"Sober" - Tom MacDonald & Madchild ft. Nova Rockafeller

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  • Опубліковано 23 січ 2020
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    PRODUCED BY Tom MacDonald
    SHOT, DIRECTED & EDITED by NOVA ROCKAFELLER
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 22 тис.

  • @donjuan7158
    @donjuan7158 3 роки тому +4857

    I listen to this every morning. Im 2 years clean of meth, 3 years clean of heroin, 1 year clean of coke, and 9 months sober from a half gallon of whiskey a day. I honestly can relate to this. Every day I'm greatlul for that i don't use or drink.
    Edit: Thank you for all the love. You are all my inspiration to stay sober. I love you all ❤❤
    I honestly didn't know how much love and support I'd get from you all. Thank you all for the kind words and support! I wish i could just meet you all and give each and every one of you a big hug. I love you all! ❤❤👊☺❤🤗

    • @The_Sunny_One
      @The_Sunny_One 3 роки тому +67

      Don Juan I’m happy for you congratulations

    • @dudeitsdanny361
      @dudeitsdanny361 3 роки тому +45

      Congrats dude!

    • @poppyd9758
      @poppyd9758 3 роки тому +106

      Good for you I got free by changing my circle of friends. Surround yourself with people that feed your sobriety not your addiction

    • @brightdark5587
      @brightdark5587 3 роки тому +28

      Congrats
      Keep up the WIN

    • @queenbunnyfoofoo6112
      @queenbunnyfoofoo6112 3 роки тому +59

      @@poppyd9758 Yes! A thousand times yes! When you get sober, it makes your "friends" question their alcohol/substance use. 99% of the time they aren't ready to stop...then blame YOU for not being fun anymore. No one in that group really cared about my health. Got new friends now.

  • @Cpt1nH0WDY
    @Cpt1nH0WDY 2 роки тому +3602

    Alcoholic with 140 days sober today. That line “I’m finally someone that I know again” makes me choke up a bit. Rehab was the best decision I ever made.

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 2 роки тому +106

      amazing! I need to be one day sober before that.... Not giving up but it is so tough...

    • @rwpotterii
      @rwpotterii 2 роки тому +61

      @@ssgtrom9739 hey I was a sgt 3rd ID. Take care of yourself brother. You have more friends in this world ten you even know exist! Reach out if you need me!

    • @kalesyvers3175
      @kalesyvers3175 2 роки тому +53

      @@ssgtrom9739 I've smoked weed every day for 3 years(19 now) and started drinking hard a couple months back I've been trying to stop every day, this kind of music and all of these people keep me sane
      \

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 2 роки тому +9

      @@kalesyvers3175 yeah i hear ya! but it's almost like i have to avoid this to just feel a little better in my climb to sobriety lol

    • @ianbeauchamp9944
      @ianbeauchamp9944 2 роки тому +40

      10 years dry around about now. Gets easier n I'm thankful everyday I don't drink.
      Keep on keeping on ppl wherever you.
      Thanks Tom ✌🏻

  • @TheGoatRoper
    @TheGoatRoper 6 місяців тому +116

    37 days sober and I’m finally finding myself again, I lost 10 years to it but I’ll never lose another day

    • @lovelifefatty180
      @lovelifefatty180 3 місяці тому

      😭😭😭

    • @SuperGameplayer21
      @SuperGameplayer21 3 місяці тому +4

      Hey man, ik I'm just some random ass dude on the internet but I hope you're still going strong and keep it up ❤

    • @rocksteady9826
      @rocksteady9826 3 місяці тому +1

      Lost 18 years, restarting from scratch with nothing.

    • @TheGoatRoper
      @TheGoatRoper 3 місяці тому +3

      @@SuperGameplayer21I slipped and fell but I’m back to day 2

    • @yowgyrl
      @yowgyrl 2 місяці тому +1

      @@TheGoatRoper one moment at a time friend.

  • @michaellyons7606
    @michaellyons7606 Рік тому +92

    I'm on day 26 of recovery from alcohol and narcotics.. This song made me sob and smile simultaneously. A moment of silence for the beloved addicts that we've had to bury.

    • @squizzy9959
      @squizzy9959 6 місяців тому +2

      I need help brother I can’t stop the pain is always there using anything helps

    • @richardwestwood1812
      @richardwestwood1812 6 місяців тому

      ​@@squizzy9959stay strong sqizzy . It sounds cliche but when you wake in the morning , go to a mirror or reflective surface and say aloud "i fckin love you" give yourself some love because we always forget to reinforce positive thoughts but constantly fill our heads with negative ones . repeat that multiple times then take a moment to think of your positive attributes and try to work on those. Our own mind can be our best friend or our worst enemy, Self love can set any man or woman free, and likewise self-doubt will always cripple us and set us up for failure.
      Another thing is try to get a solid sleep routine if possible , and do not use your phone for at least 2 hours after you have woke its amazingwhat differencethis makes to your day because influencers are just that , so dont be influenced. start the day off on your terms and youll beat the demons .

    • @kyleclontz6581
      @kyleclontz6581 5 місяців тому +2

      @@squizzy9959I feel ya. Not being cold. Make a will. Won’t be long. Anyone you love, include em. The least ppl like us can do.

    • @LTYAJSIEIEJGRYAJHSKWHE726
      @LTYAJSIEIEJGRYAJHSKWHE726 5 місяців тому

      @squizzy9959 I'm so sorry brother it gets easier but u know that ain't no way of life brother. I'm still in semi addiction.
      Norcos and vicodin pregablin.

    • @betzebub1900
      @betzebub1900 5 місяців тому +1

      God blesses you❤

  • @kylierachelle6028
    @kylierachelle6028 3 роки тому +805

    Havent twisted a pipe in 2 years and have my children back and bought a home. Im blessed to be here today.

    • @Kevin-oy8nl
      @Kevin-oy8nl 3 роки тому +19

      Married with my third son due next month. It's amazing how much your life can change when have other things to devote your time to.

    • @laytenlafond9768
      @laytenlafond9768 3 роки тому +15

      Congratulations 👏 stay strong

    • @waynebroe6671
      @waynebroe6671 3 роки тому +4

      Good job really tho

    • @kylierachelle6028
      @kylierachelle6028 3 роки тому +4

      Thanks guys❤

    • @saylorkirkpatrick1626
      @saylorkirkpatrick1626 3 роки тому +7

      Hang in there brother. I just got my own place too got all my kids. I'm blessed I hope no one knows this pain. But I know more will. And some won't or can't get help..

  • @peaceLUVmoto
    @peaceLUVmoto 3 роки тому +270

    Heroin was my demon, I struggled for 5 year’s. It took me longer to mend relationships with family, & friends because I lost my self while taking them with me. My mom passed away it took me then to open my eyes to her wise words I needed to be the women I am today. Addictions are hard but you’re always bigger then those demons.

    • @peaceLUVmoto
      @peaceLUVmoto 3 роки тому +6

      @@joelc302 you will get there! Keep your head up, & keep fighting.❤️

    • @JDC8397
      @JDC8397 3 роки тому +1

      Keep your head up,hopefully things are good and stay good. I wish I could help anyone dealing with things.

    • @johnpuckett899
      @johnpuckett899 3 роки тому +3

      Well honey fight the good fight I wish you the best

    • @badnewsbruner
      @badnewsbruner 3 роки тому +5

      @@joelc302 Joel, please contact me if you need any information on resources. I've been clean for 6 years now, and it's the best thing I've ever done for myself. There is a whole new life waiting for you, when you're ready. You can do it, you can start right now.

    • @badnewsbruner
      @badnewsbruner 3 роки тому +1

      Congratulations to you Willow! I'm proud of you for not only getting clean, but making the choice to do so!
      I was strung out on smack for about the same amount of time as you were. Was an alcoholic for the 7 years beforehand. Traded the booze for the drugs. I've been clean for 6 years now and it's so good. I just hope the damage I've done to my body hasn't taken too many years off of my life.

  • @vernrameyii455
    @vernrameyii455 8 місяців тому +32

    146 Days Clean And Sober. I feel so much better. Clear headed and have emotions again. Feels amazing. This song hits home. Thank you. Next stop 147

    • @sandhillcranberry
      @sandhillcranberry 8 місяців тому +1

      Please continue to stay clean, trust me you will love the new you more than the old shit. When you are tempted play the movie out to the crappy end.

    • @RyanFowler-ho7lq
      @RyanFowler-ho7lq 2 місяці тому

      GOOOD JOB my buddy you dont need any of that BULLSHIT KEEPUP GOOD WORK AND DONT LET NO ONE TAKE YOU DOWN IM SOBER 8 YEARS AND I LOVE GREAT STORYS LIKE THIS GOD BLESS

    • @2Mushy
      @2Mushy 2 місяці тому

      I am proud of you

  • @RedDogForge
    @RedDogForge 7 місяців тому +21

    12 years sober.
    you CAN do it.
    it IS worth it.
    you ARE needed.

    • @Potato-Actual
      @Potato-Actual 11 днів тому +2

      Checking in on you. Hoping you’re still going strong.

  • @alexsaunders8760
    @alexsaunders8760 3 роки тому +589

    Hi Tom. I’m an alcoholic. And thanks to your song. It inspired me to stop drinking. And get a better hold on my life. I have 2 beautiful kids and an amazing partner and the last thing I want is to lose them because of my drinking. Thank you for an amazing song to help me turn my life around.

