ENG: May i asked him, how he committed suicide ?? Jumping out of the window, did he pointed a gun at his head, or he said "I'm so useless, I just want to die..." R.I.P PowaPowa-P... and why his death is so secret ?? I just want to find his secret death mystery... At last... i found his finds/beta songs... But, I'm surprised to find out that "Please Give Me A Red Pen" and "Healthy End" are both connected each other... 🤔🤔😯😯😔😔 JAP: 私は彼にどのように自殺したのか尋ねましたか？ 窓から飛び出したとき、彼は頭に銃を向けましたか、それとも「私は役に立たないので、私はただ死にたいだけです。。。」と言ったのですか。 私は彼の秘密の死の謎を見つけたいだけです...ついに...彼の発見/ベータ版の曲を見つけました。。。しかし、「私に赤ペンをください」と「健康的な終わり」を見つけて驚いています 両方が互いに接続されています。。。🤔🤔😯😯😔😔
The words “I walk because I was born” often come into my mind. This is probably the most powerful lyric I've ever heard. Knowing that life is pointless and everything you do is futile, but saying “fuck you, I don't need meaning, I am happy because I am living”
when i was a kid I related to his music so much. and then I found out what had happened to him. it was very scary to learn, as I was in a dark mental place at the time, and close to doing the same. i try to live every year beyond what he had with the utmost effort. grownups aren't cute, but now I'm one, and I'm still here, and I'm glad to be breathing.
Idk about the grownups aren't cute part. Hey I was there once too but life has the potential to get way better and you also have the potential to get strong enough to fight back and actually enjoy it. I hope you're doing better now!
@@parisouu idk what to tell you then but maybe one day you will see some cute grownups and be like "wait why am i looking at grownups also note to myself they are called adults oh my god im such a nerd oh look a bee" and then you will forget about me but i will still have been right about one thing so yeah probably not happening thanks for coming to my talk there is, duly, no ted
@@dandanthedandan7558 i dont think you understand how rude and uncaring that came off. if its something you dont understand id recommended atleast taking some time to try to understand mental illness because its very important
"i walk because i was born" is one of my favourite lyrics in any song. it stands out so much and i don't think i can actually express how good of a phrase it is. i love powapowa-p's music a lot, he's genuinely amazing. i hope that he at least knew how many people he had impacted, and still continues to, because his music really has touched so many different people. thank you.
This song is about finding reasons to live, clearly, but after we know how Powapowa really felt, this song feels a lot more like a cry for help. I transcribed a MIDI cover and noticed something; in the final few lines, he seems to be getting better or coming to terms, "If I can put into words every second I've lived, I should be able to start walking again," but, he changes key from major to minor, usually expressing sadness or regret. So... was he admitting that he knew he wasn't going to be okay in one of the only ways he knew, through creative composition, and the key was a subtle way of expressing his true feelings? Very sad. RIP.
This song helped me so many times in the past when I was feeling depressed and suicidal. I even considered writing a letter or something to powapowa thanking him for making this song that helped me so much. Now I really wish I had. I'm crying listening to this song again and I wish I could have helped him the way his song helped me, Rest in peace powapowa p, I miss you so much.
Every day I'd listen to the Strobe series and feel a little better. Losing him to the very demon he helped us fight is heartbreaking. I just wish we could have helped him too. Rest well, PowaPowa-P
SuperHurra he gave his life to sing the songs we couldn’t sing.. Gave words to the feelings we couldn’t give words to. I’ll always be forever grateful to you, Powa Powa-P. I only regret not being there for you as you and your songs have for me :(.
Rest in peace PowaPowa p. Thank you for helping those of us who struggled with our feelings, thank you for putting our feelings into words. Know that you made thousands and thousands of people happy.
亡くなって4年 Four years have passed since you died. ·A favorite musician - Birthday ·Height These were the same. I liked you Musicians have released a new album for the first time in six years. music of musicians in heaven Listen. ･好きなミュージシャンがほぼ一緒 ･誕生日年月も一緒 ･身長も一緒 そんな事実を知りました そんな奇跡あるんですね あなたが大好きだった サカナクションは6年ぶりに ようやく新アルバムを出しました 天国で聴いていてくれたら良いな
This song is just so deep to me...that's why it's my favorite song. I understand the true meaning of this: Miku's daily life is just continuously opening the same bedroom door, riding the train to school and back, and a cycle that she always followed. When her conscious persuaded her to take a new road, to open new doors that could possibly be better than this on-going cycle of her life, to find the meaning and purpose she was looking for. And when her conscious finally couldn't take the pressure of her not finding a new path in life, she just tried it out for herself and make a difference that might have not changed the world, but something that could change HER world.
This was my life growing up until I found God. Hatsune Miku and the whole Vocaloid team helped me find him. I tried many times to end my life and hide from the world. The producers really poured there heart and souls into many classic Vocaloid songs. Many songs were from there perspective. That's why many people connect with Vocaloid.
My interpretation is that the door that she originally went through was not suicide, but was just the same old her, living life every day like she always does (considering that her life seemed very boring and repetitive). She needed the extra push to make a change in her life, after realizing this.
Take in mind that Powapowa himself didn't make the PV, so it's really dubious that it would in any way be about suicide. Besides, the song seems too upbeat to even be about that.
I don't think it's particularly good or healthy to try and relate the themes and emotions of this song to Powapowa's suicide. I don't really think he would have wanted that. His suicide didn't define him as a person, suicidal ideation was not the extent of everything he was, he was a complete person with plenty of other things to share, and so I don't think trying to view all of his artistic work and everything he had to say under that lens is doing his body of work justice, I don't think it's something we should let color our interpretations of every song he put out. Let's try to appreciate the thoughts and messages and emotions he put into and expressed through his work and take it as it is, as it was presented to us, rather than trying to view them all as some grand cry for help. Especially because there -was- a song he put out to that end, it's Please Give Me a Red Pen, because that one is...pretty obvious what it's about. This song is very much not that.
@@thedistantloner his last song; please give me a red pen - it sounded much like a suicide note and was posted the same day he died (there is also another one called healthy end that was posted by a friend after his death)
Relating everything to his death is very bad but recognizing some of his sadness is okay. But yea not every sad line is immediately suicidal…. I have severe depression so his music is extremely cathartic for me. He used to be able to express his emotions through his music in a way that was not self destructive or unhealthy. I get extremely suicidal at times so his music helps a lot. Seeing how everyone appreciated him gives me some strength. So remembering his death isnt always a bad thing either
I haven't thought before that people actually may do that... I think it's just a very flat and one sided way of looking at his work. A bit sad, it's like he isn't PowaPowaP but "that voca-p who killed himself".
I've been searching this song for half of an eternity, and I only found it by typing "Hatsune Miku-video with two doors and two cats". google...I'll name my firstborn child after you.
