going to school for won’t make enough money for her. Her parents also threatened to take her out of their will if she ever married me ( she comes from a rich family while I do not). They tore us apart. She started seeing someone else while I was trying my hardest to work things out. Turns out she found better. It’s been almost a year yet I can’t seem to let her go, and frankly I don’t know if I want to. It was the best time of my life. I still have every movie ticket, Haunted house tickets, and every gift I have ever received from her in a box underneath of my bed. I’ve tried moving on. I’ve tried holding another, yet I can’t seem to feel anything for any other girl. They say time heals every wound but how long do I need to wait for time to do it’s job.
you gotta take a break from finding anyone, slowly let her go and take care of yourself mentally and physically time can heal but you're the one who does the healing by the actions that you take
Daydreamer 888 I’ve been taking actions to move on and I go in fits of being alright and saying fu*k her but then I see something or hear something that reminds me of her. I’m like an addict and I keep relapsing on her memory
@@XxdeathmanXx22 moving on takes awhile first you can't stop thinking about them then be alright with it sometimes and then cry and be in pain becouse of it and then you'll come to accept it you just gotta keep moving buddy
you know, you cant change anything that happened in the past. also, there is no magic formula to happiness. nobody can forget these things, because they are a part of you. we live for the memories, the good ones but also the bad ones. trust me, with girls, being together with someone you knew before you were together is a bit problematic. thats why i speak to people on the street. you will eventually get rejected a few times but you have to understand that some people are not in the mood for relationships. when you find out about a persons life and character while being together, you will like them more because you cant think of a time you "just knew her"
You must keep looking forward to when things will get better because they will. Stay strong and humble, king.
I feel understood in this comment section. makes me feel like I'm not the only one struggling in life right now
lonely peach ❤️ Edit: you’re loved.
We're all gonna make it brah.
lonely peach I feel you
lonely peach we‘re with you, we are all gonna make it
I know. I seldom feel much love, pain seems so familiar.
Anyone else feel like they don’t got real friends? Just friends who see you but don’t understand you? I love my family but tbh I feel invisible when I talk to them because whatever I tell them they don’t acknowledge me 😃
Omg i understand how u feel..that happens to me too..
It’s sad but it’s whatever 😅
Same to me
Iso just described me
i went to a school for 8 years i knew almost everyone almost everyone knew me i had 2 best friends and then i found another school that was dedicated to learning to fly planes and when i grow up want to be a pilot so this school was perfect but its about an hour away so no one from my school has ever transferred there its also a uniform school and so i went from having friends and knowing everyone and the freedom to even dress the way i wanted to wearing blue and khakis to not knowing anyone and having no friends on top of all that almost everyone here knows someone at there previous school (no school feeds into this school everyone's a transfer) so when i got here i had no one and nothing and its shitty my friends miss me and i miss my friends sooo much.... i miss 8th grade sooo much... ontop of that i had two older brother i hung out with all the time we played video games together and had some really good times but they one went into the military and the other moved to Detroit both in the same month now it feels like i have no one to talk with or have good times with anymore i have new friends at my new school but i really dont give a single shit about any of them i just want to grow up and live a successful life and hang out with those i love sometime soon
What is more stupid than listening to depressing song while im sad to increase depression
Bokrep Bokrep Sadness evaporates through depressing/sad music. Express your inner feelings (hence the title) through this song in order to surpass them. Just sit back, listen, think, recall your certain memories and you'll soon find yourself happier. Goodnight Bokrep.
Chrome Fox everytime i recall those memories it become sadder than before bcs its my fault, but thx man
i am doing the same
Buying a Wallet with your last money
addicted to tragedy
I love this comment section. Almost everyone here has a story to share that they probably aren't comfortable telling anyone else, and that's so amazing. I feel so understood, like i'm not alone, like there are other people that are going through the same struggles i am.
Sometimes ill wake up and not feel anything. I wont have any motivation, no purpose, no feelings. It will just be an empty pit that I cant seem to escape from. I find peace in this music because it gives me emotions and that makes me feel food inside. I know it sounds cheesy, but music really does help me in more ways than i can explain.
Only the best things in life come from the hardest struggles
in time a rough coarse eventually will become a smooth coarse
big oof
This comment right here bro
anime: perfect blue
Zoë Éva Thanks! It seems interesting I’ll give it a watch!