    • @DpacLynnShakur
      @DpacLynnShakur 3 роки тому +17

      Me too. Best of luck to you.

    • @alexsaunders8760
      @alexsaunders8760 3 роки тому +15

      @@DpacLynnShakur thanks. Best of luck to you. Fight hard. I will.

    • @alyssalala2799
      @alyssalala2799 3 роки тому +4

      Me too , except I’m enabling myself :/

    • @1alayzzia
      @1alayzzia 3 роки тому +10

      You can do this Alex. Somedays will be easier, some harder but you can do this. Much love, much life.

    • @alexsaunders8760
      @alexsaunders8760 3 роки тому +18

      @@1alayzzia thanks. Been a month and 1 week an still haven’t touched a drop

  • @fenrirodinson531
    @fenrirodinson531 2 роки тому +412

    I’m a recovering heroin addict and I got 20 days clean I listen to this every time I get the urge and it helps me through the urge Tom Macdonald your the shit bro

    • @debraharris93
      @debraharris93 2 роки тому +7

      Congrats that's a hard habit to kick, keep strong and I hope you're doing well. 🙏🙏🙏

    • @fenrirodinson531
      @fenrirodinson531 2 роки тому +5

      @@debraharris93 thank you and it definitely is one of the worst things I’ve ever had to put down

    • @MightyMako
      @MightyMako 2 роки тому +3

      @@fenrirodinson531
      Still going strong, Fenrir?

    • @AVSgirl1985
      @AVSgirl1985 2 роки тому +2

      Proud of you! How are you today?

    • @fenrirodinson531
      @fenrirodinson531 2 роки тому +14

      Yes I am thank you

  • @northernadvantageexteriors2991
    @northernadvantageexteriors2991 Рік тому +23

    Thank you Tom. I could tell you a story of how your music saved my life, my business, my marriage and my relationship with my 4 young children - but I'm sure you've heard it many many times before. Your messages are not lost on people from our generation.. let's hope the younger heads can learn a thing or two from you. Your music embodies my entire experience of life, and i feel a certain strength & peace of mind when I'm listening. Thank you for being so real, congrats on the success of your music, you deserve it. Whenever I'm feeling confused I sit back and listen to you and Mac Miller and it brings everything into focus. I haven't been to meetings in a long time, but I've decided to start going again to help others see what you can achieve through sobriety.
    I just opened my second business location, so I have a lot of people that rely on me, and its a great feeling knowing that I am doing everything I can to take care of them. I know some of them struggle with addictions - and being able to understand their problems, and meet them on their level has given me the opportunity to have stronger connections with them and offer them help and advice instead of meeting them with anger.
    Thank you for all your hard work. Love and Peace.
    It's insane how you made this song relatable for everyone. If you've been down that road, most of these things have happened to you... I was on the rigs doing heroin & oxy with my driller when I was 17. Had a girlfriend freak out and slit her wrists with a broken mirror because I wouldn't give her a line. Crashed my truck drunk with a duffle bag of drugs, and ran from the cops... And everything in between.. to then having kids and seeing success through my own business which ultimately shadowed my own issues until they ran out of control and I had everything to lose. Needless to say - it took a lot of hard work, faith, prayers and support from meetings for me to see, and FEEL the light on the other side.
    Shouting out all the recovering addicts, and current addicts who are trying to get sober .. don't give up.

  • @OmarRodriguez-vr4sf
    @OmarRodriguez-vr4sf 8 місяців тому +14

    Suffered a seizure from an alcohol/pill withdrawal, found Tom Mac Again after not listening to him from so long.
    This song helped me get thru the days I was in the hospital. Thanks to these Peeps singing, you Helped Me!!!

  • @donkeypunch5138
    @donkeypunch5138 3 роки тому +433

    Jesus Christ. This is music with value.

    • @MichaelGrim
      @MichaelGrim 3 роки тому +7

      Amen brother.

    • @righteous_lute6194
      @righteous_lute6194 3 роки тому +12

      I think he'd be happy to see that its helped people God Bless have a nice day.

    • @hl8560
      @hl8560 3 роки тому +5

      Amen!

    • @davidgauld8249
      @davidgauld8249 3 роки тому +6

      And that's not even blasphemy bro

    • @brucegauld5141
      @brucegauld5141 3 роки тому

      You're a gem! And that does not count as blasphemy.
      My man!

  • @vannariley9574
    @vannariley9574 3 роки тому +644

    4 days sober from iv meth use. Going to rehab. Been so depressed and discouraged but I'm not giving up. This song inspires me.. good luck to all recovering addicts we can do it

    • @blondechick9804
      @blondechick9804 3 роки тому +26

      You can do it I promise.. the first days are the fuc&ing worse. It does get better a little more everyday.. hell you got 4 days clean!! Be proud darling do you know how amazing that is?? Most can’t even do a day! See your stronger than you think !! I don’t know if you believe in God but pray he will help. God will never put on you more than you can handle that’s a promise it’s in the Bible. So you can beat this! It’s only the devil trying to keep you down he wants you to keep taking until you lose it all then your life.. Remember it can’t always be bad. You gotta hit the ground sometimes but guess what ? That’s when you bounce back up!! Never forget that. God be with you and I wish the best for you!

    • @alyssalala2799
      @alyssalala2799 3 роки тому +8

      Stay strong

    • @yournamehere3679
      @yournamehere3679 3 роки тому +14

      Stay strong, Tom’s music is great for recovering, passion and motivation 👌 keep pushing every day, focus on tomorrow because it’s an opportunity to do better 🤘

    • @nickhill8612
      @nickhill8612 3 роки тому +6

      @@yournamehere3679
      His songs give me hope and some of his songs makes me think.

    • @HKSlays
      @HKSlays 3 роки тому +12

      Cheering you on. I was strung out for 3 years on meth. Please know in your heart of hearts that the depression and all things related to WD are a temporary thing. Stay strong, it can (and will) be done.

  • @user-gp7ir1jm5f
    @user-gp7ir1jm5f 9 місяців тому +15

    im with you Tom, Nova and Madchild...im fighting for my life right now....thank you for this song.

    • @ka966
      @ka966 6 місяців тому +1

      I hope you’re okay man, keep going!!

    • @Potato-Actual
      @Potato-Actual 11 днів тому

      Checking in on you. Hoping you’re still going strong.

  • @Caps78
    @Caps78 8 місяців тому +8

    Needed to hear this today. 10 years 6 months sober now. But days like today I wonder why. Life just continues to kick me in the gut. So i come here and remember why. Thank you Tom and Mad and Nova. Sometimes I need a reminder why. Whoever needs to hear this... I love you. ❤️ you matter so don't stop fighting

    • @joebobriggzz
      @joebobriggzz 7 місяців тому +1

      I hear you man. Currently sitting in water, feeling the shit from last night.
      10 years is hero shit.

    • @SoupSandwichh
      @SoupSandwichh 7 місяців тому

      In moments of doubt, just remember that Peter Laviolette & Martin Erat drink

  • @kyleregan302
    @kyleregan302 Рік тому +486

    10 months free of crack. wake at 5 and run, daily work outs. watch what I eat religiously. never been in a better state of being. mind body health. I shed a tear every time to this song. I'm effin proud of all of Us that climbed out that hell. love you Tom

    • @hjk3351
      @hjk3351 Рік тому +12

      Good for you bro keep working at it and keep progressing keep getting better dont even know you but im proud of you man hope you achieve success man just make sure you keep it up.

    • @joeproctor2216
      @joeproctor2216 Рік тому +13

      I'm going running on my lunch break... Like I have been for a couple weeks. You'll be in my mind while I run today. My man Kyle is healthy, clean, and kicking ass. Keep it up, sir.

    • @theinnerlight8016
      @theinnerlight8016 Рік тому +14

      My respect, man! Hope you'll go your way and stay clean.
      Day 7 sober now myself and Tom's music and comments like yours motivate me to stay strong. Thanks for sharing and the best wishes 🖖

    • @israelmoreno3620
      @israelmoreno3620 Рік тому

      man you aint black !

    • @m.luhmann6520
      @m.luhmann6520 Рік тому +11

      So proud of you!! Keep fighting!❤

  • @VanBoy
    @VanBoy 3 роки тому +232

    Hey Tom, I'm a 65 year old man and I gotta say YOU are the poet laureate of this age. Don't ever stop.

    • @dothraki7596
      @dothraki7596 3 роки тому +5

      I feel the same way!! I've never been a rap fan but man this is so good. Relating to millions

    • @1marysun
      @1marysun 3 роки тому +2

      Ys, I am 60 and I am loving him .

    • @christopherdrzik6784
      @christopherdrzik6784 2 роки тому +4

      Turned 66 yesterday and never listened to anything or anybody like Tom. Been sober 30 years. Still think I'm going to relapse every day.

    • @VanBoy
      @VanBoy 2 роки тому +2

      @@christopherdrzik6784 Happy Birthday! You're one month older than me. 06.30.1955

    • @justinepomroy9889
      @justinepomroy9889 2 роки тому +1

      So is twenty one pilots but I see your point :) he’s amazing-

  • @Mark-wd8cj
    @Mark-wd8cj 8 місяців тому +7

    It's not about the Person you used to be .... it's about the person you are today !!!

