Thanatos ~ If I Can't Be Yours ~ ( Neon Genesis Evangelion )【Jayn (+ 8!)】
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- Опубліковано 25 сер 2024
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Sobs wildly. Okay, I'm risking it all for this upload!! I have no copyright strikes ( yet ) and I just really, really, really felt like this had to have more to it than a still picture because Evangelion has become so, so, so important to me. So, I hope you enjoy. If this is taken down I'll reupload with just the picture!
My emotions kind of fluctuated while singing this, because I had just broken up with my lover, and I was kind of sad and angry and numb all at once ... I'm feeling a little better about it now, but this song still touches my heart.
I apologize for all of the weird pops and clicks, idk what was going on with my mic but I felt like re-recording it later would take away from the emotions I was feeling at that particular time. :C
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This was so beautiful. I'm actually crying. Thank you.
Woah. I did not expect you here.
Itz gud
Mv-
Hey what r u doing here!!!
I watch your videos btw keep making the good content! :)
Weakling
The microphone noises, just like the original Neon Genesis Evangelion's blurred, fuzzy aesthetic and jumps between shots just adds to the raw humanity of it all. Plus, the new lyrics for the entire song are just, mmm, good shit.
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Oh, oops. My birthday was actually on January 3rd hahaha. I was originally planning to upload this cover instead of 'I'll Be There For You" and forgot to edit the description, oops. But thanks for the birthday wishes and Happy Birthday to those of you with birthdays soon!
Omg!! My birthdayis on January 3rd!!!
***** Oh wow! Yay! Happy belated birthday! :D
Happy birth(+seven)day! :3
January 13
LittleJayneyCakes...
Thanks for letting me sing for you Jayn! It was a pleasure. This turned out great!
Ayy, you aren't some wanna-be! :D
Good job on the video, and everyone else who partook in making it.. Especially LittleJayneyCakes !!
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Now its time, I fear to tell I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike I've ever felt
And its making me scared
That I may not be what I think I am
What of us?
What do I say?
Are we both from a different world?
'Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid there's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours?
I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain can't shed a tear now
I realise we're not the same and it's making me sad
'Cos we can't fulfill our dream in this life
So I must let us break free I can never be what you need
If there was a way through the hurt then
I would find it I'd take the blows, yes I would fight it
But this is the one impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours?
When something that you set your heart on
Just melts away before your eyes
And everything you wished for slowly dies
To fight for something you believe in: a battle neither lost nor won
It leaves you feeling tired, emotional
Overcome
And I can’t help but wonder why we even try
Feel so Alone and overcome
In the comments of any song is some dude who just wrote out the lyrics with way too many likes
Thank you! Troopers like you help us poor connection people sooo much!
No problem dude!
@@thejonofalltrades 99 is not that much
@@thejonofalltrades too many? The lyrics are too slow on the video, this person is a fucking hero
the emotions, the feel, the message...The weird pops that you said in the end....they sounded like claps...from millions of people....to a well deserving talented artist. This is easily my favorite work from you.
I can't believe I found it. I gonna cried. This song that you covered is the one that I always listen when I was young. It's take me 4 years to find it. It's always the song that I listen in the morning while I was going to school. Finally..... Your cover always the same elegant and good.
Thanks for your cover.
me too lol
I remember listening to this cover in middle 2015, I met Neon Genesis Evangelion bcause of this video
it's so beautiful that after years this cover still makes me cry
Amazing 😍🥺
5:10
*lay down*
*cry alot*
*turn into LCL*
DIEJOBU
I know it’s weird to comment to a three year old comment but I have this to say too you
*nice*
webster nice indeed
Get up
Fight
Turn THEM into pulp
даивжопу
*daijobu
absolutely beautiful. I've been off the Internet for a while, so especially NEW evangelion content both original or fan made has slipped over me. this is beautiful. I especially love the additional ending part, I've never heard those lyrics before. "when something that you set your heart on..." I too have lost a lover and singing this brings tears of sorrow, joy and comfort. thank you for sharing with the world.
I realize this song is from The End, but the more I listen to it, the more it fits in with the inner monologue Kaworu might have had during his stupor - just before his sacrifice in Evangelion 3.33.
