www.bphope.com/blog/do-people-black-out-in-manic-episodes/#:~:text=When%20a%20person%20is%20in,why%20it's%20called%20a%20blackout. "Sorry to all the people I frustrate that don't understand and thanks to the people who shared their stories of the same mental illnesses I have as it provided comfort and confirmation. If you or anyone you know has dealt with psychotic episodes or manic episodes I hope you find healing and a proper support system. It really is one of the worst mental illnesses to have since it can range from mild to wild. I have been talking to a Prophetess so maybe I can share some things she has enlightened me on very soon. Thanks for taking the time to listen to me ramble."
At first when I saw all these uploads I couldn't grasp what was happening or mainly how psychosis affects people but since I understand the situation you're going through with you and your family and whatnot I only wish the best man keeping you in my prayers 🤝🏾🖤
I feel incredibly sorry for Cobi. He feels like a completely different person now, I've gotten so used to his gung-ho personality from when he did LPs.
Dude fight this evil the world is putting off on you man you were my childhood and you still are I loved watching you play sonic generations and I still do stay strong brother
For the person reading this message, I hope you are doing good, I don’t know you but I am trying to get this message to as many people as I can. I want to let you know that God loves you a lot and he has a great plan for your life, please look for him and follow the guidance of the Bible with no exceptions which is contrary to a lot of beliefs nowadays. God wants to save you so please don’t hesitate to trust him, if you do he will fight all of your battles and walk by your side all the days of your life, you will never be alone again, even on the hardest days because he will be with you always. You might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you. You never know what is going in other peoples lives and minds and a lot of people feel hopeless, God can give them a future with hope by you just sharing a message like this with them, that is why sent this to you. It is thanks to God that we breathe today, so please look for him and follow him while there is still time before it is too late, it will be hard but it will be worth it, I promise. Sorry for the bother, I hope I didn’t come off in a bad way, and thank you for taking the time to read this until the end, God bless you
With my autism I have episodes where I feel like people are out to get me. I feel like when I make a lot of mistakes people want to punish me and it's been giving me anxiety to the point where I feel like I'm being targeted. There have been times that I went to therapy to do some deep breathing exercises to calm myself down. I still try to control my thoughts and episodes but I need help with them. Cobi I'm sorry what you are going through in your past and I pray for your mental health to get better. You are an inspiration to everyone who watches you including me. Stay safe and peaceful ✌🏾
"Hey man I would say to focus on yourself and see what you can find online about autism. Search stuff like "mistakes commonly done by autistic people" and that way you can see what's most common and hopefully it will show you solutions. I hope things get better for you big dog"
For the person reading this message, I hope you are doing good, I don’t know you but I am trying to get this message to as many people as I can. I want to let you know that God loves you a lot and he has a great plan for your life, please look for him and follow the guidance of the Bible with no exceptions which is contrary to a lot of beliefs nowadays. God wants to save you so please don’t hesitate to trust him, if you do he will fight all of your battles and walk by your side all the days of your life, you will never be alone again, even on the hardest days because he will be with you always. You might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you. You never know what is going in other peoples lives and minds and a lot of people feel hopeless, God can give them a future with hope by you just sharing a message like this with them, that is why sent this to you. It is thanks to God that we breathe today, so please look for him and follow him while there is still time before it is too late, it will be hard but it will be worth it, I promise. Sorry for the bother, I hope I didn’t come off in a bad way, and thank you for taking the time to read this until the end, God bless you
My father passed away about five years now and he suffered from extreme paranoia from his Schizophrenia. I loved him a lot, and he taught and gave me all the tools I needed to become an artist and what it takes to be a creative. He had it rough but he was truly an amazing guy. I wouldn't be the man I am without him. I grew up watching you and this hits close to home, so I wish you the best. You're talented and your fans will be by your side during this tough time. I know it's easier said than done to handle something like this, so I mean it when I say I hope you stay strong. Much love, man.
Not matter what you tell yourself or what anyone tells you Cobi you have a bunch of supporters from all over the world who have grew up on this channel. You’ve given us good childhoods man.
Happy birthday Cobi! Your the little brother I always wanted! Your body building advice really inspired me to weight lift daily. You saved me from commiting s****** a decade ago. I always pray for you. Please stay safe!
I'm glad I can sit here with my headphones on and find comfort in hearing these updates, I'm hoping for the best for you always cobi. I've got a lot going on upstairs, but where I'm from (The Bahamas) alot of people like to say it isnt true or make some kinda excuse to make it like I'm crazy or just weird to this day I'm 24 now and still haven't really received or musterd the courage to sneak off and get checked out sadly. Hearing you share your experiences and what your going through lights a fire in me and gives me a major boost to not be shy or timid in the face of My family and take a huge leap, I thank you dearly and again I'm hoping for the best for you mate
"i know how you feel man. Society is just catching up on depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder and most don't know the details about it. I hope you can find answers man. A good therapist can definitely help but they unfortunately can be expensive. That's how I found out I had autism because I shared with her my upbringing and my struggles and my thought process and she came to that conclusion with me."
@@jayfergie8420"hope you have a much better outcome than me. Society still doesn't fully understand bipolar disorder because Kanye struggles with it and people think they know what it is but they really don't know what all it entails."
@@cobanermani456 best of luck on journey as well mate. One way or another I'll do whatever it takes 1 step atta time if I have to! As far as I'm aware the only thing I'm sure about is my explosive anger disorder, the other stuff I struggle with I have to be sure so I know just how to make it in this twisted society as a "normal" person lol
I really miss your gameplay videos been watching you since I was 6, but I’m glad to see you are okay and everything I love you cobi you’ll always remain one of the biggest parts of my childhood prayers up for you, I also suffer from Depression too I can relate to your pain in a way but stay safe man hope you manage to progress and recover.❤️
Hey man, just so you know I loved watching you when I was younger. I'm happy you're still standing to this day, especially with all of the shit you've been through, you're strong for still hanging in there and still being able to talk about your struggles.
Every time I get to hear your voice it reminds me you're ok and it eases the tension. I don't have chronic psychosis but I genuinely can see what you're talking about when it comes to your psychotic experience. I've had very similar episodes myself when dealing with certain substances, and I've had friends go through serious psychosis too. And it's something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Your experience with autism is also a direct parallel to my own, from the ruminating to the complete difference in cognitive function and social ineptitude. I seriously hope your situation improves and we'll be at your side as long as we need to. Peace! PS: I didn't know until today that the ruminating was part of my autism. I thought that was just me! Thanks for letting me know
It’s nice to see you’re doing fine, man. You were a big part of my childhood growing up, when I was younger I used to say “Hey what’s up everyone” to nothing but a screen whenever I played games because you were inspirational to me. I struggle with ADHD and it’s hard to focus or communicate with others but I get used to it. - You are a legend man. To me and your community. We’re here for you. Take care.
