Christian Alexander - Going Thru

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  • going thru
    Directed by Mowgly Lee
    Cinematography by Nicky Rudolph
    instagram - / christianalexander_97
    soundcloud - / christianalexander_97
    websiteee - christian-alex...
    #ChristianAlexander #GoingThru
    I know you can,
    If u just understand
    That I’m over here
    Clean out ur pockets
    To show that you’re washing
    Yourself with fear
    I know I’m not what u needed
    But you came through anyway
    Made me feel like I was
    Something important to you
    I know
    I’m so
    Caught up
    Let go
    Love goes
    Life goes
    So hard
    I barely feel
    So low
    I throw my guts
    On the side of the road
    Breathe in, breathe out
    Broke out, break down, break in
    Cut me open, blood is pouring
    Hear me falling
    You come calling
    Don’t know what I’m doing,
    But you don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know I’m in love with you
    Show me you fill
    All the spaces a pill couldn’t do for me
    Drinking to hide
    All the pain that’s inside
    That I let you see
    I know its nothing
    But I was just hoping
    For something more
    You say I’m funny and you let me
    Crash on your floor
    I know
    I’m so
    Caught up
    Let go
    Love goes
    Life goes
    So hard
    I barely feel
    So low
    I throw my guts
    On the side of the road
    Breathe in, breathe out
    Broke out, break down, break in
    Cut me open, blood is pouring
    Hear me falling
    You come calling
    Don’t know what I’m doing,
    But you don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know I’m in love with you
    If this is real love I’d be foolish to/if this is real love I’ll be foolish too

КОМЕНТАРІ • 341

  • @thebootlegboy
    @thebootlegboy 5 років тому +514

    i love this. huge potential.

  • @ramihayazila
    @ramihayazila 5 років тому +434

    i Congratulate all of you on having a good music taste

    • @tcylcr
      @tcylcr 5 років тому +1

      MilaDancow :)

    • @sarahgurevich9679
      @sarahgurevich9679 5 років тому

      Thanks ma dude

    • @yaycrapp1021
      @yaycrapp1021 5 років тому

      Can you recommend any songs?

    • @ramihayazila
      @ramihayazila 5 років тому +2

      @@yaycrapp1021 I love you so - the walters, one last time - summer salt, hand over hand - roland faunte. that's a couple of my favorite

    • @derghaze2862
      @derghaze2862 5 років тому

      t-thanks, you too

  • @flynny6177
    @flynny6177 5 років тому +411

    Remember guys. We are here before he blows up

  • @alihakim6833
    @alihakim6833 5 років тому +434

    This is so dope. A hidden gem. Glad I found it on a random playlist on UA-cam

  • @ishouldntsayit
    @ishouldntsayit 5 років тому +134

    Beautifully aesthetic feels. Gald I stumble upon this song.

  • @beakin4309
    @beakin4309 5 років тому +124

    I actually love how there's no drums in this

  • @court4406
    @court4406 4 роки тому +12

    the kind of song i would pay money to hear for the first time again

  • @goose9941
    @goose9941 5 років тому +59

    Only 200k views??? I thought I had listened to it more. :)

  • @kev4850
    @kev4850 5 років тому +56

    We all go through things...we just all react differently. But sometimes, we don't react at all. And it's okay...

  • @StephenTaylorDrums
    @StephenTaylorDrums 5 років тому +55

    No way he didn't throw up after shooting this...

  • @dega3622
    @dega3622 4 роки тому +6

    thanks Kevin 🙏

  • @risabhsinha8862
    @risabhsinha8862 4 роки тому +5

    Scruffpuppie made me come here and i am glad (:

  • @tristanlyman
    @tristanlyman 5 років тому +11

    This is the kind of music that this generation needs

  • @SaransCortex
    @SaransCortex 5 років тому +56

    This is the saddest indie song I've heard this year 💛💜💚💙

  • @roverclover3178
    @roverclover3178 Рік тому +2

    The more time passes the more ethereal this song gets

  • @chrissiberine8506
    @chrissiberine8506 5 років тому +83

    I’ve never commented on a UA-cam video before. But this song has me wanting to tell you, that you have talent man keep working at it and I’m sure you’ll do some great things thank you for your music and talent 🤙🏽

  • @chryztn
    @chryztn 5 років тому +24

    Might not be blowing up yet, but you have REAL talent. Original music, we need this back in our generation!

  • @michellec7645
    @michellec7645 5 років тому +61

    I’m so glad I discovered this through a meme page

  • @lancemoore9821
    @lancemoore9821 5 років тому +21

    Refreshing. Something new and honest.

