Well its is a 6 year and that is all about the self. But the shadow is actually daily, the facing it is actually healing but feels like breaking. Its reversed.. uncomfortable but healing 😅. Its a gift we will only like looking back 🫠🤭
Gemma!!! Dear, dear spiritual launderer. Here you are again, giving my wounds a wash and fold for the next go round, helping me help myself as I move toward healthier and healthier love. Both for myself and with others. I remember one of the early Gemstar readings wherein you advised us to find the family of me. I'll never forget; nor will I forget the sense made for my warring heart with this reading. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. So grateful for your delicate dry cleaning service of the soul. ❤ I'm ready to wear these things again.
@Gemstonetarot I saved this for a revisit. Found myself with space for some unpacking of my shadow today. And bam (insert Marisa Tomei's deer hunting monologuing from My Cousin Vinny), it hit me right in my 6th and 7th chakras- somehow I see a few things more clearly and know a bit more to work on. Thank you, Gemma. I appreciate this gentle reading. ❤
Very accurate, Gemma. I am exhausted. I haven't been sleeping well for over six months now, my soul is tired. I have been having weird dreams when I do get some sleep. My life is really hard, but I'm thankful as it has helped me grow ❤
Absolutely need shadow work to do! I love these readings! Fabulous!!! Thank you!!! 🧚♀️🧚♀️🌠🎆⭐️🙌💫🌌 Listened again, Parent did not show up often. Not funny but age 4 I got sick of waiting and took a bus. Pretty much continued throughout childhood. However, I became extremely independent. Selflove is not an issue. I am very proud and love myself. The shadow part is.. How to let others in? I trust me. I do show up for others especially my son. I did some awesome past life regression work. I went to all points of the 'no shows'. I AM HERE! Great for inner childhood work. Tricky. First is awareness. Working on it. Pluto bringing all this foward! Blessings!⭐️
Thank you so much for this reading, Gemma. Hits the nail precisely on the head! I've had Pluto in my 6th House for 16 years... Like dying (spiritually) and being resurrected dozens of times, but only being brought halfway back to life (so far)! This explains the constant, unexplained exhaustion... My Soul is knackered!
Thank you for doing these amazing readings and everything you put into them Gemma. Bringing awareness and wholeness through the tricky, sticky stuff lurking in the shadows. It is the work we all need to do. x 💖
Hey Gemma you can actually buy a Zoltar Machine the one from the film Big its only small but it lights up and speaks its fab... The Curiosity Shop at Barnard Castle love mine xx👌😍
I know I have a lot of shadow work to do. Loads of family stuff, reparenting myself, dealing with conflict in a positive way (My family would argue, then everyone would stomp off to their respective rooms and slam the door, then later pretend nothing happened). This is difficult work.
This video truly resonated with me. I am a people pleaser and I do shine the light on other people. I know I need to work on putting myself first. II definitely have been "stuck in memories" which adds to the exhaustion.
“The child needs saving” Abandonment…I literally wept. I needed too but don’t visit the darkest of places, therein lies a problem. I need to sleep now I feel wiped out too! Simply the best Gemma thank you ❤💜
Shadow work.....started going to counseling, having to do stuff I really didn't want to do; need to do more stuff I don't want to do after that. Has to do with my brother who died nearly 5 years ago & my sister not finishing dealing with his estate.
Thanks so much for doing this Gemma! I’m glad I saved it for today, when I’m feeling kind of grim. It’s resonating on a lot of different levels… the question about choice made me think of the philosopher Levinas who said something like “the terrifying thing about existence is that we didn’t choose it… it was thrust upon us” and something about there being no escape. I don’t think that was the idea behind your own question to us, but it’s a recurring thought for me, as I’ve always wrestled with being a rather reluctant participant. When it comes to more specific things, Pluto is currently in my 7th house and I definitely have a lot of challenges and stress when it comes to how I interact with other people. What you say about waiting for someone who may or may not come has actually been a theme my whole life: with each of my parents, with my stepfather, with the person I have feelings for… all of these people had their own challenges which made them so unpredictable, and now I’m the same way myself and feel guilty about it to boot. As if that weren’t enough, I’ve been preoccupied and distressed by the thought of the people I’m closest to all dying. Like many Capricorn/Pisces people, I have a lot of older friends, am close to my grandparents etc. Last night I offended my sister by saying that all the good people are dying off and I’m going to be abandoned to my own generation. I said it as a joke, but I actually find the thought pretty upsetting. I mention it here because it seems like such a Pluto in the 7th house kind of fear. Anyways, sorry this comment is so long and many thanks 🙏😈🖤
Great shadow reading! I really resonated with anxious waiting, are you coming? Definitely an emotional twinge, and Stuck/Memories reminded me of one of my favorite Tom Petty songs, God it's such a drag when you're living in the past /// Even the losers, keep a little bit of pride -- they get lucky sometimes ... Tx Gemma, needed that!