Gracias :D/Thanks :D
Lol true
What is about??
I never watched it, so I can’t tell you.
So relaxing to be with yourself
Dragonscale DJ Heck Yes ☺😔👍👊✊
Wish my life was forever like that
not for me man
my minds like a bad neighborhood
Not for me. I feel like I have to run all the time, run away from my life. Run away from my mind, from myself. I tried to love myself several times, I really did, but it always ends up the same
Do you ever wake up and never have the energy to even smile or laugh.. So you just stay in bed all day.. I do that everyday
BROOKLN BRAvE same
Same,if it gives you closure and comfort.
you have to move, keep trying
Depresso mode
Me except I'm depressed and lonely I have no escape at this point but idc just gonna let it be like that
*_pessimism and the sad feelings never leave. but you can still pretend to be optimistic and happy. Even if it’s For them. For anyone you care about and who care about you. you might not have many people, god knows I don’t either but just about everyone here has discussed some personal stuff. So by this aren’t we all connected? If we mere people behind screens can share stuff like this, there’s always gonna be someone who’s waiting for you to just say “hi”. So if you’re sad and lonely and you feel a little down, reach out because the people like you can change your world._*
Im scared of being alone , im 18 know and everyone left me my Friends my Family and even the one Person i once Loved , idk whats wrong with me , but i can't do it any more , deep inside my self im dying , im trying to survive but i can't im alone for 6 years know and ITS Not getting better , i know im Young but why so i have to suffer , i Just want to be Loved , i Just want one WHO Go outside With me in the night and tellin me Everything is okay , i Just want Somebody to Love , i Just want to Life .
I understand you, I want someone to love me and accept me. But believe me, someone will love u. I know it's hard to believe, but please... just try, I know u are capable of anything.
U can talk with me in Instagram or Pinterest, okay? ^^
My english isn't sooo good but I'm trying to help.
You have thantophobia, like me
Thank you bro my insta is: HaveANameLikeMe could need the help
Yes May bei
Come to God, Jesus Christ. He loves everyone he died for us. You can understand this if you read the bible or look up at some verses. Trust me he will guide you and give you happiness if you let him love you.
Thanks and keep going man you got this👍💯
Not depressed just trying to find some nice songs to hear in the rain 👌🏻 heart goes out to all you tho 💖 just remember, all pain is temporary and things always get better 💖
same 💖
That's what they all say it's been years and things are just getting worse
hai im StUpId it does get better
To you, sad individual reading this right now, I love you, I would hug you if I could, but don't let go, there is balance in life, and all that bad stuff will one day lead to a lot of good stuff, don't just look at the negative side of it, there's a positive side right there, you just have to wait for it, or learn to see it.
edgy
I haven’t let go yet, but I’m wondering if I’ll keep holding on. I
Took me almost 10 years to realise life is beautifull
I sit in bed listening to ur stuff and it makes me happy for a little bit in my depressed life
It's feels like there's a hole in my chest. I don't feel sad. Just... Gone. Like she walked right through me and left me numb. Thinking about that emptiness makes me sad. Got my heart broken without even being in a relationship. I wonder why things had ended up like this. The only way to put this feeling into words, is this: "A solid block of ice surrounding a warm fire." Listening to this music lights that fire. It makes me happy. Funny how sadness has became my happiness.
Do you ever ask yourself "why?"
an nie All the time..
Yeah...
every fucking day.
Begin to ask yourself, “why not?” You are who you’re meant to be, so don’t feel a need to change your feelings if they seem out of the norm. Remember there is no norm. Acceptance of oneself is one of the greatest steps towards peace
When I'm in that dark abyss I always ask myself "why?" Because I don't know why my brain is conjuring those soothing depression demons to melt me into a pool of worthlessness.....*internally screaming*
o_o; You mean that"why?"
🍂 ＳＡＴＯＳＨＩ ＫＯＮ ＦＯＲＥＶＥＲ 🍂
Rest in Peace, our great master of Anime
''Ｍａｙｂｅ ｉｆ ｉ ｗｏｕｌｄ ｆａｌｌ ｉｎ ｌｏｖｅ ｗｉｔｈ ｄｅｐｒｅｓｓｉｏｎ ｔｈｅｎ ｉｔ ｗｏｕｌｄ ｌｅａｖｅ ｍｅ ｔｏｏ？''
are you ok? Do you want to talk?