  • @Ted63826
    @Ted63826 8 місяців тому +16

    This song means so much to me. I'm battling sobriety. 30 days now . I think about drinking every day. Fuuuckkk. I hate my life don't know how to change. Have no more friends. No one calls me no more because I'm sober. How do I maintain?

    • @unknownnln9172
      @unknownnln9172 8 місяців тому

      Read the Bible, talk to God, seek him and I promise he will deliver the strength to you to stay off the bs. Have true and real faith. I promise it's not silly, he is real, powerful and he will work in your life to get you back on his path. You can do this! You are strong, just live like yesterday no longer exists. You are new and each day is a new day to forget better yourself. Stay strong!
      Sometimes it's good to shed the old life. You may miss those friends now but they aren't what you need in your life. Take this time to get to know yourself better and find a life you can find happiness in without the drink. I lost everyone and felt so alone. With Jesus I lost that loneliness over time, I have found myself, a life I enjoy, and new friends. The true ones will come back around if they are there. My oldest friend is back in my life and now Jesus is working in his life. He could see the change in me and I think he wanted what I was feeling. I told him it's because I have found my Lord. I think he's coming around to learning he needs to seek Jesus himself. Try it. I mean what's the harm. A better life? A wonderful relationship with Jesus? Salvation?

    • @chezedip8280
      @chezedip8280 3 місяці тому +1

      I don't know you and never will, I'm proud of you for being sober

    • @WakkaWakka25
      @WakkaWakka25 Місяць тому

      You maintain by realizing you are valuable. Every day adds up. 1 day turns into 2, then it hits 7days, and that's a week followed by 30days and that's a month. Then they just keep adding up till you hit a year, and then keep going. August makes 6 years me for me with no alcohol, and trust me there has been many temptations along the way, just have to hold the faith in yourself and God(if you believe)

  • @macdaddydelicious6834
    @macdaddydelicious6834 3 роки тому +594

    I've binged this guy for two days now.
    This is is what music should do, break you down bc you relate, and build you up bc you know your not alone.

    • @reneetaylor210
      @reneetaylor210 3 роки тому +4

      Only 2 days lol. Love me some Tom!!!

    • @haileyreeves4584
      @haileyreeves4584 3 роки тому +2

      What do you mean only 2 days? Addiction 2 days or 2 years is a step towards being sober. Never been a addict but ive watched people suffer lose their kids and watched someone i loved be put in the ground cause of their addiction. I wosh they were able to say they were 2 days sober.

    • @macdaddydelicious6834
      @macdaddydelicious6834 3 роки тому +4

      @@haileyreeves4584
      He meant, "you've only binged Tom's music for two days?!?"
      No one is talking about addiction.

    • @haileyreeves4584
      @haileyreeves4584 3 роки тому +5

      My bad. 😂 idk what i was reading but it was 430 this morning.

    • @macdaddydelicious6834
      @macdaddydelicious6834 3 роки тому +2

      @@haileyreeves4584 get to sleep insomniac. 👀👀

  • @SSingh-nr8qz
    @SSingh-nr8qz 3 роки тому +201

    Hands down one of Tom's most IMPORTANT songs. This kind of stuff save lives when heard by the right person in the right time in their lives.

    • @shawnaheflin7806
      @shawnaheflin7806 2 роки тому +1

      And u are right...

    • @jdisdetermined
      @jdisdetermined 2 роки тому

      Yeap. I have over 10 years. This song is so inspiring I want to relapse so I can get fight to get clean again. 😁
      Honestly, I miss selling as much as using. It was every bit as hard for me to give up too. I tried so hard to rationalize still doing it sober. Telling myself I could handle it now and would make even more money not putting it all up my nose.. even though I'd done it several times, and most definitely could *not* handle it.. ✌✌

    • @saddestdonkey69
      @saddestdonkey69 2 роки тому +1

      You nailed it!!! This shit brings me right back to the day I put the needle down. I remember those demons coming out of me and playing this over and over. This song is a masterpiece for what it is. I don’t even listen to rap, but this is a masterpiece. I look back and can’t believe the shit I used to do and how far I’d go to get what I needed.

    • @jenh7947
      @jenh7947 2 роки тому

      Me, right now. Hits goddamn hard.

    • @jasondavies4732
      @jasondavies4732 2 роки тому +1

      Not just Tom's song

  • @heathercornwell0482
    @heathercornwell0482 7 місяців тому +15

    This was the first song i heard from you, it meant alot to me! I been clean and sober for 4 yrs and 7 months! I been threw alot of this, its crazy!!! Thank you for writing this!! Respect brother! 🩵🙏🫶🤜

  • @ShyanneSperandio24
    @ShyanneSperandio24 Місяць тому +16

    I have been sober from IV heroin addiction for 6 yrs now 🎉❤😊 I prayed to Jesus to please scare me away from the 💉!!! The next day I sat there for hrs and I didn't prick myself once and NEVER again after that 🎉!!! Please my brothers and sisters in Christ who are suffering please turn to Jesus! For me, the hard times i went through with addictions and traumas brought me to Jesus! Usually, we find him at rock bottom! I survived all those OD's and scary situation's because God has a plan for me...Just like he has with all of you! God bless and know that its NEVER to late to turn to Christ no matter what you have done! 💯 Repent in Jesus name every night! Pray for your enemies because it brings them to the light! If i can do this i promise anyone can!! God bless you all ❤❤❤

  • @Sunshine_2013
    @Sunshine_2013 2 роки тому +271

    This song hit home, started drinking when I was 17 and deal with depression. I drank for 17 years daily. Suicide attempts, mental breakdowns, showing up to work drunk, constantly hung over, drinking before I could leave the house to see anyone, my addiction was part of me for so long. I just hit my one year sobriety in April, this song gives me hope to keep going on the hard days.
    Edit: Thank you so much for all your kind words and support! It means so much!

    • @ariaalarie828
      @ariaalarie828 2 роки тому +4

      Amazing! Keep going, you got this 😊

    • @Sunshine_2013
      @Sunshine_2013 2 роки тому +3

      Thank you so much@@ariaalarie828

    • @heavenhelpus9084
      @heavenhelpus9084 2 роки тому +3

      👍🎊🥳Congrats! Way to go! I'm proud of you, you can do this!

    • @harvestmoon3430
      @harvestmoon3430 2 роки тому +2

      Embrace all the days of your life ahead clear headed and aware. It will all work out. They wont all be easy, but I'm not sure life is suppose to be always easy.

    • @Sunshine_2013
      @Sunshine_2013 2 роки тому +1

      Thank you!@@heavenhelpus9084

  • @fishazon3365
    @fishazon3365 3 роки тому +413

    Who else teared up while listening to it

    • @yournamehere3679
      @yournamehere3679 3 роки тому +9

      This song has been what I listen to when I need to remind myself how I was 15 year’s ago, and see the progress I’ve made in the last 6 years after I had destroyed everything my family

    • @HKSlays
      @HKSlays 3 роки тому +3

      For sure. And there's been quite a few Tom MacDonald raps that have struck some chords, emotionally and otherwise. I am thankful for his brilliance and what amounts to nothing less than compassion.

    • @jodyburdett9146
      @jodyburdett9146 3 роки тому +4

      I sure did tear up well just cried it hit home I have been in program for 2 and a half years. I have some set backs i have learned so much about myself everytime. The battle is real and it is a fight the rest of your and my life..Stay Strong. I really love this song

    • @theresalayton9286
      @theresalayton9286 3 роки тому +4

      I'm not crying ....you're crying lol 😂

    • @privateuser6295
      @privateuser6295 3 роки тому +1

      Whoa ah oh ah oh

  • @Hackdad
    @Hackdad Рік тому +20

    This shit is as real as it gets..Anthem for my life and if you dont feel this one your not a human..best shit ever...somsthing everyone can sing it together and watch the tears roll down and just a uplifting lyrical masterpiece of a song..

  • @lorimiller7261
    @lorimiller7261 11 місяців тому +9

    Beautiful message Tom ~ Nova is so passionate, Thank you for bringing it ! I lost my brother to a Heroin overdose you speak to all of the lives lost and you are helping so many ! After listening to all of your music I do believe you are a disciple for our time ❤🙏🏻✝️🙌

  • @aarongabbard3071
    @aarongabbard3071 3 роки тому +328

    Tom macdonald. I seriously need more trios. You nova and madchild. Ive never felt this much emotion in music.

    • @jasonrussell6266
      @jasonrussell6266 3 роки тому +9

      I agree the three of them click perfectly sober and bad news have become 2 of my favorite songs.

    • @briancheser2556
      @briancheser2556 3 роки тому +2

      Soooooo true yall

    • @mekakushiba
      @mekakushiba 3 роки тому +8

      Dude, this shit hits you more than you would think. How did I just learn about this man.

    • @tonyamedsker497
      @tonyamedsker497 3 роки тому +7

      @@mekakushiba RIGHT?!? I JUST FOUND HIM AND HE BRINGS IT! SAYS WHAT MANY TRY TO BUT AREN'T ALLOWED TO... GOD BLESS HIM! HE'S REAL AND MAKES NO APOLOGIES! MY KINDA PEOPLE...