“Dad, why is my sisters name rose?” “Because your mom loves roses.” “Thanks dad” “No problem Hatsune Miku-video with two doors and two cats.” For some reason your comment reminded me of that meme
It's my 18th birthday and just as I promised earlier I'm back here. To say so, this year didn't even felt like one. Time went so fast and it's hard to believe that it's September already. Even then a lot of things happened in my life, some of them were good but most of them were just bad things like getting the money I saved up for a new device being stolen and not getting the desired marks in my finals because of which i wasn't in the best mental state but your songs once again motivated and helped me to move on and focus on what's coming next. thankyou for all these beautiful creations siina your songs are still the best music I've ever found in my life and thanks to everyone here who's still listening to siina songs not letting him being forgotten. My future is very uncertain with all the mental health issues I'm facing but i believe everything will turn out to be fine as long as I've your music to keep myself motivated. again thankyou siinamota for your meaningful music it means a lot to me. I'll come back here again the next year. Rest in peace
REST IN PEACE SIINAMOTA THIS SONG WAS THE FIRST I HAD HEARD BY YOU, AND IT WAS HONESTLY ONE OF THE BEST SONGS ID EVER HEARD. I THEN STARTED TO LISTEN TO MORE OF YOUR MUSIC AND SOON FELL IN LOVE RIGHT AWAY. YOUR DEATH WAS TOO SOON, YOU WERE VERY YOUNG. THIS SONG WILL ALWAYS BE SPECIAL AND I WILL STILL LISTEN TO IT CONTINUOUSLY THROUGHOUT MY LIFE AND WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY THOUGHTS. YOU HAD A SPECIAL TALENT THAT BROUGHT PEOPLE JOY AND ENTERTAINMENT. YOUR MUSIC EVEN HELPED PEOPLE. AGAIN, REST IN PEACE. GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN. YOU AND YOUR TALENTS WILL ALWAYS BEEN REMEMBERED.
I first heard Strobe Last. I liked it a lot. I didn't payed to much attention to the lyrics. But somehow the song made me feel a little melancholic. I saw that there was more than one Strobe song. And i found this one. For once, i saw the lyrics. I was instantly facinated by it. I translated to my native language in Word document and tryed to see trought the lyrics and see if i could find the autors soul. That seemed so similar to mine. When i first read the lyrics in the word document. It touched my hearth and made me so sad. I knew then, that the song writer was living beacuse he was born. And i knew that he didn't wanted to go trough all of this nonsense of life. When i saw the comments section i confirmed my thoughts. He is dead. And there is no doubt about it. He stoped walking willingly.
At least his words found a home in our hearts, sad as they may be. A person's Life can be very complicated, if only we could put them into words... Perhaps that's what he accomplished. Every song, a story of a Life.
I remember being 9 or 10 and listening to PowaPowa P almost everyday, I was being s/abused at the time by someone I thought that loved me, and every will to live at that age was already fading. I attempted suicide at the age of 10 because of my abuser leaving me behind, I was relieved but still devastated for everything that already happened to me, since that was not the first time I was abused. This song is one that will always live in my heart because when I was recovering I would often daydream for a better tomorrow with this song. PowaPowa P healed me in a way that makes me cry every time, I'm so thankful for him and everything he did for a lot of people in this world, I hope that maybe my words could reach him wherever he is right now.
Asco De Vida He wrote one last song, the red pen song, and then committed suicide just a few hours later after uploading it... The Red Pen is what you use to write the names of the deceased in Japan, and the end of the song just... You have to listen to it yourself.
+Nauya Kuuho The real cause of his death is not released yet, but I'm pretty sure it wasn't suicide. There is a comic about his life (that he wrote) which mentions that he had to drop out of school due to a disease, so I'm positive that it was the disease... (Not sure though)
I sometimes wonder where i would've been if i never found out about vocaloid. In my early days when i was new to vocaloid and stuffs i only used to listen to vocaloid songs because they sounded great but as i started digging deep into it i found songs that were relatable and in a sense comforting for me. My childhood was not the greatest because of a lot of personal and family issues/dramas which i don't want to mention about and I never had any friends so vocaloid was my only way to comfort myself. siinamota played a really important role in it. Most of my comfort vocaloid songs were by him, i still remember listening to his songs while weeping and feeling numb as i locked myself inside of my dark room. I am very grateful that i was able to discover this community and specially siinamota, vocaloid didn't just remained a mere music genre i liked but it became a part of me, only my heart knows how much i am connected to these songs because it can't forget all those moments that I've spent with them. I am now 17 and i don't think I would've been able to make it till here without sina's songs. Getting out of my vocaloid phase will be a tough thing for me but i am not complaining! I'll continue to listen to vocaloid, listen to your songs siinamota as long as i want tho it hurts knowing that I'll never be listening to a new song by you. It's enough for now , And for the last time i wanted to say thankyou siinamota, your songs played a significant role in my life and the only way i could payback is by listening to them at all stages of my life and never let them be forgotten. Marking from now, I'll come back here every year on all of my upcoming birthdays and leave a comment showing my appreciation towards you and a little lifeupdate note. If a single year passes without me coming back to it then it would simply mean i am no more. I don't know about anyone else but you and your songs will forever be remembered by me. Rest in peace.
This is my favorite song. I don't remember when it became my favorite song, but I first heard it late February, 2014. Or maybe early March. And for some reason, though it became my favorite song, I didn't check what else the composer had created until this July. Two weeks before he passed away. In fact, I actually later heard his final song (red pen), but I didn't realize he had passed away. I wish I had something nice to say, but, damn it. Fuck. This is a tragedy.
I think the meaning of this PV is kind of like that glasses-Miku is living in her comfort zone and keeps on living day by day feeling bored without knowing actual meaning of the life that she's living in (the room with the name card on it = her comfort zone). Although the cats trying to lead her out of her comfort zone = another door, she refused because, you know, people tend to stay in their comfort zone more than go outside and experience. The Miku with no glasses is the inner of her, which is strongly desiring to get out of the comfort zone and finally kicked the glasses Miku outside.
I agree with most of what you said, but with what you said at the end, I have some speculation, too. I strongly believe that the no glasses and smaller Miku is the younger her from the past, since the lyrics do mention something like that. About how it's more difficult now (learning more things about the world, living longer, accumulating regrets, etc), and wanting to walk onwards just as easily like the "you" from before (her past self). So I'm thinking younger her helps out her current self.
Ichiban daiji na mono. I don't think that it's really her younger self, I like to think that it's her conscience or her just reviewing her endless cycle from a later point in time. Glasses-Miku is always heading home through the same door everyday instead of the other one, hence the second iteration of the video. Her conscience (Dress Miku) is always pushing her to try new paths. I think that this video is about trying new things and to not regret on what decisions you have made so you can finally be brave enough to even try "walking". But then again, this is why I love the Vocaloid community, always having a fresh perspective on videos!
I’m guessing after all of what happened, you could probably that Miku is probably a representation of Siinamota himself, as he also wore glasses. And like how many others have said in other comments, this is about finding reasons to live. Siinamota’s reasons to live.
I think this song and the song "Hello, How Are You?" taught me how songs can be interpreted in whatever way a person needs the song to be. If you want a song about a girl finding the will to live, then its a song about a girl finding the will to live. If you want a song about astronaut cats, then its a song about astronaut cats.
Coming back here today (July 23rd 2021) to appreciate Siinamota’s works once again. All of his songs are still so beautiful, and I hope that many people will continue to find them and love them just as I, and so many others have. Thank you for everything, PowaPowa-P.