Lol
I hope so
10/10 would not recommend trust me
I actually did that
In case anybody wanted to know, the picture is from the movie "Perfect Blue"
You can watch it on youtube for free :)
it's always perfect blue or neon genesis evangelion
Ari Notary It’s a psychological horror movie and it’s absolutely amazing, it has you second guessing yourself the entire movie. I would definitely recommend watching, it’s definitely one of my favourites.
Dang I thought it was from cowboy bebop for some reason....
@Ari Notary Sociology
@@forgotten1369 Probably her hair and the 90's look to it
i like the æsthetic of sad things because i can just feel sad with it :)
There is this one song by Lenka called sad song, and the lyrics go "Sing me a sad song and I will feel better, sing me a happy song and I will start to cry"
SarahCillo it’s like it’s giving you permission to feel that way and knowing someone else made this sound that is similar to what’s in your heart.
Yessss
im not really depressed angry or sad im a 14 yr old kid im not lazy i just dont have motivation and listening to this really help me feel at peace
I feel u also nice name lmao send memes
Ayy bro i know exactly how you feel man, when i read ur comment i thought u were my double, to get to my point; Jesus is the answer, u should get to know him hes a cool g. and if you dont, I understand. (-:
@@CarsforJ this was a sweet comment, I really appreciate the way you said this so thx dude
Wow in your age i didnt give a sh1t i was so happy. It started to be bad at my 15-16
this just makes me feel all my friends are fake.
All my friends are fake and i wish I had real one's they arnt loyal to me at all...
The first instrumental still hits, it don't get old I'll still be bumping in my late years
she was one of those introverted girls ..shy smart and talented ,her drawing and artistic style never failed to amaze me , i followed her for a year or so but couldnt escape the friendzone i was afraid of rejection ..i was a coward back then , but one day even tho i knew i had cancer and relized perfectly that i cant tell which night is gonna be my last .. however i loved her ..from the bottom of my heart ..even tho i wasnt in a state tht allows me to love or be loved but i did .. i continued to chase her and in that day i decided to be brave for once and tell her my feelings ..i was praying for her whenever i couldnt be around ..i saw the beauty in her that no one else could ever see i often asked myself how could such an angel even be real ? why is she still single ? however ..i told her how much i loved her and how much id be happy if she gave me a chance to give her what she deserves my voice was chaking but i was relived ..truly after such a long time ..she responded with that angelic smile on her face , i smiled too , that was probablly the happiest day of my life , i felt butterflies flying in my stomach , no doubts .. she was my soulmate , i feel so relaxed when shes around and the way she talks shyly and smile just warms my heart .. long story short ..weve been together for few months , evrything was fine my mental and physical health both were improving, she was giving me hope ..i wanna live for her and make our story together ..that was the only reason that made me grasp on life more ..however after few months , Evrything changed ...she started ignoring me, acting like a stranger to me , doesnt return phone calls , even the way she looks in my eyes aint the same no more ... calling it a heart breaking is an understatment , i decided to move back and return to my dark zone again .. i accepted my fate ..maybe love isnt just for evryone .especially in my case and my state and i better die here in my room alone than being with someone whos faking love out of pitty ..or myb got bored or found someone better ..i dont know and i dont blame her either ..its okay , i hope she finds true love and live a happy life, i trully do .
It happens 😒 don't your sound like a very nice person im sur there's a girl crushing on you secretly . Poor girl I hope she has the courage to tell you 😳 as for cancer don't think about too much . think more about the meaning of life and her importance . Love isn't everything even happiness isn't everything . I hope you have a beautiful meaningful life and also love
P.s im not a English native speaker . Sorry for the bad writing 😌
I don't know where to go or what to do. I have never really had bad friends when I was younger. For the last 2 years however I have been a part of a friendgroup and it is tearing me apart. The people I call my best friends don't even invite me to a meet up of 20 or so. The people that are my #1 view me as less than their #20. I have no confidence and no one else to turn too.
I don't know who you are, but I really feel you.
If they can’t put you first find other friends, you’ll find people who truly care for you. Don’t worry and stay positive!