Honestly Cobi? Good on ya for getting thru all this. I may not have a full understanding to everything beyond your explanations but Good Job getting thru all the troubles put before you - not everybody makes it thru that sorta stuff so praises to your strength 💪
The brain is a very powerful thing. It will overpower you. Its hard when you among others are at a disadvantage over something you cant control. Just know that we are alive and we are human. We will have good and bad times. The good will always outweigh the bad. You just have to learn to enjoy the little things and i believe you tend to do so. I've heard your laughs in here, so its good to know that you arent dry and numb on the inside. We all have issues, thats the bottom line. We all have different demons. But as the day is long and you are alive and walking, you'll find yourself a sense of contentment at some point. Even if its temporary. Im glad to see you're alive and well.
Thanks for saying this. I'm autistic as well and have been surrounded by people who always made me feel like I can never do enough no matter what and it was stressful. And they would talk bad about other autistic people and I wondered if there were others who were autistic. This talk really helps me feel better and I hope things go better for you too.
Hey Coban. I have not had to deal with psychosis. However, all of your fans (including me) will always support you. You made my childhood, so I will pay you back by being there for you. Stay strong 💪
Your videos are the reason why I love Sonic as a franchise. Your enthusiasm has always shined through, and speaking as someone also on the spectrum, I hope it pushes you through these tough times too.
I 100% agree about how frustrating it can be with learning other people's brains and other people learning my brain. At the job I work at, there's a bar area that I really would like to learn so I can do it myself. But cos there is so much to take in, I can only take it all in properly when it's quiet and when I'm not under any pressure, something that's impossible at our place cos it's open 7 days a week. And cos I can't process info quickly and cos I need reminding several times how to do it, I get cold feet and back out when there's a chance for me to learn it. And it's admittedly really disheartening when I'm told that I've already been taught how to do it cos it doesn't matter when I'm being taught very briefly. On another note, it's good to hear you not having another episode Cobi. And looking forward to hearing some of your experiences.
Like many others, I grew up watching your videos. I decided to tune in to the channel after many years, and I did not know you were going through this. After learning about your situation, I just want to express how much I (as well as many others) truly care for you. We love you Cobi. You truly hold such a special place in a lot of our hearts, and we will always be there to support you. I am praying for you, and hope you get the help you need. We’re here for you. Stay positive, and keep smiling ❤️
Hey Cobi, I've watched your videos for a long long time. I was raised by a narcissistic mother and dealt with undiagnosed autism spectrum disorder for a lot of my life. I am 17 years old now, but your videos helped me to find an outlet for my frustration at my lack of social ability. I just want to say that whatever you may be going through at this moment, I pray for you every night brother. Words can't explain how thankful I am for you 🙏🏻 God bless you
As a 16 year old that suffers from Autism Spectrum Disorder, I can 100% relate to your struggles. I have to deal with a fair share of mental health disorders too, ADHD, anxiety, and recently, depression after a personal event. I am so glad to know that there are so many people out there that care about people with mental health issues, and if we all come together, we can push through a seemingly impossible line of attack from the disorders, and always emerge victorious. You're never alone, Cobi. We see you. We love you. We miss you. Hopefully things improve soon!
Indescribably glad for you cobi, I think I can speak for the rest of the community when we appreciate how real you have been. A lot of times people mask conditions like this.
Listen I can’t relate to what you’ve been through and probably never will, but i know you are strong and deserve so much better than what you have right now. Keep staying strong and this will pass eventually.
Years ago when I was around 6 my dad brought me an Xbox 360, a day or 2 later I brought my first game, Sonic Unleashed which to this day is my favourite game despite all the mixed reviews around it. As a dumb kid I couldn’t pass the levels so my dad searched up for gameplay of the game and then I first found out about Coby. I didn’t pay much attention to him I just watched his videos but around 1.5 years back I decided to look back at him and I noticed that he hasn’t uploaded in 2 years. Didn’t think much of it, thought he might of just didn’t have the motivation for little kid games for 10 years. When I found about what happened and all the videos he posted about all the stuff he went through, I must of been watching all of it for at least an hour, I felt tears down my face. By every few months or so I come and check up on him and I couldn’t be more happy to see him improving. Thank you for making my childhood Coby.
Exactly 12 or 13 years ago, I accessed UA-cam for the first time and searched for Sonic content. I was outside my home country and so I used to watch his videos consecutively. You were the first UA-camr I followed and I'm still a fan of his. I usually can't follow anything else about Sonic or Mario these days because I'm still used to your style lol, even today here in Brazil I talk about you to my friends saying that I know almost everything about Sonic because of you. Maybe everything that's unfortunately happening to you will change a lot of things, but we all want you to be well, bro, we're always happy when you show yourself in good spirits. Maybe you won't even see my comment but I just want to highlight what I always wanted to say to you...... Greetings from Brazil. PEACE
hoping the best for you man. it's good to hear you doing well. i have schizophrenia and it's definitely not something i would wish on anyone, and i relate to what you said about people not understanding psychosis. bless you.
Holy shit, I watched you as a kid, your Sonic Generations mod showcases got me through a bunch of stuff with my own autism, calmed me down like nothing else could, I'm so grateful for you, I could never properly express how much I owe you, I know things will get better, and I hope they do soon. Stay strong brother.
I hate seeing you like this man, im so sorry you're going through all this. I hope all of us get to see you happy again and back to making sonic videos. Those videos really made my day.
cobi man i missed your sonic videos back then... those were the good old days that i wish i could go back to for the simpler times alone. please get better soon for the benefit of your health. we are here for you.
I'm so glad to hear you speaking openly about your conditions; it's a strong step to some sort of normality (whether you recover or learn to live with it)! You've got this king! I don't have Schizophrenia, but I have Borderline Personality Disorder with a lot of psychotic symptoms, and there's nothing worse than feeling alone while your brain slips in and out of reality. Always remember that your community has your back and we're here to support you the best we can.
You are not alone and I totally understand. I have autism and have been through hell and back so I get what your going through bro. I've been watching you for well over 10 years. You made my childhood. I feel like making gaming videos again and going back to doing what you love would make you feel somewhat better. We all miss you lots and hope the best to you. ❤ Love and respect, Rocky.
Cobi... Your the person that really got me into sonic and also made my childhood.... It saddened me to see you in this state.... A broken man... With a broken mind..... You used to rock the place you know? A legend to all of us.... Please.... Come back to us....