Yes, so much shadow work, and I've been innot now for a period of time. For me it is all the things that affect me, make me do certain things, patterns that I am not aware of and whenever I start digging in this it's hard and messy but in a good way
Amazing, thanks so much. I was so often left waiting to be picked up from school and other places, that fear of being left somewhere forever is so familiar to me. Hadn't quite seen the connection to more recent psychological patterns and attitudes to life circumstances, not so clearly as this anyway. Absolutely brilliant. I'm right in the midst of a very challenging family challenge, and have now seen a way through -- clear decisions made about my own course of action and detachment from the rest. If I move from a place of compassion, and utilise the wisdom acquired from a variety of sources, then I can let go of any anxiety about whatever problems might persist for the other people involved. All about boundary setting and communication: "This part is mine, but that other stuff is yours." Capricorn sun -- yes I do work very hard, but learning to take rest when needed. It's lovely to be given permission to do so. Aries moon -- will fight tooth and claw for an underdog. Leo ascendent -- I have a great haircut. Venus in Aquarius, same as you Gemma. Astrology is fun. Have you ever looked much into the planet Mars? I have Mars in Cancer, as does a good friend of mine, and we think it's a tricky placement. Anyway, I never comment but watch you frequently. Dailies are awesome. Much love!
GEMMA!!!!!! I cannot get over how accurate this reading was. I can’t even imagine it being for anyone but me. I know it is but wow. I felt exposed. 😂. Like you were speaking my thoughts. You are always accurate but this one was just over the moon spot freaking on. And to think I almost didn’t watch it…. Thank you!!!!!
Love the thumbs up when the stuck card appeared 😂 I had a real laugh which was appreciated during a shadow card reading. I am currently having memories about my late Mum as I’m still dealing with a financial issue for her and it’s brought back memories of a time when she was very ill that I didn’t want to revisit. You were talking about numbers and no. 4 and 44 have featured throughout my life. I didn’t connect with the meaning until a few years ago. As I try to sort out this issue regarding Mum I see the number 44 near enough on a daily basis usually when just checking the time. It’s my sign to say the angels have my back and I always say thank you angels. My partner has got used to it now and even comments if he sees a 44 🤣🤣x
Just WoW! I stumbled upon this video on Google when I was researching working with PlutO Retrograde for ShadOw WOrk, i was relaxed and letting my mind except thoughts and your reading brought forth things I hadn't concidered that need attention. Thank yOu so much! 💜
Gemma, you are describing me exactly right now. Every line. I am so exhausted but everything you are saying was like a little spark waking me up. Then I dreamed I was having brain surgery at an aquarium!?! Thank you!
Crikey. There are times (and I'm sure other Gemstars community members have felt this too) that your readings are so on the nose it's scary. Thanks for all you offer Gemma !
This reading and the extended were truly magical✨️🧚🏾♀️💛 So many things that resonted and they lighted up several areas of my life. These readings are so powerful!! I can't thank you enough 🙏🏽🌸🌈🦋🥰🤗
Algorithms are spiritual. Absolutely Spirit works through the anything and everything. Some of the most important insights I has in my shadow work came from UA-cam videos that just popped up in my feed ( a film, a song) and highlighted what I needed to look at. I hate to give UA-cam the credi but that's the way it has worked for me.