Listening to this song and reading the lyrics now that I’m in university makes me understand this song more. This will always be one of my favorite vocaloid songs
rest in peace siinamota. i hope that it brings you comfort that all the songs you wrote about your own struggles are beautiful, helping others recover from the very same thing you struggled with all your life. a reminder that people aren't completely alone, i'm sorry that things had to go the way they did, i wish that you'd still be here to make music. more music to help others out of the dark like this one. thank you for existing, you're missed so dearly.
I’m singing this song at karaoke tomorrow night to welcome the new year! You live on! This is my favorite Miku song and I hope I do it justice, thank you PowaPowa P
listening to this song at a time when you can relate to it is really comforting. i lost a lot today. thank you, powapowa-p. i want to be safe, so i'm glad that i'm crying over this right now.
I just found out about them and what happened to them is really sad. I'm happy that a lot of people are appreciating their works. I also love this song very much. Cheers me up during these times.
I came back here today to wish Siinamota/PowaPowa-P a happy birthday! Thank you so much for making many of my favourite Vocaloid songs, they really do mean a lot to me and many others in the community. I’m glad I am able to listen to such wonderful songs because of you.
what the hell man this is a masterpiece. he has many masterpieces, hard to believe he was so young.. must have been busting his ass and working hard for many long years, exploring his depression, searching for meaning, and happiness, to express himself so truly and universally in this world that makes it so hard, MAN!! he was a genius
i don't even really listen to vocaloid in general anymore + was just scrolling through old playlists and gave this a listen again after so long.... its crazy how in hindsight I would listen to this every day and hope things would get better and after not hearing this for almost a year, everything finally did get better 😭😭💜
"Every second someone lives on, we feel ourselves live on" I am literally crying. Rest in peace. I wish I had discovered your music sooner, but I am so happy that I did at all, and so I hope you are happy. You worked hard and your music makes me smile. Thank you :)
It’s been so many years since I discovered this song, and here I am listening to it again when I’m down, with my two cats next to me. I always feel lightly better.
I don't know why, but this song makes me feel so protected and loved, but also sad. I can't put it into words, but I'm gonna be coming back to this song for a long while.
This song makes me feel so nostalgic, but also sad. The lyrics are some of the most interesting lyrics I've ever read honestly. I've never felt more invested into song lyrics than this? Plus the chord progression is totally nice and has a bittersweet feeling to it. I heard strobe last first, but I like this one better. I'm not sure why but it makes me feel like I'm in some other dimension.
This song is very personal to me. I just relate to it so much, me having bpd and experiencing the same emptiness described in the song. Feeling the monotony of everyday life has been a constant struggle for me. Im constantly looking for meaning in my life and this song is a comfort song for me.
I return to this song after so many years since Strobe Last's addition in project sekai. This song, Strobe Last, and A Palette Full of You (another recent powapowa addition to the roster) are two songs that mean a lot to me and I'm conflicted on how I feel about those two additions to the game as in one way its keeping Powapowa alive and that's something I think should be carried out. However, it also feels a bit like using his music for money and that's kind of sad in a way. Regardless, I will always appreciate powapowa for providing me something to relate to and help me through tough times. His music impacted me very deeply personally. Rest in Peace man and may your music live on.
Me finding out about siinamota really put me at the opposite end of things to when I read yt comments about people finding out wowaka for the first time. Like, clicking the in game link to siinamota songs only to find out the last post on its niconico page is from 2015 and finding out the guy died at the age of 20, feels bad man.
I’ll never forget listening to this song when I was 12 or so years old and trying to figure myself out. I still don’t know and probably won’t for awhile, but PowapowaP’s music influenced me and I hope he knew how powerful and amazing his music is. Rest In Peace, your music helped me through a lot and I’ll always remember your wisdom.
I wish I was old enough and smart enough back then to tell Siinamota how much he has done for me. There is nothing else like hearing the mind of someone who may very well be the definition of melancholic. There is nothing else like finding music that truely describes your thoughts for you. There is nothing else like being saved from a death, by a person who already fell into it. I will forever grasp to this music. I hope you are still resting well, Siinamota.
Many of these songs got me through some of the hardest moments of my depression. He may be gone but his art helped many people who felt the same way he did. I only comment this now because i’m on my own journey to healing from what happened in my life as a child, the lense of depression I saw the world through for most of my life, and how that’s affected my memories. Listening to songs like this always lights something within me that just makes the world feel hopeful for a while. Without music and art like this I wouldn’t be alive right now. RIP, this music was and still continues to be a safe place for many people. Even if he couldn’t be saved or helped himself he continues to fill the hearts of others with hope. Powa, siinamota, high-color-sunz, whatever he named himself, will be eternally loved and missed.
this song is really relevant in my time of life right now. everything is so repetitive; wake up, go to school, spend time w friends in school, then rot in bed after trying to find something to do.. but in reality im just on my phone scrolling my feed page or watch videos until i fall asleep. i havent done my hobbies in a while now because of school, and i rarely ever go out with my friends because theyre either busy with something else or my dad worries about letting me go out with them without an older guardian (im in highschool). all i can do right now is listen to music i love as a coping mechanism. i feel depressed and empty simultaneously, i just dont want to go through these emotions all the time.. sometimes i just want to end it all, but i cant. im trying to find a solution to it, and this song is getting me through rough times. thank you powapowaP. i wish he knew his songs helps thousands of people like me that has or is going through simular experiences as he did.
I literally couldn't help but cry coming back to this song, this song really kept me going as a teenager and even as an adult in these times, these lyrics still hold truer than ever.
i always end up coming back to this song whenever i'm having thoughts[tm].. just-- i wanna say. all of you guys got this, ily platonically. life goes up and down, and it has to get better someday [ahshah even if it seems impossible] so. keep it up. you're doing great.
This was the first time listening to his music. I'm not sure how he died, but he had so much more potential to help the vocaloid community grow, but he's gone now. Rest in peace, PowapowaP.
It’s been exactly five years since Powa-P’s passing and I’ve only started today to listen to his music. I honestly don’t know why I haven’t done so earlier, but maybe it was fate that I’d click on this song on this noteworthy day. This is a really melancholic song- I’m in a point in my life where getting up every day feels like an all too familiar routine, I don’t have much to live for. It feels hopeless, but this strange and crazy world does have things worth living for: Wonderful friends, incredible creations by others, gorgeous sights, and many years to come of excitement, you just need to take that step into the unknown. We’ll never know what Powa-P was thinking in his last moments on this green earth, but I sincerely hope he’s living in peace somewhere up above right now. I’ll live on for his and many others’ sakes
Keep going, there's still beauty in everything, it's just a matter of finding it. This song speaks to me in a different level and yes, I can agree with the nostalgic feeling. This is one huge part of my daily motivation; maybe I'll able to start walking again
I don't know if its Becuase I'm depressed but god. Can't believe this song still tugs at my heart strings just like it did years ago. Not a lot of things do that for me. God I wish powapowa p was still alive and well. I'm going to go cry now. Rest in peace.
its 2021 and i remembered the song yesterday, ive been searching it for hours until today that i remember the title. its so sad that i found out that the songwriter died. rest in peace. this song gave me purpose and nostalgia since ive heard it back in 2012, i was 11 when i first heard this now im 20. now i know the understand why this is my fave miku song. thank you so much. rest in peace.
Listening to this song now makes me feel so sad. It's a song ultimately about recovery, and it's a shame that Powapowa P wasn't able to find it in his life. Thank you Powapowa P, for all of your music. We hope you're in a better place.