Beautiful song & video. It feels good and hurts at the same time - like everything else with the Eva. Thank you.
I really think it could be Rei's point of view to be fair
@@mwndjddjdhdbbf8408 It is from Rei's POV. There are key lines that solidified this being Rei's perspective.
Like, “something strange deep inside of me is happening I felt something unlike anything I’ve ever felt” referencing how she doesn’t have any sort of human emotions at the start of Evangelion and throughout most of the story, until Shinji changes how she is when he tells her to smile.
There’s lines like “what am I” that leaned towards Rei because she’s a clone. Unlike Shinji and Asuka she never really has her own thoughts other than to please Gendo.
“I realize we aren’t the same” is a nod to her realizing that fact that she’s not originally human unlike Shinji the person who she admires, she looks after, she praises and wants to become closer to.
the song is about
a poignant expression of identity struggle, unrequited love, and societal pressures that can prevent individuals from fully embracing themselves. The song delves into the depths of human emotion, exploring the complex experiences of fear, sadness, and the yearning for connection. In the final verse, the speaker acknowledges their limitations and accepts that they can never be what their loved one needs. They express a willingness to endure pain and fight against the odds if only there was a way to be together, but ultimately come to terms with the fact that their longing for the unattainable is an impossible dream. The lyrics delve into the internal conflict and heartache experienced by the speaker as they grapple with their own sense of self and their desire to be someone else's.
It was about Asuka and her point of view on her love toward Shinji, Shinji & Asuka, not being able to express themselves to each other because of their fear of seeing their own reflections and remembering their past and how they grew up into broken people. Asuka could never help Shinji because she ingrained in herself that she would never show anyone love again because of her mother, so she so she tried to become the best she could be and used her hate to block out love because she saw it as weakness, Shinji bottled his hate and love, he was so frustrated with his father and lack of any love that he had no way of understanding how to show his love, which is why he masturbated throughout the show as it is hinted, he only knew that emotions were a transactional thing, because of his father, in which he sought praise so badly, learned to fake those being nice because he was scared of being hated by his father which also means other people. he thought if he *got into the eva* that people would love him. the here people could not change, it was already apart of their character, they had already reached their limits and had to seek out different people in which they did not have to change.
Think of it as a piece of wood that you have whittled, you cannot change that piece of wood after you realize you messed up whittling it. You cannot fix it and must find a new piece of wood to whittle. at least this is what I think the creator thought, I believe Shinji and Asuka should have made up and got together after truly understanding each other. because that was true love.
No matter how many times I listen to this, I get all choked up around the line, "When something that you set your heart on" comes up.
made me cry back then, still does to this day. Seems like I'm not the only one here in that case. Thank you so much for the cover
Still listening to this even years after I first heard it and it still surprises me how good your cover is, Jayn! Amazing ^_^
I like this more than the original. The emotion behind it is so transparent. I just...love everything about this cover. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing this beautiful collaboration with all of us. You're great!
5:10
I'm a simple person: I see Asuka.
I cry.
I'm a simple person: I see a stolen comment. I cry.
@@schooper I'm a simple person: I see that my "evil plan" has failed. I cry.
(In which video? I'm genuinely sorry)
@@pietropietro1230 ua-cam.com/video/WfsMvXJxV94/v-deo.html It's a top comment on it, made 8 months ago. I knew I saw this comment somewhere.
Chills ran down my spine when everyone started singing at 5:08
It's so powerful
I reacted the same too
I think I've listened to this about 50-60 times. I just have it running in a constant loop. Such a lovely, lovely, LOVELY rendition of this song...
it's been years but I think this is the best rendition of this song ever
It has been 4 years already and I can’t even thank you enough for this fantastic cover.
The tragic and depressing feeling lurking around my head whenever i listen to this song... I know it’s not healthy but damn, just can’t get over it
It’s a healthy outlet in moderation. Listen to sad music then switch to happy/upbeat after
Really a beautiful piece of art, and after reading some of the newer comments, I'm surprised that after 8 years you still hearting comments. I respect your dedication!
I've been listening this song for 7 years, today I finally heard the original overcome part and I can say I like more your whole version. Thank you
I come back here every now and then, when I feel sad or nostalgic. It makes me feel a little bit better. Thank you for this amazing cover.
whoaaaa
Jayn oh my god, the emotion in your voice on that line at 4:10 brought me to tears.