    • @brandonsheffield9873
      @brandonsheffield9873 3 роки тому +2

      Yep your right, powerful.

  • @FtBallJock6
    @FtBallJock6 3 роки тому +294

    I’m a recovered addict since 2014 a recovered alcoholic for 3 1/2 years next to liver failure and been cig free for 275 days and counting y’all can do this don’t sell your self short you’re a LION even if you don’t believe it yet!❤️

    • @julie-anneloffler6539
      @julie-anneloffler6539 2 роки тому +2

      Yep. He's my soul sister 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

    • @testtest648
      @testtest648 2 роки тому +3

      You can do it bro! 💪

    • @ItsLaurenE
      @ItsLaurenE 2 роки тому +2

      My last street drug 1999, my 18th birthday, cigarette free 15 years, alcohol free 9 year as of 4/20/2021
      Stay strong man and keep up the great work!!! You are a living miracle 🥰

    • @FtBallJock6
      @FtBallJock6 2 роки тому +3

      @@ItsLaurenE ❤️ wow that’s amazing and you keep up the great work too also i don’t know about a living miracle but def blessed🙃🙏 ty for sharing I hope it gives strength to those who are struggling and encouragement to those who are still fighting god bless❤️🙏

    • @ItsLaurenE
      @ItsLaurenE 2 роки тому +1

      @William B i know tis rather ironic of all days to have my wake up call. Makes it super easy to remember
      ...
      Thank you so much 🥰

  • @FormerPBABowlerJoeJenkinsII
    @FormerPBABowlerJoeJenkinsII 3 місяці тому +5

    This video needs to be shown in every Rehab, AA and NA meeting. As a recovering Alcoholic I can relate to every single lyric. Thanks Tom!!!

  • @tashbahra7635
    @tashbahra7635 Рік тому +13

    My addiction wasn’t drugs or alcohol but it was self harm. Anytime this song comes on I cry, the line “this is a war that I’ll fight forever” hits hard. I remember when I first heard it my support worker told me about your music while I was in a psych ward 3 years ago and I still continue listening to ur music ❤️

    • @LTYAJSIEIEJGRYAJHSKWHE726
      @LTYAJSIEIEJGRYAJHSKWHE726 5 місяців тому

      Sorry to hear I take it u suffered abuse when young. Pardon my intrusion I spent half my life loosing the fight with addiction and now am dying. Please keep strong.

    • @mikeedwards1978
      @mikeedwards1978 3 місяці тому

      It's hard u can beat it though. I did

  • @brandimajors2018
    @brandimajors2018 3 роки тому +265

    This song has saved my life, saved me from losing my kids and is helping me fix my mended marriage. This is the realest song I’ve heard in my life.

    • @aesthetic__king8666
      @aesthetic__king8666 3 роки тому +7

      Congrats! My mother used to do these back when I was in 3rd grade and my brother was in kindergarten cause my parents got in a huge fight, my mom did all this and worst almost died! Had to live with my grandma for a year. Not having her kids made her wanna quit and so she did, she’s now going to be 6 years clean this year! So I understand how bad these hardcore drugs are and the alcohol as my grandma died last August from bad intestines from smoking and alcohol a whole ton in his early life. I’m happy for you! Stay clean times may be tough but it always gets better!
      -From ur average 14 year old. 😁❤️

    • @meghanlynn2682
      @meghanlynn2682 3 роки тому +2

      Brandi majors ; I feel you beauty! Exact same story! Forever grateful to be sober 3.5 years, & my kids finally have the real me back!!! ❤️ proud of you girl it’s harder then people who haven’t been there to understand! Forever proud of you hun! Xo meghan Arns St. John’s Newfoundland

    • @billybobbobson3797
      @billybobbobson3797 3 роки тому +2

      I hope this is true. Keep it up!

    • @brandimajors2018
      @brandimajors2018 3 роки тому

      @@billybobbobson3797 100% true. I’ve got better things to spend my money on like my kids

    • @jason5409
      @jason5409 3 роки тому +1

      Really? A song did that?

  • @sweett7844
    @sweett7844 4 роки тому +369

    on day 6 of heroin withdrawal. still can’t sleep through the night, took like 5 baths to try and calm my restless body but couldn’t find anything to calm my restless mind. scrolled through my UA-cam recommendations and my higher power placed this song here for me to listen to on repeat to remind me that the battle is never over but it’s possible to get through, it gets better and im not alone. don’t ever cry like I need to but this shit brought me to tears. i needed this. thank you.

    • @ritas558
      @ritas558 4 роки тому +12

      If you have access try kratom! Its natural, hits the operat opiate receptors, and can seriously help worth withdrawals and recovery.

    • @deanm3464
      @deanm3464 4 роки тому +4

      You got this. Your strong and will win

    • @kevinplaugher9681
      @kevinplaugher9681 4 роки тому +2

      Stay strong it will get better

    • @dopey0682
      @dopey0682 4 роки тому

      Good luck w that
      You are going to be a H head you're entire life.

    • @dopey0682
      @dopey0682 4 роки тому +1

      @@kevinplaugher9681 no no it doesn't.
      Heroin addicts are always an addict.

  • @RAIN-wt1of
    @RAIN-wt1of 8 місяців тому +4

    I have twenty years sobriety, I never say that I won't, I don't trust myself, I am always in recovery. Everyday you learn something new, everyday you find something that relates. To everyone struggling find your song and never let it go. Music helped me in so many ways. I have been so traumatized that my anxiety levels are all over the charts, but it's okay. I'm all over the place but I'm okay, it's okay. With love, honor, strength,and respect; it does get brighter.

    • @manassechristina5861
      @manassechristina5861 5 місяців тому +1

      Jesus can help you with the assurance that you won’t go back. He loves you and want to continue helping you. Come to him and he will give you the ultimate rest. Matthew 11:28

  • @bighomie2456
    @bighomie2456 2 місяці тому +8

    My name is Shelby Anna Ruml and I AM SO GREATFUL FOR YOU AND YOUR MUSIC Tom Mcdonald AND Miss Nova R. THANK YOU

  • @Tamari95
    @Tamari95 3 роки тому +314

    Going through this shit right now, I listen to this everyday for motivation. Thanks love!

    • @Ps-Games121
      @Ps-Games121 3 роки тому +5

      Good luck! Keep on keeping on, on day at a time 🙏🏻

    • @blondechick9804
      @blondechick9804 3 роки тому +3

      I hear you sister!! Me too! We can do this!

    • @phillipadrey539
      @phillipadrey539 3 роки тому +7

      I know it's hard, it'll be the hardest thing you will ever do, you just gotta take it one day at a time. I was a heroin addict for 6 years. I never thought sobriety was possible, I thought I would die a heroin addict. I stole from friends and family, from the time I would wake up, until the time I would pass out heroin was my only focus. I have been sober for 8 years now, and I am still paying for some of the things I did. Good luck with your sobriety. It'll be the best decision you'll ever make.

    • @deandoss2105
      @deandoss2105 3 роки тому +5

      Joel Christian try methadone for awhile bro saved my life over 20 yrs ago... stay lowest dose as possibly and only for 2 yrs tops. The constipation alone will kill you. 🙏✌️

    • @Tamari95
      @Tamari95 3 роки тому +3

      @@phillipadrey539 Thank you, you need support, thats why people relapse. Encouragement and kind words go a long way.

  • @kloroform1681
    @kloroform1681 3 роки тому +86

    I just got out a month ago from doing four years in state prison, due mostly to the lifestyle that comes with addiction. I've been clean now for years. This song reminds me of how I feel on the inside, and I'm not alone. I'm proud of who I've become. Thank you, Tom MacDonald *and MadChild. This is my new anthem.

  • @traewilson1844
    @traewilson1844 2 місяці тому +8

    This is my 3rd time getting clean I'm at 7 months I'm stay sober this time there is nothing in my way to climb to the top amen

  • @user-wp5xw6nu4v
    @user-wp5xw6nu4v 3 місяці тому +19

    I got baptized today and I'm happy to find Jesus in my life I'm clean and sober sober sober sober

    • @Saint.Holy.Sinner
      @Saint.Holy.Sinner Місяць тому

      where did you find Jesus? can you introduce me to him, please?

  • @jasenchandlerkohli7155
    @jasenchandlerkohli7155 3 роки тому +833

    This is the music that saves people’s lives. Thank you.

    • @NinjaNick636
      @NinjaNick636 2 роки тому +3

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @bleek2530
      @bleek2530 2 роки тому +4

      Which is why the cabal doesn't support it.

    • @ethanwineberg2243
      @ethanwineberg2243 2 роки тому +1

      I’d rather kill myself than listen to another song

    • @NinjaNick636
      @NinjaNick636 2 роки тому +19

      @@ethanwineberg2243 Then why are you on his page listing to the song? YOU are the snowflake he’s talking about

    • @bleek2530
      @bleek2530 2 роки тому +6

      @@ethanwineberg2243 Well, that's why they make chocolate AND vanilla.

