not sure what this song is about, but it reminds me of the mental hospital. the “i don’t really care” makes me think of floating through days in a bleak and numb state, not really caring what happens the next day and only being set on leaving; or dying. “i’m supposed to want to be happy” is the attachment and inescapable loop of depression that, for me, the mental hospital only made worse. the kicking at the comforter is the anger at the world for putting struggles upon u that led u to going to this place (for me it’s moreso being mad at the world for my attempt not working). this song is awesome and idk thought i’d put some input on what it could be abt
I relate to this song with my whole being. My mind has been filled with only these thoughts as of late, it's hard to keep on living knowing you're not really happy and that nothing really matters.
I remember thinking this way as a teenager, and becoming an adult was liberating for me -- the freedom to try to define what happiness should be for me. It was not without pain, of course, but still... and then, I just think of how sad it is that some people never feel liberated at all. Some adults just live their lives this way. (Also, sorry for the reply to an eight-year-old comment.)
@@LilyCelebiFlipnote sad thing, It’s become a very horrible habit for me, so I try and hang around people that make me happy, but they don’t want to be near me ;-;
@@LilyCelebiFlipnote haha i just went back to listen to this track and saw this. it's crazy, i commented that eight years ago when i was 12. i was struggling a lot, and had attempted suicide around that time ( a bit dark apologies ). but you're so right, eventually i learnt that what mattered was the opinions of those i loved and respected, and as long as i could live in accordance with my values i could at least be sure at the end of the day that i was true to myself. i still have dark times, but i like to think 12 year old me would be happy of who i am now.
@@MinameKokouri Aww... that's honestly really wholesome. :,) I'm struggling with some dark times now, but I'll make it through 'em. Seeing an old positive comment of my own is kinda weird like this, but I'm glad you reminded me of it.
I found the producer's piapro account. They only uploaded the instrumental to 伏し目がち少女. It's too bad, because their entire discography is gorgeous and I would love to play cello over them.
not sure what this song is about, but it reminds me of the mental hospital. the “i don’t really care” makes me think of floating through days in a bleak and numb state, not really caring what happens the next day and only being set on leaving; or dying. “i’m supposed to want to be happy” is the attachment and inescapable loop of depression that, for me, the mental hospital only made worse. the kicking at the comforter is the anger at the world for putting struggles upon u that led u to going to this place (for me it’s moreso being mad at the world for my attempt not working). this song is awesome and idk thought i’d put some input on what it could be abt
この無気力な感じの曲調が素敵、、
重いEテレ
the accuracy of this song as I lay on the lower bunk of my bed at dorm with my sad thoughts
うごメモでこの曲を知ったんだけど、この可愛らしくてどこか切ないメロディーがすごい好きでめっちゃ聞いてた！！！！！！！！！！
ONAJIKU…
2:00 my favourite part
I wish this producer had more songs
Yes
They do have a few as recent as 2019 on their NND! Unfortunately not many more ::(
@@talloransdotjpg TwT hoping to see more……I liked the style (-w-U)
Just a heads up, they recently released a new song and made an YT channel
ua-cam.com/users/colloidoroide
this song is like a hug.
8年聴き続けてるけど飽きない
コロイドさんの曲、この先もずっと大好きです
うごメモで聞いたあの曲をずっと探してた、8年の歳月を掛けやっと見つけられた、ありがとう、この曲調がとても好きです
歌詞
ふとした時間の隙間に
思い出した 寂しい君は誰？
歪んで傷ついてばっかりだ
幸せにはなりたい筈なのに
生きる理由もわかんないなら
浮かれた様な振りをして生きようよ
そしたらなんかわかんないけど
幸せだって思えたりもした
オートマチック不眠症
僕はずっとタオルケットを
二段ベッドの端に蹴ってた
足で蹴ってた
ハートに絡まった記憶だけが
いつまでも解けないまま
痣になっても 別にいいけど
オートマチック不眠症
僕はずっとタオルケットを
二段ベッドの端に蹴ってた
足で蹴ってた
シーツに包まって昨日だけが
いつまでも放って惜けないまま
朝になっても 別にいいけど
オートマチック不眠症
僕はずっとタオルケットを
二段ベッドの端に蹴ってた
足で蹴ってた
ハートに絡まった記憶だけが
いつまでも解けないまま
痣になっても 別にいいけど
ふとした時間の隙間に
思い出した 寂しい君は誰？
歪んで傷ついてばっかりだ
幸せにはなりたい筈なのに
wikiからのコピペです
www5.atwiki.jp/hmiku/sp/pages/23590.html
Huh
I relate to this song with my whole being. My mind has been filled with only these thoughts as of late, it's hard to keep on living knowing you're not really happy and that nothing really matters.
+LuciDicuL hang in there and remember that there's always at least one person who cares about you
make that 2
+Rinne The Liar ...don't belittle such a serious issue. You'd seek some support too if you faced the same problem, I'm sure >>'
Ouch, careful, that edge almost cut me
@@ruuru1788 Thats horrible!