Oooh I loved this reading Gemma! I'm gonna listen to the extended. Found a couple of old photos of me recently, age 3 and then another about aged 10. I said to my sister that I need to protect those little girls. X
Thank you for this on 5/2 here in USA. I feel like having a cry, a culmination of things this week. I'm typically strong not weapy, but i guess feeling down. Ty
That thumbs up button was on point. Wow!!😮 That was amazing participation from the computer. I’m going to rewatch and pay close attention to what the thumbs up was agreeing with you to do. 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
I think that’s the universes way to let you know what you are saying is on point. So cool.😎 I’ll be watching for that thumbs up on your videos more often now. 👍🏻
gordon bennett gem, wasn't fully prepared for how deep that was gonna go!!! 😬 this Aquarius has had a very shaky, unearthing start to Pluto entering my sun sign, plus i have 4 planets in scorpio, which pluto rules, so its hit my like a pneumatic drill, drilling down and excavating everything to my core. been physically shakey aswell as mentally! been better since it turned retrograde. very very deep stuff!! x
Oh man 😢 didn’t expect that. Watching this in floods of tears. My Dad used to pick me up every Sunday to take me to his for the day. Be Sunday when I was 7 I’d just got a new kitten the day before and invited him to meet the kitten and not go to his that day. He lost it and said I don’t want to meet no flippin kitten, if the kitten was more important than him then he wasn’t coming and didn’t contact me for a full year. I’m clearly still not over it despite us being good friends now.
❤ I feel this. My father used to pick me up late from everything. I got used to waiting anxiously, inventing little magical chants to make him appear. I hated the other adults whispering, “She’s still here? The poor thing.”
Wow, this is deep, very deep!! Scorpios are known for being very deep 😁. Can be a curse sometimes. I'm digesting and absorbing all that's been said here.
I genuinely have no words. Just before I clicked on you tube to do my nightly round up, I thought to myself, most genuinely, I need to work on my shadow side. This popped up. Jeez Gem. I am tired. Really tired. I think I must muster the energy to do the extended. But it most definitely will not be tonight! ❤x
@@Gemstonetarot I just watched the extended. Was that a private reading just for me? Honestly. I even got tears. Thank you Gem. Was most definitely needed. X
HER TINY HAND In this journey of growing and healing, I find myself reaching in deep To soothe these wounds still aching that cause the storms I keep. I held grief so long unknowing, so fixed on my womanly view, I didn't stop to think of her, this pain she too went through. I saw my life and trials from a knowing trusting eye, Forgave the world for every pain, let bitterness pass by, But she was sat there deep within just watching from her know, All these moments I have flown, I left her there alone Not telling her I'm here for her, she doesn't need to fret, Not saying that there's more to come it isn't over yet, Not there to reassure her when she doesn't know the way No, I was far too knowing to allow that girl to play But now I hold her fragile hand, my pain I can now see Was hers to heal, she felt each scar, each tear she wept with me. I realize she's been with me through each trial all along Through every fear, her voice I'd hear, but mine was loud and strong. So we touch truth in the silence, I hold her close to me, Tell her of this love and all it's possibilities. I remind her of the strength that we both hold within And though her voice may tremble, I tell her spirit won't give in. I guide her from the pain, feel her innocence shine bright And now as two we walk this guided path of healing light. As I hold her hand, she's nourished by this love inside And though I may be older, I know her courage makes my pride. We heal together, hand in hand, that little girl and me We feel this life together now in perfect harmony. I hold her hand and thank her for the light she holds inside And every day we smile to heal the girI I once denied. Heather Lea
@@Gemstonetarot I paused in the middle of your reading to share the words and have just finished listening. It was so relevant. Thank you for being there for so many 🙏
Loving the shadow work readings. Are we getting a weekend tarot this week as well? Just curious use to seeing notifications let me know when you posted 😊
My cat passed away on April 6th and I just can't heal from the grief. We have been through so much together. He slept in bed with me every night and went for walks on a harness but then didn't even need a lead later on as he had better recall than any dog I know. He was my best friend and my daughter moved to university digs last September and it was just me and him and now he's gone but I just can't cope without him. I've lost before but this is grief I've never experienced. So sorry this comment has turned into something else. I'm just so lost without him. I did dream that he visited me and I was half awake but too afraid to move in case he disappeared. I could feel his paws and his breath on my face.... 😢