  • @angelabuxton2237
    @angelabuxton2237 3 роки тому +79

    I lost my husband to alcoholism . He was 42 yrs. old . He simply didn't have the strength to overcome it . My heart goes out to everyone battling addiction / depression . Love to all ❤

    • @phangirlable
      @phangirlable 3 роки тому +5

      I'm so sorry. :( * hugs*
      My dad struggled with alcoholism (and smoking) and managed to get sober after many years but still had an addiction to sleeping pills because of his insomnia. People can be so cruel to people who struggle with addiction when the cause/starting point is always past trauma, mental health issues etc. My dad lived through the horror of the end days of WWII as a little boy.

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 2 роки тому +1

      Im so so sorry. I need to fix that same issue... So easy to drink a 12 pack plus daily... It's hard. I've had a good life, but this appears to have taken over unfortunately. I'm 35 right now.

    • @77kopy
      @77kopy 2 роки тому

      So sorry for your loss

  • @lalareeves1941
    @lalareeves1941 3 місяці тому +6

    3 years sober and never felt better. ❤
    It's ok to ask for help... Dont be afraid of the pain. My brother wasn't strong willed enough to make it. Hes been gone a year now. I miss him everyday. 🕊️

  • @Jess-kz3zf
    @Jess-kz3zf 3 місяці тому +6

    This song helped me get through 14 days of detox and withdrawal . Bless you guys thank you 🙏

  • @scootinflh
    @scootinflh 3 роки тому +342

    DAMN TOM WTF!!!! I'm an old man and this had me crying like a baby. My God right from the heart.

    • @dylankeville1026
      @dylankeville1026 3 роки тому +6

      That’s powerful music for you

    • @frugaltinkerer9609
      @frugaltinkerer9609 3 роки тому +8

      I hear ya.....This is the most brutally honest, music from the heart I've ever heard.

    • @ezatron9766
      @ezatron9766 3 роки тому +6

      Everyone's got their 'shit'. No one here is going to judge you.
      It took me 10 years to deal with a part of my life

    • @ahnrho
      @ahnrho 3 роки тому +4

      Music transcends time.

    • @evanlane6266
      @evanlane6266 3 роки тому +2

      The realst out there tom is the goat

  • @danamarie2441
    @danamarie2441 2 роки тому +167

    This brought me to tears, even tho I've never struggled with this internal war myself. To anyone that's had to pull themselves from the darkness, I'm proud of you.

  • @RodneyWilliams-sv5tv
    @RodneyWilliams-sv5tv 8 місяців тому +4

    Got 34 days sober and thank you so much Tom, Nova, and Madchild for this song. Yall speak so much truth and allows me to keep the faith a d believe I can do this day by day. Thank yall so much again for yalls amazing music

  • @robinemery
    @robinemery 7 місяців тому +5

    Stay strong Thomas and Manchild❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @slicingonions4398
    @slicingonions4398 4 роки тому +2412

    Haven't had a needle in my arm since August 19th 2019

  • @caino313
    @caino313 3 роки тому +230

    Never in my 38 years on this earth have i related to an artist as much as this man!!!

    • @benjamin9350
      @benjamin9350 3 роки тому +1

      same

    • @xxfilthydxx1273
      @xxfilthydxx1273 3 роки тому +1

      Same here. Same age too

    • @jynkillian5326
      @jynkillian5326 3 роки тому +2

      Agreed

    • @beauison2770
      @beauison2770 3 роки тому

      I was thinking the same thing...I'm feeling ALL this dude's work

    • @rosieborsellino703
      @rosieborsellino703 3 роки тому

      Right 100% I totally agree on the same way I love him.. Music powerful for anyone that's in is or was never active addiction drunks alcohol ex❤️ many years I was a full blown black out drunk and drug addict. So amazing that you can turn your life around I never thought I could I was in the darkest of darkest days and I'm so proud to say glad to say I am sober 😁❤️ God bless us ❤️🙏❤️🙏 all always Amen I'm 34 now 😁❤️

  • @monkeystaf
    @monkeystaf 9 місяців тому +5

    I haven’t heard this song since the time it came out. I was heavily drinking for years. I’m 16 months sober now and man the grass really is greener on the other side. Become someone you can be proud of and respect 🙏

  • @iTryaiK
    @iTryaiK Рік тому +10

    I love you Tom, You're the voice this world needs

  • @thedisconnectedwife4165
    @thedisconnectedwife4165 3 роки тому +78

    Is it just me or has "rap music" as we knew it, just evolved. Thank you Tom and Nova. You two are extraordinary.

  • @philipkershaw2915
    @philipkershaw2915 3 роки тому +226

    IM GETTING CLEAN NOW THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE ..THE STRUGGLE IS ENDLESS BIG UP TOM MCDONALD AND MAD CHILD NOT AFFAID TO SHOW WHO THEY REALLY ARE , IM GOING TO BE LITENING EVERYDAY HES MY HERO

    • @christopherclark5604
      @christopherclark5604 2 роки тому +6

      Good luck my friend. I was there once ..Oxys and Opanas had me in a strangle hold. I did beat it thank God. Stay strong..you can do it.

    • @philipkershaw2915
      @philipkershaw2915 2 роки тому +4

      @@christopherclark5604 thanks bro appretiate it

    • @philipkershaw2915
      @philipkershaw2915 2 роки тому +4

      @Stu thanks man yea getting there over the worst anyways

    • @christopherclark5604
      @christopherclark5604 2 роки тому +4

      I will add to my comment that it didn't happen overnight. Was on Methadone for a year...which was just another addiction and then Suboxone after that for 2 more years.

    • @philipkershaw2915
      @philipkershaw2915 2 роки тому +3

      @@christopherclark5604 yea same was onit for 8 years methadone think thats why its taking a while👍 well done bro cause it is hard

  • @user-eq5pd2vg3x
    @user-eq5pd2vg3x 4 місяці тому +3

    So proud of u, Tom!!! I love your music so much you've helped me more than you'll ever know brother I am 4 years clean now I get teary eyed every single time I listen to this song such a masterpiece

  • @abcdestuvw4234
    @abcdestuvw4234 7 місяців тому +14

    I pray for my addicted son soon to be 40. Drugs are his life, along with lying cheating stealing. I miss him. I tried to get help for him but he has to want the help. 😢

    • @AnthonyWalker-dj2xj
      @AnthonyWalker-dj2xj 19 днів тому

      I lived it I am 42 and finally got sober after being addicted to opiates and coke for 26 years and I am a week sober now and counting and plan on changing my life

  • @thealphaginger7231
    @thealphaginger7231 2 роки тому +182

    One day I'll listen to this song and be sober. Still battling addiction, seeing everyone here who's sober gives me hope and I envy every one of you. Keep it up and pray for me, not sure I'm strong enough.

    • @kurtdowney1489
      @kurtdowney1489 2 роки тому +8

      You are strong enough, It helped me to stay away from my so called friends that were still doing it.

    • @autumnhobbs1945
      @autumnhobbs1945 2 роки тому +5

      I pray for you everyday, you're stronger than you'll ever believe. 🖤

    • @danielwatts325
      @danielwatts325 Рік тому +9

      We will get there brother 🙏 💪 💚

    • @josephfalco5422
      @josephfalco5422 Рік тому +7

      The scariest part is making the first step. You do it! 6months sober after 20 years of heavy daily intake. Take your life back praying for you.

    • @thehoodgoth6549
      @thehoodgoth6549 Рік тому +11

      That's exactly how I feel.. I am trying to get off fent and it feels impossible but I'm trying and I'm on a program 😪

  • @n.o_n.a.m.e
    @n.o_n.a.m.e 3 роки тому +236

    I’ve had this song on repeat nonstop. I might only be 13 but I’ve been through people telling me to kill myself, my best friend ended her life. I’ve watched my mother fall apart and not care about me anymore. I’ve almost ended my life. This song makes me tear up because it showed me that I’m not alone. I’m gonna keep fighting till my last breath.

    • @johnpuckett899
      @johnpuckett899 3 роки тому +10

      Hello I do not know you but do not give up this fight you have so much to live for I promise you when you look back a year after being sober you'll say my God all the things I didn't see that were right in front of me

    • @n.o_n.a.m.e
      @n.o_n.a.m.e 3 роки тому +9

      @Me thank you so much this means so much to me 💖

    • @n.o_n.a.m.e
      @n.o_n.a.m.e 3 роки тому +6

      @@johnpuckett899 thank you so much! I love how everyone is so nice in this comment section and people actually understand me

    • @lalypop6972
      @lalypop6972 3 роки тому +8

      Never give up!!! Im sorry for your loss.

    • @righteous_lute6194
      @righteous_lute6194 3 роки тому +11

      I dont know how you feel about God but ill pray for you. Your life has value and I wish I could help more but I just wanted to stop and show some love God Bless keep going. I'm sorry for your loss btw

  • @tarkajedi3331
    @tarkajedi3331 6 місяців тому +7

    If you aren't moved by this your heart ain't beating........
    God loves us all and is with us even at our weakest...................
    Every time I hear it... chills....

  • @RobertsMind
    @RobertsMind Рік тому +4

    This touches deep down man. As a Veteran that's been fighting with depression for years this is a great song. Thank you.

  • @videos4korea
    @videos4korea 4 роки тому +234

    486 days for me...after 20 years of abusing everything...this song made me feel like going another 486 is easily possible, thank you guys for this

    • @MelbaSee
      @MelbaSee 4 роки тому +5

      Congrats, it gets better, I promise. Just keep holding on.