I feel you..
harry gloyn this exact thing happend to me. Its hard, but ditch them and start branching out to new people
Hi, I know I'm months late for this comment but I just want to tell you that I feel you and it fucking sucks to have people like that. A bit of a story time, I used to have two friends whome I was so sure I'd still be friends with 10 years into the future. But, I'm afraid we only got to only 4 years when they began ignoring me and hating me for the most petty of things and how I keep winning and stuff in contests (I'm a student writer). They despised me for those reasons, covering up their insecurities of their weaknesses by using excuses like how I'm self-centered, selfish, and egotistical when all I've been doing was being there for them in their time of need. They tried to force me to open up about myself, parts of me that I felt uncomfortable sharing and guilt tripped me by saying that I should tell them because they were my friends. They abandoned me and I felt suffocated when I apologized because for one thing, I realize that I was keeping my mouth shut for them as I still wanted to keep them. I counted my I's, me's, my's, every noun directing towards me as they complained that I talked too much about myself. I shut down whenever they gave me looks. I broke every night because they ignored me blatantly without giving me a reason why. I shouldnt have done that.
Listen to me. I hope you find better friends. The moral of my story is that you dont need people like that in your life. You dont need to change parts of yourself for their benefit. Under no circumstances should you ever let anyone drag your ass down. You may not be #1 in their eyes, but you will be in someome else's #1 as they will be yours and I hope you find them soon. Maybe you already found them even. Nonetheless, please remember youre worth more than just something that's just their doormat.
My life scenario right now if you want to read it:
September - you walked in to my life and catches my eye, we became a thing and you treated me like a queen/ king and gave me soft gentle kisses on the head like I was the only person you were staring at this whole time.
October - We we’re okay for about 1 week and then you left not telling me why leaving me clueless and unsure if you ever actually loved me. We had to spend Halloween together because of our families and the way we kept staring at each other keeps me thinking if your falling back in love with me but I don’t want to fall for you I really don’t.
November - You always seem to come back to me like your barely realizing how much you feel the need to talk to me cause I know your not okay and I want to help but you didn’t care when you left me stranded all alone with myself my thoughts, your confusing me and idk what to do I just love you so much and hate you too. But you made me so happy and I want you back but I feel like I shouldn’t....
• if reading I’ll continue this soon once it’s December and more is too add •
I'm interested to know, you should update it for December.
And as for what's going on, i honestly don't know how to help at all. I'm currently struggling with an online relationship, but its not really a relationship, but we both have feelings for eachother and thats the problem. We just aren't committed enough to do an online relationship nor are we looking for a relationship at all even. Luckily we are doing everything in our power to meet irl, and we are also making plans, but my problem is I have really too many feelings for this person. It drives me crazy not being able to be there with em yknow.
I went through kinda the same.. Sometimes feels like they only loved you because they needed you, the worst is wishing they will come back to you though..
Please do tell more
Jasmine Rose yeah I understand you
I've never been in love for this long
I've never been in love with someone who doesn't feel the same about me
I've never cried over a girl before
Writing all of this down.. in tears
I finally realize, I've never been in love before
Nobody ever told me it was this painful
Don't worry. Others know your pain and can sympathize. It's funny, reading these comments and seeing how everyone is so similar...no one's pain is irrelevant or not important. But we're all like one big sad family here. It may be hard to stand sometimes, stand seeing the person you love just ignoring you. But you have to keep going, no matter how much it hurts. I know your pain- but love is wanting that person to be happy, to enjoy life. Sometimes, you have to let them go. Or, be a shoulder for them to lean on. It's all up to you to decide what happens. Just don't give up. Keep going. You'll reach what you're searching for, in some way, some how...it's not a matter of if. It's a matter of when.
my girlfriend broke up with me today and i really thought i could be happy with her long term, pain...
It hurts I know but I don't think love is just something to have with a person but it's give someone the power to destroy you it's trusting in them that they won't hurt you and yet with me they always end up leaving.
:| Seriously, mate dont mix up getting rejected by hearing a song which do not even symbolize a heartbreak. its just what you thought it does.. so i guess its better not to create an emotional thinking environment like that....
I’m on my… what, 7th year of liking this boy? And he’s never even looked my way? What am I even supposed to do?
*when your sad, this is what you listen too and become more sad*
Until the commercials then have to get re sad sad
Well that girl crying in the beginning makes me breakdown and i have trouble crying, so i listen to this and it helps.
Totally same😪😔
Negative plus negative = Positive
Yes you’re 100% right. :/ that’s just life. I thought it’s simple enough. But I never know what I want. Cliche I know.
it's so hard to have feelings
it's so hard to exist
Parents put so much pressure on you unintentionally and then they wonder...