This song makes me feel..in peace. It makes me feel safer than when I sit at home with my family. It’s like this song is one person who understands me the most.
Ive listened to this song for years and ever since he died seeing the girl get thrown through the door and the other one smiling happily always makes me break down for some reason
At the end it makes me think of how special it was to get a life and to live at least one time on this earth even tho I struggle with depression this song really help me and makes me think of better times. Thank you.
I always find myself coming back to both this and Strobe Last, they're in my usual music playlist of endless songs, of course, but I always find myself at ease when I hear those first few notes, and find that i'm genuinely dissapointed once they end and move onto the next song. Something about them just resonates with me so much, especially Strobe Light. If I have the ability to, i'll stop what i'm doing when this comes on and watch the video. I love the video so much, it's so simple, so plesant, so monotone, much like the song itself, just mellow and pleasant, kind of monotone, but not really, the warm, almost lazy strums of the guitar, the way the vocals sound out one syllable at a time, loudly and clearly, the simple wording that even someone as illiterate in Japanese as I am can understand. It's all so... Mellow. It's..... Me. This song feels alot like I do, in a way that i've never been able to put into words. Infact, alot of PowaPowa's more mellow works remind me alot of those things I feel deep inside. I'm really glad he had a proper way of expressing those feelings, not many people are able to do that. I just really, really, really like this song, it feels so familiar, so, so familiar. (Don't worry, i'm okay, this isn't a cry for help, this is just me showing appreciation for this song and PowaPowa's life too, I guess)
thank you powapowaP. this song comforted me in my tough times and i hope you are able to rest in peace. for your music i am eternally grateful. thank you. from the bottom of my heart.
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He'd be 28 years old now. He will always exist as long as his music does. RIP
A person dies twice, once in the real world, and once when they’re forgotten
I miss ryou mizoguchi 😭
oh man, he was that young when he passed? man.
@@HiHi-iu8gf yah he pasted away when he was 20
that means he created this song when he was only 16 😔
Astronaut cat is watching over you.. always
bailey abbott ASTROCAT!
this is the first that thats made me smile in like three hours. thank you.
Thanks for making me feel happy
”Always watching, Mike wazowski, always watching.”
ENG: May i asked him, how he committed suicide ?? Jumping out of the window, did he pointed a gun at his head, or he said "I'm so useless, I just want to die..." R.I.P PowaPowa-P... and why his death is so secret ?? I just want to find his secret death mystery... At last... i found his finds/beta songs... But, I'm surprised to find out that "Please Give Me A Red Pen" and "Healthy End" are both connected each other... 🤔🤔😯😯😔😔
JAP: 私は彼にどのように自殺したのか尋ねましたか？ 窓から飛び出したとき、彼は頭に銃を向けましたか、それとも「私は役に立たないので、私はただ死にたいだけです。。。」と言ったのですか。 私は彼の秘密の死の謎を見つけたいだけです...ついに...彼の発見/ベータ版の曲を見つけました。。。しかし、「私に赤ペンをください」と「健康的な終わり」を見つけて驚いています 両方が互いに接続されています。。。🤔🤔😯😯😔😔
Your music is still alive.
🙏
He'll keep on existing if we dont forget him.
always has been
I love powapowa p music so much 💖
It's not about living forever, you can't
It's about making something that will
The words “I walk because I was born” often come into my mind. This is probably the most powerful lyric I've ever heard. Knowing that life is pointless and everything you do is futile, but saying “fuck you, I don't need meaning, I am happy because I am living”
when i was a kid I related to his music so much. and then I found out what had happened to him. it was very scary to learn, as I was in a dark mental place at the time, and close to doing the same. i try to live every year beyond what he had with the utmost effort. grownups aren't cute, but now I'm one, and I'm still here, and I'm glad to be breathing.
Idk about the grownups aren't cute part.
Hey I was there once too but life has the potential to get way better and you also have the potential to get strong enough to fight back and actually enjoy it. I hope you're doing better now!
@@therealwhiteThey really arent cute at alll 😭
@@parisouuare you suuuure about that 👀👀👀
@@therealwhite Yeah. Grownups are mean. So I relate to the comment
@@parisouu idk what to tell you then but maybe one day you will see some cute grownups and be like "wait why am i looking at grownups also note to myself they are called adults oh my god im such a nerd oh look a bee" and then you will forget about me but i will still have been right about one thing
so yeah probably not happening thanks for coming to my talk
there is, duly, no ted
Thank you and rest in peace.
When did the person pass away?
Nyarlathotep the crawling chaos a week ago
+Nyarlathotep the crawling chaos 2015.7.23.
@@LizardWizardoAo I think is because that he doesn't what to be an adult and what's to be a teen or child (?)
@@dandanthedandan7558 i dont think you understand how rude and uncaring that came off. if its something you dont understand id recommended atleast taking some time to try to understand mental illness because its very important
"i walk because i was born" is one of my favourite lyrics in any song. it stands out so much and i don't think i can actually express how good of a phrase it is. i love powapowa-p's music a lot, he's genuinely amazing. i hope that he at least knew how many people he had impacted, and still continues to, because his music really has touched so many different people. thank you.
ok
Lemon Drop ok
More than okay--love this comment
@@nakamori162 k
@@nakamori162 thank you legend
This song is about finding reasons to live, clearly, but after we know how Powapowa really felt, this song feels a lot more like a cry for help. I transcribed a MIDI cover and noticed something; in the final few lines, he seems to be getting better or coming to terms, "If I can put into words every second I've lived, I should be able to start walking again," but, he changes key from major to minor, usually expressing sadness or regret. So... was he admitting that he knew he wasn't going to be okay in one of the only ways he knew, through creative composition, and the key was a subtle way of expressing his true feelings? Very sad. RIP.
Can you put a timestamp where it goes into a minor key?? I can't hear it
yo that's clever *and sad*
Also, wasn’t boku used mostly as a “me” or “I” for males?
Maybe it has something to do with this too...
@@matilde_5 What do you mean?
Alraisen Avecesdario
When the song says “I”/“me” you hear “boku”, and that is a form of I used mostly by males.
This song helped me so many times in the past when I was feeling depressed and suicidal. I even considered writing a letter or something to powapowa thanking him for making this song that helped me so much. Now I really wish I had. I'm crying listening to this song again and I wish I could have helped him the way his song helped me, Rest in peace powapowa p, I miss you so much.
Every day I'd listen to the Strobe series and feel a little better. Losing him to the very demon he helped us fight is heartbreaking.
I just wish we could have helped him too. Rest well, PowaPowa-P
SuperHurra he gave his life to sing the songs we couldn’t sing.. Gave words to the feelings we couldn’t give words to.
I’ll always be forever grateful to you, Powa Powa-P. I only regret not being there for you as you and your songs have for me :(.
Rest in peace PowaPowa p. Thank you for helping those of us who struggled with our feelings, thank you for putting our feelings into words. Know that you made thousands and thousands of people happy.
i had no idea he died until today.I started crying cuz that song helped me through so much shit.he was gone too soon, may he rest well.
The creator died!?
亡くなって4年
Four years have passed since you died.
·A favorite musician
- Birthday
·Height
These were the same.
I liked you
Musicians have released a new album for the first time in six years.
music of musicians in heaven
Listen.