    • @northandsouthundivided9586
      @northandsouthundivided9586 4 роки тому +1

      Proud of you!

    • @kirkb2135
      @kirkb2135 4 роки тому +4

      742 the demons never stop knocking on the door. Loosing my son put me in a hard spiral south but I bit my lip put my head through the wall, pulled up my socks laced up my boots and walked through the fire. Never give never give in. Dont do it for any one but you and the ones you love.you have a friend here find me we can talk and get you through the low. The high is better here with you without the vise.

    • @thecrossing8715
      @thecrossing8715 4 роки тому

      @@northandsouthundivided9586 💯"Fighting Demons and I know I'll Win"#IAmCruceSignati ♥️ua-cam.com/video/h0XH7Xz21i0/v-deo.html

    • @jessray4527
      @jessray4527 4 роки тому +1

      3 years sober. This made me cry from the truth and it described me perfectly. Thank you so much.

  • @infinitymediaproductions4350
    @infinitymediaproductions4350 4 роки тому +68

    30 years...I had 30 years October 23, 2019. Still need reminders now and again why I don't fall back. Thank you Tom for this. We needed it today. Love to all in recovery.

    • @RyanTaylor228
      @RyanTaylor228 4 роки тому +7

      October 30th was my 4 years! Keep it up man!

    • @champagneshane9654
      @champagneshane9654 4 роки тому +4

      3 and a half years sober for me. Alcohol

    • @Caps78
      @Caps78 4 роки тому +3

      7 years this April. Keep up the fight folks!!!

    • @fritzcolburn
      @fritzcolburn 4 роки тому +2

      Had a slip in 2018 so back to just over a year. 15 over-all. For those that need the message.. Slips happen. You just get back up and start again.

    • @Boogerboys1990
      @Boogerboys1990 4 роки тому +2

      Quiters
      Jk. I just drink in moderations. You know 2-3 on a Friday Saturday maybe 5-6 playing some pool. It's called spirits for a reason. But some people just shouldn't drink. I'm a happy buzzer. Cheers y'all much blessings ♥️👍🤣😂

  • @Iyellitvoice
    @Iyellitvoice 3 місяці тому +2

    Tears 😢 I’m feeling the pain and wish everyone to be freed from their addictions. Proud of you Tom for inspiring us to change through your story and thank you Madchild the line of your dog who stood by you through it all and then died had me choked up with tears. No one will ever understand the love dogs have got their owners unless they own one or as I say my dog is my family. My pug Simba would give up his life for me to protect me . ❤❤❤ he is my true family and loyal friend

  • @micled93
    @micled93 Рік тому +6

    A lot of people would benefit massively from listening to this song. We're quite lucky to have someone to make a song like this.

  • @SY4E1
    @SY4E1 2 роки тому +418

    Hey Tom. My name is Adam, I’ve been dealing with social anxiety my whole life. I’ve dealt with overwhelming shame and felt like I never belong. Your music is helping me find my voice and embrace who I am instead of running from him. This song is my anthem, I’ve cried to it multiple times because it gives me power that I haven’t had on my own and your bravery opening up about your issues is helping me do the same. This is allowing me to own who I am and release all the bullshit shame I’ve been dealing with. Love you brother keep doing what you’re doing you’re helping people for sure!

    • @missq3989
      @missq3989 2 роки тому +14

      Adam, there certainly is something truly amazing that takes place , when you hear music that comes from truth . Your inner knowing resonates so profoundly , it just sneaks up on you , and you realise that you have introduce yourself to Man who you now are . The letting go of all those things from the Man you thought you were , easily occurs when you are the Man you are today. To be in the present is never achieved by some . It takes bravery to release. To be or not to be that is the Question. I figured out To be is the answer, just like you have my friend.

    • @xdsmastermia
      @xdsmastermia 2 роки тому +10

      stay strong brother, remember, it's all mental and you control your mind

    • @littleme3597
      @littleme3597 2 роки тому

      Small amount of zoloft will help.

    • @littleme3597
      @littleme3597 2 роки тому +2

      @@xdsmastermia No. Don't say that. Chemical imbalance.

    • @bethsmith4483
      @bethsmith4483 2 роки тому +7

      Keep your head up and keep on keeping on then give it all you got you can do this 💯

  • @noobtv4325
    @noobtv4325 3 роки тому +414

    i was having a drink while i listened to this, i poured it out.. im done man,..

  • @ronaldidler7652
    @ronaldidler7652 9 місяців тому +2

    Hank you so much Tom. You'll never know how much your music touches my soul and thoughts. Sobriety is the hardest shit I've ever faced. Thank you for giving me hope and strength. I know you'll never see this.
    H.O.G. 4 ever

  • @christianking8962
    @christianking8962 Місяць тому +1

    Thank you Tom, Nova, and Madchild!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Almost 30 years of addiction... I've overcome most of it... Got off the needles and the pipes and bowls....I still struggle with alcohol (killing a fifth of Jim Beam every day... At least)... Addiction sucks! I'm working on getting better... Trying to detox after my last relapse... Music like this gives me hope and courage! So just.... Thank you!!!!!

    • @christianking8962
      @christianking8962 Місяць тому

      Ironic that the one that is literally killing me... It's the one our country made legal and readily available....

  • @kylephillips7022
    @kylephillips7022 3 роки тому +202

    Currently in Rehab, i play this song every morning. To everyone fighting this battle everyday dont ever give up YOU MATTER!

    • @fuggyoushoresy69
      @fuggyoushoresy69 3 роки тому +8

      This dude got me through A LOT. My hat's off to you for staying strong. Thank my higher power for giving the world Tom, Nova and Mad

    • @carrieannclark9866
      @carrieannclark9866 3 роки тому +2

      Finny,i play this every morning as well

    • @justincase948
      @justincase948 3 роки тому +2

      Hope ur still playing and being strong

    • @justincase948
      @justincase948 3 роки тому +1

      @J D why wouldn’t u ???

    • @kylelewis2937
      @kylelewis2937 3 роки тому +5

      I know this is late as fuck but... U can have a phone at the rehab you're at? Lol I've never been to one like that... Anyways, keep it up bro.. you can do this!!! I been clean from heroin for close to a year and a half and if I can do it than anyone can.. you got this bro

  • @randomgamingstreams7762
    @randomgamingstreams7762 2 роки тому +205

    I’m 17 and was addicted to coke when I was 12 because of where I lived it was available, I’m just over 2 and a half years sober from my second relapse and this song was the only thing that helped me stay away from it during the pandemic and it’s still helping today. Thank you Tom, you’ll forever be one of my heros

    • @selenaingles5763
      @selenaingles5763 2 роки тому +6

      Keep going! Your doing great ! I’m proud of you!

    • @jenniferheule2810
      @jenniferheule2810 2 роки тому +6

      Stay strong you deserve the best

    • @deus0rcinus889
      @deus0rcinus889 2 роки тому +6

      I know it's easier said than done, but take one day as it comes brother. Your stronger than you know

    • @drainbamage8656
      @drainbamage8656 2 роки тому +7

      You can do it, RandomGaming. You stay sober. You ever need someone to talk to, I'll be there for you. :)

    • @brendadwan9234
      @brendadwan9234 2 роки тому +3

      AMEN

  • @patriotgoddesskimieanna435
    @patriotgoddesskimieanna435 8 місяців тому +3

    Seriously thank you for making this song ❤️🙏 i rel😢so much thank the Lord i am now so close to 6 years clean and sober

  • @jessicamcmasters170
    @jessicamcmasters170 7 місяців тому +5

    Almost 7 years sober. Songs like this saved me ❤

    • @ilovetosingx3
      @ilovetosingx3 7 місяців тому +1

      I’m happy😊 I’m sober . THAT TWISTED TEA ☕️ THAT PERSON GAVE ME WAS DISGUSTING . I almost lost my life !! -_- (I SAID MY ENEMY IS TRICKY!)

  • @mmjenthusiast5966
    @mmjenthusiast5966 3 роки тому +758

    Yesterday I was arrested, I was blackout drunk at a bar and I ended up in jail, my girlfriend packed her things and left. I just found this song and it hit me hard. It’s time for me to change for the better. I will fight, I have been struggling since I was 18, I’m 21 now. My life has been a constant drug to me. But it’s time for it to change. Thank you for making this song, truly inspiring.

    • @dothraki7596
      @dothraki7596 3 роки тому +29

      Keep the faith young man, you've got this!!

    • @thatonesatelliteguy
      @thatonesatelliteguy 2 роки тому +21

      Been there man just glad I never woke up in jail many times I should have

    • @newguy3588
      @newguy3588 2 роки тому +15

      @@thatonesatelliteguy Damn, yeah. No shit, eh? I need to stop before I do end up in jail too.

    • @ssgtrom9739
      @ssgtrom9739 2 роки тому +21

      We are in the same boat brother... we got this. It's so hard.

    • @hamhi98
      @hamhi98 2 роки тому +15

      Keep your head up dude you got this, dont let the devil take your soul

  • @dropthebassline
    @dropthebassline 4 роки тому +2418

    SO FIRE! S/o to all the recovering addicts. You all are true inspirations.