To be moved that much solely by someone's voice, wow.
(and it wasn't due to the eva feels because I haven't seen it yet)
This is so beautiful. Poor Kaworu, pure cinnamon roll too good for this world... Shinji, too.
pure cinnamon role XD
Daniel Mena what? I... I don’t understand what you are saying.
@@jkl7607 hm? Wha? He was the one that died instead of him.
@@jkl7607looks like someone watched a bad sub lol
Well Kawaoru is not human so he doesn't have the usual ugliness and selfishness us humans suffer from.
I’ve been looking for the best version of this song with the singing and you nailed it! You’ve done a great with this part and the last part in the end and it’s perfect. This perfectly sounds like Evangelion
evangelion has a very special place in my heart and you've done this song justice. thanks for the beautiful cover. 🌸
Okay, it made me cry a lot. Evangelion is one of my favourite series, but even thinking about it hurts.
This song left me speechless, it's so beautiful. Thank you so much for making it, your voice made it even more amazing ;;;
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😀😀😀😀🥱
It's the most beautiful thing that I have heard and seen in a long time
This is the best cover by her! Good job!
Wow, just wow, i loved it, every second of this cover is pure beauty, especially love how you bring these two versions of the song together, man, i need to listen to this again laid down in a high place with a cigarette on hand.
Wow, first time i came upon your channel Jayn, and this video is one of the most beautiful things i've ever felt or seen in a long time. Thanks! Well done!
This song is this so beautiful and relatable for me. I'm kind of sad most of the time but thanks for this cover.
Evangelion anime is so depressing.... this song just must be an OST to it xD it would make Evangelion more perfect.
Wisvarg Dasferil it's depressing cause it's a realistic show and .. I love it!
I know you said this 2 years ago but I gotta be sure. It is in the movie End of Evangelion. A movie following episode 24.
It was also in the show several times as an instrumental.
The Evangelion música does boy need dari lyrics to be depressing
Sorry but what language you speaking at.
GREAT!... i feel like your voice comes at the deepest part of my heart, EVA is my favorite anime really, and this is its best song, and your cover is... Amazing... the violin/Strange named instrument track is too... amazing
Im not really sure if this will be read but i just wanted to express my gratitude for this cover because this is one of the only things that can make me feel genuine emotions again instead of my apathetic self
This was absolutely stunning. I could really feel the emotion in your voice. Touching song.
Keep it up Jayn!
Im shivering... congratulations, it's a pretty cool work
This comes into my Reccomend page two to three years late.
And My God the greatness of being a Eva fan and loving the soundtrack while listening to this practically gave me flashbacks.
Beautiful cover! It'd be nice to see you covering other evangelion songs someday- your voice fits beautifully with the mood.
KawanoMino21 You can definitely count on more Eva song haha. Thank you!!
KawanoMino21 You can definitely count on more Eva song haha. Thank you!!
LittleJayneyCakes what about Komm, Susser Todd?
@@Brunorg195
😉😉😊😊😊😉😅🥱😀😁😁
The emotion in this deeply hurts my heart. This is beautiful ♥
I couldn't work out how many time i have been playing this song on my ipod.
Bravo Jayney for your masterpiece
It came out beautifully! I'm so glad to be a part of this! I hope everything gets better for you! ^~^
I love the inclusion of the later half of Thanatos in the end. It really fits.
I wish more versions had that part in, it really pushes the song to a whole other level
@@treaveannyretro92 frfr
Beautiful cover! But why is Evangelion important to you? It's a pretty big series for me too since it eloped me out of my depression, but I'm curious about your reason.
Thank you!!
I don't even know where to start, aaaah. Okay, so I originally watched Eva for a good laugh because the memes were funny and I was just under the impression it would be hilarious. It was silly at first, just a typical anime really and I enjoyed it. I found myself really engrossed with the characters even though it was still rather lighthearted. You know, like 'wow haha asuka is terrible why does anyone like her' and 'ommmgg shinji what are you doin', making 'there goes the budget' jokes and all of that kind of stuff.
Alright, so we get to the last few episodes - the ones that just get really weird and wacky. So now I'm like, extremely into it. All of the existentialism in the end melted my brain and when Shinji gets his round of congratulations I actually felt like I had just graduated from some crash-course in self-acceptance.