Oh Julie, I'm sorry. So sorry. I can relate to the empty nest too. I'm reaching out to you to give hugs. So lovely that he's visited you in a dream but so hard when you wake up. It will get easier and it will take time. ♥️
I feel like the universe chose it or better said circumstances 🤓 we choose but only with choices at hand and with our current perspective. Kinda destiny and i do get why i just dont always like it🤭🤭😁🤗
I hope you don't mind me sharing my words with you - some just resonate so well with your readings 🙏 THE FORGIVEN CHILD "Please forgive me" She cried To the heavy skies. The clouds darkened And the thunder roared. A voice bellowed from the deep emptiness, "No, I cannot forgive you". The storm carried her; She was drowning in angry rain. She took the pain. But again, she cried to the skies "Please forgive me" Lightning bolts echoed a reply "No! I cannot forgive you". Confused in thoughts, She spiralled To a place She had never been. Green fields, filled with purple roses Beautied her eyes. An old sycamore tree called her name and she Floated to his wisdom. There she saw her; A little girl, curled up, Tucked into her pain. Tears were dripping through the hands that Hid the sadness in her eyes. "Don't cry little girl" she said "Let me hold you close till your tears soak my heart. Let me take your pain for you are so young. I am older, stronger, wiser. Let me take your worries so you can be free." She gently touched the little girls shoulder And waited patiently as the girl slowly raised her head; Such a familiar face; Such innocence; Such truth, And in a flash She was back In the eye Of her storm. She breathed in. She breathed out. In. Out. Deep. Strong. She smiled As the winds calmed around her. "I forgive me" she said. The sun broke through the clouds And shone light to her heart. "I love you" Sang the heavens in Joyful chorus. Heather Lea
You are so on point! Currently exploring my ancestral and family patterns - wanting to lead the way on a new path. Reading a book - Ancestral Medicine by Daniel Foor and it’s proving very enlightening.
Wow, this sure triggered some old memories 😭 I always had to wait to be picked-up, everyone was so busy with daily jobs, there was little time for me, the youngest. I ♓ Need to nurture this child within 🕊️💜🤍💜🕊️
It feels like 2024 is the official year of shadow work 😭
Well its is a 6 year and that is all about the self. But the shadow is actually daily, the facing it is actually healing but feels like breaking. Its reversed.. uncomfortable but healing 😅. Its a gift we will only like looking back 🫠🤭
Gemma!!! Dear, dear spiritual launderer. Here you are again, giving my wounds a wash and fold for the next go round, helping me help myself as I move toward healthier and healthier love. Both for myself and with others.
I remember one of the early Gemstar readings wherein you advised us to find the family of me. I'll never forget; nor will I forget the sense made for my warring heart with this reading.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. So grateful for your delicate dry cleaning service of the soul. ❤ I'm ready to wear these things again.
That’s a lovely comment, thank you 🙏 🩷🌸✨🦋
❤❤❤ beautiful, very much resonated to me too
@Gemstonetarot I saved this for a revisit. Found myself with space for some unpacking of my shadow today. And bam (insert Marisa Tomei's deer hunting monologuing from My Cousin Vinny), it hit me right in my 6th and 7th chakras- somehow I see a few things more clearly and know a bit more to work on. Thank you, Gemma. I appreciate this gentle reading. ❤
Very accurate, Gemma. I am exhausted. I haven't been sleeping well for over six months now, my soul is tired. I have been having weird dreams when I do get some sleep. My life is really hard, but I'm thankful as it has helped me grow ❤
I hope that it will get easier soon🩷✨️
Gorgeous cards! Love the shadow reads so much, thanku Gemma & everyone commenting ❤
Wow. My goodness… How did I become a part of something I didn’t choose? That is the best question I’ve ever been asked! Thank you, Gemma! I love this!
Manipulation is at least part of my answer
Shadow work keeps me honest. Defines my conscious choices. Do I come from love?
Is my practice clean?
Absolutely need shadow work to do!
I love these readings!
Fabulous!!!
Thank you!!!
🧚♀️🧚♀️🌠🎆⭐️🙌💫🌌 Listened again,
Parent did not show up often.
Not funny but age 4 I got sick of waiting and took a bus.
Pretty much continued throughout childhood.
However, I became extremely independent.
Selflove is not an issue. I am very proud and love myself.
The shadow part is.. How to let others in? I trust me.
I do show up for others especially my son.
I did some awesome past life regression work.
I went to all points of the 'no shows'.
I AM HERE!
Great for inner childhood work.
Tricky.
First is awareness.
Working on it.
Pluto bringing all this foward!
Blessings!⭐️
Brilliant comment Deborah 🙏🩷🌸
Thank you so much for this reading, Gemma. Hits the nail precisely on the head!
I've had Pluto in my 6th House for 16 years... Like dying (spiritually) and being resurrected dozens of times, but only being brought halfway back to life (so far)! This explains the constant, unexplained exhaustion... My Soul is knackered!