This is the most calming song ever.
ooky や
ほんとに何年間も聴き続けてるｗｗｗｗｗ
This song is becoming increasingly relatable
多分一生聴き続ける曲
月明かりだけで照らされた部屋で聴きたくなる。
堕ちてる感覚に浸る。最高の曲、、、
雨の日のお昼に聞くのが好き
It's sad that some people think this way and die faking their lives happiness
I remember thinking this way as a teenager, and becoming an adult was liberating for me -- the freedom to try to define what happiness should be for me. It was not without pain, of course, but still... and then, I just think of how sad it is that some people never feel liberated at all. Some adults just live their lives this way.
(Also, sorry for the reply to an eight-year-old comment.)
@@LilyCelebiFlipnote sad thing, It’s become a very horrible habit for me, so I try and hang around people that make me happy, but they don’t want to be near me ;-;
@@LilyCelebiFlipnote haha i just went back to listen to this track and saw this. it's crazy, i commented that eight years ago when i was 12. i was struggling a lot, and had attempted suicide around that time ( a bit dark apologies ). but you're so right, eventually i learnt that what mattered was the opinions of those i loved and respected, and as long as i could live in accordance with my values i could at least be sure at the end of the day that i was true to myself. i still have dark times, but i like to think 12 year old me would be happy of who i am now.
@@MinameKokouri Aww... that's honestly really wholesome. :,)
I'm struggling with some dark times now, but I'll make it through 'em. Seeing an old positive comment of my own is kinda weird like this, but I'm glad you reminded me of it.
colloids music will follow me to the grave
好きです……ほんとに精神安定剤………コロイドさんの曲ってすごく落ち着くよね…
この生きたくない人にそっと寄り添ってくれるかんじがすきです
i love this song!! I wish this producer had more songs
何回だって戻ってくる😢
CD出たら絶対買う
永遠に定期的に聞けます、、
すごい、BGMどちゃクソタイプでした。
I literally started crying lmao,,
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY 😔😔
YES
最近毎日聴いてる気がする
なんなら最近じゃない
1年前から毎日5回は聴いてる
今も聴きながらコメント打ってる
聴く麻薬ですね!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will love this song forever……..
昔に見たうごメモの曲が何か知りたくてうろ覚えの歌詞で調べたら出てきた😭全部聞けて凄く嬉しい
コロイドさん復活してくれよな～たのむよ～
+有袋類 僕も彼の音楽の多くを必要とします！
復活してますよ！！！！
コロイドさんの生存を確認できてよかった……！
@@猫あの え？本当ですか！？
@@猫あの どのアカウントですか！
Wish this was on spotify, well. I wish all their songs were on spotify.
I love tatertots...
This is my new favorite song ever
so do i
今でも聞いてる。なんかわかんないけど聞いてる間は幸せ
曲の宇宙みたいな雰囲気が好き
The donut-cyclops-hairball-thing in the video is so cuuute ' u '
just find this banger song today
Is that a walking poptart? 😂
If your looking for songs like this, look at tomggg’s songs
Sounds very similar
(I suggest butter sugar cream)
Impossible to find an instrumental version of this song
Fishy Boi A shame considering how masterfully made it is
I found the producer's piapro account. They only uploaded the instrumental to 伏し目がち少女. It's too bad, because their entire discography is gorgeous and I would love to play cello over them.
@@DarkCartoon_music You make some really neat covers!
@@aleu74 Thank you so much! I've got more coming soon!
Damn I wish there was one :/
とても好きです…(:3[____]
ふとした瞬間に思い出して定期的に聞いてる
The music reminds me of "my tonsils hurt" by arika
Probably because the author is Colloid too.
thanks for saying this !! i've just listened to that song and i love it as much as this one !! :>
NICEEE
曲の雰囲気に合わない映像が好き
To my understanding... the potato looking thing is a colloid... and the Producer is Colloid-san?
@i change my pfp constantly The person who made the song.
That one guy that accidentally pressed the dislike button.
lowkey the creature reminds me of farethere city
is this from the same guy who made "My tonsils hurt" ? /genq
Yes, コロイド/Colloid made both songs.
今見てる人おる？
いるぞ
@@user-mv4et2bl5m maretuさんっていつボカロPの曲も最高だからみてください。
今日新曲でました
ノ
yes.
好きである
Me gusta :D
1:36
2:18 What's going on here? They miss like 3 syllables.
Where exactly bc I don't hear anything missing-
@@XaiEia I don't know japanese so I could be wrong here, but on "houtsutte" it sounds more like they're just saying the "hou" part
What is that?
いいね
What is that weird guy?
potato
What does dis' mean boi
❤😂🎉😢😮😅😊
*pov: Most of the commets are
Japanese and Engilsh*
oh wow its like im listening to emo musix
wat
Who came from Ramunade?
Me.
Meeee!
Who?
Me
Me