･好きなミュージシャンがほぼ一緒
･誕生日年月も一緒
･身長も一緒
そんな事実を知りました
そんな奇跡あるんですね
あなたが大好きだった
サカナクションは6年ぶりに
ようやく新アルバムを出しました
天国で聴いていてくれたら良いな
This song is just so deep to me...that's why it's my favorite song. I understand the true meaning of this: Miku's daily life is just continuously opening the same bedroom door, riding the train to school and back, and a cycle that she always followed. When her conscious persuaded her to take a new road, to open new doors that could possibly be better than this on-going cycle of her life, to find the meaning and purpose she was looking for. And when her conscious finally couldn't take the pressure of her not finding a new path in life, she just tried it out for herself and make a difference that might have not changed the world, but something that could change HER world.
That last sentence though. * Sniffles *
This was my life growing up until I found God. Hatsune Miku and the whole Vocaloid team helped me find him. I tried many times to end my life and hide from the world. The producers really poured there heart and souls into many classic Vocaloid songs. Many songs were from there perspective. That's why many people connect with Vocaloid.
R.I.P PowaPowa-P... 😔😔
@@doney1996 Ew don't you dare
@@ha1hy291 I’m screaming
This song is already 10 years old. Time sure flies.
11 now, 0_0
12 now, lol
13 now
「まだ気づかないのかな？
僕は僕らしく歩き出しているのさ。ほら、また。」
そうだ。
分かっていたのさ。
僕はこのままさ。
歩き出してみようかな？
遠いあのとき。
僕は生きる意味を探す
リズミカルに音が跳ねるんだ。
誰かが生きてる一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕らは生きてく気がするのさ
言葉をばらまくように
誰かが生きてる一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕らは生きてく気がするのさ
言葉をばらまくように
ほら。
「今 君が見てたのは
あの日の自分と向きあう君自身さ。ほら、また。」
…まーな。なんだかんだでさ、
僕は生きていた
あの日と変わらぬまま また。行くんだ。
僕は生きる意味をさがす
…生まれたから僕は歩くんだ。
誰かが生きてる一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕らは生きてく気がするのさ
言葉をばらまくように
誰かが生きてる一秒ずつ
言葉にできたならば
僕らは生きてく気がするのさ
言葉をばらまくように
ほら。
僕が生きてきた一秒ずつ
言葉にできるのなら
僕はまた歩き出せるはずだ。
…いつかの君のように。
またここへ戻ってきてしまう。ふとした時にきてしまう。
不思議だなぁ……
am I the only one who can't get over the astronaut cat
that astronaut cat can dance
nope
I luv the astronaut cat xD its adorable and random
You are not the only one
i freaking love him xD
ぽわぽわＰさん、素敵な歌をありがとう。ご冥福をお祈りします。
Thank you for your wonderful songs, PowaPowaP. Rest in peace.
what happen to PowaPowaP?
He passed away July, 2015. I don't know the details.
Ahh.. im sorry, i did not know. R.I.P powapowap :(
envide9
どうしてみんな感謝とか言うの？
もしかしてこの人亡くなったの？
なんもしらないので教えてください
チョロリン 詳しくは知りませんが、2年以上前にもたさんは亡くなったそうです、、
My interpretation is that the door that she originally went through was not suicide, but was just the same old her, living life every day like she always does (considering that her life seemed very boring and repetitive). She needed the extra push to make a change in her life, after realizing this.
Oh yeah I get it now I thought it was suiccide but thinking bout that makes sense
Take in mind that Powapowa himself didn't make the PV, so it's really dubious that it would in any way be about suicide. Besides, the song seems too upbeat to even be about that.
"Too upbeat to even be about that"
Oh sweet summer child...
Saihate is upbeat yet depressing af
Punpun
小学五年生(五年前)に初めてボカロを聞いてハマった曲です。
ストロボラスト、ストロボライト今も好きです。
ぽわぽわPありがとう。
I don't think it's particularly good or healthy to try and relate the themes and emotions of this song to Powapowa's suicide. I don't really think he would have wanted that. His suicide didn't define him as a person, suicidal ideation was not the extent of everything he was, he was a complete person with plenty of other things to share, and so I don't think trying to view all of his artistic work and everything he had to say under that lens is doing his body of work justice, I don't think it's something we should let color our interpretations of every song he put out. Let's try to appreciate the thoughts and messages and emotions he put into and expressed through his work and take it as it is, as it was presented to us, rather than trying to view them all as some grand cry for help. Especially because there -was- a song he put out to that end, it's Please Give Me a Red Pen, because that one is...pretty obvious what it's about. This song is very much not that.
@@thedistantloner the guy posted a suicide note song the same day that he died, it's really not that hard to figure out
@@thedistantloner his last song; please give me a red pen - it sounded much like a suicide note and was posted the same day he died (there is also another one called healthy end that was posted by a friend after his death)
Relating everything to his death is very bad but recognizing some of his sadness is okay. But yea not every sad line is immediately suicidal…. I have severe depression so his music is extremely cathartic for me. He used to be able to express his emotions through his music in a way that was not self destructive or unhealthy. I get extremely suicidal at times so his music helps a lot. Seeing how everyone appreciated him gives me some strength. So remembering his death isnt always a bad thing either
I haven't thought before that people actually may do that... I think it's just a very flat and one sided way of looking at his work. A bit sad, it's like he isn't PowaPowaP but "that voca-p who killed himself".
i agree with you... but i can't help but see this song as being about depression.
I've been searching this song for half of an eternity, and I only found it by typing "Hatsune Miku-video with two doors and two cats". google...I'll name my firstborn child after you.
Dracu 98
When in doubt, always type PV.
Dracu 98 Name it after Powapowa-P... the dude helped us fight so many demons even though he himself was succumbing.
"Hatsune miku train" also works
“Dad, why is my sisters name rose?”
“Because your mom loves roses.”
“Thanks dad”
“No problem Hatsune Miku-video with two doors and two cats.”
For some reason your comment reminded me of that meme
@@AnythingbutThi5 god bless ya man XD
14歳くらいにこの曲知ったけど成人した今でも定期的に聴いてるとは思わなかった、それだけだいすきな曲
サビがすごい切なくなる。
It's my 18th birthday and just as I promised earlier I'm back here. To say so, this year didn't even felt like one. Time went so fast and it's hard to believe that it's September already. Even then a lot of things happened in my life, some of them were good but most of them were just bad things like getting the money I saved up for a new device being stolen and not getting the desired marks in my finals because of which i wasn't in the best mental state but your songs once again motivated and helped me to move on and focus on what's coming next. thankyou for all these beautiful creations siina your songs are still the best music I've ever found in my life and thanks to everyone here who's still listening to siina songs not letting him being forgotten. My future is very uncertain with all the mental health issues I'm facing but i believe everything will turn out to be fine as long as I've your music to keep myself motivated. again thankyou siinamota for your meaningful music it means a lot to me. I'll come back here again the next year. Rest in peace
REST IN PEACE SIINAMOTA
THIS SONG WAS THE FIRST I HAD HEARD BY YOU, AND IT WAS HONESTLY ONE OF THE BEST SONGS ID EVER HEARD. I THEN STARTED TO LISTEN TO MORE OF YOUR MUSIC AND SOON FELL IN LOVE RIGHT AWAY.