It's good hearing from you again, Cobi. I remember getting defensive over one of my friends talking about their autism and how I could be as well, but I was pushing the idea of it away because I thought to myself: "nah, that can't be me, I don't act XYZ all the time". Meanwhile, I look up "autistic masking" and low and behold, no wonder 😅 I also think poor media representation screws up peoples' perception on mental illness/autism a lot of the times, so when a person with those disorders acts differently irl, most tend to point fingers and complain about how that isn't the "right way" to be something.
I'm diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic and life is really difficult with out Medicine. I'm always thinking someone is after me and it's sucks because the voices I hear won't let me move on just relapses me.. times I stayed up for days just listening to the conversation I hear. And the anxiety gets to where I can't move. I rather see ghost and figures then see pictures of people I seen today and thinking they hear the negative thoughts that being said by the voice I hear thinking it's gonna cause a problem when they see me again. It's sad to because I think about the same thing everyday for years lost allot of time in my life. Group therapy is awesome tho you hear everyone's experience. Really comforts you when you know someone is in the same boat as you.
Sounds horrific. ASD can cause people to become more prone to developing Complex PTSD. And when that in itself is dragged to the limit, psychosis happens. Some guy for living through this, though I can't begin to imagine the pain.
I use to watch you alot as a kid, you showed me so many games that i would have never played or even seen, you carried my child hood and i genuinely can't thank you enough, your the goat and i hope you can recover from everything, Genuinely i love ya man!
Hello Cobi, you probably won’t know who i am or why i’m typing this out but i am somebody that has been watching your sonic videos for a very long time since the early 2010s of youtube, And i just want to say that you are truly one of my favorite content creators growing up while watching sonic vids on the internet and to see how far you’ve came is really amazing. I just want to say to you that whatever the hardest battles you’re going through mentally is really down bad and depressing and i’m very sorry for what you are going through due to your personal life, i know it’s very tough to overcome this type of mental turmoil but i really, really hope at the end you can find that sense of hope and positivity again. I used to miss how you were so comedic and genuine and learned how to make everyones day brighter with each sonic upload that everyone watched together from your channel, it was almost a great day to see you upload those kinds of videos. But, from what i see now you are obviously going through something that no one can imagine what one person is going through all by themselves, and again I’m am very sorry. I will always remember you as one of the coolest creators back in the early days of 2010s youtube, and i hope your entire mental situation can get better. You will always rock the place Cobi and thank you for finding you on youtube as a kid. I believe you can get out of this better like anyone else can. 🫶💙
I’m so happy to hear your voice again Cobi, literally my childhood was wrapped around your channel, personally, I have no experience with autism or anything, but I have had friends that have gone through difficult times because of their problems and it is heartbreaking to hear about what they have gone through, and that you are going through similar times, but until the day I die, I will support you always, stay blessed ❤
Hey Cobi, I used to watch your stuff when I was really really young. I just wanted to say thank you for everything. And that you are doing very well for yourself all things considered, I understand that a lot of things you are doing probably feel like what you genuinely need to do for survival. I also am growing up in a household right now with abusive family members and I can understand a lot of where you are coming from brother. You are NOT alone, and everything will be okay one day man you genuinely can fucking do this thing. Don't let people make you think you are crazy for fighting in the best way you can with the cards you were dealt. I believe in you, and so does everyone else.
I’ve been watching you foreverrrrr and I used to moderate GCPM’s twitch chat (I know he’s not a good friend now) I just want to say I’m so happy to hear this update and extra bit of education. You sound much more at ease mentally in this video. I hope you get enough money for the lie detector test soon! Hearing you talk about Schizophrenia and Autism like this is really important. As a fellow black person, I already know mental health is never ever really talked about, like at all. And like you said, some people barely know about depression and anxiety let alone other common mental health issues. My damn UNCLE said to me last year “did you know you could have depression and anxiety at the same time?!” Like…..bro… lol and to make things worse, his son has Schizophrenia and is not very supportive of his moments of crisis and is not involved in his recovery process at all. Sorry for the wall of text, your story really helps me understand my own family a bit more. I hope you’re able to get away from your abusive family and get vindication from all the people who tried to slander you. I believe your experiences 👏🏾👏🏾
"thanks so much bro...glad I could help in some way with this video. Do you remember when Gian or the chat would bring up a girl named twiggleziggles or were you not around at that time?"
@cobanermani456 hmmm, I don't remember the name. I was modding around the time you guys were trying to make The Gaming Cartel a thing, I might know who she is, but her username doesn't ring a bell. I remember there being a girl in the group, though! Always had some wild story lol
thank god you are alive :) i was rlly worried abt u cuz u mean so much to my inner childhood. rlly made memories in a lot of childhoods. remember to stay strong and surround yourself with people who bring the best out of u. 😁
Thank you for sharing this update with us and letting us know you are okay and in a good frame of mind. Praying for your full recovery and for things to continue to trend positively. You sound Great! I'm so proud of all the progress you've been making, keep fighting, keep Praying! Progress is progress... every W counts!
You a legend for opening up and sharing your vulnerabilities with the world to help others understand these difficulties mate, we'll be around to support you ,best wishes for ya and take care 8>
hey dude. i’ve been watching you since i was incredibly young and you made my love for games like mario, sonic and many others. as a teen who’s going through autism tests along with tests for other mental disorders, i genuinely wish you the best. if you see this, keep rocking the place man. you will get a happy ending bro 🙏 i hope after all of this, the cobanermites can just go back to playing games even if it’s from time to time. i know it won’t happen, but we just loved seeing you happy doing the things you love. your content is your decision if you decide to keep going
Sorry to hear all the bad you’ve gone through. I won’t go into my mental health or my autism and how it’s made me feel, (plus I’m not the best at explaining) but I hope you will be able to recover ❤️🩹
"hey man I would love to hear your side. Maybe I can lead you in the right direction. The best way to help your autism is to just research it online. Sometimes you have to just type how you think like..."autism why do I have trouble fitting in" or "autism I can't understand jokes" or "autism strengths and weaknesses". That's what helped me."
Thank you for the update, Coban. I used to come home from school and watch your playthroughs in elementary and middle school. Truly sad to hear everything that's happened since... You deserve to be happy man, and I genuinely hope you get the help *specific* towards you on the spectrum. I'm rooting for you!
It was nice listening to this Cobi I’m autistic as well (ADHD) I constantly feel like I have to always try hard to impress the people around me and I grew up as a good person to help out anyway I can no matter what even if I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere
"yes that term is called autistic masking. You try to mimic peers to 'fit in' but because our brains process differently it can be socially awkward or completely flawed. I hope you are able to find the proper support and guidance. I never did unfortunately but if you research your disorder you will be able to find solutions to fill some of those gaps. Hope that helps man"
@@sinister824"yes sir...I used to feel I was very slow in social settings and I was because I was homeschooled and autistic without knowing. When you don't know you have the disorder it makes it harder to know how to fix your issues. Just look up what you feel you struggle with and you'll find more info"
Everything will be better eventually Cobi. All this is just a mere setback. You will get through all this and I pray you get the help you need. Much love brother.