  • @connorguest3587
    @connorguest3587 3 роки тому +1

    Love the white noise used as a percussion throughout.

  • @zahrahvahanvaty6462
    @zahrahvahanvaty6462 3 роки тому +3

    i love the texture of his voice at 0:54, can't stop replaying

  • @Phoebe9523
    @Phoebe9523 4 роки тому +3

    This song hurts so good

  • @Majin_Miles
    @Majin_Miles 5 років тому +19

    Put me in my feelings for the first time

  • @willjohn28
    @willjohn28 2 роки тому +4

    I still listen to this song all the time... it manages to capture a very specific feeling I've always found hard to describe

  • @ashleymarshall4759
    @ashleymarshall4759 5 років тому +8

    a new outlook on life
    it's unlike any song
    you can feel the true emotion

  • @thomaswhite1207
    @thomaswhite1207 4 роки тому +2

    Christian Alexander is exactly what I’ve needed lately.

  • @Wgiovanni
    @Wgiovanni 4 роки тому +7

    Thanks Kevin

  • @dijek
    @dijek 4 роки тому +3

    I could easily see this being in like a netflix drama series soundtrack song when something devastating is taking place between important characters

  • @Thrive910
    @Thrive910 Рік тому +1

    Still listen to this song on my work travels away from family. Hits me hard in a good way.

  • @sweetiesowo
    @sweetiesowo 3 роки тому +2

    Whenever I hear this song, I think of my boyfriend because he makes me have hope, and I let the pain go when im around him and he makes me feel better, he helps me fight my depression. This is what I imagine what this song is about, being in love but not sure if they are the one because past relationships as well just having depression and can lash out by accident because of past trauma or so and being scared and sensitive but, didn't mean to lash out on them and cause them to have fear of you at that moment

  • @rajendralamichane6140
    @rajendralamichane6140 5 років тому +2

    Conveys the depth of emotions with so little amplitude. Like the sunrise to sunset.

  • @chandanmanocha7009
    @chandanmanocha7009 4 роки тому +2

    people know how it feels like, and he knew how to portrait that emotion

  • @tcylcr
    @tcylcr 5 років тому +84

    I’m going through a rough spot with my girlfriend and this song explains everything I feel, this’ll help me through it all ):)

    • @StreeNee
      @StreeNee 5 років тому +3

      Hang in there

    • @tcylcr
      @tcylcr 3 роки тому +5

      @@StreeNee hey! been a year now, we broke up 9 months ago, it was the hardest break up i’ve ever had, left me depressed and i felt like i couldn’t take life anymore for a long time, really rough spot in my life, but 6months ago my best friend introduced me to his friend, and she’s an absolute miracle! we’re engaged now, and expecting a baby, and i’m going off into the airforce soon!! thank you for the support man, i really hung in there and i’m happy i did!!

    • @prod.suriname91
      @prod.suriname91 3 роки тому

      @@tcylcr 🥲

    • @thegraveofus
      @thegraveofus Рік тому

      @@tcylcr really glad there was a happy ending in it all c:

  • @stqrmys
    @stqrmys 4 роки тому +2

    this is genuinely one of my favorite songs rn

  • @azzixfreezy1750
    @azzixfreezy1750 5 років тому +4

    Under rated af

  • @norm._z293
    @norm._z293 5 років тому +18

    Love how I found this on a meme page a fr hidden gem

  • @kevingalvan3693
    @kevingalvan3693 5 років тому +27

    Listened and I'm hooked. Expect me to be a fan forever. Love u boss

  • @emelinmiranda4439
    @emelinmiranda4439 5 років тому +4

    I felt every single word, I can relate to this on another level.

  • @saadatalam7386
    @saadatalam7386 4 роки тому +3

    This is probably one of the greatest videos I've ever seen. What a fucking song too, holy. I'm so moved.

  • @destinyvogl509
    @destinyvogl509 5 років тому +13

    This is so relatable to how I'm feeling, I love this song sm

  • @katja9120
    @katja9120 5 років тому +2

    one of the most underrated songs ngl

  • @gabrieleavila8003
    @gabrieleavila8003 5 років тому +7

    This music kind makes me feel like waking up in a cloudy Sunday morning with a person that I don't know loves me the way I love

  • @coltonroach612
    @coltonroach612 5 років тому +5

    This hit hard no lie

  • @freelivinent2779
    @freelivinent2779 5 років тому +4

    In South Africa. found Him on Bandcamp. Amazing...