YOUR DEATH WAS TOO SOON, YOU WERE VERY YOUNG.
THIS SONG WILL ALWAYS BE SPECIAL AND I WILL STILL LISTEN TO IT CONTINUOUSLY THROUGHOUT MY LIFE AND WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU IN MY THOUGHTS.
YOU HAD A SPECIAL TALENT THAT BROUGHT PEOPLE JOY AND ENTERTAINMENT. YOUR MUSIC EVEN HELPED PEOPLE.
AGAIN, REST IN PEACE. GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN. YOU AND YOUR TALENTS WILL ALWAYS BEEN REMEMBERED.
omg sehun ouo
Sawa no,i mean the profile pic
Larry stylinson btw Horton is amzayn
+Himeko Seres yes sadly and this song makes me cry
+나를 때려, Nejla저를 사랑 the pictures are cute don't say that think about the pictures again:D
8年も前の曲なのにまだ聞きに来る人いるんだな(私もそのひとりだけど)
私達それぞれが生きて来た人生を言葉で語れるのなら表せられるのならと、昔を思い返しながら考えてしまうような懐かしくて切なくなる曲
I first heard Strobe Last. I liked it a lot. I didn't payed to much attention to the lyrics. But somehow the song made me feel a little melancholic. I saw that there was more than one Strobe song. And i found this one. For once, i saw the lyrics. I was instantly facinated by it. I translated to my native language in Word document and tryed to see trought the lyrics and see if i could find the autors soul. That seemed so similar to mine. When i first read the lyrics in the word document. It touched my hearth and made me so sad. I knew then, that the song writer was living beacuse he was born. And i knew that he didn't wanted to go trough all of this nonsense of life. When i saw the comments section i confirmed my thoughts. He is dead. And there is no doubt about it. He stoped walking willingly.
At least his words found a home in our hearts, sad as they may be.
A person's Life can be very complicated, if only we could put them into words...
Perhaps that's what he accomplished. Every song, a story of a Life.
It's a sad thing that he died
Same here, I heard Strobe Last before this one, and I have to say... I love them both XD
At least he is happy and safe now.
Bro, that made tears well up in my eyes.
I remember being 9 or 10 and listening to PowaPowa P almost everyday, I was being s/abused at the time by someone I thought that loved me, and every will to live at that age was already fading. I attempted suicide at the age of 10 because of my abuser leaving me behind, I was relieved but still devastated for everything that already happened to me, since that was not the first time I was abused. This song is one that will always live in my heart because when I was recovering I would often daydream for a better tomorrow with this song. PowaPowa P healed me in a way that makes me cry every time, I'm so thankful for him and everything he did for a lot of people in this world, I hope that maybe my words could reach him wherever he is right now.
hope you're doing better now op
Booooo hoo
@@Nobynoby2763 shit yourself
@@Nobynoby2763 wow you are bitter
@@Nobynoby2763Omg I’m so edgy!!!!! Everyone look at me I’m so edgy!!!!!!
The fact that you thought this was okay is fucking sickening.
rest in piece powapowap... you were such a huge inspiration to the vocaloid community.
im a fan
I JUST FOUND OUT!! RIP, I LOVED HIS MUSIC SO MUCH!
1ug1a How did he die? :|
Asco De Vida He wrote one last song, the red pen song, and then committed suicide just a few hours later after uploading it... The Red Pen is what you use to write the names of the deceased in Japan, and the end of the song just... You have to listen to it yourself.
+Nauya Kuuho The real cause of his death is not released yet, but I'm pretty sure it wasn't suicide.
There is a comic about his life (that he wrote) which mentions that he had to drop out of school due to a disease, so I'm positive that it was the disease...
(Not sure though)
I sometimes wonder where i would've been if i never found out about vocaloid. In my early days when i was new to vocaloid and stuffs i only used to listen to vocaloid songs because they sounded great but as i started digging deep into it i found songs that were relatable and in a sense comforting for me. My childhood was not the greatest because of a lot of personal and family issues/dramas which i don't want to mention about and I never had any friends so vocaloid was my only way to comfort myself. siinamota played a really important role in it. Most of my comfort vocaloid songs were by him, i still remember listening to his songs while weeping and feeling numb as i locked myself inside of my dark room. I am very grateful that i was able to discover this community and specially siinamota, vocaloid didn't just remained a mere music genre i liked but it became a part of me, only my heart knows how much i am connected to these songs because it can't forget all those moments that I've spent with them. I am now 17 and i don't think I would've been able to make it till here without sina's songs. Getting out of my vocaloid phase will be a tough thing for me but i am not complaining! I'll continue to listen to vocaloid, listen to your songs siinamota as long as i want tho it hurts knowing that I'll never be listening to a new song by you.
It's enough for now , And for the last time i wanted to say thankyou siinamota, your songs played a significant role in my life and the only way i could payback is by listening to them at all stages of my life and never let them be forgotten. Marking from now, I'll come back here every year on all of my upcoming birthdays and leave a comment showing my appreciation towards you and a little lifeupdate note. If a single year passes without me coming back to it then it would simply mean i am no more. I don't know about anyone else but you and your songs will forever be remembered by me. Rest in peace.
This is my favorite song. I don't remember when it became my favorite song, but I first heard it late February, 2014. Or maybe early March. And for some reason, though it became my favorite song, I didn't check what else the composer had created until this July. Two weeks before he passed away. In fact, I actually later heard his final song (red pen), but I didn't realize he had passed away. I wish I had something nice to say, but, damn it. Fuck. This is a tragedy.
+AnUntitledAbridger same feels here man
The producer died?
This is so sad...
I heard that the producer suicided, don'don't know why though :-(((
I feel u :')
he committed suicide because he was afraid of being an adult
I think the meaning of this PV is kind of like that glasses-Miku is living in her comfort zone and keeps on living day by day feeling bored without knowing actual meaning of the life that she's living in (the room with the name card on it = her comfort zone). Although the cats trying to lead her out of her comfort zone = another door, she refused because, you know, people tend to stay in their comfort zone more than go outside and experience. The Miku with no glasses is the inner of her, which is strongly desiring to get out of the comfort zone and finally kicked the glasses Miku outside.
I agree with most of what you said, but with what you said at the end, I have some speculation, too. I strongly believe that the no glasses and smaller Miku is the younger her from the past, since the lyrics do mention something like that. About how it's more difficult now (learning more things about the world, living longer, accumulating regrets, etc), and wanting to walk onwards just as easily like the "you" from before (her past self). So I'm thinking younger her helps out her current self.
Ichiban daiji na mono. I don't think that it's really her younger self, I like to think that it's her conscience or her just reviewing her endless cycle from a later point in time. Glasses-Miku is always heading home through the same door everyday instead of the other one, hence the second iteration of the video. Her conscience (Dress Miku) is always pushing her to try new paths. I think that this video is about trying new things and to not regret on what decisions you have made so you can finally be brave enough to even try "walking". But then again, this is why I love the Vocaloid community, always having a fresh perspective on videos!
I’m guessing after all of what happened, you could probably that Miku is probably a representation of Siinamota himself, as he also wore glasses. And like how many others have said in other comments, this is about finding reasons to live.
Siinamota’s reasons to live.