So, I don't even comment on the ending. I just want to dive right back into more Eva. I immediately watch End of Eva and that movie ... destroyed me. When it ended I just kind of sat there in complete awe. I felt so hollow and moved and awful and it just felt like the whole series gave me a spoonful of harsh truths in a way that was strangely uplifting once I sat on it. 'It all returns to nothing', 'no one can understand you but you, so take care of yourself' ... The 'hedgehog dilemma', there was just so much and it was all wrapped in this big beautiful mecha bow.
I watched the rebuilds immediately after and I think I may explode into flames when the fourth release is announced.
I found that at the end there were no characters I hated, I loved them all for different reasons ... I mean, maybe aside from Gendo and _even then_. I found the flaws to be funny enough to just make me enjoy the series more, and the philosophy kick-started my library of existentialism and psychology books.
Don't get me started on the music, aaaaaaah. THE SOUNDTRACK. I know every song, I've listened to every album I could find. I'm actually working on my own tribute album!!
I don't even know how this happened really, I did not expect to be sucked in, but I just think Evangelion is wonderful. I found that those who actually _understand_ certain bits of it and can empathize with the characters are more likely to have had experience with depression. I have. I've been in some dark places and while I can't say Evangelion brought me out of my depression, it connected me with people who understand the darkness. People who understand having to force yourself not to 'run away', even if you break down and cry after, or wanting to shun the painful things in life and not take responsibility but knowing you have to. People who have truly, deeply, devastatingly just wanted to just disappear and wondered why they were breathing - even though what they truly want is to be understood, validated, loved, and treated with kindness.
Anyway. I could probably write an entire book but thank you for asking!
So true.
You are as terrific a writer as you are a singer. I've been trying to find a way to articulate my feelings about Evangelion for the past three years, and you've done it better than I ever could. Bless you!
I know I'm commenting after 2 years, but since I can assume your love for Eva hasn't died, I wanted to say that's really heart-lifting to find a fellow Eva fan that was able to look past the ''bad'' reputation this show has. So many people are hardcore haters: they watched the show once, they didn't pay enough attention, they understood nothing and got irritated. And now they say: ''I get it, there is nothing to understand'' or ''fans thinks it's deep just because of the religious symbolism'' or ''it's pretentious bullshit''.
LUL Evangelion GAVE me depression ಥ_ಥ
My Birthday is on January 9th. This was uploaded on my Birthday I see. On that day, I always feel like Shinji Ikari because I'm born in one of the coldest and most depressing month of the year :D But hearing your song in such a wonderful interpretation, it feels a little less cold and depressing. Best Wishes from Germany, keep up your great work :) By the way: I'm currently reading the final Volume of the Manga, and your Version of Thantaos was my Soundtrack. It fits perfect. Especially love the Ending.
MonsieurAufziehvogel Happy (very late) birthday! Thank you for this comment. ; u ;
Same goes here, born in late January
Evangelion the darkness in humanity which we look away from. It's so unique. Great video and perfect singing. C:
Very beautiful.
this version can make me cry.
Great!!!!!
this is actually the best cover i've found on youtube for this song
here ua-cam.com/video/pujzolpDGrA/v-deo.html
This is fucking amazing! How doesn't this have more views?
Ahhhh, this was so beautiful~ Amazing job, Jayn~ Thank you so much for letting me be a part of this. x3 (Happy early birthday, btw~!) I hope things continue to get better for you.
Your covers always blow me away!! :'D
Uguuuuuuuu, this has made me shed a tear. TT^TT Okay I lied, maybe cried a gallon of tears. It was cold in my room, but now it feels colder because of the sadness of this song. //speed dives under kotatsu.
I am sorry for all the things that are overwhelming you right now, I hope with time and new love will heal you! //hugs.
Kowai-chan Oh my gosh do you really have a kotatsu? I'M JEALOUS. Thank you sweetie.
Finally the second half yes, you have made my day!!!!
I need this song right about now. I had made some mistakes recently and this song helps a lot to describe how I'm feeling. Beautiful cover.