  • @official2late
    @official2late 3 роки тому +8

    Incredible. The emotion, pacing, mixing, and overall sonics of this and the rest of this tape are amazing. It's so different from anything I've heard and just feels so real. Really good stuff dude

  • @_blackbird9993
    @_blackbird9993 3 роки тому +2

    LIT SAMPLE

  • @zahraafaiz4542
    @zahraafaiz4542 5 років тому +4

    Thank you for this beautiful song💜🌌

  • @madzom
    @madzom 4 роки тому +1

    he makes me vibe in a way i normally can’t

  • @Hosia
    @Hosia 5 років тому +18

    YES vro KEEP IT COMIN I BEEN A FAN FOR A YEAR AND A HALF

  • @Andrew-mm5qn
    @Andrew-mm5qn 5 років тому +94

    Brockhampton needs to pick him up.

  • @cobalt8065
    @cobalt8065 5 років тому +6

    This is art and is so beautiful.

  • @Katyenn
    @Katyenn 4 роки тому +4

    This song... Helped me put some things together this year. Somehow. Thanks you man. Amaizing job. I'm so in love with your art

  • @bejing.4548
    @bejing.4548 3 роки тому +1

    I found this back in 2019ish on spotify, and i lost my playlist.. i’ve been looking for this song since 2019 bruh 2019, and i finally found it. holy!!

  • @goddessteeirv1108
    @goddessteeirv1108 5 років тому +2

    I get this Out of the world feeling with your music! ❤️

  • @runarunana7482
    @runarunana7482 4 роки тому

    This, it reminds me of memories I don't know I have.

  • @tisza4187
    @tisza4187 5 років тому +2

    I’ve been listening to this non stop for 2 weeks now

  • @courtneylawrence172
    @courtneylawrence172 3 роки тому +1

    Discovered this on just the day I needed it. Christian you are the definition of music and art. Never stop creating 🔗

  • @awdreylopez6846
    @awdreylopez6846 3 роки тому +1

    Who listening to this gem in 2020? :))) ✨🌈

  • @charlotterudacille1459
    @charlotterudacille1459 5 років тому +2

    this is absolutely adorable and your style is to die for

  • @judybelman388
    @judybelman388 5 років тому +5

    one of the sickest videos I've seen this year

  • @jessicaarredondo1613
    @jessicaarredondo1613 4 роки тому +1

    This song will forever be my favorite, i just love the lyrics.

  • @chloem.3949
    @chloem.3949 4 роки тому +2

    I LOVE this song

  • @whatevermaann
    @whatevermaann 4 роки тому +1

    art.

  • @hollowtamashi8722
    @hollowtamashi8722 Рік тому +1

    This is remarkable. Wish I could have a sit down with the artist. I wish I could come up with this kind of stuff. Every decision, from the unique mixing to the lyrics is so intentional and sure, I love this song so much. I can't begin to measure how much I feel when I listen to this. Thanks for making this Christian. I'm blown away. I've never been so inspired to make a song like this, but I'm also humbled in knowing I could never make anything that would compare to this sublime masterpiece. I'm lucky to be alive when this song exists. I'm thankful you exist.

  • @ommayayehet7850
    @ommayayehet7850 5 років тому +5

    He's gonna go far. For sure.

  • @emmaburt1515
    @emmaburt1515 5 років тому +1

    every single aspect of this song is so beautiful, i can already tell this is going to be getting me through some breakdowns

  • @kail1106
    @kail1106 5 років тому +3

    I fricken love this!!!!

  • @Mogurt7
    @Mogurt7 5 років тому +5

    YES!

  • @prettyrapstar9090
    @prettyrapstar9090 3 роки тому +1

    damn... from chaeng's recommended, this one is definitely my favorite, or top 3 at least. right in the feelings

  • @tausifayman7525
    @tausifayman7525 5 років тому +64

    Lyrics
    I know you can,
    If u just understand
    That I’m over here
    Clean out ur pockets
    Ti show that you’re washing
    Yourself with fear
    I know I’m not what u needed
    But you came through anyway
    Made me feel like I was
    Something important to you
    I know
    I’m so
    Caught up
    Let go
    Love goes
    Life goes
    So hard
    I barely feel
    So low
    I throw my guts
    On the side of the road
    Breathe in, breathe out
    Broke out, break down, break in
    Cut me open, blood is pouring
    Hear me falling
    You come calling
    Don’t know what I’m doing,
    But you don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know I’m in love with you
    Show me you fill
    All the spaces a pill couldn’t do for me
    Drinking to hide All the pain that’s inside
    That I let you see I know its nothing
    But I was just hoping
    For something more
    You say I’m funny and you let me
    Crash on your floor
    I know I’m so
    Caught up
    Let go Love goes Life goes
    So hard I barely feel So low
    I throw my guts
    On the side of the road
    Breathe in, breathe out Broke out, break down, break in
    Cut me open, blood is pouring
    Hear me falling
    You come calling
    Don’t know what I’m doing,
    But you don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know what I’m going through
    Don’t know I’m in love with you
    If this is real love I’d be foolish to/if this is real love I’ll be foolish too