Deejé Mai 😔
Deejé Mai 😔 i feel you
They just want the best for u and that only makes u stronger for the world out there cause its tough out there im speaking career wise
Deejé Mai honestly xx
jup 😔
This Playlist got me through out off some serious trauma and mental injuries I had in the past! Now I listen to it, just to relax!!
I know I’m always going to be alone and I accept it, but that doesn’t make it hurt any less
I’m always here for you if you need someone to speak to... I don’t even know you but I can tell you’re powerful, sweet, beautiful and kind. I hope all is going well :)
Where did you get that pfp from... Source?
Everything will be okay
hey there.. you have me too
The comment section should be renamed to sad confessions 👌🏼
Night Hawk you know it
rather the "I want attention section"
¨Fake confessions in order to seek for attention section¨
It may not sound that cartchy of a name but it's the best I could come up with.
Gasp yes
Night Hawk exactly
thank you again for another feature on your playlist!
I LOVE how most people in the comment section are opening up and showing how they really feel, May god bless each and every one of y’all, ❤️❤️❤️
I used to have a very close friend that was undergoing hardships in her life. I tried to do the best I could to make her feel better and as time went by I fell in love with her. We ended up being together for 21 months. We loved each other and being together was the best, Or so I thought.
in our last few months I started having hardships myself, that I couldn't handle so easily. I asked her to be by my side as I figure things out and try to make everything better. She said she will help me in everything I needed.
Shortly afterwards she broke up with me. My trust was betrayed and my heart was broken.
She moved on in less than a few days and left me alone, bleeding in frustration. I am now mostly depressed and lacking empathy towards otherpeople..
I can't trust others and I don't know if I ever will.
@@BrazzersJordi Yeah... if only we could go back in time hahaha
I wish we'll both be able to move on and find our partner in life.
Stay strong man 💪
fat mood
Trust is a dangerous thing. Friends, and even close ones, can backstab you and leave you bleeding if you hand your trust to them.
@Daeva Nion that happens to me too xD..i have a friend..shes the one who really understands me and always support me especially at school..we being together untill 2018..and this year 2019 she moved on to other place far away from me so i can't meet her f2f..i always chat her in whatsapp but she can't chat with me bcs her phone is broken :'(..so yeah now i m alone
@Daeva Nion sorry for my bad english :/
when i felt sad or disappointed, this song helps a lot, i told myself you can cry and release everything out while this song playing, but then after 20.12mins you have to throw everything away and keep going with your life. its really help to calm my emotion
it would be the top of my playlist whenever im in bad mood. Hey you, i didnt expect that thats all i got after those years we've been through. i feel like im the outsider between both you. you wont know how hurt it will be, Now I realize that everything are nonsense except me myself. WNSYA
I broke up wit myself💔
I don't know who I am😫
I'm mentally stressed and tired😷
Lonely asf and numb and empty, and honesty just need a big hug.
I'm so lonely dat when people try to talk to me it gets in my nerves or i think they're just doing it out of port or something. Nobody cares.......
Sorry just had to get dat out.
I can help others but not myself. In a constant empty mindset😷. At the point where i don't care if live or die tbh....
I had that, the best thing I ever did was tell my doctor, I know it may be tempting to stay this way, but I promise it's way better to get help. Please, explain how you feel to them I felt the same... Thank you for fighting and I believe in you.
Saucy Number15bkft don’t be sad. Believe it or not, many people love and care for you. I don’t know you and I’m aware that I’m a complete stranger but I’m sure there’s at least one person who cares about you. What about your parents, classmates, etc. if you need to rant you can rant to me if you’re comfortable but I hate seeing people depressed even if I don’t know you I want to do as much as I can to help❤️
that just tells me you needa love yourself more bud
@@haley5216 it takes a lot of practice... Not easy
Fr but it took a lot of broken heart aces to know what I got @@faridanurieva1512
this mix makes me nostalgic, thanks Neotic ❤️
Bro even the ad was lofi music
So i didnt skip :'D
MHGuwu lol
Anyone else have a indescribable sadness? Something they can't quite explain and when they try to- it feels dumb or as if no one will really understand. So many little things and so many bad things- maybe it's your apathy toward life itself or the state of living. Maybe it's the fact you feel numb or unfeeling to certain things or just don't feel certain things... and you feel guilty and like a monster for not being able to feel those things... Do you also avoid talking about what hurts you and how hurt you are since you're supposed to be the optimistic happier one in the group, you have to be strong for others. Anyone else understand that? Or is it just me...