Like many others, you were a big part of my childhood. Your videos bring joy to people even today, myself included and although i cant relate, we all hope you reach a future without any of the problems you're facing and to see you smile and laugh in any form of media 🙏🙏
With my episode, I keep hearing my ex-co-workers voice and he kept lying to me to get me in trouble.Then turned my little sister against me working together to make my life hell. It was a like living nightmare.😞😭
@@cobanermani456 I think so. From what you explained it sounds like a lot like I went through. I did went into a mental ward for help and it helped out a lot. I'm still hear things but, I have to remember it's all in my head being mindful of things. Schizophrenia is no joke and I'm autistic too so not cool. Lately, I have been hearing my old highschool art teacher's voice which has been a better experience. By hearing him, I have been able to focus on my art again clearing my mind. I'm still being careful though.
Keeping you in my thoughts man, you've made such a positive impact on my childhood. I wish you the best of luck in life and I hope you get the help you need, remember that you're not alone in this! 🙏🏻🙏🏻
It has been years since I've watch your content but my god you are absolutely staple in my life and I could never forget you even if I tried. I hope you're okay and I hope everything gets better and goes well. Love you man👊💙
i’ve missed you. i’m so sorry it’s all been hard but i’m here man. i’ve missed to much and im sorry. i know im a just a random viewer but you really impacted my life when i was younger and i want nothing more than to see you happy. if there is absolutely anything you need im here. even if it’s through the comment section. i love you man and im so thankful for you, all your content, your attitude towards us and everything. thank you im so grateful to you and im sorry things are going bad.
Cobi. My aunt who's over 54 years old experiencs psychosis and schizophrenia, she is paranoid to the extent where she always thinks the government is spying on her, she walks around late at night talking to herself and crying saying that she is getting treatened from the government and such. She pushed my grandmother who lives with my aunt out of fear and it wasnt on purpose but she deals with it and she even misreads the labels on her psychosis/mental medications telling her the devil is out for her. You're not alone don't worry we're all rooting foor you.
My mom sadly had scycophrenia and would think the government even thinking that I wasn't her son and I was trying to get her in trouble sadly she passed not believing I was her son
I can't say I have shared similar experiences with this, but I can only wish you the best. You've been one of the three people who younger me looked up to for so long. Only you can truly rock the place man. I sincerely hope things can get better for you Cobi.
As someone with autism, I know what it's like to go through things the vast majority of the people around me don't understand. I wish you the best in dealing with your struggles and finding a way to peace❤
I had friend who went through something like this and it put a big impact on her life especially when school came around. She was nervous about no one was paying attention to her until I showed up and got her the help she needed. Recently she called me and told me she was feeling better in life the she was. I hope your feeling better than ever Cobi.
If your dad purposefully triggers your episodes I'd try my absolute best to get away from him. I know he's your dad and you want to forgive him but you can't just keep letting him hurt you like that. Anyways, I am glad to hear you back mostly to your old self again and that you're doing okay. I really hate this for you. You made a very massive impact on me as a person and my growth and I can't thank you enough for being such a awesome person. I also thank you for all the laughs and smiles you've given us over the years with your content! Maybe one day you can stream finishing DK: Tropical Freeze and talk about some of the games you've been playing. I wish you the best in your recovery!
As a neurodivergent kid growing up I used to love watching your mario and sonic videos, now I’m 18 and in college, time really flies. I hope you’re doing well man
As a autistic youtuber i am i never think of my autism as a disability i think of it as a different ability which made me confident to become a great youtuber. Cobi you are the best youtuber we need. you are stronger than your demons and you can defeat them.
I’m apart of the autism spectrum, I very much relate to you. I always felt like the odd one out with the people I was around because of the fact that I stuttered a lot, I would get confused with a decent amount of stuff when most people around me wouldn’t and I was always quiet because I have anxiety around people (I’m still working on it). people treated me differently just because of that, my autism that is… it always made me feel depressed and lonely like I would never relate to anyone in this world. But when people on the internet started sharing their experiences with autism, it made me feel alive because I wasn’t alone. It was very relieving. But yea, that’s my experience with autism. I wish you the best and remember, you’re not alone❤
I'm glad about these updates and learning about these short of things. This information should be shared more and more people should know about it keep it up cobi you got people that will support 100%
Hey man. This is the first I’ve heard from you since you left. I’m deeply sorry to hear what’s going on in your life and I really hope whatever’s going on turns out okay and you get better. Miss you, man.
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"Sorry to all the people I frustrate that don't understand and thanks to the people who shared their stories of the same mental illnesses I have as it provided comfort and confirmation. If you or anyone you know has dealt with psychotic episodes or manic episodes I hope you find healing and a proper support system. It really is one of the worst mental illnesses to have since it can range from mild to wild. I have been talking to a Prophetess so maybe I can share some things she has enlightened me on very soon. Thanks for taking the time to listen to me ramble."
At first when I saw all these uploads I couldn't grasp what was happening or mainly how psychosis affects people but since I understand the situation you're going through with you and your family and whatnot I only wish the best man keeping you in my prayers 🤝🏾🖤
Cobi please come back to upload some video game let’s plays
Hey cobi, as a fellow person on the spectrum I hope you find the help you need and find peace with in yourself.
Cobanerman good friend
Then do a let’s play video games then lol!
As someone who's on the autism spectrum, I hope you get the help you need, Cobi. We miss you man
I feel incredibly sorry for Cobi. He feels like a completely different person now, I've gotten so used to his gung-ho personality from when he did LPs.
@@AzureMoebius22no one deserves to go thru what he went through tbh.
Yeah true
Facts…
Dude fight this evil the world is putting off on you man you were my childhood and you still are I loved watching you play sonic generations and I still do stay strong brother
You're not alone, just remember that those things you go through. There's always other people who can relate!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻
For the person reading this message, I hope you are doing good, I don’t know you but I am trying to get this message to as many people as I can. I want to let you know that God loves you a lot and he has a great plan for your life, please look for him and follow the guidance of the Bible with no exceptions which is contrary to a lot of beliefs nowadays. God wants to save you so please don’t hesitate to trust him, if you do he will fight all of your battles and walk by your side all the days of your life, you will never be alone again, even on the hardest days because he will be with you always.
You might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you. You never know what is going in other peoples lives and minds and a lot of people feel hopeless, God can give them a future with hope by you just sharing a message like this with them, that is why sent this to you. It is thanks to God that we breathe today, so please look for him and follow him while there is still time before it is too late, it will be hard but it will be worth it, I promise.