    • @Mogurt7
      @Mogurt7 5 років тому +7

      Tausif Ayman lyrics are literally in the description

    • @savemeplz3185
      @savemeplz3185 5 років тому +1

      @@Mogurt7 maybe some people dont wanna look in the description

  • @ImWay2White666
    @ImWay2White666 5 років тому +4

    You going places with stuff like this no cap

  • @magusreborn4684
    @magusreborn4684 5 років тому +4

    This is very pretty. Amazing.

  • @iisab333lla
    @iisab333lla 4 роки тому +1

    im literally obsessed with you and your music.

  • @Austin1201
    @Austin1201 4 роки тому +1

    Underrated

  • @user-rm3iy4ye2l
    @user-rm3iy4ye2l 4 роки тому +8

    here from kevin abstract

  • @claudiogiannina2761
    @claudiogiannina2761 5 років тому +3

    Support from Italy, keep it up

  • @TissueSkittles
    @TissueSkittles 5 років тому +7

    This is fantastic, been going through some things and this hits home.

  • @BigDogBigBear
    @BigDogBigBear 5 років тому +7

    This is actually much better than I expected. Keep up the good work

  • @dijek
    @dijek 2 роки тому +2

    thanks for this. i lost someone today, and this song is comforting.

  • @jaredk.d.chapman6900
    @jaredk.d.chapman6900 5 років тому +8

    I just saw this on my feed and I loved it! I hope you succeed my man, I'm gonna show this to all my friendsssss!!!

  • @222vessel
    @222vessel 5 років тому

    holy shit this hits different at night

  • @petarprlic5965
    @petarprlic5965 5 років тому +1

    Here before he blows up

  • @Yumetro
    @Yumetro 5 років тому +2

    I am so confused , this song is so amazing and messes with your feelings ( in a good way) and over 300k people saw this and only 4K liked it?? Thank you to whoever liked iy

  • @indiawalker2778
    @indiawalker2778 5 років тому +2

    wow I love and cherish this song. V rare.

  • @MrPrado-nc6qq
    @MrPrado-nc6qq 4 роки тому +1

    Great job man!!!

  • @jessecampbell562
    @jessecampbell562 5 років тому +1

    get this song on the radio man

  • @aboynamedandy1
    @aboynamedandy1 5 років тому +4

    everything about this is great

  • @cgnetwork1004
    @cgnetwork1004 5 років тому +2

    Shit goosebumps 🤦🏽‍♂️🙏🏽

  • @CMURDA27
    @CMURDA27 5 років тому +1

    This song gives me life. Omg. I love it. The lyrics are insane!!💜

  • @astraeagrey
    @astraeagrey 3 роки тому

    Been listening to this song for a year this hits different

  • @murilogil9926
    @murilogil9926 Рік тому +1

    I love ur music

  • @rosechristinevelasco
    @rosechristinevelasco 3 роки тому

    So glad I found this on a meme page!

  • @dillanskatez8376
    @dillanskatez8376 Рік тому

    This helps me tank through my problems. ILY bro

  • @michelle-hu9qf
    @michelle-hu9qf 4 роки тому

    this song hits different

  • @TypicalZain
    @TypicalZain 5 років тому +3

    Hidden 💎

  • @queenkenzie23
    @queenkenzie23 5 років тому +2

    wow i love this .

  • @doomerquiet1909
    @doomerquiet1909 5 років тому +7

    Lotta love for ur music Man keep up the good work homie!! Can't wait to hear more

  • @GrowingAdolescence
    @GrowingAdolescence 5 років тому +3

    nicely done

  • @alepsa111
    @alepsa111 3 роки тому +1

    I'm here because a K-pop idol (Chaeyoung by TWICE) recommend this guy. And it's amazing his music. I felt save

  • @kolbyevans2205
    @kolbyevans2205 5 років тому +6

    I relate I love you dude ❤️ such amazing talent I hope you make it I'm gonna tell everyone about you