高校生の時この曲が大好きでした。10代の頃の理想はほとんど叶ってないけど、それなりに楽しくやってます😊
R.I.P Man
Heaven must sound beautiful now.
I may still be deep in my depression, but this song makes my feelings feel a little more valid. Thank you. Rest in peace powapowa.
I think this song and the song "Hello, How Are You?" taught me how songs can be interpreted in whatever way a person needs the song to be. If you want a song about a girl finding the will to live, then its a song about a girl finding the will to live. If you want a song about astronaut cats, then its a song about astronaut cats.
no matter the interpretation, always remember astronaut cat
この曲を作った方が椎名もたさんだということ、そして椎名もたさんが亡くなっていたということ、今知りました。涙が止まりません。亡くなったと思われる前からこの曲を好きでした。もっと早くに知りたかった…。今までお疲れ様でした。ご冥福をお祈りします。本当にありがとうございました。
上手く言葉に表せないけど、優しさが全部詰まってる感じがしてすごい大好き。この曲聴くと落ち着く…
Coming back here today (July 23rd 2021) to appreciate Siinamota’s works once again. All of his songs are still so beautiful, and I hope that many people will continue to find them and love them just as I, and so many others have.
Thank you for everything, PowaPowa-P.
もたさんの初音さんの調教の仕方ほんとすき
誰かの生きてる1秒ずつ 言葉にできたならば
僕らは生きてる気がするのさ
ここの歌詞とかもすき
浅いようで深いような歌詞。
本当に名曲を届けてくれてありがとうございました。
もたさんを知ったのは結構最近で、もういないのは知ってるしいつかボカロに冷めたら貴方を忘れてしまうかもしれないけど。
今は応援してます。
遠いところでも頑張ってください。
いいこと言ってるけど名前気になる笑
小学生の頃にぽわぽわpさんを知ってついに今年同い年になってしまいました。今でもずっとぽわぽわpさんの曲大切に聴いています。最近のコメントがたくさんあって自分の事のように嬉しくなりました。
Rest in peace Powapowa P ;_; Thank you for your wonderful music
When a creator dies, his soul lives on in his creations.
Rest in peace, powapowaP.
Listening to this song and reading the lyrics now that I’m in university makes me understand this song more. This will always be one of my favorite vocaloid songs
This song got me through some hard times as a kid, happy birthday
this song really feels like a hug
a ghost hug
you feel it, but isn't there
is so warm, is my comfort song
thank you, siinamota
rest in peace siinamota. i hope that it brings you comfort that all the songs you wrote about your own struggles are beautiful, helping others recover from the very same thing you struggled with all your life. a reminder that people aren't completely alone, i'm sorry that things had to go the way they did, i wish that you'd still be here to make music. more music to help others out of the dark like this one. thank you for existing, you're missed so dearly.
RIP Powapowa-p... you were a wonderful soul.
NoobyYTchannel what happened to him?
Shelby Kay he died. everyone suspects he committed suicide or gave in to an illness but I guess we'll never know :^(
I’m singing this song at karaoke tomorrow night to welcome the new year! You live on! This is my favorite Miku song and I hope I do it justice, thank you PowaPowa P
listening to this song at a time when you can relate to it is really comforting. i lost a lot today. thank you, powapowa-p. i want to be safe, so i'm glad that i'm crying over this right now.
I hope you're doing OK
@@Twiddle_things yo i forgot i wrote this 💀update: i'm doing good, i was just kinda sad but i'm still here
@@koiyin I'm glad :)
外国の方がいると、外国の方にもぽわぽわPさんが知られていて嬉しい気分になる。
When there is a foreigner, I feel happy because Pawapowa P is known to foreigners as well.
we love him too bro :(
I just found out about them and what happened to them is really sad. I'm happy that a lot of people are appreciating their works. I also love this song very much. Cheers me up during these times.
学生の時に聞いてた時はふふんふん♪かわいい曲みっけた♪
って感じだったのに今聞くとすごう泣けてくる。
もたさ～～～んんん泣き
I came back here today to wish Siinamota/PowaPowa-P a happy birthday! Thank you so much for making many of my favourite Vocaloid songs, they really do mean a lot to me and many others in the community. I’m glad I am able to listen to such wonderful songs because of you.
for some reason, this song is how i feel, like, all the time
+maligning_my_toenails
Same here
Same too
same here, too...
+maligning_my_toenails
Please suggest me some songs which sound similar to this!! I love the chorus
Me too :-| So empty...
what the hell man this is a masterpiece. he has many masterpieces, hard to believe he was so young.. must have been busting his ass and working hard for many long years, exploring his depression, searching for meaning, and happiness, to express himself so truly and universally in this world that makes it so hard, MAN!! he was a genius
it was his choice of facing his darkness that made him such a bright star
後半からは死後の世界から自分を見ているのだろうな
竹本マーキュリー なんかかなしい
可愛いけど切ない歌ですね
走馬灯みたいなものかな...
普通踏切の電車が来るマークは右左だけど、この世界では上下なんだね。
死後の世界とこの世界のことを指してるのかもね。
i don't even really listen to vocaloid in general anymore + was just scrolling through old playlists and gave this a listen again after so long.... its crazy how in hindsight I would listen to this every day and hope things would get better and after not hearing this for almost a year, everything finally did get better 😭😭💜
The art is amazingly simple but so creative and cute.
"Every second someone lives on, we feel ourselves live on"
I am literally crying. Rest in peace. I wish I had discovered your music sooner, but I am so happy that I did at all, and so I hope you are happy. You worked hard and your music makes me smile. Thank you :)
It’s been so many years since I discovered this song, and here I am listening to it again when I’m down, with my two cats next to me. I always feel lightly better.
I don’t know how to explain it but there’s just something so special about this little song,
1 million views! :')
We miss you, Powapowa-P.
bruh
Pippo 22 eat a Snickers, you're not you when your hungry
I don't know why, but this song makes me feel so protected and loved, but also sad. I can't put it into words, but I'm gonna be coming back to this song for a long while.
Omg same.
I wonder why
This song makes me feel so nostalgic, but also sad. The lyrics are some of the most interesting lyrics I've ever read honestly. I've never felt more invested into song lyrics than this? Plus the chord progression is totally nice and has a bittersweet feeling to it. I heard strobe last first, but I like this one better. I'm not sure why but it makes me feel like I'm in some other dimension.
i'm still here. thank you PowaPowaP
This song is very personal to me. I just relate to it so much, me having bpd and experiencing the same emptiness described in the song. Feeling the monotony of everyday life has been a constant struggle for me. Im constantly looking for meaning in my life and this song is a comfort song for me.
Hope you’re doing better my fellow bpd friend. This song is such a comfort to me too 7 years later
I return to this song after so many years since Strobe Last's addition in project sekai. This song, Strobe Last, and A Palette Full of You (another recent powapowa addition to the roster) are two songs that mean a lot to me and I'm conflicted on how I feel about those two additions to the game as in one way its keeping Powapowa alive and that's something I think should be carried out. However, it also feels a bit like using his music for money and that's kind of sad in a way. Regardless, I will always appreciate powapowa for providing me something to relate to and help me through tough times. His music impacted me very deeply personally. Rest in Peace man and may your music live on.
Me finding out about siinamota really put me at the opposite end of things to when I read yt comments about people finding out wowaka for the first time.