Thank you for doing these amazing readings and everything you put into them Gemma. Bringing awareness and wholeness through the tricky, sticky stuff lurking in the shadows. It is the work we all need to do. x 💖
Hey Gemma you can actually buy a Zoltar Machine the one from the film Big its only small but it lights up and speaks its fab... The Curiosity Shop at Barnard Castle love mine xx👌😍
Great reading Gemma. The Universe is showing us how to realign our energies. We will be all the better for it. Giving us a thorough Spring clean.
Fabulous Gemma just fabulous.
I know I have a lot of shadow work to do. Loads of family stuff, reparenting myself, dealing with conflict in a positive way (My family would argue, then everyone would stomp off to their respective rooms and slam the door, then later pretend nothing happened).
This is difficult work.
Hi Gemma. This was brilliant. Have a wonderful day.
My life is endless shadow work.✨🖤
This video truly resonated with me. I am a people pleaser and I do shine the light on other people. I know I need to work on putting myself first. II definitely have been "stuck in memories" which adds to the exhaustion.
Another great reading - thank you Gemma!❤❤❤
Bring it on! Time to go head-to-head/toe-to-toe with it. Thanks for doing this, G.
“The child needs saving” Abandonment…I literally wept. I needed too but don’t visit the darkest of places, therein lies a problem. I need to sleep now I feel wiped out too! Simply the best Gemma thank you ❤💜
Gemma, I feel like you’re actually talking about me to me!!!! Gemini sun, Aquarius moon , Leo Venus . Amazing thank you 🙏 x
Very important reading! So true 👍💚♒ Thank you!
Gemma I am filled with profound gratitude for your work. This content is THE CONTENT, that helped me with my shadow work.
THANK YOU 🙏🦋🦋🦋
Thanks for another powerful and amazing shadow reading!! 🙏🙏
Oh watch Love Triangle its fab xx👌
Oh wow!! Spot on. Thank you.
Thank you for the reading, Gemma! This resonated more than I can say. So helpful, and beautiful cards too.
Shadow work.....started going to counseling, having to do stuff I really didn't want to do; need to do more stuff I don't want to do after that. Has to do with my brother who died nearly 5 years ago & my sister not finishing dealing with his estate.
Thanks so much for doing this Gemma! I’m glad I saved it for today, when I’m feeling kind of grim. It’s resonating on a lot of different levels… the question about choice made me think of the philosopher Levinas who said something like “the terrifying thing about existence is that we didn’t choose it… it was thrust upon us” and something about there being no escape. I don’t think that was the idea behind your own question to us, but it’s a recurring thought for me, as I’ve always wrestled with being a rather reluctant participant. When it comes to more specific things, Pluto is currently in my 7th house and I definitely have a lot of challenges and stress when it comes to how I interact with other people. What you say about waiting for someone who may or may not come has actually been a theme my whole life: with each of my parents, with my stepfather, with the person I have feelings for… all of these people had their own challenges which made them so unpredictable, and now I’m the same way myself and feel guilty about it to boot. As if that weren’t enough, I’ve been preoccupied and distressed by the thought of the people I’m closest to all dying. Like many Capricorn/Pisces people, I have a lot of older friends, am close to my grandparents etc. Last night I offended my sister by saying that all the good people are dying off and I’m going to be abandoned to my own generation. I said it as a joke, but I actually find the thought pretty upsetting. I mention it here because it seems like such a Pluto in the 7th house kind of fear. Anyways, sorry this comment is so long and many thanks 🙏😈🖤
I’ve recently found your channel and I just wanna say you really are a wonderful energy and soul - thank you for sharing your gift with everyone x
Brilliant reading Gemma. Thank you. The computer knows what it's on about too. 😁
Thankyou Gemma brilliant ready hit a few nerves for me
Great shadow reading! I really resonated with anxious waiting, are you coming? Definitely an emotional twinge, and Stuck/Memories reminded me of one of my favorite Tom Petty songs, God it's such a drag when you're living in the past /// Even the losers, keep a little bit of pride -- they get lucky sometimes ... Tx Gemma, needed that!
You’re always welcome 🤗🦋🌸
Love! Is a long long road❤
@@Briggette-B3M He was the best! Like so many people I still miss him, his music really spoke to us all. Tx for comment!