Sorry for the bother, I hope I didn’t come off in a bad way, and thank you for taking the time to read this until the end, God bless you
With my autism I have episodes where I feel like people are out to get me. I feel like when I make a lot of mistakes people want to punish me and it's been giving me anxiety to the point where I feel like I'm being targeted. There have been times that I went to therapy to do some deep breathing exercises to calm myself down. I still try to control my thoughts and episodes but I need help with them. Cobi I'm sorry what you are going through in your past and I pray for your mental health to get better. You are an inspiration to everyone who watches you including me. Stay safe and peaceful ✌🏾
"Hey man I would say to focus on yourself and see what you can find online about autism. Search stuff like "mistakes commonly done by autistic people" and that way you can see what's most common and hopefully it will show you solutions. I hope things get better for you big dog"
Same
This can be real I have mild Autism and I am 20 and I don't experience these things this can not be the truth
For the person reading this message, I hope you are doing good, I don’t know you but I am trying to get this message to as many people as I can. I want to let you know that God loves you a lot and he has a great plan for your life, please look for him and follow the guidance of the Bible with no exceptions which is contrary to a lot of beliefs nowadays. God wants to save you so please don’t hesitate to trust him, if you do he will fight all of your battles and walk by your side all the days of your life, you will never be alone again, even on the hardest days because he will be with you always.
You might be going through hard times, so keep these words in mind that God gives hope to the hopeless and he heals any wounds including the ones from the heart, and he can do the same for you. You never know what is going in other peoples lives and minds and a lot of people feel hopeless, God can give them a future with hope by you just sharing a message like this with them, that is why sent this to you. It is thanks to God that we breathe today, so please look for him and follow him while there is still time before it is too late, it will be hard but it will be worth it, I promise.
Sorry for the bother, I hope I didn’t come off in a bad way, and thank you for taking the time to read this until the end, God bless you
Psychosis seems really scary. You are already so strong for dealing with it and we are all proud of you
My father passed away about five years now and he suffered from extreme paranoia from his Schizophrenia. I loved him a lot, and he taught and gave me all the tools I needed to become an artist and what it takes to be a creative. He had it rough but he was truly an amazing guy. I wouldn't be the man I am without him.
I grew up watching you and this hits close to home, so I wish you the best. You're talented and your fans will be by your side during this tough time. I know it's easier said than done to handle something like this, so I mean it when I say I hope you stay strong. Much love, man.
Not matter what you tell yourself or what anyone tells you Cobi you have a bunch of supporters from all over the world who have grew up on this channel. You’ve given us good childhoods man.
Cobi, you are never alone we will always be with you and will support you
Happy birthday Cobi! Your the little brother I always wanted! Your body building advice really inspired me to weight lift daily. You saved me from commiting s****** a decade ago. I always pray for you. Please stay safe!
I'm glad I can sit here with my headphones on and find comfort in hearing these updates, I'm hoping for the best for you always cobi. I've got a lot going on upstairs, but where I'm from (The Bahamas) alot of people like to say it isnt true or make some kinda excuse to make it like I'm crazy or just weird to this day I'm 24 now and still haven't really received or musterd the courage to sneak off and get checked out sadly. Hearing you share your experiences and what your going through lights a fire in me and gives me a major boost to not be shy or timid in the face of My family and take a huge leap, I thank you dearly and again I'm hoping for the best for you mate
"i know how you feel man. Society is just catching up on depression, anxiety, and bipolar disorder and most don't know the details about it. I hope you can find answers man. A good therapist can definitely help but they unfortunately can be expensive. That's how I found out I had autism because I shared with her my upbringing and my struggles and my thought process and she came to that conclusion with me."
@@cobanermani456 Many thanks my friend I'm looking forward to the end results
@@jayfergie8420"hope you have a much better outcome than me. Society still doesn't fully understand bipolar disorder because Kanye struggles with it and people think they know what it is but they really don't know what all it entails."
@@cobanermani456 best of luck on journey as well mate. One way or another I'll do whatever it takes 1 step atta time if I have to! As far as I'm aware the only thing I'm sure about is my explosive anger disorder, the other stuff I struggle with I have to be sure so I know just how to make it in this twisted society as a "normal" person lol
I really miss your gameplay videos been watching you since I was 6, but I’m glad to see you are okay and everything I love you cobi you’ll always remain one of the biggest parts of my childhood prayers up for you, I also suffer from Depression too I can relate to your pain in a way but stay safe man hope you manage to progress and recover.❤️
Hey man, just so you know I loved watching you when I was younger. I'm happy you're still standing to this day, especially with all of the shit you've been through, you're strong for still hanging in there and still being able to talk about your struggles.
Every time I get to hear your voice it reminds me you're ok and it eases the tension. I don't have chronic psychosis but I genuinely can see what you're talking about when it comes to your psychotic experience. I've had very similar episodes myself when dealing with certain substances, and I've had friends go through serious psychosis too. And it's something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Your experience with autism is also a direct parallel to my own, from the ruminating to the complete difference in cognitive function and social ineptitude.
I seriously hope your situation improves and we'll be at your side as long as we need to. Peace!
PS: I didn't know until today that the ruminating was part of my autism. I thought that was just me! Thanks for letting me know
It’s nice to see you’re doing fine, man. You were a big part of my childhood growing up, when I was younger I used to say “Hey what’s up everyone” to nothing but a screen whenever I played games because you were inspirational to me. I struggle with ADHD and it’s hard to focus or communicate with others but I get used to it. - You are a legend man. To me and your community. We’re here for you. Take care.
Honestly Cobi? Good on ya for getting thru all this. I may not have a full understanding to everything beyond your explanations but Good Job getting thru all the troubles put before you - not everybody makes it thru that sorta stuff so praises to your strength 💪
As someone who grew up watching your content, I’m just glad to hear your voice and know that you’re doing okay. 🙏🏽💜
The brain is a very powerful thing. It will overpower you. Its hard when you among others are at a disadvantage over something you cant control.
Just know that we are alive and we are human. We will have good and bad times. The good will always outweigh the bad. You just have to learn to enjoy the little things and i believe you tend to do so. I've heard your laughs in here, so its good to know that you arent dry and numb on the inside.
We all have issues, thats the bottom line. We all have different demons. But as the day is long and you are alive and walking, you'll find yourself a sense of contentment at some point. Even if its temporary.
Im glad to see you're alive and well.
Thanks for saying this. I'm autistic as well and have been surrounded by people who always made me feel like I can never do enough no matter what and it was stressful. And they would talk bad about other autistic people and I wondered if there were others who were autistic. This talk really helps me feel better and I hope things go better for you too.
Hey Coban. I have not had to deal with psychosis. However, all of your fans (including me) will always support you. You made my childhood, so I will pay you back by being there for you.