Like, clicking the in game link to siinamota songs only to find out the last post on its niconico page is from 2015 and finding out the guy died at the age of 20, feels bad man.
I’ll never forget listening to this song when I was 12 or so years old and trying to figure myself out. I still don’t know and probably won’t for awhile, but PowapowaP’s music influenced me and I hope he knew how powerful and amazing his music is. Rest In Peace, your music helped me through a lot and I’ll always remember your wisdom.
Thank you Siinamota/Powapowa, I really need this right now. Thank you.
I wish I was old enough and smart enough back then to tell Siinamota how much he has done for me.
There is nothing else like hearing the mind of someone who may very well be the definition of melancholic.
There is nothing else like finding music that truely describes your thoughts for you.
There is nothing else like being saved from a death, by a person who already fell into it.
I will forever grasp to this music.
I hope you are still resting well, Siinamota.
Many of these songs got me through some of the hardest moments of my depression. He may be gone but his art helped many people who felt the same way he did.
I only comment this now because i’m on my own journey to healing from what happened in my life as a child, the lense of depression I saw the world through for most of my life, and how that’s affected my memories. Listening to songs like this always lights something within me that just makes the world feel hopeful for a while. Without music and art like this I wouldn’t be alive right now.
RIP, this music was and still continues to be a safe place for many people. Even if he couldn’t be saved or helped himself he continues to fill the hearts of others with hope. Powa, siinamota, high-color-sunz, whatever he named himself, will be eternally loved and missed.
this song is really relevant in my time of life right now. everything is so repetitive; wake up, go to school, spend time w friends in school, then rot in bed after trying to find something to do.. but in reality im just on my phone scrolling my feed page or watch videos until i fall asleep.
i havent done my hobbies in a while now because of school, and i rarely ever go out with my friends because theyre either busy with something else or my dad worries about letting me go out with them without an older guardian (im in highschool). all i can do right now is listen to music i love as a coping mechanism.
i feel depressed and empty simultaneously, i just dont want to go through these emotions all the time.. sometimes i just want to end it all, but i cant. im trying to find a solution to it, and this song is getting me through rough times. thank you powapowaP. i wish he knew his songs helps thousands of people like me that has or is going through simular experiences as he did.
I literally couldn't help but cry coming back to this song, this song really kept me going as a teenager and even as an adult in these times, these lyrics still hold truer than ever.
i will never stop love you, siinamota. have a good rest
i always end up coming back to this song whenever i'm having thoughts[tm].. just--
i wanna say. all of you guys got this, ily platonically. life goes up and down, and it has to get better someday [ahshah even if it seems impossible] so. keep it up. you're doing great.
I love you too!
100万再生おめ！
もたさんありがとう！！！
1年前は絶対忘れない！(>_>)
確かにー！おめでとう🎉
椎名もたさんのコメント欄暖かくてすごい嬉しい😿
This was the first time listening to his music. I'm not sure how he died, but he had so much more potential to help the vocaloid community grow, but he's gone now. Rest in peace, PowapowaP.
I believe he committed suicide.
It’s been exactly five years since Powa-P’s passing and I’ve only started today to listen to his music. I honestly don’t know why I haven’t done so earlier, but maybe it was fate that I’d click on this song on this noteworthy day.
This is a really melancholic song- I’m in a point in my life where getting up every day feels like an all too familiar routine, I don’t have much to live for. It feels hopeless, but this strange and crazy world does have things worth living for: Wonderful friends, incredible creations by others, gorgeous sights, and many years to come of excitement, you just need to take that step into the unknown.
We’ll never know what Powa-P was thinking in his last moments on this green earth, but I sincerely hope he’s living in peace somewhere up above right now. I’ll live on for his and many others’ sakes
Keep going, there's still beauty in everything, it's just a matter of finding it. This song speaks to me in a different level and yes, I can agree with the nostalgic feeling.
This is one huge part of my daily motivation; maybe I'll able to start walking again
I don't know if its Becuase I'm depressed but god. Can't believe this song still tugs at my heart strings just like it did years ago. Not a lot of things do that for me. God I wish powapowa p was still alive and well. I'm going to go cry now. Rest in peace.
Happy 28th Birthday Mota-san! Miss you as always 💕
powapowap was 16 when he made this
That intro is honestly still my favorite 17 seconds of any vocaloid song.
It's just so chill in a weird way
its 2021 and i remembered the song yesterday, ive been searching it for hours until today that i remember the title. its so sad that i found out that the songwriter died. rest in peace. this song gave me purpose and nostalgia since ive heard it back in 2012, i was 11 when i first heard this now im 20. now i know the understand why this is my fave miku song. thank you so much. rest in peace.
Every time I listen to this song, it breaks my heart a little bit.
This song just can't get old. Thank you Powapowa, may you rest well.
ぽわぽわPさんの曲って疲れてる人に効く気がする
Listening to this song now makes me feel so sad. It's a song ultimately about recovery, and it's a shame that Powapowa P wasn't able to find it in his life. Thank you Powapowa P, for all of your music. We hope you're in a better place.
Your music still alive till this day in 2024❤
*i refuse to believe this song was made over 9 years ago*
vocaloid is ✨ageless✨
This song makes me feel..in peace. It makes me feel safer than when I sit at home with my family. It’s like this song is one person who understands me the most.
Ive listened to this song for years and ever since he died seeing the girl get thrown through the door and the other one smiling happily always makes me break down for some reason
At the end it makes me think of how special it was to get a life and to live at least one time on this earth even tho I struggle with depression this song really help me and makes me think of better times. Thank you.
This song held me together at one if the worst period of my life.
Two years... man, I hope you're happier wherever you are. You've left behind some great stuff.
I always find myself coming back to both this and Strobe Last, they're in my usual music playlist of endless songs, of course, but I always find myself at ease when I hear those first few notes, and find that i'm genuinely dissapointed once they end and move onto the next song. Something about them just resonates with me so much, especially Strobe Light. If I have the ability to, i'll stop what i'm doing when this comes on and watch the video. I love the video so much, it's so simple, so plesant, so monotone, much like the song itself, just mellow and pleasant, kind of monotone, but not really, the warm, almost lazy strums of the guitar, the way the vocals sound out one syllable at a time, loudly and clearly, the simple wording that even someone as illiterate in Japanese as I am can understand. It's all so... Mellow. It's..... Me. This song feels alot like I do, in a way that i've never been able to put into words. Infact, alot of PowaPowa's more mellow works remind me alot of those things I feel deep inside. I'm really glad he had a proper way of expressing those feelings, not many people are able to do that.
I just really, really, really like this song, it feels so familiar, so, so familiar. (Don't worry, i'm okay, this isn't a cry for help, this is just me showing appreciation for this song and PowaPowa's life too, I guess)
ストロボライトもストロボラストもずっと大好き。
このメロディーは記憶にずっと残りつづける。
ほんわかした歌の中に隠れる切なさがまた椎名もたさんの魅力
Thank you for everything. Thank you for bringing happiness to so many.
I hope you’re resting peacefully now.
i loved this song in my teen years, it’ll always be one of my faves. thank you powa p for all the memories. you and your talent will not be forgotten
thank you powapowaP. this song comforted me in my tough times and i hope you are able to rest in peace. for your music i am eternally grateful. thank you. from the bottom of my heart.