i like that you are yourself... and sensible enough to know when enough is enough and take a step back. as someone who is bi-polar, these manic, ecstatic highs and crushing lows come and go when you least expect it but exhausting yourself during the high is a common, eventual result. I appreciate that you're brave enough to be honest about what you do and don't like, and your own limitations...which we all have, and need to accept. Feeling pushed to continuously keep up and maintain a certain level of content is something it's fair to want to separate yourself from, let your mind clear, and return to at your leisure. dare i suggest, give yourself a social-media "detox" ..unless of course your work is financially dependent on it for keeping a certain level of lifestyle. once i no longer had facebook (or whatever the fuck it's called this minute) my mental health improved significantly. Everyone grieves differently and how you're doing it is fine and how you're not doing it is something you recognize and you're working on. thanks for sharing your vulnerability with us. i can see this was a tough filming for you, but you have a level of emotional maturity and ability to discuss these things...hearing it help others, whether you mean it to or not. best wishes to you and relax and enjoy your "You" time!
I'm with you on panic attacks. 100% shitty to experience and we can't always predict the bastards. Do what you need to do to take care. It sounds like you're on the right path to dealing with it. Health before content, always. Horror comedies: Dead Heat, the Dr Phibes movies and Werewolves Within.
Thanks Terry. So many troubles this year and it ain’t even over yet. I’ll still be making a few videos this month, maybe a haul or two but yeah I have personal stuff to deal with first and foremost. I’ll also make sure to check out those suggestions (I’ve got both Phibes films but have only seen the first)
For what it’s worth, the algorithm recommended your channel and it’s exactly what I like to watch so I just subbed. But you have to take care of yourself too. It’s easy to get burned on things. You shouldn’t have to feel pressured to make videos you don’t want to. Do what makes you happy! Cheers from NC, USA :)
It does make me happy to make videos but I’ve exhausted myself to a point and personal stuff has become too overwhelming, especially this year. It’s great to see the algorithm doing its thing and recommending my videos to you though, and that you like them which is much appreciated.
Will miss seeing you pop my in my feed, I've loved your reviews as well as your more personal updates like this for a few months now. But wishing you all the best! Hope you feel better after taking some well deserved time away. Best wishes from the UK
Bad Taste will cure me (hopefully). But I’ll be back, hell I have a haul video coming out in a few days but yeah, just need some time to recuperate. I’ll be back to the regular shin dig by November
@tonystrange4304 ok I watched Bad Taste and Braindead and I’m shocked. Bad Taste was fun but Braindead is a masterpiece, I’ve never felt this shocked by a film before and I adored it.
Hey mate Sorry to hear all that my friend. Do want you need to do to take care of yourself agree mate life can realy blow at times and everything always seems to happen at once too and dam those panic attacks I know about those bastard's. Lookafter yourself.👍
i know you live in a country with dangerous beasts but hiking and mtbiking saved me from breakdown, do enough that all you want us go back home and it will reset you
I know I live in a dangerous country but Bogans aren’t that bad 😂. On a more serious note my brother said something similar recently given he travels a lot. He was saying that he was away from home for so long that by the last week he wanted to be home again. Those trips refreshed him, and I know if I took one I’d be refreshed too. I’m sure I’ll figure something out
If you don't look after yourself nobody else will
i like that you are yourself... and sensible enough to know when enough is enough and take a step back. as someone who is bi-polar, these manic, ecstatic highs and crushing lows come and go when you least expect it but exhausting yourself during the high is a common, eventual result. I appreciate that you're brave enough to be honest about what you do and don't like, and your own limitations...which we all have, and need to accept. Feeling pushed to continuously keep up and maintain a certain level of content is something it's fair to want to separate yourself from, let your mind clear, and return to at your leisure. dare i suggest, give yourself a social-media "detox" ..unless of course your work is financially dependent on it for keeping a certain level of lifestyle. once i no longer had facebook (or whatever the fuck it's called this minute) my mental health improved significantly. Everyone grieves differently and how you're doing it is fine and how you're not doing it is something you recognize and you're working on. thanks for sharing your vulnerability with us. i can see this was a tough filming for you, but you have a level of emotional maturity and ability to discuss these things...hearing it help others, whether you mean it to or not. best wishes to you and relax and enjoy your "You" time!
A beautifully put comment, thanks
I'm with you on panic attacks. 100% shitty to experience and we can't always predict the bastards.
Do what you need to do to take care. It sounds like you're on the right path to dealing with it. Health before content, always.
Horror comedies: Dead Heat, the Dr Phibes movies and Werewolves Within.
Thanks Terry. So many troubles this year and it ain’t even over yet. I’ll still be making a few videos this month, maybe a haul or two but yeah I have personal stuff to deal with first and foremost. I’ll also make sure to check out those suggestions (I’ve got both Phibes films but have only seen the first)
Pa was awesome! So many great memories!
That man really knew how to sleep
@@CollectorCreationsI aspire to sleep in various places like he did. I also wish to adopt some of his vernacular, such as “filim” and “crook”.
I’ll one day achieve the ‘open mouth, asleep on the couch look’ whilst my family question whether to throw things in my mouth
You don't need to justify yourself to anyone. Look after yourself, and you'll be back whenever you're ready. Take it easy on yourself, pls.
I know and I will, thanks
For what it’s worth, the algorithm recommended your channel and it’s exactly what I like to watch so I just subbed. But you have to take care of yourself too. It’s easy to get burned on things. You shouldn’t have to feel pressured to make videos you don’t want to. Do what makes you happy!
Cheers from NC, USA :)
It does make me happy to make videos but I’ve exhausted myself to a point and personal stuff has become too overwhelming, especially this year. It’s great to see the algorithm doing its thing and recommending my videos to you though, and that you like them which is much appreciated.
Will miss seeing you pop my in my feed, I've loved your reviews as well as your more personal updates like this for a few months now. But wishing you all the best! Hope you feel better after taking some well deserved time away. Best wishes from the UK
Thanks mate, I’ll be back soon
Your way of doing it is very refreshing will miss you but you have got to look after you and go and see Bad Taste
Bad Taste will cure me (hopefully). But I’ll be back, hell I have a haul video coming out in a few days but yeah, just need some time to recuperate. I’ll be back to the regular shin dig by November
@tonystrange4304 ok I watched Bad Taste and Braindead and I’m shocked. Bad Taste was fun but Braindead is a masterpiece, I’ve never felt this shocked by a film before and I adored it.
Hey mate
Sorry to hear all that my friend.
Do want you need to do to take care of yourself agree mate life can realy blow at times and everything always seems to happen at once too and dam those panic attacks I know about those bastard's.
Lookafter yourself.👍
I will, thanks for the comment 👍
I saw you in the city today
And you didn’t say hello??
i know you live in a country with dangerous beasts but hiking and mtbiking saved me from breakdown, do enough that all you want us go back home and it will reset you
I know I live in a dangerous country but Bogans aren’t that bad 😂.
On a more serious note my brother said something similar recently given he travels a lot. He was saying that he was away from home for so long that by the last week he wanted to be home again. Those trips refreshed him, and I know if I took one I’d be refreshed too. I’m sure I’ll figure something out