wow man ive never read such an accurate reflection of myself
can we talk?
accuracy on point. who is the bosses releif / mentor? i need to save the world but most people i cant talk to on the level i would need to feel better
Sometimes i just say mom..randomly and my mom say what? And i just say i love you. And i love her but that is not what i want to say in the first place. I can not handle it and honestly i wan to ask for help or just say it.rspecially to my mom that i love. But she has mental issues herself and feel horrible and greedy to just worried her more so i say i love you.
Sara Perez wow i feel you.
if it would hurt her to much yeah maybe just share it with a therapist or whatever.. i had no filter once and told my mom straight up i thought she is fake and all she cares about is a big house and materialistic crap and to be proud that shes now a grandma cuz my sister is following the normie work kids materials repeat life. im an explorer, a learner... i know truths that hurt. but id rather be sad and know then be a follower, of a broken system of suffer
Same... whats ur problem
No inventes, ADORO tu canal.
You’re amazing!!!💖💖🌌🌌✨
Anyone else here ever had a dream about someone and felt different about them the next day.
Yuh.
It’s called being normal it’s natural to not feel in love at some points with your partner it’s not fireworks every day you stay with someone for a reason for example I stay with my gf because I love her and we’re great partners we love each other to death even tho I have rocd 🙂
Yep
Not quite. For me, my girlfriend left me last month, and after I had a few dreams of her. One was a discord call with whoever she would be talking to in the future and I heard her laugh which I woke up to crying because she made me so happy but she’s gone.
Then I had a dream of holding her cheek and it felt so warm. Then I had a dream of visiting her at her work and she was happy to see me, then I had a dream we had sex.
I still love her, those feelings will never change. But it hurts so much.
Yeah that's normal. I've dreamed about fictional characters and had that feeling
Me: Oh, Neotic just uploaded a new video.
*Start the video*
Me two seconds in: Damn this is good, let me leave a like.
this is always how it goes
its great
Raven Flur Exactly
Me two seconds in: 'I have depression'
Mahersay Same
Mahersay lol
It hurts more to think about it, it hurts to hold it in but it really hurts when you can't find someone to tell, and it is even more hard and scary when you can't even tell your parents, but this music makes me feel some kind of happiness.
Slowly drifting away to this. Just like my feelings did last summer. Just like I did too after she left me. What is left of me I don't even know, but it's late and all I want to do is forget. But it seems to be the only thing that I can't do. I used to be happier back in the day...
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i see so many people in the comments struggling with lonliness, sadness in depression. ive been there...im still there years later. but somewhere in the midst of all of it you'll find why your really meant to be here. why its important your hearts still beating. it wont be easy, but in the meantime try to have conpassion for everyone around you and be kind to your enemies just like you would your friends. from one lost soul to another, im proud of you for hanging on and i love you.
_I love it when my notifications tell me he's typing_
We broke up last week.
Sameeeeeeeeeeeee
Big oof
my braincells are dead || That’s shitty.. hope you’re over him , same thing happened to me☹️
Im still with her but she loves me and i don’t feel anything i felt something but now its gone
I once decided to visit my grandparents in italy and i did so, i met them for the first in my life and that experience was something that i couldn't describe in words. they lived in a nice house with plenty of flowers in it. The other day we went outside and i met a girl so beautiful that i couldn't imagine , her name was sara, i invited her to my grandparents house , as we walk down and sit down, we start talking about our lives and personalities. the other day i invited her to a bar we sat down ordered coffee and while we were waiting all of a sudden i tell her: i fell in love with you faster that i could've imagined, i love you so much, i know its been only one day but, thats how love works right? She smiles and tells me that she love me too! That moment i realized i was given a purpose on the gigantic galaxy, the purpose to be someone i really liked and loved! The next day i went to airport and flied back to my country! i never heard of sara simce then , shes in my dreams and, i know she is thinking about me, or is she? Thats the question i want to amswer more than anything else :(
I tried my best writing this comment
P.S its a true story
Bye love you all❤❤❤
@Vakho Mirotadze I believe that Sara does indeed remember you, it’s hard to forget love.