    • @HBEVANS-kh7oc
      @HBEVANS-kh7oc 3 роки тому +17

      thx

    • @WhatsupWorldful
      @WhatsupWorldful 3 роки тому +80

      1st day sober from opiates, my god the depression, loneliness, constant tears of guilt with no change, the sweats, restless legs, hurting my loved ones, pushing them ALL away, and yet here I am. Never thought it'd be me, I was supposed to be a marine... Drugs kill, but god heals!

    • @xxxalian_gaming4064
      @xxxalian_gaming4064 3 роки тому +53

      I been clean over 3 years. Hardest part is staying there

    • @conor2948
      @conor2948 3 роки тому +3

      Inspirations to what

    • @Kevin-oy8nl
      @Kevin-oy8nl 3 роки тому +36

      @@WhatsupWorldful I'm 6 years in now, I couldn't be happier. It gets better. There is hope.

  • @ithinkimarealboy2402
    @ithinkimarealboy2402 9 місяців тому +3

    Recovery is about recovering the person you are supposed to be!

  • @marymcbride9134
    @marymcbride9134 Рік тому +2

    This guy is a rapper that has meaning to his songs.Good Lord this song I hope will touch my son, he's been livin it hard.I gave him a good home,no drugs alcohol,but he feared not even death until it knocked on his door.Son momma prays if you see this ,I know you listen to this guy Justin .

  • @LifeNArt
    @LifeNArt 4 роки тому +379

    Some real shit, “I wish” meets “castles” but on a deeper level, superb song. Wish Tom would do more songs like this at times. Both Madchild and Tom killed this one.

    • @et3946
      @et3946 4 роки тому +5

      Exactly what I was gonna say. I'm fucking tearing up.

    • @dylanminthorn9874
      @dylanminthorn9874 4 роки тому +6

      Bro this is probably his deepest song yet

    • @et3946
      @et3946 4 роки тому +7

      @Zxergamer That's like saying 69 copied three 6 mafia because they both have songs about shooting people

    • @YZFMX256
      @YZFMX256 4 роки тому +3

      Zxergamer fuck juicewrld.

    • @williammichaelrock5681
      @williammichaelrock5681 4 роки тому +5

      Deep af...all that needs to be said. Fight the good fight yall

  • @KM-ud9jg
    @KM-ud9jg 4 роки тому +129

    I lost my mother to Suicide back in July of 2010.. Already in deep in my substance use, it put me in a place I almost never recoverd from, so I enlisted in the Army. Now that I have become a citizen again, working as an LCDC at a Treatment Facility. I am in Process groups like these three times a day.. this made me cry like I haven't cried since a child. It brought back so much I have long sensed tried to forget. What an amazing song. Thank you, God bless.

    • @JRalphMC
      @JRalphMC 4 роки тому +3

      Mannn its amazing how certain music can unlock certain feelings of the past dont it?

    • @dirtdiggler9293
      @dirtdiggler9293 4 роки тому +4

      7 months sober here.

    • @matt1980
      @matt1980 4 роки тому +2

      welcome back to the world sir. you know they say the only way to go when you are at rock bottom is up so please keep going up. and thank you for your service.

    • @queenb9043
      @queenb9043 4 роки тому +2

      Keep going strong and I'm so sorry about your mom.

    • @kotazzztheseal9441
      @kotazzztheseal9441 4 роки тому +1

      Stay strong

  • @MichelleNelson-my8lp
    @MichelleNelson-my8lp 5 місяців тому +1

    Same here.. My sister went through this & like the song she came through it & said what Tom's lyrics say.. A fight she'll fight forever & she truly did until cancer took her from us... But she sure did get through it & won the fight!!! ❤

  • @blessd24
    @blessd24 2 роки тому +351

    I've never had a drink, a cigarette, or a drug in my life.
    This song was still emotional to listen to.

    • @Racshion
      @Racshion 2 роки тому +14

      Congratulations

    • @littlelyss30
      @littlelyss30 2 роки тому +22

      That just goes to show how universally powerful of a lyricist tom is! This song is so emotion evoking!

    • @johnbaker3375
      @johnbaker3375 2 роки тому +43

      Don't ever start man. Hell awaits at the bottom of the bottle. I know.

    • @FallenAngel-xv5yz
      @FallenAngel-xv5yz 2 роки тому +16

      So true john ... been there myself... im free now as well. Dont ever open that door.....

    • @TheTryingDutchman
      @TheTryingDutchman 2 роки тому +9

      Stay smart and keep it that way!

  • @Flamingpiano
    @Flamingpiano 3 роки тому +90

    As a recovering depressive I've come to understand preventing suicide isn't about chasing good feelings, but remembering you still have good to do.
    You're alive for a reason, don't short change humanity, you still have work to do.

    • @curtisevans8698
      @curtisevans8698 3 роки тому

      I don’t owe anybody fuckall, and nobody owes me anything, except my uncle borrowing money from me :/

    • @monkaW_
      @monkaW_ 3 роки тому +3

      From Tom’s song “Angels” “heavens got enough angels, stay here on earth” 💕

    • @BasedRanger
      @BasedRanger 3 роки тому

      I've learned this lesson recently myself. I thank God everyday for the challenges. I've got mountains to climb again, and I can't ask for more than that.

    • @VinnyC614
      @VinnyC614 3 роки тому

      🥺

    • @JPinthe719
      @JPinthe719 3 роки тому

      Yeah, I love listening to Angels. Have tried to check out 4 times and I always say the 5th time will be the last. Wannabe is another good one. Somedays are tough. Thank God for music.

  • @shilohisha7554
    @shilohisha7554 11 місяців тому +3

    I have listened to this beautiful song and "withdrawals" every day. Almost a year sober with a couple of relapses. I prayed so hard on my knees shaking ,crying for God to deliver me from this pain, tired of the seizures and blackouts. Suboxone saved my life from the constant battle with my brain chemistry from the severe opiod use disorder. Now i have to overcome letting go of that demon, (Suboxone) which is just as painful as the other.
    Thank you for these truly honest and well versed songs. I haven't heard anything hit addiction so accurately as this. HOG always❤ my hopes to be around for many more albums since every single day is a fight to live.

    • @kennybob3096
      @kennybob3096 11 місяців тому +2

      Save A Life by Tom is also so powerful. Keep fighting, i wish you well.

    • @shilohisha7554
      @shilohisha7554 11 місяців тому

      @kenny bob Thank you! Ill check out that one as well.

  • @user-rv1qd5im9u
    @user-rv1qd5im9u 6 місяців тому +4

    A year and half sober thank you for the motivation to keep moving forward cause it's hard to stay focused

  • @crystalmason9809
    @crystalmason9809 2 роки тому +245

    I'm 73 days sober today. I listened to your song every morning while I was in rehab before I meditated. I have no words to describe how much this song helped me thru one of the darkest times of my life. Thank you doesn't cover how grateful I am for this song.

    • @redsoxfan0923
      @redsoxfan0923 2 роки тому +3

      I hope you are still sober.

    • @italiabreezy1
      @italiabreezy1 2 роки тому +2

      Hellz yea and are u still sober? Give us an update.

    • @italiabreezy1
      @italiabreezy1 2 роки тому +1

      @@redsoxfan0923 that's what I wanna know too! And it's ok if she relapsed as long as she got back up and is kicking its a$$

    • @laurieb3703
      @laurieb3703 2 роки тому +4

      I'm gonna do this too. I'll die otherwise

    • @bigpappa642
      @bigpappa642 2 роки тому +5

      @@laurieb3703 I'm going into the seventh week clean and sober! It's so worth it I've come out of the Fog I've lived in for the past 27 years! One day at a Time

  • @thepsychologyofheavenwitht7533
    @thepsychologyofheavenwitht7533 Рік тому +490

    Hi Tom I am a therapist and I am contacting you because I have just come across your incredibly passionate, well timed, powerful testimonies regarding many important issues. I work with homeless men struggling with addiction and mental health issues and they continually told me to check out this rapper that talks about real life issues and doesn’t glamorize evil. As a disabled veteran and heart transplant recipient I found more insight and wisdom in your poetry than I have in many other areas. God bless you and your family 🕊

    • @yonaphiri845
      @yonaphiri845 Рік тому +1

      Am asking for u email account

    • @StephJ.9120
      @StephJ.9120 Рік тому +5

      So beautiful put / said! ♥️🤘🏼

    • @Reyes_Raps
      @Reyes_Raps Рік тому

      NEW MADCHILD MUSIC VIDEO AVAILABLE ON MY CHANNEL!!! HAVE YOU HEARD "ALL GOOD?"

    • @kinetix413
      @kinetix413 Рік тому +1

      Being in a group of armed people going into countries without an infrastructure for politicians who blatantly lied is like a bunch of lions fighting a single dog. Under this circumstances you even left as the loser. Does it feel like still being a man or did you finally realize that was pretty soft? Just wondering.

    • @jacknorton6780
      @jacknorton6780 Рік тому

      ​@@kinetix413 Squat when you pee do ya ??? Sad troll...

  • @JamisonGallagher
    @JamisonGallagher 7 місяців тому +23

    16 months sober until today 😢 Gonna dust myself off and start over tomorrow.