Stay strong 💪
Your videos are the reason why I love Sonic as a franchise. Your enthusiasm has always shined through, and speaking as someone also on the spectrum, I hope it pushes you through these tough times too.
I 100% agree about how frustrating it can be with learning other people's brains and other people learning my brain. At the job I work at, there's a bar area that I really would like to learn so I can do it myself. But cos there is so much to take in, I can only take it all in properly when it's quiet and when I'm not under any pressure, something that's impossible at our place cos it's open 7 days a week. And cos I can't process info quickly and cos I need reminding several times how to do it, I get cold feet and back out when there's a chance for me to learn it. And it's admittedly really disheartening when I'm told that I've already been taught how to do it cos it doesn't matter when I'm being taught very briefly.
On another note, it's good to hear you not having another episode Cobi. And looking forward to hearing some of your experiences.
Like many others, I grew up watching your videos. I decided to tune in to the channel after many years, and I did not know you were going through this. After learning about your situation, I just want to express how much I (as well as many others) truly care for you.
We love you Cobi. You truly hold such a special place in a lot of our hearts, and we will always be there to support you. I am praying for you, and hope you get the help you need. We’re here for you. Stay positive, and keep smiling ❤️
A lot of people care about you, and we appreciate the update🙏🏾
I hope you come back man we love you🙏💯
Hey Cobi, I've watched your videos for a long long time. I was raised by a narcissistic mother and dealt with undiagnosed autism spectrum disorder for a lot of my life. I am 17 years old now, but your videos helped me to find an outlet for my frustration at my lack of social ability. I just want to say that whatever you may be going through at this moment, I pray for you every night brother. Words can't explain how thankful I am for you 🙏🏻 God bless you
As a 16 year old that suffers from Autism Spectrum Disorder, I can 100% relate to your struggles. I have to deal with a fair share of mental health disorders too, ADHD, anxiety, and recently, depression after a personal event. I am so glad to know that there are so many people out there that care about people with mental health issues, and if we all come together, we can push through a seemingly impossible line of attack from the disorders, and always emerge victorious.
You're never alone, Cobi. We see you. We love you. We miss you. Hopefully things improve soon!
happy (maybe) late birthday if you're already 17!
and happy early birthday if you're not
Bro, you’re my hero.
Without you, I would have never gotten into Sonic and the Internet as a whole!
I fully support you in your journey!!!
Indescribably glad for you cobi, I think I can speak for the rest of the community when we appreciate how real you have been. A lot of times people mask conditions like this.
Listen I can’t relate to what you’ve been through and probably never will, but i know you are strong and deserve so much better than what you have right now. Keep staying strong and this will pass eventually.
Years ago when I was around 6 my dad brought me an Xbox 360, a day or 2 later I brought my first game, Sonic Unleashed which to this day is my favourite game despite all the mixed reviews around it. As a dumb kid I couldn’t pass the levels so my dad searched up for gameplay of the game and then I first found out about Coby. I didn’t pay much attention to him I just watched his videos but around 1.5 years back I decided to look back at him and I noticed that he hasn’t uploaded in 2 years. Didn’t think much of it, thought he might of just didn’t have the motivation for little kid games for 10 years. When I found about what happened and all the videos he posted about all the stuff he went through, I must of been watching all of it for at least an hour, I felt tears down my face. By every few months or so I come and check up on him and I couldn’t be more happy to see him improving. Thank you for making my childhood Coby.
Exactly 12 or 13 years ago, I accessed UA-cam for the first time and searched for Sonic content. I was outside my home country and so I used to watch his videos consecutively. You were the first UA-camr I followed and I'm still a fan of his. I usually can't follow anything else about Sonic or Mario these days because I'm still used to your style lol, even today here in Brazil I talk about you to my friends saying that I know almost everything about Sonic because of you. Maybe everything that's unfortunately happening to you will change a lot of things, but we all want you to be well, bro, we're always happy when you show yourself in good spirits. Maybe you won't even see my comment but I just want to highlight what I always wanted to say to you...... Greetings from Brazil. PEACE
me too :) i’m glad i’m not the only dude around here from 12 yrs ago being a fan of his. god bless.
hoping the best for you man. it's good to hear you doing well. i have schizophrenia and it's definitely not something i would wish on anyone, and i relate to what you said about people not understanding psychosis. bless you.
Your right Cobi your not alone stay strong my man!
This is really rough to see. A goat of the sonic community suffering from serious mental illness. Life is tough to witness man
Much love Cobi and I'm glad you're still here with us ❤
Holy shit, I watched you as a kid, your Sonic Generations mod showcases got me through a bunch of stuff with my own autism, calmed me down like nothing else could, I'm so grateful for you, I could never properly express how much I owe you, I know things will get better, and I hope they do soon. Stay strong brother.
I hate seeing you like this man, im so sorry you're going through all this. I hope all of us get to see you happy again and back to making sonic videos. Those videos really made my day.
We are here for you bro and love you! Stay strong! Theres always light at the end of the tunnel!❤️🙏
cobi man i missed your sonic videos back then... those were the good old days that i wish i could go back to for the simpler times alone. please get better soon for the benefit of your health. we are here for you.
I'm so glad to hear you speaking openly about your conditions; it's a strong step to some sort of normality (whether you recover or learn to live with it)! You've got this king!
I don't have Schizophrenia, but I have Borderline Personality Disorder with a lot of psychotic symptoms, and there's nothing worse than feeling alone while your brain slips in and out of reality. Always remember that your community has your back and we're here to support you the best we can.
You are not alone and I totally understand. I have autism and have been through hell and back so I get what your going through bro. I've been watching you for well over 10 years. You made my childhood. I feel like making gaming videos again and going back to doing what you love would make you feel somewhat better. We all miss you lots and hope the best to you. ❤
Love and respect, Rocky.
Cobi... Your the person that really got me into sonic and also made my childhood.... It saddened me to see you in this state.... A broken man... With a broken mind..... You used to rock the place you know? A legend to all of us.... Please.... Come back to us....
It's good hearing from you again, Cobi.
I remember getting defensive over one of my friends talking about their autism and how I could be as well, but I was pushing the idea of it away because I thought to myself: "nah, that can't be me, I don't act XYZ all the time". Meanwhile, I look up "autistic masking" and low and behold, no wonder 😅
I also think poor media representation screws up peoples' perception on mental illness/autism a lot of the times, so when a person with those disorders acts differently irl, most tend to point fingers and complain about how that isn't the "right way" to be something.