Hey Jayn!! This is my very first time commenting on something in youtude and this song is beautiful. I can feel all you emotions flowing through it and it makes me want to cry. You did a fabulous job and I hope things get better. ^_^
I was glad that I got to participate in singing this pretty song! ~o~
i love this Anime so. this is awesome thank you ;'')
of the various thanatos covers this is my favorite.
Este cover es mejor que el original :0
This is one of my all-time favorites! T~T It's even better than the original imo. Perfection.
I live for the second half of this cover, thank you
this is more beautiful than I could ever imagine wow..
I want This one Spotify 😍😍your voice its soo beautiful i Love This 😭❤️❤️
This was the old song from the credits of yandere simulator!! ❤❤❤
This is one of my favorite songs of all time.
Actual goosebumps when the chorus comes in at the end
That chorus I have goosebumps
Need you in spotify
Imagine on upcoming movie shinji dies infront of laying injured rei as his visions getting blurry his memory and visions of her mother finally visible on the face of rei ayanami as she caressing his face until his final last breath..
8+ or 18+?
i just love this cover
👌
What a amazing song to listen to while I clear my head and have a mental breakdown over the past 4 years of regrets that have built up inside of me leaving me as both a shell of my former self and a introspective person who realizes my fragile emotional state and my fool of a personality I faked even to myself and just wants to confess my feelings and insecurities I've had for my entire life to the ones I love due to being stuck in my own damn shell of mental filters I've kept up with for as long as I can remember.
Goodbye, and thank you, all of Evangelion.
The vocals are absolutely BEAUTIFUL♥️😍♥️😍♥️😍
Woman, you have talent the moment I heard your voice you won me over, liked favorited and hello to a new subscriber
I got a birthday coming up on the 18th & my brother had one yesterday; but staying to the point: I hope your life gets better Jayn, i'll be listening in on here for any new songs from you ;) (you're a great songstress!) -JV
still listen to this. so good.
4:43 this hits hard
Chills
I'm super late but I love this video endlessly. Thanatos is such an underrated ost thanks so much
This is sad , but beautiful -) don't give up !
Thanatos means Death in Greek XD BTW I love your voice! You do Awesome covers
I am Greek. That's how it's written in Greek: Θάνατος
Sigmund Freud used the word to describe a pattern he noticed in people to repeatedly engage in self destructive behavior...their death drive he also called it.
@@PusoPimpOVER9000 not just Sigmund freud..lol all noobs talk about Freud...but Eriksson was way better
This is beautiful, really beautiful... Thanks for the upload.
Eso es lo requiere este tema sentimiento vivirlo . . . Y no imitarlo. Es realmente bello
Hello jayn i just wanna say thank you for making this video because i first heard your voice on a yandere simulator vid and i am mesmerized by it 5 yrs ago and when i watch some yandere simulator in a past week ive been wandering whats the title of the song and who covered it and thus ive been researching until now and ive finally found it and im so happy that i still remember your voice and the lyrics even if its 5 yrs ago really thank you.
As great as always jayn, And happy late birthday i suppose, I hope you keep singing i love you're song's and voice, I'm always looking for song's to inspire my writing (Story's) and this helped a lot it's so beautiful and sad, I love it, I don't no where it's from, But it's so beautiful, Thank you for covering it, And i hope to hear much more
Bawling
Es hermoso
:'( y triste a la vez
What a great cover
I love this song. ♥ Thanks Dev-senpai for sending me to this video. ~
These lyrics describe my feelings so much...
Very beautiful, never heard the track and this was a wonderful surprise :)
Beautiful
Good lord, don’t get me wrong, the original’s great, but Jesus Mary and Joseph, when this song is done without that hip hop beat in the background it hits so much harder, well done!
I'm addicted to this song!
5:10 if oblivion is like this, then maybe it's not so bad
HOW DID I NOT KNOW YOU COVERED THIS SONG UNTIL NOW
This is so beautiful and so sad
Littlejayneycakes, I wanted to say that you did this song wonderfully, I absolutely love it.
I also wanted to say that I'm sorry you were having a rough time, break ups just suck, especially when you really like that person.
I know despair all too well and if you ever want someone to talk to, I'm always here.
Don't be afraid to lose what was never meant to be, and after the rain, you'll see the sun again to light the way.
I never would have known this was a cover until I read the description