@@_depression_1458 you think so? I dont know man....
Vakho GMD What did sara look like? My name is sara and I live in Florence, i’ve since moved around although. I met someone in italy who I never saw from again, similar experience. Maybe not possible but it’s worth a shot!
@@ysabiau4058 i managed to find her instagram if u want to know more details let me knowa on my instagram vakho_the_one
Well .... I don't think so .imean you left her with out anything or contact 😐😶😑
i'm feeling like "nostalgic" , i don't know for what but i'm feeling that
hey you.. time is the best medicine
you will be okay
look a few years ahead
pain makes you stronger
That doesn't look comfortable but a lot of times feeling anything is better than not feeling at all
feeLs
WE'RE ALL GONNA MAKE IT BRAH
What's actually kinda sad? We're not. Not all of us.
I don’t feel much love, so pain seems so familiar.
It’s from Perfect Blue by Satoshi Kon; Darren Arronofsky asked Kon if he could borrow it for Requiem for a Dream.
If anyone sees this, your day will get better and please try to have a good 2019.
...too late
my 2019 sucked lol but i hope 2020 will be better at least :(
@@noname-tz7vo 2019 sucked so fckng hard lol
2019 was going pretty great then it all went downhill recently :/
Damn wish I saw this earlier
Imagine never being depressed for love but being depressed because of everyone on this world instead
:3 hating society? hating everybody? yeah almost all of us gets that feeling when we feel miserable and left alone
yeah bro i felt that in my case i lost the one i loved multiple times and now i kinda don't trust anyone and know everyone will leave me once they are fed up with me
Start building a garden my guy, it helps seeing things happy
When things are really bad, I turn the lights off, get in the shower, and sit down or lay down with the water on me, and just think or cry. Sometimes I put the water hot so it tortured me or really cold, but I relate to this image so much
yo same. those r one of those days
i feel like all my friends have left me, and i've left all my true friends physically. i wish i was still living near them. now i'm sad and alone and never comfortable.
Anyone else dead inside?Anyone else watching this at 3 am/ Anyone else really want to get away from the world
well i would if i could
Yes
*I think I love you I dont know why but I think we...never mind*
@@830-choke-that-hoe7 i love you so much, please marry me.
Make that 4 am
Anyone else anxious that you won’t get enough sleep for school but you won’t go to sleep? (Me every night)
im so glade to have been able to enjoy & experience this with you guys even if just for a moment in time. i believe music will be my best friend for life...💜
Nice vibes! You inspired me to make my own type of videos and for that k thank you because I really enjoy making them
Everybody cries once in a while right?
More than once in a while
Awaso Uchiha I’m going to write a song/poem based off the comments if I see your comment and it inspires me I will put your channel name in the author area
You are a comment I’m going to reword in a poetic way how would you like to be credited
QuinnTheUnicornBringYouYour DailyDoseOfEmoMashUps gl with poem ❤️
i cry every night so dont feel bad im here for you
Most definitely
What did I do
for you to hurt me
this much
long live jahseh
Roses are red violets are blue why did you leave me what did I do
😢
Imagine falling in love with someone who doesn't exist.. :/
That's usually the case in some of my dreams. And at one point, I tried and look around to see if they were alive
I dont mind-
Ahh my crush anime guys 😭
Anime guys have joined the chat
I love someone but she doesn’t do what i like , but i am doing everything she like
She hurts me like every fucking day
Why I still love her ?
We all feel pain, but we cover the pain and sadness with a smile to trick everyone to think that we are ok and that everything will be fine for you and me. Sometimes, it's ok to let a tear fall and it's ok to let all your feeling out, but we go against that and hide. Sometimes we don't realise that we are even hiding the pain because we have done it so many times.
it's like running away from the pain and trying to trick yourself but the pain will only grow bigger thats why you just gotta face it and stop hurting yourself
Be happy dont worry, some day we all gonna be death, just embrace the happiness and sadness and enjoy the view
Peace
Thanks man :)
Peace
Why deaths
some day we all gonna be death? lol what
yes, we all gonna be death
I Cant be happy beacuse Iam dysforic 24/7
I would love to be patient. But I just can’t wait. I’m getting sick and tired of the smile that I fake everyday ...iwould love to speak my mind but I can’t think straight.
stop faking then and do whatever you feel like doing fuck other people
I’ve been putting a mask on myself. So broken right now but I have no desire to share whats inside with anyone. This is literally the place where I express myself without feeling judged.
i have to fake a smile to npcs in my work game too. sucks
Brenda jimenez Relate.