Bro I just wanna say that even though I can’t really relate to what your going through, we all miss you man. We’re with you man
We love you Cobi! Stay strong! I'm praying for you! ❤️🙏
I'm diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic and life is really difficult with out Medicine. I'm always thinking someone is after me and it's sucks because the voices I hear won't let me move on just relapses me.. times I stayed up for days just listening to the conversation I hear. And the anxiety gets to where I can't move. I rather see ghost and figures then see pictures of people I seen today and thinking they hear the negative thoughts that being said by the voice I hear thinking it's gonna cause a problem when they see me again. It's sad to because I think about the same thing everyday for years lost allot of time in my life. Group therapy is awesome tho you hear everyone's experience. Really comforts you when you know someone is in the same boat as you.
"hey man I will pray for you. Will send a more detailed response when I get some rest. Stay strong"
Sounds horrific. ASD can cause people to become more prone to developing Complex PTSD. And when that in itself is dragged to the limit, psychosis happens. Some guy for living through this, though I can't begin to imagine the pain.
I use to watch you alot as a kid, you showed me so many games that i would have never played or even seen, you carried my child hood and i genuinely can't thank you enough, your the goat and i hope you can recover from everything, Genuinely i love ya man!
Hello Cobi, you probably won’t know who i am or why i’m typing this out but i am somebody that has been watching your sonic videos for a very long time since the early 2010s of youtube, And i just want to say that you are truly one of my favorite content creators growing up while watching sonic vids on the internet and to see how far you’ve came is really amazing. I just want to say to you that whatever the hardest battles you’re going through mentally is really down bad and depressing and i’m very sorry for what you are going through due to your personal life, i know it’s very tough to overcome this type of mental turmoil but i really, really hope at the end you can find that sense of hope and positivity again. I used to miss how you were so comedic and genuine and learned how to make everyones day brighter with each sonic upload that everyone watched together from your channel, it was almost a great day to see you upload those kinds of videos. But, from what i see now you are obviously going through something that no one can imagine what one person is going through all by themselves, and again I’m am very sorry. I will always remember you as one of the coolest creators back in the early days of 2010s youtube, and i hope your entire mental situation can get better. You will always rock the place Cobi and thank you for finding you on youtube as a kid. I believe you can get out of this better like anyone else can. 🫶💙
Glad to see I’m not the only one who came back
I’m so happy to hear your voice again Cobi, literally my childhood was wrapped around your channel, personally, I have no experience with autism or anything, but I have had friends that have gone through difficult times because of their problems and it is heartbreaking to hear about what they have gone through, and that you are going through similar times, but until the day I die, I will support you always, stay blessed ❤
We miss you. A whole generation is growing up without you. Good luck with everything man.
Hey Cobi, I used to watch your stuff when I was really really young. I just wanted to say thank you for everything. And that you are doing very well for yourself all things considered, I understand that a lot of things you are doing probably feel like what you genuinely need to do for survival. I also am growing up in a household right now with abusive family members and I can understand a lot of where you are coming from brother. You are NOT alone, and everything will be okay one day man you genuinely can fucking do this thing. Don't let people make you think you are crazy for fighting in the best way you can with the cards you were dealt. I believe in you, and so does everyone else.
I’ve been watching you foreverrrrr and I used to moderate GCPM’s twitch chat (I know he’s not a good friend now) I just want to say I’m so happy to hear this update and extra bit of education. You sound much more at ease mentally in this video. I hope you get enough money for the lie detector test soon!
Hearing you talk about Schizophrenia and Autism like this is really important. As a fellow black person, I already know mental health is never ever really talked about, like at all. And like you said, some people barely know about depression and anxiety let alone other common mental health issues. My damn UNCLE said to me last year “did you know you could have depression and anxiety at the same time?!” Like…..bro… lol and to make things worse, his son has Schizophrenia and is not very supportive of his moments of crisis and is not involved in his recovery process at all.
Sorry for the wall of text, your story really helps me understand my own family a bit more. I hope you’re able to get away from your abusive family and get vindication from all the people who tried to slander you. I believe your experiences 👏🏾👏🏾
"thanks so much bro...glad I could help in some way with this video. Do you remember when Gian or the chat would bring up a girl named twiggleziggles or were you not around at that time?"
@cobanermani456 hmmm, I don't remember the name. I was modding around the time you guys were trying to make The Gaming Cartel a thing, I might know who she is, but her username doesn't ring a bell. I remember there being a girl in the group, though! Always had some wild story lol
thank god you are alive :) i was rlly worried abt u cuz u mean so much to my inner childhood. rlly made memories in a lot of childhoods. remember to stay strong and surround yourself with people who bring the best out of u. 😁
I miss you cobi. You got me through so many hard times back in the day. God bless you❤
Thank you for sharing this update with us and letting us know you are okay and in a good frame of mind. Praying for your full recovery and for things to continue to trend positively. You sound Great! I'm so proud of all the progress you've been making, keep fighting, keep Praying! Progress is progress... every W counts!
Cobi, you’re forever gonna rock the place❤️😭
You a legend for opening up and sharing your vulnerabilities with the world to help others understand these difficulties mate, we'll be around to support you ,best wishes for ya and take care 8>
hey dude. i’ve been watching you since i was incredibly young and you made my love for games like mario, sonic and many others. as a teen who’s going through autism tests along with tests for other mental disorders, i genuinely wish you the best. if you see this, keep rocking the place man. you will get a happy ending bro 🙏
i hope after all of this, the cobanermites can just go back to playing games even if it’s from time to time. i know it won’t happen, but we just loved seeing you happy doing the things you love. your content is your decision if you decide to keep going
Sorry to hear all the bad you’ve gone through. I won’t go into my mental health or my autism and how it’s made me feel, (plus I’m not the best at explaining) but I hope you will be able to recover ❤️🩹
"hey man I would love to hear your side. Maybe I can lead you in the right direction. The best way to help your autism is to just research it online. Sometimes you have to just type how you think like..."autism why do I have trouble fitting in" or "autism I can't understand jokes" or "autism strengths and weaknesses". That's what helped me."
@@cobanermani456 it’s ok. I’ve thankfully had support from my family and seeing the doctor. Appreciate the advice tho.
Thank you for the update, Coban. I used to come home from school and watch your playthroughs in elementary and middle school. Truly sad to hear everything that's happened since... You deserve to be happy man, and I genuinely hope you get the help *specific* towards you on the spectrum. I'm rooting for you!
I'm glad you're getting better man. Wish you the best!!