Yes, so much shadow work, and I've been innot now for a period of time. For me it is all the things that affect me, make me do certain things, patterns that I am not aware of and whenever I start digging in this it's hard and messy but in a good way
It takes bravery but it’s so worth it 🙏🩷🦋
Amazing, thanks so much. I was so often left waiting to be picked up from school and other places, that fear of being left somewhere forever is so familiar to me. Hadn't quite seen the connection to more recent psychological patterns and attitudes to life circumstances, not so clearly as this anyway. Absolutely brilliant. I'm right in the midst of a very challenging family challenge, and have now seen a way through -- clear decisions made about my own course of action and detachment from the rest. If I move from a place of compassion, and utilise the wisdom acquired from a variety of sources, then I can let go of any anxiety about whatever problems might persist for the other people involved. All about boundary setting and communication: "This part is mine, but that other stuff is yours."
Capricorn sun -- yes I do work very hard, but learning to take rest when needed. It's lovely to be given permission to do so. Aries moon -- will fight tooth and claw for an underdog. Leo ascendent -- I have a great haircut. Venus in Aquarius, same as you Gemma. Astrology is fun. Have you ever looked much into the planet Mars? I have Mars in Cancer, as does a good friend of mine, and we think it's a tricky placement.
Anyway, I never comment but watch you frequently. Dailies are awesome. Much love!
GEMMA!!!!!! I cannot get over how accurate this reading was. I can’t even imagine it being for anyone but me. I know it is but wow. I felt exposed. 😂. Like you were speaking my thoughts. You are always accurate but this one was just over the moon spot freaking on.
And to think I almost didn’t watch it….
Thank you!!!!!
Love the thumbs up when the stuck card appeared 😂 I had a real laugh which was appreciated during a shadow card reading. I am currently having memories about my late Mum as I’m still dealing with a financial issue for her and it’s brought back memories of a time when she was very ill that I didn’t want to revisit. You were talking about numbers and no. 4 and 44 have featured throughout my life. I didn’t connect with the meaning until a few years ago. As I try to sort out this issue regarding Mum I see the number 44 near enough on a daily basis usually when just checking the time. It’s my sign to say the angels have my back and I always say thank you angels. My partner has got used to it now and even comments if he sees a 44 🤣🤣x
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Oh my golly gosh this reading is killing me. You’ve turned me into a blubbering mess 😭 but it feels so relevant and needs to be dealt with
I love that its resonating - big hugs 🤗
You are the best ever, Gemma!! 💎💎💎 Massively on point, and the extended blew by mind!! 🤯
Thank you, as always! 😘
❤❤thank you Gemma❤❤love
Just WoW! I stumbled upon this video on Google when I was researching working with PlutO Retrograde for ShadOw WOrk, i was relaxed and letting my mind except thoughts and your reading brought forth things I hadn't concidered that need attention. Thank yOu so much! 💜
@@rae..._ brilliant - I’m really glad you enjoyed it 🙏🩷⭐️
Gemma, you are describing me exactly right now. Every line. I am so exhausted but everything you are saying was like a little spark waking me up. Then I dreamed I was having brain surgery at an aquarium!?! Thank you!
Thank you Gemma
I cried the whole video, thank you Gemma, for re-opening my heart, work to do. Love Janine from The Netherlands ❤
Really glad it helped 🙏🩷🧚
Love the thumbs up!!! Much needed levity & laughter is so impt
Crikey. There are times (and I'm sure other Gemstars community members have felt this too) that your readings are so on the nose it's scary. Thanks for all you offer Gemma !
This reading and the extended were truly magical✨️🧚🏾♀️💛 So many things that resonted and they lighted up several areas of my life. These readings are so powerful!! I can't thank you enough 🙏🏽🌸🌈🦋🥰🤗
Wow. I’m speechless. Everything as spot on.
All of it!
You are so gifted❤️
Thank you🙏🏻
Algorithms are spiritual. Absolutely Spirit works through the anything and everything. Some of the most important insights I has in my shadow work came from UA-cam videos that just popped up in my feed ( a film, a song) and highlighted what I needed to look at. I hate to give UA-cam the credi but that's the way it has worked for me.
I’m so glad to hear that. I thought it was just me. I’ve always had an affinity with technology and spirituality combined 🩷✨🦋
Omg spot on - on so many levels. Thank you Gemma xx❤️🌈🙏
Oooh I loved this reading Gemma! I'm gonna listen to the extended.