    • @chasingthefish9042
      @chasingthefish9042 2 місяці тому

      Dont worry about that small shit the wagon is still there get back on. Life is better sober.

  • @themusubiman3
    @themusubiman3 4 роки тому +2089

    I just hit 72 hours 25 minutes ago. having a hard time. I believe this came up right when i needed it

  • @kimberlylamantia7794
    @kimberlylamantia7794 Рік тому +276

    I only lasted 3 days being sober but tomorrow is another day and this song gives me strength 🙏💪 Thank you.

    • @gabethegreat722
      @gabethegreat722 Рік тому +5

      U can do it. Just remember, if u dont start again, u wont have to stop again. Love and prayers for u 💞👍 #HOG4LIFE

    • @kimberlylamantia7794
      @kimberlylamantia7794 Рік тому +2

      @@gabethegreat722 Thank you for your encouragement. I really appreciate it. I need to get my act together 💖

    • @Leisurelee53
      @Leisurelee53 Рік тому +2

      Find the little things that give it to you. You're not going to win any other way than those dailys

    • @Jrb8k3n
      @Jrb8k3n Рік тому +3

      Listen bro time is the enemy, love is your savior

    • @kimberlylamantia7794
      @kimberlylamantia7794 Рік тому +1

      @@nickhayden2299 Thank you for your encouragement. I really needed to hear it ☺️

  • @burtonchevier3055
    @burtonchevier3055 3 місяці тому +3

    Tom I just wanted to say thank you. My names Burton today is my 21 birthday and I am a year and half sober of cocaine and alcohol. You and others like you who have been there are such an inspiration to people like me. Keep up the good work brother. God bless

    • @childofodin
      @childofodin 2 місяці тому +1

      congratulations. I hope you are doing well and continue to have the amazing life you deserve. keep fighting.

  • @independenceenvironmental2405
    @independenceenvironmental2405 10 місяців тому +7

    Use to live that life. Truly that death. Now I’m reborn in Jesus and truly living life sober and happy

  • @williamfulcher314
    @williamfulcher314 2 роки тому +134

    We're proud of the man you've become too Tom and madchild. When your doing good, people hate. When you're doing bad, no one notices. At least one fan cares. Know that.

    • @double_d_8885
      @double_d_8885 2 роки тому +4

      Damn, the realest truest sh*t I've ever read.

    • @valiant69au
      @valiant69au 2 роки тому

      Here to add to this choir

    • @shawnaheflin7806
      @shawnaheflin7806 2 роки тому +1

      Im here to say i care too..yall keep up the great work..shine bright...and dont let the hate pull u down...

    • @candyfischer2225
      @candyfischer2225 2 роки тому

      Me too Tom!!!❣️❣️❣️

  • @leonardomenendez6389
    @leonardomenendez6389 3 роки тому +400

    Just made 16 years sober. This song hit the feels.

    • @aesthetic__king8666
      @aesthetic__king8666 3 роки тому +6

      Congrats! My mother used to do these back when I was in 3rd grade and my brother was in kindergarten cause my parents got in a huge fight, my mom did all this and worst almost died! Had to live with my grandma for a year. Not having her kids made her wanna quit and so she did, she’s now going to be 6 years clean this year! So I understand how bad these hardcore drugs are and the alcohol as my grandma died last August from bad intestines from smoking and alcohol a whole ton in his early life. I’m happy for you! Stay clean times may be tough but it always gets better! -From ur average 14 year old. 😁❤️

    • @johnpuckett899
      @johnpuckett899 3 роки тому +3

      Congrats my friend wish you the best of staying sober I've been blessed I've never had these addictions but I've seen the hell that it causes first hand from my mother and her addiction so congrats keep up the good work

    • @chevysforlife100
      @chevysforlife100 3 роки тому +5

      I cant even make it a damn day without drinking. 👏 props to you

    • @thomasvankirk2675
      @thomasvankirk2675 3 роки тому +2

      Good for you man... it never gets easier but it makes you stronger

    • @mattbrash
      @mattbrash 3 роки тому +3

      @@chevysforlife100 don't give up, keep trying Man!

  • @rocketta.chique5761
    @rocketta.chique5761 10 місяців тому +3

    I can’t put into words how much this song means to me. God bless you Tom, and Nova, Madchild and everyone else who was involved m
    In the production of this video.

  • @gwendolyncarter5668
    @gwendolyncarter5668 Рік тому +2

    God bless you Tom & Nova for your Testimony (for that is precisely what this song is) , your courage to speak the truth and for blessing myself and others! May you stay safe and protected and receive all the many blessings and continued success you deserve. 💖🙏🤗🕊

  • @alabdulkhaaliq2491
    @alabdulkhaaliq2491 3 роки тому +54

    Been going through this for 90% of my life! Awesome that someone brought it to the light instead of glorifying getting high and drunk! It's not a fun life and it gets lonely fast! You rock Tom!!!!🤘

    • @amberswartout675
      @amberswartout675 3 роки тому

      Keep following the lord and keep in your recovery Tom is amazing and real as hell he a inspiration to my life

  • @jaykay6092
    @jaykay6092 4 роки тому +72

    that moment when the universe hands you a sign through others words or actions...
    this is what I needed. I been contimplating making a big move in my life, and hearing this was like a sign from the universe. Tom, Nova and madchild, sending all y'all much love and respect from Kentucky USA. forever a fan💖

    • @angelfeather7547
      @angelfeather7547 4 роки тому +3

      You can do anything you put your mind to. Good luck Jay Kay! I'm saying a little prayer for you now. AMEN!

    • @johnnyhampton8633
      @johnnyhampton8633 4 роки тому +2

      True freedom shall soon be yours. You got this.

    • @leannedickie
      @leannedickie 4 роки тому +2

      I'm getting signs from all directions at the moment.. I wasn't thinking while the song was playing ( was watching Nova play her part) Then I roll down and see the 1 line of your comment - Knew it was a sign, then went to like it, but it's sitting on number '22' and that's the one number I see on repeat, everywhere I go and actually have for years now! 2 Signs from you to change and this song the 3rd now :o) Good Luck with your new being xxxx

    • @robinhoodie8999
      @robinhoodie8999 4 роки тому +2

      leanne lovesmusic goodluck to both of y’all on yalls journey. Remember you don’t have to do this alone. It’s a hard fight but everyday it’s gets alittle easier. Proud of yalls decision on this. I’m two years sober now and I couldn’t be happier with the progress

    • @darkmetro8882
      @darkmetro8882 4 роки тому +3

      Or maybe God?

  • @nbsrnbsr5467
    @nbsrnbsr5467 10 місяців тому +1

    Man this song gives me chills. I lost so much throughout my addiction. My job I had for 15 years, Got arrested, went to rehab numerous times, lost friends, My family didn't want nothing to do with me, Overdosed, Blew through A LOT of money and just about lost my life. I've been clean now for almost 17 months off of Meth, Crack, Cocaine, Pills/Alcohol. I'm thankful that I decided to finally get well, I never gave up but it wasn't easy at all. To anyone going through it I understand and we do recover if you want it bad enough. Only you can do it though. Nobody's going to do it for you. Thank you for this song and it's a Masterpiece, I really dig it. God bless those struggling, I feel you, Don't give up, Never give up.

  • @danbasham9207
    @danbasham9207 Рік тому +3

    32 years sober, it's good to count years instead of days. The struggle is long but worth it. 🙏

  • @youngglockyt2364
    @youngglockyt2364 4 роки тому +474

    Shout to all my recovering addicts ..the ones who fought for it all back .. and r.i.p to the ones who didn't get the chance

    • @jrbeckyhowell2987
      @jrbeckyhowell2987 4 роки тому +9

      I always pray for the ones picking up for the first time tonight and the ones who will pick up for the last time tonight. Every 8 sec. A addict will die. Stay strong. I believe in you

    • @jeneaprien1928
      @jeneaprien1928 4 роки тому +4

      My brother Adam never got the chance ): this year will be 3 years since he passed and it hurts everyday

    • @zsaz4453
      @zsaz4453 4 роки тому +1

      yeah.

    • @jeremeysmelltoast7829
      @jeremeysmelltoast7829 4 роки тому +2

      Still climbing back out of the hole but doing better, just wish I could find work , and now w Corona virus. I'm screwed

    • @zsaz4453
      @zsaz4453 4 роки тому +1

      We all are. Ican buy fn food but glad to say they closed the boarders here and cut me off from dope ;)

  • @angelphy4845
    @angelphy4845 3 роки тому +486

    I'm 15 years sober from meth . . I have a very addictive personality if I can do it so can yall. . Have faith and never give up. .

    • @user-qt9ry2bj4h
      @user-qt9ry2bj4h 3 роки тому +7

      Congrats!

    • @angelphy4845
      @angelphy4845 3 роки тому +2

      @@user-qt9ry2bj4h thank you

    • @vesselvan733
      @vesselvan733 3 роки тому +23

      2 weeks sober from meth, this comment gives me the strength to believe I can make it. Congrats, stranger. You're an inspiration.

    • @angelphy4845
      @angelphy4845 3 роки тому +3

      @@vesselvan733 🖤❤💓❤🖤

    • @ayeeeeebitch
      @ayeeeeebitch 3 роки тому +3

      @@vesselvan733 Keep going Babes my friend is clean now you can do it 💙