Wow all the comments Who are talking about sadness and end of relation.
Cmon guys be strong ❤
Love from France ❤🇫🇷
thank you
Remember that time when you texting saying “I’m fine “ but your eyesight is covered In tears and you feel all alone in this world to just cry in your room with the other person saying “are you sure “ are you sure ?
Exactly! Its just so...messed up
Same
Crying is nice from time to time :). It feels like a huge relief sometimes
Don't pretend that you're ok if it isn't true. Talking about our feelings is the first step in solving our problems
To the people that had been rejected by someone they like or love someday you will meet a person that will understand you, accept who you are and will love you until both of you grow old
just wait for him/her he/she will come on the right time just enjoy life while waiting for him/her
I feel like I’m just someone everyone wants to avoid. Nobody wants to come up nd say hi but when they do I turn it down nd walk away. I only want certain people to want to talk to me but they could care less. I feel like even the people I’m closest to now just don’t like to be around me. Nd my old best friend slowly stopped talking to me. I watched that happen. I couldn’t do anything about it cuz I love her too much. It’s kinda true when they say that you have to let ppl go if you love them but they never said it hurts like I’m doing that self consciously I’m letting her go without noticing I Dont Want To Let Go. But I bet she does. I love her so much. I see her around the halls so much nd all I could do is look at her Nd see how much she has changed Nd how beautiful she is without knowing it. Nd how she thinks she is a horrible person when she isn’t. I miss her so much but she will never know nd I can never change that. I miss my old best friend...
you can change everything by simply confessing to her and telling her whats going on
I love u
It gets lonely not having friends.......
🥀💔🖤
Edit: it has been a while since I posted this comment but I really have changed. I look back on this now and picture the old depressed me. I had serious depression and problems, but now it feels like it’s completely gone I’ve become stronger mentally. I now have friends and no longer say things like ‘people don’t love me’ because they do, and for those saying ‘I wish they loved me’ I just say to myself do you really need their love. If loving yourself is already a great feeling. Btw these people in the comments are so nice.❤️ I hope this made some sense I’m typing this quickly because it’s almost my bedtime and I realized this turned from a few words to a few sentences real fast🌙
We all are by your side, remember it. A lot of people are feeling like you at the moment. You are not alone
Rose_Gold 0405 same
I'll be your friend, if you want though
wanna be my friend then ? :)
Ya I feel the same most of the time, then my body just numbs it's self so that I feel like I don't need them anyway
i feel everything and nothing at the same time i just want it to stop but i dont know how
somehow, i feel the same
Yes that would be good to know
Although I give the maximum it is never enough....My anxiety and my insecurity send always everything to hell ...it makes me feel like all my efforts are in vain..
I don't know how to get out of this vicious circle ... I hate everyone ... I hate myself .. I feel stuck ...
everything starts from you put the hatred for yourself away and just chill and take care of yourself and accept what you have and everything will fall into place
Any of yall ever just write a few suicide notes and go to pull the trigger but cant because you know someone will be sad? Yeah, me too...
Same
Lo mejor que he escuchado hasta ahora brother
There's so much to say but far to few words to describe my thoughts...
Exactly.
"If love was a potion, we'd still drink it anyway."
yin and yang:
where there is sadness there will be an equal amount of happiness, and where there is happiness there will be an equal amount of sadness. You cannot have one without the other. And you cannot control everything. Just let life balance it all out 💙 everything will be ok
This mix really just makes me, look inside myself and find all the bad things that have happened in my life, in turn making me forget all the good things.
Remember people, bad things will happen, but so will good things. Good always comes with bad and bad comes with good. You cannot forget that. Anyways, it's time I sleep. So goodnight people.
Everything is just so confusing right now. 4 months ago my grandpa died, then 2 months age my other grandpa died then in the Alaskan earthquake my snake died. The last 4 months have all just gone in a blur like I'm looking for something. But I can never find it. I just don't know what or where or who it is and it's killing me. Yesterday was my first Christmas without them all and everything just feels so hopeless. Sorry if you read this.
Everything is gonna be alright ❤️