Found a couple of old photos of me recently, age 3 and then another about aged 10. I said to my sister that I need to protect those little girls. X
I so needed this! Ten minutes in and it's resonating so much. Thank you ❤
Brilliant 🤩
Thank you for this on 5/2 here in USA. I feel like having a cry, a culmination of things this week. I'm typically strong not weapy, but i guess feeling down. Ty
Sending love to you 🩷✨
Omg...it was so funny and made me laugh with the thumbs up.....but message resonated...❤❤❤😊
That thumbs up button was on point. Wow!!😮 That was amazing participation from the computer. I’m going to rewatch and pay close attention to what the thumbs up was agreeing with you to do. 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
That’s happened a few times now with the thumb - it’s uncanny! 🙏🩷🦋
I think that’s the universes way to let you know what you are saying is on point. So cool.😎 I’ll be watching for that thumbs up on your videos more often now. 👍🏻
gordon bennett gem, wasn't fully prepared for how deep that was gonna go!!! 😬 this Aquarius has had a very shaky, unearthing start to Pluto entering my sun sign, plus i have 4 planets in scorpio, which pluto rules, so its hit my like a pneumatic drill, drilling down and excavating everything to my core. been physically shakey aswell as mentally! been better since it turned retrograde. very very deep stuff!! x
I know - I had a real pull to do this - it did rather go down into the well 🙏🩷
💯 resonated!! Thanks so much Gemma 👍
Morning G, WOW an amazing reading.
I'm definitely a people pleaser, which can be good & bad, namaste ❤❤
Just got my cpap machine! 😍😃⭐🤓😇Im told it will feel great. After all next to breathing...what else matters!?
Self love and sleep baby!❤
Oh man 😢 didn’t expect that. Watching this in floods of tears. My Dad used to pick me up every Sunday to take me to his for the day. Be Sunday when I was 7 I’d just got a new kitten the day before and invited him to meet the kitten and not go to his that day. He lost it and said I don’t want to meet no flippin kitten, if the kitten was more important than him then he wasn’t coming and didn’t contact me for a full year. I’m clearly still not over it despite us being good friends now.
❤ I feel this. My father used to pick me up late from everything. I got used to waiting anxiously, inventing little magical chants to make him appear. I hated the other adults whispering, “She’s still here? The poor thing.”
Wow, this is deep, very deep!! Scorpios are known for being very deep 😁. Can be a curse sometimes. I'm digesting and absorbing all that's been said here.
I simply Love you Gemma ❤️😊
Oh thank you! 🤗
Gemma, I absolutely lost it with all the thumbs up! 🤣😆😂❤ Thank you!! I needed a good laugh 😂 ❤
I genuinely have no words.
Just before I clicked on you tube to do my nightly round up, I thought to myself, most genuinely, I need to work on my shadow side.
This popped up. Jeez Gem.
I am tired. Really tired.
I think I must muster the energy to do the extended. But it most definitely will not be tonight! ❤x
I hear you with the tiredness ! 🙏🩷
@@Gemstonetarot I just watched the extended. Was that a private reading just for me?
Honestly. I even got tears. Thank you Gem. Was most definitely needed. X
The computer is reacting to the thumb showing in that card. 😂 Deep, meaningful reading. Thank you 🙏♥️
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Here are you coming.
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I’ll be recovering from that one for a while. Thank you Gemma
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Gosh Gemma, I am so incredibly exhausted! 😩
Another great reading!
Are you able to tell me what oracle deck you’re using??
HER TINY HAND
In this journey of growing and healing, I find myself reaching in deep
To soothe these wounds still aching that cause the storms I keep.
I held grief so long unknowing, so fixed on my womanly view,
I didn't stop to think of her, this pain she too went through.
I saw my life and trials from a knowing trusting eye,
Forgave the world for every pain, let bitterness pass by,
But she was sat there deep within just watching from her know,
All these moments I have flown, I left her there alone
Not telling her I'm here for her, she doesn't need to fret,
Not saying that there's more to come it isn't over yet,
Not there to reassure her when she doesn't know the way
No, I was far too knowing to allow that girl to play
But now I hold her fragile hand, my pain I can now see
Was hers to heal, she felt each scar, each tear she wept with me.
I realize she's been with me through each trial all along
Through every fear, her voice I'd hear, but mine was loud and strong.