Your not alone cobi, I also have autism spectrum disorder and it is a struggle but know I’m always here for you my friend
Glad to see you are doing even just a bit better cobi:))
I’m autistic myself, but honestly I don’t have the same experience, I’m praying for you though
You are never alone cobi ❤❤
Its nice to hear you speak to us again. Wishing you the best dude ❤ We are always around
It was nice listening to this Cobi I’m autistic as well (ADHD) I constantly feel like I have to always try hard to impress the people around me and I grew up as a good person to help out anyway I can no matter what even if I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere
"yes that term is called autistic masking. You try to mimic peers to 'fit in' but because our brains process differently it can be socially awkward or completely flawed. I hope you are able to find the proper support and guidance. I never did unfortunately but if you research your disorder you will be able to find solutions to fill some of those gaps. Hope that helps man"
@@cobanermani456 thanks Cobi I appreciate the advice
@@sinister824"yes sir...I used to feel I was very slow in social settings and I was because I was homeschooled and autistic without knowing. When you don't know you have the disorder it makes it harder to know how to fix your issues. Just look up what you feel you struggle with and you'll find more info"
Everything will be better eventually Cobi. All this is just a mere setback. You will get through all this and I pray you get the help you need. Much love brother.
just want to wish you the best. your videos on sonic unleashed are what got me into the fandom. many people are rooting for you!
Like many others, you were a big part of my childhood. Your videos bring joy to people even today, myself included and although i cant relate, we all hope you reach a future without any of the problems you're facing and to see you smile and laugh in any form of media 🙏🙏
Cobi, you sound so much better in this video than you did a year ago man, I'm glad you're in a good spot rn man
With my episode, I keep hearing my ex-co-workers voice and he kept lying to me to get me in trouble.Then turned my little sister against me working together to make my life hell. It was a like living nightmare.😞😭
"was this psychosis?"
@@cobanermani456 I think so. From what you explained it sounds like a lot like I went through. I did went into a mental ward for help and it helped out a lot. I'm still hear things but, I have to remember it's all in my head being mindful of things. Schizophrenia is no joke and I'm autistic too so not cool. Lately, I have been hearing my old highschool art teacher's voice which has been a better experience. By hearing him, I have been able to focus on my art again clearing my mind. I'm still being careful though.
Thanks for the update, stay safe brother!
Glad to see a good news from you, my childhood hero.
Keeping you in my thoughts man, you've made such a positive impact on my childhood. I wish you the best of luck in life and I hope you get the help you need, remember that you're not alone in this! 🙏🏻🙏🏻
It has been years since I've watch your content but my god you are absolutely staple in my life and I could never forget you even if I tried. I hope you're okay and I hope everything gets better and goes well. Love you man👊💙
i’ve missed you. i’m so sorry it’s all been hard but i’m here man. i’ve missed to much and im sorry. i know im a just a random viewer but you really impacted my life when i was younger and i want nothing more than to see you happy. if there is absolutely anything you need im here. even if it’s through the comment section. i love you man and im so thankful for you, all your content, your attitude towards us and everything. thank you im so grateful to you and im sorry things are going bad.
Hey dude, i used to watch and admire you so much as a kid, i’m 14 now and still support everything you do and everything you are! I love you Cob!
Cobi. My aunt who's over 54 years old experiencs psychosis and schizophrenia, she is paranoid to the extent where she always thinks the government is spying on her, she walks around late at night talking to herself and crying saying that she is getting treatened from the government and such. She pushed my grandmother who lives with my aunt out of fear and it wasnt on purpose but she deals with it and she even misreads the labels on her psychosis/mental medications telling her the devil is out for her. You're not alone don't worry we're all rooting foor you.
"dang man that's so relatable. I thought I was being ordered by the government. I hope your aunt gets better. Will shoot a prayer for her."
My mom sadly had scycophrenia and would think the government even thinking that I wasn't her son and I was trying to get her in trouble sadly she passed not believing I was her son
@nova_0_075 "bro I'm so sorry :'( hope you have been able to cope okay..."
@cobanermani456 This happened almost 8 years and I actually am so appreciative of your content since I used it to get through those tough times
I can't say I have shared similar experiences with this, but I can only wish you the best. You've been one of the three people who younger me looked up to for so long. Only you can truly rock the place man. I sincerely hope things can get better for you Cobi.
cobi i wish you all the best man. you made my childhood hearing your voice makes my day man.stay strong cob
I'm glad you're doing better Cobi!
As someone with autism, I know what it's like to go through things the vast majority of the people around me don't understand. I wish you the best in dealing with your struggles and finding a way to peace❤
Know the pain cobi take your time going through this we all miss your playthroughs
Been watching since 2011. Keep going man✌🏻💙
You are person with big heart and strong soul. You will overcome everything. Miss you and believe in you mate
I had friend who went through something like this and it put a big impact on her life especially when school came around. She was nervous about no one was paying attention to her until I showed up and got her the help she needed. Recently she called me and told me she was feeling better in life the she was. I hope your feeling better than ever Cobi.
If your dad purposefully triggers your episodes I'd try my absolute best to get away from him. I know he's your dad and you want to forgive him but you can't just keep letting him hurt you like that. Anyways, I am glad to hear you back mostly to your old self again and that you're doing okay. I really hate this for you. You made a very massive impact on me as a person and my growth and I can't thank you enough for being such a awesome person. I also thank you for all the laughs and smiles you've given us over the years with your content! Maybe one day you can stream finishing DK: Tropical Freeze and talk about some of the games you've been playing. I wish you the best in your recovery!
As a neurodivergent kid growing up I used to love watching your mario and sonic videos, now I’m 18 and in college, time really flies. I hope you’re doing well man
We will always be by your side.
As a autistic youtuber i am i never think of my autism as a disability i think of it as a different ability which made me confident to become a great youtuber. Cobi you are the best youtuber we need. you are stronger than your demons and you can defeat them.
WE MISS YOU COBANERMANI, WE PULLING FOR YOU DAWG. THANKS FOR MAKING MY CHILDHOOD SPECIAL 😤✊🏾
I’m apart of the autism spectrum, I very much relate to you. I always felt like the odd one out with the people I was around because of the fact that I stuttered a lot, I would get confused with a decent amount of stuff when most people around me wouldn’t and I was always quiet because I have anxiety around people (I’m still working on it). people treated me differently just because of that, my autism that is… it always made me feel depressed and lonely like I would never relate to anyone in this world. But when people on the internet started sharing their experiences with autism, it made me feel alive because I wasn’t alone. It was very relieving. But yea, that’s my experience with autism. I wish you the best and remember, you’re not alone❤
We love you Codi, as a community were all here for you. Hopefully you get better bro
Can we please go back to the good old days, man? I miss my childhood, and that was you.
I'm glad about these updates and learning about these short of things. This information should be shared more and more people should know about it keep it up cobi you got people that will support 100%
Whatever it is you're going through, I hope the best for you and I hope you can get better. Praying for you bro. Much love.
I love you man, I hope you get well, you were a piece of my childhood I can't take away, God Bless you brother
Hey man. This is the first I’ve heard from you since you left. I’m deeply sorry to hear what’s going on in your life and I really hope whatever’s going on turns out okay and you get better. Miss you, man.