So we touch truth in the silence, I hold her close to me,
Tell her of this love and all it's possibilities.
I remind her of the strength that we both hold within
And though her voice may tremble, I tell her spirit won't give in.
I guide her from the pain, feel her innocence shine bright
And now as two we walk this guided path of healing light.
As I hold her hand, she's nourished by this love inside
And though I may be older, I know her courage makes my pride.
We heal together, hand in hand, that little girl and me
We feel this life together now in perfect harmony.
I hold her hand and thank her for the light she holds inside
And every day we smile to heal the girI I once denied.
Heather Lea
Amazing 🤩 ✨
@@Gemstonetarot I paused in the middle of your reading to share the words and have just finished listening. It was so relevant. Thank you for being there for so many 🙏
Loving the shadow work readings. Are we getting a weekend tarot this week as well? Just curious use to seeing notifications let me know when you posted 😊
My cat passed away on April 6th and I just can't heal from the grief. We have been through so much together. He slept in bed with me every night and went for walks on a harness but then didn't even need a lead later on as he had better recall than any dog I know. He was my best friend and my daughter moved to university digs last September and it was just me and him and now he's gone but I just can't cope without him. I've lost before but this is grief I've never experienced. So sorry this comment has turned into something else. I'm just so lost without him. I did dream that he visited me and I was half awake but too afraid to move in case he disappeared. I could feel his paws and his breath on my face.... 😢
Oh Julie, I'm sorry. So sorry. I can relate to the empty nest too. I'm reaching out to you to give hugs. So lovely that he's visited you in a dream but so hard when you wake up. It will get easier and it will take time. ♥️
@@Gemstonetarot thanks Gemma. He was everything to me. I'd send you a pic of I could work out how. X
@julierees6341 gemmatoast@gmail.com
@julierees6341 you can email it to me gemmatoast@gmail.com 🙏🩷
Another resonation ❤❤❤❤
Thumbs up! 😊😉
I feel like the universe chose it or better said circumstances 🤓 we choose but only with choices at hand and with our current perspective. Kinda destiny and i do get why i just dont always like it🤭🤭😁🤗
That’s a very good take on it 🙏🌸
What is the Oracle deck? It looks like lightseers
Ps a shoutout to the 👍 😊❤️
I hope you don't mind me sharing my words with you - some just resonate so well with your readings 🙏
THE FORGIVEN CHILD
"Please forgive me"
She cried
To the heavy skies.
The clouds darkened
And the thunder roared.
A voice bellowed from the deep emptiness,
"No, I cannot forgive you".
The storm carried her;
She was drowning in angry rain.
She took the pain.
But again, she cried to the skies
"Please forgive me"
Lightning bolts echoed a reply
"No! I cannot forgive you".
Confused in thoughts,
She spiralled
To a place
She had never been.
Green fields, filled with purple roses
Beautied her eyes.
An old sycamore tree called her name and she
Floated to his wisdom.
There she saw her;
A little girl, curled up,
Tucked into her pain.
Tears were dripping through the hands that
Hid the sadness in her eyes.
"Don't cry little girl" she said
"Let me hold you close till your tears soak my heart. Let me take your pain for you are so young. I am older, stronger, wiser. Let me take your worries so you can be free."
She gently touched the little girls shoulder
And waited patiently as the girl slowly raised her head;
Such a familiar face;
Such innocence;
Such truth,
And in a flash
She was back
In the eye
Of her storm.
She breathed in.
She breathed out.
In.
Out.
Deep.
Strong.
She smiled
As the winds calmed around her.
"I forgive me" she said.
The sun broke through the clouds
And shone light to her heart.
"I love you"
Sang the heavens in
Joyful chorus.
Heather Lea
A real song of hope 🌸✨🌸
You are so on point! Currently exploring my ancestral and family patterns - wanting to lead the way on a new path. Reading a book - Ancestral Medicine by Daniel Foor and it’s proving very enlightening.
Thank you for mentioning the book - I will check it out 🙏🩷
All those cards in a row look like the intro to the show 'What we do in the shadows' quite weirdsome.....
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Thumbs up Def stuck?.😂
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Wow, this sure triggered some old memories 😭 I always had to wait to be picked-up, everyone was so busy with daily jobs, there was little time for me, the youngest.
I ♓ Need to nurture this child within 🕊️💜🤍💜🕊️
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